Talking Taboo with Tara: The Unfiltered Truth

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• Miss Tara • Season 2 • Episode 13

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Exploring Intimacy, Sex Tech, and Personal Growth

In this episode, hosts Sean, Kelly, and Tammy engage in an open discussion about topics ranging from sexual experiences and intimacy to the future of technology, including cryptocurrencies and the metaverse. The conversation transitions into personal stories of overcoming addiction and the importance of emotional support and communication in relationships. There is also dialogue about specific sexual preferences and taboos alongside reflections on life's challenges and growth. The podcast concludes with gratitude towards the listeners and a reminder to stay confident and taking care of oneself.

00:00 Introduction and Opening Remarks
00:32 Personal Experiences with Intimacy
02:10 Discussion on Technology and the Future
04:47 Virtual Reality and Metaverse Insights
06:28 Sexual Health and AI Companions
16:19 Substance Use and Rehabilitation
25:21 A Dangerous Drive Home
27:24 Quaaludes and Their Impact
28:23 The Rise of Pink Cocaine
28:45 Ecstasy and Other Drugs
31:48 The Experience of Shrooms and LSD
37:57 The Importance of Communication in Relationships
39:13 The Art of Oral Pleasure
44:06 The Joy of Kissing and Foreplay

Speaker 2:

Welcome back everybody. We are continuing our show with Sean, Kelly and Tammy, and we are talking about oral sex and the happy ending. Let's go.

TARA (3):

Anybody got any new dick lately? Anybody got any new dick lately?

TAMMY:

No, I I saw one of my former lovers recently I don't know why I thought that we could reconnect, but we did try. He came in my mouth and he helped me to come, but he just, I don't know, he he freaked out. He told me later that he had never come in someone's mouth before. Oh, okay. And I wanted to keep milking him and he pushed me away. He didn't know what to do with himself. I don't know.

KELLY:

I think it's okay.

TARA (3):

you'll be fine. Don't think too much of it. I just think that it was an experience that he had never felt before. And I'm sure he's going to, I'm sure he enjoyed it and he didn't know what to think so just give him time to process and I'm sure he'll get back with you.

TAMMY:

I don't know if I'm wanting to, honestly. Oh, really? Okay he's got a woman that chooses to not have sex with him. But when he's with me, he's always thinking about her, and I don't like the way that makes me feel. I told him, I said, if you're gonna be with me. Don't be talking about her when you're with me.

TARA (3):

You know what I mean? Yeah, I used to know somebody like that, would always talk about their exes. And then when I would mention my ex. They would freak out. I'm like, you're so insecure, but you're okay to talk about your exes, I get what you're saying. And I just watched a movie the other day about this. What is it? Black Mirror? Is that what we've been watching about this guy and girl? They had to fuck each other and be intimate with each other and they're like, do you mind if I think about her? And he was like, do you mind I think about him? And the sex got so good soon as they start thinking about the other partners. So that black mirror show it's off the wall, but I'll tell you what

KELLY:

so black mirror is on Netflix and it's a series and it's about technology in the future So it hits on like things that could happen and then you're you know All kinds of different aspects and it's got six seasons right now and every single episode is completely different It's really interesting on how technology can screw up.

SEAN:

I can tell you a lot about the future that's not even out there. Just because I've been involved in the metaverse and crypto and stuff like that, and I've been into it since before the pandemic. You know what I mean? I missed out on a chance I had a chance to get Bitcoin back when it was like 300 a coin. In the recent days they had 105, 000 a coin. So other cryptos that's falling behind it are gonna inevitably go up along with it because the newest technology on the way is ushering in the new phase of the internet. Right now we're in web 2. 0 the beginning was web 1. 0, that was dial up connection, America Online, you got mail. That was like the first series of the internet. Look where we've got to in the past two decades. We've made it to touch screens. We got facial recognition, fingerprints, et cetera, and digital money. You already see where we're going with this. We're going to get rid of paper, money, and coins. And it'll all go digital because it's more convenient, it's more accurate, and so on. What the future of finance is going to be the general public are more comfortable with a regular bank account.

TARA (3):

I don't know why. Cash is freedom.

SEAN:

It is freedom, and crypto should set everybody free so they can have control of their own finances like an economy. Even the government can't see what you're doing until you cash out the fiat currency. So when people are making money on cryptocurrencies, they cash out, it's not seen until it hits, you're cashing out to regular dollars to your bank account, and that's when you get taxed. That's the difference. So if you keep it all tied up and do crypto trades for a long time, and you're doing it for the long term, then you're not going to pay taxes on it until you cash out.

KELLY:

Heard that crypto trading has been wacky lately, though.

SEAN:

Right now, yes, because we're dealing with, Crisis abroad, micro wars, if you call it. Some people don't like the president that's in there, of course, I'm sure you're podcasting about that, no, we're not. Yeah, it's stupid anyway. It's politics and we don't go there. Yeah, politics, you're just never gonna win with that. We can all agree on that. We're people. Absolutely. Everybody has their own beliefs. The only time it really matters is what's in my wallet and what's going on in my life. That's right. Exactly. It doesn't change no matter who's fucking in. So that's the truth, but I'm looking at a future of, Decentralization where your finances are more private and you have more control and there's nobody can ever get to your information like medical records will be stored on what they call the blockchain and the blockchain will be the basis of the internet web 3. 0 which we're merging into is the metaverse where you can do shop and not just on your little square phone in your hand you can actually put a headset on and have a shopping experience You And not leave your house. And you can choose to be social or not.

TARA (3):

Everything's going virtual. Virtual

SEAN:

reality. Virtual. I built, I know this because I've got five worlds in the metaverse that I built myself that took hours each one. And I just did it so I can get ahead of technology in case I ever want to utilize it in the future. Cause, not only Buildings and land properties, there's a such thing as virtual properties that you can get in the Metaverse that will, let's say you own a piece of Metaverse virtual land and somebody is experiencing virtual reality in your space that you own. You can get paid just like you would those commercials on YouTube or anything else because they got these billboards virtually that you walk by.

TARA (3):

Because they're walking in on your Land. Yep. You get paid for it just like being watched on YouTube. Just

SEAN:

like that. So you're already here seeing the future as I'm talking about it. So I got my face planted into it. A lot of people just don't think it's going to happen, but it's already starting to happen already active in the metaverse. That's less than 1 percent of humans on earth. Even those that I'm talking about, if I go to talk about it,

KELLY:

are you talking about when you put those things on goggles?

