The Cubby
The Cubby
The Cubby_S3-Bonus_I Always Have Something 2 Do_Part_2
Use Left/Right to seek, Home/End to jump to start or end. Hold shift to jump forward or backward.
Welcome Back to The Cubby!
As a hiatus struck our cast in the latter portion of 2020, we have come back with a vengeance in a 3 PART podcast series - I Always Have Something 2 Do. Take part in a candid and classic discussion with our very own partner (@rocnrobyn_5) and close friend to the Podcast.
It's her birthday and we talked about...Everything. Everything? Everything!
PART 2
If you didn't know why The Cubby was founded before, you do now. Enjoy!
The Cubby Cast participants:
@CaliLouTee
EXPLICIT CONTENT.... BE ADVISED
Check out and tune-in to all our episodes on Apple Podcast, Spotify, Google Podcast, Pandora, iHeart Radio, and more.
“The Cubby”. Subscribe. Like. Comment. Listen. Review. DM.
[inaudible] chase equivocal, unpredictable King of flows. You are listening to the cubby podcast. Hi, Ron Lewis.
Speaker 2I don't say everybody's supposed to be with somebody. I don't believe that at all. Some people are okay with being alone, but sometimes that sometimes that somebody is not in a relationship sometimes it's like a system. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah. Everybody needs something. You always get like a, um, but as far as specific energy around you that you have that you just have this bond with it don't have to be a it's fixed. Yes. A fixed, like a fixed candle. It's a fixed energy and I, and I'm glad to have you as one of my, um, I don't know. I think you're a twin flame of mine. I wouldn't say I wouldn't say, um, soulmate. I would say a twin flame because we, because we do have the dynamic that we have, we do have conflicting opinions. We have conflict with things. I don't know. Sometimes we do. I think we used to, I don't know. We haven't talked about anything in conflict in lately, but yeah, that's the homie. Um, I always have to put people in different categories and some people, I don't even know what to call it. If have nothing, not necessarily nothing, but it's like not a tie, like not a soulmate, not a twin flame, not a car e ntity. N ot a
Speaker 3Yeah. Good day, man.
Speaker 2They was a today. M y Steelers are what[i naudible]. Th at w a s t e rrible. We al most g ot beat by the cow boy. I think we got a l i t tle to o la x and I knew that she was going to happen. We wa s go ing to get too far ahead and we're going to get a little lax. And we got two la c ks to day and we almost got beat by the third string quarterback.
Speaker 3You guys gotta get too cocky. You guys are getting too cocky, man. Cocky. You know the one thing we learned in the pilot, I think, I think certain people can talk to other people. I can talk to you. I don't think Kenny could talk to you. Just relax from having a conversation. I think that was the issue. I'm good at it. That's what I do. How about y'all wrote the question? Nah, it's a loose, it's a loose framework.
Speaker 2I, he didn't, he, he, I think he just didn't come prepared. I don't think so. He wasn't coming.
Speaker 3I'm not, I'm not going to say that on audio that he wasn't prepared for the event.
Speaker 2He said he was nervous. I said tomato, tomato, tomato, tomato. It's hard to come prepare it. When you got these strong black women, you know what I'm saying? It's just me.
Speaker 3Yeah. You and Audra was there. That's what I had. I had a recording with Audra. It's on wax,
Speaker 2Baby. Pull it up. You don't even know
Speaker 3It's called. Uh, you know, I'm about to tell you because I was bugging him.
Speaker 2Oh, y'all missed that one, Tom. The out.
Speaker 3She should have told him I'm about to pull it up right now.
Speaker 2Do it tonight.
Speaker 3I will run out. What else you got to do?
Speaker 2I don't even, I don't know what the I'm going r ight n ow.[ inaudible]
Speaker 3That's true. That's true.
Speaker 2No, I literally got up. Like I was going somewhere. I don't know what t hat was g oing o n, but w e, w e d on't want to listen to it. But what was the gist?
Speaker 3Yeah, I gotta, I gotta look at it again to see where that is. Oh, it's called team Huna. That's what it's called team. Hold on. I'm about to show you and then I can tell you
Speaker 2About
Speaker 3This is what it is. That's the episode is called a team. UNO. I'll take my phone back, man.
Speaker 2That's I'm like, what the is? You show me.
Speaker 3It was just me and her playing UNO. And we were literally playing UNO on a podcast. Like we would just be playing. We were just playing real. We talked about UNO. I mean talked about just us.
Speaker 2I've gotten the listen to[ inaudible]. I t's b een o n. It's been there since babe. You know what? That's up, bro. That's why I'm walking of f. That's up now. T hat's up.
Speaker 3It's really up. She should h ave at least told you.
Speaker 2She might have. And I might just miss the cue. I might've been December 25th, 2018, 2018 was a while year for a lot of us. 30 minutes. Wow. Just that little piece of what I'm thinking.[inaudible] let me, let me say Kirby.
Speaker 3It's like, whatever you bring, you gotta finish third Covey in ain't nobody worried about you and gum fourth roots down on your P's and Q's because you know what happened for fooling was ballroom. You only get three times in the comment and once those two times a night.
Speaker 2Yeah. Limited sounds in the cup.
Speaker 3Yeah. I've done seen you more than three times. I know that for a fact, you've sat across from me and I've seen you
Speaker 2I'm coming back on here. Cause I'm like,
Speaker 3Do whatever you want to do. I could close out the show.
Speaker 2No, I want to keep talking.
Speaker 3I want to keep talking to you too. I want to play chess.
