CTP (S4EJulSpecial1) Breaking The Tech Lock-In

CTP (S4EJulSpecial1) Breaking The Tech Lock-In
We catch up with Myselle (Tech Boy Media) on where he grew up, how he started building online at 13, and why he decided to mix tech coverage with culture and faith-based commentary. We also get into the daily annoyances of modern computing, from WordPress migrations to app-only lock-in, and what it means to stay resilient when everything depends on the internet.
• growing up in Houston and traveling around the US
• starting Tech Boy Media during COVID to review devices and build a platform
• shifting from pure tech coverage to tech plus Christian conservative commentary
• WordPress vs Wix vs Blogger tradeoffs and why site transfers break
• ecosystem lock-in and the lack of true interoperability
• Windows 11 changes and the rise of web-wrapper “apps”
• Android vs iOS limitations and app-only features on social platforms
• why offline software still matters and what outages reveal about dependency
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SPEAKER_02 0:00

Hello, welcome to another episode of Institutionalist Podcast. I am your host, Joseph M.

Welcome And Quick Catch-Up

SPEAKER_02 0:09

Leiner. That's L-E-N-A-R-D at Locke French. It's not without a oh. Thank you for tuning in. As Brandon used to say on his show, let's get on with the show. Joining me today is Myselle aka T T B Media, and that's the Tech Boy Media T T B. Welcome to the show, my Zel. How are you?

SPEAKER_00 0:41

I'm well, thank you.

SPEAKER_02 0:44

I uh I barely made it in time for the Zoom. Shout out, shout out to my new friends over at the new location of Chicken Coop at the corner of North Line and Dixon, Southgate, Michigan. Shout out. I said I'd give them a shout out. I just came from Lunner or Lunner or Lunar, term I invented back in 2006. It's like brunch, except it's between lunch and dinner. Oh right? Lunner or Lunner? Yeah. So I just had Lunner and had to rush back to make it in time for the because we were originally to record a couple hours ago, but what was it with the microphone you had?

SPEAKER_00 1:33

Oh, they were supposed to be shipped last night, but they got left at the post office. I had to go get them.

SPEAKER_02 1:41

Well, hey, better late than never, as they say, right?

SPEAKER_06 1:45

Yeah.

SPEAKER_02 1:47

So back this thing up. Right?

unknown 1:51

Beep, beep, beep.

SPEAKER_02 1:53

So, Myselle, tell us where were you born and raised? Where are you now? Any significant places you've been to

Where We’re From And Where Next

SPEAKER_02 2:02

in between, that sort of thing.

SPEAKER_00 2:05

Oh nice. So I was born in Houston, Texas, uh and raised there my entire life. Um I've been I've been to the Woodlands, which is a subreddit, uh sorry, uh a community in Houston, Texas, uh a suburb, and um I worked there for a few months as well, but that's the only place I've lived. Um I've traveled across the United States, I've been to um Colorado, um, went skiing there once.

SPEAKER_02 2:32

Did you go up the mountain? Rocky Rocky Mountain, hi.

SPEAKER_00 2:36

Right. We drove there, um, not to Colorado, but when we got there, we went to the car and drove up a mountain.

SPEAKER_02 2:42

Yeah, I did that too, and indeed, it was kind of warm when I started, and it was snowing up at the top.

SPEAKER_00 2:52

Yeah, it was already um uh uh cold because it was dark outside when we got there, so it's pretty scary. Um I've been on a road trip to Florida when I was five, so all the states from Texas to Florida, uh Mississippi, Mississippi, Alabama, Georgia, I've been through them as well, but only state in Florida, I believe. I was five. Um I've been to Ohio and Kentucky a lot of times um to go to the uh can counter and the creation museum. Those, yeah, those are the states I've been to. Um when I was going to New York, but I don't remember any of that.

SPEAKER_02 3:24

Yeah, I I'm in Windot, Michigan, a southern downriver suburb of Detroit, Michigan. Uh born uh the next city over, but lived in Windot my entire life. I've I've been to most of the states, not all of them, uh as travels and whatnot, and out of the country a few times. But like you, I I kind of uh so far anyway, you're young, you got plenty of time to move. Uh, and we'll get into your age in a minute. I'm 63. I I even though I'm not fond of the winners, and indeed, uh for the record, we're recording Saturday, February the 7th. I mean, literally, the chicken coop just opened that new location today. I just happened to go there. Kind of weird, but so yeah, it's winter here, and I'm not fond of the winners, but I do like the area. Uh, you do you see yourself since you've gone a bunch of places wanting to move somewhere else?