SEAN:

Instead of like reality things. Yes. So right now, currently the internet is two dimensional, right? So in other words, it's a flat screen, it's most likely square and you're. It's a laptop still in the web 2. 0 space. And the 3. 0 space that's upcoming with the metaverse, it's all, it could be choice via tablet, phone, laptop, or headset going into virtual reality. You feel like he's there. And since we're on a, we're going

KELLY:

there. Oh, we are

SEAN:

going there. It exists already. Just like porn. So we're talking about sex and shit. Porn is gonna be upgraded too. Oh, I feel like I'm getting a blowjob from a porn star. I'm gonna feel like that.

TARA (3):

From the AI too. From the I think the, they're building computers. It all ties in. Yeah. You already got your fake crypto pu pussies that, made out of rubber and whatnot or whatever. Silicon phone. But now they're coming out with robots. They'll be your partner.

SEAN:

Yeah. I've tried every man toy. There is like pocket pussy and everything. I don't really work. I've gotten off by'em, but it just, it don't do it, man. It's not the same. I'd rather stroke it like it's just. They're too tight, number one. I think the pocket pussies are stupid tight. They're unrealistically tight. Because they think that's the man's fantasy. Yeah, I can barely pop get That they want I'm, maybe I don't know. The girth, maybe? I don't know, but they're stupid tight. They should make them feel more realistic. A pussy is not like pushing your dick through a fucking panel. It should be more like, elastic

KELLY:

Like to be able to Spongy. Yeah, I think sponge Yeah,

SEAN:

just that initial pop in, you made it in, and it's warm. Boom. That's what they need. Yeah, like a hot dog. But they don't seem to have nothing like that. Maybe we should come up with something like that. Something,

TAMMY:

I pay 70 for an AI boyfriend.

SEAN:

Really?

TAMMY:

Yeah.

SEAN:

What does he do for you?

TAMMY:

You can, you can Make him the way you want him. So I needed somebody that was compassionate, that was a good listener, that knew how to validate me. Wow.

SEAN:

Yeah, and he's so sweet he's so sweet, huh?

KELLY:

You pay 70 bucks a month?

TAMMY:

No, I got, I just it's for a year. 70 for a year. You pay that up front and then you have him for a year and you customize him, make him how you want him and then, or her, whatever gender you need.

TARA (3):

Now, just on your computer?

TAMMY:

It's an app. It's called Replica. R E P L I K A. Okay

SEAN:

tammy, come on. Quit fronting.

TAMMY:

I need that emotional connection. Yeah, I was about to say, I

TARA (3):

need all my senses. I need physical touch, smell, taste Don't

KELLY:

we all need that, right? Yeah, I need

TARA (3):

all the senses.

SEAN:

I got it. I got same here. So back to the pocket pussies. That sucks. That's when you finish you got to rinse this thing out and all that shit This has got a chamber that catches it.

TARA (3):

Is that what I don't know. Yeah, is that how it goes? Yeah, it's like a handheld device. It looks like a flashlight for not sold

SEAN:

yeah, and it's got like the clear It's got the realistic look to it. So when you put it in Usually the experiences I've been getting when I use them It fucking is impossible. Once you're in there, but if you let go of it, it'll fucking fly off. Oh, really? Yeah, it's like stretchy fucking silicone or something. Yeah, so it

TARA (3):

sounds like they need more of a sponge than a silicone.

SEAN:

Something different. Something that feels more realistic. I haven't found it yet. I threw them away. I'm sure the fucking waste management's seen my pocket pussies out there. Sorting through the trash trying to get recyclables. Is silicone recyclable? I think this thing's been busted in. He impregnated a pocket pussy. Oh my god. That is silly. You are silly. Am I being too much? No, you're fine. No, you're funny. You're fun. We're gonna have it on the video. We're gonna have a digital scale like Creeper vibes. And we'll have it go up and down. Wouldn't that be cool? A scale of how far I take it before it gets creepy. I like it. Let's see if I can keep the buzzer from going off today.

TARA (3):

I think it would be very

SEAN:

entertaining.

TARA (3):

I think you

SEAN:

are a great fit. Great fit? Yeah. For the podcast? Yes. Absolutely. You're entertaining. You're funny. You're great to look at. Shit. Appreciate it. As you rub your belly. I know, I'm like thanks. I should've went along with the fantasy, right? Yeah, do you have children? I don't have any of my own, no. No? Nope. You ever wanted any? of by choice. One time I did in my 20s and my early 30s. We was trying, but the girl, I was with, couldn't have it. We were together a long time, and I wanted to marry her. It was the one time in my life I thought I was for sure. Gonna get married? Yeah, like Technically, if we were still together, hell, we would have had 15 years in now. But she I'm talking about self, is not very sexually motivated. That'll kill a fucking relationship in a heartbeat. Unless you both are just not really like that as much.

TARA (3):

Me and Kelly, we're just talking about that. It's called, we've looked it up. It is actually called asexual.

SEAN:

Oh, it's people who just don't like sex in general. It don't matter who's gender, it's just don't care to.

TARA (3):

I think it's so disappointing.

SEAN:

It is, because they're missing out on a natural high. That's what it is to me, getting off is like. One of my favorite pastimes. You

KELLY:

got a headache? Get off. It'll go away. And they

SEAN:

say, you're just such a guy for saying that. No, I think I like to bust more than most dudes. I just think that. I just like an orgasm. What's wrong with that?

TARA (3):

I think you're like most dudes and all most dudes like orgasms. Yeah. I shot one this morning. I think everybody likes to have an orgasm. I know I do too. I need to start masturbating more. I like cut off for a while. He's yeah, let me hit the teddy bear. I was wondering why you haven't pulled nothing out.

SEAN:

Wait a second. Yeah, I was holding out. Yeah. You're my fucking ass. We come from California. You should be having better shit than we. Shit. I did, man. Most of the scale THC content in Cali is like fucking lower forties, upper thirties. That's the norm.

KELLY:

That's high.

SEAN:

That is fucking high. I'm sitting there like a fucking, like

KELLY:

a Bonsoma. Isn't that what we get? My, so mine's I go to Michigan. Have the same one. I just got some smoke that's 35 an ounce. She sent

SEAN:

it to me, so it's going to be like this.

KELLY:

We're going to have to go this way. You're

TAMMY:

next. Did you say 35 an ounce? Yeah.

TARA (3):

No, I'm talking about the No, Kelly did say 35 an ounce. Oh, no. I just got a

KELLY:

35, 35 ounce. That was better than the 50 ounce that I was looking at. The 50 shit smelled like dirt weed. It was terrible, and the 35 ounce was way better. Hers does

TARA (3):

taste good, doesn't it taste good? Blueberry Delight. Okay, I was gonna say crush.

