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The Universe Said No, But I Said Watch Me
Emotions drive us, define us, and sometimes completely exhaust us. This raw and vulnerable episode takes listeners on a journey through the complex landscape of emotional intelligence, empathic abilities, and the surprising ways we cope with emotional overload.
Jesse and Dee Dee begin by reflecting on how watching Inside Out 2 triggered unexpected emotional responses, particularly around the characters of Anxiety and Sadness. This launches them into a candid exploration of what it means to be an empath – someone who absorbs others' emotions without filter or protection. "I feel it whether it's said or not, especially if it's not said," Dee Dee reveals, describing the bone-deep exhaustion that comes from processing not just her own feelings, but everyone else's too.
The conversation takes a fascinating turn when Jesse shares his peculiar but powerful relationship with chocolate during times of emotional turmoil. This isn't just about sweet cravings – it's about how certain foods can serve as emotional medicine, creating chemical reactions that temporarily ease the chaos within. Their discussion offers listeners a fresh perspective on why we reach for particular comfort foods and what our cravings might be telling us about our emotional state.
Between stories of determination (including Jesse's hilarious and disastrous attempt at making Brazilian lemonade despite multiple injuries and setbacks), the hosts touch on the challenges of maintaining boundaries in a world that constantly demands our attention. Their discussion of using headphones as both protection and escape resonates with anyone who's ever needed to create their own bubble in overwhelming environments.
This episode doesn't just acknowledge emotional struggles – it celebrates the messy, complicated beauty of being fully human. Whether you're an empath drowning in others' feelings or someone trying to understand the emotional whirlwind around you, you'll find validation, insight, and possibly a recommendation to stock up on chocolate before Mercury retrograde hits again.
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What's up, gremlins? Welcome back to another podcast. My name is Jesse James. I hope everyone is doing it and doing it well. You know the drill. This is the Mature Mischief Podcast. That movie, oh my goodness, dude.
Speaker 2:Stop being a titty baby, bitch.
Speaker 1:Bitch, I don't know. That movie was actually really good. It was really cute it was. We were watching Inside Out 2. I've already seen it already, but watching it again it kind of hit a little close for home for me a little bit, because all those emotions and everything that kind of hits to you, you're just like stop it, ron, stop oh. And anxiety, dude, anxiety, holy shit anxiety and sadness dude I can't.
Speaker 1:I can't with him, I cannot. You know, it's a it's. It's a really cute movie. I think anybody who's ever experienced that, that point of view of anxiety, knows exactly what it is, because the anxiety attack oh, dude, a little worse, yeah, oh for sure I know it what's going on? Exactly. I know it, you know it, the whole world fucking knows it. I like saying my name twice. I am your host, jesse James.
Speaker 2:And I am your co-host, Dee Dee.
Speaker 1:Dee Dee what it do, sister Dee, welcome Welcome, sister Dee. Welcome to the stage, sister Dee in the house. Please Can you imagine if we ever go to like a con or something like and we got the mature mischief podcast? Who? It's all seven people our seven followers, oh hey, we got 25. Now yo 25. We have a lot of listeners, which is great.
Speaker 2:I'm actually really excited about that no, we have a lot of listeners we do have a lot of listeners. I was talking about followers.
Speaker 1:We're getting there.
Speaker 2:We're getting there.
Speaker 1:Fuck that movie, dude. It fucked me up so bad. How's a cartoon like that Supposed to be making me feel that way?
Speaker 2:You know which one got me emotional Up.
Speaker 1:Okay, yeah, the beginning.
Speaker 2:I'm like sitting in theaters like it just started, serious, it just started and I'm sitting here in the theater being a total titty baby, like why would you do this? Why would you open with this?
Speaker 1:you know, I was never an emotional person when it came to watching movies like that, like it never got so much into my feels, um. But after a while, when I got more into my feelings and more into the feminine side of wanting to know my feelings, it was just a little bit better. Yeah, it kind of.
Speaker 2:My first animated film that I totally balled at at the theaters was the Lion King.
Speaker 1:Oh really.
Speaker 2:When Mufasa died.
Speaker 1:Oh same. And when so much yeah balled at at the theaters was uh, the lion king, oh really.
Speaker 2:When mufasa died, oh same. And when? Um yeah, when simba actually goes and realizes that he's dead and then tries to tuck himself underneath him.
Speaker 1:I'm just like oh bro, yeah, stop it.
Speaker 2:I was like trying so hard to be all like wiping my face, like nobody can see me right like I. I was a mess dude. I was a mess.
Speaker 1:Dude, I was a kid. I remember how much of a mess I was because I remember watching it and crying.
Speaker 2:I don't even know how old I was. All I remember was we were out of town and we're visiting family and my cousin's dad was taking his kids out to go watch the movie. And since I was visiting, they're like, oh, come along. And I'm like, oh cool, I'm kid number three today yeah and we, we saw it and, like I said, I was a total mess I want a fucking good soda. I want, I want you just want some, you just want sugar dude, I don't know what it is.
Speaker 1:I'm in this fucking sugar high right now of not right now that you said, dr pepper what I just recently saved a recipe on how to make dr pepper brownies from scratch bitch oh, I've seen that recipe and I'm glad you found it because I want to make it now.
Speaker 2:So sounds really good.
Speaker 1:I was like I'm saving okay, first of all, let's talk about the mess I made.
Speaker 2:The mess you made your life. I'm just kidding.
Speaker 1:Well, that too, that fucking video I sent you. This is what happens when you leave me unattended.
Speaker 2:When I leave you unattended. Mind you, mind you guys, I'm minding my own business, trying to finish my project on time.
Speaker 1:And this dude, this dude was adamant. I like how you blame me already.
Speaker 2:Really, I love how you're trying to say that I'm the one to blame you are. I was busy. I was busy, you literally called me and you're like bestie and I'm like what's the matter? I'm bored.
Speaker 1:Really A bullshit. You did A bullshit. You did I did, and then I cut my thumb.
Speaker 2:Oh man, he cut his thumb, he made a whole mess of his kitchen. He was determined.
Speaker 1:To make this Brazilian lemonade and it did not come out the way I wanted it to. It pissed me off so bad.
Speaker 2:Obviously you had friction from the get-go.
Speaker 1:You were not meant to do that there now, but you were terco you know what it was because I followed it through. I did the whole recipe. I got this far in it and I wanted to do it and I wanted to say success and and the universe was like not today, not today bitch not today your, your bestie's not here to try it with you.
Speaker 2:Again we're back to. It's my fault, somehow.
Speaker 1:Exactly.
Speaker 2:I'm dying on that hill 100% you die, then you die, you go ahead, you go, boy, you die. I didn't mean it that way, but okay.
