The Calling: Follow your spirit- all the way in

021 Activating the Light in Times of Overwhelm

• Homaya • Season 2 • Episode 21

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Welcome 🌞

Good morning, beauty. Today, I’m coming to you in a deep inner state, my voice a little rough as part of my healing process. You might hear dogs barking, birds singing, or me sipping my ginger tea. All of this is part of the sacred space I’m holding for this conversation. I want to open up about the moments when following the calling of our heart and soul feels challenging, and how we can navigate those times together.

Episode Summary 💫

In this episode, I share openly about what it feels like when life gets intense, when heartbreak, disappointment, or overwhelm visit. Sometimes, looking at the world or the people around us, it can feel like things are not going in a good direction. I talk about the questions I ask myself during these times and how I find calm and sacredness in continuing my healing and light work, both for myself and for others.

I reflect on the overwhelming amount of information we absorb daily, from global events to personal stories, and how our minds try to protect us by making sense of it all. Instead of getting lost in explanations or seeking to fix everything, I invite you to sit with the discomfort, to hold space without reacting or taking sides, and to find the medicine in simply being present.

Key Takeaways ✨

  • Holding space for discomfort is a powerful blessing that invites us to stay in our hearts and become the medicine the world needs.
  • There’s no end to the reasons or explanations for why things happen, but we can always choose to go deeper into our hearts rather than into the rabbit hole of the mind.
  • When we tend inward with awareness, we meet the pure frequency of love that is always available to us.
  • Releasing the need to take a stand or fix everything frees us from victim consciousness and allows us to raise our vibration and awareness.
  • The true invitation is to be present, to seek the frequencies of the heart, and to let these energies alchemise any situation.

Resources & Links 🔗

If this episode resonated with you, I encourage you to revisit past episodes where I share more about navigating intensity and finding light. Remember, you can always reach out or listen again whenever you feel guided. Thank you for being here and for bringing your own light into the world.

I’d love to hear your thoughts, text the show.

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[00:00:00] Homaya: Good morning, beauty. It is good morning for me. The last few days were quite intense physically, and you might hear my throat a little bit more rough as it is part of the healing process that I'm going through. And so I'm really recording this today in a very. A deep inner state, [00:00:30] you might hear the dogs barking and the birds, you might hear me sipping my ginger tea, but I feel that it activate a very important conversation that I want to bring into our space as us when we are following.

[00:00:55] Homaya: The calling of our heart, of our soul and [00:01:00] deciding whether it was a mental decision to become a better person, or we were just activated to see the world differently. And so there are situations and there are places and moments where. Things might become challenging for us. We go through heartbreak or we [00:01:30] go through disappointment or we feel that we're not pulling it through, or maybe we're just seeing the people around us and it feels that something is not that great.

[00:01:42] Homaya: Look at world.

[00:01:44] Homaya: I know friends or families or people that we know, and it feels like, hmm, it's not going to the good direction. It doesn't look amazing. And in the last episodes I was [00:02:00] sharing with you the questions that I've been asking myself from time to time when I'm arriving to a place where, well, I don't know how to move forward.

[00:02:08] Homaya: I cannot bring more light. I also want to speak deeper into

[00:02:15] Homaya: not only when we are, when we want to bring light, but sometimes this feeling of being overwhelmed by how we look outside and it feels corrupted. We look outside and it [00:02:30]feels broken. We might lose hope. We might. Feel ourself? Yeah. Hopeless and helpless. Oh, we don't know. It's like it's too hard. It doesn't look that it's going to the right direction.

[00:02:48] Homaya: I mean, like my strongest medicine around it is to keep on doing the healing and light work for myself and for others.

[00:02:59] Homaya: [00:03:00] Honestly. Many times it calms me down because I find those moments sacred and I found those moments as holy, like we are all together doing this work of light. This is why I teach so much and this is why I'm putting myself more and more and more [00:03:30] in places that hold that light and I took on myself this experience of, of leading with it. This is why I also say for so in so many situations that the world is begging for healing and of course.

