The Calling: Follow your spirit- all the way in

042 The Power of Answering Your Spiritual Calling: No Half-Steps Allowed

• Homaya • Season 1 • Episode 42

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Hello, beautiful souls! It’s Homaya here, and I’m so thrilled to have you joining me for this deeply resonant and season 01 finale episode of The Calling. Today, I felt a powerful urge to share something that’s been brewing within me—something so alive and present that I knew it had to be recorded. Whether you’re new to our community or a long-time listener, I’m honoured to have you here as we dive into a conversation that I believe is fundamental to our spiritual journeys.

Episode Summary:

In this episode, I explore the profound significance of following our spiritual calling, a theme that has been a cornerstone of my work and life. I reflect on what it means to truly answer the call of the divine and how crucial it is to move beyond half-steps and hesitation. This isn’t just about hearing the call—it’s about embodying it fully, even when it challenges us to step into the unknown. I share insights from a transformative conversation I had recently, which illuminated the fear and resistance that can arise when we’re faced with the decision to follow our spiritual path wholeheartedly.

Throughout our discussion, we’ll look at the consequences of not answering the call—how it leads to a life of frustration, void of the full expression of our divine potential. I also touch on the misconception that material wealth or external success can bring true freedom, emphasising instead that liberation comes from within, through the alignment with our soul’s purpose.

Key Takeaways:

  1. Full Commitment to Your Calling: Half-steps won’t suffice on the spiritual path. To truly align with your divine self, you must be fully in, with no reservations.
  2. The Consequences of Resistance: Ignoring or delaying your spiritual calling leads to a life of inner conflict and missed opportunities for true evolution.
  3. Liberation Through Spirit, Not Materialism: True freedom doesn’t come from external sources like money or status. It’s about embodying your spirit and living in alignment with your soul’s purpose.
  4. Embrace the Unknown: The spiritual path is one of embracing uncertainty. Trust that in walking this path, you’re guided by a higher purpose, even when the next step isn’t clear.
  5. Wake-Up Calls: Numbness and resistance only lead to greater challenges. Spirit doesn’t punish but offers repeated opportunities to awaken and move forward.

This episode is a heartfelt invitation to examine where you might be holding back in your spiritual journey and to consider what it might take to step fully into your power. Save this episode, share it with those who need to hear it, and let’s continue to support each other in our collective awakening.

See you again this fall for season 02!

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[00:00:00] Homaya: Hey beauties. Wow, this is a super, super spontaneous transmission, but I had such an urge to speak about something and to bring it here that I've decided that I'm just going with it and I'm actually, it is so alive and it is so powerful currently that I'm actually even recording that so it might become great chances that will become a podcast episode and I feel that this is such a powerful synchronicity because just not so long ago, I felt that season one of my podcast will arrive to completion because what I felt that I was doing in season one, I'm gonna go back to speaking about the episode in my podcast, but I just want to give the context.

[00:00:59] Homaya: I feel that this conversation that we are about to have today, what you are about to listen to, and hopefully you will be able and feel comfortable to share with me where you are, is crucial. It's fundamental. If not, I wouldn't just jump on, like just jump on and start speaking about it. It is so fundamental that I had to even shift a little bit the frequency and get silver instead of golden and really give a very clear transmission.

[00:01:32] Homaya: And I feel that this specific transmission is something that you want to save because if it is for you, then you will repeat and listen to it and let that heal you and let you let it transform you and it is If you feel that it is not for you personally because you already overcame what I'm about to share Then you might like to listen to it very carefully because it will be probably something that you would like to be aware of when you are working with your client.

[00:02:08] Homaya: As I know that many of the people, if not all of the people who are following me are actually deep in the spiritual work, are already healer, already teacher, already have centers. And some of you already have your own teachings. And I feel that this is super important. So I'm going to go back just to share about the podcast.