Speaker 1:I will fucking die on the hill. But anywho, look, I mean look, if you've ever gotten like so caught up into something, you wanted to make it and things are just going like wrong after wrong after. Let me tell you, I was so fucking determined because a cut on your finger from a knife while you're making lemonade burns the motherfucking exactly.
Speaker 2:I was pushing through that and I was just like how many, how many no's did you need from the universe, so you finally gave up?
Speaker 1:and you're like okay, fine, I took the first drink going. No, you're not in charge?
Speaker 2:bitch, you're not in charge. The universe is like I said no.
Speaker 1:I said no, not right now I said, fuck you, and I want to make this so you got, cut you got messed. The shit came out crappy. See what?
Speaker 2:happens when you try to play. See what happens.
Speaker 1:I do it again too. I do it again too.
Speaker 2:You ain't stopping me, Apparently nobody is, not even the fucking universe.
Speaker 1:I'd be hit by a car and be like we're making it there, bitch, you're like dude.
Speaker 2:you're literally in a full body cast.
Speaker 1:Oh you're going to do it for me, like no, but it's just like you know. I just don't know how to take no for an answer.
Speaker 1:I mean we're aware when it comes to other things, like I, I get consent. That's the thing. I understand that. But what I mean, I won't take you for me. I won't take no for an answer because it's just like I want to do it, let's go, let's, let's do this like dude, we've already had so many issues with it. No, because by telling me we've already got this, I don't care what has happened already, we're fucking going Like I can't, I will not take consent. I will not say I will not take consent. I will not take no for an answer. I can have a broken leg and I say let's go. We're aware, bitch, I was in the hospital for a week and I, I say let's go, we're aware.
Speaker 2:Bitch. I was in the hospital for a week and I'm like I'm ready to get the fuck out of here.
Speaker 1:We're aware I was already having pizza. Already I got out of the emergency room.
Speaker 2:You were having all kinds of things. You were having all kinds of things you can run, have it.
Speaker 1:I'm like Watch me. Watch bitch, watch me, watch, watch me, watch me, watch me. You know, I think that's just the stubbornness in me, though, but I do like that stubbornness of inside of me, because I'm persistent and I won't give up until the very end, regardless of the situation, because it's like I want to be able to do it and get through it, make it, even if it's a mess, I will.
Speaker 2:I'm just like I will, as long as you get it done. Yeah, is that, leo in you? That's what it is and you know what I got it done.
Speaker 1:We had success in getting it done to where it needed to be. It just didn't come out the right, the way I wanted it to be. Yeah, which is fine, because you know what, next time we'll just stick to sugar. We'll just stick to motherfucking sugar, and that's.
Speaker 2:That's fine by me so, so we go with this, with the emotions yeah, cool yeah cool yeah I I think after this.
Speaker 1:I'm gonna make me a lemonade, because I have plenty of limes, lime still, and I got lemon juice and I can make a lime lemonade. So bam, there we go. It's a win-win situation and I got the shit to do it.
Speaker 2:Nice.
Speaker 1:Yes, wonderful, we'll do it the right way.
Speaker 2:Hopefully, hopefully. If the universe says so.
Speaker 1:Fuck the universe, we're doing it. I already bought this shit. I have the stuff. Universe, we're doing it. I already bought this shit. I have the stuff. We're making it okay whatever you thought oh man, you know, um was in class today and that's it really smooth, real smooth.
Speaker 1:The teacher did give us some more time to work on it, so it we have until the 22nd to kind of re-look at our essays, revamp it up a little bit. He's like I'm greedy, I want more. Y'all are doing great, y'all are doing fantastic, because some of y'all are getting it but not getting it. But you know, y'all, y'all are doing it and he wants us to come up with things. And he was talking about, uh, negotiations and all of that stuff.
Speaker 1:I'm just like I don't know what else I could put in this fucking paper that will be, but I guess he wants us to make it where it's not so predictable, I guess in the writing. He wants us to make sure that when we're writing it, you don't know which way it's going to go. He wants it to be like he wants to read something that's just going to be like oh so we know this is going and whatnot, which is fine, which I get, whatnot, whatever. And, of course, math homework. As always, we got the me medium, math homework. As always, we got the me medium and mode, and we got some math and whatnot, as always, nope, nope me and math don't get along no, no, no, no, I'm not bad at it.
Speaker 2:But me and math don't get along. I don't like it it's too much work.
Speaker 1:That's not it is. It's not that bad. It depends on I mean, I was gonna say it depends on the degree, but all degree apparently needs math these days I want to say, like it's a love hate relationship, but it ain't even that it's just a hate it's because sometimes I have to use it no matter what and it's just like do I have?
Speaker 2:to? Yeah, you have to. It's the only way you're going to figure out the formulations, for you know, like when I was doing the cosmetics or whatever, the handmade cosmetics- that's even though with the uh coding you hate coding.
Speaker 1:Now you have to do coding for your fucking design whatever, here we go with the emotions now who's being a titty baby?
Speaker 2:I am I am, that's me. I'm being a titty baby my respect to baby, my respect to coders, my respect to coders.
Speaker 1:Coding is not that hard. It really isn't. I think once you kind of get the understanding of where to put everything at, it becomes very, very easy.
Speaker 2:Until you run into an issue.
Speaker 1:You know what I'm in computer science, so I'm doing coding and I've got to learn how to do it with that. So once I get to that part, I'll do all that coding for you.
Speaker 2:Wonderful, because if there's something that goes wrong you gotta go through the whole dang thing to find out what one symbol, dot whatever, is causing the entire screw up I'll teach you.
Speaker 1:It's a breezy hello bro no, thank you. Yeah, I don't know what it is.
Speaker 2:The movie didn't. I don't know like I I'm I'm tired, is what it is? Not physically today, like emotionally uh-huh I've been for a while and I've noticed it. I've just kind of like kind of ignoring it is.
Speaker 2:It is not necessarily ignored it. I'll let it. When it's too much, I'll sit, I'll sit with it, but I've noticed, um, I've noticed it's it's going in a particular direction and I don't know what's going on, but I'm just kind of going with the flow of it. Yeah, I feel like I want to pull back, I feel like I want to um I don't even know how to explain it, to be honest like not necessarily to sit with it, but something is shifting with it.
Speaker 1:You just don't know what shift is.
Speaker 2:I don't know what the shift is. I mean, it's for something good, sure, but it's messing with me emotionally.
Speaker 1:Interesting.
Speaker 2:And I'm not getting as emotional as I used to or things that used to make me emotional. It's not making me as emotional. It's the weirdest thing ever to not to be like oh.
Speaker 1:I'm going to cry over this. And then I'm like yeah, because you're such an emotional person I am I am, but I'm exhausted.
Speaker 2:I'm freaking tired of being incredibly emotional Because I don't feel my own stuff. I feel other people's too, and I can't. That's what happens with your empath.
Speaker 1:This is why I don't choose that path of an empath I can feel emotion.