Speaker 2Okay. Let's learn paychecks on the cubby, making crazy faces this whole time.
Speaker 3If y'all can hear the sound effects that crazy.
Speaker 1[inaudible] thank you all for coming out, man.
Speaker 3Thank y'all for coming out, bro.
Speaker 2Can I say it needs to be smoked? This needs to be smoked. Mike Tyson has a podcast. I listened to Mike Tyson's podcast actually. Um, it's dope because not only that it's Mike Tyson that, uh, not only that it's Mike Tyson, but he has had some similar experiences that I have had living my life. He's lived a crazy life. I a in't did Coke and all that. I know my limits. I know m y limits, but I've done some, some, some extracurricular activities th at d i dn't h ave a l i ne m e in different ways to make me find my purpose. And it's relatable. It's so relatable. And it's like, wel l, y ou don't understand. You might not understand. Like you understand, like you understand Mike shot out. I promise you. I have really, u h, I have not, I haven't done Iow asca ye t. And I haven't done the to w, b ut my sister in law sister is a provider of psychedelics. Like she's a, u m, do ctor psychedelic lik e ad ministration. So we're going to Turk soon. So I'm goi ng to te ll her like, can we do it? And then I can like, do I want to record it? I don't know. I don't know it's going to be a vibe, but it's a fact that I know that somebody that knows how to I have access to it and in a, in a tropical place for a whole week, I think I m ight do it.[ inaudible] a nd. So I'm looking a t, I think, g ala g onna love t hat. Okay. I h ad not thought about that to this very moment. I had not thought about it t o this very moment. So I think it was probably like a divine. What time is it? Okay. It's 9:20 AM that a in't no, no, no, no, n o. U h, y eah. Yes. Coming out by the way, I think I had made some great points to that. Being aligned to the universe. I am very aligned and like putting that energy, as I understand, you might understand. I don't want to be like, I don't want to shove it down. Nobody's throat. I'm not trying to shove it. I'm trying to celebrate my life 33 years. If the vine alignment, I don't know this is easier, but if it wasn't easier, I could see why it could be 30. I could see it could be 32. And if I was 32, the happened when I was 32.
Speaker 3You live in your Jesus. Yes. I'm in, I'm in my Jesus years, 32 or 33, someone Francesa
Speaker 2Big a Christian. Then we know[inaudible] I knew what the I'm talking about. So I feel like, u m, some things happened this year that was like very traumatic, u m, r elationship w ise. But I felt like it was what was needed to align my life and be the bond and not say t hat that i s like a n end of a chapter, but it was just like a c ycle[ inaudible], but we just n eeded to go our separate ways to come back at the, at another spot. And I'm like, you know, u m, and I also was telling my f riends, you find your, u m, you find your destiny, n ot your destiny, but y our, u m, 2 5. No, no, not the other one. I dunno. I dunno. I l ike partner with the, I d on't k now w here you find your, u h, whatever y ou f ind significant other at t his specific time in your life where you're learning a nd w here you're growing from. Y eah. But you learn and grow from different aspects of your life and do, a nd the more E xcel place of your life is where and where you might meet a certain person. And it's like, unless you stop there, you can choose to stop there. Or you can choose to keep leveling up. And that's why I'm in a lot of places. Oh, t here are truly t ranscendent s ubstance that can cause it a ll t he p lant. Hey, that's my cousin. And he gave me a little word,
Speaker 3Send positivity, send positivity.
Speaker 2Thanks. And I give, thanks. It is. But you guys masked yourselves. You may ask yourselves with assholeness. Yeah. I'm going to ask them, um, you may ask yourselves with, sometimes you are, um, you seem one dimensional and your beliefs and, um, ideals. I'm not saying it's you, but I'm saying some men do, but then when you get behind closed doors, it's a difference.
Speaker 3Yeah. The mask, the mask. Yeah. That's a maturity level though
Speaker 2Piece because I will, well, I see, um, it's a maturity level thing. Yeah. I do believe that. I do believe that. I do believe that I feel so many men mature in my eyes right before my eyes. Like, I didn't know you last week. I didn't know who last month. I didn't know.
Speaker 3You just let them know. That's why the dating game is so up right now.
Speaker 2You meet people that they, where they are and their, and their maturity and their, their, their learning experience. So it's like, you are having to choose. Am I wanting to, I want it to be with this person at this moment, or am I willing to let them go and let them grow and then meet them in another space if that's where it block, where God and this, and no, that's where I am in my space, because I'm like, am I in a space where I'm like, go back to the person that I knew that was aligned in the bond from previous thought? Or if my like finding somebody new in like moving o n and like not g iving an d s econd chance because you kn ow, no, that's funny[i naudible] b o oks. Um, i t was li ke a t hing. It was a whole lot, a l i ttle,
Speaker 3He was in a business meeting. No, it was a thread. It sounded like a business meeting.
Speaker 2And it was like, how many times have you been proposing? Married and having kids.
Speaker 3Wow. That's a habit. That's a loaded question.
Speaker 2And it was like, you just gave numbers.
Speaker 3Everybody was the number. No words. Just numbers. Yeah. Sounds like a mom was three. So how many, what was the highest that you saw?
