God's Humor in Manifestation, Sin & Some Gangsta Bible Stuff

This episode is a slightly entertaining journey, but some of the gold inside could change your entire reality like yesterday. So let me say less, while you run toward the play button and feel your way through. This one's for the seekers who dare to find the reality-bending soul truth hiding in plain sight and are ready to let God play miracle maker in your life. 

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Of course, but of course it's 6:39 AM because I've been laying here. Okay, we have to backtrack. We have so much gangster stuff to just dive soul first into you guys. It's been a hot minute since I've done one of these. But my God, God within me, my God, your God. Lovely God. God damn. We have some catching up to do.

Okay, so where do I even start? I guess we start where we always start. I'll just drop you into the scene. Woke up and I was watching a video of me doing a video episode of. The podcast with a guy discussing how gangster the Bible is, how gangster Jesus was, to be honest, and how like dope the Bible is. And so we were riffing around this and it was like not a conversation in a way that I had ever had in terms of, and you can already taste the tangibility of how seductive it is.

To learn about how gangster Jesus is. I'm like, mm, tell me more. You know what I'm saying? And this was a conversation that actually I had last night. But it was strange to me 'cause I woke up this morning and I didn't realize that this was not happening until I realized it was not actually happening.

So I guess I didn't wake up in my dream. I woke up to this video of me in the sky. Like the episode of the podcast where we're discussing this and I'm like, oh, that's so funny. And I went to message my friend and uh, was like, Hey, so this is like, I just woke up to myself a vision of me doing a podcast episode about how gangster the Bible is.

And so I sent him my podcast episode on. Mike Rudo saying, God. So then I was like, well, since I've just sent it to him, I may as well listen to it and I haven't moved from bed, right? Like it's sun's definitely coming up. I'm like, my alarm is a little bit ways away. I've just come home from these two guys and got home and got to sleep at like 2:00 AM.

I was like, I'm still gonna set my alarm for yoga for seven 30. I'll see how I feel in the morning. Alarm hasn't gone off, sun's just peeking and it's like, holy new day. But I wake up to this vision, so I, I messaged the guy. And I'm like, so that's the vision I've woken up to. And here's, here's an episode of the podcast that might be relevant 'cause they're setting up a creative studio, which is hilarious because this could all come into possibility.

I list re-listened to. Microdosing God. And I'm like, and for a while I've been like, I need to do a microdosing Jesus podcast. Like I need to do an episode on that. 'cause when I tell you we got things to catch up on, they nothing that is given the way salvation is given.

And that's a conversation for another time. But we are going to, we are going to make yourself a cup of tea. Take off your knickers. 'cause if you're not wearing any, you can't get 'em in a twist. And we're gonna dive salt. First into what I have been doing on my little hiatus.

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This morning I listened back to the podcast episode.

Then it trickled into the pain portals and initiations episode, and I was like, you know what? I just feel like I have to record something. And so I picked up my phone to do this voice recording, which you guys know, I've riff, and then I'm like, okay, we're just gonna edit that into a podcast episode. Of course, I pick up my phone and it's 6:39 AM If you've been on the journey with me, you know that these are my numbers.

Numbers of the universe, the three, the six, the nine. The divine. Nicola Tesla knew it. He's like, if you understood the power of the three, the six and the nine, you'd have the keys to the universe. So whenever I see that number, it's a little symbolic nod. Like if my board of advisors just goes, yep, this is a good idea.

Yep, we approve. My spiritual board of advisors, that is the ones that just like are here for my architected divine destiny, highest path of all good things and miracles. And they're like, yep, we approve. Let's go. So in re-listening to the podcast, I don't even remember what the last episode I was recorded, but in my last episode, I told you guys, guys, I'm going offline for a bit.

I'm gonna just go all in on the experiment and here we are. So. I forgot how much I love recording about the experiment. I'm, I have to keep verbal processing, but I've just been living it out so much, guys that I haven't actually even been recording as much, so there's so much to catch up on. It's hilarious because in the divinity experiment, the last like 30 days is where the glorification and all the miracles happen. But being that it's the first time I've run the full on Divine 69, like this is hypothetically how I saw it playing out.