[00:02:34] Homaya: As the name of my podcast is The Calling, because I wanted to support people following their calling as this is an initial step for everything that can happen in your life. And I felt like it's time to complete season one because I felt like I brought most of the people that I love and I admire and I connect with, that really follow their heart, like really have done some things that might seem, a little bit crazy at that time even, but then their life unfold in the most beautiful way. And I felt wow, it is a complete to speak about the people who have made it and maybe we need to go deeper.

[00:03:21] Homaya: So Of course, this transmission is connected to the golden event yeah, so it is connected to that, but it's not really connected to that because, as I said, it is so fundamental that I keep hearing about that. I keep having these experiences with people. And yesterday, something happened with me, for me, that I was courageous enough, I would say to myself in peace enough, the frequency was aligned enough that I could open a conversation.

[00:03:53] Homaya: So let's see what it is about because it's just, I'm just preparing the conversation until now. So as you can expect, as you can expect, there are a lot of people who are signing in, to golden and it feels beautiful and it feels amazing. And of course there's other people who are not signing in and there are a group of people which is quite large.

[00:04:24] Homaya: And those are people who are communicating with me and connecting with me to share with me how powerful they feel the message. They are dreaming about me. They see me in night school. They see me with Ascendance Masters in a golden presence, in a white presence. They see me in the higher heavens. They receive the messages when they turn their head.

[00:04:53] Homaya: They feel my presence with them during the day. Like I keep on hearing that. I keep on receiving messages from people who said, Oh my God, I feel that. I feel the calling. I feel it so strong. And I'm just here to communicate that I feel it, but I'm either not coming or I'm still doubting and I cannot make it.

[00:05:15] Homaya: And yesterday I had a conversation with someone. She, this woman. wrote me very beautiful message. A very long message and very solid. I felt her presence so solid. She literally felt that I am calling her name. She felt that she is receiving messages. that are resonating with a spiritual name that she took on herself.

[00:05:47] Homaya: And she's also saying that she really literally sees messages in the street when she's walking. But she also said that she wouldn't join Golden and, And this is okay. I said, thank you. Thank you for sharing. It's beautiful. I don't try to convince anyone to join my classes or do whatever they need to do.

[00:06:06] Homaya: It's it's your life. It's your calling. , if I need to convince you to answer the calling, then like, how are we going to dive into the teaching? Because once you enter the spiritual world and you enter the spiritual world through me, , I would say. And maybe, of course, through other Masters, but I'm sure about myself.

[00:06:28] Homaya: It's this is a path. It's a path. It's not one step in, one step out, one step in. Trying to do baby steps and just feeling the water and how it feels. No. It's not. Therefore, I cannot answer the calling for you. And I cannot. Even speaking this frequency or to that frequency, because she was so solid, so because she was so solid and I felt her so anchored, I felt that I can have a conversation with her and I asked her with her permission, if it is okay with her, that I will ask her a question that I was puzzled with and I am still puzzled with, but now after that conversation yesterday, this transformative conversation, a blessing for me, something shifted.

[00:07:30] Homaya: So I asked her what is it that you hear the calling? How does it feel? I wanted to understand How does it feel in the body? How does it feel in the heart when you're not following the calling? Now that experience of not following the calling is not something that I've experienced in my life. I've done crazy things.

[00:08:05] Homaya: I've done nonlinear things. I've done big steps and small steps because I heard them in my heart and I heard them in my spirit and I moved with it. The steps that my master have done were remarkable and I'm looking forward for another episode with her where we hear some of her unheard of moves aligned with spirit.

[00:08:40] Homaya: When the first time I had to do a move I gave everything away Everything away! Because this is how it felt so strong within me. There were moves that I've done that I left my country, that I left my family, that I got pregnant at the age of 44, that I connected the way that I connected with my husband, our entire relationship, the way that I run my business, everything.