Speaker 2:You are what you are.
Speaker 1:I mean yes, I am an empath, don't get me wrong. But I ignore it because I don't want to fucking deal with it, because no, you can't no. I can and I won't you can't, I can. There it's like hello and it's like and it's just like what I wish.
Speaker 2:I could turn it off. I and I cannot, and I'm, like you know, for those.
Speaker 1:I, I, I do envy those who are empath, that can feel the emotions and go and have the emotions through it. I don't envy you at majority of the time because I'm just like. I'm glad that's not me right now, because I can feel emotions, I know emotions. But you know what, ever since I started working like in, like in a corporation standpoint for every corporate that I've ever been for, my empath is literally just shot out the window. I don't have it anymore like I can care fucking less about other people's feelings or emotions.
Speaker 2:I mean, I do to a point yeah to a point, but it's just like cute you, you can sympathize, you can empathize, but when you're an empath, it's like it's yours and you, you cannot shut it off I don't know, I don't know if it's like the leo in me that's always just like, like we don't care for emotions like we're.
Speaker 1:We're romantic, right, we are the romantic we love. We love giving people, romancing them and whatnot and whatnot. But we will fill the emotion with the partners or with friends to be able to understand them, to be there for them and try to understand what they're going through, but, honestly, we just don't give a fuck about your emotions. We just don't. If it's not emotions, why should we care about?
Speaker 2:you and my thing is I feel it. I feel it whether it's said, or not, especially if it's not said.
Speaker 1:And I'm just sitting there like you know what, you know what emotions I will say a leo does care about the most is what you say about us.
Speaker 2:That's that's very interesting. It's a pride thing.
Speaker 1:We're very prideful.
Speaker 2:You're very prideful, yeah, yeah, that's a given, that's a given.
Speaker 1:But we do care what people think about us, even though we don't show it.
Speaker 2:Interesting.
Speaker 1:We do care, we just don't show it. Yeah, because I'm someone that's like that, because when I had friends that kind of just like threw me out for the side or pick something without having to sit down and talk about it or try to do something, I I mean I get it. Sometimes when call outs are needed to be called out, I get that. You know, go ahead and call me out on my bullshit, even if it's publicly. Okay, fine, I will own up to it.
Speaker 1:Um, but if that's how you're gonna go that route without actually sitting down and talk to me, then we're going to have some issues with it. You know what I mean. Because I mean I get it, because I know that sometimes there are posts on there that you can joke about it, like you're calling out a friend but not calling out a friend, or something like that, which is really funny, never actually sat down and just called out somebody other than the uh, this recent one where I actually did call out an, an ex-friend of mine for his bullshittery because of you know what, everything that was going on by name.
Speaker 1:You'll do it to their face yeah, I'll do, you know what I mean.
Speaker 1:Like yeah like I'll do it through the name. But if it's, if you're gonna do it like public see where publicly, like everyone wants to see it, well then we're gonna do it publicly, like everyone else can see it, because it becomes very that, yeah, and I'm just like. I think for me I'm I'm not in the motions that you're in right now. What I am in right now, that's in this state, is I'm tired, but I'm more exhausted because I'm just emotionally drained of everything, because I see everything kind of just piling up on me and I know I need to do the certain things. I've always talked about this. I just haven't really sat down with it because I don't have the time to do it. I'm always busy. I could have done the spring break, but I wanted time to myself. I said, fuck it, I'm being selfish. I. I wanted time to myself. I. I said, fuck it, I'm being selfish. I'm taking time for myself. Yeah, I can do it now because I'm going on vacation for the week and I have, I got plenty of time to do what I gotta do. Right, will I be taking my tablet up to austin and whatever downtime I have and just kind of work on what I need to work? Yes, because I still have homework I still gotta work on right, but I just I'm I'm still beating myself up on progressiveness for myself, like I don't feel I'm progressing to where I need to be and I don't feel at my 100, for whatever reason. I think that's. I don't know if you see me, I'm actually posting more on social media now, just a little bit more, because I'm pushing myself to get back out there, because I'm preparing myself to get out more, to go out more, to be more in that front end of the limelight to where I need to be, so people know who I am and what I'm about. Right, because I do miss going out, I miss socializing, I miss going out to the clubs, I miss dancing, I miss all of those good things and I just don't have that anymore.
Speaker 1:Now that I have the schedule that I have now, I'm actually really excited because I can step back, focus on whatever homework needs to be focused on and I'm not getting off at 2 o'clock in the motherfucking morning, I'm getting off at 7 pm. That gives me a whole window of opportunity to be able to work on what I want to work on. I'm not having to worry about you know what. I need to be up at X amount of time or whatnot to do everything I can. Come home I can do a one-hour workout, two-hour workout if I wanted to come in and listen to whatever podcast I need to listen, to upload everything, get everything situated. So everything is kind of lining up to where it needs to be. The main thing is, I've never put so much effort into a company before and I just hope I don't put too much into the company. I forget about this. You know what I mean.
Speaker 2:Yeah.
Speaker 1:So that's kind of like the thing. So I'm actually really happy about how things are starting to kind of play out for me. I don't want to say it's depression, because it's not depression. It's kind of like very, very hardcore sadness for me. You know what?
Speaker 2:I mean.
Speaker 1:I've been literally in my feels, trying to lose the weight I do see it in a little bit and trying to find more acceptance with myself for my body image. Or I don't feel pretty, I don't feel good about myself, I don't like my body image, I feel a little insecure, like all these things are starting to kick in and I'm just like damn it. But for whatever reason, that's what I'm going through. For me as a person, that's like I said. I, I empathize what you're saying and get I just I have to put that shit down and just like yeah shut it, and I'm trying to, and see I I'm I'm not able to.
Speaker 2:Yeah, it literally just hits me out of nowhere and I'm like, okay, is this mine or is this somebody else's, and the crappy thing is the way I get it. I can't figure out whose it is right you know what I'm like. Oh, this feels like, so like I just start to like it's probably mine, because it's chaotic everywhere I'm like why do I feel so sad?
Speaker 2:or brokenhearted or whatever, and then I'll just start crying. I'm'm like, really Like, why? What is it Like? I'm personally fine, but for whatever reason, it's going through me and I can't, like I said, I can't turn it off. I literally have to sit with it and let it run its course. But by the time I'm done, I'm so exhausted, I'm drained. I'm tired because it went through me and it used everything that I had and I'm just sitting there like great.
Speaker 1:Now my shit's like to the side, because now I got to go take a nap. See when I want to go through me. I'm just like, can you, can you fuck me first? Like can you take me out to dinner, like that's.
Speaker 2:I can't because it comes whenever it comes.
Speaker 1:Yeah, it comes whenever it comes, though, but it and it does come through, and it hits me at a point where I know I need to be it, and the only reason I say that is because it helps me reflect on whatever it is that's going on. For me as a person, on an emotional standpoint, does that make sense?
