9 Years of Spirituality & Manifestation Simplified Into 9 Life Altering Lessons You Need To Know

There is SO MUCH I wish I knew about spirituality but my oh my did the past decade school the F out of me and I'm backkkk, ready to share a whole lot on whats been happening and lay my heart on the line. I've manifested miracles, almost died only to awaken into truly understanding the power of God outside of traditional religion and sin and discovered an irrevocable unity with my soul as the compass of my divine identity. Im wrapping that up into 9 little life lessons that gives you the intelligence to shift realities. 

This wisdom will empower you to find your light, stay protected under the safety of your truth and shatter of few illusions that will create gateways into your higher self, new levels and a whole lot more happiness.

This one episode will change your whole life, if you truly absorb the power it holds. So if you are ready to play bigger or just get out of an existential funk, you are in the right place. Press play, open your heart and get ready for some soul gold. 

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Transcript

[00:00:00] 

It's been nine and a half years since I left corporate, and here's what I wish I knew sooner and took more seriously about the meaning of life, the dark side of the spiritual path no one prepares you for and why authenticity and alignment are not just buzzwords, but lifelines. 

Stick around because I'm gonna share nine mind altering lessons on life.

The type of legacy you don't wanna accidentally build. And loving the rollercoaster ride through the peaks of heaven and hell while we navigate the inescapable and divine human experience.

Welcome to I Am Divine af. This is not just a podcast. It's an anthem for the souls ready to reclaim their divinity and break free into their highest destiny. My mission is to help you answer the casual. How are you with? I've never been fucking happier. So, buckle up as we go on a journey to debunk divinity and liberate the only thing that creates your reality, your consciousness.

[00:01:00] Episodes will be engineered with spiritual empowerment that awaken your super conscious, activate your divine gifts, and help you live the legacy you always dreamed of. One divine aligned step at a time. Let's make magic people and have the time of our lives while doing it.

You guys, I just checked into this hotel. The last time I stayed here was 10 years ago, but this is more than just a nostalgic walk down memory lane. It's a Hail Mary of reflection to see just how far I've come, because sometimes you do need to look back to find the power to move forward.

To give some context, 10 years ago, the reason I had to like go to Bali and check into this hotel for 48 hours was because I had to reset my visa. I had gotten home from burying the love of my life, my grandfather at the [00:02:00] time, and I always joke because I, I told my ex-husband when I married him, you're the second greatest love of my life.

But basically I got home from the funeral in Barbados, home to Australia that is, and got the kind of letter that no one wants to get. I got an immigration letter giving me 28 days notice to get outta the country. And this was at a time when I had just received the Pacesetter Award with American Express Centurion, meaning I was the best performer in the continent.

And I thought that was the real turning point of my life where everything would open up to me because I had worked so hard to get to that point. And. They can groom you into bigger and better experiences and opportunities. And I mean, I was set up in Australia. I was volunteering in a nursing home until the lady that I was visiting, Peggy passed away.

I worked in suicide prevention for the better part of three years, and the list goes on. But little did I know the rug was gonna be motherfucking pulled out from under me. And when it rains. It pours if that was a person, if when it rains it [00:03:00] pours was a person, yeah, grab your raincoat, G because that was me and the timing could not have been worse.

When I got this letter, I wasn't really functional. I had insomnia. , the last thing I was thinking about was checking the letter logs, so I kind of checked it a little bit late and. Under the advisement of a lawyer, I was recommended to leave the country and come back in on a tourist visa.

So that's what I did. And I say this because you can make a plan, but watch God laugh. You know, watch him laugh because chaos doesn't come at convenient times, and so when your life is in chaos, you might be in a cleansing, you might be in a clearing, you might be in a up level, and you have to step back and take stock of what is going on, not just to acknowledge it, but to truly honor and appreciate the meaning and the purpose of why it is [00:04:00] happening.

Deep inside of me, I knew I was living a life that I was not only sick of, but sick from. And I always had these experiences and these traumas that would snap me into a perspective that woke me up to my inner truth. And that voice that used to nudge and whisper would shout at me.