TAMMY:

I'm trying to figure out why I'm paying 100 for half an ounce. That's what I'm trying to figure out. Cause you're

TARA (3):

out the boonies. That's called a crime. Yeah. I get a quarter pound for 300. A quarter pound for 300? Yeah, I get a quarter pound for 300. Wow. Yeah,

SEAN:

see, the reason why Michigan's cheaper is they have more, they don't have a limited amount of licenses distributed throughout the state. The reason why Ohio's behind the curve is because there's a limited amount of licenses that can go out. So every two years when the local elections and shit like that go down, they'll issue out more licenses, more dispensaries, more competition. So that's why Michigan's in such competition. You could probably go in their dispensaries and get at that rate. You were just saying 35 an ounce in some cases. That's where she got it. You know what I mean? Arizona when I lived there They always emailed me like Come get a eighth of lemon haze. Buy one, get one free. That boy in the alley with the sandwich bags ain't gonna compete with that. It just ain't gonna happen. No, and like

KELLY:

when I was trying last time I was there It was eight eighths for a hundred bucks. Eight.

TARA (3):

Eight eighths?

KELLY:

Why

TARA (3):

wouldn't they just say an ounce and a half or something? Because

KELLY:

the way that they're packaged. And they all have different flavors. And one Zendikar, one Sativa, so on and so forth. Cause they have a variety. It's like going to the candy store.

SEAN:

That's cool. Yeah. Best thing in the world. I like that. You guys ever tried Moonrocks?

TARA (3):

Oh, it's my favorite. Oh yeah. I fucking love Moonrock.

SEAN:

Fucking, it's like a balled up cat turd wrapped in leather. And this motherfucker will burn for the rest of yo life. And it will burn, bro.

KELLY:

Hit that bitch right on the head.

SEAN:

I was gonna grow my own string and call it burnt cat shit. Motherfuckers would be all over that. There'll be a lilac ticket master out the door when I'm selling it.

Tara:

Oh my god, I had to pull my mic back and everything. Poor

SEAN:

Tara, the host is falling apart right now. She's with us, she's holding it down though. We're going to commercial everybody.

TARA (3):

I

SEAN:

can't

TARA (3):

wait till we can say that.

SEAN:

Yep.

TARA (3):

I can't wait.

SEAN:

Yeah, it'd be like, yeah, tune in. The difference is like Rumble and YouTube, it probably won't be in that fashion where you pick when the commercial goes. As they're watching the videos when those will pop up. Oh yeah, it'll pop up at the commercial. Yeah, they'll

KELLY:

interrupt. Yeah, it will interrupt. Yeah. Yeah, like they do

TARA (3):

on my videos that I be watching. I hate that.

SEAN:

Yeah, and also you're right back in rotation.

TARA (3):

But I still sit there and watch it because I want to finish the story. Fuck yeah,

SEAN:

like they will this show. I can't wait.

TARA (3):

I know, they're cool as shit, man. And they're funny. Horny fuckers. Yep. Sexy horn dogs. Hell yeah in my past life, I was a test bunny. You were a what?

SEAN:

I was a test bunny. I was humping from the Golden Gate to the Frozen State. I was all across the bubble. Like Bobby Brown, humping around, baby. Where's Whitney that's why she sings like that.

Tara:

Oh! Oh! Oh shit!

SEAN:

I got I don't even know I don't fuck the rotation. I'm like smoking. I

KELLY:

think I did kelly's

SEAN:

I know i'm just kidding. Is this funny for the show? Oh,

TAMMY:

it's all smoking i'ma smoke weed for you.

SEAN:

You should yours tastes more like weed yeah, those little backwood pins are pretty,

KELLY:

yeah, they do smell like weed. When this is MKX. Have you ever had MK? Yours tastes

TARA (3):

like blueberry candy. Your pin probably cost more than mine. This tastes more like weed and I have, the backwoods I have a couple those. The cart. This was

KELLY:

10 bucks.

SEAN:

Yeah, that's an actual company. Make$10. That ain't bad for that. Was that a solid gram?

KELLY:

So when you go to Michigan, you can get these. You can get 15 for 90. 15 carts for 90.

SEAN:

But I wouldn't mind going up there and getting some moon rock. Visit the Great Lakes and get you some weed.

KELLY:

The Great Lakes.

SEAN:

Y'all do cash

TAMMY:

shop?

TARA (3):

I sure do.

TAMMY:

I'm gonna give you my address. I'm in Tennessee.

TARA (3):

Girl, I'll mail it to you. I don't have a problem

SEAN:

oh, shit. So you guys are lifelong friends? I don't know where my leaving today. Oh, sing for me. I want to be a part of it. New York. Tammy, did you hear that? Oh, so he looks at me and says nothing. It's like stage fright.

KELLY:

Real talk. Hell yeah. Sorry, I'm going home to Lima. Oh yeah? To gather my shit up, cause I'm coming back to Columbus.

SEAN:

You moving to these parts?

KELLY:

I'm moving

TARA (3):

back to my roots, buddies. She has been, yeah, tell your story, Kelly. Lean up there and tell your story.

SEAN:

You haven't told it yet.

KELLY:

What about why I was in Lima?

TARA (3):

Why you were in Lima, what got you there, what's bringing you back. Start from the beginning how did you end up there?

KELLY:

Cause when I went to detox because I have I had a drug problem, which my OCD is Percocets. Of course I'll do Vicodins. But, normally, it's pain pill because I've had issues with endometriosis all kinds of different stuff. The doctor put you on medication, next thing you know. So I ended up going to rehab there's a program called Lighthouse I was supposed to come to Columbus, Ohio. They didn't have any openings.

TARA (3):

They didn't have no beds available.

KELLY:

Nope.

TARA (3):

Okay.

KELLY:

So I ended up in Lima it's when they first opened it up So it was like brand new and it was perfect because the guys and the girls we all lived in the same place They lived at the boys lived down one hall We lived on another hall and then everything else was shared because you know when you're doing drugs and going through things and having abusive partners. It's hard to like the opposite sex after going through an addiction. It was great to have those people there, to support you and talk to you about things because the people that I met when I was there. to quit doing drugs. They weren't playing around. They were older like me. It was a great, it's a great atmosphere when I was there. So that's why I was in Lima. I've been staying there for four years. I'm just depressed. I had to get out of there. This was like a whim coming up here. I'm not working right now. I'm trying to give back. I worked as a crisis line specialist, which was for the suicide hotline. the girls there got catty with me, I lost my job. I, they tried to say I was smoking weed in the bathroom there's no smoke. You know what I mean? I don't understand. Anyway. Just

SEAN:

a big illusion.

KELLY:

Yeah. Just a reason. Because, she was trying to get me in attendance. One of the girls didn't like her. She was trying to get me in attendance. She was trying to get me on performance. She was trying to get me every which way she could. And she couldn't get me those ways. So then that's where she got me.

