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S2 17 The Guilt of the one Who Made It

• Homaya • Season 2 • Episode 17

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Hey beauties, it’s Homaya. I want to start with deep gratitude for all the comments, DMs, and appreciation you’ve shared about the last three episodes. Your connection and presence truly mean so much to me. We’ve been exploring themes of healing, competition, and lack of consciousness, and today I’m continuing that journey by shining a light on another side of how we limit ourselves.

Episode Summary 🌱

In this episode, I open up about the ways we operate from lack consciousness and how guilt becomes deeply embodied in the collective. I invite you to reflect on the patterns of limitation in your life and how they hold you back from embodying your higher self, your God self, and your true light.

We dive into the emotion of guilt, not just the familiar guilt that comes from hurting someone, but also the guilt of survival, the guilt of success, and the guilt of stepping outside the norm. I share how these forms of guilt can poison the soul and keep us from fulfilling our purpose and shining fully in our truth.

Key Takeaways ✨

Guilt as a Limiting Force
Guilt is a powerful emotion that can prevent us from moving forward and creating. It stands in direct opposition to our true nature, which is to create and embody prosperity.

The Guilt of Survival
Sometimes we feel guilt not because we’ve done harm, but simply because we made it through challenges that others have not. This silent burden is more common than we realise.

The Guilt of Success
Those who step outside the norm and create extraordinary lives often carry guilt for their abundance. There is a collective projection and judgement that comes with breaking free from limitation, and it can feel isolating.

Collective Limitation
Most people are just surviving, not living in true prosperity or fulfilling their soul’s calling. We often hide our deepest desires, even from ourselves, out of fear and collective programming.

Compassion for All Paths
A true tribe is made of many colours, many types of music, and many journeys. Those who have moved forward often hold great compassion for those still on their path. We are all invited to honour each other’s unique journey.

Self-Inquiry and Liberation
Ask yourself: What guilt are you carrying? What guilt are you afraid to carry? What are you projecting onto those who have made it to the next level? Are you willing to respect everyone’s freedom to move in their own power?

Thank You for Listening 🙏

Thank you for opening yourself to true prosperity as a reflection of the divine within. Wherever you are on your path, you are worthy of embodying your magic and your light. Take a deep breath, honour your journey, and know that you are never alone.

With love and grace,
Homaya

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[00:00:00] Homaya: Hey, beauties. I'd like to start with gratitude. Thank you for all the comments and the dms, the messages, the gratitude, the appreciation that came from your side about the last three episodes. We're all connected to healing, competition and lack of consciousness. This episode, I wish to continue that conversation.

[00:00:29] Homaya: I actually [00:00:30] wish to bring another side of the coin of how we limit ourself, how we truly operate from limitation, from lack consciousness. And how it is so embodied in the collective consciousness. And the reason that I want to bring this conversation forth is because I'd like us all to give ourself a little bit more freedom.

[00:00:56] Homaya: Freedom to really fulfill ourself, freedom to shine, [00:01:00] freedom to follow our heart, freedom to really live who we came here to be. Really embodied our higher self, embody our God self, embody our true light, live in truth. So the conversation today is about guilt. So we know guilt as a very common feeling [00:01:30] that you can feel once you hurt someone.

[00:01:35] Homaya: Once you hurt some person, intentionally or unintentionally, when you created harm, a person can feel this guilt that it is a powerful, powerful emotion that prevent us. It was actually designed to prevent us for moving forward, for [00:02:00] initiating for creating. Guilt is a poison of our soul. It's, it is something opposite to our nature.

[00:02:08] Homaya: Our nature is the nature of creation. Our nature is to create the way that we been created. That means that we have the ability to create exponentially. We were born, as I said, for prosperity and guilt is the complete opposite, [00:02:30] experience where we are, we can say punishing ourself from moving forward as we are because of the fear that we even may harm others.

[00:02:46] Homaya: So it's not only the actual feeling that comes when we harm or we hurt someone else, but also just the fear from it. So [00:03:00] let me take you through that. So you will be able to see yourself, so you will be able to liberate yourself. This is the common guilt, right? Then there is the guilt of the one who survived.

[00:03:15] Homaya: Take a deep breath. So you didn't do anything against someone. If there was a situation and something happened to you, among other people, [00:03:30] other were harmed, someone else's died, someone else's was robbed, someone else was raped, someone else experienced something. Challenging and negative, and you do not want that for them.

[00:03:52] Homaya: You almost had the same experience, but you survived

[00:03:58] Homaya: and then come [00:04:00] the guilt

[00:04:01] Homaya: you survived and you feel guilty for surviving. Because what was the thing that I have done that gave me this

[00:04:13] Homaya: new chance, new possibility? What? Open the door. How come that I made it and the other didn't? And we all have that. With our friends, with our families, we all have [00:04:30] that. But what I want us is to go even deeper in it. I want us to see that we're living in a society where most of the people are just surviving.

[00:04:45] Homaya: Most of the people. Doesn't live in, do not live in prosperity. Most of the people do not live in abundance. Most of the people do not live the life of their dreams. Most of the people do not fulfill [00:05:00] themselves. Most of the people just survive.

[00:05:04] Homaya: They might say. There are some beautiful things that they're experiencing in their life, but the mindset, the inner experience is we're just doing here. Whatever it takes, we do the minimum. We're just doing the A, B, C and everything that it is beyond, it feels like we're stealing, feels like we're doing something [00:05:30] that we shouldn't speak about It.

