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#10 Sasha Papadin: A Renaissance Man

Amul Pandya

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It's not often one gets to sit down with a bona fide Renaissance Man. When not restoring vintage furniture in Northern California, Sasha Papadin is a singer, songwriter, DJ, producer, and instrumentalist. He also is one of the most erudite people I know. 

We start our conversation with Sasha's origins, recounting how his father, a poet, evaded national service in the Soviet Union during the 1960's by studying and emulating Schizophrenia. This was followed by learning about Sasha's musical journey (it started by writing a song for a film he produced as a teenager) and a discussion on the broader topic of creativity. We touch on artificial intelligence, spirituality, heroes (Nick Cave and Tom Waits to name two), and the current state of his adopted homeland - California.

What's amazing about speaking to people like Sasha is that you learn something about yourself in the process. I hope our conversation can do something similar for you. You can find Sasha's music on Spotify under the name Loverman:

 https://open.spotify.com/artist/6mH930VvONxn76Kqpnixjy?si=_zHqNnNFTY6fWQyAUyX7Sg.

Creativity and Rebellion With Sasha Papadin

Speaker 1

Hello and welcome to Meeting People with me , amol Pandey . Meeting People is a podcast where I have long conversations with adventurous , rebellious and sometimes courteous free spirits . Right , thanks everyone for joining Eagle-eared . Regular listeners will have noticed already that it's not our traditional intro music and what you heard is a song by my next guest , sasha papadin . Hello , sasha , hello . Thanks for joining . Pleasure . Um , lots to talk about , particularly on the music side , but I thought what we'd start off with is just going back a generation if that's all right .

Speaker 1

Yeah , I want to ask you about one of your songs , st Petersburg Nights . What is the inspiration for that song ? And , yeah , what is it ? What's the context for putting that together ?

Speaker 3

Yeah , well , the song is . It's about my parents meeting in St Petersburg . The original title was the Ballad of Val and Ella , which is my parents' names . Well , in a way I'm putting myself in their shoes . I'm singing it first person , but it's very much kind of a riffing on their story of how they met in St Petersburg . My father was Russian and my mother was English , and she was on a package tour of England in the late 70s and met my father .

Speaker 1

He was a pretty wild poet In Leningrad .

Speaker 3

In Leningrad at the time , yeah and um , they fell in love and she went back to England and eventually flew back on her own and married him and they , you know , emigrated to to the UK . But that first time when they were getting to know each other in Leningrad , you know , my father was being followed by the KGB and he'd had a history of being sort of a dissident troublemaker in their eyes . And so they were . You know , they have these amazing stories . Well , they're both gone now , but they've , you know , I was , I was raised on them , you know , being followed by a black car down the streets , yes and um , you know the phones being tapped and , uh , you know , stopped at every train station or border crossing . You know , and you know that that whole thing like total Cold War . You know craziness . So the song is really about that . It's about falling in love , you know .

Speaker 1

Against that backdrop , and what was his gripes about the Soviet Union ? What was he dissenting against ? I know it's obvious , but what caused from your memory , what caused him to kind of not toe the line ?

Speaker 3

yeah , well , he , you know , I think it was a , I think he had a a really strong anti-authoritarian strain to him on a personal level . His , his stance wasn't overtly political , it bled into that . But you know , it started when he was , um , you know , 18 and they were . He had to go into forced military service . I think you served like two or three years there , right , right and when was this roughly sorry ? Like uh well , I think it would have been 19 , something like 1960 , 63 . 60s .

Speaker 1

Yeah , somewhere around there , so at the height of the tensions .

Speaker 3

Height of the tensions .

Speaker 1

Cold War where it was really kind of touch and go whether civilization was going to carry on or not .

Speaker 3

Yeah , exactly , and he was . You know , he was a kid from Siberia . He was already starting to write poetry . I think you know he's very free . When he joined the um , or was forced to join the the army , he began exhibiting these symptoms in an attempt to get kicked out and they put him in a mental asylum for for the criminally insane and he spent a few months there and was eventually released , but the authorities , I think , had a feeling that he was faking . Yeah , you know , and so I think he was . He was kind of on a list . I think they were keeping an eye on him . Clearly , this guy is a troublemaker . He's not towing the party line and then when he's out now he's , you know , 2021 and he's in leningrad and he's starting to write poetry and the poetry is all about freedom and all these things .

Speaker 3

Now you've got even more reason to have him on a blacklist , you know , because they were . They were surveilling all of the artists at that time . You know , um , so he , he sort of um . Yeah , he just he was on their radar and once you're on there on the kgb's radar , you just don't really get off of it .

Speaker 1

No , yeah amazing , I think , um , you know this podcast is . The theme of it , as you know is , is people who don't listen to the rules or don't like being told to do in many ways , and the national service I have friends who kind of ?

Speaker 1

you know I , I get it , I get the thesis behind it . I mean , even today there's , you know , there's there's issues with young people and that's when , maybe , give them some structure and give them some something to kind of teach them basic life skills before they go into the real world . But the reality is that it's a real one-size-fits-all solution and it's no accident that people that tend to come on this podcast or like it are more of the artistic favor , because they're the first , people that are purposefully or or or not trying to find where the rules don't work or where they don't apply .

Speaker 1

But there's a cost to that , I'm guessing , and you don't have to answer this from your dad's perspective . But do you think that in the last podcast with Alex Martin I asked him a question about a phrase of his called deformation professionnel , where you kind of of you become the thing you do ?

Speaker 3

do you ?

Speaker 1

think there was a cost to him learning to be schizophrenic and then acting it and then having to sustain that act in the one place , surrounded by schizophrenic peers ? Do you think that kind of for people , what you can talk about your father or not , but for people , um , that getting that that's an unintended consequence of getting out of national service effectively ?

Speaker 3

yeah , undoubtedly , I'm sure . I mean , I know it affected him . I think , you know , having kind of a bohemian artistic lifestyle allows you to fold , fold that in kind of quite seamlessly , you know , because artists are generally a bit crazy . So and and he and he and he was interested in that line between you know what's real and what's imagined , you know which I , I think artists are always sort of like going over that border , think artists are always sort of like going over that border . Um , and and he , he was perpetually working on this memoir , he's written , he's written , he wrote a short memoir and he was before he passed . He had written up sort of a more expanded version and a lot of it took place in that well , in that place . So it was , it clearly haunted him and it was clearly something he was still processing .

Speaker 1

You know , it really defined a lot of his life yeah , again , like you can imagine being in his shoes in the asylum and going god , can I do another day of this ? Maybe I just do the national service yeah , I asked him that once .

Speaker 3

I said , you know , like looking back , don't you think it would have just been easier just to like go and ? Do a couple years or two years and , um , he said his response was , you know , he couldn't , he just that wasn't really part of his character to to take orders in that way . And also it's not , it's not just like , oh you know , like doing national service in like a pleasant country . I think the the death rate among conscripts in the ussr at the time was a staggering amount .

Speaker 3

I think it was , like you know , five percent or something . The beatings , the hazing , all of that stuff .

Speaker 1

It was not a an easy journey and you've got a target on your back from this proper soldiers , who probably resent you a little bit for having to yeah , yeah particularly the art . They'll see the spot .

Speaker 3

The artistic ones , oh yeah , yeah , the little daisies , yeah , yeah , yeah , um yeah , and so how much of obviously you're a musician in part .

Speaker 1

You've used a phrase called the Renaissance man . What does it mean to you to aspire to be a Renaissance man ? Can you define it for people listening actually and then talk about what it means to you ?