[00:09:16] Homaya: I wouldn't hear a calling, And turn my back to it. It wouldn't happen. So I felt like, would you please have a conversation with me? Would you please be willing to share? How does it feel? What is happening in your body? What is happening in your spirit? And those who are here listening, I don't know if that would be a podcast, but if it's not a podcast, so those who are here listening, even watching the replay, If you want to share with me and you want to have a conversation about that, this is a windows of opportunity, as I said, because I'm not usually having conversations about that.

[00:09:56] Homaya: First, I don't think that this is even possible. And during the conversation with her, I literally felt that it's almost like I have , you know, there's no right or wrong, right? But I would say like I have two legs and I'm looking at someone who have three legs, or we can even say the other way around.

[00:10:16] Homaya: I feel that I have one leg and I'm looking at someone who have two legs and I know how to walk in that way. And I am looking at that person astonished and trying to figure out how do you move in life? To what do you response? According to what do you, Move. That was the experience. This is somewhere here there's a person and it looks really similar to me and we're having even a conversation, but there's something at the root that I couldn't get.

[00:10:48] Homaya: It's a pulling in my body to be with you. It's like God is calling. It's I'm longing to be with source. I'm going to relate to that. I'm going to relate to that. I just need to give the transmission in a way that would lend, because I want that recording, I want that live, it is so precious, I want that to stay, so people can tap into it, and when people will ask me some questions about it, I can tell them go and watch this live.

[00:11:18] Homaya: Like a lion in a cage. Exactly. She were, if you're not answering, it's you're a lion in the cage. This is such a clear description. And I actually, Tehel is writing that and I salute you because I've witnessed you answering your calling. I've witnessed you really setting every, I have shiver all over my body.

[00:11:44] Homaya: I've witnessed you setting things, reorganizing things in your life to answer your calling. And once you open the curtain and passed through it, I feel that the magnificent of the response that is happening, not only on your wellbeing and I'm sure in your relationship, and I'm sure on your finance, not only on that aspect, So many aspects feels like when I'm looking at it, it's like energetically you became alive.

[00:12:10] Homaya: I feel it in my heart and arms, fire, energy, love, but I have resistance. It's scary somehow. Big frustrating if I don't follow this calling. . It's like crossing the unknown, but there's only unknown. There is nothing but the unknown.

[00:12:35] Homaya: Think about it, feel it, sense it. There is nothing but the unknown. God and the future, it's in the same frequency. Divinity and unfolding, it's in the same frequency. You don't know anything. You don't know what is happening at the next minute. You have no idea what is happening now. You don't know. While I'm here, I have no idea the ripple effect of this presence.

[00:13:04] Homaya: I have no idea the return light that is coming to me. I have no idea the way that the life and reality is re patterning as I am with you. 

[00:13:16] Homaya: I want to share with you the insights from that conversation. And I bless this woman that she was so authentic. She was so truthful with me. She was so honest with me and I feel that she liberated so many people through that. And I am forever grateful. 

[00:13:35] Homaya: Here are some insights. One is that I've realized that there is a person who's walking aligned with their soul, and there are people who do not walk. It's just like that. Now, you might think to yourself that you walk half. But it is almost impossible. You cannot walk half. Walking half with all that it means, and take a deep breath if this is what you're doing, please understand.

[00:14:02] Homaya: Walking half is not walking. Walking half with spirit is not walking. Time will unfold. Time will change. There will be another moment, and another moment, and another morning, another job, another relationship, another thing, another meal, another thing, everything will come.

[00:14:26] Homaya: There will be a movement.

[00:14:30] Homaya: But there will not be an unfolding. Now in the way that we are living, transformation is easy. What is transformation? It's just happening. There's so much intensity around the world. It's just happening. We are so much bombarded from so many aspects and things in our lives, that what is transformation? You don't need to do anything to transform.

[00:15:00] Homaya: But it's not evolution. Those are two different frequencies.

[00:15:10] Homaya: You're not gaining more wisdom, more power, more potency, more strength, more confidence, more love, more beauty, more trust, more faith. You don't gain anything. Yeah, the day unfolds and things are coming, but I don't know what is happening inside. 