Because by default, if you go through your initiation and your purification, you're in your divinity. Miracles are common. That's the way God designed it. Everything's a miracle, including you. So I'm like, okay, cool. Let's hold the space. Let's hold the frequency frontline.

And instead of pouring into episodes, I was like, I'm pouring into God. You know what I mean? I have been having Bible studies that are hitting me in places that I didn't know were some of my favorite pleasure centers. I'm like, oh, I'm feeling this in really nice ways. This is delicious. Can I have more?

Please Holla. Yes. Lifetime subscription. I have been doing some bible studies guys, and there's an app, it's called the Bible Widget app, and basically what happens is you can add it as a widget to your home screen and it gives you a little versity. When you open up that verse, it'll, it'll actually have like a meaning, a devotional, and a prayer.

'cause if I just had to read the verse and try and pull the context, that's kind of like. Me trying to do dental surgery on someone as like a mechanic of a car. Like, I'm like, I don't know what I'm doing. I don't understand. I get the pieces and I get like the whole, you know, like we're fixing something or we're like exploring something, but just don't have the tools to decipher what the F I'm trying to do up in here.

I'm not well versed in now learning, but like I felt like I couldn't pull the meaning out. So this app, the Bible widget app is so good because that's exactly what it does. And the prayers you guys, when you understand the meaning of these verses, oh, chef's kiss.

I'm doing like, I'm standing, I'm leaning back my. Fingers are on my mouth and I'm doing a chef's kiss dramatically. So because the Bible is just like a work of art. When you understand what these verses mean and it's like microdosing the Bible actually, 'cause you're just getting a little verity. But yeah, study that.

Get good with the word. We live and die by our tongue. But like you want to, you want God to start showing up in your life. Just do this one little verity, try it. You know, I'm big on experiments. I'm like, try it, try it. I'll wait here, you'll run back to me to tell me. And please do run back to me. Just like try it for one day.

Download this app. Go to the verse and it's so intuitive. It's so funny. I'll be coming home from like my little expansion, fuck around and find out escapades and I'll be coming home and I've come home and God's been so good to give me like the best freedom. So like I'm like not living in the ideology of what perfectionism looks like or traditional sin and guilt.

That's not the playing field I play on. I'm deciphering it to the, to the origin truth of what divinity even is and holding that relationship with God. And this is why the episode on Jesus is gonna be so important to understand salvation. God has given me some brilliant, miraculous, like super incredible experiences, networks, opportunities.

But then I'm like, Hmm, okay, that was great. And it's Friday. On a Sunday. I'm like. Before, like I disappear again from the world and bunker down. Like maybe I just want more. But again, like greed. Gluttony, right? So when you ask to, the more I'm like, I see how God is like laughing, right? Because like, you wanna go out for more, for more of these experiences,, instead of like taking whatever already given you and running with it.

And this is the story that actually happened where then on the Sunday night I was like, well, you know, I'm already kind of like in this space where I've been social and whatever else. So maybe I'll just go out one more time. There was a dinner. The restaurant was only five minutes from my house. I was tired 'cause I had gone out for the first time in a while on the Friday and had the most brilliant time.

So I was like, God already facilitated like best experiences socially that I was like, all right, cool. I've had my dose, you know? But of course the little Gigi and her divine little naughty shadow that loves a good night out, you know, wanted to milk. It was like, well, still the weekend, you know, after tonight you're going back into incubation.

Let's just milk it. Let's just do a little, let's just do a little more adventuring round. And God was like, divine intervention. Guys, when I tell you the door to my house, I couldn't get it to lock. I was like, this is so strange. Like the lock wouldn't go like it just wouldn't lock. And I was like, I knew, I was like, I see you, God, I've prayed for this.

I've prayed for the intervention to keep me on the righteous path. You know, because that's where the longer you're on the righteous path and the more you hold the front line of that and the obedience, like the quicker the miracles happen. So I'm like, please protect me from any distractions from the divine assignment, you know?

