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Hello, Sarah Jama Kafakom Shabarakum and Shallot Kono Kwaisine. Guys, the giga the giga. Guys lala if I didn't mean and sarakama and mahem. Guys, the giga for we have to get to this episode. Srap serab serab sira. Not that I know am if you're dull ma'am, but it's mafia tal. Mafia tal ring light, ojiba ring light, the ring light, ring light, mafia hell. And mahim, um alyom halagin hat kun sure wat al sana laws for you. Ay Rabbi, a Rabbi, um di listamara wila, lil mode, a lebat kalam fi haliom, uh manila fend ofter sawalif ter many rafabet to bad masa for New York, and I to my good haktub sawalif one of New York. I'm gonna New York, I'm gonna journal, okay? O hacktubalif always, Ijita kombisawalif milagli, ariftubas majjita kombisawalif masa wet um reflection. Marashmasan Central Park or Ariftu Otalat was Central Park eyewalat al afkarwal il Hamatilat Lilala um Shismo. Andikanifasikabs Mujit Makanfi wokht. Speaking of New York Maratani. I don't know. I don't know, I don't know, Mujid Hadil Marra Maham Oh Mujid Maniarfana Fishal, who tahharj rahav, uh biznila fhahar Khamsa, Ferful Matulu, Madame Ahen Aleman Rohina, Madame Ahen Alemar Rohina, Madame Ahenma Rohena, Madame Leman Ruh al Kokap, Madame Madame Madame Yanim Al List Hagat Amakinli Abga Aruhaha, Mara Marabad Attikbar, Umharan, Awakhar Tasrih, Wa Akhar Makan Dah al Hadil Lista Wasaid, Hamutwar Hasai, Jamaha, Oksimbilla, Helmhyth, and Mushkila Myaarfamin Munkini Jimaya, Hadawal Shay, Ashani, Maniarq Hanusal Asai, Mani Aarfa and Amshu, I'm sure, am sure fear halat munadama, um yes abaruh aswan, ukul had al ashia, uhikulha fif sofonilitwa dikikumakulam la like Instagram, kullam khliya anti, challah fium al ayam biznila, bes abwaruhsaid, abwakida, um awal fayum alfayum haspartofima salamukit kun rehlat um ismu umdzabbota in nakum truhu. Ishkuman, marra nifsi hadisanaruh sahel, marra ni marra nifsi aruh Egypt, Egypt, Basra, ghulli inunfik truhi Egypt Maritani, Uruh Egypt Maritani. Stop saying Fayyum Ayuha Adilakum kulma kulmaratik masr. Alma, hadal weekend, raht shof nihama abdul Khur sawart marham abdul Ghhafur, Bas Mahatatasura. Lesh Mahatatasura, Lano simply, Shekli, Ma'ajabni, Ubadena um Fichei Ayani Fe Shismo, Fe Huakan Mojudmin Zaman, Shay Aramzan ni sawi, wala kin, um anwana alfasana mojut fil'alam, um la toka no mojut fila'alam. Uh bas rohat al Arab Film festival, khaletni abra um minjut asawi. Uhuwa innu I need to learn how to pose. Lazmatalam kef an at sawar manf, lazmatalamatamidan selfie. Fimtu Main fathelo kulul profile hagi selfie selfie self nasal waked abra anamwa al ishisimu abra anawa no al swar hataha abra inu it's fanim mushartu kun hadat kabir ashan um anazil sura al Instagram, anahadat this is my weakest point. Sowar is my weakest point. Ya enu, you kun fi uh nas firrehla il NFI hawelfil makal anafi sauru marakatir, uikun mrid meet sora anatla minab sora wahda, awa anamahasaw nafsi wahada yani anyi these are two different extremes, and alaza ma'laagi makanfan nos. Fal ebwa sawi huwani aruh um mani harfa posing academy, photo shoot academy, something academy, something ya limni, mafi wahad musaw fi TikTok, um keni k any shift inukani sewe hada shinaf la, but sam sure n khalasbadman istahar fi TikTok, saar endu mutabain marakatir fi TikTok, um haikun gali, uhy harfa fit yeh. Ahasan la hasi stahil, a hasani sahwa hasinu lazim ninjid la nu fagli fagli la dayigadai ku muka muhikikahin la rasa kaddaiko muhikatahin wahda fium. Tik tock canal Maldua and uh uh the one type of person that you cannot trust li uh muhahomdaigo agla hum tahin. Well she's a kid as tenu. Ah you faagli, faagli, and a gada ajal kul shai lemma anhalf iwa let my fat sawa and my fat oh I know, mullazim asma and kalam and mashakli, please let us comments. Tayyvany, many I'm not fishing for compliments and visbagula communukida