Living the Moon Cycles

Episode 62 | Season 3 | Love Moon Cycle | New Moon

• Wendy Reitz

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Happy New Moon! 

Today, you will learn about the Love Moon Cycle. We dive into Illness and Consciousness, Mental Construct, Sensual Love as Wisdom. 

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Your Body Speaks Your Mind Book

Living the Moon Cycles: Organic Way of Being - Free online Flipping Book

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These topics are discussed during this episode and are available as chapters.

Betty’s Cold
Your Body Speaks Your Mind Book
Process of Healing
Resisting Change
Reconfiguring Mental Construct
Body Communicating
Identity Map
Contrast & Objectivity
Nothing is Random
Wendy’s Runny Nose
Larger Capacity of Consciousness
Exploration of Resistance
Sensual Love as Wisdom
The Senses
Pain
How Is This Serving Me
Betty’s Practical Resistance
Meeting Men
Closing Comments

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Betty’s Cold

SPEAKER_00

Hello, I'm Wendy Wrights and welcome to Living the Moon Cycles. Each episode is a conversation with me and my highly intuitive good friends Betty and Stacy, where we share our extraordinary experiences of intuition. By living an organic way of being within the sacred geometry of cyclical time, we experience the full capacity of our consciousness. Our conversation and the information you hear in this podcast is streamed from a unified collective intelligence known as the 11th Alliance. I invite you to explore and enjoy a new knowing of yourself within Living the Moon Cycles. Live it and be it. Hello, welcome to season three of Living the Moon Cycles. It's the Love Moon Cycle of 2026. New Moon. Hello, Betty. Hello, Wendy. How is Betty doing today?

SPEAKER_01

That's a loaded question. We're laughing because Betty has a cold and she's coughing and hacking, and it's got the red eyes and a funky voice. And I'm not gonna apologize for it again. This is it. This is me.

SPEAKER_00

We're gonna move forward from that. So we have had the most interesting conversations this morning before recording, which we usually do. We get on and we talk for a good hour just to get in the flow and everything. And um, we were talking about being ill, and you know, and and this is a great opportunity. Thank you, Betty, for your cold. Oh, yes, you're welcome. My pleasure. No. Um to uh when we were talking about um Betty's cold, we realized that we we actually do go through a process of understanding illness according to consciousness and how it works and everything. And then, you know, midway through this conversation, I was hearing this is what you guys are gonna talk about on the podcast, is you know, I healed from lupus um 25 years ago, and um Betty, you know, we were talking about also being friends with Wendy, who just where people are like, Well, I should have healed already if I'm friends with Wendy or whatever. And there seems to be an interesting, I guess Betty said pressure of flip it right now.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, I g I gotta be just like Wendy. Yeah. Oh my. I'm not sure about that. I'm not sure about that. There's a lot of really cool things about Wendy. For sure.

Your Body Speaks Your Mind Book

Process of Healing

SPEAKER_00

But yeah, uh, we were talking about um, you know, when when were um when Betty says I have a cold, or when Wendy was at the expo, the last expo, and I had a runny nose on my right nostril. All right, it's a good thing. Just the right just the right nostril, which makes a difference because the body is actually communicating something to you when you have an illness or injury or a a cold or um even like I didn't really have a cold, but my I was just drippy. I mean, it was not happy. It was, you know, calling my attention to it. And so this morning, one of the uh first things we do um in the process or Betty's process is you look up uh we have a great reference book called Body Speaks the Mind, and I've been using it for 25 years or more. And Deb Shapiro is the author, and um she in this book she lists all kinds of different illnesses and injuries, and she talks about the emotional and spiritual aspect and even mental aspect of illness. So a lot of times we're experiencing something physical and we just address it as a physical experience, but there's also because we have four aspects to our consciousness, which is mind, emotion, spirit, and body, all four of those are involved in any type of illness or injury. And so, um, so what was the first step you did, Betty, with getting your cold or well, tell you the first symptom.

SPEAKER_01

Um, I started having some coughing, just random coughing, which I don't cough, nor do I get sick. And then it started like bronchitis, where my it's all in my chest, and now it has moved up into my nose. So I guess it's a good full-blown cold, which I haven't had in years and years. I can't tell you the last time I had a cold. So I went to uh Deb Shapiro's book, and um the first thing with bronchitis was I was not uh there was something I was holding back that I wanted to say. And um, we've had some situational exercises this last week that Wendy and I have gone over and over and over again, and I really feel like we've worked a lot of it out, and yet I still have this cold. So my next thing is okay, what what is it that is uh not allowing this cold to disappear? So I got to thinking, and this is actually not even that I got to thinking, I heard this this morning is that, and I shared this on the lot last podcast, that um there was uh the woman who helped me, she was an angel who escorted me to a higher vibration. Um, and I was flying, I was in the cosmos for uh about a week, and then I kind of crashed for about three days, two to three days, and I was very much um in my individuated consciousness. I was frustrated, I was angry, I was um anxious, I could not um find that peace that I had had. And then um I started to get balanced again in the last few nights. I've been having dreams about Archangel. And I was in council, we call it in council, uh, one whole night, and we get a I get a lot of um information, a lot of clarity, a lot of questions, a lot of information when I'm sitting in council. And in this particular night, they showed me uh many things, but one of them was about Archangel, being an archangel and fully embracing that, which I kind of thought I had. And then I uh was back up in the cosmos again, which is just floating nice and quiet and peaceful. And then the next night I got another um dream about being archangel, and then another dream about archangel. And so these last few days, I'm starting to put two and two together. I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed sometimes, um, to realize that it's me acclimating, accepting the fact that I am Archangel. Um do I still have the cold? Yes, and I think Wendy's gonna share more about that as far as me surrendering into that. So that's kind of been my process. I don't know what other word to use. Um, and here's where I am right now.

