Two Medicated Men

As we should be

Transcript

SPEAKER_03 0:00

All right, welcome everybody to a brand new episode of Nearly Insane.

SPEAKER_00 0:05

Joshua. I feel bad. I woke up late. We're starting late.

SPEAKER_03 0:08

No, it's all good. Um, obviously, Sean's here with us as well. I have a movie plan later. I wish it was a movie date. It's not a romantic date.

SPEAKER_00 0:19

Listen, I wouldn't dude stop. Your last situation is a fucking movie. Getting dumped to the parking lot. We don't want to encourage this thing again.

SPEAKER_03 0:27

Okay.

SPEAKER_00 0:27

What the fuck?

SPEAKER_03 0:28

It was funny because like at the end of weapons, like I got in the car, I didn't say anything. I just gave her a look. I still haven't seen one of that. You gotta watch it, Tom. Fucking uh Yeah, I know it's on there. I don't know. I just still haven't watched it yet. But nah, like I gave her a look. And she gave me a look, and she knew exactly what she knew exactly what not what I was gonna say, but what I was thinking, and I'm just like, all right, is it safe to pull away?

SPEAKER_00 0:51

Listen, I wanna know why I would no longer if we had a movie, I would no longer take her. There'd be Rome or Little Falls movie theater. That's it. Bad juju in that parking lot, bro. Don't even go there. Fucking go to somewhere else, bro. Go to Rome or something.

SPEAKER_03 1:05

Yo, that Rome Theater, I can't remember. I think that shit was dumb comfortable, right? We ended up taking a small nap.

SPEAKER_00 1:11

The movie didn't help. No, that movie, it was horrible. But we left pissed. We were all mad that we paid for the cried, bro.

SPEAKER_03 1:17

I'll never forget that shit. You wasted your money, Joshua. Oh my god, it's not a big deal, bro. It's fine.

SPEAKER_00 1:22

No, yeah, but yeah, we both walked out the movie theater pretty quick. Yeah, dude, I was unhappy. Halloween ends was bad. That was fucking bad, bro. It was listen, I want to know why.

SPEAKER_03 1:32

I thought he cried because Michael died.

SPEAKER_00 1:33

No, I thought that's what it was. The movie was so bad. He sat in the car and cried that we wasted our money to go see a piece of shit.

SPEAKER_03 1:39

And I paid. So it wasn't it wasn't like he paid his own money out of like a piggy bank and then you didn't pay. He was he just felt bad that we all like threw money away watching that fucking movie, right?

SPEAKER_00 1:48

I think we split it, right? You paid for the tickets and I got everyone's shit. Yeah, yes, yep, yep, yep, yep, that was it. Because we were breaking down. Yeah, what made me mad about that fucking movie theater is that they don't do the fucking refills for the larges.

SPEAKER_03 1:58

Yeah, but yo, the chairs for being a small fucking theater, probably gets fucking the traffic probably like fucking what fucking 800. I would even say 800 people a week.

SPEAKER_00 2:09

May maybe if there's a blockbuster out, but yeah, I was I used to be up in Rome a lot, and I'm not gonna lie, that parking lot for that movie theater always was fairly fucking empty. So you probably go see a fucking debut movie up there, dude, with like fucking probably like maybe fucking 20 people.

SPEAKER_03 2:25

That's how I like watching movies. I don't want to be in a theater people going, yeah! We didn't get because dude, like because you wind up missing parts because people are yelling when people are talking about it. And I don't have the option to be like, oh shit, hold on, let me pause it, read one. I don't have that fucking option.

SPEAKER_00 2:40

Well, you want to know what it is, dude.

SPEAKER_03 2:42

I hate it. And that that's that's what pissed me off, like I said, with the Michael movie. Like, I understand he was a huge name. I get it, dude. And uh he means a lot to a lot of people. I don't want to fucking see. I wish you guys were watching this, but I don't want to see some dude hop on stage and be like, Yeah, doing the fucking scene. Get the fuck out of the bat, dude.

SPEAKER_00 2:58

Listen, again, I'm gonna say this, it's gonna come off racist. I know I'm gonna have a bad movie experience, and there's a lot of black people there. That's not racist. Every single fucking time.

SPEAKER_03 3:08

Speaking of every single time, did you hear it? Well, obviously, you heard Spirit Airlines show down, right? So some people are happy because they're they were shitty airline, anyways, and I'm like, yeah, but it kept those people from getting on the fucking Delta or fucking American Airlines jet blues and shit too. Now they're gonna be forced to be right right amongst the rest of us.

SPEAKER_00 3:29

So yeah, again, like it ain't meant to be that way, but it seems like they always find a way to ruin the experience. It's fucking fucked up because I've I've been in so many scenarios where like everything's fine, yeah, and then when the chaos starts, you turn your head and look and you already know without fucking you know what I mean.

SPEAKER_03 3:45

It's like they're seeing the scary movie.

SPEAKER_00 3:47

Or they're picking out screen or or some really ghetto ratchet white chick. Yeah, with like seven babies.

SPEAKER_03 3:53

Yeah, it's always fucking the ones the whole family date with the fucking bring the kids and and I'm not saying kids shouldn't enjoy shit either. Like if you're seeing a family movie, you know, let's be yeah, that's different, dude.

SPEAKER_00 4:05

You should you you don't bring your toddler to a PG 13, yeah.

SPEAKER_03 4:09

Right. Like I'm trying to pay attention to this shit, you know, like Madagascar or something like that.

SPEAKER_00 4:12

Yeah, don't yeah, don't bring your kid to a fucking fucking PG 13 or fucking rated R movie and let them run in the aisles and shit. Because I've literally seen that shit happen. Get over it, Dante! Yeah, it's like come on, dude. What the fuck? Like I said, like Madagascar Toy Story.

SPEAKER_03 4:26

I get it. That's a family movie. Ruin it for me, bro.

SPEAKER_00 4:29

I don't care. I'm probably not better than paying attention to it. Yeah, whatever. Ruin it. I don't care. Squeaking yellow, laugh. Go ahead, have a blast. Yeah, like that. But don't be fucking, don't be ruining fucking like fucking the condemned for me or something.

SPEAKER_03 4:41

They're fucking like there will be blood. Yeah, don't be fine.

SPEAKER_00 4:44

Don't be fucking like a serious movie.

SPEAKER_03 4:47

You ruined good fellas for me, bro, and I'm gonna fucking attack you. Like what like I'm fucking movies, bro. One of the movies where like the dialogue matters, matters more than the fucking movie. Right, yeah, and you're just like, okay, well, I probably just missed a scene that's gonna affect the scene fucking 40 minutes from now.

SPEAKER_00 5:02

Go ahead and ruin a Quentin Tarantino for me and think we ain't getting assaulted. Yeah, right, exactly, bro. Because that's because that's the thing, dude. Like, I'm talking, there's been I think every environment that I can recall where it's been for entertainment purposes, dude. Yeah, once they interject themselves, there's always bullshit. Every time, every fucking single time. Whether it's a fucking bar, a club, a fucking restaurant, an amusement park, a fucking movie theater, a go-kar place. It doesn't matter.

SPEAKER_03 5:30

Speaking of it, this is this is about children, but I'm sure you've seen the guy on TikTok and all other social media. The guy who goes to like these fucking like it's not even like a five-star restaurant, it's even any restaurant. But the guy gets like a huge platter and he starts dancing around the fucking thing. Yeah, people are getting pissed. He's starting to get banned from fucking locations, though, because the other other fucking patrons are like, yo, I want to enjoy my meal.

SPEAKER_00 5:55

Yeah, don't get me wrong, you ain't at Gordon Ramsay's, but still.

SPEAKER_03 5:57

Yeah, but regardless, who wants to go out of the fucking family fucking doing the fucking doing some fucking twerking and fucking like chucking and jiving and fucking and like yo, he does it the way he's walking past the other people's tables and shit, holding it and just yeah, yeah, no, I've seen them. Man, do it at your table. The fuck, yeah.

SPEAKER_00 6:16

You have a full area, dude. Yeah, do what you want. I understand the whole video in public. You can't be like, I don't want to be on camera, you can't say shit. I know that. I've seen enough videos to verify. Right. The cops come and go, Well, you shouldn't be in public though. Right. Go home.

SPEAKER_03 6:28

That's always the funniest thing to me, too, is like there'll be a dude filming at a park, and they'll be like, I don't want to be on camera. And he's like, You're in that's against the law. No, it's literally not. Like the black guy is right in this.

SPEAKER_00 6:42

I get them all the time, dude. Yeah, I get the videos all the time where it's fucking like you have some fucking white Karen lady come up and be like, Why are you recording? And he goes, 'Cause I want to, and then all of a sudden she's fucking, I'm gonna call the cops, and she's trying to slap them, and next thing you know, she gets fucking pepper sprayed.

SPEAKER_03 6:56

Yeah, and you know, the funny thing too is like the cops the cops side with them, and they should know that because one of the biggest things that I've ever seen when it comes to police public interaction is someone films it, yeah. You know, the cops never say shit because they know you're you're allowed just as a police officer, you're allowed to be fucking filmed.

SPEAKER_00 7:19

Listen, here's the thing the police learned a long time ago when fucking Rodney King was getting beaten with sticks, right? Stomped on, yeah, that fucking them cameras will get you in fucking trouble, dude. Yeah, and they learned in the 90s to fucking just be like, yo, you can record cool. Still to this day, bro. Like, that is the most unclear video ever. It was like my fucking camcorder from like 1990. Yeah, yeah. But dude, I hate I'm I'm gonna switch the topic, bro, because I want to get on this fucking thing for some reason because I don't know how it got brought up and it clicked into my head. Bro, I am not gonna lie, dude. They did beat the fuck out of that guy. Yeah, but that fucking that full video was clipped, chopped all the time.

SPEAKER_03 7:58

Oh Joe, I was I was I was actually reading about that, bro.

SPEAKER_00 8:01

That that that whole video, dude. Don't get me wrong, it was excessive at the end. Yeah, he did go after them. That's what I'm saying.

SPEAKER_03 8:08

They attacked them, he was drunk, they didn't fucking they they chopped that to fucking don't get me wrong. I'm not gonna be able to do that. I'm not saying that that the cops didn't beat the shit out of them or go like excessive, excessive force. They went far at the end.

SPEAKER_00 8:20

Yeah, like I get it, but but here's the thing you're talking about LA, yeah, but this is what people this is what people people don't rationally think about this scenario, even though it's almost 40 years now almost, all right. I think what 92-ish what was something like that? I think it was like 92, 93, actually. So okay, it wasn't it was definitely the early 90s, okay. Now you gotta understand LA in the early 90s, gang riding, dude. People trying to murder cops, crack fucking everywhere to fucking he died, you know? Yeah, he died, yeah. And then the fucking swimming pool. So don't put that in perspective. And on top of that, everyone, people that people that were fucking I decided 92 at the first beginning, so that's but I was actually accurate, that's pretty weird. Um, but even people that were out that I witnessed outside of the recording, okay, said that as they were hitting him, they kept telling him to stay on the ground and he kept trying to get up. Don't get me wrong, you'd have to stomp on his head. I get it. Right, yeah.

SPEAKER_03 9:23

So you're saying he's like, but it's cool.