agli ishtahil. Inu akid intimatata, sohab s rakid mahnat sawarash natuhan. Wow guys, I think oh my god, Alasi la femal marakati listenal listel and uh fikaza shabagulu, um gabel manual liste liv Jawali, Ashil Awal Zema Shivtu Gabelti in the Gahtani, um Mara Marakanat Latifa Saraha, um Salam Taleha, um here five seconds. Salat n Tisaudia, kutala alaway miniam in Mwali Jida, Kutala Mukala Sawar Maki getli watabaan um attawana mabad and that's it. Khalas. Um Riham Abdul Ghafur and Magdatat Kellam. Magdirtatkalam, khalat allahi it's a talking. Wa asan tulla atul al hadakula and I'm such a big fan, yanaisha gullah, marraj narjist. Akit simatal modo that me ten elf ashru meet elf to meet elf marra. I need to stand out. I need to say something. Tula yomana gullah I need to say something that you know it sticks with her. Something creative something didn't say anything, did not say a word. Um, and at the festival kula naf uharaha, true anamaraha anamaha um is uh go lazmat alam I socialize, lazmat alam ataraf alanas, she uh ishismu, she introduced me to a few people, Allah introduced me to a few people. Oh Mar subhanallah yadi guys, sat kun nas illi, lemunit khulu gorfa, fi hazeki danas mumki ni kunu, you know, and connections, akwaru akwaru, akwaru connections ina connectionsina, itkalimu anna kum ka inna kum ya mulla al karam liikat had gulu, uhas when she, you know, yani a herfet kif, a herfet kif, she positions me in a way in mobas oh hadibush rasahabati content creator la, hadibus a khakasak, sha mok tarifna fresime haggati aslan. Um kizib, mun no shia kizibis in no yani fah mingdi, they see the best in you. Fahihia wa eleman sawa katli, um sawa katbutariga, yani uhiga wa kamanza ka minna, fahma meen mean. Fimtu ghazdi fa um lamentarf and the shahsalfulani he harfa lehbit gul hada shay lisha salfulani. Um anyway, so hada shaitani, I need to learn how to um you know um abda ana atharak abda ana atharf alana nas. Um iz anana nawiya ndar ashia aktar iz ananawiya aru hareti film festival iza na ananawiaruhad doha, izana rah nawiya ruhama makintania. I need to learn how to talk to people, I need to learn how to get out of this uh bubble. La nu, even though anatara kdama kum yani baina ariftu, talkative abda, kalimana saraha, fada shailaz m'atalemu uh uh fi shay kunta bagulubismillah alasalfatil uh akar therapy session awal gabl al akhir um therapist gatli naħna lana talatas niin. Ta'eb um sat ma bidat therapy wana naziya no nabadat qabil talatas nin. La na kuta abda awa gif, abda awa gif, abda awa gif. A few things that I could say about going to therapy. Um shoyim indahdahan, but sahhasa abba sawa halaga akbar. L' annu umat kun halaga minjid um mufida al-nas marakatir. Um this is a good, good, good, good, good segue. Li awa al-nukta anhattaha fil list hagatju he anxiety is the devil. If you haven't ever dealt with anxiety, guru alhamdulillah if you've dealt if you if you've dealt with anxiety, my heart goes out to you. My heart goes out to you. Um Shismo. So al-moothaik fimodu and therapy kabil talatas niin, huwa ennu al-shu'ur, ili wa dani therapy kab al talatas niin hu nafsa shu'ur ili ana kunt hassa, lemanhi galatli na lana talatas niin fit therapy. Lihhua al-guilt. Guilt is also the devil. Um Juza marra jizo marra kabir min um inul insani yukun zema gutala kum nawa yau uhad hellilil nas, wa hellilil nafsi, wa hellilil mawakaf, wa hellil dunya, wa hellilwa, wa gulla mahalesh, nil temislamal odr, mahada kum hatibda o you feel guilty when you prioritize yourself. Hatalo one percent, hata la fashia into minhagakum, you prioritize yourself fiha, tibda tisup guilt. Wana in the asan guilt, shay yani yani hua li khalani aftahaljawalu wa gul I wanna seek therapy whoasat ki fatahilo fatahilo gideish andabinisbalil guilt is like a big, big, big, you know, thing. O uhismo, or anamaku ta'farf no modo wa dahilakum alifikra, yani