Talking Taboo with Tara: The Unfiltered Truth
Talking Taboo with Tara: The Unfiltered Truth Join Tara as she breaks down the barriers of today's taboo topics and discover the unfiltered truths that can help you thrive today! This captivating podcast dives deep into the often-overlooked aspects of living your best life. Hosted by Tara (aka Miss J), each episode features intimate interviews with guests who bravely share their secret stories, shedding light on their challenges and their transformative journeys. Through these candid conversations, Tara aims to inspire listeners to embrace their truths and empower them to live unapologetically.
Talking Taboo with Tara: The Unfiltered Truth
Torn Between Love and Trust
Female. 20 have been with my boyfriend, male, 22 for 11 months. He's my first love. We've been through a lot together, good and bad, but lately it's been mostly bad. He cheated on me before and gave him an, I gave him another chance. Because he promised to change, he said he would cut off the girl and rebuild my trust. I truly believed him, but recently I found out he never stopped talking to her. He just made a secret Instagram account to keep communicating with her behind my back. He blocked her on his main account just to make me feel safe. I only found out because I randomly tried logging into his Instagram and discovered multiple hidden accounts. I saw messages and posts where he and that girl are celebrating three months anniversary, which was literally a day before his birthday, the same day we were together. When I confronted him, he admitted to it and said all the usual things. Hmm, that he regrets it and that he doesn't know how to end things with her. That he was trying to impress his friends, that his, that he's still in love with me and that even though I don't, I didn't take him, even though I didn't take him back. He regrets everything. Here's the problem. I know I should leave. This is what, let's see, I know I should leave. That's what his, that was his last chance and he knew I, and he knew he blew it, but I can't bring myself to actually do it. He's my first love. I am terrified. He actually does take care of me, really good care of me. I'm terrified of losing that. I'm terrified of someone else finding out. Part of me is numb. Part of me feels scared. Part of me feels like I still am. I still love him enough though. I know I deserve better. Of course, girl, you do? Yeah. How do I actually leave someone you love but can't trust anymore? Is it normal to still want them after they've betrayed you like this? How do you move on from your first love without feeling like you've lost everything? Any advice, personal stories or reality checks would help. I just feel sick. So sick, so sick to my stomach. Please help. What's your thoughts? What would you do in this situation? Um.