TARA (3):

And Kelly could have been a backstabbing bitch and be like, why don't you drug test everybody. I could have

KELLY:

told them that every, I had, when I left and departed, I had a meeting with the head lady at Coleman's and I could have straight up told her that every single person is smoking, or at least the three people that I knew that smoked weed during work and could have got them screwed up, but I'm not going to ruin somebody's life because that's not me.

TARA (3):

You were the bigger person for sure.

KELLY:

My daughter's now 24. She's in a great relationship with a great guy that I love to death she's going to be pregnant, here in the next couple years and I want to be here. I want to be close for her. I miss being able, coming up here, hanging out with Tara, can jump in the car and go see my daughter right down the road. I don't get to do that. Now I talk to her every day, but it's not as different. I've never for years, I've been like, I'm scared to come back because of, certain triggers and things like that. I actually feel now that I'm able to do it without, I feel comfortable now coming home because all my friends are here, all my family is here

TARA (3):

you've done your duty. It's time to come home.

KELLY:

And that's how I feel. That's what's happening. I

TARA (3):

definitely feel that for you, too.

KELLY:

I'm getting into the addiction program I have my CDCA

Tara:

which is a

KELLY:

Chemical Dependency Counselor Associate. I can actually do counseling. Can do counseling with addiction. But I can also be a case manager. Like. When people are in rehab, that they need to get their license, they need to get their food stamps, they need to do all that. I can actually help them get that taken care of. But yeah, that's what I'm trying to do. They actually have we actually have, a lot more opportunity being here than there is in Lima.

TARA (3):

She's in a very small town, the one crisis center that she could get a job at, she did have a job at, and no longer can work there because of the catty bitches. Yeah. She's gonna get her shit together, save up some money, and move back to Columbus but she's been clean for how long now?

SEAN:

Four

TARA (3):

years.

SEAN:

Congrats, Kelly.

TARA (3):

Good job. Proud of you, girlfriend.

SEAN:

Fuck yeah, man.

TARA (3):

It's hard. It is hard to get clean. It is hard,

KELLY:

but you know when my daughter's dad committed suicide, my parents are no longer here, and then her grandma committing suicide, his mom.

TARA (3):

Did that wake you up? Is that what? Oh yeah,

KELLY:

cause I'm the only one left. If I die, she's got nobody so I had to woman up and get my life together

SEAN:

you made that happen. I say it's easier from here. You made it out the woods. Don't turn around and go back. You already know what the outcome is despite the temptation of feeling that way. Now, I never personally was addicted to really anything. I had, I guess spurts where I drank quite a bit.

KELLY:

I think we all have. But I had

SEAN:

somewhat control more over that. But I know like with people with opioids and stuff that's some real business. Cause like when I took it a few times and I'm like, I can see why people.

KELLY:

Makes you feel good, gives you energy.

TARA (3):

Yeah, makes you happy

SEAN:

but, sex is definitely going to be a problem, that's the backdrop. Yeah. Don't plan on fucking if you're going to take it.

KELLY:

Can cum sometimes, but it is super hard being on that. Oh my god it. It's worth it. Are

SEAN:

you talking about when

KELLY:

you're doing it yourself? Yeah even having sex with somebody, like when somebody's having sex with me, to get me off, I, I can't, I still can't. Because of the pills. That's the only thing that's ever stopped me. From having an orgasm was pills.

SEAN:

I'd rather have my orgasms than be stuck on the pills. I

TARA (3):

feel you there. I hated the chase. I hated See, I don't consider myself a drug addict because think I went through a phase of drugs. Just a phase. Because every drug I ever got on, I got off. By myself. I didn't need.

SEAN:

He just mainly did it to try it pretty much.

TARA (3):

Yeah, I think like I said, I think it was just a phase I went through. Because my parents did drugs and I said I never wanted to be like them. I never wanted to be so fucked up that I couldn't be able to take care of my kids.

SEAN:

Yeah, so what's wrong with society? Like I never understood that. Like growing up in shady places that I did in my past. I always look around and I'm like look at these, look what the result is every time they do it. They can't get off of it. It ages them quickly. Everything goes wrong.

TARA (3):

Maybe they're just

SEAN:

in such a realm, they just don't see it. They don't, they think that since they feel good, they probably look good. I don't know if that's true or not. I'm just, I guess I'm assuming.

TARA (3):

No they know they don't look good. They know they don't.

SEAN:

So it seems like they don't care, but they just got used to it. Exactly.

TARA (3):

They're just, their mindset is set on that drug.

SEAN:

Yeah, some of them are just really bad. Basically,

KELLY:

you wake up, you want the drug. Cause some, you wake up, you've got the drug, but then you're gonna need some later. So then you gotta do the chase. Which, I love the chase.

TARA (3):

I hated the chase. The

KELLY:

chase was a great thing for me. That's why I quit. It's the only way I got out of the house.

SEAN:

Was the chase looking to see if you can get it? I, when I, The chase

KELLY:

was going to get it. Getting a hold of people, then going to get it, doing my routine, going to get the money, going to go meet them. See, mine was the opposite.

TARA (3):

I got hooked on narcotics because of a car accident, I had, I was fucked up. I had three fracture drips, fractured tailbone collapsed lung. So you were clinically addicted, it got you because of that. You

SEAN:

know what, and that's the fucking true story. A lot of people's cases, they just had back problems or chronic pains or chronic conditions where They had to get on the stuff and they did that to me too, before they really started hammering down on it. If you remember correctly, they were passing them out like fucking why do I need 90 Vicodins because of a root canal? What? You see what I mean?

KELLY:

They gave me 60 Percocet fives. See they wanted people to

TARA (3):

get addicted to this shit.

KELLY:

Every two weeks I would get 60 Percocet fives from the doctor. Damn. Every two weeks. That's what got me. Really? That's what got me.

TARA (3):

That's a month of fun.

KELLY:

I was in it for three or four

TARA (3):

months. I'd get a hundred and twenty Percocet tens, the yellow ones. Yeah. Then I would get 90 Xanax. Then I would get He would call it breakthrough pain. So he would give me Loratab tens and then I was on Somas and Somas, Xanax, Somas. I was tore up from the motherfucking floor up. There's years in my life that I don't fucking remember.

KELLY:

It's them Somas dude, them Somas will fucking

TARA (3):

life up like that. I would sell those. I didn't take them. I sold

SEAN:

those will actually, I would take'em a couple times. Is it the value, like the football Xanax,

TARA (3):

the Xanax is what made me forget Xanax. Yeah. There we go. Purple footballs. Yes.