awimkin mowa dahl jamiya, basfi wahdemakum, basma, um talatlu kuna gadin tkan hala galifata to badena jabatsira t guilt. Wa anama yani I didn'an tel guilt kidabsa'ali fa guilt, oh my god, la nas mlahdin, yani I I wonder how did how does it show up fil al-muhadatat haggati u fil al mahdi al aftahha, ukafi ban alay anak shahsiyeti, inu ana um I hold a lot of guilt. Linu I thought inam, I thought in nanamaba. I thought in nanamabain, I thought in messalan okay man nasal habbah morashalant. Okay, bas hasept innufilfilhada, um non shalakyani fimtugazdi anda hasepti na msadark al moq fumabayin masha'hari, basalwada hinua yani minjizmafdu hasawa and hajemni u lema ajebni yna mra maratman alay masha'ari, uhrat ansha gul, murat ans they can connect the dots uya funu gazdiktik kalaman al guilt into gazdik kalami fimtu ghazdi, bas al-ferg, ben gebiltalatas niin, uben um hadisena, who in no taban yani gad Gadr at hakkam bil masha'ir akhtar, u Gadra akun umelaina alanfsi kaman. Um Daiman anamarra Yani I hold myself to a higher standard and kulal I hold myself to a higher standard, hotl nfsi yani um um kifa gulla kum higher standard um khulok asan, min ay ahat holi muhuluk asan. Lam muqhulok asan Basiani hu adal asiga l-mawdu alana bat kalan fif sawaq fila khlagwala fhrero um muugaz minahat najah, ma hotlana higher standard fin najah okay da gazi higher standard when it comes to just being uh a good person. Shismu fa diaman I beat myself in laqlazm an akun al-insan al akbar lazm ana akun al insan al wa'ya lazm, al haram al-beshar haram al-beshar fium yhtihum muhayata hum, wa wa wa wa wawa wa circumstances top ana kama. Ana kaman minjit anaka minj wallah adim mabestabnu anakama mjitazha toptabala ya type minha toptabunta andikadal high standards, wa ashafdawa matal guilt hagintimath al attabala andabestah toptabala anama mhbestahil tab minil hai taptabalaya tab minil in san awaj someone umya someone ye rajani to be a uh a kid and to allow me to be like Yani to allow me in no uh to adi my kun to higah to a higher standard when no adi um kul hadil standards to ruh al-ard oh innuya arfa um mean mumkin uh fimtu gazdi in no a higher person ja itap ta balayaya. So yeah um it's crazy in nasal qsas ana kuthasaf naf um I love lemon kidal umur ken full circle moments um uh gulo an a therapy it didn't take me a while by the way to find a good therapist. Um had a therapist I started questioning. And um chaifa ma kun chaifal value, ilhi gadad giddimha, aw ma kun fa'mal value, and maybe I should have yani uh communicate that with her wa gula anamani fa'l value l'nalazim not wa salah yani wa sa'indi mushkila, mwaayana but la kulisbo ba gulla ahna khanishtakil ala hal hadil mushkila sa waan kanat umshia a'am mazei metal let'sayana metalan indi idman okay? Um bahaw al khafif minal idman uhadil idman fi minujanib nafsi methalen. Okay, um I don't have that problem. I don't have metalin um shakil zakita prominent marrakitir fahayati that I can be like okay this is a problem that we're gonna track and we're gonna fix. Kul halaga kul halaga she gets a different version of Bushrafim too. Um ish anagada how will ahel wallah why am I seeking therapy? Walla ish ish al fight as therapy. Yes, she gives me feedback but okay, like Majid had a kind of kiri, okay, yari, uh badal feedback, badal feedback, ish hai seer. Oh filmanasatania, mahagul isman mana satanya, li kayabadani, ha gula kumisman manasa li anabata ham al maha will he ayadi. I think in a manasa kwetiya lanul ħiwala titahit melquwetarahama shismo um I investigated filmadua. And mahem guys al manasatanya shitarek fiha taeb. Terriful memes terriful memes I'm sure, I'm sure Aglabkumit YouTube, shuffle YouTubers Double Help, Therapy Help Shishmo. Um Happy Help the geek. Therapy YouTube Partnership Green logo Better Help. Better help, okay? Better help, diamond tatlah anunuket in mjid the katralifi