Speaker 3

That definitely comes from my father . Yeah , he raised me with that phrase and he would . He would always say you know , you have to be a renaissance man , you have to be able to do many things well and , um , I , I . My definition of that is that in the , in the study of learning to do something , you learn more about yourself and about all the other things that you have previously learned or mastered .

Speaker 3

Hopefully is the important part . In a way , once you've learned something or hopefully mastered it , you're sort of done with that . Now you don't really , you know , you can kind of put it aside , you know , because it's sort of you've explored it all , you know . And so he instilled in me that appreciation for that process , and so that's what a Renaissance man to me

The Intersection of Creativity and Mastery

Speaker 3

is . You know , something that I admire in people that that have that in the arts , but also everywhere else . You know , I think entrepreneurs and business people have an amazing sort of potential for creativity and and being a Renaissance man , and I , I , I , I love that spirit in any sector , not just in the arts .

Speaker 1

Yeah , a friend of mine challenges me not to talk about Steve Jobs in every damn podcast episode . I do .

Speaker 3

So sorry , sorry , Jan , here we go .

Speaker 1

His big thing was operating at the intersection of technology and humanities , or science and humanities . You need to understand both , and the kind of purest engineer mindset always looks at from a things from a perspective of what can't be done , and a pure artist looks at things from and maybe an impractical , non non-real-world sense . So if you can mesh together different skills , you've got a chance of creating something that can have a lasting impact . I guess a challenge for the sake of a challenge is does one at some point in life need to kind of triple down on a mission or a calling ?

Speaker 3

yeah , that's a good , rather than being a dilettante . Being a dilettante , yeah , that's , it has a romantic , you know , but do you get ?

Speaker 1

do you get shit done by being a dilettante versus dub , you know , doubling , tripling down on your calling yeah , that's a , that's a , that's a .

Speaker 3

That's a good question . I think that's a danger . I do , I do . I think you get . That's why I think the key is , I mentioned , you know , mastering something . You know seeing a dilettante won't do that . Yes , you know , and I think you can't lose sight of that . When you see something , you can't just like take a class and how to crochet and say , right , I've done that and then move on . You know , it's like the point is to kind of really figure it out and understand it . You know so fluently that you can put it aside now and you know you've you've gleaned what you could from that process . But it's only really when you've mastered it that I think you're kind of there it sounds like a mindset rather than a goal setting approach .

Speaker 1

Is that right ?

Speaker 3

Yes , correct , I think so , I think so , and you know not to get too like pretentious about it , but I think you know it kind of . It reveals the silver thread that can run through a lot of things that seemingly don't really go together , like you mentioned , arts and science and all that you know there are these silver threads and when you start to see them , that's really illuminating .

Speaker 1

Yeah , I'm going to rehash a story from the first episode I did with an investor called Simon Evan cook .

Speaker 1

He talks about a celebrity chef who was invited by the Royal Navy to look at how they basically keep submariners healthy .

Speaker 1

Okay , because they're under , you know , they have a pretty sedentary existence when they're on tour or under the water for months on end .

Speaker 1

And he effectively figured out using the technique of sous vide , which , uh , you know , a naval procurement officer would just not have the ability . And it took a few goes and iterations over the course of the TV series that kind of shadowed this , but effectively he found a way to sous vide and vacuum pack very healthy food rather than having crates and crates of vegetables and stuff just coming in , taking up lots of storage space and the chef is therefore just warming stuff up that has been pre-prepared , that is healthy and that saved . That meant they could be underwater for longer , they could patrol for longer and people were kind of more nimble on their feet and more reactive . So a celebrity chef managed to kind of improve the defense of the realm in a way that a pure specialist with a , with a , with a who has tripled down on their , on their field yeah wouldn't have been able to do and so bringing it out that kind of beginner's mindset , is this thing that goes around a lot .

Speaker 1

Okay , yeah , find the next thing that you can people sort of revel in starting at the beginning again yeah and approaching , approaching , learning I think it's super valuable , yeah , yeah so where else ? So okay , no , let's talk about . Let's talk about music then . Okay , because that's what people have first heard about you . When did you first realize you were into music ? Or were you following instruction from your dad that I need to be a Renaissance man ? So music is the first place .

Speaker 3

No . So I wanted to be a filmmaker . When I was younger that was my and I made a short film and it was . No one is allowed to see it because it's the most pretentious piece of shit you could imagine it was like 12 minutes of pure pretension . No one is allowed to see it , because it's the most pretentious piece of shit you could imagine .

Speaker 1

It was like 12 minutes of pure pretension . We're not necessarily against pretentiousness on this podcast .

Speaker 3

Oh , you're going to love the rest of this interview . Then , when I made the short , I needed music for it , and so there was a piano in the house that I was living in and I didn't know how to play it , but I just set up one of these mics on it and I just was plonking around literally memorizing . I played this key and then that it needed something very sparse and like piano . You know , like I said , very pretentious short film . You can imagine the score that goes with it . But when I was finished with the film I realized it was trash .

Speaker 3

But the score was actually really good , yeah , and there was something there , and the process of that was so much more satisfying and immediate than making the film that I found myself coming back to that piano and playing some more and then learning how to play music and I was like , oh , this is so much better than raising some money to like shoot a film and it's such a long process . You can just sit at the piano and write a song . So that kind of hooked me . And then I taught myself how to play guitar and piano and started writing and that's what got me into it and it and it totally took over , started writing songs started writing songs .

Speaker 3

Yeah , so I never . I never . Traditionally , people learn how to play like covers . You know , you learn how to play wonderwall and then you start writing your , your music . I never , I never learned how to do that . Even now , when I try to do a cover , it's so strange to me . Now I can , I can figure it out , but I I went straight into writing original material because that was just that came very easily to me yes , although I want to challenge you on that , but keep going , okay , yeah um , so that that eclipsed film and I switched passions .

Speaker 1

Yeah , that's interesting , because people tend to switch because they like the romantic idea of something , and then they start it and they go , oh this is quite hard , let me switch to something else . And then they spend their whole life switching at the base , which is something that I have been guilty of at times .

Speaker 2

Yeah .

Speaker 1

And I just want to pick you up on that kind of you . Just , you know , you sat on the piano and then all of a sudden you had a song that you'd never played , this instrument never played before . What insights can someone listening glean from that ? That ? Would they ? A lot of people would have a get out , get out of jail card there and go .

Speaker 1

Well , he's obviously just genetically predisposed to that and so , um , that's not relevant to me , or and maybe you're not trying to teach you anything by saying that you're just recounting experience , but there must have been more to it than that . There must have been a persistence or a desire that caused you to do that , rather than you just were blessed with this endowment by up and high .

Speaker 3

Yeah , yeah , I mean , it wasn't very complicated .

Speaker 3

It wasn't very complicated you know , but I think the way something is sort of constructed has always appealed to me . You know a song or a movie , or you know furniture , you know , and it's like , well , you know how does this go together and why does it work , and sort of , and so it was kind of a there was some curiosity there . Yes , you know , and then look , I absolutely think anybody can sit down at a piano and not know how to play anything . You could literally just put you know 15 notes together in sequence and that is a song there's . That's not much to it . It might not be a great song , that is something you know . And if you like it and you think there's more to this mine , then you can go in and see what else you can and then you apply the craft mindset yeah to , to that , yeah , iterate yeah yeah , yeah , interesting .

Speaker 1

And so you , you , um , you realize you started writing songs , were you ? Were you in parallel honing other skills at the same time ? Or was it were you totally focused on that ?