Resisting Change

Reconfiguring Mental Construct

Body Communicating

SPEAKER_00

Great. Thanks for sharing all that, Betty. So one of the first things Betty talked about was this book, and she what you do in this book is she she looked up a cough and maybe cold, and in the book it it told her that a lot of times when you have a cough, it's because um something wants to come out, like something and and usually it's it's you want to say something and you're not saying it or you're holding it back in some way. And so during this week, um we've had some heart-to-heart conversations, which we usually do, uh, but these, you know, went a little deeper. And um and in those conversations, Betty and I are very conscious of exploring our awareness for whatever is is we're not saying. Because a lot of times in our consciousness, um, we think things and things are happening in the reality, and um those things want to be said, and when we hold them back, um we're suppressing something. And so that is also how you resist change. Because a lot of times these things that you're thinking, if you express them, your consciousness knows that that something might change. Like if Betty expresses some of these things, her and I our relationship might change. And so that's one understanding of resisting change, because any illness or injury is really about the resistance of change. And um and and it's not always easy to grasp that right at the beginning, but when you like look at this book with uh you know, Body Speaks the Mind, you can start to see that and all the things where you know it gives you some questions to ask yourself, like this one, where what are what are you not saying, what is not coming out, what are you not expressing? And then you can you start to work with all the four aspects of yourself instead of just the physical. And so that's what you know, when when Betty shows up with a cold, and then I say, Well, of course you looked it up, what did it say? And then, you know, this morning we were like, Well, we both have felt that we expressed everything this week, and we're not quite we were like, I wonder what else this could be for Betty. And it was interesting in our conversation because her consciousness was showing me, which happens because I hear these things. I, you know, I was kind of I was merging with it, like, okay, explain this to us on a dip deeper level. And what I was shown was that her idea of Archangel, where we uh uh we stream the eleventh alliance, which is an eleventh-dimensional uh intelligence, and in the reality that's that's an that's what's known as archangel because it's a unified consciousness. And so with this experience of um this woman uh that lifted Betty to a higher vibration, she is experiencing herself uh as that higher vibration. But but the mind uh sometimes can't grasp the experience or make sense of it or process it. And so because she had the experience of it, um her mental construct has changed. It's just like a base foundational concept of herself has changed according to the experience. And then what happens is it ripples through the rest of her construct and it's it's like when it ripples through the rest, her whole construct is reconfiguring itself, which was really the last moon cycle, right? Like that's what happened with orientation of interconnectedness. Right. But when that ripple goes through her mental construct, it can hit parts of her construct that are like, whoa, you know, and and resist that new knowing of herself. And it's when it hits those places or those things, those beliefs, those concepts, that uh the physical symptoms start to show up because her consciousness is not fully reorienting itself to what she experienced. And so that's where the discord is. Okay. And so when we say illness is all about the resistance to change, I just described what happens in the cons consciousness as the resistance of change. Where there's a particular part of the construct that c can't make sense of it or doesn't want to because it would be a radical new uh idea. And and it's when so when this happens, you know, we think, oh, a part of us needs to die, or I just need to release this, or but what uh was being brought to our attention, my attention with understanding this, is that in Betty's construct, she needs to surrender into the experience and fully own it. And that's why she has the cold is because her consciousness, her mental construct is not quite on board with that. It hit a certain point that it's that that aspect of her consciousness is not surrendering into it. And so then that's what becomes the physical expression. And Betty's body is communicating with her th through the physical symptoms that hey, we got a dissonance going on between mind and the body, you know, like because the body is an expression of the mind. And that's the name of that book, Body Speaks the Mind.

SPEAKER_01

I think that's really great how you explain that, Wendy. And you're as you all will recall, I'm a nurse, so it was this is really flipping big things in with my construct. I've uh known for several years that the body does is communicating with us, and I firmly believe that. Wendy has multiple things that she listens to with her body. I have a few things with mine. Um sometimes if I get really hot, it's uh I'm way past menopause. I realize that is something's bothering me, and I take a look at that, I could like I'll sweat come out on my forehead, things like that. Um so it's an interesting way to look at this because it's not just all cut and dried. And you can take medication, and if you need the medication, take it. This is just opening up another whole way of being to see what else you can do and what it is that you're here to learn. And the body speaking to you like it does, it once you open up to it, really makes a big difference. Now, I still have this cold. Maybe by the time we get off this uh um podcast, it will be gone and it can disappear just that quickly, too. I do believe that.