SPEAKER_00 9:26

But when you started mounting him and punching him in the head and kneeing him in the fucking face and kicking him in the head, that was completely unnecessary. But what people don't understand is that it would have never got to that altercation if he didn't get out of the car intoxicated and literally go after the first police officer, dude. He would have never got hit, bro. Right, he'd have never got assaulted. He probably would have got he probably would have got smacked around a little bit. Yeah, right, yeah. But you you initiated that confrontation, bro. Yeah. And not to be an asshole, even after that, he had multiple other altercations where there was almost assaults on police officers being drunk again. He was a known alcoholic who would drink and drive, dude, and he wasn't supposed to be driving when he was pulled over. He was on a suspended license for a DWI, anyways. So if you look at the scenario, yeah, they went too far. Absolutely. Who initiated it? He did. He came out of the fucking vehicle. They never showed that whole video, not even during the fucking trial. It never came out. It came out so far late, it was after he won his civil suit to where we even seen the whole video.

SPEAKER_03 10:33

Yeah, so that so so that no one can come back and be like, well, you know, like not, because then if they put it out during, yeah, then you know, double jeopardy bullshit.

SPEAKER_00 10:41

It was yeah, but yeah, but just like yeah, but dude, come on, you're not gonna release the full video till after he wins a settlement for millions of dollars against the city of Los Angeles, dude. And then that's when you that's when oh, you know, weak footage of the fucking full video. Get the fuck out of here. Yeah, so this week might be so now we can go and we can c we can segue into this, yeah. The media's always been shady, bro. Yeah, yeah. You've always half truth for your own fucking narrative, and I'm fucking 48 years old, and you've always been doing it in 1992, bro. I was 14, dude. Yeah, you get what I'm saying? Like, I was like 13, 14 years old in 1992. The media's been doing it since then.

SPEAKER_03 11:20

So that was your this is actually a good topic, actually. So that was your like wake-up moment with Rodney King. I guess it would fit, you know, your age.

SPEAKER_00 11:34

That was the one where like, damn, bro, you never told us the truth from the beginning. Right, right, right. That was definitely one, and then the OJ trial was definitely number two. That would that to me in my mind transitioned that it was okay for what he did, not based on him being a celebrity, it's him being a celebrity black guy. In that it was more or less like retribution from the Rodney King thing. Yeah, yeah. Okay, because you had you had a you had a couple officers during the Rodney King thing that dude they got away with that shit.

SPEAKER_02 12:03

Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_00 12:04

That's why he won the civil suit.

SPEAKER_02 12:06

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 12:06

Them dudes didn't get a harsh punishment. I think a lot of them stayed on the police force after that. They just moved to different types of people.

SPEAKER_03 12:11

Well, yeah, you know, especially then. They they were so they they moved them. And and when honestly, but another part that goes into it too. When they were suspended, though, Joshua, they got paid. Yeah, I get that. They should not get paid leave for that. What no one considers is like what it takes personally, you're making a fucking huge sacrifice being a fucking police officer in LA. All right, back then 100% for sure. That's what I mean. Like, it was every day you're putting your life in your hand, like literally.

SPEAKER_00 12:39

As soon as your badge is clicked onto your phone, I want to know I've I've lived out in that area for quite a fucking quite a bit of time, okay. And I'm gonna tell people, I'll tell people straight up, okay? There's not a really good section of actual greater Los Angeles. And and the actual end of it, the city, the city of Los Angeles. Well, there's not yeah, what you call an actual good section.

SPEAKER_03 13:01

It's a fucking dump, dude. And you know, like the other end of it too is like, okay, you want these guys fired, who's gonna replace them? Because it it takes a certain kind of guy who'd be like, I want to be a cop.

SPEAKER_00 13:11

No, you're gonna be what you're gonna get, dude? You're gonna get some sketchy rookie that's gonna do some worse shit. Because you're gonna be scared, you're gonna fuck shoot somebody. That's what's gonna happen. From like using your trunk you're gonna get with a gun. Yeah, who you're gonna get.

SPEAKER_03 13:22

So, like from the from the uh it administer um from the it administrative uh end they're looking at it as like if we fire this dude, who who's to who's to say we're gonna get any fucking viable replacements? No one wants to sign up for this.

SPEAKER_00 13:40

You're not gonna have to know why you're not gonna get viable replacements, Joshua, because they feel that their actions are gonna be punished. And when you feel like your actions are gonna be punished, you don't you can't effectively do your job.

SPEAKER_02 13:53

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 13:54

Now you gotta be so hypersensitive about how do I deal with this guy. If I hit him one too many times in my baton, am I gonna fucking lose my job? Am I gonna go to jail? Is my future done? Am I gonna be able to progress in my career? What if I wanna fuck get into fucking like the CIA or the FBI and I want this or I want to do something else? I want to do private security to pay more money. Like you you can you're risking your career, not just your life at that point. Yeah, dude. So you gotta be so careful, yeah. And that can cost you your life.

SPEAKER_03 14:22

Honestly, as a cop, I'm not saying you should get carte blanche, you can fucking do whatever you want, whatever, you know, but but like from their perspective, you're like, you're right. You you're playing with your life. So like I don't I don't blame cops for overreacting, depending on the situation. Yeah, if you're going to a fucking domestic and they're just arguing and you fucking shoot the fucking guy. Like, yeah, that's that's that's an abuse of power. Yo, I'm glad you brought that up.

SPEAKER_00 14:47

Good. So you're seging with me all day. So listen, so race is just speaking of crap, you too. I know a couple not a lot, I know like three or four policemen, right? And they even I didn't believe them, but they were like, look it up. They were like, statistically, the fucking worst college to go to are domestics, because you have no fucking idea who you're pulling up on. It can be oh, the girl just got beat up, or fucking they're screaming and yelling, and the next thing you know, fucking dad's got a gun. Yeah, you know what I'm saying, or mom stabbed dad, or the fucking kids are involved, and they were like, them are the worst. We're at least we know if we're going to an active shooting, we know what we're going into. Right. At least we know that if we're going up to a car accident, we know what we're rolling up to. Right. Because when you go to when you go to a domestic, you can take a we have no fucking idea. Right. He goes, We don't know if we have to have guns drawn. We don't know. No, you don't. You just don't. He goes, You wrote that scene completely blindfolded.

SPEAKER_03 15:42

It could be it could be fucking, you know, an argument, or it could be violence. Yeah, right. Yeah, you don't know what's your role. But there was one I sent you, I think it was last month. I don't know if you watched it, but the dude, uh his wife or girlfriend, whatever cheated on whatever, and like their relationship was probably in a bad place. You could tell by the way he was reacting to the cops that he's just like, I'm done with all this shit. We're to the point where like I'm done with my life, yeah, kind of shit, right? Oh, he did send me that one, dude. He he was he was like he was like, one of us are dying tonight, and the cops like he knew it's like he's like, I don't want to shoot this fucking guy. But he made him dude, he rushed him with a fucking with a knife and fucking oh shit.

SPEAKER_00 16:24

We gotta talk about that. I was I was fucking there.

SPEAKER_03 16:27

Uh be careful, you know, tread lightly with details and shit. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, this is a story we have to get into. Work story from Sean. Well, that was for me. Well, actually, it was a week long story, wasn't it? Monday with the initial call, right? Monday or Tuesday. Oh, we're talking about my my thing?

SPEAKER_00 16:43

Yeah. Oh yeah. Oh, oh, oh, oh. I'm talking about this thing. Oh, oh, yeah, all right. Go ahead. I was I thought you were getting into the work though. I was no, I was working yesterday and um fucking I had going out because one of my clients' kids needed like pants and shit. So um I got petty cash or whatever to go to Walmart and get her fucking kids of pants because he had no clothes, he had clothes that didn't fit or whatever, and he's getting picked on or whatever. So I go to the fucking Walmart to um grab clothes. All of a sudden, bro, over the loudspeaker, they were like, Lockdown, active shooter, bro. Listen, I don't panic, dude. Okay, like I'm not a panicker, but like I stayed in place, dude. Like where I was at, bro, I stayed and I stood there. I didn't move because I was waiting to hear gunshots, bro. Because it went over the speaker that the store was in lockdown, they locked the store down, and there was an active shooter. They didn't say whether it was in the store or not. So I'm fucking sitting there like oh fuck, dude. You know what I mean? In my mind, yeah, I'm thinking, oh shit, bro, like fucking active shooter in the fucking store. Yeah, so I like stayed in place, dude. I was I wasn't all panicked and like running around, like oh my god, I'm gonna die. But like I knew, dude, to stay where I was. I was kind of toward the back of the store, yeah, mixed in with some clothes, and I just stayed right until they were like, You're good to go. But come to find out, dude, it was just some guy wandering around the parking lot with a gun, but it could have been worse.

SPEAKER_03 18:03

Well, I mean, uh no one should be wandering unless you're in you know, you know, I was gonna say unless you're in an open carry state, but even that kind of sketches me out a little bit.

SPEAKER_00 18:12

In his hand, like that's why someone called he was walking through the parking lot and he had a fucking handgun in his hand walking through the parking lot. And someone called 911. But they escalated to an active shooter, nobody made a shoot.

SPEAKER_03 18:24

Some of these open carry guys be doing it fucking overkill, bro. I don't want to see you walking around Walmart with an AK fucking on your back because you're not gonna be.

SPEAKER_00 18:30

Well, that's that I mean that's a fucking down South Texas shit. No, it is, but it is.

SPEAKER_03 18:36

But but no, no, no, I yeah, I understand. But what I mean is like that is a little active. It's overkill. Like, you don't have to do that to go get your groceries. To me, to me, that's what the fuck, like concealed carry, I get it, because you could save a handgun or something.

SPEAKER_00 18:48

Yeah, bro. Yeah. To me, when they but when you see people do that, I think that is an outright intimidation thing. Yeah. Leave me alone, don't bother me. I have the right to shoot.

SPEAKER_03 18:58

Also, also, what other wild shit that happens in this country, I don't mind anyone what be what with being concealed carry at all because you don't know. Yeah, some dude can start popping off a produce, and you'll be like oh, we're all right, but yeah, for sure.

SPEAKER_00 19:10

Yeah, but like no, I think the ones that do come in with their like hunting rifles, yeah, like AK. Yeah, dude. Somebody's got a fucking 12 gauge on their back getting a fucking rotisserie chicken. You know what I'm saying? Like, we're not doing all that, bro. Right. So, but at the end of the day, dude, like, yeah, that I think I think when they do that, dude, like I think nine times out of ten, that's a look what I got on me deal.

SPEAKER_03 19:32

Yeah, and that's not fucking you don't have to have it fucking target cash cash out.

SPEAKER_00 19:37

No, dude, get in your car, bro. You're going to you're going in to get fucking fucking a box of fucking ends and a box of fucking pampers and you got a fucking you got a fucking Mark 16 on you. Like, what the fuck are you doing? You don't need a grenade launcher in fucking Walmart. Yeah, we ain't playing GTA. Yeah, no shit. Real life GTA happened here.

SPEAKER_03 19:57

Yeah, dude. Oh, yeah, I sent that to uh Bree.

SPEAKER_00 20:01

What are the chances? What are the chances of that fucking happening?

SPEAKER_03 20:03

And she was like, holy shit. And then and then they put out more pictures a couple days after. Someone put up a real uh because you know they had the street blocked off. Well, someone lived in one of the fucking apartments and they had to get through, and they were able to get like some pretty decent footage of what this dude did. This dude went buck wild, bro. The only thing I could think is it was a drunken adventure kind of thing. I think he was walking past the National Guard thing. He looked no, he didn't take it from the National Guard thing.

SPEAKER_00 20:26

Oh dude, that fucking military truck was but was the fucking mascot thing for that puff theory place, dude. The weed store. Oh is that what the old observed dispatch?

SPEAKER_03 20:35

Yeah, I thought he got a drug.

