South Coast Poets Out Loud

A Baby is Not a Sestina by Myf Walker

The South Coast Writers Centre Season 6 Episode 12

Myf Walker reads her poem 'A Baby is not a Sestina'


This poem appears in 34-37 Degrees South 2025 - An Anthology of Poetry from members of the South Coast Writers Centre. 


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A baby is not a sestina by Myf Walker

 

my mother said this life            must be earned

if you crave it so                    then prove it

oh, how I have crafted the doing me

the output me. The scrawled me

scent sprayed on repurposed pulp

those lacerations on tree frames

all those waterlogged words

the building dams me

 

the doctor says                       for your final gambit

do less              for your last grasp

at flesh-ness        at love-ness

this is how you grow an idea

from chromosomes                 say it with me

deoxyribonucleic acid

now the doing you will simply not do

luteinisingfollicle stimulatinghormones

say it with me: you cannot write yourself

into conception.

 

a baby is not a string               of syllables

not a collection of morphemes

curated and cultivated into syntax

nor a narrative arc of benign creatures

formed into fellowship

and say it with me

a baby does not emerge

from blood on a page 

from a mastery of form

a baby is not a sestina