God's like, okay, she wants protection. Just make sure she, she can't leave the house. 'cause you know, make sure the door doesn't lock. Guys angels are like, we on it, but Gigi's like door doesn't lock. You know, I feel pretty safe, you know, it feels weird leaving my house and locked. But the restaurant's five minutes away.

I'm just gonna go, I'm just gonna go for dinner. Of course. I go out and the night had an interesting energy and you wouldn't see it from surface level. From surface level. It looked like the most epic event. 'cause it was a dinner turned into a disco. It was a launch party of a new like event brand. So there was like a couple of DJs, whatever else. From the naked eye, not the divine eye of God that has all the discernment engineered into the fractal sense of how you perceive every single thing.

Can't miss it, right? I'm like, I'm like, no longer can be blind. Rose colors. Glasses came off a long time ago. So you see with God's eye, you see with the discerning eye. So I could see this event and from like the normal lens, this event was popping. Like, you know, from my lens, I was like, you didn't need to be here, but because God has humor, of course, I went to the bathroom and I'm in the line and you know how people speak to each other in the line and the guy in the line, the guy next to me in the line, his name is Lucifer.

And I'm like, of course it's Lucifer. You know what I mean? So I was like, God has humor, guys. God has humor. And this is, and this is a hilarious story because as I reflect on this. God doesn't like you disobeyed me. I punish you like, you know what I mean? Like I was actively in dialogue with God as I was seeking to fill this last indulgent hole or seeking to let the debris of my shadow that still had life that was yearning to be held and have more playtime.

I was balancing the duality of my righteousness. And my light and my playfulness and my dark, right? And I was like, but this is what this is. This is, this is life. This is the opportunity. This is the blessing. This is the game. This is the intrigue. You know? And so I'm like, all right, cool. But God, with his humor, allowed me to be in the awareness, and I could have missed it.

That's the thing. But because I was so aware, and once you develop this discernment and awareness. It's very easy. It doesn't become effort anymore. It becomes humorous. God finds very playful ways. I'm in a playful mood. I'll match you in your playfulness and I'll put a guy named Lucifer in the bathroom line next to you, so you're like, can't escape me, but

there's some dark shit out here. You wanna protect your energy field, so you might just wanna mosey on home. So little Gigi did get home, was so happy that, you know, my house had been broken into and whatever. But I got home and I remember just like walking onto my cow, hide rock and like bowing, putting my forehead to the ground and just being like, thank you Jesus.

And it was just the most beautiful experience of like coming home to know all the things that I've just lightly touched on to recognize sin isn't what we think it is, first of all, and we can do no wrong in God's. Unconditional that is the OG of what every angle of unconditional could mean. And the more I read the Bible, I'm like, you guys, if you listen to that microdosing God episode, I was like, move to tears on that episode.

And I wasn't in it the way that I'm in it now. And I'm like, I've never known a love like this. Like you could come in any state and meet. At the feet of Jesus through Jesus, you get to God. And we're gonna have some discussions about that as well. And I'm like, I lay on your feet. I'm like, I look forward to like, just like, like, like a little puppy, like running over and like, you know how they like flip around and nibble and scratch at the feet of their owners?

I'm like, I'm like that with Jesus. I'm like, Jesus, I'm back. And I just wanna layer your feet 'cause I understand what you do for me and giving me my salvation and that gift. That never disconnects me from God and the ability to live in the indulgence of entertaining, the newly redefined boundaries and dynamics and architecture of my shadow light composition in my life.

Like, you know, this is the thing. One day we might be like. So much light, little shadow. Another day we were like, oh, we're just working with a different composition of exposure here. We're so, okay, cool. Then we're like, okay, we're actually, we're not getting a much light, it's a shadow kind of day, and you're navigating that, but doing it from this place.

It's like doing it in a controlled environment. What I mean by that, doing it from this place, doing it from the place of knowing God's love in Jesus's salvation and knowing the power. That those two things are, it's like you can do anything in life. You can do anything in life, and this is where the frequency warfare and the the real war that's happening on the frequency frontline.

The war on consciousness has no hold. You start living in a world that feels extremely different. To the realities that are weighing so heavily on the hearts of humanity right now with what's happening in our physical world. And the way you see it, again, when you develop the eyes of God, you have the discernment to see the world through a very different lens, and you start living in a different world because what you see becomes your reality.