SPEAKER_00 20:39

Yeah, no, he took it from the fucking the ignition was broken, dude. You just got to get it and fucking take it, dude. He didn't weed dispensary, bro. Yeah, yeah, that's why how we went up on Genesis Street. Yeah, he trashed that bitch, dude. Took transformers down and everything, dude.

SPEAKER_03 20:56

Yeah, and someone took pictures of like because they had to bash the fucking window and try to get him out, and even that didn't really fucking do any damage, dude. Like the with the windows are kind of like cracked. They're borderline bulletproof, that's what I'm saying, bro.

SPEAKER_00 21:09

They're so thick, they're borderline bulletproof, dude. They probably had to hammer them windows for 20 minutes to get the fuck out. Yeah, well, yo.

SPEAKER_02 21:20

Alright, whatever. Sorry for that.

SPEAKER_00 21:22

We're back. I had to use the bathroom and then the baby was starting to cry. But fucking, I don't even know where we're at now, bro. Uh fuck shit.

SPEAKER_03 21:30

Oh no, the the guy who fucking the military shit. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So, anyways, I was talking to Brie about it when it first happened. I was like, yo, look what happened here overnight. She's like, Holy fucking shit, right? So I sent her pictures that weren't on the Facebook post. Yeah. Someone put them up on their own. So I had to save them in fucking yo, the window. This this is what the side windows looked like. They did not get that guy out from the window. No. They shot the shit out of it. Yeah. But yeah, bulletproof for real, bro. Like that shit did not break. It cracked.

SPEAKER_00 21:58

Listen, them trucks dude.

SPEAKER_03 22:00

But here's here's the video I was talking about where she she fucking drove through. But since she lives at home, hey, look at it, it's rough, dude. Did you see the video how hard he hit that third by fire stone, dude? Yeah, full nobody hit that. They're they're running outside fire stone. That's what I mean. Now watch. She goes, she somehow gets into the lobby. And you can see the dudes are just like laughing and being like, yo, I can't believe we have to do this for me.

SPEAKER_00 22:30

Yeah, that's fucked up.

SPEAKER_03 22:32

Some of this this guy over here, he's just he's cracking the guy in the boom.

SPEAKER_00 22:36

He dude laughing with it. He hit that fucking turn. He can't drive that side of that truck that fast, dude. And hit that turn. He hit that turn easily at 40, bro. Yeah, that's why he knocked all the trash cans that bus stop and hit that building. Yeah. And you know, if he didn't hit that fucking turn that fast, he'd have fucking kept going, dude. It was all the way back up Genesis Street.

SPEAKER_03 22:55

He would have wrecked havoc fucking all the way down Genesis Street.

SPEAKER_00 22:59

That dude who jacked that tank in LA and started running everything over back in the 90s.

SPEAKER_03 23:03

Yeah, oh yeah. And I remember that one dude that Chris Chris Dorner, I'll never forget his name. And the reason that I I he stuck with me is because yo actually sided with him, bro. And he was a cop himself. He's had enough, dude. And he was just after crazy stories. After when he's done with his rampage, he went to his cabin, lit it on fire. Yeah, just fucking died. And to be fair, you know, this probably mattered to him. They didn't kill me. I killed you. Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_00 23:34

You didn't kill you.

SPEAKER_03 23:35

You didn't get me, I did it.

SPEAKER_00 23:36

I stayed away from you so long.

SPEAKER_03 23:38

And he did it on some G shit. I'll burn alive, motherfucker. I will burn with than rather be arrested. Did you give him a cup and shit?

SPEAKER_02 23:44

Yeah, I gave him okay, I thought I'm finding over it.

SPEAKER_03 23:47

All right. But yeah, that was a wild local story for us. That was like some fucking shit you see in like you said, like LA or something.

SPEAKER_00 23:54

Well, it's fucking fucked up because you know, I fucking see a lot of these fucking weird videos, bro. And I a lot of times I'm like, I don't agree with motherfuckers going out murdering people. Yeah, right, right. But sometimes do people get fucking stepped on enough and they have enough's enough. Yeah, it's not okay to just go out and go, don't. I'm not agreeing with anybody going out fucking murdering people. Yeah, no, no. I'm gonna put this disclaimer out now. I'm not saying that go do it. No, but there's sometimes in my mind I understand what people fucking snap sometimes. Yeah, man. Like, for example, like this one I seen, right? Yeah, yeah. This um TikTok thing I seen, I was fucking went through it. It was like fucking like eight parts, dude. Yeah, and this fucking guy, bro, was working his fucking ass off, dude. Yeah, and he was getting fucking murdered in fucking child support.

SPEAKER_03 24:38

Oh yeah, yo, wasn't that dude? He pulled a he pulled he pulled like a like a 67-hour week and he walked home with like 152 bucks or some shit.

SPEAKER_00 24:45

Yeah, and he went up having enough, dude. And he literally went to his fucking baby mom's house, dude, yeah, and recorded it. Yeah, and she was a b cut dude. He knocked dude, he knocked on the door and he goes, he goes, here she is, and he went in the house and he fuck killed her in the kitchen.

SPEAKER_03 25:00

Well, good for him, right?

SPEAKER_00 25:01

So he did and then so but then he goes on and the video keeps going, and then he fucking gets up to his ex-wife's house, dude. Yeah, and he's standing in front, he's like on the sidewalk, dude. Yeah, and he's explaining like, well, what the fuck, dude? I have a right to have a fucking life and blah blah blah. And I understand paying for my kids, but I don't fucking see them, and you're taking all the fucking money, you're taking like almost 50% of my fucking paycheck. I gotta live in my car. Like, he's literally telling you, dude. Yeah, like he has had enough, and the system won't catch give him a fucking break. Oh bro, speaking of speaking of while we're on topic like fucking. Oh, yeah, go ahead, go. So he's literally I stand on this lady's sidewalk, dude. Yeah, and he's explaining the whole scenario how he's barely making any money, he's gonna sleep in his fucking car. How can he fucking see his kids if he ain't got nowhere to take them? And yeah, like they're taking all his fucking money and he can't live and he can't get food, and he's struggling really bad, and he's asked for help, but nobody will help him and shit, because his income's his income. Right. And they don't they don't deem it off of they don't deem your child support coming out as fucking you had need any type of service. No, right, it's just yeah, your income's your income. So he's explaining all this shit. And I don't know what the fuck what the fuck this lady was thinking, dude. Yeah, but she must have noticed him standing out front, bro. Yeah, and she opened the fucking door, dude, and she pushed the screen door open, and she literally clearly said to him, She goes, What are you doing here? Yeah, and this motherfucker dropped his phone and you heard him say, I'm here for you. Yeah, and he fucking ran and the phone hit the ground and you heard him in the house. She started screaming, you heard plop plop, yeah, and that no more sound, yeah, and then probably about 20 seconds later, plop, and he did himself.

SPEAKER_03 26:40

Well, yo, that's that's the thing, is like when when people are like, Why'd you do it? It's never just like unless unless it's a drug situation, like you're at the bar and someone nudges into you and just like gotta go, motherfucker, and that's one thing. But generally speaking, when people kill somebody, it's a buildup of many things. So someone's like, Why'd you do it? It's not just one thing.

SPEAKER_01 27:02

It's not like it was never one hour to fucking tell you why.

SPEAKER_00 27:05

It's never one thing. That's why when they ask them that question, they don't ever get an answer, right? Because it's it's it's so many different things and feelings.

SPEAKER_03 27:12

There was one dude though who did. He was straight up.

SPEAKER_00 27:14

I don't know if you've seen this was an older guy who had beard. Remember the dude that was locally from around here that went and killed his fucking wife and fucking shit in front of his kids on Christmas dude? Yeah, because he got that child support fucking murder thing, yeah.

SPEAKER_03 27:24

But uh this one, it was some old southern dude, bro. Beard, he's probably like 60, 70, whatever. His life's probably near the end of it, anyway. And yo, like uh his daughter moved in with her husband, and like they're just being mad, disrespectful, or whatever, and he let all that.

SPEAKER_00 27:39

Oh, I seen that. Yo, he killed the parents and the and the wife, right?

SPEAKER_03 27:42

Right, they wouldn't he she wouldn't make them leave, yeah. And yo, like I totally get where he's coming from. Like, yo, this is my home for a week, right? Like, this is my home. I remember that one.

SPEAKER_00 27:51

He was telling he was telling his wife for a week that he was wanting them to leave, they didn't need to be.

SPEAKER_03 27:55

He was like, We agreed to like a two-month thing so they can get back on their feet or whatever. And I don't think they ever had any intention of leaving, honestly. But I I think I think he mentioned in the interrogation. He said they laughed at him.

SPEAKER_00 28:06

Yeah, he went in and said he told his wife while she was cooking breakfast. He wanted them to the end of the day for them to leave. Yeah, and the fucking parents looked at the daughter and then they fucking laughed and went back to fucking eating. He goes, Then I went to my truck and grabbed my gun.

SPEAKER_03 28:18

He goes, he goes, so what ward you shoot him in? He goes, Well, first I shot him because he was the aggressor. He fucking laughed at me.

SPEAKER_00 28:26

Yeah. He goes, And I shot the grandma.

SPEAKER_03 28:28

He goes, and then he goes, My wife looks at me, he goes, I shot her in the head next.

SPEAKER_00 28:32

Yeah.

SPEAKER_03 28:32

He goes, and then I and then he goes, I f I don't know if he killed the, I think he didn't know. He killed everybody. Yeah, yeah, yeah. He killed everybody. He dude killed the mom, the dad, and the fucking wife. Yeah, and she goes, Well, why'd you do that? And he goes, he goes, I fucking told you that I was going to get my gun.

SPEAKER_00 28:46

And you need and you need and you needed to leave. Yeah. And you still, dude, I think if the if he would if he had his gun, he walked in the door and they were grabbing their stuff, he'd have never shot. He even said it. He goes, he goes, I'm 60. He goes, I'm 68 years old. What's your wife in prison for me? 10 years.

SPEAKER_03 29:01

Yeah. I mean, at that point, who gives a fucking?

SPEAKER_00 29:03

He goes, I don't care.

SPEAKER_03 29:04

No.

SPEAKER_00 29:04

He goes, I had enough. I asked them to leave for a week. My wife would not back me up. She fucking mocked me about them leaving. Yeah. And that's probably what really did him in it.

SPEAKER_03 29:12

Like, if if he would have been like, yo, maybe we need another week, you know, we're looking at some something we need to hear back. That would have been one thing.

SPEAKER_00 29:18

Bro, and when he was talking, though, he was explaining how he was he was doing the right thing. Yeah. He was staying out of the house. He was going up to his dad's. But he shouldn't have to. Yeah, it was his home. Yeah.

SPEAKER_01 29:26

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 29:26

Yeah. So, but like, I want to get back to something though. Yeah. People don't understand. Like, go back to that, like, for example, that child support story, dude.

SPEAKER_02 29:35

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 29:35

Okay. Okay, yeah. Don't get me wrong, you probably made mistakes and had multiple kids and multiple baby mamas. And you know, whatever. And yeah, okay, you made his mistakes, and he's paying the system for them children. That's all well and good. But listen, I'm in the same scenario, dude. Okay. I pay an excessive amount in child support, and it's very frustrating. Okay. What people don't understand when it comes to these situations, dude, is that they think that it's just a financial thing and it's not. It's not just people think it's just a financial thing. If you're in say, for example, my my scenario, I'm paying child support in excessive amount. I'm paying $273 a paycheck. Okay. So that's a lot of money, dude. That's fucking over almost over, almost $600 a fucking month, dude. I'm paying out. Okay. That's two car payments, pretty much. For me, you know what I mean? I pay $311. So it's almost two car payments a month that I'm paying out. Okay. But what people don't understand is that with that money coming out, I can't fucking save anything.