You're not living your destiny, you're not living your destiny, you're not living your destiny. But it's, it's easy to ignore that voice because in the illusion of security and stability, we belittle the dreams that we are destined to live out. So if you're feeling like life is giving you a couple of nudges, shit is hitting the fan and you are not sure what to do next, just know that you're not being broken.

You are being built. And I saw a lawyer basically. I didn't realize how much I had gone through and survived until he asked me, you know, [00:05:00] why the immigration gave me that letter. And that's another, that's another episode for another time. But basically I started breaking down and it was only when I broke down in the lawyer's office that I truly realized, um, what I had been surviving and masking.

And trauma has a funny way of coming out at the most inconvenient times, right? Because. You can carry so much for so long, but fractures will eventually break. And you know, I broke down and broke open to the next evolution of what would become my destiny. So he advised me instead of overseeing, because at this point I had like six days left in the country.

He said, fly outta the country and fly back in. And that will give you some time to basically pack up your life and start all over again. So I had lost my grandfather.

I had lost my husband, I had lost my job. I had lost my hope in humanity at that point. I mean, there was nothing that I felt like I had. [00:06:00] But I came over to Bali and it was interesting because that two days happened to be. Right on my birthday and I came and stayed in the exact hotel that I'm sitting in now because life has been roller coastering through this eclipse season.

There are astronomical events going on that have not happened in 200 years. The energy of humanity is being upgraded. The s human resonance that measures the earth's heartbeat has been hitting historical numbers. And if you are aware, you are in complete understanding that. Shit's going down. We are on a celestial shakedown, a cosmic combat.

We are on a battlefield that is revealing a lot of hard truths about who we have been and who we have the power to become. So listen up, because in the last 10 odd years, I've learned a couple of lessons and I want to spend some time. Breaking those lessons down for you. So I'm gonna give you nine lessons [00:07:00] over the course of this episode that I'm gonna touch on very briefly.

And then what I'm going to do is I'm gonna see which ones we wanna go deeper on, and if there's stuff that I ever mention during these episodes that you want me to elaborate on, drop a comment, engage, suggest a topic, ask me questions. We're here to engage because. We're in this together, and I'm just all about building a community of people who are there to thrive with each other instead of competing, comparing, and being in the.

Delusion that somehow being divisional is gonna make us more empowered. The only thing that does is feed our ego and starve our soul. And that doesn't end up good for anyone. So that's, is that what you're into? If you're into winning at the expense of everyone else, if you're into chasing the money and the dollars and getting.

You're in the wrong place. This is not the place for you. Of course, we're gonna have exponential prosperity, but it's gonna be anchored in our [00:08:00] divinity, and it's a very different mode of experiencing the fulfillment of life when it comes from peaceful invigoration, when it comes from virtue, when it comes from.

Expansion and you stepping into greater and greater capacities to not just create the life of your dreams, but be able to maintain the living of it with joy and fruition and exhilaration because you have expanded yourself into the capacity of indulging in those things while you are living them out.

You're not always chasing the next goal. You're not always, you know. Missing out the miracles that are hiding in the tiniest spaces and places of your life.

So let's dive soul first into the details. All right, so lesson number one, the vision pulls until the pain pushes. And this quote, it's so funny because I went to, I had a mentor back in 2023 [00:09:00] and she held an event in Palm Beach, and one of the speakers that she had at the event actually said, the pain pushes until the vision pulls.

But I actually over a year in my existential inquisition where I kind of disappeared from the world to go. Dive into myself and into God and into existentialism, and finally discover what the meaning of life is. I really realized that the vision's always been pulling at us because in our purest essence of who we are, desire is a part of our energetic fabric.

And so when we have our desires, we have a higher version of ourself on another timeline that has that desire fulfilled because a part of. Our blueprint knows what we are gonna achieve in this life. And so that desire pulls at you and it tempts you, and it teases you into exploring it, into being curious, into taking some action into [00:10:00] growing into what it means to live it out.

Life is the learning curve for the majority of the time. Life is sailing the learning curve, riding the wave, whatever metaphor you want to use to make it feel a little bit more exciting and enticing.

It is getting your hands dirty and going all in and discovering what you're made of. And that being the most euphoric experience because we don't measure failure. We measure expansion. We're not trying to be perfect. We're trying to be at peace with what we're being afforded in the opportunities of our moment to moment existence.