Identity Map

SPEAKER_00

Mm-hmm. Um, I've experienced it um many times with like a cold symptom or all kinds of different things where because I have an awareness of the my how my consciousness is in relationship with my body now, especially from healing from lupus, you know, I I I'm more attuned to doing a deeper dive of what am I resisting, identifying it, what does it take in my consciousness to flip that? All right, now but here's the thing that was when I healed from lupus, you know, I was like, I have the answer for the whole world. This is great, like I know how to heal. And then what I was guided to do was create this identity program, this identity map. And what it showed me was that you know, everybody's consciousness has a different recipe to to how their mind works and and what their superpower is. And and so then I was like, okay, I don't have the answer for the world because I was just shown that there's 11 different thousand combinations, and that it just depends on what you know how your consciousness works is how you heal. But it does give us a lot of clues, or we have learned over the last 10 years with this, that you know, in Betty's consciousness, surrender is her superpower. And so when this ripple has gone through her mental construct, her that's when you use your superpower, all right. When when she knows that surrendering fully in to and owning that experience of Archangel where she says, I'm in the cosmos, okay, that's that's her experiencing that vibration of Archangel. And but and then but when she's in the reality, is she truly owning that experience a hundred percent of the time? It's like she's kind of car compartmentalizing it. And so how is it a seamless expression, no matter you know, in the reality or in cosmos or you know, a full ownership and a surrender into it.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, so how am I in that relationship a hundred percent of the time? I think is what you're saying, versus like like you said, I was um compartmentalizing it. And I if I can do that a hundred percent of the time, man, I tell you what, that is really peaceful, that is really nice.

Contrast & Objectivity

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, so don't you don't you think that you know at some point you said you had a couple three days, which I witnessed it, and I missed and I know this pattern when Betty has to do taxes. I mean Betty comes kind of come gets to be a different person during that tax period. Does anybody else have that saying? I do too. Um but um so like the reality triggered her in a way where her um consciousness didn't even wasn't in alignment with the uh you know what I'm just gonna I'm just gonna say what happened right now, all right? Oh dear my heart relationship that I've talked about just drove very slowly by and looked at me in the window. Oh, and that's why I paused and that's why I stopped talking because I was like, uh hello, yes. I see you and you see me. Okay, we got that over with. It kind of imbalanced Wendy for a moment, and Betty was like, Yeah, she stopped talking there, Wendy. All right, so let's get back to the podcast. Um, so when the reality triggered your consciousness, all right, you can feel how it just jerked it into a lower dimension.

SPEAKER_01

Oh, very, very quickly and and very dramatically, and it was not pleasant at all.

SPEAKER_00

No. Yeah, yeah. Um, and so that's contrast. I mean, you get the difference between, you know, Betty and the cosmos, which you know, the cosmos word now is becoming an everyday word in our language. It is, yeah, because it happens a lot, but um so we were also talking earlier. I'm gonna go into a little you know detour here, but to give everybody an idea of contrast, all right. Um, if we were in joy, if Betty was in joy and uh in the cosmos all the time, she really wouldn't know what that is, all right? Because it's through cause contrast that we get a sense or objectivity on something. Now, um it seems our theme today is like illness and injury, and we're gonna talk about pain too, but that she was in the cosmos, and then her reality jerked her out of it, and she was on the other end of the spectrum for a while. Now, what that did in her consciousness was give her objectivity on that incredibly high vibrational experience. Where if she stays in that high vibrational experience, she doesn't have contrast to really know how amazing it is.

SPEAKER_01

Which is all about which is uh what we're this duality is all about. That's exactly where this reality we're in, is a duality, and and that's where the contrast comes in.

SPEAKER_00

Yes, and it's on purpose because on a much higher level, okay, consciousness itself is uh has this you know it's it's called the vesicopisis, which is the sacred geometry name of this. And it's reflection, all right, it's dual is what happens. And source cannot know itself uh in its full capacity unless it has contrast to see itself, just like Betty did, where it's this high vibration and then she's given that. Lower vibration, and then she knows how high the high vibration is because it's objectivity on it, and that's exactly what source is doing with us because we are the the reflection of source for itself, and so when we're in these lower dimensional vibrations, it has more objectivity on itself, source does, and so it's learning it, it's learning about itself through that contrast and through that objectivity. And so in this reality, the more you experience contrast, the higher you can go on either end, or the higher and it's it's like the more contrast, the deeper the experience of this reality is.

Nothing is Random

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, and nothing is random. That's another thing that we have to keep in mind is none of this is random. I didn't just get this cold for no reason. Yeah, there is a purpose to it.

SPEAKER_00

Uh-huh. Well, the purpose is to be bring Betty's awareness to, hey, her body's saying, hey, stop, slow down. You know, we got a little glitch in the construct right now. You're not surrendering fully, and it's about bringing her awareness back into the her more inner world and you know, really leaning into that and to say, okay, how is her cold serving her in some way? Because that's what it's really doing. Now, what we've been conditioned to do is how do I get rid of this cold? This is interrupting my life. I can't go, you know, whatever Betty can't do right now.

SPEAKER_01

Um and it it's funny too, because the uh one of the first things people say is, Where'd you get it? Who'd you get it from? Don't give it to me.

