Coming Clean With Me
Welcome to the ‘Coming Clean With Me’ Your ultimate resource for expert insights and guidance on conquering addiction.
I get it, because I've been there too. I used to be a six-day-a-week cocaine user, trapped in addiction's relentless grip for over a decade. What sets me apart is my background as a psychologist and hypnosis expert, with 29+ years years of experience. Astonishingly, I managed to hide my addiction while appearing on shows like 'ITV This Morning' and BBC documentaries.
In 2008, I had an awakening and decided it was time to find a real solution, not just for myself but for others as well. I immersed myself in every book and research paper on cocaine addiction and successfully quit.
Now, my mission is to help you do the same, raising awareness, sharing invaluable insights, and providing practical strategies for breaking free from addiction.
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Coming Clean With Me
Matthew Thomas - C*ke, Slots & Council Estate Chaos
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From council estate chaos to cocaine, gambling, paranoia — and finally, clarity.
In this episode of Coming Clean With Me, addiction specialist Elliott Wald sits down with Matthew Thomas, a gas engineer who spent over 20 years caught in cycles of cocaine addiction, alcohol misuse, and online slot gambling — before finally breaking free.
Matthew grew up on council estates in Southend-on-Sea, surrounded by drinking, cannabis, instability, and generational addiction. By 13 he was smoking cannabis, by 14 using ecstasy, and by 15 — while working the streets of London with his father he was introduced to cocaine.
What began as fitting in quickly became a binge-use pattern that dominated his adult life:
- Weekly (and sometimes multi-day) cocaine binges
- Alcohol as both gateway and accelerant
- Spending hundreds of pounds per week
- Gambling on online slots while using
- Mounting debt, relationship breakdown, and isolation
Matthew describes how his use progressed from social settings to using alone, often locked indoors, gambling online, drinking heavily, and experiencing severe paranoia. He recounts cocaine-induced psychosis — barricading doors, sitting at the top of the stairs armed with a hammer, convinced people were coming for him, despite no real threat.
The episode explores the neuropsychology of addiction, including:
- Dopamine overload from cocaine
- Gambling as a secondary dopamine loop
- Why paranoia intensifies as tolerance increases
- How addiction quietly dismantles relationships long before they officially end
Despite repeated attempts to stop over a 10-year period, Matthew explains why he couldn’t stay stopped — until one moment, 16 months ago, when something finally snapped. After a short binge involving cocaine, alcohol, and gambling away the last of his money, he reached a point of emotional exhaustion and clarity.
Elliott Wald is a British psychologist, hypnosis expert, and behavioural analyst with over 30 years of clinical experience. He specialises exclusively in the treatment of cocaine addiction via nasal use (snorting).
Alongside his formal clinical training, Elliott also brings direct lived experience. He maintained a daily cocaine addiction for 15 years, when he was publicly visible and appearing as an expert on national television. This combination of clinical expertise and first-hand experience allows Elliott to understand stimulant addiction from both a neuropsychological and human perspective — without ideology, moral judgement, or surface-level explanations.
Elliott’s work focuses on the psychological, behavioural, and neurobiological mechanisms that drive cocaine addiction, including dopamine dysregulation, compulsive habit loops, impulsivity, identity reinforcement, and relapse conditioning. His approach is highly individualised, evidence-informed, and fundamentally different from generic coaching, peer-led advice, or one-size-fits-all recovery programmes based on someone else’s story.
He has appeared as an addiction expert across major UK broadcasters including ITV, BBC, Sky News, and Sky Living, and is a published author in the field of addiction.
Over 90% of Elliott’s patients work with him online, meaning private, one-to-one treatment is accessible to clients across the United States and worldwide, without the need for travel.
If you’d like to watch a video explaining how Elliott’s one-to-one programme works, or to enquire about private treatment, send a WhatsApp:
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https://www.hypnosis-expert.com/ADDICTION/