[00:15:30] Homaya: Yeah? This is it. There's no half. Don't fool yourself and think that there is half. Because half a step, or half a move, this is how life will also look like. Half a step, half a move. You will feel that you're not having it. You're not getting it. You're almost near that thing, but you're not there. You're almost getting it, but you're not experiencing it.

[00:16:01] Homaya: Even if you have, you will have what you want. You will have the relationship. You will have the money. Maybe you will have that, but you wouldn't feel that you have that. You will have rain of gold pouring upon you. Not necessarily. You will feel that

[00:16:20] Homaya: regardless of the fact that there are great chances that the frustration will always be there and you wouldn't feel that you manifested it, that you really made it. So there's no half steps with spirit. Your higher self version Your Divine Self is not a compromise, right? It's not a compromise. Your Divine Self is full, whole, and complete.

[00:16:49] Homaya: And you cannot feel that you are aligned with your Divine Self if you are half. If you're just doing tiny. If you're just responding. And not engaging. One of the things that I heard is people are saying, yes, but by writing to you about the messages that I've received, this is how I respond the calling.

[00:17:16] Homaya: Now, I'm trying to imagine it myself within me. So I heard calling from source. I heard calling from the universe. The universe are sending messages. I'm dreaming about it. I'm turning my head and I see the message. Someone is calling me with that. Like spirit guides are really bombarding me with everything.

[00:17:35] Homaya: And I will go and knock on, imagine I walked and I've seen golden as a name of a store. Spirit Guide wanted to speak with me like that. And what I would do as a manifestation, as an answer to that calling, is that I would go to the store owner and will tell the store owner,

[00:18:03] Homaya: Your, the name that you gave to the store, is exactly what I'm looking for. Would that be a fulfillment of your soul calling? Do you feel that Spirit Guide gave you that so you will tell something to someone, whether it is the owner of the store or the one who's offering something, that Spirit Guides really indicate that this is the path for your evolution?

[00:18:30] Homaya: And then you say, I hear the calling. The fact that you're saying that you hear the calling doesn't mean that you answer the calling. Doesn't mean that you follow the calling. Doesn't mean that you've transformed. Doesn't mean that you do the act. Everything that Spirit is offering you in life, including the things that I offer you, because I am a reflection of your soul.

[00:18:49] Homaya: This is what I was born to be. This is what I was designed to be. This is how I work. Speaking with me is ridiculous, I would even say. It's you. Yourself. That needs to take yourself and do the act and do the move. Don't call me and tell me I'm really interested but I would not come today. No! I mean like you can.

[00:19:15] Homaya: I'm very grateful. As a human to human. As a human to human, I'm available for that. You can share with me your heart, you can tell me what you feel. This is fantastic. I'm here, I can answer, I can read, I can give, send my prayer, send my love, do a little heart, and so on. But the way that I move my life and the way that you move my life have nothing in comparison.

[00:19:34] Homaya: Nothing nothing in comparison. Because I will move my butt where I need to go, even if it would look ridiculous, even if it wouldn't make sense, even if I wouldn't have the money. Nothing on the physical realm will prevent me from moving by the Spirit. I am an embodiment of my Higher Self. I am an embodiment of Spirit.

[00:19:54] Homaya: I am here to lead as a Divine Presence. Therefore, I cannot do half work. I would not move like that. Do not feel that if you're communicating with me, you're communicating with your soul if you're not making the move. It's half move and half move is half move. It's like it's half move. He doesn't move.