Every minute we get to make new choices that create new opportunities for our future, for our reality, for our now, like life is always in session, yet we like to glorify the end game. And when we're always looking at the end game, and sometimes we're at the beginning, we always feel too far away. From what we're capable of.

So start being better one [00:11:00] minute than you were the minute before. Start making one choice better and the vision is gonna pull at you. But when the vision becomes the experience, not the end game, then the whole game itself changes because that's the game of life. It is the creation of our experiences. On a minute to minute basis.

Now, what I meant by the vision pulls until the pain pushes. Two things that stand out are recurring desires and looping lessons. Over the past 15 fucking years, this has become very apparent to me because, you know, hindsight's 2020 vision and it's really easy to identify patterns. Looking back. So historically, the recurring desires are the ones that don't go away, and you have to give them enough time, sadly.

When I gave it so much time, it was over a decade before I had written my book. In 2009, in November, I was in the hospital in Bangkok. I had a huge tumor removed from my back, and it was then that I [00:12:00] decided I didn't wanna do corporate finance. I wanted to, you guys have probably heard this story, but for the ones that are new here, that was the turning point of me going, I don't want to follow the system and the shoulds and the.

The voice of obligation in my head. I want to follow my creator consciousness. I want to take control of my life and believe in my ability to forge my destiny by listening to my intuition that is guiding me deeper into the truth of my capabilities and my destiny. And so I just pulled out from the master's in corporate finance.

I was like, I'm no longer gonna do that. I'm just gonna apply for journalism. But I knew in the hospital back in 2009, I. That I wanted to write a book. Years on years would pass, and every time I would have this existential tipping point or this wake up call or this shit hitting the fan moment, or I would win at something I set out to do.

I would manifest something I thought I wanted, but it was an ego manifestation. I would realize shit, I got what I wanted and that feeling inside of me that I thought I would have. [00:13:00] Well, I'm still looking for it, so maybe this is not what is linked to my true, authentic desire. This is just linked to the desires that I thought would bring some type of validation and acknowledgement that I wrongfully associated and attributed fulfillment to.

And so I had to learn over the course of this past decade that the desires that are true in your heart, they won't fade. And so the vision will pull until the pain pushes. For me, the pain was so many different things. It was a handful of near death experiences from having tumors or my car aquaplaning on the highway.

But you have these, painful experiences because they're so awakening, because they create such a dramatic attention. To the calling, right? You listen so attentively and you're willing to risk it all because it's better than the pain that you're forced to experience when you don't [00:14:00] answer it. And so it took me, I guess, 2009 to 2021, I think that was 11 or 12 years, that I took to write the book.

So essentially. I should have listened to the vision sooner and I didn't listen when it was pulling at me, but I certainly listened when the pain pushed me into it. Now, looping lessons are an interesting one to look at as well, because the things we don't learn that are destined for us to learn will loop around again and again and again.

And what I found is that you'll see there's some similarities in the way the lesson is delivered to you. So you'll go this again. But it'll be a bit fucking harder every time it comes around. It gains some power and strength. 'cause it's like, well, maybe we didn't, maybe we didn't get our attention enough this time around.

So let's just make it way more undeniable. And the pain always carries a seed of purpose, and that [00:15:00] becomes your greatest empowerment. And so when shit is going wrong and when you're in, the pits of it and you're in hell, and you're in the hardship, and you're in the struggle. And you're trying to survive through it, and you don't see the light and you're on your darkest days.

Ask yourself, is this like anything I've experienced before? What was happening in my life? Then, okay, if you ask for guidance, you will get it. If it's from your higher self, the version of you that you are destined to be. That is pulling at you. If it's from the creator, if it's from your soul tribe, which I talk a lot about in Eden, how to call on your soul, soul tribe for guidance and clarity in your most confusing points of life.

If you ask the questions to your higher powers, you will get the answers. And so the lessons are there because the knowledge is what creates the wisdom to carry you into your legacy. [00:16:00] Right. And so you are born into that wisdom through your experiences, through living them out. And so when you say, what purpose does this pain serve?