SPEAKER_02 30:34

Right.

SPEAKER_00 30:34

Okay. So then that what does that do? That causes a burden in the home. Now that causes conflict in your relationship. Then that causes conflict with your kids because you can't go out and do certain things so you don't have the fucking money for it. And then but people don't understand that these scenarios, dude, snowball.

SPEAKER_01 30:49

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 30:50

In the situations where where you do you can be put in a situation where you lose your place to live because you don't have that fucking extra 600 bucks.

SPEAKER_02 30:57

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 30:58

You do, you can't, you, you're at at risk having your power turned off because you don't have that extra $200 to pay your fucking national grid bills. You do you can't get a vehicle on the fucking road because you can't afford the current because that extra money's coming out. Then you then you can't you you got you're then you're limited at where you can fucking work because you don't have no fucking transportation. You got to rely on public transportation because you can't afford Uber because you're shelling out six hundred dollars a month of child support. Right. They want you to pay, yeah, but they kneecap you to where you can't even become remotely successful because you're shelling out so much money, you you can't even risk trying to upgrade your job because what if you don't get it? Right. Well, no, and then what if you can interview the job that pays more but it's 20 minutes away and have no way to get there?

SPEAKER_03 31:41

At the end of that, nobody understands any of that. At the end of that, let's say he does get that job and it goes, so does your fucking child support.

SPEAKER_00 31:48

Yeah. Percentage motherfucker. Like, for example, like I'll for me, I did. I think the only smart thing that I did in my child support hearings when she actually shows up, that fucking toad looking for her. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Because you just don't go. Yeah, you think just because you don't show up, right? Things you win because you got a vagina, you ugly fucking pig. Yeah, yeah. Point you fucking slow.

SPEAKER_03 32:09

Anyone can fight me or him on that, because I've experienced all this shit with him since with Golden Kears and Isaiah.

SPEAKER_00 32:14

Bro, if they don't if if the mom don't show up, you you the man automatically loses.

SPEAKER_03 32:18

Well, not only that, it's just that the system is favored for them. Always will. It's a stacked debt, dude. So it's it's like you're playing craps with fucking them trick dice.

SPEAKER_00 32:28

Yeah, the weighted dice. You don't have a fucking prayer. The weighted dice. You ain't definitely not getting C Low. No! No, you don't have a fucking chance. But the here, the moral of the story is this people don't understand that okay, you're fine, I'm paying my financial responsibility, I get it. Okay. But on the other hand, bro, like it causes so many other personal problems in your life with having the lack of finances. Yeah, like for example, everything's that's why people say money doesn't not to be an asshole, like even even for the sake of okay, this money was still coming out when I was fucking single, okay?

SPEAKER_02 32:59

Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_00 32:59

Now, when I'll use this example, Joshua wanted to go do a concert of wrestling. Yeah, I can't go. Yeah, yeah, you're right.

SPEAKER_03 33:06

Yeah, because normally, normally for the NXC, you'd be like, yo, yeah, I'll be right there with you, you know? Like, yeah.

SPEAKER_00 33:11

You gotta think. Or or for example, like Quinn wanted to do it, do a second sport. Yeah, can't afford it. Can't afford his signal for baseball. Yeah, he won't do baseball and football this year. If we were all for it, we can't afford it. It's almost like it's a but but you gotta understand it it affects you full circle. You can't do shit.

SPEAKER_03 33:28

That's what I was about to say.

SPEAKER_00 33:29

It has a trickle-down effect, dude. I can I I I got a friend in Florida. I'd love to go down for a week once a year. I can't do that, yeah. Because you gotta think, even if I wasn't saving that $600 to say I was only saving $300 that month, yeah, that's $300 times $12. That's over two grand. I could go every year, dude.

SPEAKER_03 33:46

Dude, that's that's multiple things you can do. I could go, but I can do Florida every year, dude. Yeah, but even that notwithstanding, you say say there's a there's a band that you love that's out in Cooperstown doing it.

SPEAKER_00 33:58

Even anything, dude. Say I wanted to get say I wanted to do fucking a fucking New York City trip and stay in New Jersey, right? Don't do Salem for fucking three a long fucking weekend to stay at a hotel. I can't, right? Because now I'm putting all this financial responsibility, dude, on my wife, which is unfair because it's shit ain't this ain't her debt. Right, exactly. So, what does that cost? A fucking argument in your relationship. Why are you always broke? Yeah, you get what I'm saying? Well, I understand where when people fucking dudes bitch and complain and snap out on fucking because the system ain't willing to adjust at all. Because you want to know why, because they get a cut, bro.

SPEAKER_03 34:30

Yeah, and and it's not even just that, it's not even just child support, it's just like being a man comes with responsibility to provide and pay bills and buy food and blah blah blah blah blah blah. And it does get it does mount sometimes to where it's just like yo, I'm never gonna get out of it, I'm never gonna get right against anybody.

SPEAKER_00 34:48

I'll be fucking completely honest. Like, I remember for the longest time, I don't care, I tell my personal shit on here, I don't give a fuck. Yeah, that's what it's for. So, like for the longest time, dude. I sat here and I was thinking one time, yeah. Okay, I was like, bro, like I literally don't get like hard-ons often. Like it just doesn't happen, you know what I'm saying? And like my doctor was like, Oh, let's try fucking Viagra, did nothing, you know what I'm saying? And tried fucking Cialis, that kind of work. Then I tried the gas station bullshit that did literally fucking nothing, you know what I'm saying? Like, but then I fucking stopped giving a fuck, dude. So let's put this in perspective. I literally just stopped caring, dude. Yeah, I'm talking about at all. Yeah, yo, I'm talking about like if it's Joshua, I'm talking about to the extreme, like if it goes gonna be late, too fucking bad. Yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_03 35:35

There's there there's two outcomes in this situation, and I think everyone's natural one is to panic, yeah, right. But for me and you, we've been we've been through it so much, it's like fuck it, they can wait.

SPEAKER_00 35:45

Yeah, but so but what I'm saying is that but I feel like once I got into that mindset, like you want to know what if I'm gonna go first, if I'm gonna go fucking do something, yeah, you can fuck hold your hand on your ass for 160 bucks, you can get that in two weeks. Yeah, I'm doing X, I'm doing X. You know what happened magically because I just made this decision to say I just fuck fuck everything and do whatever the fuck I want to do, and everything else can hold their hand on their fucking ass and put shit in your hand and clap, my dick works again because stress was literally fucking killing my body.

SPEAKER_03 36:18

You know, they had this funny, funny fucking tweet, meme, whatever the fuck. And it was like it goes, you know, uh alright, so here's this pill for uh antidepression and it goes, oh great, I feel great. Except now uh what'd it say is oh oh it was like it was like now I can't lose weight and I can't come. Like so it's like yeah, you gotta pick lesser of two evils, like you want to feel okay or it sounds messed up.

SPEAKER_00 36:45

It sounds messed up because it almost brings me back to like the poppy thing. Yeah, right. Okay, yeah, because it seemed like what the medical system did to that guy was like to me was completely unfair. Okay, yeah. So they would that first they were like, bro, like you probably should quit smoking. And don't get me wrong, he was smoking like two packs a day, bro.

SPEAKER_01 37:02

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_00 37:03

He was smoking, smoking, dude. That shit he but you at the end of the day, dude, he knew that the job he did before with all the toxic skin, inhaling cigarettes and dead. Yeah, you're cigarettes and at least in your worries. You were stealing molten steel with no mask, yeah. Okay, particles of metal. So yeah, whatever. Yeah, right. But he they said probably quit smoking, and he did, right? Then they fucking moved on to the fucking next thing. Yeah, and I mean what I think what was the fucking time I'm telling you, the thing the list of shit they kept giving them shit to do. Um, yeah, quit smoking, and then they were like, fuck told him, Oh, you fucking start walking, and he started walking for his blood flow or whatever. And then they fucking told him to fucking do some other fucking weird ass fucking thing, and he fucking did it. And then they got to fucking you need to diet, and he was like, That's it. Yeah, you're not getting it all, dude. You're not getting me. Oh no, it was the quit smoking, he quit smoking. Then they were like, You should then then then they played the whole you should cut down or stop the drinking.

SPEAKER_04 38:01

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 38:01

He was a full-blown alcoholic, and he did it. Yeah, okay. And then he fuck continues to go to his doctor, and then they go, it'd be a great idea, you know, you know, health-wise, to go on a diet. And he told him to go fuck themselves.

SPEAKER_02 38:14

Yeah, I wouldn't.

SPEAKER_00 38:16

He goes, You want to know why? He goes, You took my enjoyment of cigarette smoking away. Yeah, I did it because you wanted me to drink it, right? Well, did he know they didn't quit smoking?

SPEAKER_02 38:24

Oh.

SPEAKER_00 38:25

He said, You took my enjoyment of smoking cigarettes away. He goes, I did it. It was a bitch, I did it. I was smoking so much, it was a real hard time for me to quit smoking. Then you said to quit drinking. He goes, I slowed down, then I eventually fucked quit drinking. He goes, now you're saying diet. He goes, You're you're not taking you took my cigarettes, you took my alcohol, you're not taking my food.

SPEAKER_03 38:43

Yeah, you're not. And then I yo, I I remember there's there was like a it was like a full-blown thing, but there was like a small family argument because he wanted a King Kong burger. And not for nothing, he was in his last days. I mean, looking back, I mean, even without looking back, it was kind of the writing was on the wall. I wouldn't say last days, but we knew. Yeah, yeah. So I mean there was an inevitability fashion. Yeah, yeah, the writing was on the wall, and fucking it was coming not as soon as we thought, but yeah, but they would run that commercial because that King Kong just came out.

SPEAKER_00 39:09

Yeah, the King Kong movie, and they did that fucking hamburger, that double B double burden burger. He's like, I want one of those so fucking your mom got it.

SPEAKER_03 39:16

So my mom brought it over, and Scott's like, You shouldn't be fucking eating that. And my mom looked at her and she goes, Who cares? Like, he might not be we're not saying he's gonna die within the next coming days, but like I said, the writing was on the wall. But here's the thing Why don't you let him enjoy the fucking last parts of his life?

SPEAKER_00 39:34

I remember standing up for your mom on that. Yeah, because he would it got it got broke because Graham was at work and it got brought up to her later that day. Scott said something that fucking, you know, oh fucking don brought fucking dad some nasty fucking food or whatever. Yeah, and I happened to be there, right? With Jessica and the fucking kids, and I remember I looked fucking at looked at fucking Graham and I go, why can't let him fucking enjoy a fucking hamburger of French fries, dude? Yeah, like I said, I don't care It's not like she took him to a buffet. Listen, I Joshua, at that point, bro, I don't care if she brought him a quad burger, dude.

SPEAKER_03 40:10

That's what I mean.

SPEAKER_00 40:11

Like and the fucking fries still had fucking molten grease on them. Yeah, who gives a fuck, dude? That fucking man, bro, he first off, he was a fucking prick.

SPEAKER_02 40:22

Yeah, okay.

SPEAKER_00 40:23

90% of my life was just a mean drunk guy, okay? At least I got a fucking happy, fucking decent fucking father at the end, and at least he had fucking food. Yeah, okay. So fuck the hamburger. He wasn't a piece of shit drunk anymore. So why in the fuck are you gonna make the dude mad over food?

SPEAKER_02 40:43

Right.