SPEAKER_00 4:32

Uh well, I like the great state of Texas, but I also do like the cold. So if I did move, maybe somewhere in North Texas, Texas is pretty big.

SPEAKER_02 4:40

I'll tell you what. Let's trade places. I want warmer.

SPEAKER_00 4:50

Maybe Colorado as well. Um, because there's a lot more you can do in the cold. They're skiing. Um, I think they have all four seasons. Um I haven't been to the east a lot, but I'd like to visit uh maybe like New Jersey, Connecticut, Massachusetts, um, new uh see what the falls look like over there.

SPEAKER_02 5:08

Uh-huh. Yeah, there's plenty of places Pine Knob is the most famous location here in Michigan for skiing. But we also semi-close to me, Brighton, Michigan has slopes. So plenty of skiing here in Michigan, too, even though we're mostly flat and a whole lot of lakes. But uh anyway, yeah, your age. You're only what 19?

SPEAKER_00 5:36

Yep, I turned 19 in November.

SPEAKER_02 5:38

Yep. So

A Big Age Gap And Why It Matters

SPEAKER_02 5:40

that's one of the reasons that I was intrigued and desirous of speaking with you at your young age. You've been a lot of places, so you've got wisdom of travel. You've, you know, you're the CEO of tech boy media, so yeah, it's not like you're just some young, dumb punk.

SPEAKER_00 6:05

Yeah.

SPEAKER_02 6:06

What made you motivated to start TTB Media?

SPEAKER_00 6:13

Right. So um for the Tech Boy Media, I was 13 years old. Um, it was in between uh the middle of COVID and 2020,

Building Tech Boy Media At 13

SPEAKER_00 6:22

and I wanted to start getting out there and uh reviewing devices, uh, getting cell phones to test, and then um being able to keep it for myself, and then once I had my own phone, I'd sell the other ones that I got out there. So I did research on how it was supposed to act, and said that a good way to start a business was by starting a blog, starting a website. So I did that, I bought the domain, I started put putting out all the content all the way up until 2022. That's when I started the podcast. I come on and talk about technology and then technology and culture because you know technology is important, but there's other things I'd also like to talk about. And I started seeing all the websites that I was reviewing, um, websites like the vodes, gizmendo, pc Mag, etc., because I wasn't getting lots of devices because I was pretty small, so I had to go out and do my own research. They all started pushing uh agendas that uh didn't align with me as well, so that's how I decided to get into uh more of the Christian political commentary as well. These websites, they started putting out uh things about abortion um being good, and I was like, I I don't stand for that. And I thought, you know, this is a good way I can uh share my faith and share my beliefs and opinions of people, and it's a niche that isn't really covered. I mean, there's millions of tech channels across the internet, millions of tech websites, they all cover the same stuff, so it's a way that I can differentiate myself from other publications.

SPEAKER_02 7:49

Yeah, well, it's a lot easier these days to start up a company. My first tech startup, super simple computer enterprises in the late 80s, early 90s. The early days of websites, I built my website by hand coding HTML code. So, yeah, I'm old school, you're new school, I guess.

SPEAKER_00 8:17

Yeah, um, the website was built off of Google BlogSpot because it was free. It offered basically free hosting, but the themes just went to best. So

WordPress Vs Wix And Migration Pain

SPEAKER_00 8:26

a few weeks ago we transferred everything over to WordPress.

SPEAKER_02 8:30

I am I full disclosure, I hate WordPress. I'm glad you're comfortable with it, and a lot of people are. My Josephmleonard.us site built by my publisher, is built on WordPress, and I barely ever update it because I hate WordPress, but my terror strikes.info site is built through Wix. And I yeah, I love the WYSIWYG, what you see is what you get, kind of building blocks thing that you drag and drop things on the screen, and what you see is what you get indeed, and that's what get published. WordPress to me is too much like old school HTML building. I I've been there, done that. I don't want that application anymore.

SPEAKER_00 9:25

Yeah, that is true. Um, WordPress is a little bit more complicated than BlockSpot was. Um, and some of the themes that I wanted, they just don't look as well that are super expensive, and I'm not going to pay for a theme without having seen it before. So right now the site's on a basic-ish theme. It's probably going to be updated in a few weeks or months. But for Wix, it just didn't transfer over all the content over. I have to manually copy and paste 600 articles and pages in. The links wouldn't load. And they're pretty expensive as well. So I wanted to make this a seamless transport to make people be able to still use the website while we were doing all the data changes and backups while saving money.