[00:03:49] Homaya: There's like, there's a level of distortion in terms of where we have led ourselves, right? Because [00:04:00] I do not believe that we were designed to accumulate that level of information that we accumulate every day. I am not sure that our nervous system was. Designed to know so much

[00:04:25] Homaya: what is happening in Russia, what is happening in the Middle East, [00:04:30]what is happening in South America, what is happening in la? Too many. What is happening with that person? What is happening with that person? How that person is living her, her life or his life, et cetera, et cetera. Like there's too much information and our mind is in panic.

[00:04:48] Homaya: We can say. So you might say that this is, you know, like formal. Yes. And it could be that this is. Ego [00:05:00] activation, ego in the sense of protection. The ego wants to know in order to learn how to protect. And if there's a piece of information, then the mind will scan that information to understand where we are, understand what we are doing, understand what is the current situation in order to protect, in order to keep us safe.

[00:05:24] Homaya: I don't want to go in this conversation today to why, but I [00:05:30] want to go into what we're doing with it. Cause there is a lot of information that impact us and we're completely unaware. We're unaware. The tectonic motions, and there are solar flares and solar eruptions that influence each and every one of us. There is an [00:06:00] overall frequency and presence. That influence each and every one of us.

[00:06:08] Homaya: So yes, we can say, oh, here are the changes in the planetary changes that are happening. Here are some, we can be sometimes aware of the human resonance and the solar flow and some tectonic motions. We might be. Aware to a certain [00:06:30] extent, but not always, not all the time, and even when we are aware of it, it is so easily becoming another piece of information.

[00:06:46] Homaya: Next to what is actually going on, the physical plan for us. What is happening to my body? What is happening to my country? What is happening to my parents? What is happening? [00:07:00] This is where I've been in the last few days, and I'm sure that you had your own version of it, and I don't know when you're gonna listen to that.

[00:07:13] Homaya: It could be that you will be drawn to listen to this specific episode when, when you really would need that spirit guide will tell you, oh, here is an episode for you. Why don't you listen to it?

[00:07:27] Homaya: So what is happening is that when [00:07:30] something goes into a certain distortion, which is. Different than our casual distortion, which let us all also be aware that our casual distortions that we're dealing with on a daily basis is quite intense. It's almost like War became a norm.

[00:07:57] Homaya: And [00:08:00] social media interfere became a norm, which means that at a certain point we'll be relaxed In a war, it'll feel like home. We'll be relaxed in a drama, it'll feel like home. We'll be relaxed in intensity, it'll feel like home.

[00:08:22] Homaya: And again, when there will be a jump in it, there will be a jump in intensity. [00:08:30] We'll try to explain ourself what is happening. The mind will try to explain what is happening. And one of the things in trying to explain ourself and the need even to have a mental explanation is actually coming rooted in the need to be right.

[00:08:53] Homaya: I need to know and I need to take a stand, and I [00:09:00] need to identify and I need to.

[00:09:04] Homaya: This is like a, an energetic sequence that is being activated in our mental perception.

[00:09:15] Homaya: If there's a drama, if there's a problem, if there's a war, if there's sickness or illness, I need to create a solution and find a solution. This is what the mind will say [00:09:30] immediately fast. Find a solution. Take a stand. And you can even use, you know, spiritual words to find a solution. Oh, I'm gonna shoot, shift the timeline.

[00:09:40] Homaya: I'm going to resolve it in activating something from parallel universe. And then you harness your spirituality for the sake of your identity.

[00:09:54] Homaya: Holding the uncomfortability [00:10:00] of not taking a stand

[00:10:03] Homaya: and not trying to resolve. Holding. The uncomfortability of not reacting

[00:10:11] Homaya: demands a certain force,

[00:10:14] Homaya: and that force is a strong blessing.