What am I meant to learn here if this is happening for me? Like what is it qualifying me with? What is the real revelation here? And so that's lesson number one. Now, lesson number two is life begins where conformity ends. When you change yourself, you change the world. We are in this follow culture and it's so funny because so many years ago, this was before, this is when I was working on my book, so it had to have been like maybe five years ago.

I really had to look at like. Branding, this is when personal brands and on social media and like branding yourself was a big deal. And I was like, I don't wanna be an influencer. I don't want people to follow me. I want to be an activator. I wanna activate and empower people to lead themselves. [00:17:00] Because the thing is, which I now know so many years later, after working with so many mentors and coaches and investing in all these programs, you know.

Fight figures later, like the lesson is, your highest self knows you best. We can't have cookie cutter strategies around unique destinies because we have been tailor made. We are bespoke in the blessings that we are creating in our life and in our legacy. There are no two lives that have been architectured and engineered the same way.

So when we seek to constantly follow and copycat and. S strategize based on what works for another, it might not be the highest aligned path of least resistance for what we are destined to be in this world. And so we have to learn how to just walk away from conformity, not to mention the enslavement program that has just taught us to obey, like the only [00:18:00] thing we should be in obedience to is our own inner truth.

And that comes, that is God endowed and God ordained and the creator has the final say. Because do you wanna listen to the person that that built you or do you want to listen to the person that abuses you because they kill the light within you in order to gain from you, 

 if you feel like this is.

Suffocating your soul and starving your ability to feel joy in life, then this is where I'm coming from because it took away so much of who I truly was until there was nothing left of me, until I didn't see a reason to exist, because I didn't feel myself, I didn't feel my soul, I didn't feel my connection to anything, and it created a lot of mental health distress in my life when I was just a follower.

Of something I didn't believe in, something that didn't ignite my soul. Something that actually made me less of myself, [00:19:00] play smaller, settle more, and get sicker. So I was like, enough is enough. And I guess that's the timely thing to talk about this because it's 10 years since I've been out of corporate.

You know, and I don't think it's about leaving corporate or staying in corporate. It is about being willing to start your life on your terms based on who you are, anchored in your divinity, using your divine gifts that create an obsessive and passionate and invigorating fulfillment, joy, and euphoria that leave you healthier, happier, and have more value to the world and the people that you serve.

Because life truly for me began where conformity ended. And when I started to change myself by understanding where my creator consciousness overrode my conformity and my discipline, I moved from devotion instead of discipline. Discipline is the mind in doing what you think you should do. [00:20:00] Devotion is moving from the heart and doing what you desire to do, to be who you desire to be, to have what you are destined to have.

And so. That was a huge lesson for me because you feel like you're doing something wrong and there's a lot of pressure to be perfect. . Oh my God. The perfection is complex. This is where I started to value expansion over perfection, and I talk about that a lot in Eden. Eden is my online member's club.

There'll be a link to it if you wanna find a check. The show notes. 'cause I don't wanna pitch Eden. I just wanna mention it because this is. One of the biggest foundational pillars about liberating my potential and my infinite power was actually not moving from trying to be perfect. It was moving from expansion.

So lesson number three, money can't buy your most powerful assets. Woo. This was a big one to learn. This was such a huge turning point because we live in an energetic universe. We are made in the image of God with creator capabilities that [00:21:00] come from mastering our energetic abilities as manifesters, as creators, as divine orchestrators and engineers of reality.

And so we have that power because we are made in the image of God who had the greatest power of all. There is a saying, you know, my, my father and I are one, but my father is greater than I because we share the same divinity. We share the same essence and creatorship. That's why we're in co-creator shit with the divine.

But the divine can do way more than we could do because it has no limit. We have the limitation of our mind. Now, our biggest is the illusion that the material world are our greatest and most powerful assets. Like our assets don't fit on a balance sheet, right? Because love, gratitude, intuition, faith, discernment, embodiment, creator, consciousness.

Those are our most powerful assets [00:22:00] and money can't buy those things. This is why they get us to chase things that are material and when we chase them and we don't feel the way we thought we would feel, we start to question if money is everything, money is a tool and money is. Incredible abundance creates the affordability to scale into greater versions of our truth and our impact and our service and our connection to others and what we get to do in this life.