Speaker 2Four. I think so. I didn't know. Somebody had been proposed to three times,
Speaker 3Three times. Twice married twice. So three, two, three, two, three, three, three, two, two, three. He's in there. He's always in there. Three, two, two number. That's a high number. Just evenly across the board. You're in all categories and at least twice. Yeah. That's a heavy number. That number that's three, two, two across the board. And at least once,
Speaker 2At
Speaker 3Least twice,
Speaker 2At least twice, you weren't a big enough[inaudible] I haven't had a[inaudible] cause I haven't had a serious engagement. It's like, people want to go from zero to 100 and I'm like, come on, bro. That don't even sound right. Real quick. You want to just be proposing me to more? You just want to be married to me more at home because he decided, because you think you want me now because you think I am the ideal person that you want me to be. This thing told me right on paper. He told me I was great on paper and that I just needed to move to this.
Speaker 3She telling me about like, no,
Speaker 2This is my ex and my ex we knew we were like, you might have even met when we first started dating. He wasn't my boyfriend then, but you met him then and you kept forgetting him. Oh, who wasn't that? Oh, you always say[inaudible] to me, like, get the o ut o f here. Like I'm like I' m[ i naudible] t h at r ight here. Like every time I'm li k e I say his name, he was like, who was th at?[in audible] ev ery time you don't know that, he just[ina udible]
Speaker 3[inaudible] the problem is me. I'm the problem. I keep saying that to people. It's me guys. It's not, you keep living your life and you'll be fine.
Speaker 2But anyways, so you knew him, but he wasn't, that relationship was a great relationship. Yeah.
Speaker 3Big ups to him.[inaudible]
Speaker 2It's some real. Like he's the only boyfriend that put me in a financial position in a business mind in any kind of space. I can't give no, he left the m an. I learned from him. I learned from him even in this economy, u h, a nd this, this, u h, C OVID economy. I made money with him
Speaker 3As the resident, real here, he did it, the m ove[ inaudible]
Speaker 2And he can help me make money with a girlfriend. You know what I'm saying? Like, so he put me in a better position than I've been in my whole life. So like perfect. And that's a fact I'm not going, it's some good black men out here. You ain't got to be with him forever for them to be good in your life. Everybody ain't got to be a sexual relationship because some things can people Tawny and some things can be platonic and sexual. Some things can, and some things can be straight sexual.
Speaker 3Yeah. Don't with me with the sexual. Like I think sometimes it's good to know when the is g ood to know when not to. That's that's the type of
Speaker 2I'm trying. I'm trying to learn this too. I think I've learned too, but I'm trying to solidify the suit. You got to know when the and
Speaker 3Whatnot. Cause sometimes you didn't
Speaker 2As a woman, you gotta know when to let them get the. And when not do that, I'll get the l ot. Because s ome, a ll don't deserve. Wh at w a s s he sa y? It's he r b irthday today. That's why it's a bir d. C au se sh e's he r 30th birthday. Right? out. So rry. I can't, I can't get real.
Speaker 3I think all does t heir posting. I'm sorry. I can't get that. I'm drawing the line somewhere and that's w here the I'm drawing.
Speaker 2[inaudible]
Speaker 3I'll play the song. I'm just announcing I'm not rolling. All is supposed to get posted.
Speaker 2Oh, it's supposed to get that. No real deserve. Not all n ickel T V.
Speaker 3Real men deserve. Yes. That's a true fact. All s hould get posted. I'm just voting for that bill. If that's on the legislation table, I'm voting o n i t.
Speaker 2Cause you was the and you got a real all the time. Ye ah.
Speaker 3I think everybody needs a break. Everybody needs a break.
Speaker 2No, everybody got some. It might be the reason why it's less terrorists. Mass murderers, mass murderers and rapists, um, serial killers. And they just got some and t hey h ad some money to pay for it. They h ad some money to pay for it.
Speaker 3Yeah. Oh, warriors pay for. It's an easy fix.
Speaker 2I just posted it on Facebook today. They was like, um, if you got a, if a g ot a pay for, you g ot t o buy you something or do something for you to get some, you a prostitute. I s ay, call me what you want. O kay? B ecause even if you married to a woman a nd a woman, y ou going to spend some money. So when it l ike, so yo ur m o ney f requency, frequency is s cary
Speaker 3For you. is,
Speaker 2I'm just saying[inaudible] give me the scary tone.
Speaker 3It's scary. Right? He puts these dangerous. It's dangerous. A nd that's what I'm saying. You g ot t o invest in mutual funds be cause i t's slow and steady. And it's going to get you there.
Speaker 2It's scary. It should cost you a little something,
Speaker 3A visit or some change. Listen, I'm a feminist.
Speaker 2Thank you. I don't need you to be a feminist. I need you to no, no, no. I need you to be a woman. It's feminist is for white. Feminism is for white woman. Yes. You need to be a woman. It's sounds like some new. It's okay. I'm going to help me to let you know, look it up. Look it up right now. A woman is be a woman. Is
Speaker 3I got to get it. I can get down with it.
Speaker 2A woman is that feminism, woman. This is transection. A certain sectional. Transection trans. Y eah,
Speaker 3Transactional. Wasn't we found it. We found it.
Speaker 2Uh, trends.
Speaker 3We can plug it in. As soon as you say it, we're going to plug it in. We're going to plug it in.
Speaker 2I'm gonna tell him I'm gonna put it in the comments. I was meaning.. It's uh,
Speaker 3You're going to get it. You're gonna get it. Cause I don't know what you're talking about.
Speaker 2It's sectional. It's something sectional.[inaudible]
Speaker 3It's just a sectional sofa right here,
Speaker 2Politically. Correct? At the same time.
Speaker 3No, take your time, man. I'm just over here. Don't worry about it. I'm leaving, going to the restroom.