um, yani sweya uh mba yain yani mumar ramu asanche. Umjid al-manasa tani jaraptaha kull memes lil kanat and better help, nafs guys wana gada kalama um asmaha gattakul, mabdayin, I I I don't I don't mind and l insaniakul la wahna mesalin bad el um badel gel sal musha har fakam mushfa wal gelsa to wadi taqlim aya. I think this is very unprofessional. Ubadena, uh anasama ahatfil background anasama ahatfil background. Anasama aad gazatafu yfta al mukave, muhi li gatul mutifta al mukaif. Wana gat kalam gulhala in anxiety wana wahia yani. Therapy, mha'fesh wana wakta, I was very anxious. So, baqila and this is uh something that I always feel fashionable attack and feeble torko ta' biyah. So I I was giving her the speech. Um so I was very uh disappointed. Oh my god, Alhamdulillah Al therapist al Ula, Khalini Arja'lah, and Jidra Jatallaha, um, I feel like kul marra fi shay jadeed, wellakin there are themes that pop up. Whi abada it, al therapist she picks up on those themes, ashuf, al value haga therapy. Ubes, almazid muna therapy when I do some reflection, okay, lazm reflection, therapy, lazim reflection, um had yikum sneak peek. I don't believe everyone needs therapy. That's it. Khanathol Almadu. Almodu a tani libatu kalem fi hua album shirin lazim aish. Guys, an uh diamond ansa anza ansa, giddeesh album lazm Aish is theme hayati ahesu. Mu theme hayati, ahesu huasilahi. Diaman anam tasaliha bi uh album uh lazim Aish. Usubha layani huwa minjid isim alamusama, bagulakum huwa ahas mu no ahesu album hayati, ahesu agrab album liya, wul isim lazim ay. Fimpugazdi in no bardo minal hayah lazim aish. U zetat kirzim naish, kulana kulan lazim naish, mama biasal lazim naish, farah hazun, whatever. Wal al list hagatal agani, andi ana I was listening to it um this past weekend, Ugod subhanallah kef al list hagatal agani hagat lazim aish covers it all. Covers kul kul kul kul kul shha filhaya. Um aftakirgab al fatra, kanfi um TikTok kaptisal innu ishal album ilu um gutala kum into havziru min al-bidayal nihaya ish haikunal album ana binisbali lazm Aish who had al album. So, awal uhniya, okay, ana am gonna go through al agani wahulak m a theme alam lil agani. Awal uhuniya mafish marra. Okay, um so here hadil uhuniya aitab fraqs fi ariftu ha nab nibda al al um al album ina gadin howl naesh. Gadin ishani elazm ta' ish. Fahna gadin howl nibda naesh. Ma'fishh marrat areabli tom mini yeli habibnili alba kbizlimni. Khalasi yabda atti nabilaitab, bil aitab torgus viltab. Hina lisa upsot of sort of hayataha. Okay, she's still living life, she's dancing, she's uh she's like mafish marrat area she's not crying yet. And listen umurta yba. But then uh dash mukalam, no yani, come on guys. Um, is it yatawak al baktiba anni wahnabenda garam? But into sibukum mini no this is about love. Khuduha Ahmatanya ni intibe that tilha, inti aasha hadik tobia turgosi waha atbana al haya, sulintifina turgusi, walunya yani fimtugosi, wal dunye sheka. But then not khalogni tanya, il he lazama ish. Thankalas reality hits. Lazim allim elbeneh saw lazimin so lazamaish, had a whole theme. Kuntibashla kulis nini ultimani haishma, kuntibabak al habibi, lamtib bestanak. Um so hina bada al realitagalhaya it hits. Sama anfilhabib, lefel fil kirir, wal lefil fi anything filhaya, akalazim naish, kulan alazm naish, alazim aish intu lazm taishu, shirin shirin lazm taish. Shirin alwahi defina limindrid jalwaqt ili mafi album lazim aish u lazm taish. So niet lazim aish tipda be eyza alemlim elbi, wahdo nafsi wam shibaid. Aiza atoyevgarhei, aywa toyivgarhakid, eyza habba kibadani, eizagar Hakirb minni, eyza habba kibedani, eizagarhirb minni, lazim allim albanes, laziminsa lazimaish. Uhada this is your survival skills. Lazim, mahma canal mokef, mahma kanat alhayashpit sawfikum, mahma kan ahnagadin addibesh, lazma allim albanaisa, ulaziminsa, ulazimaish, mahat hilamlim gelbik, inti, awerak