But it's not the goal and it can't buy you happiness, of course, it can buy you experiences. But if in your heart and soul you are not in fulfillment with your life and who you're being, it doesn't matter if you have all the luxuries, you still wake up with the same noise, right? It doesn't matter if you have your addictions because you still wake up numb instead of nourished.

And [00:23:00] your soul. Your ego can be a very numbing experience because of the intricacies of how the ego creates perceptions of life. That make you constantly feel inadequate and at a disadvantage, the soul will never, never make you feel like that the soul is limitless in its being. It thrives on connection 

so we, we feel the heaviness of the ego and the lightheartedness of the soul. So when you're feeling heavy, when you're feeling unfair, when you're feeling in shame, doubt, guilt, regret. A lot of that comes from judgment. And judgment is a flagship of the ego because it comes from comparing, it comes from seeking external validation.

The soul needs no validation. It is whole. We are all whole, we are all divinely connected and unified in the energetic fabric of who we are as the divine oneness, collective consciousness. And that is the most beautiful thing because you're never alone now. [00:24:00] It segues beautifully into lesson number four, learn to feel safe in your power.

Jesus. When this clicked for me, Jesus, when this clicked for me, it clicked for me. Every time I would get into a really good rhythm and a momentum and I was like killing it, it just felt like, I don't know if I would call it self-sabotage, but it felt like something came and we do get under spiritual attack when we are doing things at the light that have the power to threaten.

The very, um, stability of the structures that do not thrive in the light. Now, we're not taught to feel safe in our power because we haven't been taught about our powers. So when we start to use our powers, it is unfamiliar and there's a duality here that exists from the human sense of this goes against what I've been conditioned to, to believe is safe.

So we have to go against the illusions of our programming. And so when we've been hardwired to be in [00:25:00] survival and to value things that create safety, we feel like we're under threat. So there's the programming side of this and there's the very neurological and psychological side of it where we move into fight or flight or we move into the survival response of the brain.

Because when we're powerful, we don't feel safe because we haven't been taught that that's a safe place to exist. So much of entrepreneurship feels so intense in the beginning as well, because you're breaking out of programming, which I call the enslavement programming into a program of liberation.

Because you're moving from vision. You're moving from true desire. Not all entrepreneurs, but the spiritually activated ones. Shout out to you guys and when we experience our power, because it's not familiar to us, what isn't familiar doesn't feel safe. Because what is often [00:26:00] comfortable and familiar is where we feel safest when we're with our tribe, when we're doing what we've always done.

So when we're breaking into new modes of our truth, of ourself, of our capabilities, of our limitlessness, of our, spiritual powers, when we're in our intuition, when we are moving from faith, when we're using and leveraging language in a different way, language is a superpower.

When we start manifesting. Illogical things that we don't move from logic and reason, but we move from emotion and intuition. When we start collapsing timelines, when we start doing things differently and we tap into the power that we have always had, and we'll always have, and each one of us has it.

It feels like, whoa, you know? And when we don't feel safe, a lot of shit happens in our life, right? Learning to [00:27:00] feel safe in all circumstances is when I was able to sustain momentum the most. When I didn't feel safe, I would either retreat into a smaller version of myself or I would sabotage subconsciously or unconsciously.

Because it didn't feel safe to grow into this greatness, so learn to feel safe in your power. Now, what I will say, lesson number five is confusion is how you find clarity. And it's been really funny because confusion is often associated with weakness. Like, oh, they don't know what they want.

They don't know what they're doing. They don't have the right answers, inverted commas. And so we don't stay in our confusion long enough. But when we are taking down, not taking down the patriarchy, I don't know where that came from, but when we're taking, down the, the structures of limitation and we are dissolving the illusions of limitation in our [00:28:00] consciousness, that's no small feat.

We are literally going to feel confused when we start awakening, and it's gonna be fucking torturous in the beginning. It's gonna be like, what? The truth isn't what I thought it was. What? I don't know what I thought I knew. Oh my God, who I am isn't who I thought I was. Oh my God, this new truth requires me to change.