[00:20:19] Homaya: So the other thing that I've realized is about fear. So I don't feel that spirit is scary. And I don't feel that I would ever receive punishment from the divine. So I don't feel that I will receive consequences from not answering

[00:20:45] Homaya: there would not be consequences of me not moving in the sense of punishment, I cannot even grasp it in my head. This is to that extent that it is challenging for me to say it. I have more fear in my body if I don't answer the calling

[00:21:11] Homaya: point. I feel more fear in my system. It is scary. It is more scary for me. To not answer the calling,

[00:21:22] Homaya: If I wouldn't follow what I feel, what would be the future? What will happen? Void. Emptiness. Nothing. In the negative side of it, right? Like in, in vacuum.

[00:21:41] Homaya: Imagine, how can I, what would I be? I would be a walking dead. What is the experience to move in life while I know that I need to go right, but I'm afraid to go right, so I move left. Where I am, but how would I move? Because I don't have energy. I don't have my soul. I don't have my spirit. I would move constipated.

[00:22:09] Homaya: I would move, restrict. I wouldn't be able to move. They would, I wouldn't be able to move. How would I move?

[00:22:22] Homaya: Don't understand that fear because

[00:22:27] Homaya: the fear is by continuing to be thinking and behaving like you can do without your higher self, like you want to live half, you want to live partial. That is more fearful than answering the calling. then following my spirit. Wow. And I'll tell you something. I'll share with you something. Sometimes I have a complete different experience, a complete opposite experience.

[00:23:06] Homaya: Like I really want to change something in the matter. I really want to change that. I really want to change location. I really want to change a position. I really want to change an offering. I really want to change. I don't know. You name it, but spirit is saying it's not the time. Be patient.

[00:23:37] Homaya: But I'm getting ready inside.

[00:23:42] Homaya: We're walking together. It's like walking on fire. There are some people here who walked on fire. It's like walking on fire. Walking with spirit is walking on fire. You are there, you are one with it, you are one with it. And when you're really ready, then you walk. But you're still with the calling.

[00:24:06] Homaya: You're still connected. There's no, Oh, I'm afraid. You can hear the frequency when people are saying, I have walked on fire. Then it's time to walk on fire in life. It's time to walk on fire in life. It's not one memory. It's not an experience. It's inspiration of how to walk in life.

[00:24:30] Homaya: Now, I also heard maybe I can wait, right? Maybe I can wait. Maybe it's not strong enough. Maybe I can wait with answering the calling. Now, here is the thing. You wait, then everything waits. Because life unfolds as a response to your embodiment. Take a deep breath and get that.

[00:25:06] Homaya: I'm giving you a golden key now here. 

[00:25:09] Homaya: Your life, reality, people, clients, money, income, everything that is manifested on the physical plane is a respond to your level of embodiment. Now, if you cannot pack your suitcase and move to, to join a class, if you cannot, if you cannot say, I take the money that I have and pay it. If you cannot do that, if you cannot say I'm going to speak from my heart, I'm going to express my soul, I'm going to speak about what I'm concerned about, what doesn't work for me, I'm going to make the change.

[00:25:56] Homaya: If you're not able to do that, what makes you think, what makes you believe that spirit gonna send more? You didn't say yes to something small. At that moment, that little thing that feels small, that feels big, is small comparing to where you want to go. And you didn't say yes to that, so what makes you think or believe that you will handle something bigger?

[00:26:31] Homaya: That you will have more intense clients? That you will have more Challenging solutions, more responsibility about money and wealth, and people that support you, team members, that you will go through the valley and the height. What makes you believe that you will be able to do that if you don't take the little trainings?

[00:26:53] Homaya: What makes you believe that?

[00:27:06] Homaya: And the fact that you're dismissing or dismantling or deeming the messages and making them not so important, you're making yourself not important. You're making yourself last. Everything that you see is a return light coming back to you. You're the source. So a return light is coming back to you and is telling you, this is the path.

[00:27:43] Homaya: The return light is coming back to you and showing you, you're amazing, you're a master, you can walk. And you say, no, don't try to convince me that I'm a master, that I can do big things because I can't. I'm trying to do the little thing.

[00:28:03] Homaya: Spirit is coming and showing you. Move with me. Walk with me.