Speaker 3

No , I was , I was doing that . I was doing that I would say half the time , and the other half the time when I needed to make money , I would do furniture restoration or design .

Speaker 1

Yes , and I would build . You know which is what you do full time , not which is what you do full-time , not full-time , but as your primary .

Speaker 3

Yeah , yeah , yeah , to make money . You certainly don't make any money on music .

Speaker 1

Although we'll do a plug for your songs later , but you've got quite a few downloads on Spotify and it's very good , so we'll maybe one day keep going yeah . I'm waiting , I'm yeah yeah , so you , yeah , how do you get into furniture ? What , what

Craftsmanship, Emotion, and Creative Inspiration

Speaker 1

you know ? We have a phrase , as you know , in english so and so has become part of the furniture , which is a way of denigrating the person , but it also denigrates the furniture in some ways , because you ?

Speaker 3

yeah , I find that a deeply offensive comment yeah , I'm just kidding .

Speaker 1

Well , exactly that's the thing the phrase is is designed to something that you , you , you look at , yeah , and you try and make as beautiful as possible . Yeah , has become in the minds of people's background noise , yeah , or purely functional , but actually they probably derive huge value from it . They just don't realize it when they do see walk into a room with beautiful furniture yeah or that's probably been made or thoughtfully put together by someone in .

Speaker 1

you're at the beginning of the food chain or you're upstream to that , so how did you recognize that and get into it ?

Speaker 3

Well , doing repairs and restoration , you know . I think again appeal to wanting to know how something works and why it's like that and how do you fix it you know , right , and there's a craft element to that . You know right , and there's a craft element to that , um and um . It's interesting , you know , furniture is especially on the restoration front . People have incredibly emotional attachment to their furniture . Some people don't realize it but , like you know , you have like your favorite chair that you sit in and it's it's not worth five pounds .

Speaker 3

You know you , you know , but you wouldn't lose that for anything , like you would sit in it or your dining table or your sofa , right like there's . These are . People form very sentimental attachments and so , being you know I I started doing repairs and restoration . People would bring in pieces . It was like my grandma's table , or you know , I bought this chair and I nursed my kid in it and now I want to restore it and having , you know , breakdown in tears when the when the work was done , because they it was . It was the way they remembered it when they were a child or when their , their , their child was young , um , so there was this very emotional aspect to it that I loved , um , and feeling like you're part of sort of a lineage of that particular piece . You're sort of keeping it from the landfill and putting it back in action , you know .

Speaker 3

So to me that's part of the craft thing and the kind of the study of like how something works , and I found it very compatible , compatible with making music . In fact my music studio was sort of a walled off section of my shop and a lot of my clients didn't even know I had a music studio back there . That was the sort of . That was what happened in the evening there , but there was this kind of very simpatico relationship of craft between the two operations people from the outside would see dissonance , but actually they were , as you say , simpatico yeah , to me , to me they were both , they were part of the same laboratory .

Speaker 3

Yeah , you know do you ?

Speaker 1

who are your heroes ?

Speaker 3

um , you know , I would say people like Nick Cave is a huge hero of mine .

Speaker 1

People like I'm going to feign ignorance here , okay , and therefore maybe one or two people listening too , so can you . Who is Nick Cave . Why should we care ?

Speaker 3

He's an Australian musician Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds and he's just sort of an amazing creative mind . He's also a wonderful writer . He's written a lot about grief . He's an intellectual . He's written a lot about religion and spirituality and songwriting . He's kind of multi-talented and I find him very inspiring . I think he approaches life as an artist in which I find kind of liberating . It's outside of just the music world . So he's a huge model and a reference point for me . People like Tom Waits , leonard Cohen .

Speaker 1

Yeah .

Speaker 3

You know , and more kind of meta to music .

Speaker 1

People like Tom Waits and Leonard Cohen , yeah , yeah . You know , and more kind of meta to music from that Renaissance perspective . Yeah , are there people ? I mean , the obvious one is Da Vinci . You know who did the Vitruvian man and was the kind of genesis of that concept ? Yeah , did the Vitruvian man and was the kind of Genesis of that concept of being very highly accomplished at lots of things .

Speaker 2

Yeah .

Speaker 1

Which we can aspire to . But beyond music to who , who , who ? The people you kind of have looked up to have been helpful to you .

Speaker 3

I'm kind of blanking .

Speaker 1

Yeah , yeah , I , I mean I you know well , steve , you mentioned steve jobs , I'll , I'll take that you know , I mean , I I find him inspiring and I do sense this sort of Steve Jobs about you , in that you're not a douchebag , obviously Right .

Speaker 3

You're a terrible judge of character .

Speaker 1

But that aesthetic sensibility . You know he couldn't buy furniture right . Because he just couldn't , he didn't have the time .

Speaker 3

Is this true ? Yeah , oh really , His houses where he lived for large parts of his life .

Speaker 1

He didn't have the time . Is this true ? Yeah , oh really . His houses where he lived for large parts of his life . He couldn't furnish them because he would find things ugly , and unless it was beautiful he didn't want to have anything to do with it . Oh interesting . So he'd go to his house and there'd be nothing there , and it was a weight that carried him right through to his final days . So he was . You know , there's a really sad story of when he's recovering from a cancer operation .

Speaker 3

Yeah .

Speaker 1

And he's sort of flitting in and out of consciousness and this nurse tries to put a respirator or one of those breathing masks over his and he kind of rips it off and goes it's ugly . I can think I'm going to give you some designs to make this look a bit better , because there's 10 different ways we can make this more functional and you know which is like the ?

Speaker 1

nurse is like can you stop being a dick and just put it on right right and some people , some people hear that story and go like you know what , what a douche . And other people kind of go wild like you couldn't . That again going referencing back to alex martin , you know that distaste of ugliness , that that dislike of ugliness , yeah , as a real thing to be avoided , which people don't think about . So I'm guessing that you , or unintentionally you , are focused on creating beauty for the world .

Speaker 3

Yeah , yeah , I think you know you're , you're like something . I think when you're creating something , you're like you're creating it because it's the way it's been done before is wrong . It seemed , it feels wrong to you , and so you're you're trying to fix it or correct it , you know .

Speaker 2

Yeah .

Speaker 3

Otherwise you wouldn't do it . You know , if somebody's done it like you , would you know , you , you , why would you be compelled , yeah , to do that , you know ? Um , so , yeah , I suppose I , I don't , I don't really think about it in terms of beauty or not , but I just feel like I need to make a better version , a version that better represents , you know , the world as I see it , or the world as I'm experiencing it .

Speaker 1

You know well , there's interesting because , also , like in the soviet Union thing , because profit was frowned on , there was no incentive to do things differently or put your own flavor on them , so things just started looking the same . So yeah , glasses , mugs , tables , chairs , you know there was no point adding color to it because you're not allowed to sell it for any more than the person down the road , so you lost that artistic application on the world , whether from a commercial perspective or not . Yeah , so maybe there's something there .

Speaker 3

Yes , there's definitely a real beauty vacuum in that era of Russian creativity .

Speaker 1

For a nation or a part of the world that has produced serious art .

Speaker 3

Yeah .

Exploring Russian Literature and Atheism

Speaker 1

Are you a fan of Russian literature ?

Speaker 3

Oh yes , absolutely . Some of the best .

