The Deaf Driver & Priceless Quantum Shift

Man oh man oh man, this one really had me in tears. Funny how the tiniest choice from the right energy creates a quantum shift and ripple impact. Dive in to hear a quick little insight into your Three Versions of Self, how to navigate the breaking points in life and what giving all the money in my wallet to a deaf driver taught me about God. 

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Transcript

I just couldn't hear my soul in that moment when I was at that breaking point, that tipping point and reflecting on it. Now, the poetic irony of what unfolded next when God sent me something that just shook me to my core, actually was such a moment for me, and I wasn't gonna share this story. I wasn't gonna record it and make it a podcast, that is.

But I ended up catching up with my sister and she was like, wow, that was so beautiful to hear that story. And I was like, yeah, actually, maybe I should spill the divinity and let others hear it too. So in the like off chance that you're at Breaking point or tipping point or anything like that, stick around because this story's gonna.

It's gonna really do something to your heart.

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 Let me just start by saying that Black Moon was like, woo. It gave me the feels, and sometimes I get this feeling that I could cry for all of humanity. Like I'm just a conduit. And anyone that needs to purge is just like, yep, there's a portal.

That's sacred and I honor that. And sometimes it's just my own shit, right? And for whatever reason, I couldn't necessarily put my finger on the pulse of where the emotions were rooted. And that's totally okay, but I'll tell you what, the self-talk was starting to get a little like, mm, yeah, we're not doing that.

So I knew emotionally I was like quite compromised. 'cause I felt the panic and the. Erraticness and the just could break down and just baw my eyes out. Then the mind started to get into the narrative and the intrusive thoughts started to come, and I was like, yeah, we're gonna pattern interrupt this.

And not because it's spiritual bypassing, but more so we're not gonna allow the spiral to be a downward spiral into the domes. Of like darkness, if you want to call it that. I said if I can't do it emotionally, like if I can't get myself there and I don't want to force myself to be like fake happy 'cause that's just not a vibe.

And I knew mentally, like it was just a bit of a effort, right? It's like, okay, you're obviously in your mind a bit scattered. These things are coming up, you're witnessing them, but like what's really gonna create the shift right now? What's the number one thing I can do? And this was how the experiment actually started.

When I asked myself this question, what's the one thing I could do right now that could create the biggest shift in my life? And it's the quantum shift, right? Sometimes it's as granular as that. And I was like, you know what? I just need to be, so what do I need to be and what can I do in my beingness right now that's gonna serve me?

From my executive self, and in my book I've talked about this, the emotional self, the cognitive self, and then the executive self. So I knew my emotional self was compromised. My cognitive self was, you know, it's a little unstable ground there. Didn't wanna add too much to her plate and the executive self.

I was like, all right, let's just shut down the mind. Let's allow the emotions, and let's just focus on the execution. What can I do right now? And I was like, well, you wanted to go to the wellness center for Asuna. So I was like, great. Don't worry about feeling better in order to go. Don't even worry about feeling positive in order to go, just do the next thing.

So I was like, all right. The one thing I could do right now to shift everything that's the best for me is get to the wellness center. So it just became an act of doing, and I was like, what do I need to do? I need to put on clothes. Okay, put on clothes. Okay, I need to pack a swimsuit for the sauna.

Okay, cool. I need to order a bike to get there. I need to X, Y, Z, you know? So it just became so simple. One divine aligned step at a time. I was locking the door to my place and I was like, my God, like Satan wants to have a little rodeo today. He's just trying to come in at every little opportunity. And I could feel the cognitive self and that little voice of poison being like, can't believe you're not in a better place by now.

Like, you know, you've always wanted to move into a villa, and I'm like. We're not doing that. I was like, I'm not feeding into that voice because like, yes, I, I am in the cutest little place right now. I call it like my Miracle Bunker, and it's just such an incubator of genius for me right now. Because I was like, I don't have the energy to house hunt during peak season and find a new villa and rush around.

And honestly, it was a survival move to get away from the construction, but it was easy for the ego to kind of try and make a story about it. And I was like, we're just not doing that. So I locked up the doors and I was like, okay, I'm just going to set an alarm. And the alarm was like champagne frequency and gratitude.

And I set it for when I knew I was gonna be. On the treadmill. So I was like, all right, when we're having a workout, we're gonna think about all the wins. I call that the champagne frequency, where you actively just go, we're gonna glorify, and we're just gonna be like, well, what did you actually do?