inta, umahad hayhada. Okay, do you do you guys think in Ushdin cannot in this state of mind we are Algniet Talta Alhiya Tamin Elbi. Okay? Um so hibid gul munani andasini tinnu dgini andishabi ba hibbek. Rija sweel alhaya Riftu. Dile alavalu and halimush halimat hanin fila elbek. Okay? Soan hi gat kalim alhabi bulla gat kalimilha. Mat tam min elbi habibi akullimaleya. Walantaptaraf pasita azzipya. Yen khalas yali enough, enough sadness, jal wakt ili shwaya happiness. Fimtuba dohniya tlazima ishala sarahota alemdersi, anda ishtaho ishbada hai seer. Pas anabardo, I need affirmations, I need reassurance, I need and nakta tambin galbi. Sahrana layalya and gili habiy gilek, danta kulla omri, Allah halla, halla halla. Lan sitak filum fuma la lila ulayal foradi tawila winteri sabi nia havi, alla. So l'hniat talta, uhutalakum rija at uh shek shekal wada rija shek sheka, best husin. Shekh shekha again, best husun. Um she needs reassurance lanukhalas okay talem dersi zemakutalakum, hanibda ni kamil. Badam nutkulfa'alabali. Okay, Hanijul Uhniar Raba, Ilihi Alabali. Habit tobinubsi m'tush alifni biasali lama boshhufani. Wacharfa ulue marashli khabitaleh badafawi wanagambu o basalim ali. Terfush Dersi Limukin nahdumin Uhniya talabali communication is key. Communication is key. Always, always communication, you have to communicate. Tula Unia uzi gul, alabali, alabali, alabali walenta dari, alabali, alabali walenta dari, walakin the muhab alabalik assumptions, right? These are assumptions fa'aglik, hadikullaha, ashia, fa'alabalik, they're not reality. So, communication is key. So an malhabib, aw ma'rafiq, aw ala, ila uma aishe, communication, you you gotta communicate, okay? Or you're gonna lose. What's it ishif balik, okay? Uh, to go do all an akin harbal and rakutarif when things are um already called an fil them telekum. Fila'ila, ow, fil lamhalas algalbi trib lamhala sad nas they move on. Um badahij uhni yet kunti ba'ul saraham nara vi a very big fan of uh hadilunya. Kuntiba'ul mim bad habibid dunya zayti ta'esh, ulta hais tul omri ashanu, wamutla ulahda magesh. Kuntiba shhuf fainul farha, wa ulludmua belash, wovdal aderi wa dari, ashan ahzani, ashan ahzani ma'hizan hash. Wadl ayam marat lahza wa der tensal idri yinsa, ma dati sha'ish alashanu, huwa edub be ashil lahza, adil ayam marrat lahza. Hil ayam hatadi anyway. Hadahu adersmin ugniyat kunti ba'ul. Hil ayam hatadi anyway. U sawan ahlef husun, wallaf farah, wallaf whatever, um lat ishi ayamik ala um kunti ba'ul, kunti ba'ul ala wwaja al-gadim. Hel ayam hata'adi, hiel ayam hatadi biki wa labdunik. Okay? Badinijil uhniya sata, wulhi uhniet illiga rehni. Okay? Hadibardu, it's not one of my favorites. No, it's very desperate. It's very, very desperate, and you're not gonna get anywhere when you're that desperate filhaya ammates. You cannot be this desperate, you cannot disrespect yourself, zeikida. Hata ma'a sadikat, ma infa' yani tukunya ma shilla, uhuma bi grahoki bi grahoki bi bi grahoki wuntilisa hodnoma khriha khalakul karimat. Illigarahni inni bahebba kwunta mahabit nish. Illigarahni inni bahebba quunta mahabit nish, illi atilni inni fhodnak, uantamat khalla sleash. Yiv ezei habiba ahizni avdal gambek, welazei habiba aizni tani fhodnak. Wanta omrak mahabitni, ufgarhik alitni, ah omrak mahabitni, ah she's telling him again omrak mahabitni, ufger hiqalitni. Asharlak illayali, sabana alayya very desperate yani. Omrak mfahata kumlatisarul sabana alana sikhalik, diaman ish ftakri, f'takri higatli kiem nal bidaya, albamkul ismu lazim aish. Lazim Aish, but lua habinzul halazm t'eshi. Anyway, skip for this desperation. Niji lil kombela Al Sabana Ali. Hina bala tistrit ku wata. Okay, badma karat maramara desperate, desperate, desperate, desperate, al- Saban aliwit Tam Alaya. Ululu lisa Aisha. Kulishih alwit, Al Saban ali, ululu alit zu hasas, ululubessil kil medibes, u al