Our Dead Dads
The concept of Our Dead Dads was born through the daily discussions of seven men who share bonds of blood, friendship and all having lost their fathers. Nick Gaylord, the show’s host, shares his life experiences with his deceased father while exploring the complications and realities of that relationship. Life is intense, grief and loss come in many forms, and no parent-child relationship is black and white, which is why this show touches on all shades of grey.
Join Nick for candid conversations with his three brothers and three of his lifelong friends, along with other special guests who discuss their experiences with loss, grief, laughter, and moving forward. Nothing is off-limits here. Nick learned after his father's passing that he couldn't process what he was going through alone and sought the help of a therapist, who helped him to let go of his anger toward his father. Looking back, he realized just how many people are being crushed under the weight of grief, loss, and in some cases, anger.
Nick's mission through Our Dead Dads is to offer a platform for anyone who needs or wants to tell their story, to have that opportunity. He also hopes to reach many more who need to talk but don't know how to start the conversation, hopeful that by listening to these stories, they will be able to start talking with someone.
Nick has always sought to help others and to make everyone around him laugh. Along with his brothers and friends, he has frequently used humor to get through the hardest times in their lives, and hopefully, you will permit yourself to do the same. Get ready for an emotional deep dive. Nick has a lot to say and so do his guests. He's here for you and ready to help. Everyone has been through trauma, grief, and loss. Now, along with Nick and his guests, everyone will get through it together.
Nick is changing the world one damaged soul at a time. Welcome to Our Dead Dads.
Our Dead Dads
Stillbirth grief, parental loss, and healing through writing with Michelle Rix - Episode 54
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WHO THIS EPISODE HELPS:
Anyone grieving child loss, stillbirth, or the death of a parent who seeks connection and hope.
WHAT LISTENERS WILL GET:
An honest conversation about grief, parental loss, survivor’s guilt, and using writing as a healing outlet.
DESCRIPTION:
In this episode, Nick Gaylord sits down with Michelle Rix for a raw discussion about grief, child loss, and the journey of living with tragedy. Michelle shares the heartbreaking story of losing her daughter Paisley to stillbirth at 38 weeks, followed by the devastating loss of her father just a few years later. Together, Nick and Michelle explore the lifelong weight of grief, the struggle with survivor’s guilt, and the pain of addiction and estrangement that often follows trauma. Michelle also reflects on how writing, spirituality, and support from her family helped her rebuild her life and navigate years of sorrow. Their conversation highlights the importance of grief storytelling, the courage to share painful truths, and the healing power of community. For anyone coping with the death of a child, the loss of a parent, or the ongoing impact of grief, this episode offers validation, hope, and a reminder that no one has to walk through loss alone.
This episode answers:
- How do you cope with the grief of losing a child to stillbirth?
- What are healthy ways to process grief after losing a parent?
- How can writing and creativity help with grief and healing?
- Why does survivor’s guilt affect so many grieving parents?
- How can sharing grief stories reduce isolation and shame?
Key Takeaways:
- Child loss and parental grief reshape life in profound ways.
- Survivor’s guilt is a common but misunderstood part of grief.
- Writing and storytelling can provide powerful outlets for healing.
- Addiction, estrangement, and anger often arise in grief journeys.
Grief conversations build community, resilience, and connection
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