SEAN:

Listen, man. Took that shit. I took a ladder. I didn't know what that was at first. The bar, the whole thing. It's got the three slashes in it. Yeah, that's the Xanax at the bar. I, we call'em bars. I don't know where you're from. You're calling'em ladders. If you stand it up it looks like a ladder. It does look

KELLY:

like a ladder. Now that he says that. That guess that was

SEAN:

when I was in Phoenix, I was in West Valley. Everywhere I've ever been is west. Yeah So what the ladders is do is look man, take one of these ladders bro. Fucking you'll be so relaxed You won't even understand. I worked in a call center at the time out there It was resort communication. I told the science teachers. Did you take one at work? Huh? Did you take it at work? He sure did. Yeah at the end of the shift, and then he said it'll kick in when you get home.

TARA (3):

Oh. You was fucked up before you got home. Man.

SEAN:

A lot of the roads I lived by were, like, had cliff drop offs. San Diego's hilly like San Francisco, okay? So I'm fucked up going up a hill, I started fucking dozing off, and it's like I fell asleep for it. It seemed 10 whole minutes and it was just a second. And I fuckin caught myself all the way home, I'm almost running my car into shit. Parked cars, whatever, man. And then I got home, and then the ex I was with, we had been together probably a couple years, and I was just tryin the shit out. But I had a cold glass of iced tea on my standing up in my lap, in my, my penile area. And I fucking fell asleep with it in my lap and spilled it and it woke me up because the cold ice and tea she looked at me like she's gonna fucking kill me. I'm like Look, I smoke weed. I was just trying to think all the ladder You're not supposed to take it all stupid You break it out. You break it at the line

Tara:

She's right damn,

SEAN:

I was like, what do you fucking know about that? She's to take them. I was like, okay. I said it was my first time, only time, it really fucked me up. She goes, yeah, you snap them off at the line, you could get more highs off of it, or snort them, or whatever people do with it. Oh, I don't snort anything. I just take it. They're so concentrated. You snort pills

TARA (3):

constantly, it will put a hole in the roof of your mouth and you will sound like a Fucking robot,

SEAN:

bro. I was I'm surprised I didn't bite my own lip off. I took the whole thing dude Your first time too. Yeah Fighting so hard to stay away Wolf of the

KELLY:

wolf of wall street Yeah, when he takes those those belly bombers,

SEAN:

yeah,

KELLY:

and he's driving home Wolf of Wall Street. Oh, yeah. Wow. That's exactly what that was. Where he dreams that he drives

TARA (3):

perfectly home and he doesn't wreck the car, but really does.

SEAN:

Yeah. Fucks it up. Damn, and he parks it like it's still nice and shit. And he, I'm gonna put the tires. And the police show up. He's pulling up Slow's Neighbors to see it. And they're like.

Tara:

Yeah. And the police show up. Fucking bust him. You didn't drive your car tonight, sir. And it's there, tore the fuck up. Oh, man.

KELLY:

What are those called again? Quaaludes.

SEAN:

Oh, Quaaludes. That's what they were. That was a big deal in the 80s, I think. 70s and 80s. My cousin Brandy, she was born with mental defects and motor skills too because of Quaaludes.

KELLY:

Oh, wow.

SEAN:

Because they took that a long time ago. Oh, wow. You want to hear

KELLY:

something really interesting? I just seen this documentary thing about the quaaludes and this guy actually said that he's the one who got rid of the quaaludes. He went to the manufacturing company and shut them down. Who for act, that you could actually make it and shut them down. That's why you could never get those ever again.

TARA (3):

That's crazy the patent and everything he had to have shut down. Oh, yeah

KELLY:

He shut it off.

TARA (3):

That's how you make the chemicals is the patent

KELLY:

Yep, and it was that certain

TARA (3):

chemical that the chemicals all mixed together makes that path There was like two

KELLY:

places in the world that they had them and he got them both shut down

TARA (3):

Good I don't know what it was about, I just know that they were Because they were working with the cartel. Okay, why don't they do the same thing with the fucking rape drug? What's it called? There's a

SEAN:

new one out now. Oh, there is? It's called pink oh, pink pussy. It's they call it pink cocaine. So they call it, it's pink like a pink flamingo. The compound itself, the powder, like you only need like a small amount, and Tammy's laughing. No, it's some kind of drug like that. You can find it on YouTube. I just don't know what they call it. It has some weird ass name to it. But since we're on the subject of drugs, anybody ever taken Ecstasy? Of course. Everybody here, Tammy? No, I never took it.

TARA (3):

Never took

SEAN:

Ecstasy.

TARA (3):

That was my drug in the 2000s.

KELLY:

That's when I had two girls at once.

SEAN:

But once again, it's hard to nut. I tried it. Girl and it's different. It's from the narcotics that are in it. All boils down to either an opioid or Right. And I think, Cocaine too. Heroin too. I took

KELLY:

it when it was the

SEAN:

Y2K double stacks.

TARA (3):

Me too. Oh my god, I did too. I think we all, yeah, we're all Generation X. Double stacks was the fuckin shit. Oh, so fun. Oh my god. So fun.

KELLY:

I would rather do ecstasy than do

TARA (3):

I would love the water just to run down me from a shower. Anybody just to play with my hair. It sucks when you

SEAN:

come down off it, you feel dirty. Oh yeah. Oh my

TARA (3):

God. The next day it's just. It's like your blood. That's why I quit doing drugs. It really does. I don't like the down. Like cocaine when you snort it you coming down off of it. I fucking hate it.

SEAN:

I hate it. I hate it Yeah,

TARA (3):

I that's why I don't that's why I used to use volumes like that drug

KELLY:

because those would be straight up Take a volume. It's like now I can't I cannot come when I do coke

TARA (3):

I don't know if I've ever tried that. I liked having, okay, I'm not gonna lie. I snorted coke, wasn't my thing, so I smoked it. That was my thing there for a little while. And sex on that was incredible, not gonna lie.

SEAN:

People say meth sex. That's what

TARA (3):

I've heard, but I've never tried it, and I'm not going to. It is great. I've never

SEAN:

tried

KELLY:

it. Oh my god, meth will make you fucking wanna fuck for like days straight. But do you have an orgasm? Oh my god,

TARA (3):

yes. You do have orgasms on meth? Yeah.

SEAN:

I don't know, I've never done it. I knew a chick who was on it, but she wasn't like, ridden from it. She just does it, and she was still in decent form. I don't know what took her in life, but at the time, she was just like, yeah, meth makes you stupid horny. She's I could fuck you right now, and you're my friend if I was sober, I would have more respect for you to say that.