Wendy’s Runny Nose

SPEAKER_00

Yes. And we can we consider that a misperception because of how we understand consciousness. Nobody gave Betty the cold. No. It's an expression of her of her mind, of her consciousness, and it's trying to bring attention to, you know, you need to stop, you need to slow down, we need to be more inner, inner world, inner personal, we need to um, you know, what is it in in this construct that needs to be surrender, you need to surrender into. And what now, when in my construct, okay, Betty's superpower is surrender. And and this is what this identity map showed me was uh there's many other things in superpowers, but to see that the superpower somebody has, like surrender, is really what you use to understand yourself better. Um, it's always working within your reality. Sometimes you're not even aware of it. So, like if I when I had the the runny nose at the expo, all right, and and I had it for Thursday and Friday when we were there. And I came down for breakfast on Saturday and I sat down and I looked at Betty and I said, Yes, thank you for this opportunity, you know, in my unusual wendy voice. And um, but what I realized was that and and you know Betty's situation right now with her cough and cold is a lot more intense than this, but this this gives you just the basic practical where I showed up at that expo and it was nothing I thought it was gonna be. And so my mind was having trouble processing it. It was like, why are we here? I don't understand this. This is not what we thought we were gonna be doing. I mean, and because the expo was it was the largest expo in the North America, which we didn't know, we were a little clueless on that. So when we got there and it was it was so big, and there were so many different kinds of booths, and the people were just amazingly dressed and and I mean we're from the Midwest, or and so it was just this contrast. There was so much contrast, and my mind was resisting it because it wasn't meeting the expectation or my pretty predetermination, and so that's why you know in that resistance um in my nose started running and was and was giving me a sign, hey, this doesn't work, like you whatever your resistance is, you need to, you know, flip it. And so my my construct is polarity, my superpower is polarity. And so that's what you know, when I use the term flip it, that's what my mind does because it's polarity, a little flip it. And then all of a sudden I'm like, whoa, okay, now I got it. I have objectivity, and so when I came down to breakfast that day, I was completely like surrendering into it, accepting it, like, yes, thank you for this opportunity. I'm gonna embrace this whole thing. Um, I realize it's not my expectation, but that doesn't matter because there's there's that that's why there's learning potential in it. And so then, you know, throughout the day, the the runny nose went away. Then the more that I stepped into it during the day and embraced it, that runny nose just went away.

SPEAKER_01

And that shows you the contrast between the two, between accepting it and uh surrendering, I mean surrendering into it and not accepting it, resisting it.

Exploration of Resistance

SPEAKER_00

So in Betty's situation, it has to do with this larger power within her, the this more dimensional um expression that wants to come through her um uh physically. I mean, to be in the world in a larger capacity. We talk about your authentic true capacity of your consciousness. And so Betty is doing that. I mean, she's going through stepping that up, and you know, what happens when that, you know, because she was she was you know guided to a higher vibration, and so her consciousness is is at a larger capacity, but then her experience within the reality also has to catch up to that, to calibrate to it, and and and so it's for her to explore how she's resisting being that expression in the reality.

SPEAKER_01

Right, and I thought, I mean, that was a good point, Wendy. I really thought that I I had all this. I was like, this is a great vibration. I love being here. I saw the contrast when I had my hissy fit for a few days, um, and I thought, oh, good, I'm done with that. And then I get the cold, and it's like, no, there's uh go deeper, go deeper than where where you are in the surface. There's more to be seen here, there's more to learn from this. And um, just us talking with this today, I think, is gonna make a big difference. And it it really could be anything, it could be a hangnail or cancer. I mean, it could it anything uh can give us uh contrast and a learning opportunity and with source.

SPEAKER_02

Mm-hmm.

Sensual Love as Wisdom

SPEAKER_00

Well, and I think we're glad you brought that up, Betty. Um, this all ties into the moon cycles too, because we we just did the last two weeks of orientation of interconnectedness and the love moon cycle that we're starting today, which is the new moon, and we're gonna do inspired next steps and narrative. This is all about um sensual love as wisdom, all right, and what what's happening with these two moon cycles, the first six moon cycles are mind, all right, and it it's that's what's going on in those moon cycles. We're having a new knowing of ourself mentally, and our construct has reoriented according to uh interconnectedness, a deeper interconnectedness. And as we go over this threshold to do the the second six moon cycles, this is all heart. And so when you cross this threshold from mind to heart, you're going from you know, reorienting the mental construct to that becoming sensual wisdom. And what we mean by sensual wisdom is it's gonna become an expression within the reality. So all the change that took place is now gonna be experiential growth, experiential.

SPEAKER_01

Experiential, yeah.

The Senses

SPEAKER_00

Yeah. Growth. And that's what heart is. Heart is all about experience. And so when we use the word sensual, all right, our senses are what give us this this uh ex physical experience. This um and so they are so incredibly important. And what uh when we are experiencing our senses and we we we make it very clear is there's physical express uh senses and energetic. And when we say senses, we are always uh saying both, uh because it is both, it's not one or the other. And these senses when we experience our senses, that is us actually experiencing source, because we're we're an expression of source. And so it's uh we've just gotten a deeper interconnectedness from the last moon cycle and that interconnectedness, a deeperness, the deeper inner connectedness we are going to experience sensually now on a deeper level too. So you got the mind and you know that mental construct, and then that becomes an actual experience physically and energetically. Um, and that's heart.

SPEAKER_01

I think that's really uh I we discussed this a little earlier today, um, before we're on the podcast, but it's really coming home now. So what you're saying, I believe, is that I experienced the higher vibration um mentally, and now it's being alchemized into which I fully accepted that, um, and absolutely love it. And now this is alchemizing as we're moving into the heart aspect to uh and it came about for me in as a cold, so that I had not fully embraced it like I thought, and I'm getting the experience of that as a cold. Is that is that what you just said?