elbu mat khalas mukum fiomir gaihis, khalasi badma rahat roq bottom, badma rahat al al bottom, okay, hag ugniat illigarehni badat mahlas shafatianej desperation and she shalat dustmin nahada, rija atmaratani galet, al- Saban ali, ubi Tammale Mrajal avoidant, galat al-Sabanali ubit Tammalih, ulunul sa Aisha, Ukulashi halwafa nayaya, Alyani berehinayin. Ugarhni gerhahayin, aliani lawhamut milbod and ahaglat wa bayin. Again, f hadifkul umur hayatakom. Umbra kumadbayinu inna kum hat mutu fulbod, al hatmutu, minger hadashai, hat mutu mingar al alwadif al fulaniya, hat kumu tu mingar al al as circle al social circle al-fulaniye. No, baby girl. Lazim talimigalbi kiesa, ulazim yinsa, ulazim tia ishi. Basmid marrahbun yet al-sabanale. Wada shantul fulhunia tamnalhiya ain unini. Hadilhniya umniat sul beskenahiya Aishafil Khayal. Kenu it's not real. Hadilhuniha shakla Aisha fil Khayal, uh it's not Yani Femtu Gazdi, Akhri Kralakon Kenat Shant Kumah. If Takartakalamakhabi with Takarta Kunta Gambi, if Takartikalamakhabi with Takarta Kunta Gambi, if Tedida Srahkeenna Goa Hodni, Iptadida Heshobba Goa Elbi, Arifinta Ainu enenni. Arifinta Hetamen Yanishuvo, hea sahfi etab, besmafil etabal desperation. Fe etab ilhuwa, n t'arv na ka'enu enin in tarvina goa elbi. Bes in no, she kind of healed, she any kifa gulakuma adita tarifinu fi um fihniya, o oftakarta kuftakart ayyama oftakartal al hazotal elwa, wala kin um I'm not desperate enough. Okay, fa wedggaqtal gniya swee kidama hazina, shweel ugniya shakh shaka. She's not again, she's not in this desperate state of um seeking love, seeking attention, seeking acceptance, minal mushtama, seeking anything beyond um hadith fikra, khatarat fibali, zaybagil thoughts, uhtimshi. Khalas, heftakarta anwulinya rifinta zekana habturgos al afkar al-gadima alikana tmajuda ao, alan nasal gadimi lakan of hayata. The hana hanusal ilunya li gabl al akhir. W lihiya yani hiel al um hiqafagulakum, hiat tahmiya, kabl alkumbulla. Okay, um alhi da khalet fiha, maaha bhaq sultan, uhi ugniat wibna's hiatima'ak, kina beda at gul ubnas hiatimah, min emta wa nabastanak intakunsaba bahati, intakunsaba bahzani, inta beda attuwa, beda at tistaweb innu, yan khalas she did her healing filhunial gablaha, udahemba at staweb innubnas hiyati maak, atwaq anakida katah okay mkhiebgulab tariga muhsarifa, but ubnas hiatimaak, min emta wabsa nu khalas stop, minjrid stoppaebb, baden no sal l-unil akhira. Lhi nta akirwa hetfidun yedi, mumkinabkali. The ei khain ulkhiyana, bainagwaane, bada ehi haga, bad kulahaga, n'tawala haga. Usunal haga lhua mindrid, whatever you were dealing with, albiday liquuntu talamu kef lazm t'eshu, lazm alim albanais or lazam Nisha, talamtu, talam tu bad had al journey of ups and downs, ups and downs, desperation, up down, up down, up down, bad kul haga l ups and downs, al ups and downs, bad. Ups and downs and ups and downs. Tawala haga. I don't need to stress over this. Mujid, always remember you don't need to stress over anything. Tayyib, al stress mujid muqa is. Uhatan, and that's a li kunu had almaqaf sawa and fil ħhbu lifil we're seeking to be a part of a friend group, or we're seeking to be a part of mushtemay, or we're seeking acceptance min bashar zayya na tanyin. Daaman nikun ahnf makan disperation. Okay, fahadil uhnial akhira, hagat inta akir wahid uh it gives you the clarity. Hagad um ishismo, um minjid kef an nas illi um umu fadir ma'akaf, you kun be sa waha min hub. Okay, kun al wahad yibra, um you kun ma someone sarahana, I don't I don't agree with that. To marrah to be, you really wanna be with someone. No, I'm not. Okay, yes. Make it obvious that you wanna be in a certain type of groups well or with a certain person, well or whatever, but don't the ups and downs and desperation and za and the and fa. So fadil uh, it it shows us in no um ninjid has shayya min hob. Shuf min bad minha sunak