Speaker 2We have that conversation, but LA, what can we find this balance? Because look, I am a, also a, um, I dunno, matchmaker. I have a matchmaking service. I do. I have not came over the name yet, but I have been practicing.
Speaker 3I feel as though you can make a match right now,
Speaker 2I'm not in the necessarily the business of making perfect matches, but I'm matching you with someone to get to know. Cause people just don't even want it. People don't want to do online dating and they don't go anywhere to do anything with anybody. And it's COVID
Speaker 3If I was your first client,
Speaker 2You're not my first client. I've had several clients. It was my first client in LA.
Speaker 3Yeah. First client in LA. How would this go?
Speaker 2So I don't do it, but
Speaker 3You do it online. You do it through an app and you do it.
Speaker 2No, I, I know people personally. I'm all, everybody's my personal friend. Or I personally know this person. You, if I knew you and I need an end date, I would say,
Speaker 3Who would you hook me up with right now? Who would I hook you up with right now?
Speaker 2I would have to go through my Rolodex. I just blew
Speaker 3The up. Right? It's the w intertime because we,
Speaker 2And because we know each other. No listen, because we know each other through the same avenues of who I will hook you up with. Yeah. Because it's like my orange County.
Speaker 3Yeah. That's a cool,
Speaker 2Like, you'd ask me that. It's really weird. Not weird, but it's like,
Speaker 3It is hard. It would be hard.[inaudible]
Speaker 2This girl just came to my mind. I got to find out. I got to find out. She's single though. She's following me.
Speaker 3It's a name like Kristen? Nope. Roseanne. Nope. April. Nope.
Speaker 2Robin's arrow. Robin's arrow for matching.
Speaker 3You know what?
Speaker 2JK? You might be on to something. I have not. I was like Robbins romance, but I was like, that's too cheesy. That's like too easy. That's too easy. Don't do that. So yeah. Um, don't do that. Keep it. Robin's Cupid. Shuffle
Speaker 3Robin's Cupid.[inaudible] I would definitely subscribe to[ inaudible]
Speaker 1.
Speaker 3I'm getting good with these d own. You are not
Speaker 1, but Robin
Speaker 3Robins, Cupid, shuffle, trademark. That is that okay? Yes, but she is Cupid shuffle. I can trademark. Are you saying
Speaker 1[inaudible]
Speaker 2I really came up with this, but you could say, and it's recorded. I don't know the songs of Robin Robinson. Okay. J K, you're going to fall. You don't even get a ring to that.
Speaker 1Do,
Speaker 3Can I do it? I need it. Yes. Ma'am yes. Ma'am
Speaker 2Have you watched, um, what's that show?
Speaker 3Um, Fargo. Yes. I've seen it. Chris rock. Oh,
Speaker 2You gotta watch the new black. It's a new city I watched started last night. Yeah. He's like in the black mafia, the black mafia is the new season and they w uh, Hulu, Hulu. So they were spitting in hand. Right? He was spit with the Jews. He spit with the Irish. He went to Chris rock. Chris rock was like, I'm a grown man. W on't sp it. In ou r h and, he took a knife and cut that and wa s like, he was like, and hi s language, he thinks he's a man. He bought it. She bought the sh ow.
Speaker 3Y'all
Speaker 2Moving his. Yo my right now, bomb bomb, bomb. It was like t he way that black f olks should have moved to the kept moving. Like t his was crazy. It's c razy. If you got your Fargo, if yo u w atching Lovecraft
Speaker 3Country, you know,
Speaker 2It's, this it's like black excellence. And they keep trying to tear us down and like even underground, underground got discontinued, but they was about to get away.
Speaker 3And I remember that I had to cancel it.
Speaker 2They had to cancel it. It was everything they was trying to do. They had
Speaker 3Her name was executive producing it.[inaudible]
Speaker 2It's on Hulu now. So I'm gonna go back and watch it again. Some things you have to watch again, love crap country. If you watch every single episode, every episode I would watch it. I would watch it fast. I would watch two episodes before, before I would watch the next episode, just so I could see what I've missed the first two times.
Speaker 3What was your favorite episode?
Speaker 2The favorite episode of everybody went over, I was talking, busted mother windows out and was like, that. You know what I'm saying? That was my personally. And then when, u m,
Speaker 1My
Speaker 2Mom was like, my legacy is in my shower, you know? I can't even remember.
Speaker 3That's true. That's true. Yeah. That was my, that was my episodes of castle. Shout out love craft country, man. You guys really rode the black nation throughout this time. I want to put a little bit[inaudible] boys,
Speaker 2Joy media. Black media. Yes. It held us down and the people was hating on black, um, bad hair.
Speaker 3Why did you watch it? Black hair.
Speaker 2Okay. Bad hair. Bad hair. So
Speaker 3I didn't, I didn't finish. It is a good,
Speaker 2I was, but I was doing something at the time I was cooking. I was another room. I wasn't, I wasn't invested, but I couldn't like watch everybody else. I was missing it, but black hair was not that bad. And people was like, Oh.
Speaker 3So what's, what's the shows I got to watch bad. Here was another one. And that's on Hulu. There's another one you mentioned before.
Speaker 2No, actually another good one on Hulu. That's about black dating and black love and stuff. It's called, um, the weekend, the weekend. It was actually pretty good. It was like a girl. I t was just like me. Just like don't give a
Speaker 3Yeah. And I have people say, don't go a. Do they really not go?
Speaker 2Really do give a. I don't give a at to a certain s ense. O kay. I'm not gonna say t hat. I don't give a.