Speaker 2:Yeah when it's your own. Well, for me, when it's my own, yeah, because it's my own feelings, but when it's somebody else's, I'm like what am I supposed to do with this? Like I can't.
Speaker 1:I can't apply it. I can't process it.
Speaker 1:I kind of take it and then kind of see what that process is and see why that emotion is hitting me for whatever reason. Maybe I need to understand it, maybe I need to learn it, or whatever it is, though, but it's for for me, of course. Yeah, right, you know, it's like I sit with it into a point where I'm just like okay, whatever I think, whatever, see for you, I think it's on an emotional standpoint. For me, it's more on a sad, depressed term to be able to feel these emotions, to be able to go okay if I'm, if it's something that I'm feeling for me as a person, or some or somebody else's, because I do feel other people's emotions too, and I'm the same way in your boat as well. I just don't know who the fuck it is, but at the same time, just like I need you to get the fuck away for a moment, please, because I can't fucking deal with this right now and see, I can't do that because it's not like.
Speaker 2:it's not like spirits or energy, or you know what I mean. You can't command it to go to leave. You can try to protect you, and I do. I put my bubbles of protection all day, every day, but I'm just like yo.
Speaker 1:I think it's so. It's become so natural for you. I think that you've not in a bad way, though, because I remember somebody was talking about it. Is that it becomes it has become your, I guess, identity, if you will. I don't know if that may even make sense or not, though it does.
Speaker 1:But it's become your everyday life that you're just so used to it and accustomed to it that it's something that you're now identifying with. It's kind of like anxiety. It's not a term or a name. It's an identification to us and who we are as a person. So we identify with this or whatnot. So now it's become our everyday norm. So for me, as a person.
Speaker 2:I've had it all my life. You could take it back no, I because I grew up thinking like, oh my god, like what is wrong with me? You know what I mean. Like everything's broken, I'm just broken, you're right. I realize like, oh, it's not all of it's not mine.
Speaker 1:Like cool beans, I can like separate it now nope nope, it's like some days it's harder than others, because it's not. It never comes easy. It's I can't explain it. It's emotions are emotions in the way, the shape of form that comes to us, no matter what it is, even for, uh, empaths for you and someone who's more chaotic than anything else, is that, yes, I even want.
Speaker 1:Sometimes, when I feel you, I'm just like dude, I feel a shift in energy for whatever reason. There's going to be some crazies, and I was right, because it was a big shift in fucking everything. That pretty much happened, and it was hard to explain it, but it, but you can feel that energy or whatnot on there, and I've always said I'm an agent of chaos for when it comes to my practice or whatnot, though, but for me, I take that energy and I'm just like, okay, cool, it fills me, for whatever reason, with a lot of energy to be. This is why I'm so fucking hyper half the time, and I think that's why I crave so much sweetness is because of that energy. I'm trying it gives me craving for sweets for whatever.
Speaker 1:Yeah, I can't fucking explain it. It's like, but for whatever reason, it's chocolate, chocolate is the main, and I love, I love chocolate, but it's so weird dude. Feels like a drug addict though, but I do love chocolate. I don't know something about the energy and chocolate for me. It just feels that pleasureness, like once I eat it. It's just like dude that those woes are gone and it's just like it's done.
Speaker 2:Oh that's probably because it's, uh, dopamine, yeah, it's it's your satisfaction when you're it's dopamine, yeah, it's your satisfaction, it's not necessarily the chocolate, but it's satisfying the craving that creates the chemical in your brain that now it's making you happy, now it's regulating you, now it's like okay, we're in the feel good place.
Speaker 1:We are, and you know what, Everything that I was feeling earlier. I'm just like I'm done, but I can't have chocolate all the time, because then it affects me emotionally too as well.
Speaker 2:Weird yeah.
Speaker 1:I have to have a nice balance.
Speaker 2:I will eat all the chocolate, Bitch same yeah.
Speaker 1:Otherwise it's just like if I eat chocolate just to eat chocolate, I feel miserable, but if I eat chocolate because I'm craving it, I feel better.
Speaker 2:I will eat it all day, every day.
Speaker 1:Anybody else, witches, wiccans, anybody out there that want to kind of fucking lighten on this and what this bullshit is, because we could use some professional advices.
Speaker 2:When it comes to sweet, I'm not a fruit person, I'm not a hard candy person, I'm I'm strictly chocolate, but I'm like everybody knows, like my whole family knows I loved it. Every time my mom would go shopping and she would come home she'd be like here I got you something and she's like, throw it on the bed and it's a whole box about, not a box, a bag of like the ghirardelli chocolates or one of the squares, and I'm like all of it for me. She's like uh, yeah, you and your chocolate shit, and I'm just like okay, you know what chocolate I always look for every year for chocolate which one.
Speaker 1:It's valentine's day, chocolate and the little heart chocolate ones, either at the dollar tree or at heb.
Speaker 2:They miss the ones with the nice little juiciness inside the chocolate every year like the, the variety chocolates, yeah, the boxes of chocolate, yeah, the hard part, yeah I look forward to.
Speaker 1:My chaotic energy during valentine's day goes up to the roof because I crave it so much, and when I get my hands on it, it's valentine's day for me. For chocolate. For valentine's day I can say fuck valentine's day, but for chocolate they're like what you do for valentine's nothing I'm waiting for the 15th.
Speaker 2:Like why? Because all the chocolate goes on half price like I'm just waiting for that.
Speaker 1:See, I should really buy because ryan buys me a big old chocolate and I can eat it. So when I have that craving or when I'm dealing with those emotions on it, it's normally because I'm old chocolate and I can eat it. So when I have that, craving or when I'm dealing with those emotions on it. It's normally because I'm craving chocolate and I'll go to it and I'll have me some chocolate, one or two slices. It's so fucking good I can't explain it.
Speaker 2:It's just so heaven. My mom had brought me the bag of the gear delis and it was a flavor that I'd never had before, and it was. It was. It was Sea salt. No, yeah, sea salt. Caramel and bourbon.
Speaker 1:And I love bourbon.
Speaker 2:I love bourbon in food and desserts. I don't know what my thing is with bourbon, but I love it in foods. So when she brought it to me in the chocolate things, I was just like and, of course, so I was making the last I found out. I don't know where the heck she found them. She probably got it like at a ross or tj maxx, like where they just have random shit, because I found out that the company doesn't even make that flavor anymore and I was just like I came across the best bourbon and chocolate mixture and it's not even available anymore.
Speaker 2:Like, how dare you?
Speaker 1:That's why I'm sitting down. I'm craving chocolate, Like I'm craving. I'm craving something. We should have gone to the store.
Speaker 2:We should, we should have gone to the corner store before we started this.
Speaker 1:Well, we can still go to the corner store.