Well, and gratitude. That's self-explanatory. Just really. Law of relativity, focusing on the blessings and just making sure to take note of the amount of things that you can appreciate in life. So I was setting that alarm while walking down to meet the driver, and then I looked up and he was there at the end of the alley.

Some of them drive right down to in front of my place. So I was walking towards him and I was like, God, at least you don't have to drive around all day on a scooter. To make ends meet or you have the responsibility of mouths to feed and that pressure, you know? And as I walked up to him I was saying this to myself, you know, my cognitive self already started to shift.

And I was like, and right now, the only thing you have to do is go to a wellness center that you love to access facilities that are top-notch. To do something good for yourself. And I was like, oh, wow. And I was thinking this as I was walking up to him, and when I finally got to him, God, it makes me like I want to honestly, like this happened a few days ago and I wanted to record it, but I didn't have a, a place to do that.

And I just thought, you know what, not everything needs to be recorded. But anyways, I got to the bike and. The driver started signing to me and he was deaf and he didn't know, 'cause I had Sun's on, but I had had tears in my eyes already while getting ready and things like that. You know, I just felt like I was at that breaking point.

And it's okay when you're at that breaking point, sometimes just ball out, like just the biggest move that's like fucking dope. Is to let yourself cry, let yourself feel what you're gonna feel. So I knew that I was at that point, but I didn't feel like I was gonna break down and actually cry. It was just really bubbling and sitting there at the surface.

So I had tears in my eyes and I got on the back of the scooter and. It was just like such a moment just he turned to the side to, to look at me and he had the biggest smile and he put up like his hand in like, you know, the okay like with the three fingers up and like your, your thumb and your index are forming like an O.

And it's like, yeah, okay. Like are we good to go? And in that moment I was like, yeah, we are okay and we are good to go. So he drove off and I was. Thinking about this moment so much and I was like, I don't wanna forget this story. It just felt significant. The first thing I thought was like, I wonder if I have any cash in my wallet.

I just want to give him, some cash. Because like obviously you book it on the app and I don't know if he gets tip from that when I add tip there. And I was like, I just wanted to make sure, 'cause you really brightened my day. And as I started to write down this story so that I wouldn't forget this moment,

I was typing out the part where I say he turns in, with the biggest smile and with the okay sign and me, writing this out. Like, yeah, we are okay, we are good to go. I just felt like my entire, like, I felt just like this presence, like flood over me and just every place where I was holding emotion on that brink, on that tipping point, just dissolved in that moment and I was like, oh my God.

I feel like God sent this man to me, and it was just like a symbol of like, it's okay to block out the noise, block out the noise, smile. It's okay. We're good to go. And so it was just a really, really beautiful moment. And I almost didn't leave the house because I was like, I don't need to force anything right now.

I need to nurture, but. I knew that if I laid there in bed, I didn't want to give myself more reasons to be in a downward spiral. And I was like, I need to get out into the sunshine, into the light. You know, I had been laying in, in the room with the blinds closed and he pulled up to the, to the wellness center and I opened my wallet.

I didn't even like count what was in there. I just gave him all the cash that was in my wallet and his smile, oh my God. It is like imprinted into my psyche and it was just the biggest smile and he just didn't expect it. And then, he turned and looked somewhere else and he saw the security guy smiling.

And then I saw him looking at the security. So I looked and then the security was smiling at me and as I walked past the security, the, the security was left there smiling, you know. And then the, and then I guess the, the deaf guy signaled something to him and then the security was smiling even more and it just felt like this, this ripple impact moment.

And I was like, yeah, I gave him all the money that was in my wallet, but what he gave me was priceless. And so. And you couldn't script this shit like rise up by Andrew Day. Then started playing on my Spotify and it's like, and I'll rise up. I don't even know what all the lyrics are, but it's basically like no matter what you'll, you'll keep rising up.

And I just had a moment as I was reflecting on it going into the wellness, I was like, it's sometimes the days that you feel like the little you have to give is not enough. And I just wanna remind you, if you have 1% and you give it, then you gave a hundred percent of what you have.

And so I hope that helps someone today. So it's not a long episode, it is just sharing a little bit of a story that mattered to me. In the hopes that if you're having a hard time and you are emotional and this, this moon was like whip lashing you around, or any day that you feel like the field is like coming at you, like it's okay.

Block out the noise, smile. It's gonna be okay. So love and light and stay divine. As always, I cannot wait to share more with you on this journey of life. Sending all the love. Thanks so much for listening.