SPEAKER_00 40:44

So because all that did was cause a fucking fight. Because you know how Poppy is. Poppy's exactly like how I am, and this is why it causes problems in my house. Yeah, because when motherfuckers tell me shit, like I shouldn't do this and I shouldn't do that. If you're gonna keep picking at me, I'm gonna do it more. Okay? So all that did, dude, was escalate his food. Now he's over now me and me now, me and Joshua are going over and he's sending me to McDonald's. Yeah, and he's sending me to Fox. But that's the thing, he's gonna be here.

SPEAKER_03 41:10

He shouldn't have had to do it in secret.

SPEAKER_00 41:12

Bro, he had the the food he the food that he wanted to eat, he had to eat during the day. That's what I mean. Because he was not getting that shit for dinner time, bro. Right. He was sending me with his debit card to get him Taco Bell. Yeah, and get him fucking Wendy's. I'm really getting craving, I'm really craving a fucking baconator.

SPEAKER_03 41:27

Yeah, yeah, fuck it, dude.

SPEAKER_00 41:28

You fucking earned it here. And dude, and you wonder what's fucked up. And every time he'd send me, he'd feel bad that he'd send me. Yeah. Or we would go, yeah, and he'd go get something for yourself. Nine times out of ten, we wouldn't, dude. You know what I mean? But he'd be like, Oh, you're doing me a favor, go get something for yourself. You're gonna reward me to get you free.

SPEAKER_02 41:42

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_00 41:43

You don't have the car here. There was only one vehicle at the time. Graham had it. Yeah, you know what I mean? So he couldn't go get it himself, and I would gladly, he would call me, dude, on the phone.

SPEAKER_03 41:52

Well, yo, I'm kind of going through a similar thing with Graham. Like, no one really knows she smoked but me. Yeah, she'll send me to the store and be like, here's 20, get you back.

SPEAKER_00 41:59

But she listen, I give her credit, she ain't smoking a pack of days. She's like a couple of days, bro. A couple of days, like more than a week. Yeah, she takes a couple of days, yeah.

SPEAKER_03 42:06

Like she'll have one in the morning, like a normal smoker, you know. I mean, Scott leaves, she'll quite fire one up, and then she'll have another one maybe around like noon, and that's about it. She ain't out here fucking like smoke smoke uh smokestacks Calhoun or anything. Fucking one after another, like her grandpa was.

SPEAKER_00 42:25

Well, she used to smoke pretty, pretty in the bad game.

SPEAKER_03 42:27

Yeah, dude. Yeah, every every fucking like five to seven minutes. It was like it was like it was like very close to chain smoking.

SPEAKER_00 42:34

Yeah, you can classify the chain smoking, but very close. She yeah, she was getting there. Yeah, but like I'm just saying, dude, at the end of the day, bro, like like fucking, you want to know what, dude, and I hate that fucking YOLO fucking statement, but it's fucking actually true, bro. Like get your get your enjoyment out of life, bro. Listen, I'm I'm in my last fucking third, dude. Yeah, all right. I'm fucking I'm gonna be fucking 49, dude, in fucking three months, bro.

SPEAKER_03 43:00

People like to say that I'm in my last third, dude. People like to say midlife is 50. Fuck you, no, it ain't midlife where you're at right now. Exactly. 30 something. There you go. Um 78, 79. That's that's your life span. I'm midlife crisis, not midlife crisis, but midlife right now.

SPEAKER_00 43:14

Yeah, I'm past mine. Yeah, like I'm it sounds fucked up. It sounds uh sad to put it in this context. Like for me at my age, I've settled, dude. Yeah, and it sounds messed up at a certain point, and and it's it shouldn't be that way, but yeah, dude. I've I've kind of settled in my life and it shouldn't be that way. I should be able to whatever, and I think shouldn't be the way they are. No, bro, this is how it is. Yeah, at least I'm a rational thinker. Yeah, you know what I mean? I'm like, yo, this is what it is. I'm not restarting anything at fucking fifty. If I restart anything, it's gonna be start at fucking alone. Okay, because I'm gonna tell anybody straight up relationship days for me, bro, are done. Yeah, done. This one goes kibosh, oh well, so be it. I'll go back to fucking jerking off. I don't give a fuck, dude. So I'll go back, I'll I'll go out. And do what I did before, and I'll get myself one of them fucking half a torsos in the fucking adult world. Now fuck that thing. Let's say I washing the sink like I did before.

SPEAKER_03 44:07

Let's say, for example, I'm not wishing the worst on here. But let's just say, for example, that it does go that way. Would you be fine just being like the hooker lifestyle again? Just every two weeks, fucking drop drop out of the way.

SPEAKER_00 44:20

What I would do, and this is a god's honest truth because I've done it before. Yeah. Is I would fucking literally just fucking find a fucking girl, dude, who's either fucking openly willing to cheat.

SPEAKER_02 44:31

Yeah. Right.

SPEAKER_00 44:32

Or fucking does not want anything but like a fucking Netflix and chill situation. Come over here and her fucking leave. That's that's what me and Jordan had for a minute, dude. I'm completely fine with that. Yeah. But I do also know that if say said person, if there was that person, because there's wouldn't be, and there's not currently that thing going on, but like if there was that was to be the situation, I think if that fucking sad female wanted a relationship, I'd tell her what we had going on is over.

SPEAKER_01 44:57

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 44:58

Because that's not, I'm not, I refuse, dude. Yeah. At 50 to fucking start a relationship. What's your favorite color? Yeah, what are your fees? I'm not I'm not doing that again. That's why fucking refuse, I won't. If it accidentally happens, then that's all that's a different scenario. Right. But I am not gonna go out of my way and be like, oh I oh, how was your fucking kid's recital? I don't care if you come on the stage, dude. I don't fucking care, bro. If you're not if you're not coming over, and you're not coming over for the sole paid purpose to fuck me and suck my dick, then I don't care what you did, what you had for dinner, how work was, what your mom and dad are doing. I don't fucking care, dude.

SPEAKER_03 45:37

You would treat the relationship as like a fucking like like a common girl.

SPEAKER_00 45:43

I don't have actually spending time with you. You want to put a chill into a movie, yeah. But I'm telling you right now, we get 48 minutes in, yeah, and your panties ain't off, when the movie's over, you're leaving. Like it's not fucking complicated. That's where we're going, dude. That's what it is. I'm not I'm uncomfortable. No, because you want to know what, bro. When you start actually thinking about your life, okay, when you get to a certain point in your life, in your age in your life, you start understanding that you ain't got wasteful time. Ah, yo, that's what I'm saying. Like right now, bro, not to be an asshole, dude. I don't have wasteful time.

SPEAKER_03 46:13

And and like it's like I don't have wasteful time. I've always been like this from the beginning. That's actually how I ended up getting with Savannah. So I was very direct and to the point with what I wanted. Where all these other guys, they would skirt around it and be like, Oh, I want to get to know you. No, fuck that. I want to fuck you. And then it turned into oh, well, shit, we actually get along, you know what I mean? Well, that's you understand. You know what I mean?

SPEAKER_00 46:32

I almost said the same thing though. Right. If I fall into a situation, say, say, say this relationship didn't work. Yes. If I was to fall into a situation where we, it's me and the other person, yeah, yeah, yeah. We like almost accidentally kind of like stumbled in a relationship. That's one thing. Yeah. But when you when when someone asks me, would I pursue? No. Yeah, not at all. Right, right, right. If it becomes something, fine. If it doesn't, great. Don't care, dude. I really don't care.

SPEAKER_03 47:00

To further your point a little bit from earlier, like, I feel like that's why that like I feel like that like Brie is like the fucking the go-to for me because we already have a history. I don't have to go through that fucking, oh, where are you from? And oh, what was your life like? And blah blah blah. I've known the bitch a fucking decade. So we're already on fucking terms to where it's like I can ask certain things and not have to be scared to ask them.

SPEAKER_00 47:22

Yeah, yeah, yeah. You know what I mean? Yeah, well the and then that's what I mean, dude. Like, yeah, I don't I don't put it this way. I fucking don't have no interest, dude, in getting to know fucking anybody, bro. I think that my life is already full enough with the people that I want involved, yeah, that I'm even including this as in a friend circle thing.

SPEAKER_01 47:40

Yeah, right.

SPEAKER_00 47:41

I don't even know interest in having a new friend. I am 48 going on 49, bro. I ain't got time for no fucking new friend. I don't want one, I'm not interested in one. I will be cordial with you. I may even meet you out for a drink, but you're never gonna be a friend. I ain't gonna consider you a friend. I'm gonna consider you like, oh, we go to a social gathering once in a while together. I have no time for new friends, okay? I don't put it this way, the ones that I have are fine. Okay, like, for example, like I love Danny to death, dude, Prince Godfather, love him to death, but he also pisses me off. Because you want to know what, as cool as we were and as great times as we've had, nobody fucking gets a hold of me, asks me if I'm okay, right, or how I'm feeling, or what I'm up to. It's I'm always it's because Joshua, I have gotten to the point, dude, to where not to be a fucking complete piece of shit, yeah, but like I'm not always gonna be the one to fuck initiate a conversation with you. No, no, you're right. And and then and then and there's times where I don't get a reply for three days, it's unnecessary.

SPEAKER_03 48:41

Yeah, because yo, I've I've had, and this could be a pride thing, but I've had like uh not dating relationships, but shit the world was leading there. But it's like I send the last text and you don't reply, then I guess it ends there. Because I'm not fucking, I'm not, I'm not always gonna initiate, I'm not doing it.

SPEAKER_00 48:58

I don't do it, dude.

SPEAKER_03 49:00

Because it should be a mutual thing, to where if we're talking for a couple weeks, you would think I pop in your head at least once in the next two weeks.

SPEAKER_00 49:06

Or if you don't hear from you, be like, oh, what are you up to?

SPEAKER_03 49:08

Right, so anything, send me a meme. You listen.

SPEAKER_00 49:12

Listen, I do shit spitefully too. Like, if we're communicating, I'm communicating with somebody, right? And we're going doing back and forths, yeah, and he Joshua's right. If I'm the one that's shot last, yeah, I'm not gonna get up in the morning and be like, How was your night?

SPEAKER_03 49:25

Yeah, like you know, I'm not like I'll I'll I'll do that a couple times, but after a while, after a while, if the energy's not being reciprocated, there's no fucking point.

SPEAKER_00 49:33

You gotta understand too.

SPEAKER_03 49:34

Then obviously the interest level is in there. It's fine.

SPEAKER_00 49:37

But the way my mind works though with that fucking scenario is fucking that like obviously you are of no priority. You know what I'm saying? I don't fit into it if you do. Yeah, I'm not I'm not on your not prejudice at all. Nah, like right. If I fucking if I can fucking shoot you a fucking text and be like, I hope you have a good day at work, right? And I don't hear back from you, dude, till five o'clock, I'm probably not answering you. Nah, and you'll and like I can't. Because there ain't no way you can grab your phone one time from 9 a.m. to 4 30. There's no fucking.

SPEAKER_03 50:05

It takes 12 seconds to send a text. Dude, and it doesn't even have to be something huge. You can be like, uh, I will you two. Yeah, something like that. Because I know you're busy in your work. Whatever. Like, I don't I don't know if you're acknowledge me.

SPEAKER_00 50:15

I don't expect unrational shit out of people. Acknowledge me, yeah. Yeah, no, I don't I don't expect it to be like, you know, I had a dream about you and uh all in detail. I don't I don't I don't need extreme shit like fucking like okay, you finally got your lunch break and you went into the fucking girls' room and shot me a fucking pussy pick.