If I want to live in my divinity. That change is overwhelming because things can't stay the same and change at the same time. Oh my God, do I have the courage? Ugh, this is gonna be disruptive, but I'll tell you what's more disruptive if staying the same place when you know the truth. Nothing will make you feel more unstable than that.

And so awakening will shake you to your core because the program runs deep and you will question everything. But that is the start of true liberation, and I think that I'm not the same person I was before this eclipse season. [00:29:00] Holy guacamole, crap on a cracker. I did not think one person could change so much in such a short space of time.

And this is from a person who has gone through my share of rebirths. Ayahuasca has changed me tremendously. The pasta meditation, has changed me tremendously. Trauma has changed me. Grief is, but it was, it was significant and it was sustainable. But the profound magnitude of the change that I have just gone through, and that's not based on time, that was based on openness, the readiness to change, and also what's happening, as I mentioned at the start of the episode in the cosmic field in terms of we're changing with the changes, and if you're not in resistance to it, your quantum leaps, your accelerated ascension is going to take place by default because that's what's available, but.

I was so confused in the last couple of weeks, the birthing [00:30:00] the embodiment and the ascension into who I am in this moment as I record this came from a lot of confusion. The last couple of weeks have been some of the darkest fucking times of my life, like divine warrior mode. The lessons from that are gonna be trickling out in the episodes to come.

I actually wrote down a description of what it felt like to exist, in the last few weeks, and I wrote it was a wake up call because awakening after the trauma. Settles is like having the clarity and epiphanies that a near death experience gives you.

It's a shock to the system. It takes some time to process and take stock. All in all, it leads to profound shifts in the trajectory of who you are. It almost feels like having nine surgeries in three days. Everything just felt back to back to back at times. Tortuously, unending and debilitating [00:31:00] numbing, so painful, and then the tipping point comes.

Only to have you give more, fight harder, and finally arrive at great relief and glorious gratitude. I am still fragile, but I can see the meaning and the powerful magic that the experience has divinely endowed me with What a ride, what a ride, , I've never felt more psychotic, schizophrenic, confused, delirious, weak.

And now today, I've never felt stronger, clearer, more powerful, more stable, oof, more euphoric, more at peace. The vision feels 1000 times bigger and so much easier to attain. And I know that those two things seem like they don't go together. But that's the power sitting in the confusion because the level of conviction that comes when you find clarity, especially when you know what you fought through to get [00:32:00] it.

Like I don't celebrate what I have because of having it, but because what I survived to be able to obtain it. And so stick it out. Don't fear confusion. Welcome it. That is the true, mark of change is confusion because you are going into places that you didn't know if you knew you wouldn't be confused.

And it is the unknowingness that is showing you your elevation and ascension into new ways of being. Your inner visionary has to figure things out and that's amazing. So sit in the confusion long enough to find clarity Now, lesson number six. Silence is a superpower. I'm a very chatty person. I have a huge personality.

I'm a bit of a chameleon because I find so many different people interesting, and I've been afforded to experience many cultures and walks of life, even if it's just the rabbit hole into my own consciousness and the research. That I've [00:33:00] done to explore many fields and schools of thought and paradigms of existing now, and the intuition that helps me connect with others more deeply because I intuitively sense where the core of their essence is, whether that is passion, struggle, or whatever else.

Now, I've never been more silent, secluded, and in need of solitude than I have in the last few weeks, and I feel like I've unlocked this superpower. Because in silence you hear God. I, I took a year after my car, aquaplaned on the highway. I took a year and this is a whole episode that's coming, including me in a Playboy bunny suit.

But another topic for another time. I took a year off in existential Inquisition asking a lot of the deepest questions you could ever ask, and I developed a big relationship with my soul tribe, with the creator, with God, with the divine, and with humanity in general. Because I spent a lot more time in silence listening [00:34:00] for the answers.

So you will not only hear God, you will hear what beats in the chambers of your heart. You will hear your DNA awaken. You will hear your higher self. You will hear the truth that is hidden in simple sentences. When you speak to others, you will develop a discernment. That will become your greatest navigation to your destiny.

So just listen more. When you listen, you truly hear. When you hear, you're not always listening, right? I hear a lot of things, but am I listening? You know, am I listening? And true listening doesn't come from the anticipation of responding and contributing. It comes from silence. It comes from absorbing with the silence, not just not verbally speaking and making a sound.