SPEAKER_00

Well, um I'm not sure. But I'll kind of okay. I like the way that you said, okay, you you have the the mental um conscious experience of uh interconnectedness. That's your higher vibration, the cosmos that you're interconnectedness with source. Interconnected is with source. Yeah, and so that wants to come through as a sensual experience now. Right. That wants to be calm, that's alchemizing into a sensual experience in the reality. And for some reason, you're resisting the sensual experience within the reality, and that's why you have the cold.

SPEAKER_01

Okay, that makes sense. Yes, getting to the bottom of it. We are, we're diving deep, baby. Diving deep.

SPEAKER_00

All right. Now to have that awareness is huge, okay? And Betty and I were joking back and forth about now. She has an awareness. Well, okay, the gold can be gone, right? Betty. Betty isn't it?

SPEAKER_01

Why isn't it gone?

SPEAKER_00

And then Betty beats herself up about it.

SPEAKER_01

What the heck is wrong with me? How come it's not gone immediately? Right. Apparently I have more work to do.

SPEAKER_00

Well, yes, because you have the awareness, and and how is Betty gonna work with that awareness, you know? And that's the relationship you have with yourself.

SPEAKER_01

Right.

SPEAKER_00

Because all of this is getting Betty to have a deeper relationship with herself. All of it is. And when you have a deeper relationship with yourself, who are you actually having a deeper relationship with? Source.

SPEAKER_01

Yes. So that's interesting, it's on the cusp of the love moon cycle. Sensual love is wisdom. So this is uh an opportunity for me to change and grow in the love cycle. Love moon cycle.

SPEAKER_00

Is this an inspired next step?

SPEAKER_01

Absolutely, and today's the first day of that, right?

Pain

SPEAKER_00

Right, yes. So we were actually joking back and forth when Betty showed up because um, you know, she could have said, Wendy, I don't feel good, I'm not gonna do the podcast. And then I was like, okay. And I thought about it. I thought about it. I thought um, but then we were very quickly corrected that this is an opportunity. Yes, thank you for this opportunity. And so um to to actually bring the moon cycles into the whole thing and explain that. So this moon cycle is very much the sensual, sensual love um as wisdom. And so you can see how all of our sensual experiences is an expression of love in a way. And then Betty, of course, said to me, What about pain? And I go, Well, I got a lot of experience with pain.

SPEAKER_01

But so this That's why earlier, when we were talking about how there are a lot of aspects of Wendy I'd like to be, there are some that I'm glad I don't have, and she's about ready to describe those.

How Is This Serving Me

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, when Betty first met me, she goes, I don't want your life. And then we at that point we didn't even know that my life is polarity compared to her, you know, her life. It's all this polarity is on purpose. Right. Um, but so this this sensual love, all right, um, what it is doing is bringing us deeper wisdom about ourself, a deeper relationship with ourself. And that deeper relationship is a deeper relationship with source, because that's what the whole thing is about, is you know, a new knowing of us, a new knowing of ourselves as an expression of source, as you know, this unified consciousness. Um and so my experience of pain, so I I had lupus the first 36 years of my life, and so that was a very painful experience for a long time. And I went through so many multiple approaches to it, you know, why am I being punished? What what did I do that other people you know didn't do? Or and you gotta understand, like I went through early childhood, you know, adolescence, high s you know, being a teenager, all the way up to, you know, getting married, having kids, and the whole time having this pain off and on that could could be very, very excruciating. And getting to the point where the um pain medicine wasn't wasn't doing anything anymore. And um my body became allergic to the pain medicine and also all the anti-inflammatories because I had taken all these experimental drugs for so long that my body was just rejecting them. So I got to a point where and even when I was taking medication, where with pain it it brings your focus so deeply within you, like you can't you can't escape it. You know, it's it's calling you to go deeper and be so aware of your body because it's in pain. And what I realized over the years was that this having this pain gave me such a deeper relationship with myself, and especially once the medications weren't working, because I had to go in and figure out how I still was gonna be a part of the world, even in this physical discomfort. And um a lot of people met me and never even knew I had lupus because I I was good at not showing it because I had had it so long, and but in that inner world of pain, you become ultra ultra um the inner world becomes much bigger, and you you have a real sense of the four aspects of yourself because you know that physical aspect um isn't resolving itself. So then the mind and the emotions and the spirit, um, you become very aware of those aspects within your consciousness and how they're interrelated to each other. And um, but the the flip that happened was that you know I had this idea of why is this happening to me? You know, I was trying to always answer that question. And it got to a certain point where I realized that question wasn't serving me anyway, it didn't get me anywhere. And so it was this this just moment where it was like, oh my gosh, this pain and this illness has actually been serving me, it has been a learning potential, and it is giving me contrast because I I really didn't know what it was like to be healthy, and so I was going so deep into being ill, and then it flipped, and I was like, Okay, what am I supposed to learn about this? Well, and that is when I started healing from lupus. So when I flipped it and I was like, How is this serving me? And so with you know, Betty's cold, just her mind coming to it as why is this happening? I want to get it rid of it, compared to how is this serving me? In what way am I having a deeper relationship with myself? And how I understand it now is the reason that I am so intuitive and that so much information comes through me and I stream what I do is because I went to the very far end of the spectrum of that pain and illness because it opened up the pain and illness open up your your inner world larger so that you can go to the other end of the spectrum and experience that the higher vibrations and the uh like all the sacred geometry and and and understand it. And so it's it's a different way to come to it.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, thanks for sharing all that, Wendy. Um we have never talked about it like that before. I mean, you've shared your experiences with your lupus and with your family and all that, but not to this uh depth and not with the awareness of how source is uh a big part of this and and w what the learning potential is in all of this. We look at to pain as um something to be overcome, to go to war with, to make sure it it we get rid of it and or distract ourselves from it, or ignore it, or we we don't really go to the depth of like you just described um with you healing from lupus. So thank you for sharing that. That's really huge.