SPEAKER_03 50:35

Nah, you don't just be sorry, it's been busy at work today.

SPEAKER_00 50:38

I finally got a chance to text you back or something, you know. I understand that happens. Yeah, I would literally say that. I get it. Yeah, that's cool. Get a hold of when you're not busy. Right. Yeah, and I always a lot of times I'd leave it there. Like when you're not busy, you know, get a hold of me. But as soon as you fucking want to wait like a day or so to get a hold of me, bro, like you're gonna see the distance immediately. Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_03 50:58

Because you're gonna I'm gonna give back what what you're doing.

SPEAKER_00 51:01

You're gonna give what you put out. Yeah, absolutely. If you can fucking wait two days to reply to me, bro, I'm probably gonna do the same thing back. Yeah, and then you're gonna get mad why I'm not replying, and I'm the type of piece of shit and do like, how does it feel? Yeah, and I'll I'll say or or what I do.

SPEAKER_03 51:15

This is petty, but I've done this before. If you don't get a hold of me for two days, that text will sit there for two days, and I will I will give you back exactly what you get. Oh, it took you while to get a hold of me. Well, yeah, I'm glad you mentioned that.

SPEAKER_00 51:28

I'm glad you mentioned that. That's more or less what I said. Like, you do it, and I'll I'll sit on it, dude. Nothing, I won't reply for a minute. Yeah, right. And you can blow me up for two days. Like, oh, are you okay? How come I haven't heard from you? Blah blah blah. I'm still not answering you, right? And then when I do, you know what I'm gonna do? I'm gonna be the spiteful prick that I am, and people that fucking hate me for it. Yeah, that I'll go, I'll literally go, Oh, I've been so busy. Right, yeah. You have no idea how busy I've been, shit's been crazy. Wanna hear about it? Yeah, yeah, and either they're gonna be completely aware of my sarcasm, yeah. And if you don't, you definitely have never paid attention to me at all. Yeah, which means you literally have no interest at all because we don't know that's my my sarcasm, then you don't know me. Yeah, I'm a sarcastic asshole. Yeah, that's my nature. I picture that you pick up on though from here. I get called that weekly, dude. In my own home. Why are you always a sarcastic asshole? I hate saying it, dude, but like I'm Joshua.

SPEAKER_03 52:22

Part of it is how our way our brain was wired to how we were raised. Because we always got wise cracks, yeah.

SPEAKER_00 52:27

It's an answer, yeah. Always a fucking yeah, shitty comment back. Right. It's the way it didn't but you got people gotta understand too. And I've tried to explain this shit to fuck Cassandra before. Yeah, and I said, don't think I'm making an excuse. Because every time I say this shit, she think I'm making something like we were. There's a difference between an excuse and an explanation. My this fine, and then we'll use this then. This was my this is my explanation. Yeah, okay. I have literally always been this way, yeah, and you've been the only one to try to correct it, and it's just too late. Yeah, no, you're right. Yeah. I am 48 going on 49. Ask anybody, like, for example, I literally used these exact words, and it wasn't even a month ago, because we got in a huge fight about me fucking saying shitty things back. Yeah. Okay. And I looked her dead in the face and she got pissed.

SPEAKER_03 53:10

Wow, she thought about Jefferson breaking.

SPEAKER_00 53:12

She got pissed, went in the fucking room, and fucked, stayed in there, dude, mad as fuck, because I made one statement, and this was what it was. I go because that comment that I just said I made. Yep. I'm 48 going on 49, bro. I've always been this way. You're the only one who's tried to correct this behavior. It's too late. Yeah, right. And then I turned around and she goes, she goes, it shouldn't be too late. There's always time for change. Not at almost 50. No, sorry. Okay, set my way. So then I turned around and I literally looked her in the face. I go, anybody who knows me, yeah, anybody who's known me for an extended period of time, I said, you can I said, you are friends with Jay-Z on Facebook, you are friends with Mary on Facebook. Yeah, I go, you can Facebook call them right now. Yeah. Go in a secluded fucking room, yeah, and ask them literally direct question.

SPEAKER_02 54:00

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 54:01

Not giving them pointing them in a direction. Right, yeah. Ask them. Be like, yo, how has fucking Sean been since you met? How has Sean's how has Sean's personality been since you met him?

SPEAKER_02 54:12

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 54:12

You know what they're gonna say? Fucking ball breaker. Yeah, breaking balls, like to get fucked up, pick on fucking people. That's what I've always done, dude.

SPEAKER_03 54:22

People always point to the negatives that uh, you know, it's a genetic thing. I got it from my dad. That's me showing I like and love you, dude. Yeah, and remember, uh, who was it? That's my love link. If I'm Kirsten, Kirsten's the only one in this family who doesn't understand that if we break your balls, it means that we like you.

SPEAKER_00 54:40

Bro, I've made it as simple as not to be, especially in a relationship, I fuck with you. Yeah, right? If I fuck with you all the time, right? Like I walk past you and I slap your ass or fucking do something fucking stupid, or I see a wise crack back to try to make you laugh, and then you fucking have a have a puss on your face because you think I'm being mean. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, like if I'm fucking roasting you or if I'm picking on you, or I'm being sarcastic to you, dude. Especially, I would put I'm I'm specifying in a relationship setting, okay? It means that I actually like you, dude. It means that I actually love you, and I'm comfortable being my 100% self of you. Right. And if you can't accept that as me, then we should not be together.

SPEAKER_03 55:16

And yeah, what's fucked up is like, even for me, like I'll keep it lighthearted. I'm not like all your pussy stinks or anything. I would never do anything. No, no, no, but take on people's weight and shit like that. No, but it's it comes from like I I just don't think they grasp it. It comes from a place of love to where it's like fucking like um just like a fucking everyday habit, like fucking.

SPEAKER_00 55:36

Because you want to know what there's there's things in my house that get taken completely out of context and it's frustrating. Yeah, like for example, like there's been times, dude, yeah, where like she's walked by and I've slapped her ass and be like, I love that big ass. Yeah, right. Now, because she I should be conscious of what I say, yeah, and I'm aware of that, dude, and I know it, but I'm saying it as an I like big asses, right? She's thinking I'm meaning it in context, like, hey you fat fish. Right. And it's not what it's meant. It's meant I like big booties, dude. Yeah, that's just me. Yeah, you know what I'm saying? Like, because if it wasn't, you wouldn't be sitting in the living room with me. Yeah, that's what I mean. So so what I'm saying is that like I I don't if you don't my point I'm trying to make is yeah, if you don't know me by now, you've never known me. Yeah, and you guys have an extensive fucking history, so you would think no, but you I think what what it is is that I think, and and I'm not giving her the benefit of the doubt here, okay, yeah, because she's made a lot of changes in her life, dude. Yeah, she was in a bad situation, bro. She was drinking a lot, she was going through her own stuff, she was in a shitty fucking relationship, you know what I mean? Like she went through a lot and she made a lot of changes and she went, she's going now the positive way. And I think when she looks at her life, dude, okay, and that she's made significant changes as a person, you know what I mean? And things that she has changed, she now looks in the mirror and expects the same from me, and you're not gonna get that. And I apologize, dude. Yeah, like I'm sorry, but like if this is not what you wanted or this wasn't the outcome, then there's ways to fix it, dude. Because I'm not gonna I'm I I'm not saying that I'm I'm refused to change, but I can't. I try and it goes back to the same thing, and I try and it goes back to the same thing, and I try. It's like a circle, dude. Like I do try, but the issue is, bro, is that I've been doing it for so long, and it's been me for so long. And like I said before, bro, anybody who knows me, Danny, Jay-Z, you, Graham, dude, we can go far back as Jessica, Kirsten, Isaiah, my mom, fucking your mom, Dave, Scott, Jill, Kurt, anybody, dude, McGreen, the people I was in the military with, dude, you know what I'm saying? Even to the point, bro, not to be an asshole, the people that fucking work, you ready? I'm gonna read something to you, dude. Yeah, from a fucking coworker that sent me in a fucking text, okay? Yeah, if this doesn't prove my point, okay, this literally should prove my point. All right. Now, I was going through some a situation with a client yesterday, okay, and me and this girl Hannah, she just had a baby and shit, right? Yeah, and we work with the same family. She works with the kids, I work with the parents, okay? So we gotta like kind of coexist with this one family, all right? She's been having a really difficult time with this lady when it comes to like shit she's doing with her kids and blah blah blah. Now she messaged me on my work phone and she said, I really need you to talk to, and I can't say her name. I'm going through this situation. She explains the whole scenario to me, right? Yeah, she goes, I need you to at least try to have a conversation with her. So I text her and I was like, No worries, I got you. Right. I said, I gotta see her today, anyways. So I said, I got done with the fucking thing. I said, I you know, I let her know, blah, blah, blah. I said, I kind of sort of put her in her place. She needs to do what she needs to do, is right by her kids, or there, or I'm gonna have to get other people involved. And I don't think that's something you really want me to do because you know the type of person I am. I have a moral compass and I will actually do what I say. Yeah, you need to fix the situation. You got two weeks to do so. If you don't, alternative methods will be put in place. Because I have to be professional as a white guy, okay. Now, this was her exact words. She goes, Oh my fucking god, thank you very much. I am so glad you are a part of this team and a teammate of mine, because you are the only person that works here that will say shit to people that others are scared to say. Yeah, that right there, dude. Not to be an asshole, but that right there, what does that tell you? I am an upfront fucking person, I'm gonna say what I have to say, whether you like it or not, which more or less proves my point, right? This is who I am, bro. This is what I do, this is who I am. I have a tendency of maybe not saying things in the best way, and I lack tact. I completely get it, dude. But this is just who I am. Do you know how many people I hate saying this shit, dude, because this ain't meant and then like targeting anybody, but do you have any idea how many people like love the fact that I am the person that I am because it's so rare outwardly, and then there's other people who are just like you're just people take it as like okay, you're mean, rude, and nasty. No, I'm up front and honest, and you're taking it as mean, rude, and nasty, yeah, right. Because honesty is missing in this world, bro. People don't like it, it's it's it's it's it's like a frowned upon fucking thing, yeah. Which makes zero fucking sense because you know how many fucking women on here talk shit. Yeah, I want a loyal man, I want an honest man, I want a trustworthy man, I want this. No, you don't. No, you want a fucking sim-ass bitch who fucking bows to you at every waking fucking moment. You want the honesty.

SPEAKER_03 1:00:50

You want the honesty that you created in your mind, you don't want true honesty. You want trying honesty that benefits you.

SPEAKER_00 1:00:57

Bro, it's literally when they say it, it's from their skewed female view. Exactly. And when you look at when a lot of these women say what they want in a relationship, it's not to be an asshole, dude. I hate saying, I'll say it to all ladies, it's unrealistic, and you're not gonna get it. Yeah, what you really expect in a relationship, not all of you, not a hundred percent, right? Right, I'd say about 70-75% of you have unrealistic views of what a fucking relationship with a fucking man is, bro. You're not first things first, the things that you want, you're not willing to even mediate or meet in the middle on shit. Right, it's either you get the 100% of what you want out of the relationship or you don't want it. You're not willing to accept the 80%. Right, you're not willing to accept the fucking 90%. Sometimes you some of you ain't even willing to accept the 95%. Yeah, yeah. Like I'll use my scenario, bro. I work a full-time job, I help raise the fucking kids. I'm fucking back with my fucking ex, and she's got a fucking kid that's not mine. I love him to death, dude. I treat him like my own. He's not treated any different than any other person in my home. I love him to death. I change his diapers, I help fucking potty train him. I do everything I need to do, okay? I I clean, I cook, I pay the fucking bills, I do everything I need to do. But you want to know what the fucking bugaboo in the fucking house is? Sean don't build shit. Well, I do like bro, I do everything else. Listen, my context is this, okay? Yeah, I don't build number one. We never had a lot of people. I fucking first off, don't fucking like it. Right. Okay, and just zero enjoyment. We're fucking thinkers, dude. And and on top of that, bro, like I'm a fixer, not a builder. I'm a problem solver. But for example, here's the thing. Now, say someone built something, okay? Yeah, say my wife Cassandra, she built a fucking say a fucking dresser.