Speaker 1

I've done some Dostoevsky Crime and Punishment and Brothers Karamazov yeah , the latter I probably need to read again a couple of times . My wife's more of a Tolstoy gal . Okay , yeah , she's War and Peace . She's doing Anna Karenina now actually . But one person I thought might resonate with you is Solzhenitsyn .

Speaker 2

Mm-hmm .

Speaker 1

Is that someone ? You've read much ?

Speaker 3

Yeah , I mean , I've read a day in the life of yes , yeah , that's the one we all go for .

Speaker 3

Yes yes , yeah , you know , I , I , my dad , had very strong opinions about russian literature . Being a writer and and having read them all and he was , he was very opinionated and he felt like solzhenitsyn didn't quite you know sure , get up there with pushkin and dostoevsky and goggle , you know . So , um , I think that definitely colored my opinion of it . He found him a bit , you know , dry and pedantic , um , but I , I really enjoyed it and um , I I think it's fantastic . Also , this guy lermontov . He wrote a short book called A Hero of Our Time , which is amazing . But , yeah , I mean , russian literature , it's some of the greatest .

Speaker 1

There's a great scene in . It's amazing how humorous a book like Day in the Life of Ivan Denisovich can be .

Speaker 2

Yeah .

Speaker 1

You know , for people who haven't read it , it's short . I highly recommend it . It's basically one day in the Gul of Ivan Denisovich can be . Yeah , you know , for people who haven't read it , it's short , I highly recommend it . It's basically one day in the Gulag . Yeah , and there's a moment there's a rule in the Gulag where if the temperatures hit below minus 40 , no one has to work , and so every morning at a certain time after waking up , there's the checking of the thermometer . This guy has to kind of climb this pole , yeah , and there's a sort of people walking past nervous tension . Could today be the day we don't have to go and , you know , do back-breaking labor ?

Speaker 1

yeah yeah and you know , it feels that day that he's writing , feels extra cold and he's unwell and he's umming and ahhing about whether he should go for the medical bay or not , and if he doesn't get in then it's big problems . If he gets in it's big problems , so there's no right , you know . But this person kind of climbs the pole and then you know , no only minus 23 guys back to work and it was this written it actually .

Speaker 1

Just I was laughing and it's obviously for something so deeply tragic . Yeah , I mean certainly flitting about from sultan and listen to orwell , who ? Orwell , who kind of said there's four reasons why people write and one of the four reasons is for political reasons . I would , and I would put salt and it's in that camp he was . His aim was , yes , to maybe sound good and be beautiful , but more to shape the world in a certain way .

Speaker 1

He was successful as anyone by waking up Western intellectuals to the damage that was being done . You're a Hitchens fan .

Speaker 3

Love Hitchens .

Speaker 1

Yeah .

Speaker 3

Yes .

Speaker 1

I've never read any .

Speaker 3

Hitchens . I put him up there in my top heroes . Actually I should mention him . Yeah , heroes slash role models .

Speaker 1

Yeah , how does ? Are you ? Does that ? Do you have any spirituality ? And if so , does that create dissonance with Hitchens or are you kind of aligned with him on his views on religion and God ?

Speaker 3

Yes and yes .

Speaker 1

Yes and God yes and yes , yes , yeah .

Speaker 3

Okay , yeah , I don't find it in contradiction to what he says . In fact , I love it . I mean , he was a good . He was good friends , I believe , with Paul Tillich .

Speaker 1

Right .

Speaker 3

Do you know that fellow ?

Speaker 1

No .

Speaker 3

I think he was English , but he famously said you know'm , when I'm speaking with an atheist , I'm a catholic , and when I'm speaking with catholics , I'm an atheist yes , you know um that resonates with me . Yeah , yeah , I don't see , I don't , I've never understood why . That's like everything hitchens says about religion I completely agree with , and I and I think any serious Christian or serious you know , a person who's interested in spirituality . I don't see how they can be offended or find that in contradiction with what's so you know .

Speaker 1

Obviously true my only pushback is I don't think maybe it's not a pushback , but religiosity or religious behavior , yeah , is in human nature . Yeah , maybe he was particularly religious about his anti-theism in some ways . But we , you know it's a bit like energy it does . It just goes from one form to another and so we sort of shifted from Christianity to wokeism or greenism in a way . If you look at , I'm all for , maybe from a small C conservative standpoint . We have a duty to the environment for future generations . But environmentalism with a catalyst sort of become very religious . You know it's got its its child prophet , it's got . You know it doesn't tolerate dissent and you know , at least the old religions that have been around for a long time have that sort of lindy or durability to them that have more guidance or insight for people in the world . I do feel there's a bit of a vacuum , like kind of the wokeism just doesn't cut it .

Speaker 3

Right .

Speaker 1

For a young person coming , you know , grappling with how to approach the world , world I know it's inept , it's , it doesn't .

Speaker 3

Yeah , yeah and like , and like the new gurus . Now you know , like you know andrew tate on one side .

Speaker 3

Let's say exactly , or like , uh , jordan peterson or you know like those are like who young people are looking to for guidance , you know which is kind of . I mean nothing against jordan peters or whatever . Some of his stuff is interesting , but that it's a bit pathetic . If you're looking for a real sort of elder , you know , input like that , if those are your options , that's . That's rough , because religion's really not providing that right now at least the mainstream religions aren't , you know no you kind of they're so .

Speaker 1

I mean Nietzsche predicted this right .

Speaker 2

Yeah .

Speaker 1

And it's sort of transpiring . Where you look at the Church of England , it's basically an atheist . It behaves like an atheistic institution that's so terrified of you know , upsetting a secular or upset a secular apple cart yeah and it's .

Speaker 1

It's creating this vacuum and you know we need I , I guess . Okay , so let me . Let me put it another way . Your childhood was based on the experiences of some pretty dramatic experiences of your father that you've mentioned about , you know , trying to basically run away from the authorities . Is there a danger as parents today that you've mentioned about trying to basically run away from the authorities ? Is there a danger as parents today , that we are just over-protecting or trying to mitigate too much downside for our kids and not giving them those rich experiences that can inform an artistic sensibility , whether it's helicopter parenting or I mean I know people who tend to be artists or entrepreneurs of a successful nature have some sort of challenging upbringing . Often you look at Elon Steve Jobs was . He had a very comfortable upbringing but he was adopted .

Parenting, Creativity, and Artificial Intelligence

Speaker 1

How do you approach parenting with your experiences ?

Speaker 3

What , like , do I make things as difficult as possible for them ? Well , that's the thing .

Speaker 1

Like you know , do you go ? God , is this just all a bit too easy ?

Speaker 2

Yeah .

Speaker 1

You're never going to have an edge because you don't you haven't experienced anything dangerous um , that's tricky .

Speaker 3

I don't think , I don't think you can , I don't think you can artificially create that and , and and you know you want to , and what ?

Speaker 3

nor do you want , nor do you want to . Yeah , and also so like just speaking about my childhood , I think there was a very fine line that was often crossed between a very you know wild , you know interesting , bohemian childhood and being in , in , in , in , and crossing the line into just like a chaos . That could that kind of created some trauma and tension . Okay , right , and that's never good . Tension is never good . You know you want to , you want to push somebody far enough that they can grow stronger from the experience , but you don't want to damage them or create strain . That then is it just sort of accumulates scar tissue throughout their life , right , so , and then you're you're behaving on the wrong motivations .

Speaker 1

You yeah , you've got a point to prove , or ?

Speaker 3

yeah , you're you're .