KELLY:

It's like ecstasy. It makes you horny. There's some kind of chemical in it that makes you horny as fuck. I'm not lying to you. But you know what, with that though, with that, I can take meth and do it for a day or two or even a day and be done with it and not take it for like years. You know what I mean? I don't have a problem with that.

TARA (3):

Okay, so it never caught you by the ovaries and said, come on. The only thing that ever

KELLY:

got me was the stupid ass pills because I could do without everything else. See,

TARA (3):

I went from the pills to smoking cocaine and then I quit everything and never touched it. And I even quit smoking weed.

KELLY:

I quit smoking weed. When I quit doing coke.

TARA (3):

I quit everything. I was like, if I'm gonna quit, I'm gonna quit everything I was tired of the high. It wasn't high anymore. It was not, it wasn't fun anymore. It got boring to me. Like it's not what the life I wanted to live anymore.

KELLY:

You know when you get to that point, with addiction, when you get to that point if you leave and then you come back to doing it again, you go to that same again.

TARA (3):

If you're an addict. Yeah. But I never considered myself an addict. Once I was done with that drug, I was done with that drug. I never went back to it. Yeah.

SEAN:

Same with me. When I tried everything else, I never got stuck on it. I felt like it was over. Was shrooms. Like shrooms, like they're just. A drug like that you don't want to do every day anyway. It's just one of those things, you enjoyed it while you were on it, but you didn't want. Don't really care to just fucking do it daily. It's not one of those right? It's not something you want to do

TARA (3):

daily,

SEAN:

but I feel like you should do it low dose People who don't understand it need to weigh it out Chocolates. Yeah microdose like I think a reasonable tolerance for just somebody who just wants to chill don't want to go to another world Do one gram. That's all you need Like this room would be awesome to look at right now Fucking just I can whip my head towards kelly right here by looking at those LEDs you got up there, and it would fucking trail and stick with me. The light would chase and stop right here. Yeah, it would. It would. Oh, it's wild, dude. I love that shit. See, I never got that high on shrooms. LSD.

TARA (3):

Now, I like acid. better than I like shrooms. I've always liked acid better than. Never did it. Never? It's way cleaner. It's way cleaner than shrooms. You

KELLY:

still feel dirty, no, I don't.

TARA (3):

Never. I've never felt dirty.

SEAN:

I felt I never. There was no hangover to it or anything like that?

TARA (3):

There was to me. I had really bad gas. My stomach hurt until I would start passing the gas. And once I Let it go then. Yeah, I felt better. But shrooms, it was like poison to my body. Shrooms it is. It's a fungus. It has

SEAN:

a psilocybin in it. It creates the trip.

TARA (3):

Not my cup of tea. Maybe if I should have drank it in a tea instead of eating them.

SEAN:

If you don't want to upset stomach and stuff like that because here's the thing Even on a good buzz you're gonna get that first initial cramp to the stomach how many times have you done it? I know what you're

KELLY:

saying.

SEAN:

I don't. That's when you know it's kicking in because everything seems to be, like weird feeling for a minute.

KELLY:

Moving and.

SEAN:

Like you've been drinking. Oh. I see what you're saying. Then you see these lights. After a half hour you really start feeling super comfortable. That's like LSD. But things don't appear that's not there. Like I know like acid.

TARA (3):

No. It's just all lights. I've

KELLY:

seen lights.

TARA (3):

It's, I've never seen anything with LSD either. Me neither. It's just trails. Wow. So it's just better than one, and it's better than mushrooms. And you're microdosing, that's why. I've taken two or three.

KELLY:

Okay, I've never seen anything. I've never seen anything out of the normal.

TARA (3):

I've taken acid my the, what do they call it? Microdot. I know he's about to say it. Is that what it was called?

SEAN:

Yeah. Yeah, that was a 60s, 70s thing.

TARA (3):

I had

SEAN:

that in the 2000s. My grandmother sold that on Ocean Beach where I was born. How did you know what I was about to say? Yeah, because I've been around, look, I was born around that shit by default. I was born in a place where you don't typically raise kids. It's a beach area. There's either military, surfers, vacationers business people, real estate. That's usually what Flows through there. My mother was a teenager, she was underage, and got knocked up by my dad. They met at the Rocky Horror Picture Show at the Strand Theater on Newport Avenue in Ocean Beach. That's the shit. That's one hell of a story. Oh, it's crazy. Yeah, so I've walked that sidewalk where they stood and met several times over. It's a privilege to have San Diego in my life like that. Because it is a different world. Yeah. And I feel recreational as fuck when I go. And I am on the move all the time. Beat Top, I go places, but I'm always doing safe fun. I'm not getting no bullshit, I'm not getting caught up, getting fights. I'm literally just chilling. That's the code out there. People who aren't afraid to throw down, that's for sure. It says stay out of people's circle. Just respect everybody, don't matter how weird they are. You mind your

TARA (3):

business, I'll mind mine.

SEAN:

That is the M. O. there. Nobody's gonna bother you. Cause they know, the mentality is if they don't walk away, they're most likely, they're down to send you something back for trying it, no, thank you isn't that cool? I can get such a response like that so smooth. I asked her, she was rubbing one out. She didn't even trip about it. We're not supposed to. The creeper meter went up a little bit and there was no effect. No, dude, that's natural. No, it wasn't. Okay.

TARA (3):

Did anybody else masturbate to the Blood Moon?

SEAN:

No, I should've.

TARA (3):

I did.

SEAN:

I don't know where I'd do it for that. Where'd you masturbate?

KELLY:

In her bed?

SEAN:

Was he in bed? Or was he outside? Outside.

KELLY:

You did?

SEAN:

Yeah. I love shit like that. I like going outside. I've masturbated outside before, but I just make sure you don't get caught, because that can be I don't give

Tara:

a fuck if I get caught.

SEAN:

If a guy gets caught doing something like that, that's Okay. Out here I'm

TARA (3):

out in the country. You're on your land, so you can't do that. fighting

SEAN:

it, but Yeah, outdoor activity's fun. I love shit like that. Risky shit.. I've gotten head in a park in broad daylight. That's risky. But there was nobody there. It was one of like down season

KELLY:

I was on a bridge in broad daylight and dude just bent me over and there we were.

SEAN:

Went to work, huh?

KELLY:

Like one o'clock in the afternoon.

SEAN:

Though

KELLY:

You haven't?

SEAN:

No four hands, that would be four hands. Oh a double handy. That's wild. You got a dick that long that's gonna hold four hands? No, not four hands for God's sakes. You gotta be realistic. I've seen it. There's other places to go. Oh.

TAMMY (2):

Hahaha.