SPEAKER_00

Well, thanks, but but isn't it appropriate when we're beginning the sensual wisdom moon cycle? Oh, yeah, because pain is a sensual experience. That's what it is.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, and you know, when you think hear the word sensual, I mean we remember years ago we we got into a discussion about this because I kept saying people say sensual. They think sexual. Right. You know, and it's really not. It's it is your senses in every aspect of itself. Yeah.

Betty’s Practical Resistance

SPEAKER_00

Right. Yeah. And so in this moon cycle, um, it's to be very aware of of your sensual experiences and how that is bringing ri wisdom to you. So, you know, some of our listeners might be in pain, okay, have painful joints or whatever it is, and it's how is this serving me? And a lot of times when you have um, you know, ill illness or injury, it's stopping you from doing something. It's wanting you to change your life in some way, too. And so, like in Betty's situation, okay, raising her vibration to a higher level, this, and then her cold coming on, okay, her life is going to change. And how is that gonna change? She's gonna show up in the reality as Archangel, full expression of it. Okay, right, and so that's the simplified, okay. So, why is Betty resisting that? What might happen in that experience that that you're not ready for?

SPEAKER_01

Or yeah, that's a great question. Some people might look at me funny, people might uh or you know what? I just thought people might want to be closer to me and and and um be a part of that, be attracted to that vibration. Hadn't thought of that before. Or I'm not I'm not normal. I'm not like everybody else. I mean, there's all kinds of things. So what of that, what is of that am I resisting? That's the question.

SPEAKER_00

Isn't there a certain there's some uncertainty? Vulnerability?

SPEAKER_01

Vulnerability. There it is, there it is. Yes, uncertainty. We we don't like that, do we? I don't.

SPEAKER_00

So you have to surrender into that uncertainty of how you're gonna show up or how you're going to be interfacing with people on a higher vibrational level.

SPEAKER_01

And that involves vulnerability, stepping into it.

SPEAKER_00

So when we um interface with people on a higher vibrational level, what are we doing?

SPEAKER_01

Streaming? Sure, we're streaming. We're also could be showing them a different way.

SPEAKER_00

But a lot of times that higher vibration is coming through as a stream and they're hearing what they need to hear.

SPEAKER_01

Okay. Well, I do experience that a lot. You do too, I know.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah. But now, Betty, can you imagine doing that on an even higher level?

SPEAKER_01

No, that's what's coming. Right. That's what uh is being asked of me, though. That's what's being asked of you.

SPEAKER_00

And do you think that's what like I'm I'm getting to the practical part of this.

SPEAKER_01

You know, the thing is, we've gone through so many steppings up and stepping up and stepping up. I'm not really sure what it is I'm afraid of because every time we've stepped, every time I've stepped up into something else, it's been an amazing experience. So what am I holding on to? What is it that I want I'm afraid to release?

SPEAKER_00

I'll let's not talk about that. Let's talk about Wendy is is experiencing a more profound Betty. Mm-hmm. Since you did this, since you raised your vibration.

SPEAKER_01

Oh, I can tell that for sure about myself.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah. Okay. So a lot of things you're saying I'm hearing, okay, and a lot of this is just between us is nobody else. Well, a lot more profound.

unknown

Yes.

SPEAKER_00

And what I'm watching you do is you say it and then you take it back. You question it.

SPEAKER_01

Well, I think that's why I'm I have the cold. That's what we're talking about, right? Yeah.

SPEAKER_00

Because isn't it I think I pointed that out several times in some in a couple conversations. How you said it and then I I was like, whoa, and I was understanding it, and they said, Well, I'm not sure that that was right. I'm not sure that that's exactly how it happened, or I'm not sure I think that is a good example of it. That for you to get comfortable with coming through just on everyday level as very profound. Because that's what I'm hearing, that's what I'm witnessing.

SPEAKER_01

Well it's been a wonderful experience. Yeah. Stepping into that higher vibration has been absolutely profound. Right.

SPEAKER_00

So it's to surrender to whatever comes through you.

SPEAKER_01

Right.

SPEAKER_00

In whatever it's saying.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah. What an interesting day we're having today.

SPEAKER_01

Isn't this something else? Yeah. I know. Started in the first day of the next six moon cycles of heart.