SPEAKER_02 1:02:45

Yeah, right, right, right.

SPEAKER_00 1:02:46

And it was somehow something was fucked up with a drawer.

SPEAKER_01 1:02:50

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 1:02:51

Bet you I'll fix it.

SPEAKER_01 1:02:52

Right.

SPEAKER_03 1:02:53

Because I couldn't assemble.

SPEAKER_00 1:02:54

I couldn't build that bitch.

SPEAKER_03 1:02:55

Right. So, like assembly, but I'll repair it. Assembly is and this goes all around the family line. There's not a single fucking male in this family who can assemble. That's what I mean. Like, we we can fix an issue in of an existing thing. I can do that. But if you hand me some hand some hammered and nails and fucking put this together, I can do your basic shit. I can put a next one. That's exactly why when I go to Walmart, I ask, can I get the fucking display model?

SPEAKER_00 1:03:25

Or does someone assemble? Yeah. I ask that too. Right. Like I'll run a truck and bring it home and carry it. Yeah. Here's the thing. What I learned about our family as I'll say our last name, the Neary Group. Okay. The Neary males. And I'll be I'll be completely honest with you. We've never been builders, okay? It's never been that way. But here, but here, but here's the thing. We'll do the manual labor, bro.

SPEAKER_02 1:03:48

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00 1:03:48

We'll carry the fucking hundred-pound bags of cement. We'll fucking we'll we'll lay a fucking cement pad down. We'll fucking fix a fucking wall. We'll fix a fucking step. We'll fucking dig poles and put up a fucking fence. We will do the manual labor stuff, dude. But when it comes to the building, it's just not something that really first off, wasn't taught. Okay? So obviously, not to be an asshole like your great-grandfather, right? Poppy's dad, that motherfucker was a builder. That fucking back room of that house you're living in was not there. He built it.

SPEAKER_01 1:04:22

Yeah, right.

SPEAKER_00 1:04:22

Your great-grandfather built the addition on that house. He was a builder. So guess what he didn't do? He didn't teach his sons to build. Because if he did, they'd do it.

SPEAKER_02 1:04:32

Right.

SPEAKER_00 1:04:32

If he was taught they were taught to build, guess who would have been taught to build? Me. And if me and my brothers were taught to build, guess who else would have been taught to build? Joshua. He wouldn't have been taught to build. It stopped the point, dude.

SPEAKER_03 1:04:43

Not for nothing. That's that's purely um uh we're parenthood to me because Dave was a fucking builder.

SPEAKER_00 1:04:50

And he didn't teach you any of it. Didn't teach me shit. That's what I mean. So you're there willing to learn, but nobody's willing to teach. Right. So, and I understand and I hear the same obnoxious fucking thing every time. You can't fucking read instructions. I'm sorry, dude. Instructions on fucking building shit, dude. I hate saying it. I'm not dyslexic, but fucking, but look, even looking at the pictures, okay? It looks like hieroglyphics to me. For some reason, that's the type of shit I don't understand. Okay, put screw and bolt here, but you got three different tough sizes of screws and bolts. Okay, right. I can't build shit. I can fix shit, I can carry shit, I'll do hard labor shit. You think I was in the United States Marin Core as a cannonier because I can't I can't do hard labor? Nigga, I had to dig six foot holes for cannons for a living for three fucking years. I can do the hard labor, I can do basic shit. If it's flat, I can do it.

unknown 1:05:40

Right.

SPEAKER_00 1:05:41

Like for example, that back room that got remodeled. Me and Scott did that. We did the rug, we did the linoleum, we put the fucking fame, we put the fucking light in the fucking ceiling. I can do shit like that. If it's flat, I can do it. But if you have me building shit, it's not gonna happen, bro. I hate saying it, and I understand. That there's women out there, and I've heard my own wife say it, watching a man build stuff and create stuff gives us a reason to want to fuck you. Maybe that's why I don't get none. I don't care. Because I'm not building anything.

SPEAKER_03 1:06:11

I understand that it's probably attractive to watch a guy build a porch or something, but that shouldn't be like, oh, watching him do that gets my pussy wet, and I want to fuck him. The only reason you're like, the only reason you're gonna fuck me is because you build. No, listen.

SPEAKER_00 1:06:23

No, like get the fuck out of here. Joshua, my comment when that shit was made, she got livid, bro. Yeah. It's literally what I said. I said, then you're in the wrong relationship. Yeah. Yeah. I said, I am not a fucking blue-collar worker, dude. I'm not gonna be able to fucking make a driveway for you. I'm not gonna be able to build you a fucking deck with a view. It ain't gonna happen, bro. So what does that mean? Oh, if I happen to be at work and I pay a contractor, he's the one's gonna get you some ass because he built the deck. That's what I'm saying. So if that if that's the case, dude, you're in a relationship with the wrong person because I'm not you're not gonna that and and if and like you said, yeah, I've known her since 2011. Yeah, so you're talking about 15 years now, okay? So you've known from the beginning, bro, yeah, that I don't build shit. You've been in the homes with me where I've had shit delivered, assembled. Yeah, you've been there, you've seen it. It isn't like it's a new relationship and she doesn't know it. It's not it's not like all of a sudden, you know, we were separated for fucking three years, and all of a sudden Sean becomes some fucking Bob the Builder here.

SPEAKER_03 1:07:26

Yeah, and now or or or or or like well, uh when I was with him before he built stuff and now he doesn't.

SPEAKER_02 1:07:33

Like, no, it's just never been a part of the thing we were.

SPEAKER_00 1:07:38

I do, I do believe that like I kind of did go a little bit backwards here. Yeah, because you gotta understand, like, for example, like when you see like a Jay-Z story, right? Yeah, that dude never fucking was at home fucking building shit in his driveway when he was younger. Right. You know what I'm saying? Now he's at home and he's building fucking smoke things and fucking he's building fucking he's building fucking sheds and fucking, you know, he's building all kinds of shit. You know what I'm saying? Like, you you ever see these dudes who like didn't do it and then all of a sudden they get like this fucking this itch to fucking do shit and like build stuff. There are a lot of dudes are that way, they haven't done it, and then they're like, you want to know what? I'm heading towards retirement, and I want to be able to do shit around the house. I'm gonna start building stuff. Okay, maybe I'll get there, but I guarantee I'll be around 60 and my dick will definitely be broken, and there's gonna be no advantage of me building anything, so I'm just not gonna do it. You get what I'm saying? So if what I'm trying to say when it comes to like my relationship specifically, yeah, if that's your type of dude, then I am not for you.

SPEAKER_03 1:08:35

Yeah, exactly. And yo, that's that you know what? And like women like certain things, men have certain preferences, that's fine, but don't carry on a long-term relationship with with someone that if it's a be-all end all, this guy can build something. You've been with someone who has never built a fucking thing, unless unless it's like a son from like Dollar Tree, the little fucking dresser. You know what I mean?

SPEAKER_00 1:08:56

Just snap on, like that's one thing. Don't go wrong. I do believe that I think she's finally like just accepted the fact that like it's just not gonna happen. Which is to me, I think it's a good thing. I think she's finally been like, yeah, dude, like either I'm gonna do it or someone else is gonna fucking build it. It's just not, he's not gonna do it. Get what I'm saying? Like, okay, I'm like, for example, and it doesn't help when you go out anybody to try to emasculate someone when they try. Right. So when you do that, yeah, that diffuses the whole thing. Like, like I'll use this as an example. You see how we got these childproof gates up everywhere, right? All right, now I opened up the box and I was gonna try. And I was like, you wanna know what? They can't be the hardest to fucking gate. Okay. So I fuck get out of all the parts out of the fucking box, whatever. I fucking grab the measuring tape because you're supposed to measure the doorway on how to set the thing because you gotta like screw these things in to measure the doorway to be able to get it to fit right. So I did everything, I was reading the thing, I measured the doorway, blah blah blah, seen what I needed. I fucking get back at the table, I lay the gate down, whatever, has like these extender pieces that gotta go in, you gotta screw in these little things. So I'm screwing them in, and then I go to put it at the fucking in the doorway, and she must either done one of these before or seen someone do one before. Because as soon as I went to go bring the thing to the fucking doorway, her exact words were you can't be that fucking stupid, them don't go in there.

SPEAKER_03 1:10:18

Yeah, see, and it's like why don't we go over here?

SPEAKER_00 1:10:20

But but as soon as she said that, bro, I just fucking gave up, dude. Yeah, I took the pieces out of the fucking gate, bro. Yeah, I put them on the table, and I went in the living room. Yeah, how about if you know what to know I did something wrong, you watched me do it wrong. Yeah, so you literally went out of your way to watch me do it wrong to more or less call me fucking stupid and then do it yourself. So why didn't you just do it yourself then? Because if you knew Joshua, she was fucked standing right there. When I was doing it and I was putting them pieces in them holes, which were supposed to be the extenders for the gate for the bigger doorways, yeah, when I didn't need it, the gate was pretty much already assembled. All I had to do is put the fuck suction cup things on and fucking just tighten it to the doorway. Yeah, she watched me put the pieces in, yeah, knowing they didn't belong there, right? Just to say something, yeah. And I felt that way. So once you do that, when you any woman, I'm gonna say women now, yeah. If you do that to your man, he's gonna stop doing shit out, even try doing shit like that, bro. Yeah, but what but but what I don't get what I don't get the credit for is that I do all the like literally outside of the building, I do all the manual labor shit. Yeah, I'm the one I'm the one who carries the fucking 40 pounds of laundry up and down fucking three flights of stairs. I'm on the second floor, my bucket laundry's in the basement. Yeah, I'm the one who I'm the one who fucking does all the cleaning, I'm the one who brings all the fucking groceries in. I'm the one who fucking pretty much cleans the house all the time. I'm the only one who fucking makes sure everyone's fucking bathed and fucking everything's taken care of and dinner is fucking pulled out and fucking everyone's rooms are fucking clean. And fucking, and on top of that, I understand it's my responsibility and I had to pay it whether it was someone else here or not, but all the bills are paid too.

SPEAKER_01 1:11:54

Right.

SPEAKER_00 1:11:55

Nobody pays anything in this house, bro, but me. And then I pay all the house.

SPEAKER_03 1:11:59

Also, too, the other the other end of that is fucking that I understand that okay, you had this shit in place beforehand, but there's there's more usage of it. Like the the stove runs more. Fucking there's a baby, the house gets messy and faster. Yeah, so I'm saying, like, there's other garbage gets filled with garbage, garbage gets filled faster because there's four people instead of instead of two.