Speaker 3

You're in battle against the world , rather than flowing with it yeah , exactly , and I'm and I and I , I think it's a it's that we have a sick fascination with that . The value of that kind of suffering , like even when you mentioned steve jobs , like like that saddens me . That he looked at the mask that way , like that sounds like , you know , could he not be free from his own sort of obsessiveness , and like it would be great if he could be , if he could just be a little more separate from it , if he just had a little bit less of attention around , that he would be liberated from it and still able to use it , and you know , that would .

Speaker 1

That's the ideal that's reading his biography by wal Isaacson was was the running conflict I had in my head the whole way through . Like you know , don't park in the disabled bay .

Speaker 2

You don't need to do that .

Speaker 3

Yeah .

Speaker 1

Or like that mindset of you know he had , you know , um , he believed whether he believed it or he was doing it just to , because he could , or just to test people that he didn't smell right , his diet . He said I don't need to bathe because , oh , he didn't bathe . He did well when he was younger . So when he was , you know , apple was doing well , yeah , he was going into board meetings , he wasn't wearing socks and he's like because of my diet I don't sweat .

Speaker 1

In a certain way that doesn't create because I really eat fruit or something . And everyone's like , no , steve , you need to have a bath before you come to board meetings . And he's like , no , no , 30 people tell you you smell and you still don't give a shit . Yeah , and it's , you know . And you think , okay , he got kicked out . Maybe when he comes back he's going to be a bit more mellow , and so that's the kind of grappling Could he be him without and still do what he did ? Do what he did ? Yeah . And maybe an answer is that some of some people just overweigh the impact they can have on the broader world and underweigh the negative impact as a result they have on people around them , close to them totally , totally and one example of that sorry is when they were developing the screen of the Mac 2 .

Speaker 2

Yeah .

Speaker 1

They were spending the kind of deadlines , all that kind of stuff and the title bar . So you know where you kind of minimize , maximize and it tells you what window you've got open .

Speaker 1

They were . The team was spending . Steve was spending a bit too much time on this . Yeah , can we ? We've got other things we need to do to get this ready to ship on time . And he was like , can you imagine having to stare at that all day ? We have to get this right for the . Yeah , he was thinking I'm not going to upset the team , I don't care about upsetting the team . I care about the millions of people who I want to bring into computing and make computing mainstream for for it to be right for them and my daughter , my family , my employees they're very tertiary to that . It'd be nice to be able to do both yeah , but it's tough .

Speaker 3

It's tough and I you know , I think you know , most geniuses are very unpleasant . Yes , you know , I mean van morrison , bob dylan , the stories of people in the studio with them . They're just like oh they're assholes .

Speaker 1

What was Bob Dylan ?

Speaker 3

I think Bob Dylan's kind of a little kookier , maybe he's more on the eccentric side , but Van Morrison's like you know , sort of . You know there's a lot of stories about what an asshole he was , but you know Picasso's a big one wasn't he yeah , yeah . But at the same time , like you know , if you're if , if , if you're in order to make something great , you have to ignore what the idiots around you are telling you to do .

Speaker 1

Yeah Right , it can't be done .

Speaker 3

It can't be done . It can't be . You should make it sound like this we need a hit , we need , you know , whatever . So you're so used to ignoring them and you , and , and you have to . You know , like , if you're a polite person and a producer's like , hey , you know , van , like maybe try something like this , you'd be like , okay , I'll try it . You know , thanks for your input . You know that you , you , you waste a day , you , you go down the wrong road . You know you have to develop this kind of asshole response because you know time is precious and you have to like , get in there and like , let's , let's , let's stay focused on making something original .

Speaker 1

You know and I think also you weed out people who aren't on board . Yeah , because if the mission is more important to your team , then feeling liked yeah they're more likely to get it right right and people for whom it matters you know how they're approached or how they're spoken to . Yeah , yeah , um do you ?

Speaker 1

um worry about or is ai an opportunity ? And I'll give you some context for that question . Yeah , there's definitely a sense I get and people have written about this where the algorithm or the backward looking data , the , the roe , the roi return on investment for what has worked in the past is now dominating more than ever with , let's say , films . You know every film's a reboot , it's a rehash it's a prequel , it's a sequel , every song , now that is .

Speaker 1

I'm sure the recording studios are kind of like look , we know what a hit song is yeah so let's just stick to it yeah and it's based on backward looking data , not new um new insights .

Speaker 1

So when we're running , it feels like we've hit the end of the road with music . You know it started with Bach or it didn't start with Bach . Obviously , it started much before and it ends with Taylor Swift and we're going to . You know , no disrespect , she doesn't really care what I think , I'm sure , but you know where does it go from here ? Or is the algorithm a huge opportunity , because the ai will do that for you and therefore real creators can then use that fast track , the muscle memory , and it'll be a much better environment for art . You know boutique artisanal creators such as yourself yeah , I agree with the latter totally .

Speaker 3

Yeah , I , I'm hopeful about it , I think it's exciting . I don't know where it's going to go , but I think I think , um , you know , I think the time is right for , for a shake-up , and it's exciting when you don't know where you know art's going to go . Yeah , and I think the question now , what ? What is an artist if ? If a computer program can do 90 of what you've been doing , what makes an artist and what makes a human ? You know , and I think figuring out what that question is is , you know , really exciting . Um , because I think so many humans are just making music like a machine . Anyways , you know , I'd rather machine do it , I'd rather , you know , save them the time . Yeah , you know . So I'm not threatened by that , you know , and I don't , I'm excited to see where it goes . You know , I think there's , you know , I mean , mean the amount of times you're in a studio like doing that . You're spending all day and you're doing the same , the same beat that's been recorded thousands of times before .

Speaker 3

You're like this is so ridiculous , like isn't there a way to make this happen more quickly so that we can get on with ? You know the actual creativity , and I look forward to the days when you can just go in and say I want the michael jackson's beat from billy jean and I want you know the bass line from this song and you know like something in that style and you can put it together and then it's . You know , you can sort of really put your the human element on that because we are doing that , whether we realize it or not , we are yeah drawing on sources yeah we're drawing on our own algorithms .

Speaker 1

Yeah , because the impact of listening to michael jackson 100 times as a 17 year old is probably playing out without you realizing or not .

Speaker 3

Yeah , now when you're in the recording studio doing a completely unrelated song yeah , yeah , and I think you know , I think there's some discomfort around that , you know , because the busy work of doing things is gives you the the illusion that you're doing something or that you're creating something , but really I don't think we are , we're just repeating busy being busy busy being busy yeah , and it will be a big .

Speaker 1

It's quite . It's quite scary , I guess , when tasks get taken away from you and you're like , oh , now what do I do ? Because and I think this is a technology , is a liberator , but it also it . You know , being liberated is not some . It is not easy for those who are enslaved sadly .

Speaker 3

I'm sure that's an awkward transition . What do I do now ?

Speaker 1

Yeah , so what is real creativity to you , then ?

Speaker 3

God real puff questions here .

Speaker 1

Yeah , the hard ones come later what ?

Speaker 3

okay , what is creativity ? Is that sorry ?

Speaker 1

well , you , you , you mentioned that you know it'd be good to get away the menial stuff so I can focus on the real creativity yeah , oh , I see yeah so right I said that maybe people can rewind and check . I think I do um , well , I I .

Speaker 3

That's the question . I think that's the .

Speaker 1

That's what I think we'd be trying to figure out .

