Formed in the Secret Place

Your existence isn’t random.
No way are you an accident.
You are not a massive tissue just taking up space.
As you listen to this episode of Truth Slicker today, may you experience his truth of how you are fearfully and wonderfully made fully known and fully loved.

The enemy of your soul wants you to forget and never remember where you came from.  Let’s laugh at that!! Ha Ha! 
Declare out loud, “I Am a Child of God!”

Transcript

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Well, hello beloved. Welcome back to True Slicker. I have some things to share with you today, and we're gonna start out with you may or may not know that I um write music, write songs, and I do use AI for help to do things I never could have done before. So I believe technology is part of the glory of God that is being revealed in the earth for such a time as this. A new renaissance, that's for sure. So let go of the old and welcome in the new because God makes all things new and just like anything, you know, in the right hands, it is a powerful, it is a powerful tool for good, and and that's what we're doing, and that's what we that's what we um want to do with it. And so we thank you, God, for the new technologies and and um just increase it, Father God, increase it, Lord, and thank you. I remember just a couple years ago, and God said to me, I'm going to teach you how to work with more productivity with less effort, and it's happening now, and it's because of AI, and that alone just confirms to me that that this is a blessing. So I do write music, Tears of Joy. Music is my channel. If you want to be inspired with really wholesome and groovy tunes, um that just that just lift your spirits and and set your sights on on God um and the the important things in life, the good things in life, the peaceful things in life. Um so the other day I was in the shower and I started singing a little song, and I realized this is really good, and I love the tune, and even more lyrics were coming to me as I was as I was processing this song and practicing it, repeating it over and over, a chorus that was so good. I thought, you know what, I need to take time, I need to write this down, and I need to come up with uh with more words and create this into a song. So in a in about a day, um I felt like it needed to be kind of a story song where it started out with a little girl and her experience and then a man and then a family, and so I sat down and things just came together and um plugged it in to the music, and when I was deciding what kind of music to put with it, I just felt the Holy Spirit so clearly give me the word dulcimer, and it is a beautiful, very acoustic sounding um instrument. And um, if you remember Rich Mullins, oh what a gifted, talented man. Um, he actually there's actually a movie about him, the Ragamuffin Band or something. Um, but really good, really good um music. Um he used the Dulcimer in different odd um kind of more folk kind of style instruments. So anyway, it's just it just reminds me of rain, the sound of rain, and it just takes me up into the spirit so fast, just hearing hearing those beautiful sounds and melodies. And so I plugged in dulcimer and pop and a few other things and began to choose which one it would be, and and my son helped me, and then I saw where I could plug my own voice in, and AI would basically give studio quality to my voice in that same song, and I for the first time I I played it, I just cried because it was the same melody that the Lord had given me, and it was studio quality in a few minutes, just absolutely miraculous. Now, the new generation, this will be just normal, but for those of us who had to do things the long and hard way in the past, we really appreciate it, right? So um hopefully you will too, you younger, younger people who are able to do these super fun things um so quickly. So the song is called Turtle Dove, and it is coming out today on YouTube, and I'm calling it Turtle Dove Go, so that if you have an Alexa or you have a device and you're searching for it through your voice, it's better to call it something that is uncommon. So it's called Turtle Dove Go if you're searching for it that way. Otherwise, it's just under Tirza, T-I-E-R-Z-A, Joy, J-O-I music, and you'll get to listen to the chorus that God gave me in the shower and um just enjoy it, and it's just the it's just what's on the Lord's heart right now. The nations, the people, the hearts of his kids are on his heart for them to come to know him, and he's putting hunger in people to know him, and when they know him, they know who they are, and so God is causing people to remember we all were in Christ before we were born, we were created in the secret place of the Most High, which brings me to what I want to share today, and it's a dream that this lady had, and the Lord is bringing it back to her for such a time as this, and it's about what was happening in the secret place when she herself, before she was formed, when God was forming her. So let's read about this, let's hear about this amazing story, and just put yourself in her place. Put yourself, your little tiny self, when you were, when you were just a spirit in and in floating in and out of God and around God and just communing with God, your creator, and may this help you remember those moments. May this help you remember where you came from. This dream from June 2026 reminded me of a dream I had 23 years ago about God creating it, a human. The dream from 2003 became foundational to my life and ministry, but it was only part of what the Lord revealed to me about the human design. Here is my original dream, which I published in three of my books and have shared over the last 23 years. It is an absolute key to our lives personally. But this dream is not only about our identity as believers, it's about healing for the world. Okay, here we go. Colorado 2002. It was past midnight. I woke up feeling his unmistakable presence in the room.