Speaker 3I had a bag of one time and I lost it. I don't know where the it's at, bro.
Speaker 2So have you read the book? Uh, the master and have not learned how to use the books. Guess what I did. I never read it and I still don't give a. I know I don't need it. I know. I still don't give a. I always ask me why I needed to read a book to learn that. Literally.
Speaker 1[inaudible][inaudible]
Speaker 2I don't know how the I'm a t. M aybe. C ause I'm a Scorpio and I'm like, u m, u m, like personally developed or whatever they say, but I really didn't give a. I really don't. I, and that's what I'm trying to give a to be in a space where I can date and love. Ca use I don't give a. And that's the problem. Society has bred these, these beings of p eople that don't give a and they have become and maybe have, uh, be c ome and bitter and all these
Speaker 3There's always something better.
Speaker 2We'll always think there's something better than the road. And sometimes it's like, nah, not for you.
Speaker 3Yeah. Dr. Lane, you thought,
Speaker 2I thought you had something better, but uh, this is where you're at. That's your lane, bro. And this is what God has prepared for you and where you prepared for it. So if you wasn't, then you prepared for the consequences of what you did. We're not prepared.
Speaker 3I'm glad we had you on man. We needed this one for the birthday. This is a nice, solid one. It's all working out.
Speaker 2I was like, think I had gotten me here tonight. Cause I was just like, what the is my guy t ired doing c hilling? I'm always chilling. I w as l ike,, I'm pulling up. And y ou was like, you got some weed. I was like, you got some d rink? And he was like, yeah. And I was like, yeah. I was like, b oop, i t's a party. And then you came in a nd I seen t his and I was like, He y g i rl, ju st
Speaker 1Plug it in.[inaudible]
Speaker 2We started playing chess. And my dad started teaching me a long time ago and now I've got the homie teaching me how to play chess. He tried to teach me how to be a Rand.
Speaker 3Yeah.
Speaker 2If I learn chess, I'm not going to be whatever. I'm going to be a bad. I don't give a. And then I know chess. That's the problem. That's the problem. The problem is already t hat think I know chess and I don't. A nd t hen it's a movie that's o ut r ight now on Netflix. I t's l ike, it's about this woman playing chess a nd l ike, and moving t hroughout her life. So I'm like, it's hella I'm o n it. A nd I want to learn chess. It's like
Speaker 3You remember the moves? I would go like each position, like what does the pond do? And what does the Rook do?
Speaker 2Can go over one over one. The CAFO can go straight, straight
Speaker 3Castle castle.
Speaker 2I can go. L-shape
Speaker 3That's a fact. You got it. You got it from here on out. You just needed the first one.
Speaker 2And the what's the, the, um, Bishop can go the agno Humphrey and the queen can go wherever the she w ants and the King can go.
Speaker 3This is it is it takes the cake to stick the land.
Speaker 1[inaudible]
Speaker 3All he had to do was stick the landing.
Speaker 2I forgot how
Speaker 3You got it, bro. I ain't even going to be here. You already know he's a King.
Speaker 2Ain't go to Queens.
Speaker 3The green go away. What the do you want a g un? C ause y ou're trying to will it.
Speaker 2She should
Speaker 3Have seen her face. Yaz use Jenna manifesto.
Speaker 2Okay. I forgot because I smoked so much weed.
Speaker 3What's up. What's that? Look at her. Look up.
Speaker 2You can go one spot either direction.
Speaker 3Just once[inaudible]
Speaker 1[inaudible]
Speaker 3Welcome to gummy, man. We got Robin back in the building, man. She's been a beautiful guest, man.
Speaker 2I'm glad to be here. This is so,
Speaker 3He was just talking about c hest. You said the p ark, y ou g o straight. You said the C assa, G oogle s tring. You said t he r ope. You're going L-shape you s ent the p ushup c ould go diagonal. Y ou said the queen could go w herever the she wanted to go. And you said the King just moves in one space. And he s a id t h at
Speaker 2Direction once, basically direction I got that's the hardest one because the thing is I don't be trying to, trying to think about what the y'all got to do. That's a problem. That's your problem. I'm just trying to be w ith, I'm just trying to be here when you need me. I don't even know w here you're t rying to go. I m ean, I n eed t o know, I w ant t o know your direction, but to try t o get you that show business, t hat's y our business. I know y ou're p laying b all. How you get there a nd your business, I'm g oing t o do it, but you should know my plan. I'm g onna know your plan b ehind you getting i nto t he business. Yeah,
Speaker 3I think I'm going to handle it.
Speaker 2I know you're going to move, but I don't know which way you're going to move. You don't need to know that's some go from p ower and that's the, Hey, t ha t's li terally whe re my brain wind s. Th e crazy thing about life is about American life. Everybody's family grab s on how their family, you were in the mob or had like some backhand gambling or got their wealth on some. But if we say we got our wealth on granddaddy selling weed and uncle blood, the y selling Coke. It's like total tabo o. So problem. But w as like the mob and killing mother and bootlegg ing and. A n d t hat's how they make the ir m illions of me be co m e these other, the othe r b usinesses. But it's like, Oh no. Caus e uncle Ray gave his cleaning business that was cleaning money. But a mafia gave money to the civil rights movement because that was working at the lawyers o ffice f or the white man couldn't afford to give him no money. But the man that had his cleaning business could afford to get some, you kno w, but you k now, I ain't going to go do w n. You don't want to go there. You, it s oun d li k e you went there a little bit.