Speaker 3

Yeah because you're , you're , you know , isolating it , you know , from all the busy work you know . So we have , for the first time , we might be seeing it very clearly like what is , you know , this essential human element in creativity ? And what is that ? But , padded with all of the rote , you know , um , stuff that we've learned and recycled , um , so I'm excited to see what that is , I . But I don't , I don't know what it , I don't know what it is . I think there's , I think there's always an element of magic in creativity , something a little mysterious , not a little very mysterious and unknown . When something is coming together and I think there's just an innate part of us that is really , you know , drawn to that and is captivated by it .

Speaker 1

There's is that . That's the muse , as some people call it , the muse that comes you've got to turn up , but the muse will yes do you struggle ?

Speaker 3

use like higher , higher energies . You know god , whatever you want to call it , like the spirit in the room , like it is . But there's this thing that appears right and every writer and painter and , you know , inventor knows it . It's bigger than you are and it's mysterious and you want to know more about it . You know , and it's elusive , it's like you can't summon it , you can't difficult to describe , as you can see by my words . You know , but it's real and there is something hypnotic about it that you want to come back to it again and again .

Speaker 1

And do you ? How do you ? We're in a world of abundant disruption and distraction . How do you cope with being creative or practicing your craft with calls on your attention from your phone or the news ? Do you have a protocol to switch off ? Do you have any habits or tactics ? Is it getting up early ? Is it just turning up making time for it , or has it got harder ?

Speaker 3

yeah , that's a good question , uh , uh , for myself , I think it's . Yeah , there's something about turning up , you know , and knowing when I need it in a way , you know , for me I work a lot at night or at evenings , interesting you know , and I often find myself charged up and I'll go and start working on something and and then , and I always find out , it was like a full moon that night and I , you know , and I and I didn't , I didn't know it at the time , you know , so it was like , you know , I don't know what that means , but something sort of was , like , you know , awakened and , you know , drawn to something , and it's like I need to go and communicate with this muse , you know , awakened and , you know , drawn to something , and it's like I need to go and communicate with this muse , you know you know , what .

Speaker 2

I mean .

Speaker 1

Yeah , and when you the the , there's no right answer . And if there is an answer , that kind of the magic gets taken away . You know , someone was asking what is ? How do you define the divine ? And they're like well , I can't , because if I I do , then it's not divine yeah , exactly , um , exactly this mystery yeah , yeah , have you heard of the is ?

Speaker 1

well , there's a parable used by peter drucker , who's this management guru , but he calls it the , the three stonemason parable okay , and it's basically uh , man walks down the road , sees three stonemason parable Okay , and it's basically a man walks down a road , sees three stonemasons and goes to the first one .

California's Myth and Reality

Speaker 1

What are you doing ? I'm working hard to earn a living , to support my family and be a good citizen . That goes to the stonemason Number two . What are you doing ? And the stonemason Number two what are you doing ?

Speaker 1

And the stonemason goes I am practicing my craft to be the best stonemason in the world . And then stonemason number three looks up with the eyes of a zealot , with kind of energy and tension , and goes I'm building a cathedral and I've . It's a great little story , but it it's . It's slightly frustrating in a way , because it means that you're permanently . I find myself turning away from stuff a lot because it's not my cathedral , but I don't know what my cathedral is , and yeah it means that you don't do number two and then you barely kind of do number one because it's um .

Speaker 1

Is that something that resonates with you ? Or or do you feel like your cathedral is not just the stone , it's everything , it's the windows too ?

Speaker 3

yeah , the furniture . Yeah , um , were you not listening ? I don't work in stone . I don't know , I don't know , I don't . Yeah , I don't know what the cathedral is . Yeah , yeah , but again , I think it's that , it's that there's definitely a search for it . You know , I'm looking for that sort of experience . You know , I guess I'm always trying to build it . I guess I am always trying to build a cathedral . Yeah , I think so .

Speaker 1

I never thought about it in that way , but I guess it's the wrong mindset , because a cathedral indicates an end point and there isn't one really Right , you've just got to keep going Right the journey is the reward , as they say .

Speaker 2

Yeah , yeah .

Speaker 1

Just circling back to the parenting question , yeah , something that's been on on mine and my , my wife's mind about parenting and we've thought about some . You know , how do you create some sort of you know , edge or niche or differentiation ?

Speaker 1

sounds awful , sounds like you're designing a product , but giving your , giving your kids something that's sort of a little bit different and one one answer was you know we should live abroad at some point , right , oh yeah , um , and then you kind of you start who knows when we're gonna the universities to conspire to it , or we've got to commit , but we always . It's fun post-bedtime chat to kind of imagine where would it be you know , if you had the map in front of you and you go well , it's got to be somewhere hot or somewhere like why leave england to go to another cold , wet , yeah , gray country ?

Speaker 1

yeah right , so you go . Okay , so that writes off certain parts . I can't deal with bureaucracy . I can't deal with like just I want some good air quality , I want some nice scenery , I want some good weather , I need to be able to work , I need some sort of economic and slowly you just narrow down everything and the only answer Is to stay no .

Speaker 3

Well , maybe , yeah , that's what happens in here ?

Speaker 1

Yeah , god . Yeah , and maybe yeah , that's what happens and yeah , yeah , we'll have this conversation 40 years time . Did you leave knowing it , but no , you end up the . The answer is has always been california oh yeah , oh interesting um now it feels like that's no longer the case .

Speaker 1

If you read the news now , people , people will be questioning why sasha doesn't sound russian or english , considering your um , your parents are russian , english , so I can . Yeah , spoiler alert , you're california . Yeah , um , when did you go there ? And and what does it mean to you ? To what does California mean to you ? Because it has this magical sense in people's minds .

Speaker 3

Yeah .

Speaker 1

Which is maybe diminishing somewhat .

Speaker 3

That's what drew my parents there . So we emigrated to California from England and then Italy . We lived in Italy for three years and then we immigrated to California . I was this was in like 1987 . So I was seven years old when we moved there .

Speaker 3

And my parents were definitely drawn to California because of that , that mythological sort of status that it has of being the Western frontier . You know the place you go to , you know make your own way right , and it's always sunny and there's always beaches and everyone's tan , and it very much still has that spirit . It very much still does it's , I think , changed as it does . It's , I think , you know , changed , you know as it does . You know , I think that you know we've been living in England for the last , you know , few years on and off , and I think going back has been very interesting because we kind of seen it from now from slightly more of an outside perspective . Yeah , and like yourself , observing people's reactions when you mention california , everyone has that same reaction like , oh wow , california , like it just has such a status in people's , in people's minds , um , so I think fresh orange juice , you think skiing , you think the beach yeah , like yeah , avocados and silicon valley and yeah , and la and hollywood and and and , but it's obviously a huge place .

Speaker 1

It's huge a source of you know . You read about the homelessness problem or the regulatory burden , the tax burden that businesses have to go through , and the crime . There's a story maybe apocryphal , maybe not where people in certain parts have to .

Speaker 1

They basically empty their cars at night and they leave their car windows open , they leave the boot open so that the car doesn't get broken into because there's nothing to steal here . Yeah , and you kind of feel like , if that's normal behavior , that feels like kind of end of civilization type stuff , yes , is that worry you , or do you think it's just part of the friction of life and it's just a cyclical thing that will just , over time , progression and we'll take take its normal course ?

Speaker 3

Yeah , I think so . All of those reports are true . I think they are that that is all pretty accurate . And you know , we live north of san francisco and the sort of wine country and san francisco is very much like that , like the break . Everyone . I've known so many people I've had their cars broken into . I've had my cars broken into . You know , people do leave their windows down sometimes or they put a note in the window like nothing inside , please don't do it . And that is that is happening . That is happening . I think some of those stories are sort of taken out of context and amplified , yeah , and I think there's a lot of very strange murky interest groups that are , you know , amplifying those stories in it I think , what are they ?