SPEAKER_02 10:06

I hear you about transferring, uh, because I was going to transfer my josephmleon.us site from WordPress to Wix, but there's not a simple way to do that. Indeed, you've got to completely rebuild it. And as a tech guy, computers are supposed to make our lives simple. You know, XL and Lotus, you could do a like format and port them between WordPress, WordPerfect, Ami Pro, Ms, Word. They all have different file uh formats that are proprietary, but you could always format them to something like uh a shareable or compatible. And I don't get why there isn't a standardized website type extension to save as WEB. So yeah, I should be able to I should be able to take any site from Wix, save it as a web, and move it to WordPress or vice versa, or to GoDaddy, or to Google, or to whomever. Why is this? It's difficult because the money motivation. They want to keep people locked in.

SPEAKER_00 11:36

Yeah, the ecosystem lock-in is pretty remarkable. It's uh it's very hard. Um, I was using Adobe has their own uh website builder, and you can kind of scroll through so that the images and text kind of loads up over um what you're seeing, and it's basically my media page, so it's at the techboy.org, and then you can go click the about drop down. You will see this page that I'm talking about. It's just pictures of me on the podcast and pictures of um other things that I've done on YouTube, pictures of technology. Basically, everything that I do is on this one website. Unfortunately, it has an Adobe watermark on it, and I've tried to save it, and the CSS and HTML doesn't load, so I can't host it myself. And even if I were to pay Adobe to take off the watermark, it's still hosted there for some reason. There's no way to copy and paste the site. So I do think that interoperability is uh very frustrating, though I wouldn't be in favor of I guess some sort of legislation for it.

SPEAKER_02 12:36

Absolutely. I'm very uh much conservative when it yeah, government butt out. Exactly. Let the market but indeed, and that's where somebody uh Adobe was good with that for a while too. There's different software companies that often will allow you to switch with from a doc to a PDF to uh SAM omnipro format or WordPress. Why doesn't somebody hey, there's a niche, right? Fill a need. Why isn't some private and speaking of tech, why you see me leaning over? I've got a piece of tech, my call blocker system has come unplugged, and I was trying to plug that back in again. So that's why you see me leaning over. But yeah, computers are supposed to make life easier. I joke all the time, macro suck wind slow 11, pathetic operating system. Windows

Windows 11 And The Web-Only Shift

SPEAKER_02 13:45

10 was working perfectly fine. Put Windows 11 on, all kinds of problems.

SPEAKER_00 13:52

I haven't really experienced many of those problems that people are talking about. Um it basically feels the same to me. The only thing that I guess I miss would be the volume when you uh put it up on Windows 10, you could pause your media on Windows 11, you can't do that. And the live tiles, those are also gone. Though I don't think people use them a lot. I think the problem with some of these operating systems is that people basically just use the web for everything, so it doesn't really matter which operating system that they're using. Um, you know, my cell phone has 12 gigabytes of RAM and a Snapdragon processor. It's probably more powerful than some Windows 10 laptop that came out five or six years ago, and people are just using that same website to do Zoom calls and uh what basic web browsing, so it doesn't really matter what they do with the operator.

SPEAKER_02 14:42

That and indeed, as you said, the the smartphone. There's a lot of places now not even doing browser-capable sites, it's all app locked into an app. You must use an Android or an Apple or a whatever. You've got to use a smartphone app to be able to interact. And again, I'm I'm old school and traditional when it comes to that. You need to be available on every platform. Why are you limiting your audience? I don't get that.

SPEAKER_00 15:18

Your thoughts are very uh annoying when stuff like that happens. Um, though I do like that we still have software programs. I just wish that they still existed on computers as well. When you look at the computer software market space, it's just essentially a web application wrapper. The top applications for Windows would be, say, like I think Chat GPT has an application which is just a website. I'm looking at my computer here. We have Telegram down here, basically just a website. Wikipedia, um the official client, I think it's just a website. You can't really download anything.

SPEAKER_02 15:54

So right now, you mentioned Telegram. I actually use Telegram and Discord used to be actual programs. I didn't know Telegram

App Lock-In And Cross-Platform Frustrations

SPEAKER_02 16:06

went to web base now. I might go back to them. I stopped using Telegram because I couldn't access it through my website. And there's I like I like I have L Player, is it LD Player 9 on my so I can interact with my blank cameras? They're another one, uh you know, the blank camera system, app based. But the LD Player allows you to emulate a phone situation on your Windows system and load a smartphone app there. And I do that for my Blink cameras, so but I shouldn't have to jump through these hoops.