unknown 7:55

Wonderful.

SPEAKER_00 7:57

As I walked into the bathroom, I caught a glimpse of my shadowed form in the mirror, the sight of which triggered a memory of a dream I just had. The entire dream flooded back instantly, as if my blurry image in the bathroom mirror had jerked my mind back to that holy place in the dream. I sat on the corner of my bed, stunned. It was as if God had taken my spirit to a place I had been before, but had long forgotten. The dream unfolded like a movie. It was about me before I was born. The atmosphere was dark with a holy silence. Remember, dark or black does not always mean evil. It's the mystery of God. And though I couldn't see with my eyes, I perceived clearly with my spirit. There I was, a mixture of shadows and organic forms, but I did not look human yet. God was very close to me, hovering almost skin to skin over me with overwhelming emotion. His feelings were like an electrical current of pure excitement. He was utterly captivated by what he was doing, as if nothing else mattered to him. I felt his excitement mixed with serious precision, as if he was a surgeon creating something that was absolutely critical to him as he worked, but the unseen audience around us held its breath watching in complete awe. No one dared to utter a sound during such a holy moment. Clearly the master was doing something magnificent. His riveting focus and delight was solely on me. I was stunned at the unspeakable dream that I had just witnessed. The holy silence, his enthralling focus and intense excitement as he created my being. There was no adequate word to describe my emotions. I fell back asleep with a raw imprint of his presence in my being. The next morning I realized that the experience had left a tangible impression on me. I had seen a part of him that I never knew existed. His tender, vulnerable nature exposed to me in a way that changed me. I could not shake the experience from the night before as I started my day. I had to stop at the bank before going to a weekly prayer meeting, and that season I hated going to the bank as it reminded me of the financial quandary we were in. But that day my old worries paled under the weight of my new reality that God tangibly cared so intimately for every part of me, including my finances. As I stood in line, I noticed that everyone seemed rather down. Perhaps they too had financial burdens, I thought. However, the woman who stood in front of me had a different composure compared to the others. And as we exchanged a smile, I reflected that surely she knew him too. At the prayer meeting, a woman sat next to me and to my surprise it was her, the lady from the bank. I was so surprised and glad to see her. What is your name? I whispered as the prayer as the prayer was about to begin. Conception. Her name startled me. I wanted to tell her about my conception dream from only a few hours before. But the prayer meeting had begun. When I opened my eyes, conception was gone. I never saw her again. I don't know if she was human or angelic, but I know God had sent her to me. In this dream, it was as if God allowed me to remember him while he was creating me. Something that I could never have remembered on my own. Yet he triggered something inside my spirit that made me remember. And and those of you who aren't sure about who, who to put your trust in, who is your creator, what is the point of this life, and is there any meaning? Am I am I just tissue and mass or am I am I precious? Am I valued? Am I created in love? I want to say welcome home. You found him. And his name is Yeshua or Jesus. And he is the door to lead you to the heart of your father. And his name is God or Yad He Vab He, which is the sound of our breathing in and our breathing out. Even our breath. Every breath we take is speaking his name, whispering his name. Every moment of every day. You are so immeasurably loved, unconditionally loved. In Psalm 139, it says, Lord, you know everything there is to know about me. You perceive every moment of my heart and soul. And you understand my every thought before it even enters my mind. You are so intimately aware of me, Lord. You read my heart like an open book, and you know all the words I'm about to speak before I even start a sentence. You know every step I will take before my journey even begins. You've gone into my future to prepare the way, and in kindness you follow behind me to spare me from any harm of my past. You have laid your hand upon me. This is just too wonderful, deep, and incomprehensible. Your strength of me brings me wonder and strength. I'm sorry, your understanding of me brings me wonder and strength. Where could I go from your spirit? Where could I run and hide from your face? If I go up to heaven, you're there. If I go down to the realm of the dead, you're there too. If I fly with wings into the shining dawn, you're there. If I fly into the radiant sunset, you're there waiting. Wherever I go, your hand will guide me. Your strength will empower me. It's impossible to disappear from you or to ask the darkness to hide me, for your presence is everywhere, bringing light into my night. There is no such thing as darkness with you. The night to you is as bright as the day. There's no difference between the two. You formed my innermost being, shaping my delicate inside and my intricate outside, and wove them all together in my mother's womb. I thank you, God, for making me so mysteriously complex. Everything you do is marvelously breathtaking. It simply amazes me to think about it. How thoroughly you know me, Lord. You even formed every bone in my body when you created me in the secret place. Carefully, skillfully, you shaped me from nothing to something. You saw who created. You saw who you created me to be before I became me. That's a tongue twister, but it's so good. Let's read it again. You saw who you created me to be before I became me. Before I'd ever even seen the light of day, the number of days you planned for me were already recorded in your book. Every single moment you are thinking of me. How precious and wonderful to consider that you cherish me constantly in your every thought.