Speaker 3

well , I I think there's a lot of right-wing conservative groups that right , or states that want to paint california as a liberal disaster okay whose policies are failing its citizens .

Speaker 3

You know , you know , this is what happens when you don't put people in jail for shoplifting , as shoplifting goes rampant . You know this , you , if you don't put people in jail for breaking into cars , this is what happens , right , because that's what it . What these ? Why this is happening is like the san francisco da has sort of decided not to prosecute some of these low-level crimes , yeah , and so that kind of opened the floodgates that's the reason they give I , I would .

Speaker 1

I I have another view , but which we can talk about later . But has then , I mean the has there not been some sort of business exodus ? Oh yeah , sam from from california to florida , like texas or something . Yeah , no there .

Speaker 3

There has been , there has been . But you know , I mean they leave . Some of them are probably going to come back . Business-wise it makes a lot more sense , like to to leave right , like tesla did , and all that . That totally makes sense . But I don't know , I don't know if you know california , it it's . It's such a it's at such a premium right now that you can't really open the floodgates to deregulation . And you know all that stuff for , like , big factories because it's so expensive , like I don't know .

Speaker 1

I that isn't the problem and I don't think california is unique . You know , you go to any western city , go to paris . It's happening in london . You know , homelessness crime .

Speaker 1

It's a function , I believe , of land basically being privately owned yeah , and yeah therefore , it's the one factor of production from an economic theory perspective that is fixed and is um , and all of us are at the mercy of landowners who jack up the rents , jack up the prices because they can , and the more economic progress there is , the more the prices go up , the more land speculation goes on , and you know we were talking about it earlier it becomes you're just . The cost of a coffee is not to the pockets of the people working in the cafeteria , it's going to the landowner to pay the rent .

Speaker 1

Um , and this isn't a california specific problem , this is a uk europe yeah , exactly , yeah , I mean it's the most , and it is , this is , it is at its most demonstrable at the most economically advanced , the most progressed parts of the West .

Speaker 2

Yeah .

Speaker 1

That's where the symptoms of this kind of land ownership manifest themselves . This is Henry George , 19th century economist , who um argued this that we , should you know you shouldn't tax labor , it should be no tax on your wages and you shouldn't tax capital . Actually , labor and capital are not in conflict with each other . The big conflict is labor and capital versus landowners , um , and something's got to break that , because people just can't get access to housing yeah and hence homelessness .

Speaker 3

And he predicted in 1850 look , homelessness is going to go on the rise right , right , and you kind of read it , you go , wow , this is , this is really playing out yeah um , yeah , so maybe california will be the one that takes us out of this as a result , because they've got the most to lose .

Speaker 3

Yeah , and I know a lot of people who have moved out of California because there is a feeling that I don't want to downplay , the feeling that it has changed and it's gotten impossibly expensive to live there . It's very difficult to have a business there . The government is is is is really cruel to businesses , right , very unfriendly . Um , but I will say that a lot of people that I know who have moved to texas and florida have come back yeah , no or have talked about coming back or have realized , oh , crap , there's no silver bullet .

Speaker 3

Yeah , yeah , or they realize okay , yeah , I was paying 30% , 40% more to live in California , but , oh my God , it was worth it . Yeah , because if you've ever been in Texas , it's pretty magical at times , but for eight months out of the year it's pretty magical at times , but for , you know , eight months out of the year it's an inferno , unbearable , unbearable . And you're basically inside in air conditioning , you know , sort of , you know , cowering from life . So there , that's the other side of this , this California , you know portrait of horror .

Speaker 1

Yeah , it's that magical place really yeah , yeah , um , and it's really .

Speaker 3

it's really the only state . I've explored other states , my wife and children and I we've traveled and you know it's been really fun to open our minds to what it would be like to like live in a place like Texas or Colorado or whatever . We love those states , we have friends and family there , but California is the only one for us , and so what ? Has living in England confirmed that for you .

Speaker 1

What's your experience of England , looking at little old us here , yeah , versus this magical place that you know we recognize exists and is calling you back ?

Speaker 3

yeah , what's it ?

Speaker 1

been like here the last three years , is it ?

Speaker 3

yeah , on , on and off . Yeah , three years , um , I mean it's been amazing , it's been a totally amazing experience . And going back to your parenting , your question of doing that like that , you know it's been an amazing experience for the kids . Yeah , you know , to have that experience of a different way of of living , even though , I mean , we're similar in a lot of ways but there's some fundamental differences um , I think you know , I was born here and a family and I've always visited , so it's not unfamiliar to me .

Speaker 3

But living for a sustained period here definitely shows you , um , how connected I think people are with each other . There's more awareness of other people , I think . Right , this you can kind of take it for granted , but you're on this little island , you're in it together , whether you like it or not , and America is fundamentally a place for individualism , right ? Yes , every man for himself , you know it very much , still has that Wild West . You know pioneer mentality and you see it in the way people just relate to each other in public spaces or on the road , um , subtle things , and you really notice the difference here queuing , queuing , yes , queuing and like or being on a train , a packed train , and , but it's queuing and like , or being on a train , a packed train , and but it's , there's a quiet , there's a calm , because you know , like you put a bunch of americans in a packed train and you're gonna have so many viral videos going on , you know , but people are get out of my space . You know , excuse me , you know , it's just , it would just turn into a feral atmosphere very quickly .

Speaker 3

And it's not that it doesn't happen here , but I've been in those situations where I've been so impressed by the generosity of space and freedom with each other . Yeah , so that's something that I've taken a lot from this experience , apart from , obviously , the culture and the history and the education . Something that I've I've taken a lot from this experience from , you know , apart from , obviously , the culture and the history and the education , the , you know , the deeper appreciation for language and things like that . That's all I . I knew I was walking into that , but it's this other thing , the way energetically people are with each other here , that I've really yeah , appreciated , and , and you've got that english in you , haven't you ?

Speaker 1

so that , um , I guess , helps you recognize it in some ways .

The Future of Art and Technology

Speaker 1

And what's next for you then ? What's the next craft or the next arm of the renaissance man ?

Speaker 3

oh , um , the next thing is I'm designing , um , like a series of furniture , a custom of new , new , new furniture that I'm I'm building for kind of a , an exhibition that I'm going to do in the fall , um and the the . The theme is sort of man's interference with nature . So it's going to be kind of working with more sculptural wood pieces and turning them into functional furniture , but trying to find exactly that point that the interference is necessary to make it functional , but not really going beyond that , this idea that nature needs man to interfere to bring order or function into into itself , um , but also that if you go too far , then you know you've sort of killed the nature and it sort of loses its soulfulness yeah so it'll be kind of exploring that theme nice .

Speaker 1

Yeah , look forward to that . Yeah , um , and , as know , I have a traditional closing question which I ask every guest , which is something I call the long bet , where you have a 10-year view to make a prediction . Predictions are just tax-free entertainment . A lot of people build careers around them , and they shouldn't , but for us it's just a bit of fun . Why 10 years ? Because it's just a bit of fun , yeah , um , why 10 years ? Because it's it's a meaningful time frame , I think . Um , for something that you'd like to happen or something that you think would happen . Um , and if it's something you'd like to happen , obviously please avoid answers such as world peace or people being kind to each other or queuing better or behaving better in the in the train . Um , yeah , do you have anything that you feel strongly about that you'd think will happen in 10 years time , over 10 years ?