SPEAKER_00 16:56

Yeah, it's very frustrating, especially when you consider that before 2007, no one would have even thought about doing anything that's nonsense like this. And it's I guess it's one of my pet peeves. Um we look at the spy toy industry from like 2011-ish. You had all these like direct hardware toys that you could play with without meeting an application. Or a website, I had a watch. Um it had a computer software on it, but if you didn't use the software, because I got it pretty old, so the software was out the data, the watch still worked um for a little bit. Uh but now, like all the remote control toys, they need Wi-Fi and some sort of phone app. All of the home security systems, basic home security systems. If you don't get a professional one, it's basically an app. You need to have a phone, have a ring, doorbell, camera, whatever their ripoffs are. Uh if you get a smartwatch, you obviously need to have a uh app there. You can't have it standalone by itself.

SPEAKER_01 17:51

Yeah.

SPEAKER_02 17:51

Um Apple, Apple and Microsuck, I think, are the two worst to proprietary attempt to lock in. And like I said, with the the the blink camera uh situation. Uh oh, I was thinking of something else, but again, yeah, that's the proprietary mindset. I mean, I go back to the bag phone. My first phone was a bag phone in my DeLorean, so way back when, you know, and now it's mini computer that pretends to be a phone. And indeed, the old Nokia phone I had had its own CD. You had to load their software to interact with their phone. Unlike today, like Wondershare, you can port phones between each other, back up any type of phone, and restore it. A phone book, the phone catalog on our phones, should be saveable to CSV X back to Excel again. Uh comma delimited space file and port to any phone, but they don't want to let you do that. They want to lock you in.

SPEAKER_00 19:14

Yeah, backup is surprisingly frustrating if you want to go clone a phone, unless you're moving from phone to phone using something like Samsung Smart Switch. I think even some of the software that they use in cell phone forensics today, I think it's called Celebrite, where they connect to phones and try to hack into them from criminals. That was actually developed by some people in a phone carrier somewhere who wanted to help transfer people's phones because back then they didn't even have standardized operating systems like Android or iOS. And even now with Android and iOS, the applications don't all transfer across each other. The applications that you can only run on Android. You can only run on iOS. And I'm not going to go out and buy an iPhone just so I can run like one or two applications. I wish that they were accessed over the internet because most of these applications, they're basically portals to the web. Uh, Instagram, for one, is it's basically just a website, um, but they force you to use the application that if you want to use the full experience, the website's kind of just there for consumption.

SPEAKER_02 20:18

Several social media platforms. Right. I only bothered, like I said, I left Telegram because I didn't want the extra program tying up memory space and CPU cycles on my system. So I deleted Discord and Telegram. Social media, I only interact online, but in you mentioned Instagram. LinkedIn is the same way too. There are only certain functions will only work on the app, not the website. And why are you doing that to your customer?

SPEAKER_00 21:00

Yeah, it is pretty frustrating when uh they don't look like that. And even on the Android side, uh, people say this is true. I'm not really sure. I rarely, if ever, take any pictures from inside of a social media application. If I'm going to take a picture, I would just use the regular camera, but I haven't really tested this out. But people say that the cam application in Snapchat or Instagram is not as good as the camera application in the iPhone version of that. And for some reason, developers put some of the most powerful applications only behind iOS. This is an application called Yik Yak, which is like an anonymous social media platform. For some reason, only on iOS, even though it could work just as well on Android. It used to work just as well on Android, apparently 10 years ago. Um, like certain games, they only come out to iOS, certain uh other softwares. Um like this there's this weather application that was really popular. I think it's shut down, but it only worked on iOS, and I don't really know why they did that.

SPEAKER_02 21:58

As a former IT. I get that. Well, if you've gotta code it well, and it will work on all of them. Don't code it for one. If you code it well enough generically, it will work. You don't want to have to code for OS and code for Windows and code for Apple and have 20 billion different versions, but unfortunately, that competition almost requires it. If you really care about your customers wanting your product.

SPEAKER_00 22:36

Yeah, um, the problem with that is that uh there's no easy way to point. Like I wish there's a software that could allow you to point with that as well. I mean on Windows it makes sense. They have about 80 something percent of the market share, so that's why most of the applications aren't on demand. People mostly use those just for Google Docs and Netflix anyway, so it doesn't really matter. But on the cell phone font, people I guess have grown content with the capabilities of their phone and don't really use them um to their full abilities. They only use like certain applications like Instagram or Snapchat and uh I guess the phone app and iMac, so that'll be fine. In fact, and then like there's literally no reason for them to upgrade people between iPhone 13 and iPhone 17 if they're not really using the full power of the device. So it's kind of like focus on that.