Speaker 2:We can, we still can.
Speaker 1:Corner store is open 24 hours. Yeah, um, but I I don't know, I just it doesn't affect me.
Speaker 2:I mean, yes, it makes me happy because, like I said, it's just the satisfaction, it's the dopamine that I get from it I get chocoholic, I get this. Uh, fucking I don't relate it with my emotions. You know what I mean for me I do.
Speaker 1:I don't know what it is, it's um it. Just it's chocolate, so I'm just like see, for you it's chocolate, for me it's just like energy yeah, no, I can't, no, I can't.
Speaker 2:And then, of course, when I'm having it when I have a migraine. If I've got dark chocolate then it's medicinal oh, it's a bitch.
Speaker 1:hot chocolate, dark chocolate is the fucking bombcom man and not a lot of people like it.
Speaker 2:They don't, they don't know they can't, and I'm just like I don't mind it at all, but when I have a migraine, that's the only thing I'll eat, because it helps with migraines, or?
Speaker 1:whatever that 99% dark chocolate.
Speaker 2:The higher the cacao, it starts to get too bitter. It starts to get too bitter. Now, cooking with it or baking with it different story. But just just eating it like kind of it oh, I look, I can do it.
Speaker 1:It's so fucking, I don't know what it is. Well, this is coming from a guy who fucking likes black licorice, like yeah come on yeah I even like the little uh, the purple too that are in the. I guess in Easter sometimes they have the little purple one, they have the little Easter egg marshmallow candies.
Speaker 2:I like the purple ones because they're, because it tastes like licorice, yeah, I guess. So Of course you do, of course you do.
Speaker 1:Why are you judging me?
Speaker 2:Disgusting Heaven Because it's nasty.
Speaker 1:It's heaven on earth.
Speaker 2:You, you do realize majority of the world does not like licorice right you do realize that you know what?
Speaker 1:that is fine, I will hang out with the bitches who do y'all can share y'all's licorice but I cannot. The only, the only tangy thing I cannot do that represents black licorice Jagerbaum, because that's more of a cough syrup, because they can't do it. What?
Speaker 2:do you mean it's concentrated licorice?
Speaker 1:Your favorite? No, your favorite. That's return to sender.
Speaker 2:This is why I won't touch it no more. But, the only reason I drank it is because it was not that it was any better. It was mixed with the two other meanest german spirits ever. Stupid, right, yeah, but I think there was one that uh I think ab made something with jaeger in it.
Speaker 1:That was a shot that had it in there. I was like, oh, what is good? Oh, has this, this in jaeger? Yeah, what yeah?
Speaker 2:there's certain ones's, certain ones that you can make that won't. They'll mask the flavor of the Jaeger.
Speaker 1:Yeah.
Speaker 2:But, like I said, the only reason the liquid cocaine did is because it also has Goldschlager and Rumpelmints, so yeah, so this has been an emotional podcast.
Speaker 1:Thank you for listening in, and no, we will not be paying for your therapy session. More of the story. Fuck you. Or emotions, or for emotions. We love you still, though. We love our gremlins, our emotions. Fuck you, fuck your emotions. I'm just tired. You know. It's how fitting to have emotions going on right now where we're watching fucking Inside.
Speaker 2:Out 2.
Speaker 1:Like really Seriously.
Speaker 2:But it's funny because it for me. I think it had the opposite effect. I expected I would be the one to be crying and you'd just be like it's cute and then that's it. You know what I mean? Like that's it, and me I'm just like, and you're over here like it didn't hit you like wow bitch, you were on your phone, what? I was, but I was watching I was watching your phone.
Speaker 1:I was. I was watching. It was so cute it was I love. Uh, what is it shine? Is it shyness, was it shyness?
Speaker 1:embarrassment embarrassment, embarrassment. So far, I am super embarrassed. Sometimes, when I feel embarrassed, I like that with my crack sticking out, dude, that's the only thing that I'm ever fucking self-conscious is when I'm sitting down, I've got to make sure my pants are up so my crack is not showing, because that that's not cute. That that's not cute. Even when I'm bending over. I'm just like, please don't let me show my crack. That's the only thing I've ever.
Speaker 2:It's crack the Grand Canyon.
Speaker 1:Bitch. That's more than a fucking Grand Canyon Shit. It's the black hole.
Speaker 2:It's the Marianas Trench.
Speaker 1:Yes, exactly you get lost in that black hole. Is it me or is this screen so bright today? Normally I'm okay with it but, it's super bright.
Speaker 2:It is. Did you mess with the settings? No?
Speaker 1:it's just super fucking bright. Maybe it's just dark in here, I don't know, but it's bright. It's so bright in here, it's actually hurting my eyes.
Speaker 2:It's so weird I think it's just because it's very dark in here. Does that? Is that dimmable or adjustable? What your lamp over there in the living room for whatever reason, it doesn't look as bright as usual. Did you guys change the bulb?
Speaker 1:no interesting I think just today. It's just a little weird.
Speaker 2:Dude, it's been weird, it has been. It's been weird for at least two weeks. Like I said, I haven't said anything I've stayed away, but everything. However, there's a lot of planetary transits going on and it's affecting everybody's particular house, which I think is hilarious to watch play out, because everybody is behaving and responding in ways that fit the bill exactly and I'm just sitting there like I'm just watching it all play out in real life, like yo, no way no it is exactly what they said was going to happen.
Speaker 2:This is what they're doing and I was just like this is funny. Yeah, because even today, I was.
Speaker 1:I was feeling it today, but I wasn't feeling it today because I got home late. I got home around. No, I didn't get home late, I got home around 2.30. I stayed up late. I stayed up until like 5 o'clock in the morning. The reason why I stayed up is because when I got home, one of the dogs threw up. There was pee and poop everywhere. I'm just like I didn't know, would not pick it up. So there and poop everywhere. I'm just like I didn't know, would not pick it up. So there I am, I'm cleaning up and there was trash here. There was trash there, so I just started throwing up everything, throwing up everything, throwing away everything.
Speaker 1:Um, I hate when ab creeps up on me, like very quietly, especially when I'm in the zone, because when I'm in the zone, one or two things are going to happen. If you get close enough to scare me, I will deck you in the fucking face because I, because my emotions, I'm in the zone, one or two things are going to happen. If you get close enough to scare me, I will deck you in the fucking face because I, because my emotions, I'm, I literally have my spider sentence up where if, like, anybody tries to creep up on me, I will fucking kick your ass. Yeah, that's just me. Once I'm in the zone and once he said I fucking almost threw a plate at him. I fucking almost threw a plate at him because that's, that's just how it was. But I'm just like I was like, stop doing that, he goes. I say he was like, was he trying to do it on purpose? I was like, bitch, you were sneaking out.