But having your reminded enough silence that you're giving the respect to the [00:35:00] situation, the environment, the people's, places, spaces, and divinity that can come because you're holding the space in silence to receive. Now, lesson number seven, reality is a mirror of truth. Everything in reality is showing me more about me, every single thing.

And here is the thing, you learn a lot. I've been under spiritual attack, right a few times, but nothing like the last few weeks, as I've mentioned. And that's, we'll talk about that in other episodes as well. How to, I identify spiritual attacks, how to dine with your demons and dance with them 

but what I did realize is also there are spiritual attacks where there are dark forces and things that are. Not from you, and they're attacking you because of your light and because of your power. Now, there are also people like to talk about their demons, but reality, it's so funny because when you think your demons might be external, [00:36:00] just make sure that reality isn't showing you the demons within yourself because the victory doesn't come from the victim mentality.

And when we can take radical accountability. For everything in our life. Law of correspondence like it is corresponding as within. So without that which is external is reflecting my internal state of energetic being where I hold myself in my being. I reflect my reality in what I I'm seeing. We attract who we are, not what we want.

So reality is just marrying the truth about who I am. And when a person treats me a certain way, is that them or is it me giving more power to my darkness and my demons by tolerating that and attracting that? Because somewhere within myself, I treat myself that way or somewhere within myself. I don't honor my light and I lower my standards, and I loosen my [00:37:00] boundaries because demons will come at you in a lot of sabotaging ways.

And they will create an ignorance that allows you to romanticize life through rose colored glasses that justifies the allowance of what we receive in our reality because intrinsically we have not made it a non-negotiable within ourselves and our energy. What that means is I'm not fucking living up to what I should be living up within me.

Whether that's how I gauge my self worth and solidify that and cement that into the fabric of who I am, that I cannot attract anything less. If I'm attracting less somewhere within myself, my shadow is taking the wheel. My demons are having the fucking time of their life, and I'm really not in the embodiment of my inner truth.

The [00:38:00] victory doesn't come from the victim mentality, which means that I can't blame everything that's happening. Reality is a mirror of my truth, showing me more of me, and it's showing you your more of you. But that's the best part about it. It's showing you what you need to work on. So when you see something happening in a situation, whether that's in your relationships, friendships, business partnerships, intimate relationships.

Your marriage, your dating, your career, your relationship with yourself, and your health, your body, your appearance. You will very quickly see from reality and from listening and from observing yourself, your emotions, your thoughts, really very easily. Those things are gonna be a telltale of your belief systems, but also of your unconscious shadow.

Because I have a theory and we're gonna talk about this, so many things to talk about upcoming on this podcast. [00:39:00] I have a theory that really belief systems are shaped from the unconscious 'cause that's the subconscious. And I really wanted to understand, yeah, I can understand a limiting belief or a false belief, but really what actually is forming these limiting and false beliefs because breaking them is crazy.

But that's where you know, the programming 95% of. Who we are comes from that and is controlled by that. And we, and we talk about this in psychology a lot as well, so we'll dive into that, but just know that you can understand who you're being by looking at your reality and what's happening inside of it.

Are opportunities coming to fruition? Are things falling apart? Are people greeting you with. Dismissiveness or are they seeing your divinity and valuing your worth? Where within you are you energetically compromised in a way that your reality is showing you? Now, what I'll say is, is that this leads into 

[00:40:00] how to take control of that and be in recalibration and reclaim your power is lesson number six. Your consciousness creates everything. And everything is in capital letters. Every thing, your consciousness creates everything. So what is your consciousness? We have the unconscious shadow. We have the subconscious belief system.

We have the conscious thoughts, and we have the super conscious, not a lot of people are talking about the super conscious, but that's where the seat of your spiritual intelligence is. That's where your higher self is. Your creator consciousness, your God consciousness, your divine gifts, your genius,

Develop a relationship with your super consciousness in activating that through your emotional intelligence and your intuitive intelligence, which when master correctly , will create your behavioral intelligence, what you're doing, who you're being. So just know that we will be doing a lot around [00:41:00] consciousness on this podcast because this is where you take control.