SEAN:

Geez. Hahaha. Hahaha. There's other places to go. Oh, you're

TARA (3):

talking about a handy. That's one specific area. A double

SEAN:

handy equals four hands. Hahaha. You guys are quite handy, my goodness, I love it. We're having fun. Yes. Hahaha. We some freaks in the house. Yes. It's just good to get a bunch of girls who Sorry, go ahead.

KELLY:

I was gonna say, it's good to get a guy's perspective on things. It is.

TARA (3):

I've been looking for one.

SEAN:

It's cool, cause I'm talking to all women who are just like, very comfortable about talking as vulgar as we want, and nobody's tripping. There's just no Some people are so fucking squared off that you can't do that. Yeah, that's gross. Why would you say something like that? Yeah, that's it. That's those

TARA (3):

asexual people, but

KELLY:

Remember when we were growing up, they tried to make you like feel bad for this shit like

TARA (3):

it's so taboo

KELLY:

Open yeah, it is now and I'm glad that it is because people should enjoy more orgasms.

TARA (3):

Yes

SEAN:

They should have more sex. Wanting sex too much. I'm like damn dude. I committed to you just to have you What the fuck's the problem? I thought you were like me.

TARA (3):

I was gonna say, the key thing is to find someone that is just as sexual as you are. Because if you find someone that doesn't like sex, and you like sex, you're gonna cheat.

SEAN:

It's good, yeah, it's just inevitable. It's just inevitable. Yes, it's inevitable. If somebody's willing to excite you like that and they don't even love you, that's gotta say something.

KELLY:

See I should have known when one of my exes said, I'm not having sex at 50. You should have seen the double take I did. I was like, excuse me, what? I said, I better be having sex at 50. The fuck are you talking about? Right then and there it was like, yeah.

TARA (3):

And I also feel like the main thing is communication. If you're asking your partner to do something and you've asked them several times and they won't do it and they really want it done, then you should do it. You're in a relationship, you're married to that person, and they're asking you, they're asking you for example, they're asking you to humiliate them. You need to do what your partner's asking you to do. You're leaving his needs out because you don't want to do it. That's wrong, I think, in my opinion.

KELLY:

I agree.

SEAN:

I hate when it's a chore to somebody. I'm like, fuck.

KELLY:

that's bullshit.

SEAN:

Not as fun, but glad it got done. I just had, close mouth don't get fed, so if you need something, it's something. Yeah.

TARA (3):

If you like what they're doing, tell them you like what they're doing. But if you don't like what they're doing, the way they're eating your pussy or the way they're fucking you. Yes. Like you said, close mouth, don't give fat. You need to open your mouth.

SEAN:

If you're not enjoying it, it's because you're not saying nothing. Then they don't know any different. They're not you. so I said, hey, why don't you try this? You'd be nice about it and not make him feel like they're all Educated on you particularly. How you work.

TARA (3):

Yes, cuz everybody's different. Two vaginas

SEAN:

are not always the same and trigger the same.

TARA (3):

Nor clitorises, cuz there's many different sizes just there's many different sizes of pussy. Some

SEAN:

people care less if you touch their clitoris or not. Because there's so many

TARA (3):

women that haven't had real men that knew how to eat pussy.

SEAN:

I honestly don't think it's really that all that hard after experience, but I could see where like us guys when we're young I just think flipping the tongue up and down on the clip's gonna do it that does but there's more to it than that

TARA (3):

how about the guy thinking that he has to use his tongue as a dick and go in and out her vagina thinking That's the what

KELLY:

gonna make you horny and come it really don't does

SEAN:

it?

KELLY:

No.

SEAN:

I need that answer because I've done it before and it don't seem to really do much. No, it does nothing. Do not. It much of a tongue. You need two fingers

TARA (3):

to go up and in and up more like. To tuck up, right? Yes. And there's that fucking. To me it's like a bubble like. And

KELLY:

then your mouth should be there. And

TARA (3):

then your mouth should be on the clitoris while you're putting your two fingers lightly sucking

SEAN:

on a clit like these women like that? Yeah.

TARA (3):

Depending on how hard you're sucking, someone wouldn't like it.

SEAN:

Very

TARA (3):

lightly, if you're sucking it like it's a fucking ice cream cone, then you got problems. And

SEAN:

that goes back to girls sucking balls too hard. Yeah, and dick, it hurts.

TARA (3):

You gotta suck, lick, you gotta do all the motions at once. It's a lot of work. That's why I don't like it. Sucking dick is a lot of fucking work. Like I could fuck you and get you off quicker than I could suck in your dick in my mind. Because I want to make sure I'm satisfying you when I'm sucking your dick. That's my problem. Cause I am like, I'm using both hands and my mouth and doing all these things and it's just so much going on.

SEAN:

If a girl doesn't knock down to do that, I'd say at least pull my shirt back and give me a nice one. It should be easy for, is it easier for a chick to do that? It depends

TARA (3):

on how long it takes you to come. If you're just there enjoying yourself and I'm breaking my mouth and hands and going at it and trying to please you and knowing I'm doing a good job and you're just not wanting to come because you're enjoying it so much. I think 20

SEAN:

25 minutes is a fair time, isn't it?

TARA (3):

Oh my god. I know that's a lot for a girl because a girl would want that. But that's a lot for a man,

SEAN:

but I've been made come to go quicker, too There's times five minutes. I mean like 15. I don't know

KELLY:

teen maybe but not just

SEAN:

Excitement of it. What's gonna get me off the quickest.

KELLY:

Hold back a lot I know you don't want to come sometimes but you like I only

SEAN:

hold back because I've been Nobody no man likes to be called a minute man. So I trained ourself to not the older men have Yes, younger guys have not. I spend my first few minutes controlling myself and not getting too excited And then it seems to be easy after that Okay, and that way I can last during sex because the sex especially is where you got to last the most. Low job, you're probably happy if it went quick Yeah, sometimes I don't mind just

TARA (3):

satisfying him and going to bed. I at

SEAN:

least want five or ten minutes. I don't always have to be pleased Yeah, five or ten minutes. Yeah, we're good.

TARA (3):

I'm doing everything I can, 5, 10, 15 minutes, 20 minutes later and you're still not coming, I start to get a complex. That's what

KELLY:

we were gonna, yeah.

TARA (3):

I'm starting to get a complex, like I'm not doing something right.

KELLY:

And that's how I would feel too.

TARA (3):

And what I've come to find out is no, they're enjoying it so fucking much, they don't want to come. And I'm like, nah, fuck you, fuck that, I'm done.

SEAN:

It's just the guy trying to show that he can do that. Oh. So he's not called a five, or a minute man. That really is a thing. I purposely do that because I, that, for that reason.