Meeting Men

SPEAKER_00

I know, I know. So we were talking about our new behavioral patterns. Um, I think it's very interesting that my heart relationship just drove by because Wendy is on a new adventure. Um, I have been guided to um step out into the world more, kind of like Betty, all right. And I've been going, I joined the meetup app, and I I have a friend that's single, and we've been going to different meetups. And um and we we have on our mind to meet men, I mean, you know, in the reality, like okay, sure, I'm ready. She has a similar situation of being divorced, and then during this whole thing, I was also guided to um fill out it was called professional s singles on online, and then it ended up being the matchmaking um company.com, which is not an online dating. This is this is where you go in and you have an interview and they ask you a million and one questions that are extremely exhausting in a way, that you have to really look at yourself. And then what they do is they introduce you to um someone they think that you would be compatible with, okay, a male, or mine is a male, and um, and it's all a a process of looking at everybody each other's profiles and you know making it you know, you have similar interests and you compatible. Compatible, yeah. Yeah. Which is a lot different than going to meetups and randomly. So you can see how I'm always experimenting, and my new friend is like watching this too. And um so anyway, I I I had my first introduction uh yesterday, and we talked on the phone, and um we have to go on we're gonna go on three dates because this company says that you can't really know someone unless you go on three dates. So and you know, the first date is just going to lunch and you know, then you have uh two more. And um, so what am I learning and how is this serving me right now? Um, is that um my mind just went blank, Betty? Well, it's a Betty chimes in to help me.

SPEAKER_01

I think that's a great question about because we hadn't discussed this. How is this serving you?

SPEAKER_02

Right.

SPEAKER_01

I I love that. Um, yeah, because you're you're stepping into something new and your mind was taking over this morning, right? And was going around and around in circles. So um now that we're moving into the heart aspect of it, um your heart has stepped forward very gently and shared some things with you this morning, right? Yeah. Well so that's how it's serving you. The heart is is having a presence.

SPEAKER_00

Um, one of the big things is that I am realizing, just like Betty, to be in the world and not compartmentalize a intimate relationship with my guidance, that to just stream what I'm, you know, even in the conversation, simple conversation, to not filter it or just to just go with my guidance, which is my heart, with this whole situation and and uh surrender into what's presented to me. And you know, okay. And I'll tell you, it's not what I'm expecting. And my mind immediately went off like this isn't what we thought this was gonna be. This is um and but then waking up this morning and my heart saying, Okay, let's look at this. This this isn't a mind relationship. You're gonna do a heart relationship, you're gonna you're gonna understand a heart relationship, just like my other heart relationship, which you're probably wondering what's going on with that too. I just I'm amazed he just drove by. Um he hasn't really showed up in the reality. Um it's been a while, hasn't it? It has been a while, and and with this space, something else is dropped in. This is dropped in. But now he just drove by, so I don't know what all this means. But um, but yeah, that you know, a sensual relationship in the reality, and you know, we like to our mind wants to protect us, and our mind thinks it knows exactly what kind of person and how the whole thing should go, and and my mind is on overdrive or steroids with that a lot of times. And so it's it's this balance of my mind and heart, and my heart saying, and I texted this to my friend um this morning. I said, My mind might never understand any of this because this is heart, this is gonna be heart, and the mind uh doesn't understand the heart very well because the heart just does things and it it's your guide it's the guidance and it's this um you know, it's it it's not calculating anything, it's not it's just so how it was explained to me is that you're in this doing this with the company because when you show up, you know that other person has the same intention that they want to be loved and also to love someone or have a relationship, which is really kind of nice to know ahead of time. Yeah, and it's it's pretty simple too, isn't it?

SPEAKER_01

It's not complicated at all.

SPEAKER_00

No.

SPEAKER_01

So when you look at it like that, it looks gives a whole new perspective to it.

SPEAKER_00

Right. And also, you know, I I actually had to pay money to to do this matchmaking.com. And at first I was really resistant to that, and I saw how I was sabotaging myself. And so I mean, I've I've been going over these hurdles with the help of all my friends, especially Betty.

SPEAKER_01

Um she's been doing a great job with it. I'm sure I'm not sure I would do as well as Wendy's doing.

SPEAKER_00

Oh, everybody's everybody's like, I'm really glad you're doing that. And I I even said to Paige, I said, You're gonna live vicariously through me. And she goes, No, no, I'm gonna watch you. I am not gonna live. That's funny. So um, so yeah, it's a grand experiment in a way. And um usually Betty Bossler is the guinea pig, but I would say Wendy is pretty much the guinea pig in this one, too.

SPEAKER_01

You're the guinea pig on this. I'm the guinea pig with the cold.

SPEAKER_00

Yes. And so another thing was that came up, um, you know, how can I be transparent on the podcast, but also respect the privacy of, you know, what's gonna happen. And so I think how I can do that is talk about, you know, the the vulnerability of the heart, which I did in my other heart relationship, um, and what that really takes with vulnerability and risk and um and how the this relationship between the mind and the heart and how that works.

SPEAKER_01

Uh I sense that's gonna be a huge part of this moon cycle coming up. Vulnerability and risk.