This is where you get into your full creator capacity, and you start to really play the game and become your own MVP. You are your most valuable player. Your consciousness is your MVP, life is always in session and I'm so excited because it doesn't take a lot. Just because it's simple, it doesn't mean it's easy.

But we can do hard things with great ease. Rewriting the program, I'm tired of saying everything is easy. This is why we need to be in our warrior mode sometimes, because we have to know how to really build the new, and sometimes it takes destroying the old. Not fighting it, but destroying it. And the destruction takes effort sometimes, 

because when we're anchored in our faith, Ooh, which is perfect because that's actually the ninth lesson. Faith will carry you further than courage ever will. And when we are anchored in our faith, we [00:42:00] are divinely provided for. We are divinely protected and the empowerment is on steroids as we take a sledgehammer.

To the bullshit structures that has enslaved us and go no more. I have faith that I can have more, be more, and experience more when I destroy the things that are keeping me small and unfulfilled and unhealthy, unlimited. And against myself and at war with myself and disenchanted with humanity and divided instead of at peace with each other.

Faith will carry you further than courage ever will because courage still focuses on what you fear. Faith does not focus on what you fear. It focuses on. The fruitfulness that you are destined to experience by the [00:43:00] hand of the most abundant and glorious divine architect. We have to remember, and this is where understanding existentialism has served so well, is we have to remember what the true essence of life is about.

Because we have been programmed to believe and measure it based on the wrong things. And until we destroy that metric system and recode our consciousness with the new improved program. The program of liberation, of avalanches, of abundance, of divine health, of love, unconditional and universal love in ways that leave us so euphoric, energized, inspired in community, in collaboration, in co-creator.

When we start to move from that place, we start to feel what life is all about and when we feel it and we experience it. It's really hard to go back to living any other way. And so I cannot wait to take you on this journey where we expand [00:44:00] together, unfuck your frequency so you can manifest your legacy.

One little nugget of wisdom at a time. So that covers today's episode, the nine Lessons. I'm just gonna recap them here . And I'm excited 'cause this is, this is the beginning. Of the rest of our lives, and for the first time ever, I feel like we have a sense of control and support that is unprecedented, but you've gotta claim it for you.

So the nine lessons we've covered are the vision pulls until the pain pushes. Don't be scared. Listen to your recurring desires and lean into your looping lessons. Lesson number two, life begins where conformity ends. When you change yourself, you change the world. Lesson three, money can't buy your most powerful assets because your most powerful assets don't fit on a balance sheet.

They're energetic. Love, gratitude, intuition, faith, discernment, [00:45:00] embodiment. Lesson number four, learn to feel safe in your power. Glorifying the wrong things is the fastest way to lose your power, by the way. So feel safe in your divinity. And we are going to talk a lot about what divinity is, so you'll know exactly what it is, but it's your most powerful place to be, and you have to learn to feel safe in that power because it's not something that's taught.

So feel unfamiliar. Lesson number five, confusion is how you find clarity. Awakening is gonna shake you to your core and the program runs deep. But when you start to question everything and you get comfortable with confusion, that's true. Liberation. Lesson six. Silence is a superpower. It's where you hear God, your heart, your highest self, and all the hidden truths that create new realities.

Speaking of which lesson number seven, reality is a mirror of truth. So remember, everything that you're seeing is showing you more about who you are, and it's a gateway into everything that you can [00:46:00] become. Lesson number eight, your consciousness creates everything. Value expansion over perfection as we micro tune you into your highest version, your highest self, your highest destiny.

And lesson number nine, faith will carry you further than courage ever will Develop an unwavering faith in the divine. You know you are divinely protected. You know you're divinely provided for, and it will start to happen when you declare it. If you need more guidance and you want to go deeper, if you want more community to discuss these things, to feel like you are part of a tribe that moves from soul, that thrives together, then the link for Eden Members Club is gonna be in the show notes.

I break down the exact blueprints to expansion, embodiment, and so much more. So I'll catch you soon. It is an honor and a privilege from my heart to yours. I am so beyond grateful. [00:47:00] That you have tuned in today and I am excited to be a part of everything that's gonna come. Love light, stay divine, and I'll catch you in the next episode.