[00:28:12] Homaya: This is a return light from you. If you dismiss it then Do you know how wake up call works?

[00:28:25] Homaya: So people are saying that a wake up call work like spirit is shaking you giving you a little message and a little message and a little message and for years this is how my teachers were teaching me and I thought that this is amazing a little message and a little message and a little message and then if you don't get the little message they're gonna give you a big message They're going to create a car accident.

[00:28:48] Homaya: They're going to have a disease. You're going to have a disease, like something like that. I'll tell you, it's not the truth. This is not how spirit works. Spirit sends you a message, and another message. And if you don't answer the message, you keep moving into numbness. And as you keep into numbness, you keep moving in numbness, walking dead with your eyes closed, not looking inside and not looking outside, you're gonna ban.

[00:29:25] Homaya: You're gonna have a car accident. You're gonna have something that will make you wake up. It's not spirit that wanted to do something to punish you. It's you thinking that you can walk without your spirit and take a deep breath and remember this teaching it is for life.

[00:29:53] Homaya: I also heard in that conversation that there's, I don't know if you heard, but there is another name to God and that name is money. And people are mistaking. No, I hear you God, but I don't have money. I hear you God, but I don't have money. How would it come? You didn't hear God, you didn't hear the calling, you didn't follow the calling, you three years ago. You didn't follow the calling two years ago. You didn't follow the calling one year ago. I have a question. You made money during this time? Did you conquer your abundant presence?

[00:30:43] Homaya: Did it happen? I'm super curious. I don't know how it would happen. I've never walked that path, so I don't know how it is, but now I'm getting it.

[00:30:57] Homaya: It doesn't happen by not answering the calling. As I said, everything in life unfolds as a response of your soul embodiment, of the way that you embody your calling, the way that you embody your spirit. This, then you take another experience, you integrate it, you become more who you are, and then, yeah, there's more money coming in.

[00:31:24] Homaya: There's more friends, there is more wisdom. As I said, everything is just more. Ask yourself, please, if ever you moved in life just to make money, if you really made the money, or you move in life with your heart and spirit and having attention on money and then you got the money.

[00:31:50] Homaya: This is so important to look at. And the same is with freedom. I want to be free. I want to have this freedom. I want to feel this freedom. I want money to give me this freedom. No, it wouldn't work like that. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. So sorry. So sorry. It wouldn't work like that. How can money Something that can move away from you.

[00:32:18] Homaya: Something that you can lose. Something that you can, someone can take money away from you. You can give the money. You can, that how could something like that liberate you? How could it be? Tell me, please, like, how would it be that money can give you freedom? No. It cannot be. Something that can be taken away from you, something that you can lose, something that you can, that can disappear would never give you freedom.

[00:32:46] Homaya: You were not born and designed in this life that there will be something on the physical plan, a tissue or money or whatever that would liberate you. It's the other way around. You free yourself. You set yourself free, you liberate yourself, you allow yourself to speak, you allow yourself to move, you move in trust, you move in grace.

[00:33:16] Homaya: That liberates you. And then again, if money is part of your interest, then you can invest in having money. Invest attention. And if not, if music is interesting you, so you free yourself and you get music. You can also get music and money, but, make the choice. It cannot be the other way around.

[00:33:37] Homaya: Music would not liberate you. Money would not liberate you. Your husband or partner would not liberate you. Your wife, whatever. You first liberate yourself. You first speak your language. You first open your heart. You first express your truth. You first feel beautiful inside of you. You first feel love inside of your being and the universe respond with your attention where your attention will go.

[00:34:10] Homaya: Feel free your soul and the rest will follow. Simple.

[00:34:21] Homaya: There's no preconditions. There's no preconditions.

[00:34:37] Homaya: Yeah. So I want you to take a deep breath with me. And I want you to tag people to watch this, and I want you to save this recording, to save this podcast, to save this episode, and call and tag people and send that episode to people, because no one can do that step for you. I've never had this conversation with no one because I was never even thinking to have this conversation.