unknown 17:09

Wow.

SPEAKER_00 17:10

Oh God, your desires toward me are more than the grains of sand on every seashore. When I awake each morning, you're still with me. Psalm 139. Now, after reading that, if there's any doubt of where you came from, how you were created, this should trigger memory, like cell brain, deep memory inside of you. And if you want to remember more, just put your hands out with your palms up, Lord, come. I want to know more. I want to remember who I am in you. I want to remember you. And the best way to do that is by reading his word, by worshiping him, and just sometimes laying on your bed, being in awe and wonder of his presence, and just wasting time. Give yourself freedom, liberty to waste your time with God. He comes, he hovers over us, he's in us. We just need to realize that. That we are one in him. Oh, and to surrender to that love. That love that is unquenchable. If you're a parent, you know a little bit about the love of a father or mother to their child. And God, how much greater is God's love? For we are all his children, and he loves us so intimately. He created us. And he put specific details into us. Like this psalm says, we're mysteriously complex. Emotions and personality, giftings and talents, and and um so many special things. He knows the even how many hairs are on your head right now, he knows that number of hairs on your head. Wow. It's okay to just get lost and get swept away by these truths. Because the more you let it seep in and sink in and soak into your spirit, the more you become it. The more you know it, believe it, become it. So Lord, I just release your anointing for conception to flood whoever's listening to this podcast today. The revelation of their conception and what it was like as you were performing them in the secret place. And what's so special is we can return to that sac place because we are spirit, soul, and body. We're not just body, we're not just soul, but our spirit is with him constantly. Oh, and just waits for our soul and our body to catch up. Oh, I just bless you. I just bless you with that awe and wonder that you are so magnificently, beautifully, intricately sewn and and created by the potter's hands. A beautiful vessel of love, glory and honor. Male or female, it doesn't matter. We are one in Christ Jesus. I hope this this was a blessing to you. I read I read her dream and I thought this is this is too important. The world needs to hear this now. The world needs to hear their identity in Christ. So I bless you, and and again, I look forward to um you being able to listen to my Turtledove go song. And um Yeah, it's about it's about those that have the gift of teaching and those that are that are hungry to be taught. It's very, very special song. God bless you.