Speaker 3It sound like
Speaker 2Because we feel like it's a class system and it's like, we need each other in all different aspects. We need every level of black person. It's no level of black person that we don't need to get out of this position that we end. We need everybody. And we try to throw each other away because we did this. And we had this idea. We had this idea. We talked to this person and we had this conversation who gives the God. Everybody is on the same liberation of black people. Movement ride that wave.
Speaker 3I got, I got this joke. I'm working on saying, I think every black person should take$10,000 and invest in Seattle, New York right now. Let's go.
Speaker 2Actually, my homeboy just moved back to my homeboy. Just moved back to Liberia. Yeah, let's go. He has a whole organization. It's called for Liberia. Everybody's Uber. If you$10,000, you'd be a up. Y ou'd be you live in not m iddle c lass. You live in a high class neighborhood with$10,000 o ut o f h ere i n Liberia.
Speaker 3We've been fighting this war and obviously we're not getting what we want and power only respects
Speaker 2Power. And it's uh, you know, we have our own way in here. I have my family that have land here and things like that. But it's like at this point, do you really want it? It's so contaminated. I wasn't passing it
Speaker 3[inaudible]
Speaker 2But
Speaker 3$10,000 right now that's going on?
Speaker 2I ain't got sand to put on[inaudible] but I ain't got 10.
Speaker 3That's the joke right there. I found it. I found it. I found it. I got five. I put them,
Speaker 2I got five. Cause you know what? You can't just give everything. You know? Like you got to have a look line, like, wait a minute. That's gay. Fall through. I need to go back home. Cause I'm going to rent the out my apartment b ecause I'm going to be l ike, that's the thing like y ou m om can't even go to see your l awyer o n right now.
Speaker 3I don't know where we can go.
Speaker 2But the joke is, but you can go to Liberia. You can go. You can go to Liberia right now. You can, you can,
Speaker 3Let's go. I'm not excited. I'm not inside
Speaker 2Outside of Ghana. That's the only place where you can have American. You can have dual citizenship outside of Ghana.
Speaker 3Yeah. I don't see a problem. You got five to put on. I got fine. You can put it in a pot. You just stopped making plans.
Speaker 2That's how I'm going to say. If I had barrier forward, I wish I knew the Instagram. All right. I hope this is like an old combat or Raleigh and then going to Raleigh and put them to[inaudible]
Speaker 3He almost lost it. I mean they was blue. How, how do you feel about this election?
Speaker 2Wake County was red. We counted was red. Yeah. Raleigh was red. Durham County was blue. Wake County was red. So I only think we won't do that either. Bring your Los Angeles County. If y ou're going to go somewhere. It's nice weather here. Not tonight. It's cold. I t's a beach. I don't even know why the I wore this tonight.
Speaker 3Where were you wearing that to here? Oh, you had something to do before that. I had to date
Speaker 2And I'm talking too much, But one cancel it. Wasn't a date. The first one was a date per se. It was an old friends. It ain't gonna do nothing else. I'm going to sell. But the first one was like, it wasn't my brand from back home was in town and we went and got drinks and a little bit of dinner. Um, I got like a soup, cause it was kinda cold outside. The fact that LA is still doing outside seating a nd this m other wind storm is blowing me out of that. Like eat my soup. I was like, bro, I don't wa nt t o
Speaker 3Be here anymore. I don't want to be here anymore.
Speaker 2I'm not comfortable with, let's go to Hawthorne where they let people sit inside the restaurant. I hadn't seen the homie in a minute, so I wasn't laughing, but I have a coat on. I had my shoes on. I was in, had a little heat, but that wind was up h eat d irectional on me. I t was cutting that heat. It was good. I had a lot of drinks, bu t t hen I came here and I had some more drinks. So then I was like, I hung out with him earlier. And then he was like, he was going to bed early. My friend, he had it. He ha d b e en i n t h e m o rning. So I was like, cool. Ca use I had a little si p. And then, u m, h e was like, he was tired because he, I don't know. You don't know what happened? I don't know. But it was cool because I was like, it's al l r i ght. Ca use s omebody hit up my ho meboy t i e a nd ti e. He w as go ing t o h it me back and say, what the he had going on? And he was like,
Speaker 3I ain't going to.
Speaker 2So it like aligned. Cause I was like, what the? Like, cause of what I say earlier,
Speaker 3Always got some to do.
Speaker 2I don't want to cancel it's okay. I could have been the crib finishing my, um, finish at Fargo Fargo. That was good, but I g ot some to do.
Speaker 3I think we should close it up with a love and love statement. You got to give it love as love.
Speaker 2Why you won't say his name? He said this one is just, the wind is disrespectful as right now.
Speaker 3Yeah. Say his name. What's his name.
Speaker 2We're not gonna say who named the person that canceled the cold while the wind was hitting your bowl. Now maybe that ain't who I'm going to say. No, that's the name? I ain't gonna say. I wouldn't say that name at all.
Speaker 3You're not going to do that.
Speaker 2I'm not going to do that. Cause that's that's he I'm going to say he popping, but he's uh, um, he's private street pharmacist. I don't want to say what he is. Right? You don't want to put his location out there like that. But the other one, he, I mean,
Speaker 3You don't do what he do. I
Speaker 2Mean, he was, he came in, his friend kicked me off the podcast. That's what I said to Fred came out of the pocket. But I went out with, he canceled on me for the third time.
Speaker 3What's his, what's his name? What's his name?
Speaker 2[inaudible]
Speaker 3A thousand times. I just take a million shots,
Speaker 2But Robin always got some shoes. It's okay.