SPEAKER_00 1:12:24

Yeah, you know what I mean. My gas and electric gets higher because there's four people using it instead of two. My water bill is higher because there's four people instead of two. You know what I mean? People that that don't don't ever get put in a consolation. See, at the end of the day, dude, and I hate putting this out there because I will, and I don't even care if like she has family members that listen. If they do, I don't care. I'm gonna say it. But at the end of the day, do you have any idea? Yeah, I'm not a prize, bro. I'm a little chubby dude, and I'm missing a tooth. Yeah, okay. But do you have any idea how many women out there right now would love nothing more than to have a dude who does what I do around my home and work full-time and pay all the bills, and have the only fucking concern of the fucking woman's to be is to buy cleaning supplies, paper products, dude, and pay your own your own personal bills. Yeah, like your own cell phone, yeah. The only thing she has to pay, dude, her own cell phone, her car note, her car insurance. Yeah, that's it. Yeah, I take care of everything else. Do you have any idea how many women would and then I have to be told why are you always broke? Why am I always broke? Because I pay for everything. Yeah, yeah. It's pretty simple. You want to know what? But but hold on, hold on. We're Oppenheimer doesn't have to come up with us again. Again, again, again, she thought I was lying about the amount of bills I pay. Yeah, right. So she was yelling and screaming one time. Yeah, and she called me at work and she goes, and she was nice about it, she wasn't mean. She called, she goes, she goes, Pai. She goes, when you get home after dinner and the kids go to bed, she goes, we need to sit down. Yeah, we need to go through your apps, yeah, we need to go through all your bills, we need to add this shit up. Yeah, because there's no way you're always broken.

SPEAKER_03 1:13:57

Now, now, now that's how you know when a when a woman is mad is when she sits down with a notepad and starts budgeting.

SPEAKER_00 1:14:02

All right, listen, you know what I mean? But here's but here's the thing. So we did, kids went to bed that night when she called. We sat down, I opened up my banking app, okay, because all my bills come out of my banking app. Yeah, and then went through all my bills and we added them all up. Okay. Now I make it broke down to be 2,000. Like 2,000, it fluctuates between 2050 and like 2100, depending on my week. Okay, right. That's after child support comes out. But if you added the child support, we're probably making almost 2700.

SPEAKER_01 1:14:35

Right.

SPEAKER_00 1:14:35

So now let's consolate that here, okay? So now we broke down the bills for the month, okay? Every fucking single thing. I'm talking my car payment, my car insurance, gas, cigarettes, fucking national grid, rent, internet, me and Quinn's phone, fucking and all the apps, okay. Car insurance, yeah. That's what I mean. I broke everything down, every single thing. Okay. When we were done, okay, we did the math. And I won't forget it, because the look on her face, she fucking hated the fact she had done but she was wrong. Okay, because when we were done, the the I'm dead serious. The exact number, you know what I was left with monthly, not fucking bi-weekly, right? Yeah, monthly. Monthly. I'm talking about this after gas and cigarettes, actually, everything's gone. Yeah, except energy drinks. Yeah, right. Right? Which should be cancelled, but I didn't. We didn't, we just didn't think about that, right? So we went and did that. Bro, start getting ready. Listen, 30, 39. I have left over a month. She sat at the fucking chair at the dining room table, bro, and it's the first time ever, and I think it's kind of changed our relationship that day. Yeah, yeah. Because she literally looked at me and she goes, I'm sorry for thinking you were lying about your money.

SPEAKER_03 1:15:47

Oh, so she thought that you were like exaggerating. She thought I was lying about the amount of money I pay in bills that I had more money left over than thought and I was always saying because saying paying the bills is one thing, right? But then, but then when you ran into their face and saying, Okay, I pay fucking 112 for spectrum. My phone is fucking 89 or whatever. Whatever the fuck.

SPEAKER_00 1:16:08

When you crunch the numbers, when you say it out, when you say when you say it out loud, does it look like it adds up? Right. But when you actually grab that calculator and you break it down, yeah, literally to a monthly thing, yeah. She literally sat in the chair and I gave her all the respect in the world for because she's never done it before in her life, dude. She looked at me and she goes, I am sorry. I literally thought you were lying about fucking how much you actually pay in bills. Yeah, I'm literally sorry for it. I did not, I thought, I thought it was way less than that. No, it's not way less than that. Because you're looking at just the big bills, dude. Okay, you're looking at the rent, yeah, my car payment, my car insurance, no, I'm talking about if you just do the big ones, yeah. Right. If you do the rent, yeah, the car payment, the car insurance, my great rentals payment, okay? If you just do them four, yeah, that's over a thousand. That's not including the national grid, yeah, me and Quinn's cell phone, right? All the apps, yeah, the cigarettes for the month, yeah, the gas for the month, and the energy drinks for the month. Dude, you gotta think. I'm buying two a day, that's like almost seven bucks. Yeah, it's six oh eight a day. So six oh eight, I do six times the seven days a week, yeah, then times the 30 days. Yeah, that's almost $80 in energy drinks, dude. Okay, yeah. So now you got now you minus that. Yeah, you get what I'm saying?

SPEAKER_03 1:17:24

So yo, but yo, a bunch of this shit is fucking economic too. Like, this is the economic times that we live in where it's so fucked up to where it's like I know for a fact that my grandparents weren't making the money that we made. $429 a gallon is absurd for gas, but they may not have made the money that we made, but your purchasing power was probably 2,000 times what I can do off of fucking 1600 every two weeks or whatever. The fuck, yeah, right. Half my shit's gone before it even before it even hits my account. Half my money's fucking already plotted out and planned. And that's what I mean. You know, like what the fuck? And then you got all your extras. The worst shit, the worst shit I've uh it of adulthood for me is okay, yeah, you get that lump sum payment. You feel like the man for about 10 minutes so you pay that first bill. Then you're like, fuck. Well, it's nice to look at for a second, Joshua.

SPEAKER_00 1:18:11

I'm gonna now like god damn, bro. I'm gonna end our episode here because we're probably long here. But I'm gonna break this down, okay? God bless Edero. Now, for example, that this actually happened. So I generally won't get paid until Tuesday night time. So I'm usually like on the couch and I'm relaxed and whatever, right? So this just happened to be one day, dude. I was literally driving home from work, dude. It was probably like quarter after four. I was on my way home. I was on five S and I got paid. So I'm a piece of shit and I use my phone while I fucking drive. Yeah. Okay. So I'm literally paying bills, dude, on the way home. I'm paid my internet, yeah, and I paid me and Quinn's phone, and I fucking went on and I fucking my car insurance wasn't due, but like with it had to be paid out of that paycheck because it would be in the in-between gray area point for some reason. When that my two my two payments are in the in an in-between pay period, yeah. So I pay them a week early. Yeah, so I had to make my car payment, and I pay my car insurance, okay. Now I only made $1,043, okay? Yeah, my car payment was $316, my car insurance was is fucking $169, my great rentals is fucking $126, okay, and then I got my internet $69.99, and then you got Quent, me and Quentin's phones up $99 and fucking change, okay. Before I even parked my fucking car in my driveway, dude. I went from fucking $1,043 in the bank to $219 before I pulled it. And that wasn't including all my apps were gonna start coming out.

SPEAKER_03 1:19:47

That yeah, I was I was gonna get into that too. So, okay, so then you have your leftover. My Netflix. And then then you have your leftover, and then you go, okay, well, okay, I get an energy drink a day, get gas. I usually get a big gulp when I'm done with work.

SPEAKER_00 1:19:59

I I think about something I have 80 bucks and it's not 80 bucks, it's like 12. Yeah. By the time they're done. Yeah. Because then I get my Netflix will come up. Then my Spotify will come out, then my Hulu will come out, yeah, then my Max will come out, then the fucking other app will come out, and another thing will come out, and then my PlayStation fucking my PlayStation Plus will fucking come out.

SPEAKER_03 1:20:15

Yeah, and the next thing we know speaking of PlayStation Plus, I was talking about that with um Mike at the end.

SPEAKER_00 1:20:19

They used to need to give it away for free or over the price of that shit. $16.99, dude.

SPEAKER_03 1:20:23

It was fucked up. PS3 had it free. But $16.99, bro. Bro, it's $16.99. I didn't ask him why it was so high. It's not even the point of you raising the prices. If you'd raised it gradually, a dollar, whatever, bro. Nah, they just doubled it right in your face, bro. Doubled everything. Every tier is double. Yeah, no. Plus, he sent me the thing. Well, the PlayStation doubled the fucking double. Across the board. You don't even get a break if you get the fucking the year one. It's still double.

SPEAKER_00 1:20:55

Oh, they don't they didn't give you like the percentage after you do the year one?

SPEAKER_03 1:20:58

They should give you the percentage after you do the whole year. No. No, well, well, they might, they might, but the point is, let's say it was 60 bucks before. They say like if you do yearly, yeah, you might be able to get less than a year. And and percentage-wise, maybe. But at the end of the day, price-wise, it went from 60 to 120. You doubled across the fucking board.

SPEAKER_02 1:21:19

Yearly was always.

SPEAKER_03 1:21:20

Well, it's kind of unfair. I think you should get a hell of a lot more free shit if you're doubling it across the board. I looked at Mike and I looked at Avery because they both play PlayStation, they're both on PSN. I said, just out of principle, I can have the money. Just out of principle, you'll never see me on that bitch again. Just for the point that you doubled it right in my face. You didn't do a gradual thing like all these other companies do. Nah, like how Netflix does. We're doing like 250 or something. No, they no, they got us one.

SPEAKER_00 1:21:48

Netflix. Netflix did that shit once where it jumped up like 999 and they did that shit one time. But here's the thing. You know why people get sucked into these apps? Because they're fucking a lot of them have certain originals you can't get in.

SPEAKER_03 1:22:01

It's like everything's so spread out. It's it's not like, okay, well, like euphoria, stranger thing, like all popular shows, all shit is all on one app. Nope. If you want to watch that, you need Amazon. If you want to watch that, you need fucking this and that. And then another issue I have too. I can't I know we're running late. Another issue I have too is on Amazon Prime. If I fucking pray for Prime, you have some balls asking me to rent rent a fucking movie, motherfucker. We got Prime and it does. It says buy entire rent $3.99. Fuck you. It should be free. I'm paying 16 bucks for this motherfucker. And I understand I get other benefits, you know, shipping, right? I don't order shit like that anymore.

SPEAKER_00 1:22:35

I looked up, dude. I looked up a movie I wanted to watch and said it was on Prime, right? Yeah. So I did Prime. If you're like, dude, I go on. I go to fuck, I go to fucking want to watch it, and it literally said rent.

SPEAKER_04 1:22:45

Me too, dude.

SPEAKER_00 1:22:46

And I wanted to fucking throw the fucking remote through the fucking TV. Yeah. Because I pay for Prime, dude. I shouldn't. Yeah, exactly.

SPEAKER_04 1:22:52

I wanted to watch Passion of the Christ, yo. And I went to the case.

SPEAKER_03 1:22:55

Well, oh uh right now, actually, actually, right now, here's a tip for everybody listening before we sign off here. Yeah, I know. Heat Heat is free on YouTube right now. Really? Whole movie. Watch for one picture. And and some Sony pictures and not some fucking like uploaded from a guy named JC922. Yeah. But uh alright, guys. We had fun. Let's do another one of these episodes. Have a birthday, everybody. That was fucking natural. Yeah, I know that was good too. All right. Uh we'll see you guys next week. Eventually we're gonna get to those two a day, not two a day, two a week things, but uh those are in the works. Next weekend, we're gonna figure it out. We're gonna have a Quinn episode next weekend. All right.

SPEAKER_00 1:23:29

Even if we do a half a Quinn, half a us.

SPEAKER_03 1:23:31

Yeah, something like that. But uh all right, everybody enjoy your weekend. I got shit to do. Sean's got shit to do. Peace out, peace out, y'all. Happy uh peace, love, and nappiness. Yeah, word up. Peace.