Speaker 1:You do it every single time. No, it wasn't. I was like, and he's going to continue, to't mind being scared, that is. That is perfectly. You want to scare me? Scare me, scare me from a fucking distance. Don't. Don't creep up behind me and try to scare me.
Speaker 1:I can I mean, I can do haunted houses just fine if you creep up on me, because that's what I'm going in for, right, yes, but if you're doing it here and you're trying to scream and I have a fucking knife bitch I'm a first degree black belt that still practices to this day I will turn my knife around and fucking stab you, like that's how fucking quick I am. So, yes, I am a fat bitch, but I'm still pretty fucking quick, and I'm not trying to and I'm and I know that I'm not trying to be mean or anything like that, though, but I keep myself in a bubble because when I'm working hard and I'm in the zone on something, I'm just going at it. If you get in my way and I don't get to see you and I freak out because you're behind me, I have no control of my reactions to want to go. I've never killed anybody, but I'm just saying it. I I'm just like. I have to be very, very careful who those around, because even when I'm working now, when I'm on the, on the, I gotta make sure my sensory overload is out in the open. So if somebody ever sneaks up behind me I can feel that energy behind me. And it's so weird because I learned that in martial arts you have to be aware on there. And it's so hard because I like listening to music and I like listening to music really loudly, so I'm not a very aware around my surroundings. So I've got to be very careful with that because once something happens or it goes down, I have a fucking split second to react right. So that's why I'm always a high on tension on it.
Speaker 1:I'm not an easy person to scare. I can joke around and scare you and whatnot, to back as well, but I just don't know it. I just don't do it because I know what it's like and sometimes ryan will scare me accidentally. I'm just like son of a bitch, because I wasn't trying to do it on purpose. I was like, really right here. I was like, and sometimes he'll come in, he goes booga, booga, booga and that even fucking scares me because I'm in the fucking zone of whatever it is I'm doing, I'm just like and I hate when people talk to me when I have my headphones on, like, if I have my headphones on for reasons cause I'm jamming, like I'm jamming, you know what I mean and then you get roommate coming down there flashing the lights. I'm trying to talk to you. I'm just like bitch, I'm fucking cleaning. What do you want? What am I like? Hello, I have my headphones on for reasons Cause I'm in the fucking zone, like I don't know else. Have that issue hashtag.
Speaker 2:Respect the space there's people that will come into work um not workers, um customers uh-huh with them on, and we already know we can just thumbs them up like you good yeah and that's it. We do not bother them because it's like they got it on for a reason.
Speaker 1:Yeah, they got it for a reason when I'm at hb walmart, target any of those stores I've had my headphones on. I'm literally somebody. Don't fucking bug me because I'm in the zone. However, if you're trying to get my attention because of something or something bad is happening and you're doing this, I'm, I will take it off like yes yeah like oh dude, we gotta go. There's someone got shot. Oh okay, let's go.
Speaker 2:Like oh how come nobody told me you didn't hear the pew, pew.
Speaker 1:but hello, not really, not really, but it's uh, it's, it's fun though, but I think anytime I've actually done or taken it off when I was younger, my 20s, or ever had my phones on and I'm listening to it. It's when I had, like, maybe, a fan, when I used to do wrestling, and they were trying to like come up and I'm like, okay, yeah, hold on, and I'm just like my full attention. I'm like, hey, how's it going and whatnot, though, but yeah, that's pretty much it. I try to just kind of I'm always in the zone, like when I'm in the zone, that's where I'm at.
Speaker 1:I don't, unless I have music on. If I have music on, open for everyone to hear, and you're trying to talk to me and this is louder than you. That's also another one too Like can you just shut the fuck up? I'm not trying to be mean, it's just like you're on the roll and you're trying to be mean. It's just like you're, you're, you're in the, you're on the roll and you're trying to cook and you're trying to get everything situated and you're trying to set the tempo, the mood, the, the ambience, if you will.
Speaker 2:um, that's funny, yeah um, I'll put music on when I'm in the zone, you know, working on something. However, if I'm not doing something and I'm literally just trying to chill and rest and like doom scroll or play a game or whatever on my phone, I'll do the opposite.
Speaker 2:I'll still put my headphones on, but what I end up putting is like um rainstorm sounds instead because it's blocking out the tv, the radio, the family talking, the dogs barking like you know what I mean, like everything going on in the, the home. It blocks it and I put it at full volume.
Speaker 2:So I'm I can see, but I'm not paying attention because I'm I'm just trying to chill and all I hear is rain yeah you know what I mean, so I'll do either or, depending on what I'm trying to achieve at the moment, you know yeah, and I'm like, I'm totally cool with it and they're over here like trying to achieve at the moment you know what I mean and I'm like I'm totally cool with it and they're over here like trying to flag me down, and then, yeah I pause the rain and I'm just like it's like a cafeteria dude. As soon as I take off the headphones, I'm like what?
Speaker 2:do you want. This is too much dude. I can't function like this. But, like I said, said it'll vary. If I'm working on something and I'm in the zone, I'll do the music because I need it. It's keeping it going, keeping going yeah, but if there's too much around me then I'm like okay, time to turn off and do the opposite and give me something more calming at a high volume instead.
Speaker 2:So it blocks out all the noise and the anc, the, the awareness. I turn it off. I'm like, yeah, no, I don't want to be aware I don't want to be aware.
Speaker 1:Just keep me in my bubble. Keep me in my bubble, yeah, exactly, especially when I'm at work. I, when I have my headphones on for a reason, it's because I don't want to be bothered. But everyone still comes and bugs me like hey, I'm just like, yes, how's it going? It's going good. So I'm pausing, and now I'm talking about it and I get like a 15 minute break. I'm just like that's all I want to do, just leave the fuck alone but, I don't know, that's just me, I.
Speaker 1:I. When I'm feeling energies that are more chaotic than what they need to be, or when I'm in the zone on something, I'm just like, please leave me alone, because I'm actually going through all those emotions, just like you are, but for whatever reason, like I said, I'm always craving chocolate. I'm always craving chocolate. This is probably why I can't get away from chocolate at all, whatsoever. I can do certain ones and I'm just like okay, cool, and I know that a lot of people I'm going to say something that's going to be very fucking hypocritical of me, or maybe hypocritical because I know I we shouldn't talk about politics at all whatsoever, but just real quick.
Speaker 1:So I'm going to deep dive in this really fast. So Is this? I get that people want or want to talk about a certain particular political things that are going on in today's world, especially when it comes to our current presidency and current government. If you are trying, or if you are one of these people that are literally saying, oh, this is happening because this person is doing bad or that person is doing bad and all of this's doing bad, and all of this is doing bad, and you're still shopping, and you're still shopping at Walmart, target, any person that's ever supported Republicans. You really shouldn't have or have any say-so at all whatsoever. This is why I keep my mouth shut, because I still shop at certain places that have rolled back, certain places and everything.