Speaker 3Is that your, is that your love is love statement. Always have to do.
Speaker 2Okay. No, hold on. Hold on, hold on. I gotta come up with look. It's gonna be, it's gonna be something like that, but it's gonna hold on. Let me hold on. Hold on.
Speaker 3I always have to do. I liked that one. I really liked that o ne. That was a good one.
Speaker 2You know what I'm gonna say? Why I'm gonna say I always have to do because on my, on my m arket board, on my wall, it says get done. Al ways. So always have to do sen se. T hat's my love is love.
Speaker 3Always. I always have to do.
Speaker 2Just say you with Franklin and R oman snowfall.
Speaker 3[inaudible] that was silent. Break off from snowfall. That's a heavy hitter.[inaudible] what? What was his name again? At who? At great Vino. t hat's crazy dog. Well, I'm gonna finish off with the l oves love statement. My love is love. S ameness. Comedy is life. Life is comedy is life comedy. Just use t hose same words. Everything else you c an take care of. Man. D id you have a fun time? Did you have a good time? W hat's t he worth of your birthday? Absolutely. Yeah. You've been doing for this for a w hile.
Speaker 2Over time. Over time.
Speaker 3That's so far back. I don't even have the audio recording of it. That's all bad about it, but I know what happened. Yeah. I've learned how to save that for cause you know, I have a lot of audio think about the year that we had. We had a great year. We had a great year every weekend, every weekend it was Sunday. And dude, we had Sunday grills
Speaker 2And thought t hat R obin's over here, chilling. This is a condom o n[ inaudible]. This is a Magnum on a shmedium Dick y'all stay pu tting u p a nd then sometime it fi t. Sometime it fi t.
Speaker 3If it don't, it don't if it do it, dude, if it donut don't if it do it, dude mean look, and this
Speaker 2Is the prime example is sometime it's doing happens.[ inaudible] w ell t oo m uch s moke t oo m uch. I got the paper. I've had a great time ton ight. I'm so glad I came.
Speaker 3Yeah man, you gotta have a good night. If you don't have a good night, what do you have? Nothing. Yes I do. Yeah, but you got to collect good nights, man. That's my new thing. I collected names. I'm the type of t hat a g ood n ight. You c an just do anything. You c an be yourself. I t's n ot expectation.
Speaker 2Nothing. If you go to sleep and you're willing and you're healthy, is it a good night? So what I'm saying, when do I not have a good night? That's what I'm saying. You should always have a good night. I always have
Speaker 3A good night. And that's
Speaker 2A problem. Why like, know what I'm saying? Like what's the outlook. I don't even want to end up crying. I don't even want to end it right now. I want to know what what's an example of not a man, not having a good night. About what?
Speaker 3About what's going on? How can he provide, how can he make more? What can he do? Is he doing okay? Just the stress of life can make you Nana.
Speaker 2And that's why I'm okay with being single, because I don't want to put that kind of pressure on Noah. I don't want to put that kind of pressure on no body. That's kinda that's that's really, that's really powerful. That's scary. But most men feel like they got to him, they got to hurt or they got some children or something. They got it's another job. I mean, women should have that, that, that, I'm pretty sure it was on women that have that idea too. I have a friend that's very, uh, stressed out about the same thing, but I'm just not in his space. Like, where's she going next? What's happening. What's going on in the world. And I'm just attached.
Speaker 3You're just at that level.
Speaker 2No, it's not. I don't feel good about it, but I want to get her in this space. Like you can't change it, but you can't change her just trying to change. I mean you can change it cause I'm a bit, I'm an optimist. I changed my outcome all the time.
Speaker 3You just said my favorite book of all time I'm mean I am Santiago. I've been to the crystal shop. And then my hand is desert and I got up one more time. And then I realized where the treasure was right underneath the tree b ack in my home town. That's how deep I go. The arg ument to ok my Fatina. Who the are you tal king about? Turn himself into the wind. Like I'm a, m y first kid will be called Santiago. That's how deep I go with them. I ca n hel p the m. An d I a m an Alch emist, wh atever I touch goes to g o. And I always have a furnace going somewhere.
Speaker 2No, that's something that is always something do I'm always moving. So yeah, that was, that was a full circle moment. That was my full. So I, my friends probably always say Robin all the time about a f ool. So I have a lot of full circle moments and that was one of them. Like I am a, I alchemize my life. I s hake whatever you touch s ome, w hat would it be?
Speaker 3Turns into gold. That's an outcome I actually gave my mother the book. That's how it went. I always had that book and I was just like, man, just take the smoke.
Speaker 2I give you the, you know, it was weird and I'm not even trying to say this on old, uh, being extra. But no, this is really weird. So when I first moved here, the first book somebody gave me was called the, um, the way of the superior man. And this girl gave it to me. She was like, I bet you're yo masculine entity just gives me your massing and balance. And feminine balance is giving me, I need you to read this book. So she gave it to me in PDF and then I read it and I would just give it to any guy that I ran across. Like yeah, absolutely. Please appreciate them. So boom, I'm watching, uh, I'm watching the breakfast club. Gotcha. And Nipsey, Nipsey. Gotcha. Then he was talking to Charlemagne and Charlemagne was like, Oh yeah. And he was like, yeah, both of them said, Lauren gave them the book the way the spirit man. And I was like, Whoa, that's wild. Because I feel myself. I always like forward it to different people. And so like literally a couple of weeks later, I go to this warm healing circle with Fuad and Lauren lends their Sammy, uh, Nipsey sister. Did you have a conversation? Of course, we all had to have wound healing circles, circle sisters together. So we had to had these vulnerable moments or whatever. And the next week he died, literally the next Sunday, after that half situation, he died. And I was like, this is a full circle moment for my life. Very wild. And I was like, and ever since then, I felt like I didn't want to refer that book to anybody else. C ause i t w as like, I should, it was just really weird doing it now
Speaker 3I'm looking it up now. That's how deep I'm going. I would like for you to send it to me. I think it would be a nice gesture.