min hai habak. Lenu minjid yal wahl manikun let's say uh a social circle. Human hobb min hijab fahad social circle, Haneban kun, basuma leman bao, bao aktar al-bahabak. Lenuhna shalant, l'akuna non shalant, kuna kun hankunashilla. But Mara Majaba Bhadil a social circa, I really wanted to be a part of it. Fim to gazdi, a y elb li henayin illa elbek. Yirdu mean in nakibani shambba heb how is it logical in no anabomli had a social group? But a social group, to kun masal and kaza wa kaza wa kazah, and you don't accept me, then I'm better off without you. Intakwa had fiddun yadi munkinep kali. Bad kulhaga bada'ya haga, intawala haga, intawala haga. Almahim, Tasara al bom, who and fiday lasmithalam kef Lazim Naesh, okay, Ufinihayaya, bada'i haga, badullahaga intawala haga. Lazim nairif mean and nasal and sunniform, intawala haga wa han kamil naish. Halas. Almahimen gadin kwa al shall hazin hagulakum akter shahzeen, akter shahzeen, hazin, hazen, hazine, hazin. Halas, uman sharisar strait. I'm not even using heat. I might as well start using heat. Waharig om om mo min ommal judur, ash and talam isir straight. Wallah, malahfashulla kumalahfa yarikiluk mossad matahilo inakum Yani uhtamin bisharakumara mohtab sari akharfatra, buthailunakum mohtamin bisharakum, umatabuharara, umatu, uh ta andahabashar al curly mohaw bashar al curly, what hobbuze maho wa wow tatul minoxidil, fullyov, tottominoxidil, wawa wa butterifajakum, you go ana straight No you didn't. No, you didn't. We read straight and a shar mama marrana, shar mama can sesswar met so wala shit. Top size shar mama. No activating al Jinat Haggit Mama better al Jinat Haggit Baba. See Mara wa the khali zakum saseshuwar and maked it so we the harak rafief bilashuf. Bilashuv. Wan lasil gadinis mao, ma'bi t farajju, belayari andabalasma fame colo straight, straight, straight, straight, straight bedem fitajetel. Guys, guys, guys, shari sar Rafiv, ter for Rafif, Hagatan Watadaya, and a shark mashat, and gulu rafief. Uh a sharp sarzekida Rafif, a Kiflimman, Kafliman Mashutu. Set Master Hajama, Sertamashato, Mari Harva, Maria Half, Master Agder. Fakril Magutelikum and Ulbol method who has bold method ma omro Khadelni Khadani, Khadelni, Khadelni, Sarshari strait Sar Shari Strait, well left Hagatal Kerli, and Arfodon alufli kul kul shari ba saaba many arfajonsa wokt manducktia man di sabor mandi waktmandi uhience mandi anything fithaya. So fikret inu agasawi shari curli kerli kerli ker, pasan ashburi sirli, asajedumasar care li, butash tere fortulla kumanda kumia, klara wele medrishismaha, wabdashur shari, oksimbilla manibrahit manibram sharfesh, or then finihaya bade haga, badkul haga Yisir street, akar Modua andifilista, hua, abdata dekur, sabrina, u salfata zagruta. Um it is that deep, okay? Um ashan ashate yani huaf el Modua marra filu zawaya marakatir. Nikda nahu zawaya al adeb, thilur masan al kungaf makan, masan kalungul anasafart mixik, wulaha makan marra kitifilu cultures marrakatir zaiko chele. U um alhunudal hemur beda use uraqatum ula al hawaians beda usa uraq satum ula whatever. Thil gulo This is such a white lady response minnaha. Yani it's such a yani marrat methil reddel al-bintel amriki al-berda. Fimtu gazdi, yani um ba hagi ba edan an dog, lenushana got na ali mikad dog l'a min karman ali mikad dog, but siya he sid al he jessid al vibe hagat kuchele li kuta gulkom hea al spawali fat. This is it. Hadola huma nasal fihum fele walakida yanim alhamdulana shtalfimakan, kulahadwaib kul shega disir haula na filamu wanas ayanbara al majority hagatel amerikan terazeke de fila land, fil uh fil musharfa many arfa huma f many harfa kifkida yani uhani harfa hsidhu moleh minjida kauka, they don't yanimar al center hagnefsahom, they don't comprehend al ashia alibitsir holo home, or anamabagul in no um this is an excuse for them, but lamented trud alazah rut of hadar is