[00:05:32] Homaya: Most of the people don't speak about what they really desire. They don't dream even about what they really desire and what they real, real, real soul calling. They keep it hidden even from themselves.

[00:05:48] Homaya: Here, there's the guilt.

[00:05:52] Homaya: Of the one who made it in that context, and this is a [00:06:00] guilt that most of the people

[00:06:03] Homaya: doesn't know exist,

[00:06:05] Homaya: the guilt of the one who made it, the guilt of the one who succeed. The one who is out of the common, out of the norm, the one who bended the physical lows, the one who transformed their inner limitation, the one who created new reality for [00:06:30] themselves, the one who went abnormal.

[00:06:33] Homaya: Most of the people are not aware how much guilt those people carry. Why? Because those who went abnormal, those who made it,

[00:06:46] Homaya: those who really took care of themselves, who really made fortune. Those who live the life that the rest of the family cannot [00:07:00] understand, cannot even imagine. Those who make money and create money more than what the rest of the family together will make in a year or few years. Those who created for themself amazing life and actually living in a honey pot.

[00:07:22] Homaya: Silently, they're being judged and sometimes no [00:07:30] silently,

[00:07:30] Homaya: they're being judged. They're being condemned. They judge to be unreal, fake, mean, bad, arrogant, egoistic. There's so many negative thoughts around them.

[00:07:43] Homaya: A disbelief.

[00:07:46] Homaya: We don't know how. What made this person, what did he need to go through to be that person that. To have that life

[00:07:58] Homaya: [00:08:00] as abnormal, the person allow themselves to go to create a beautiful type of life for themselves. There are chances proportionally they will be judged for that. Misunderstood,

[00:08:22] Homaya: suspected that something, or can even be [00:08:30] something else the opposite, an expectation.

[00:08:35] Homaya: And this is what most of the people know silently inside of them. As you move to your next level of fulfillment, you would need to cross this level of projection

[00:08:49] Homaya: from people who have no idea about the conversation you need to go through. About the confrontation [00:09:00] inside and out. You need to go through, have no idea about money, business, long lasting relationships, self-expression, emotional turmoil, everything that you will need to go through and you know that you need to go through as you move to your next level of fulfillment.

[00:09:20] Homaya: You know that part of it is also dealing with all the projections.

[00:09:26] Homaya: Those who succeed, [00:09:30] those who made it have ton of guilt to carry,

[00:09:37] Homaya: have an expectation.

[00:09:39] Homaya: Are being examined.

[00:09:43] Homaya: I don't want us to take a moment to become aware of that. Ask yourself, where are you? What are you doing? How much do you judge those who have made it? [00:10:00] When you see this girl who have fortune and made fortune, when you see this one who have an amazing relationship, what do you think? What do you feel?

[00:10:13] Homaya: Are you making them guilty for having something that you yourself, you desire? Do you expect that if they have made it. At least they should provide, [00:10:30] at least they should give you a discount.

[00:10:34] Homaya: At least they should explain themself

[00:10:41] Homaya: or give you excuses.

[00:10:46] Homaya: And also ask yourself, how much are you preventing yourself

[00:10:53] Homaya: from experience that guilt

[00:10:57] Homaya: actually experience [00:11:00] this success? Because that guilt is unbearable like any other guilt,

[00:11:11] Homaya: when you see the people you love around you, whether those are your previous clients, your previous students, your. Loved one. Your family members, your childhood friends. [00:11:30] When you see that they're still struggling, when you see that they're still confused about their ability, about their light,

[00:11:38] Homaya: that guilt prevents you from moving forward and shining your light.

[00:11:50] Homaya: Take a deep breath.

[00:11:58] Homaya: That guilt is also [00:12:00] unbearable

[00:12:05] Homaya: to be rejected by the one you feel connected to or maybe. The feeling of you rejecting them

[00:12:17] Homaya: because you worked on yourself, because you made bold moves, because you shift the pricing and started to stand for a [00:12:30] higher value because you have moved yourself to excellence.

[00:12:35] Homaya: What is it? What will happen with your brother and sister, your previous clients, your previous students? They would not be able to afford learning with you. They would not be able to be with you in places that you now would like to hang out. They might not be even able to understand you because [00:13:00] you have challenges and struggles that they cannot even understand that they cannot even imagine, that they cannot give you the permission.

[00:13:13] Homaya: Accept that wherever you are, there are still things to go through.

[00:13:21] Homaya: So I want you to ask yourself today in this session,

[00:13:28] Homaya: what is the [00:13:30] guilt that you're carrying? What is the guilt that you are afraid to carry?

[00:13:36] Homaya: What is the guilt? That you're projecting upon those who are near you and made it to the next level, and are you willing to respect that each and [00:14:00] everyone. Free to move in their power than a true tribe it's not made with so many people that looks the same, feel the same, earn the same, listen to the same music. A real tribe is made with many people, many colors, many types of music, [00:14:30] many type of interest.

[00:14:32] Homaya: You would be amazed how those who moved forward have so much time and grace and space and honor for those who are walking

[00:14:48] Homaya: and how much those who are walking and looking at their next step.

[00:14:55] Homaya: Most of the time have less patient, less [00:15:00] respect because all that they can see is the outcome they still did not achieve.

[00:15:09] Homaya: Thank you. Thank you for the listening today.

[00:15:14] Homaya: Thank you for opening up more and more to true prosperity as a representation of our connection to the divine [00:15:30] of God living within us.

[00:15:32] Homaya: As an expression of our own singularity and our own magic.