[00:35:05] Homaya: Somehow, something yesterday happened and I felt like I should ask you a question. Can I ask you a question? May I please? And we had this conversation.

[00:35:18] Homaya: If you want to see yourself as a spiritual leader, and I'm sure that this is why you're listening to me because I'm not here to guide you to do money. That I'm here to guide you to be aligned with your soul and to be an extension of the divine. If you want to be that person, if you want to have that freedom, if you want to create that wealth that it is not heritage wealth, but rather wealth creation, it must come as an extension of your spirit.

[00:35:50] Homaya: Must come as an extension of your spirit. And if this is why you are here, Then you want to recall, you want to memorize, you want to get it so clear. There's no half step. It's either fully in or nothing. This is how it goes. It's like God is calling. So I want to share something. Sometimes some people can confuse

[00:36:25] Homaya: and dismantle

[00:36:32] Homaya: the presence of a spiritual guide in your life. I'm about, I feel like I'm going to cry when I'm saying it.

[00:36:44] Homaya: This is something that once I didn't get from everything that I shared with you here. That is something that once I didn't get. It didn't take me too long to wake up from that idea.

[00:37:03] Homaya: There are people in your life

[00:37:11] Homaya: that are here as an extension of the divine. One of the people, one of my team member, it's not a, an official team member, but someone that I'm working with, I consider him to be my spirit guide. I know that he is an extension of one of my spirit guides. He's so clear for me. There's few relationship in my life with some people that I know that they are part of the angelic realms that serves me.

[00:37:44] Homaya: I know that for sure. And there are also, and those people that I've mentioned are, in my community, friends and people that I know, people that I'm aware of, that I know that if they call, it means that I need to pay attention. It's enough. I don't need a lot of, if they call, if they say something, and they don't necessarily know that.

[00:38:06] Homaya: They don't necessarily see that in themselves, but I know that. I know that. The way that they serve me, the way that they send me messages, the way that they say some things, there's something in their frequency, something in the way that they express that, there's I know to pay attention to that. And there's also masters.

[00:38:29] Homaya: There's also teachers. There's also mentors.

[00:38:37] Homaya: And I choose them. Some of them I, we made an agreement in this lifetime to be here for each other. The fact that I am a student and they are a master doesn't make them more and me less. It's just, this is the type of the relationship. And we are walking in this path together. And I am here for them the way that they are here for me because we are doing it together.

[00:39:03] Homaya: We are blessed to have teachers, to have masters. To have mentors, to have those who walked this path before us, for themselves, and for us. We're blessed to have that. Now you might get a little bit confused in your head and create some type of silent competition with this teacher of yours. This master of yours, this person who is leading in spirit.

[00:39:47] Homaya: And this silent competition can have so many expressions. There's so many ways.

[00:39:57] Homaya: Some of it is okay. You can walk as a beginner and, try to mimic as part of the learning. It's really okay. There's no problem around it. It's beautiful. Any advanced master can see that and really everything is really okay with it. But there's another type of silent competition that is not a competition based on inspiration.

[00:40:25] Homaya: It is something that gets confusing. You can think that it's either you or your teacher. Either you invest in your business, you invest in yourself or you invest in your teacher or you invest in your mentor.

[00:40:51] Homaya: Engaging with the one that was designed to guide you in your life in that type of silent competition, is equal to not following your calling.

[00:41:14] Homaya: I have dedicated my entire life, part of it consciously and part of it unconsciously, but at least now the majority of it consciously. I dedicate my life force. I dedicate time. I take away time from my family. From my child, from time with my husband, to serve, to create, to come here, to show up, to speak, to offer.

[00:41:55] Homaya: Some of it, honestly, in a philanthropy. You might not think so. You might think that I'm gaining. But, honest to goodness, some of the things are pure, pure for you. But I cannot sit in my chair and sell you to follow your spirit. This is why I've never had this conversation before. I cannot sell that. Now, if you're so high in your numbness, then you gotta invest money only with things that are around your survival.

