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The slow conversion of Augustine of Hippo

Jeremy Sarber

Hebrews 11:4 says of Abel, “Through his faith, though he died, he still speaks.” Similarly, the legacy of faith left by historical figures like Augustine of Hippo continues to speak to us. Born in AD 354 in what is now Algeria, Augustine lived a fascinating life, one that left a deep imprint on both Protestant and Catholic traditions.

Augustine’s appeal transcends denominational boundaries. Protestants admire his doctrines of grace and total depravity, while Catholics respect his ecclesiology. Augustine’s introspection, found throughout Confessions, has captivated not only theologians but also secular philosophers. His reflections on his sinful nature and the grace of God resonate deeply with modern readers.

Though famous, Augustine’s life was a struggle between sin and faith. His conversion, spanning over eleven years, wasn’t an instant transformation. He spent much of his youth succumbing to worldly temptations, especially lust. As a young man in Carthage, he was drawn into a lifestyle of pride and sensuality, famously saying that he sinned merely for the pleasure of sinning.

Yet Augustine also sought after truth. Initially, his quest was intellectual. He dabbled in Manichaeism, a dualistic religion emphasizing the eternal struggle between good and evil. Later, he was influenced by Neoplatonism, which helped elevate his view of God but kept God distant and unknowable. It wasn’t until he encountered Ambrose, Bishop of Milan, that Augustine grappled with Christianity’s claim that God had become flesh in the person of Jesus Christ.

Augustine’s dramatic conversion finally took place in a garden in AD 386. He described the moment as a battle within himself, hearing both the seductive whisper of his sins and the gentle beckoning of God’s grace. He was torn between these forces until he heard a child’s voice, seemingly out of nowhere, saying, “Take it and read.” He opened a Bible to Romans 13, which told him to put on the Lord Jesus Christ (Ro 13:14). At that moment, Augustine surrendered to God.

Augustine’s life after conversion was dedicated to defending the doctrines of grace and writing some of Christianity’s most enduring theological works. Though he desired a quiet life in a monastery, God had other plans. Augustine became the Bishop of Hippo, serving the church for over forty years. His life, marked by profound self-examination, intellectual rigor, and passionate faith, continues to shape Christian thought today.

Recommended reading

Augustine of Hippo by Peter Brown
A classic and comprehensive biography of Augustine, this work delves into his life, thoughts, and lasting impact on Christian theology.

The Confessions of Saint Augustine by Augustine
Confessions is essential for understanding Augustine’s spiritual journey and theology of grace.

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