[00:10:20] Homaya: Because that force will force you

[00:10:26] Homaya: to stay in your heart

[00:10:29] Homaya: [00:10:30] and to feel,

[00:10:31] Homaya: And to be the medicine,

[00:10:34] Homaya: the fool, the truth,

[00:10:37] Homaya: the highest possible medicine.

[00:10:40] Homaya: And I invite you to listen to it beyond my words.

[00:10:46] Homaya: ' cause the mind can easily just ignore and say, oh yes, yes. Go into the heart. Yeah. Then it's gonna be another mental achievement. Oh, let's come down and come to my [00:11:00] heart. With power, let's do that with, force.

[00:11:02] Homaya: but this Is not the invitation.

[00:11:05] Homaya: The invitation is to, deal with it

[00:11:10] Homaya: to be present.

[00:11:12] Homaya: To seek for those frequencies of the heart to seek for those frequencies of truth, to seek for those frequencies of the highest medicine, and to allow those frequency in whatever degree possible to alchemize [00:11:30] the situation.

[00:11:32] Homaya: We're so connected to everything. There will be no end to the information of why something started, if it is a mental history of a distortion, if it is a physical injury. As I said, if it is tectonic motions or solar flares, or the human resonance or the location of the planets, there could be so [00:12:00] many reasons and so many explanations of why all of that.

[00:12:03] Homaya: Is happening. Everything in your life, and especially when it is distorted, you can go deeper, deeper, and deeper, deeper in the rabbit hole of explaining to yourself why that is happening. Or you can go deeper, deeper, deeper, deeper, deeper into your heart and become the medicine because the un mental reason why all of those distortions [00:12:30] are happening.

[00:12:31] Homaya: Is to create more and more opportunities for ourselves to remember who we are, to come and bring light, to really be a light activator,

[00:12:46] Homaya: to really be present as an extension of the divine and bring light.

[00:12:50] Homaya: We can get so easily confused with , not taking a stand, or not trying to resolve something with [00:13:00] something, you know, I, I should focus. Well, if I'm taking a stand, then I should focus on who's right. And if I try to resolve, I need to look outside and see what is, what is not working.

[00:13:17] Homaya: But if you choose not to take a stand, if you choose not to start to fix it, but rather tend to it what you [00:13:30] are. You will be experiencing is

[00:13:33] Homaya: releasing yourself from a victim consciousness,

[00:13:37] Homaya: and the work of focusing inside is not focusing on the ego. It's really becoming aware that I'm not focusing inward because I'm focusing on myself. 'cause then again, I'm activating the need of identifying [00:14:00] and protecting and

[00:14:01] Homaya: but tending inward, using and applying. The power of awareness

[00:14:11] Homaya: Sharing and activating the light of awareness, which is the greatest power that we have.

[00:14:21] Homaya: Then most likely what we will meet is in the purity of our heart, is the frequency of [00:14:30] love to whatever degree we're able to feel that at the moment that we meet it.

[00:14:36] Homaya: What will happen in your life if, when you look inside and you start to put attention inward in the chaos

[00:14:48] Homaya: and you wouldn't search for protection? Rather you allow yourself to [00:15:00]meet what is always waiting for you inside

[00:15:07] Homaya: and that precious connection.

[00:15:11] Homaya: And I hope that you're feeling the frequency as I'm speaking of it and bringing it here, speaking it, that precious connection

[00:15:25] Homaya: is what is needed.

[00:15:29] Homaya: [00:15:30] Going beyond negativity, going beyond right or wrong, going beyond left or right, going beyond this or the other,

[00:15:42] Homaya: raising the awareness. Raising the vibration, raising the frequency, raising

[00:15:53] Homaya: the experienced truth,

[00:15:57] Homaya: and then from you, [00:16:00] it.

[00:16:01] Homaya: To you, through you to the whole

[00:16:06] Homaya: Thank you.