loop. It's not moolas yani uh the aktubar Modulwa Ashan Agar talala kum al mashar al hagigewa zawaal muqtalifa bashua another thing for Amrika ghirinukulla nasain ful Babble Haggahom kul shay political for Afrika. Kul shai political. Ma fatsa we had al Haraka, umatitwakai innu Modur ykun Felushwaya um politics. La ennu aina Aishin Fa'alam Fa Amrika the Hain, uh Mjidikra hal Arab, Mujidikra Ay Takafatani, Mujidikra Ai no anwa alon albunni, u minjidumhad al kalam inu ohinchufal binchufal ansuria, msha'fash blah blah um ansurie tu ansurat al garbul Arab fi Amtilam al-musa, fi inukef al al um al-moja the hen famrika hiya dud al people of colour. So lament sawi shake, it is political. Umain fatul innu you're not political, well intimati fah ma ishintigata. May fat saw al habel, my fat saw Doral Habla, Abdeta the Kur, Zema Sawatifil al album cover haggik. Well hataf agani, she's always so enough sah Anal Kuli, Anal M Sharfesh, Analy Man Child Man wa Mushafesh, Madan Truhwi album cover Ze hadn table, and Tmadrubaf Agli Walesh. Yani labwinjid, hana we we can almodu we question a lot of things about Hadil Isma Sabrina, but we didn't. Adden alhamarra ketir, uda hana had almodu laz mind saketanu, lazim yani ndib fiha fi. Um so salfet in nikto enaf sik, oh you inhagadat t gadat sufig, bnisibali, a shofa, zeke inhagadat sufig lil wada al al political f Amrika. Fimtugaze inhagat, zeke inhagadat tsuf, ya ni zeke inha ishara innu yes anam na nas illi bordo ana agul eo al hadola nas. Yes aram na nas illi eo, what is that, what is Amrika Malayana takafat, Amrika Malyana alwan, malyana nas, maljana malyana malyana, even though they're not the majority, or maham majority fil culture fil uh shismo, fil uh fil kifashrahlakum, fil um fil mumfil mushema, but it's not the um muhumaligadina kudul bubble hadilibulakum amrika aishin fiha, walakin moju marranaskiti. Fikret ink kuni muhanya alamia, and I'm sure Rahtibilat Tanya, and I'm sure Saweti concerts for Blad Tanya, and I'm sure that Arafta Ala Khafat Tanya, T Light Gudi, I don't like that, is that yodling? And shiftal yodeling hagalbeed, and to get smatil yodling hagalbeed, and to get simatil yodling hag jamatic, yalan karu next to the zagruta, yal karinal vibes kulla, al yodling haggatal hurri, yodloy, yodloy, uh zaghruta. Wanchuf mean shaklu, I don't like it, I don't like it, it sounds weird, I don't like sentimentally moju the henfa emrika. So, alas saida, this is the tent sentiment. Had he has sentimentally mojuda f Ila alifikra. Um Ashankida, I when I when I tend to go to events, whatever, I try to surround myself with uh Shismo, with people of colour, with black people, with brown people, with whatever. Um, and mafi ah, umri halas garrup the hala tina shar ja mela wantefakreen. Mafi hail I deal with this uh shismo, jahil, wella. I don't Mafi Hale, I get a comment and a maabga asma, Mujid Mafiel. Mafia, I deal with people that do not understand walla that um play dumb, that uh shismo that think in no um human nasal wa hidim or juddin fil fila'alam Diamond Diamond Mujid Ahmed Rabbi in Nuana um Kharasht Minalam alam o kida shwey f America, la innu um it's very zeekeda. Femta it very heavy. Um talifa, um can hai konal wada shwaftu canakuna wada shwa and hai go to masa and they still mispronounce my name. It goes as simple as mispronouncing your name and as big as they don't even look at your resume for your name, just so you know. People LinkedIn, people discriminate resumes, um you d you are in disadvantage. So Arab, um African American, whatever it is, kullakumda. Alma him, and is very familiar to a lot of people. Ma Adamat legacy, fat, well Kalimat will any gold kalimat agani market here for guru comment. Amana Tismah had guriz raikonful comment guru, and nobody addubnas almostar walama addubnas al masharhiya. Top a top. I love it. 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