SPEAKER_02 23:25

That's a generational thing too, because again, me being older, I'm old school. I want a phone to be a phone. Now, yeah, I like SMS games, so that's great. But I use this as a phone and a taxi device. I I do have a few apps, but I almost never use them. I use my laptop for that. I want my computer to be a computer, and I want my game phone to just be a working phone.

SPEAKER_00 23:56

Oh yeah. Um I I think probably just how uses their phone more than a laptop. Some people don't even have laptops on the if they have one, it's just a blown up. Personally, my computer for some reason was kind of slow, so it's actually easier to um edit video on my phone than it would be on my computer, which is why I require my own.

SPEAKER_02 24:20

I do my show via my laptop. Uh I I kind of cheat. I use Zoom to be my studio rather than any of the other studios out there, and I use uh Apple and technology file conversions and programs and audio capture and whatnot, as well as NGA Suite Video Video Pad. I love their video pad, it's very easy for video editing, and I do that on my laptop.

SPEAKER_00 24:58

Oh yeah, NGH Suite makes uh some fun some fun software. Um it's actually interesting that they still make software for PCS, not just all web based like uh Canva. Can has video editing and image editing, but it's just all on the web. So if the internet were to go down, the computer is basically useless.

SPEAKER_02 25:20

What if you don't want

What Happens If The Internet Fails

SPEAKER_02 25:22

Wi-Fi? What if you don't want internet? I want a computer to be a computer, not an external communication device, right? I want my program to work without having required Wi-Fi connectivity. So I I hear what you're saying there.

SPEAKER_00 25:47

I totally agree. Um it's one of my fears that the internet might go down and buy an attack on the cable might wait. I mean, it's just under the C someone.

SPEAKER_02 25:56

An EMP attack eventually, as the author of terror strikes coming soon to a city near you. I don't go into cyber attacks or EMP attacks, but those are very real and plausible. And we're so dependent on our electrical grid, too. We need a real infrastructure bill in Washington, not all this money laundering garbage to actually harden and update our grid because we are so dependent on electricity now. If it's out for more than an hour, people are like, oh my god, the world is ending.

SPEAKER_00 26:39

Yeah, absolutely. I mean, uh and the internet as well. I mean, in the 90s, let's say someone cut a cable to the internet, uh no one would care or even know anything, maybe like some college somewhere with where we but if the internet went down in 2026, it would basically be a terrorist attack. Uh little, right? We couldn't communicate uh with people anymore because in the 90s and in the 80s, uh because internet's bandwidth was so limited, there were other competing uh networks that people were using. Um I read about how people actually downloaded computer programs from the radio where they send out the computer uh code and uh it would demodulate uh it on the modem on your computer. Or they use uh like the phone network, which kind of works as internet, they use like a T1 network or uh a satellite network. I just read an article about uh VSAX and how uh what's the company? Walmart uses those to manage all the uh stores across the nation. Um but right now everything is connected to um the internet, so I think that we need a code network, something that could work in time of attack, or if the internet were to go down, or if even if you just want something else to compete with the internet.

SPEAKER_02 27:56

Again, 63. I've been uh I was in IT in the late 80s when you know the big bulky desktop. I mainly dealt with mainframes and mid-range computers, but so yeah, I hey I remember the 300 blonde modem dialogue case.

SPEAKER_00 28:15

Yeah, uh they also provided for remote access if you could just plug into your local network instead of having to connect to Wi-Fi or something. And everyone had a phone, so it was basically free. Now we have to pay for a phone and internet.

SPEAKER_02 28:32

Yeah, yeah, those are separate entities. Well you can squeak by with voice, voice over IP, and not have a phone if you wanted to. For some people's taste here. Some people nerds out there are gonna love this show though. Well, thank you, Michael. The time has just flown by. I appreciate having the conversation.

Where To Find Tech Boy Media

SPEAKER_02 29:18

If people wanna find you, watch your website. We gotta get that out.org.

SPEAKER_00 29:26

So if you see uh in the name, there's a spell like the uh O I G and you can find everything else on the about page in the media pages, which is just in the head of your website.

SPEAKER_02 29:36

No, the tech boy or tech boy. So the tech boy again, TTB is the theme there. The techboy.org. Alright, great talking to you, Mike. I'll have a good one.

SPEAKER_00 29:54

Thanks, Father Meon.

SPEAKER_04 30:06

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SPEAKER_05 30:12

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Patriotic Music Interlude

SPEAKER_05 30:15

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Final Thanks And Subscribe Request

SPEAKER_05 41:20

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