SPEAKER_00

Yes. Sensual. Well, for us to just experience our sensual sense I mean it that takes vulnerability. A lot of times we shut them down because we're we're like, oh my god, this is overwhelming. I uh you know, but it's to open ourselves up with that. And you know, this obviously I thought it I think it's really funny because when I went in to do this interview to get this started, they said this will take a month, all right? To go through. They do background checks on everyone, which is also nice, you know. And they're like, Oh, it'll take at least a month. It took a week, it took a week, and which was another contrast for Wendy. You're on fast track, but I yeah, and then I realized, you know, I had the introduction yesterday, I had a conversation, I thought, oh, isn't this convenient to be able to talk about this on the podcast? The the the new moon of the love, you know, moon cycle with a new heart relationship. Yeah, and and actually I talked to the woman, the matcher, you have a matchmaker, and I said, I'm receiving all these emails. Like I already and she goes, I don't know where those are coming from. I can't believe you're getting those. And I thought, I know where they're coming from.

SPEAKER_01

That's funny.

Closing Comments

SPEAKER_00

I didn't hear emails from the company that you usually don't get until you get to you know, certain milestones or stuff, and they're all just flooding in my email box. Oh my gosh. So, okay, so we're um we didn't did we wrap up the vibrational moon cycle pretty well? We have new behavioral patterns and new perspective.

SPEAKER_01

Yeah, I think we orchestration of yeah. Or orchestration of interconnectedness, yeah.

SPEAKER_00

I mean, I think I have a much different perspective on interconnectedness.

SPEAKER_01

Oh, definitely, yeah.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

And I thought it was just between each other, but blows it up when you also include source to make that the main thing.

SPEAKER_00

I know, and you got the full experience of that, Betty.

SPEAKER_01

Yes, I did. Let's correct that on a large way.

SPEAKER_00

In a large way. Thank you.

SPEAKER_01

Thank you for that experience.

SPEAKER_00

Yes, thank you for the opportunity. Yeah, um, and so we're gonna move now. We're in the new moon of the love moon cycle, gonna do inspired next steps and narrative. And so in these next two weeks, you're gonna have in you're gonna have inspired next steps that involve love.

SPEAKER_01

All right, sensual, sensual love.

SPEAKER_00

Sensual, sensual love. And so um, you know, lean into it, see what happens with these inspired next steps, and then those inspired next steps are gonna change your narrative. Which this being a sensual um experience, you're we're probably gonna have a lot of relationship experiences. Uh relationships are gonna be a huge part of this moon cycle, and actually the next three. This these three moon cycles are gonna be very much about relationships, flexing those relationships, uh, maybe releasing some of our relationships so that we can get to that deeper wisdom of an expression of source and what relationships are holding us back from that.

SPEAKER_01

And I think it's interesting that it's the season. I mean, it's the spring is is people are gonna start coming outside and and talking with each other more instead of being hunkered down in their houses.

SPEAKER_00

Well, isn't this when all the animals mate too?

SPEAKER_01

I mean, it's like Oh yeah, we got a lot of it going on down here. There's a lot of that going on down here.

SPEAKER_00

And and Gaia, see, this is what I I I hear Gaia waking up. I hear the earth just like the the moisture and it starts doing chemical. I can just hear it and everything's waking up and oh my gosh, buddy.

SPEAKER_02

Yeah, yeah.

SPEAKER_00

We're on a we're gonna be on a wild ride, aren't we?

SPEAKER_01

Yes, we are. And you're coming down here next full next week. Yes. Yeah.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, I'm gonna go. Um, we were gonna do an expo uh next week, and uh we canceled it because we just got guidance that it wasn't meant to be, and what we did is they actually they just move it to next year. They move our booth reservation to next year, and so some reason we're supposed to be there next year. Um, but we do have uh another expo on in April that's in uh California again, and this is called the New Living Expo. And if you go to our events page on the website, living the mooncycles.com, you can see uh information there, and I you hit the image and it'll take you to their website. Uh San Raphael. San Rafael. Yeah. Um, and so uh I also uh there's an there's a magazine called Awaken magazine, and um when you get are an exhibitor at New Living Expo, um they offer you to do an article in this magazine. And so I um wrote an article and it's called Collective Transformation. Uh, how do we um unify and how do we illuminate and unify the world? Uh we have, you know, one of our software programs that we take to the booth, which is the illumination map, um, can be used on huge levels with you know thousands of birth dates, and you can map the illumination of event or of a business or of an organization or institution like a school. Um, and so that's what um we're building our software off out on larger levels to put a lot of birth dates in and then graph it and map it um for events. So that's what that article is introducing to the world in that way.

unknown

Yeah.

SPEAKER_01

That's pretty exciting.

SPEAKER_00

Yeah, it was fun. It was fun. Um doing the article in our good friend Fran, um she came in and and edited in a way that brought more business. It was amazing what she did. Well, and that's you know, we're talking about illumination mapping, and we are perfect compliments on that cycle, you know, right across from each other. So, you know, I come up with the idea for the whole article and can put it in there pretty well. And she comes in and does this magic of editing, and I was like, Fran, I can't this is amazing. She goes, Wendy, I could have never come up with this article. She goes, She can't do the ideas part or the plan part. She she does that share part or the exact opposite.

SPEAKER_01

Actualize. Actualize it. Yeah.

SPEAKER_00

She brought it in a in a more actualizing language for the audience that's gonna be reading it too. So anyway, wow, Betty.

SPEAKER_01

All right. We talked a lot today.

SPEAKER_00

We did talk a lot, and it was very interesting. So um, anything else? No, I don't think so. Okay, until next time. Life is a journey of curiosity, wonder, and adventure.

SPEAKER_01

Live it and be it.