Speaker 1:Yes, I don't agree with the current government situation at all whatsoever, but I've never eaten at Chick-fil-A and I have never and will never eat at Chick-fil-A because of my particular reasons at all. I have not shopped at Walmart at all whatsoever. I have not shopped at Target at all whatsoever. I do still shop at Amazon because it's still fucking convenient. I try to make sure I don't shop at targeting on amazon. I try to do sheen instead, maybe timu, but that's also starting to get a little bit more expensive too as well.
Speaker 1:Um, I'm always looking out for whatever things. I'm trying not to do it, and it's kind of hard not to. When things come out that are delicious and you're just like, oh, I want to try them. The only thing I will say before everything came out and before I found out, coca-cola was one of them, and when they had rolled out the whole thing with Mexicans and whatnot, I did buy a Coca-Cola orange because I wanted to taste it. So I was like, okay, one will do just fine. Then it was the Blue Bell. Blue Bell. Same thing with him as well. So I'm just like, fuck, they just came out with the damn banana fudge one that I wanted to fucking try. I got to try it. It was horrible, wasn't all that great?
Speaker 1:yeah, it wasn't that great the popsicle will always be the best, so I will stick with the popsicle. That's better, um, but I, for whatever reason, if you're gonna talk shit and you're still doing, and you're not understanding and don't have an open mindset to a lot of the different things that are changing in this world, you probably should not open your mouth just saying this is why we don't talk about politics.
Speaker 2:Yeah, that's why I don't talk about politics. I'll mention I do what I do and I live my life, but not choosing this or that towards anybody it's I do what I do and I get what I get where I get it from and that's it.
Speaker 2:It's not on purpose to piss anybody off or none of that stuff. Now, if somebody else wants to feel some type of way about the choices that I make, knowing that I'm not doing anything against anybody, I'm literally just trying to survive, um, that's not, that's a them problem. You know what I mean. And they can make it a problem. That's fine, but it's like for what? Yeah for what dude like? I'm literally not trying to do anything.
Speaker 1:It's really kind of hard because, you know, I for a lot of these restaurants, a lot of these places okay, for instance, like bucky's I don't think they rolled their deis back though, but they are 100 republican strong and they've always been republican strong. And then one of their co-owners had just been found the son the son of the coat, like bro, co-owner yeah like wow, and it's kind of hard because you're just like.
Speaker 1:These places make things so much fun. It's so much great to have to be able to go in there that it's kind of hard because you're just like. These places make things so much fun. It's so much great to have to be able to go in there. That make things kind of magical.
Speaker 1:If you will, as a Texan, we don't have Disney World. We don't have any of that. As much as I can say, I've never been to Disney World. We already know Disney is bad in its own and how they treat their employees right and their casting crews and their employees and whatnot. This, how they treat their employees right and their casting crews and their employees and whatnot this is kind of one of the reasons why I don't go to disney at all, because I don't. It's not a magical kingdom. It's a magical kingdom for people who play, pretend, who put their life on the line just to make little kids happy, and when those kids grow up to be adults and become little fucking shitheads and ruin it for everybody because they want to be fucking dicks about everything, it's just like this is it's hard. You're like god damn it, like your parents should have either swallowed you or their grand sisters should have swallowed you and their ancestors, ancestors, ancestors should not just ate that fucking apple.
Speaker 2:Period like none of us would exist.
Speaker 1:I'd be happy with that right now, because you know what Just existing, just to exist into this day and world, to be able to enjoy the little things in life that we want to enjoy at these big corporations it's hard to do that, even working for them it's very hard to do because we want it just to work and we want to be able to make it memorable with our co-workers and with our employees. But when you put stats, statistics, you've got to hit certain goals, you have to hit certain points and whatnot. It becomes no longer fun. It no longer becomes fun. This is why the I'm not pushing it as much, because I'm like I want to have fun with it.
Speaker 1:And now if I turn this into a business of work and having to do it and push it and blah blah, blah, blah, blah, then it's just like I don't want to have to reach the goal that I did last year. Why are we trying to compete for last year? That was our best year ever If we can make it this year, our best year even now, and just still go with the flow? I'm still having fun doing what I'm doing. That simple as that it's. It's whatever like eat a bag of dicks.
Speaker 2:I don't know, I love this I love this yeah. Yeah, you know why. I'm displaying one of the behaviors, of one of the trends that's going on.
Speaker 1:Yeah, yeah, you know why I'm displaying one of the behaviors of one of the transits that's going on.
Speaker 2:Yeah, it's just. This is what I'm talking about. That's what I'm like, oh yeah.
Speaker 1:Oh yeah, it bugs the fuck out of me. It really does, because I see people who are adamant about speaking up about their own, you know. Oh. Oh well, you don't like this, you don't like that. I'm just like dude. I'd rather go to a fucking dive bar and have a good time there than having to go to a place that's very well known and see, that's the problem is the fact that you, you make the choices that you make to do whatever it is you want to do, wherever you want to do it.
Speaker 2:Why does anybody else have a problem with it?
Speaker 1:period, period, like no, it doesn't, I mean does it have to be the same, does it do?
Speaker 2:you have to agree.
Speaker 1:No, because we don't have to agree, but it's like I. I will say this is because I the reason why I'm so passionate about all of this, the reason why I'm so passionate about it so much, is because I genuinely care about human beings, in the sense that human beings deserve to have the world. We are here to live our life we only get to. We get to do two things in this life to live and to die. That is it what our purposes are in. Between those two, it's entirely up to us and what we make it out to be, and a lot of us sell out on a lot of the things, because that's just how we do things. People who are famous are even coming out and just like you know, yeah, we're gonna do this, we're gonna do that they're speaking out to as well. That is also all great, too, as well. But and again it comes down to this is that the way things are running now, even from now, even in the past, up until whatever it is that you want to believe in in our history, in our cultures, nobody in their right mind, as a human being has ever lived comfortable, ever in their lifetime, just to be able to breathe in this world, just to be able to enjoy the food that the world has provided us to us, to be able to just to go watch a movie without people criticizing oh, because there are two gay men kissing, or somebody who is transgender for whatever reason, and nobody can just be themselves or be the culture who they want to be and be able to show people that there are other things out there than besides us. Being a third world country, you can't enjoy it, because every fucking corporation, company, for whatever fucking reason, wants to ruin it for everybody, because nobody wants to live comfortable anymore. Keep, keep the poor poor, keep the middle class middle classing and keep the rich richer. That's pretty much how it's always been. But now, in this case, it's keeping the middle class poor and keeping the poor even poorer than what they are. So we'd have a high rise in homeless people and they can't even fill their apartment complexes because no one wants to fucking buy them unless they're on the ghetto side, because that's where everybody goes. And then when you're trying to do here on this side where we live, it becomes more costly. So, yes, I've said what I said. I made my peace. I will lie in that fuck. I will die on that motherfucking hill. If you are a hypocrite, go fuck yourself like seriously. But I have that passion because I'm tired of people who are becoming, who are popular or who have a fucking following, even celebrities who've done so much, who's done so much bad. Who decides to get married either to killers, rapists, whoever it is fucking take it with the wood, who you want. The boot fits boot. Fucking wits. Wear it for all I care and still nothing happens to them. They're not being penalized for their own actions, to what they have done. That shows consequences and people who still follow these people don't realize that they're hurting it or they have something in common with that person negatively impacts them because this person has such a bad track record and I get it.