Speaker 3

well , I going back to the ai ai , thing , yes , I think there's very exciting and you know , new um forms of art in , especially in film and in music , and I'm really excited to see what that is , cause I think it'll be unexpected and we don't even have the language or to to even imagine what what that's going to be and I I'm really excited about that .

Speaker 1

I'm excited to see what what that is , you know I mean I think I think I'm in exactly the same shoes as you on that . The fear for people is they don't know what it looks like . Yeah , and that for people is very jarring and I sympathize with that . But the possibilities are so powerful , even with mundane things like government services , health care . Yeah , you know , buying or selling a house , can we please just fix that so that it's not such a stressful thing Once you get to a doctor , it's great . But the whole navigating the system can be just cleaned up . And then the artistic side is obviously . You know , we'll have to really build on the inheritance of the Hendrixes and the Rachmaninoffs or whoever it is .

Speaker 2

Yeah .

Speaker 1

Rather than just rinse repeat , Because rinse repeat , as we've talked about , is done . It will be done in a click of a button right right and therefore the world is our oyster . So , yeah , I hope , I hope I can see only positive things , unless it's 10 years time .

Speaker 3

It is , you know , john connor , and I mean that be , it'll be exciting yeah . I've literally seen this movie before I know there is a terrible feeling that we're just inevitably going to go down the path of all the the sci-fi film narratives we've all been raised on Right yeah .

Speaker 3

Like were there ? Do you think they were ? There was some sort of intuitive premonition in them , or do you think that they're created and then people kind of are just gonna fumble in that direction because that's what they know and that what the images in their head .

Speaker 1

Yeah , it's like a self-fulfilling yes it , yeah , yeah , this reflexivity , yeah God . There's a story I can't remember which one it is where the AI just sort of flies away , looks at us and goes yeah , yeah , that's all right , you carry on .

Speaker 2

Yeah .

Speaker 1

And that could be a eventuality .

Speaker 3

Right .

Speaker 1

This is . It was beneath us .

Speaker 3

And we're back to that . Oh okay .

Speaker 1

Right , right , spinny thoughts and we're back to that . Oh okay , right , right back to , you know , picking nits out of each other yeah , it's like put me back in the box . Yeah that's one . Um , there's a book by em forster called when the machine stops , which is really interesting it's written in 1910 really and it's about this mythical world of where everyone lives underground and just sort of listens to records . It's a bit like WALL-E . Have you seen WALL-E ?

Speaker 3

No .

Speaker 1

Anyway , wall-e , your kids will love it . It's great . Okay , it's about again set in the future , where everyone's overweight , living in capsules and everything's done for you . Right , right , a bit like the Matrix . You're kind of sat , you're in this , you're in this environment , sterile environment , yeah , and used as a , as a , as a battery , yeah , exactly , and uh . And then there's a spoiler alert . It's a short story , so I'm not .

Speaker 1

You know , there's lots of insights for people still read it . But at the end the machine stops and you're told that you can't , the air doesn't work . And there's this one guy who's like you know , a bit like your father , maybe didn't like to be told the air doesn't work . He pokes his head out above and you can breathe , right , it's fine , right . And then I think it's innate in us , this fear of technology . It goes back a long way . Yeah , there's a story of Claudius Roman emperor . This fear of technology , it goes back a long way . There's a story of Claudius Roman emperor who , an inventor , came up to the court and said I've developed armor which is unbreakable .

Speaker 1

I think historians think he chanced upon some sort of kind of titanium alloy or something by accident and was really excited because he thought this is me made , I'm done , I'm going to enrich his wealth a lot and Claudius goes . Have you told anyone else about this ? No , it's just you , emperor , killed him , buried him with the tech because he was too scared about the consequences .

Speaker 1

And you know , steam power was discovered by the Macedonians in Alexandria , but they were used for gimmicks . There was too much fear , particularly amongst these hyper ordered societies , particularly the romans were up . What would the , what would the common folk do ? They would rise up . If they didn't have any . They didn't have drudge . All well , of course .

Speaker 1

Smothered by drudgery is a phrase that really stuck with me , yeah when you're not smothered by drudgery , all of a sudden the work's taken . Yeah , when you're not smothered by drudgery , all of a sudden the work's taken away from you . You go hang on .

Speaker 3

Well , this isn't technology but also a very powerful piece of information . But that was why the Bible was kept out of so many . Yeah , it was kept out of the masses' hands . It was like the Desert Fathers were like this information to the untrained mind , it's going to corrupt them and it's going to give them all sorts of fucked up ideas . And sure they're not wrong about that . I mean , religion is in that , the wrong in like untrained hands . Look what that's done .

Speaker 1

Yeah , you know well , it's an interesting question because you asked an observer in the kind of 150 years after the printing press was invented . Yeah , was that a good invention ? Yeah , probably not .

Speaker 3

Like on a cost benefit , like hundreds of millions of people have died because of information here . Yeah .

Speaker 1

Yeah , died because of information . Information here , yeah , yeah , if you took a purely rational , scientific approach , which is never not has its place , but isn't , you know , in a human context , not always the right way to look at things yeah from a rational perspective , it was not a good invention .

Speaker 1

Yeah , yeah , and that was why the Catholic Church was so keen on avoiding services being in the vernacular in the local language . We'll look after that for you . We'll decide what your relationship with God is , right , right , leave that with that . Where they're kind of and I feel like that mindset is , rep is has not gone away . It's just been replaced by whether it's government or it's um , and by government , I mean , you know , for example , financial regulators who , like you know , you know they will decide . You'll have some very select gatekeepers who will manage your affairs for you , because the risk to you is too great and I worry maybe that AI will . It's just too scary and therefore it won't be allowed to kind of , let alone solve easy problems or easier problems in things like access to health care or smoother , smoother bureaucracy we just can't resist , though we can't , that's the thing .

Speaker 3

Like it's like oppenheimer , you know we can , we just can't resist . Like human nature just wants to go and poke every boundary as far as it can go .

Speaker 1

And that push pull tension between the order and the chaos .

Speaker 2

Yeah .

Speaker 1

We can't put the genie back in the bottle .

Speaker 3

No .

Speaker 1

So , yeah , I think , let's see . Yeah , let's see . So this has been a lot of fun . Thank you very much for sparing the time . I think it's only fitting that we are seen out by St Petersburg Knights , which is now coming over my voice , but we'd love to have you back on again soon , and it's been an absolute blast . Thanks for sharing . Where can people find you ?

Speaker 3

Oh , look up , Loverman .

Speaker 1

Loverman , loverman .

Speaker 3

Loverman , one word on Spotify Is that you ?

Speaker 1

Yeah , that's the Loverman , spotify , yeah , and , or iTunes or whatever , itunes , spotify , and I will also point people to the direction of the third show . If there's anything you want to talk about the third show , if there's . If there's , oh yeah , in the show notes and you've all seen that exhibition .

St. Petersburg Night With Sasha Papadin

Speaker 1

Thanks , tom , thank you Sasha , thank you take my hand .

Speaker 2

I'm your man . You're off the reservation , baby , do you feel free ? It's gonna be a St Petersburg night , you and I , in the never-ending light . It's gonna be a St Petersburg night , you and I , you and I , you and I , you and I , listening to my dire stress , hoping that true love waits . I'll see you on the other side . Thank you for the rideed by the KGB sugar , but they don't know where we are , just lost in the haze Of a lover's gaze .

Speaker 2

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