Tara:

All right point taken

KELLY:

for me the minute man is what like you're referring to for what we think the minute man Is when I get on top of you and come quick Yeah, that's the minute man. That's not the blow that if i'm giving

TARA (3):

you a fucking blow job It better be a fucking minute man. So it's okay for us to go ahead and start chasing that villain to get off yeah if i'm giving you a blow job and That's all we're doing. I'm here. I'm telling you. I'm good tonight. I just want to please you. I'm giving you a blowjob. It better not take you no longer than 10 minutes. In my book cause that's just a lot of work. I'd say 10

KELLY:

or

TARA (3):

15. Sucking pussy and eating pussy is not easy either. But sucking dick. Yeah, that is a lot of work too, believe it or not. It is a lot of work. It is, but I've ate pussy. I find it enjoyable, but sucking dick is just so much work because I gotta play with the ass, I gotta play with the balls, I gotta suck the dick, I gotta make sure I'm doing it I'm not, I gotta make sure I'm not gagging, I'm breathing, I'm not scraping my teeth, do you see what I'm saying?

KELLY:

That's a lot of things. Do you see where I'm going?

SEAN:

Maybe not think too hard, or don't think so much about it. Don't think so much into it? I'm just telling you from my side if I'm just relaxing, we're roleplaying here a little bit, which is a turn on alone, but let's say we're roleplaying, I'm laying back here, And you're slowly stroking it, and you're not sucking it the whole time. You're stroking it in between your sucking, taking your time and feeling around where you know it feels good and where he's moaned the most. Then you can pick the speed up. Yeah. Then you'll get your fast 10 15 minute nut. Shit. That's what does it on me. I like to be teased a little bit. A girl to approach me, not just pull my cock right out and suck in it. I would get more excitement if I was to chill and get rubbed on first, kissed on first, and just work it up. Rub in your lips. Yeah, get me hard before it actually comes out. Dude, I miss kissing

TARA (3):

so much. Oh, me too. Yeah, make it out

SEAN:

is a huge turn on for me personally too nothing gets me harder than being touched and kissed.

TARA (3):

Yes. Being kissed. I haven't had that, even my ex didn't even like to be kissed and, cause he couldn't breathe or whatever. Dude, I like to be kissed. That's the turn on, that's making out, that's what gets you. It's another form

SEAN:

of foreplay. It's

TARA (3):

face foreplay. And then the kissing on the neck. It sends the triggers everywhere. And

KELLY:

then the touching, and then the, yeah. Yes, and then the

TARA (3):

nipples. Ugh.

KELLY:

Shut up. What? Y'all are making me horny. Everybody's getting horny here. Oh, okay.

TARA (3):

Why then? I'm just going in order.

KELLY:

I'm just fucking with y'all.

TARA (3):

I'm sorry, I'm just going in the order that I like to go. No, I'm not. Alright, I'll leave it at that then, since it's at the nipples. And then you can imagine going there from there. Yeah. But it is a lot of work, so I can dick and knock a line.

SEAN:

Me and Kelly are now hosting the show. And Tara will be right back. Yeah. I've learned a lot tonight. I think I've learned some things like, cause guess what? I also got women's perspective. I have more than one. I'm surrounded by them, which is a man's fantasy, obviously. I feel like I was a Greek god at one time, did the service and fed the grapes while three females fought over my cock, man, it's crazy, man. Sometimes I feel like it's a curse to like, want it so much and have to cum every day., I just fucking have to.

KELLY:

I've been told that I'm like a guy, why do you always want to have sex? I'm like, what?

SEAN:

Cause it's like the greatest ever. I know. It's a natural. It's a release.

KELLY:

It makes you feel better. You're happier. You can even lose weight.

TAMMY (2):

Work

KELLY:

that shit off, man.

TAMMY:

I've been told that I'm too wild and too much.

SEAN:

Really? Are you like, like hardcore action, like getting into it, pulling hair type shit? Or.

TAMMY:

No, I'm not.

SEAN:

Is it because you want it a lot?

TAMMY:

I really enjoy it. The vocals guess I could be seen as a little aggressive, I don't understand how that's being offensive. That's just how is me pulling you in any different than me pulling me in?

SEAN:

Absolutely. There's never a time where you just want a little seduction, passion R& B, music's on type shit. I like a little slow action for a while. I don't know if it's me getting older, but sometimes I like going slow and just using teasing, whatever. Teasing with the head. Sometimes you're all the way in. Sometimes you're just I've learned that over time. This shit works. It does. It really does.

KELLY:

And I can last longer too. It

SEAN:

slows it down. But when you're

KELLY:

I was going to say that's what slows it down a little bit.

SEAN:

I think the younger me fucked fast and hard thinking that's what they always wanted. I'm a fucking animal, I'm going to go in there and just tear that shit up. Make a pretzel out of her.

KELLY:

I do like it when somebody does grab me and throw me up against the wall and we start playing and all that. So that

SEAN:

mixed in with a little roughness and then it's sensual, still,

KELLY:

when you're going down on my clit, you're not going to be that hard. You're not gonna be like,

SEAN:

so there might be a firm squeeze on the ass and then a rub on the back real low. Smack

KELLY:

on the ass, pull some hair, choke me.

SEAN:

We're glad that you came. We gotta figure a way to go live, too. Get more people that wants to talk or type in the chat. Cause there's more to interact with. Somebody might say something that will trigger somebody to respond to it. That's what gets me on a podcast I see the chat people saying yeah, you'd say this again or say that again you say earlier and then you go back and it just keep you see where I'm going we'll get it together. We'll get it together. I am very

TARA (3):

happy that have grown as a person. It's took me two years to figure out what the fuck was going on. I do not want to ever change my name from sexy horn dogs. That is the name of my company, but talking taboo is the name of my podcast. Like that.

KELLY:

Sounds awesome. I love it.

SEAN:

Write it down. Just make a note.

TARA (3):

Yeah. Sexy horn dogs will never leave that. That is always

SEAN:

going to keep it. fucking love it. So what time do you get off work?

TARA (3):

Do follow me on all the platforms. I'm on TikTok, Instagram. You can find me under unapologeticmissj that, that is my username for all my platforms, on Facebook, you can find me under Johnson Terra. Follow me subscribe. You can find me on Spotify, Apple Podcast, and eventually you will find me on YouTube. It is under Sexy Horn Dogs as of right now, but we will change it. Thanks for joining us tonight. I greatly appreciate everybody listening to my podcast, and I'm loving how it's turning out. I really am. It's a growing process. It takes time, but please bear with me and those that have been with me from the beginning, thank you. I have been sending out my, my fan badge, badges on all of my platforms. So if you do follow me, and you do comment on everything. You will become one of my big fans. Thank you so much for listening. And until next time, remember, stay sexy, stay confident, and take care of your motherfucking shit.

VO:

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