Speaker 2I will I'll send it to you. It's P I got the PDF. I got it. I got it.
Speaker 3So the way of the superior, man, thank you for the suggestion.
Speaker 2And I gave it to the girls and I gave it to women and men like friends that I run across it. Yeah. I gave it because it was the woman that gave it to me. So yeah. Got it. That was, that was just a random.
Speaker 3Got it. Got it. Got it. Got it. Got it. Appreciate the shout out. I would rather you send it to me though.
Speaker 2I'm going to send it to you. I'm going to, my phone is dead though, but I'm going to end it a hundred charging my phone before I roll it back. Roll it out.
Speaker 3I'm stuck in the seat for like a while. I can, I don't even know how to get up right now. That's how comfortable I get in front of the month. Take this seat right there. You need more space begging. I just need to turn the microphone. She always be forgetting about the mic. Like she's just talking to me now. Wait a minute. Wait a minute. She done said the equipment.
Speaker 2I can't afford none of this. Okay. Hold on. Let me some water. Cause I got cotton. Mouth
Speaker 3Break, break, break. I can't believe you haven't heard the one from origin. Can you see how I turned it up? And I turned it back. Turn it up. When I turn it back. That's the gold. That's the gold man. I'm always in search of the gold as an album. It shouldn't be, but whatever you touched on with Kevin, I began with Kevin,
Speaker 2L B a N Y
Speaker 3Capital a L B a N Y 2006. To tell people to put 20,000. Nope, I did 2000. I moved the table a little closer. If you don't mind. Hold on. Do you have some tea? Okay, let's go. Put me to sleep. That's what I got you are.
Speaker 2And guess what? How divine, this is the girl that I was thinking about. Jess was the last person to like my, my Instagram TV video. The one I was telling you,
Speaker 3I want to tell you[inaudible]
Speaker 2. The second part. Didn't say, we g onna, we g ot, we can say y ou don't do what y ou w anna call it.
Speaker 3i t.
Speaker 2So the dude that I'm doing, Brent, that stood me up. He didn't see me. It was like 12:00 PM. Live for tomorrow.
Speaker 3[inaudible]
Speaker 2Baby. I take all, all arrangements. I'm not turning down. Nothing. Unless, I mean, unless you broke. I mean, I was saying, unless you broke, but I have, I have manifested men that have had money. I manifest and men that have money around me and I'm manifest and women that live in abundance around me as well. And if you have money to spend on some food, you cook it in your refrigerator from your fridgerator or you buy it from somewhere else. I'm ready to eat. God, I'm going to eat. I'm for real. I'm going to eat. I'm gonna eat at my house a weekend night.
Speaker 3You got robbed on this trip.
Speaker 2Hmm? If I gotta cook, I'm gonna eat. If I'm gonna, if I'm gonna cook, I'm gonna eat. I'm going somewhere. I'm gonna eat. I'm getting spooked. I'm eating him up. You read my mind. I need this. Hey Boone. Hi smoking.[inaudible]
Speaker 3Ah, this is not, this is a victim. You don't do that. No, don't do that.
Speaker 2They take you down. They take my breath, break me that, give me a heart attack. You ain't gonna mess up at all. I'm I'm uh, I'm to be a real woman to say I up. I'm being a real woman to say, you know what? I was just being extra. I was being extra.
Speaker 3I was,
Speaker 2I don't. Cause I don't even want that. So, you know, it's some women, they came with me when they wrong and I'm one of them that can for real homies. I haven't, I haven't. I apologize.
Speaker 3Well, you know who else name is? Robin? That a lot of people don't know who else name is ramen.
Speaker 2Thank you. It's still my boy. It's my birthday weekend. Thank you baby.
Speaker 3You know
Speaker 2Who else? A birthday.
Speaker 3Do you know who else? Birthday, birthday. Birthday right now.
Speaker 2Whose name was Robin?[inaudible] in the industry.
Speaker 3[inaudible]
Speaker 2That's my bed. You know what it's like for real, for real. If I ever met, if, if I ever met Rihanna, I would just be so I don't even know her last name and me, her name was to be honest. They was like, yeah, Robin Feeney. And I was like, what? That's my name? Robin Finney, Kenny. And it was like, no Robin Finney, Fenty, Robin, Kenny. I was like,
Speaker 3I haven't seen that line.
Speaker 2Oh, I got 50 makeup and stuff. I have. I'm going to see. I said, when I was going to make a certain amount of money, they can always get drafted out of my account. But I was just gonna, um, no, actually when I got a mandate, it really mattered to wear those kinds of underwear. Cause I wear really, I don't wear on clothes. I don't want him to close. So it ain't no point of me buying no expensive lingerie and. Cause I don't wear it. I don't want to under wisdom, eyebrows
Speaker 1And stuff. So when I'm,
Speaker 2When I get a man that wants me to work and want me to see and he want me to be in and didn't he buy it?
Speaker 1What's that, what's that case you're holding there.
Speaker 2Mitzi draws on our fire. This is the,
Speaker 1What does that[inaudible].