[00:42:41] Homaya: This is where you would invest. What will give you food, and what will, enchant you around sex, and what you will believe in yourself that it's gonna give you power, and a house, and mortgage, and insurance, and everything that's gonna Make the first, second and third chakra really solid without understanding that it holds you behind.

[00:43:14] Homaya: I cannot be here and I cannot communicate my messages in a way that I'm like speaking with you in a penetrating way.

[00:43:27] Homaya: You're supposed to dream about me. You're supposed to dream and see me in your vision and in your light. You're supposed to see messages that are connected to me. You're supposed to hear me and feel me in your heart. As long as we have this commitment to support each other, As long as we have this agreement as part of your soul contract for you to move and evolve.

[00:44:02] Homaya: As long as that is awakened, you're supposed to hear me strong enough inside of you when you don't see me and when you don't hear my voice.

[00:44:20] Homaya: Because then you know that I am in the frequency of your soul. And I am in the frequency of your divine. And if you choose to walk the spiritual path, you choose to walk with God the way that you're gonna name it, but you cannot respect and obey that, please do not think you're gonna lead others.

[00:44:51] Homaya: Don't get confused. If you want to lead others in spirit, Your presence needs to be so visible when you're not there. Your presence needs to be so solid. Your light needs to be so clear when you're not there.

[00:45:17] Homaya: And answering your calling and answering the messages is being in that frequency. So there will come a time and a place that you will be able to do the same.

[00:45:35] Homaya: The spiritual realm is full with unemployed leaders that don't move, don't train, because they are still so convinced in the world of illusion. I don't wish that for myself, and I definitely don't wish that for my students.

[00:46:02] Homaya: Amen. Goosebump. Whoa. Oh my, I see now how I still have a gap between my business and my spirituality. It's a competition. And there's no other thing than luck that creates competition. Get that? When you are in your singularity, there's no competition. When you are in your singularity there's you.

[00:46:30] Homaya: You're the creator. You're doing what you're doing. There's no one can copy you. It's impossible. Do you think that someone can ever copy me?

[00:46:42] Homaya: Do you think that someone can ever copy a significant leader? Spiritual leader? It's impossible. Can someone copy Jesus? Can someone copy Osho? No, because they're in their singularity. But if you have competition inside of your system,

[00:47:06] Homaya: you're not in your spirit. Get that clear. You're not in your spirit.

[00:47:14] Homaya: Okay, my love. I mean this was shaking quite a lot because I was super moved. It's a long transmission. I know that those who needs to listen to that, . Will be here. Please tag those who you feel that they need to listen to that because this is an eternal recording on the planet.

[00:47:38] Homaya: Unfortunately, it's not in eternal frequency, but it is so important. So important that it needs to stay and it needs for people to listen and you need to listen to it for the times that you're not able to follow, with the time that you are holding yourself behind, the time that you feel that there's someone else who can live your life instead of you, that you can wait.

[00:48:05] Homaya: Keep that recording for that time and tag those who you love. You can wait until next time I see this question sometimes. When are you going to teach that again? I don't know if I'm going to leave tomorrow. Why are you asking me this question?

[00:48:22] Homaya: When am I going to teach it again? Who knows? Do you know? Do you think God knows? Anyone knows? There's no again. The message was strong. I felt silver. Today, I said I'm in a silver frequency. I moved away from the gold, because in the gold frequency, this message cannot be.

[00:48:41] Homaya: In a gold frequency, you already answered your calling. In a silver frequency, you still need energy to run, but it's not. I had to put silver. I really tried to put gold and I experienced it. No way! Okay. I love you. I bless you. See you in golden if you're ready for it. Thank you for having this conversation. And I really blessed this woman that had this conversation with me yesterday that really I could have some clarity. I love you. See you soon.