Speaker 1:People want to separate the music from the artistry. That is fucking fine. Do I understand it and do I get it? No, separate the music from the artistry, that is fucking fine. Do I understand it and do I get it? No, I don't. Will I respect it? Yes, absolutely.
Speaker 1:But it's kind of hard for me because I'm just like I. I just don't see myself supporting somebody or being able to push somebody's music or somebody's career or whatnot, and I get it. Well, there are other actors and actresses that are still there, yes, but that one person is the main person who's making the most money out of everybody that's in that motherfucking movie. Why would I go and support the main character, you know, just to support a leading role so they can still get paid. Why the the lead is getting more fucking money? No, thank you, no, thank you, and it's kind of hard, but I made those decisions and I think my husband's on the same page and people were like, well, there are other people. Yeah, you're right, there are other people in the movie. I just won't go and still not watch it because I'm not going to support the one person that's in it. They still get paid and this is how much they get paid for every fucking scene in the movie they get.
Speaker 1:I'm just not doing it. Those are my morals and standards for me, because I believe them. Is it hard living up to those morals and standards? Oh, yeah, very much so. That's what I said. I will not speak on politics because of this. However, I will sit down and talk to somebody about it and how wrong it is, because no one knows their history anymore. And we should, because history is bound to repeat itself, and it does it. It's getting very, very stressful to see things pile up, pile up, pile up and statistics are showing everything that are just right there at your fucking fingertips, and people are just like oh, you're just being a big baby, you're right, but I'm not the one that's sucking the guy's dick just to fucking feel appreciated.
Speaker 2:So just saying that's my rants thank you for coming to his ted talk thank you for coming.
Speaker 1:My ted talk. I appreciate you. Now go fuck off way, way off. Appreciate it. Thank you, bye-bye. Blessed be, baby girl. Blessed be. You know, sometimes I do when I get angry people. You have yourself a fabulous day. You make it sound like I'm saying I have never said anything, ma'am, I just said you have yourself a fabulous day and I hope sound like I'm saying I have never said anything, ma'am, I just said you have yourself a fabulous day and I hope your fucking day gets even better. So you have a good one and that's it. That sounds very sarcastic. Take it however you want. That's entirely up to you. But please continue to live a fabulous day. I hope that when you wake up in the morning that your fridge is stocked up with food and you are able to still eat again. You have a good one, I hope your cable works better.
Speaker 2:I hope your phone doesn't get disconnected no, that part, I'm just like bitch.
Speaker 1:I hope you have all the fucking shoes um just floods. I'm just kidding bitch, did you know that microwaves now can use wi-fi, dude washers and dryers can use? Yeah, I didn.
Speaker 2:Did you know that microwaves now can use Wi-Fi?
Speaker 1:Dude, washers and dryers can use Wi-Fi. Yeah, I didn't even fucking know that, Like what the fuck I knew about the washer and dryer, but microwave and an oven fucking surprised me.
Speaker 2:Just appliances in general. Yeah.
Speaker 1:I understand, I got the fridge part. I knew the fridge part. Okay, I get that Washer and dryer.
Speaker 2:Okay, I knew the fridge part. Okay, I get that washer and dryer. Okay, that's cute.
Speaker 1:That's cute um microwave and an oven. I'm like I think, I mean, I guess, if you're trying to see where the temperature is at and everything is matching where it's supposed to be, I guess it's water. No, I'm talking about for oven in a microwave, like I'm trying to make? I don't know. I don't know anymore. I hate internet, I hate cable, I hate fucking home phones. I just hate it all. I don't want to deal with it anymore. I just don't.
Speaker 2:I love that for you.
Speaker 1:Thank you. I love that, for me too, you know what. What.
Speaker 2:Mercury is in retrograde yes, I know guess what mercury rolls over what communication and technology. What was your whole rant about? Thank you. That's why I said I'd love this for you. I'm sitting here and I'm just like yep, this is what mercury retrograde does. This is what it does it makes people incredibly passionate in their communications regarding their feelings about passionate things, because venus is also in retrograde too, that's all like fuck them too this is awesome, and the fact that we're talking about the technology and it being weird again it's just so weird.
Speaker 1:I just don't. I, I honestly don't get how people can be so reliant and so complicit on on I you know what. Call it for what it is. I'm was always complicit to as well before I got into the whole fucking understanding, the whole computer science bullshit behind all of it and everything, and didn't realize, like how bad, how bad people are, so fucking vile creatures. And it's just like you do realize, people have your addresses right. We can see those just letting you know if you're mean to a debt collector and you wind up getting that one psychopath that's on the other line. For whatever reason, you deserve everything you get. That's all I'm saying. This is why I'm not a dickhead to dick collectors at all period, because I don't know if I'm ever dealing with a psychopath, I don't care. No, thank you. No capes, no capes. Okay, that's enough enough. That's the end of our podcast, dd. Is there anything?
Speaker 2:you want to shed some light.
Speaker 1:I am gravy I'm gravy, thank you, for coming to my ted talk. That's your ted talk, oh man watch yourselves.
Speaker 2:That's. That's what I'm gonna say. Watch yourselves for the rest of the retrograde it's not gonna end until the middle of april watch yourself.
Speaker 1:I just hope someone like just stubs their fucking toe every fucking morning just for being a dick and I hope that when you stub it you fucking big toenail fucking comes off and rips the fuck off and it grows back. And you keep ripping it off and it grows. Fucking big toenail fucking comes off and rips the fuck off and it grows back. And you keep ripping it off and it grows back and it keeps ripping it off so you can continuously feel that pain over and over who hurt you?
Speaker 1:I'm sorry I had to, who hurt you?
Speaker 2:what is going on where?
Speaker 1:is all this aggression coming from?
Speaker 2:I get the mercury thing and I get the venus that. Where is this part coming?
Speaker 1:my chaos energy. You need to tame that shit. You need to tame it because obviously you're not channeling it, channeling it properly you're letting me fucking hit your knee every fucking morning and like right in the curlage of the main, where the doctor hits the knee, where he kicks you your, your reflex, your reflex. That's where I hope that corner edge hits you right there so fucking hard you scream in agony and pain and that cartilage is gone. Okay, that's it. Appreciate it. Love y'all. Bye, ciao.