This is why visualization is such a powerful concept. So you hold a vision. It's different to hold a vision as God's ability to see than it is to visualize from the ego and the self in the hopes of manifesting. And this is a lot to uncover, but I'm gonna Mike crow it and then we're gonna get deep.

But yeah, it's been a journey, can't believe 30 days since my last podcast episode. Hilarious. Can't believe that we're coming to the stretch.

'cause what, what happened was I decided, because so many miracles started happening in the last, like, two-ish weeks. It is been a real interesting unfolding and I'm like, alright, I'm going even deeper. I'm going even deeper.

But there's been so many miracles that I actually said 10. 10 Portal was yesterday and yesterday. Was day one of round two of the experiment.

I can't wait to share this with you guys 'cause if you guys are gonna wanna get in on this experiment and I'll link the link in the show notes when it's ready. But my whole life looks different. Everything feels different. Of course it looks different 'cause I see differently, but what I'm creating looks different.

What God. Is making available to me here's the thing, and I don't, I'm pretty sure I've spoken to you guys about this before, but the access to power, it's not my power and it's not willpower. My willingness to be present gives me the proximity that makes God's power available through me, because when I'm feeling powerless, I'm far from God.

So it's not my power. God's like, cool, she's present. Through her presence. It's like the sun, like if you're outside tanning, you've got the power of the sun on your body. But if you're inside in the shade and you're away from the sun, you're not getting the tan. You know what I'm saying? Like if you're present enough, you will feel the power.

So the goal is, and the game is very, very simple. It's like, am I close to God or am I far from God? That's it. And everything that happens on that journey that fills in the blanks is just a glorification of Jesus to be like, thanks Jesus for allowing me to be in my humanness. I'm not meant to be perfect.

I'm meant to be present. I don't need to follow the rules. I need to be in my truth and then learn why this was divinely architected. For me to come into the revelation that's gonna allow me to kneel at your feet. Once again, bowing in the fucking like joy of the wisdom you just bestowed onto me to let me walk my path in free will.

And in doing so, ask for forgiveness and forgive others, and to love neighbors like I've never loved before. Because a lot of these prayers from these Bible widget apps be hidden. And let me tell you, I've loved strangers, like I have never loved them before. The world has never felt lighter to me, and that is the craziest thing to say.

Well, it's funny, lighter, the play on words because it's like light, like a feather, but full of light. But that's the craziest thing to see given what's happening in the world. And it's so easy to get sucked in. I ended up on the wrong side of the algorithm and I'm telling you, the algorithm don't play y'all.

Y'all don't be doom scrolling in any one direction for even like I'm telling you, 60 seconds of like wrong direction tops. Otherwise, you're getting fucked. Getting fucked. I did a little, I did a little micro scroll. Micro scroll, but. Two or three of the wrong videos. And my God, I was on the wrong side of the algorithm and I was there for hours.

'cause I was like, oh my God, I've been living in a bubble. I've been ignorant. Ignorance is bliss. I used to joke about it, but oh my God, I'm so unprepared. The world is going to shit. And I was like, oh, okay. I need to catch myself. I was ready to like change flights, go home, set up a bunker. I was like calling my sister like, so what's our plan?

We got seeds, we got water, like. Where are we at? I'm like, okay, I'm gonna order a hard copy of the Bible. Like I need to make sure that I get my fasting rituals back on game. You know, make sure I have a Breatharian workshop if I need to live off the air. 'cause the world is going to shit, it's going tits up and I don't feel prepared.

No girl, you're just on the wrong side of the algorithm . And I fell into, and this hilarious me, who's like, frequency is reading tattooed on my body as you know, I've come into God through frequency and I've come into frequency, manifestation through frequency, frequency, through emotions and mental health.

So I was like, oh my God. I looked up a disconnection from the phone. I was like, I just fell into like a fair loop. Okay, they got me, man. These fuckers are good. I was all up in that fair frequency and I was passionate about it too. I was ready to take some action. I was about to manifest some shit to fear.

'cause I was like doing all the things that you do to manifest. You see, you believe, you feel you're emotionally activated. You take action in alignment with that feeling. You embody that truth. The world's going to shit, and then all of a sudden you see more reason. See, it is going to shit. See that natural disaster.

See that thing happening, dude, we've had. Earthquake. What was it? A tornado and a, I feel like it was an earthquake in the Caribbean like in the last week. Unheard of. Unheard of. But that's the thing. And the interesting thing about the end time, and I gotta get into the book of Revelations 'cause I'm just like, bring the popcorn, I'm ready.

Before I was like scared. Of how this would all go down. But now I'm like, God's got me and I'm, I'm like, you know, I'm upping my, my, my capacity for, for the shit show. So it's like, alright, show me what's really going down. Because a lot of things that are happening in the world, apparently, as I associate on the right side of the algorithm and all the intuitions that come through and the text that find their way onto my path, is that we're living out a lot of prophecies that have origins from the Bible.

And so when that starts to happen, it validates the body of work, right? It's like Nostri Dam has had a lot of predictions, and obviously then if you live to a certain point in time, like 2000 and he's gotten a bunch, right? You're like, all right, what's he talking about for after 2000? You know? 'cause I grew up with my parents talking about how Nostra Dam has prophesized certain things with the world.

Um, but the OG prophecy is the Bible, so I'm going to dip my toe in the little river of Revelations, just in case anyone's feeling overwhelmed about where we might be going, where this river is flowing. And they wanna know how to just, you know, make sure that their life vest is securely tighten and they're in for a ride as more of an adventure than a death trap.

I feel like we could all use a bit of that. Um, you know, feeling at peace with the worst case scenario, feeling in faith of the good and feeling in trust that we are living out one of the most historical parts of God's divine plan ever. And your soul chose to be here during this time because you have such a significant and key role to play in it.

And this is the importance of knowing your divinity because you don't know your purpose in this. You don't know why you're here right now if you're not connected to your divinity, but the more you anchor into your divinity and God's will, the more you understand why you are chosen to live out this lifetime, at this time on earth, in this place, in this way, the way that things are going to unfold, and what a spectacular and revolutionary time to be alive.

So be the future you wanna see in the world, have the time of your life flying high, being in fun, joy, elation, creation, and all things divine while doing it. I feel like that's a really beautiful place to take a little pause and just. Let me catch up with me. Did not expect to be doing this this morning.

And of course, looking at the clock right now, my alarm's gonna go off for yoga, in a few minutes. So perfectly timed to find timing. Might one might say. So I'm going to leave this here and then I'm gonna catch up with Gigi and as I catch up with Gigi over just exactly what's transpired in the last.

Month I'll start to map out some episodes that I think will serve you the most, things that I think will help you shift into your highest timeline, shift into your abundance shift into your overflows shift, into your health shift, into your love shift into all those things that we think we desire, when the only thing we should be desiring is God.

God is all those things. And cabal talks about this. It's like people chase the colors. Like say, purple is happiness. Blue is wealth and then red is love, and green is health. People are all chasing the colors, but if they just understood they just needed to get good with the white light, the white light carries all the colors anyways, and the irony of that is that like, that's why white was always my favorite color.

So like people were like, what's your favorite color? I was like, white. Because why choose one when you can have it all? Like when they say you can't have it all, you can 'cause everything's in white. When they say you can't have it all in life, you can 'cause everything's in God.

So just being your godliness and it's not just to be a servant, but it's because God asks of. To put the desires that are on our hearts, in his hands, so that we can experience the miracle of our own creative capabilities and being co-creator ship to live this out and experience it through the sensory experience of the human being, to taste it, to see it, to smell it, to feel it, to touch it, to orgasm over it.

And if that's not an ultimate anchor in. What guides your path, and I'm not saying motivation and ambition, but like if pleasure isn't part of your plan, like to be so pleased with life and amused and fascinated, I do think you're missing out and I highly recommend it. And on that note, I'll bid you Goodbye to Lou.

See you soon. From my heart to yours, I'm so deeply grateful that you're here. May God bless you and we'll talk soon.