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Psychic in Combat: Navy Veteran Monica Lynne on the GATE Program, Navigating PTSD, and and Working as an Intuitive Weapon Inside a System That Denies It Exists
Monica's TikTok - The video I referenced in the episode is this one.
From elementary school "gifted program" testing to sensing mechanical failures in military helicopters, Monica Lynn's journey as a psychic in the Navy reveals a hidden world where intuitive abilities save lives and defy conventional understanding.
At age ten, Monica was identified through what most knew as the GATE (Gifted and Talented Education) program. What she later discovered was shocking—these tests weren't measuring academic aptitude but psychic potential, specifically psychometry, the ability to read the energy of objects. This skill would eventually place her in HSC 84, a specialized Navy squadron supporting special operations teams that only exists during times of war.
"I could feel the energy of mechanical objects and tell you where they're broken," Monica explains, describing how she prevented catastrophic helicopter failures by sensing problems before they manifested physically. Her vivid descriptions of feeling malfunctions "inside both my chest and somewhere right behind my nose" offer rare insight into how intuitive abilities function in high-stakes environments.
The conversation takes fascinating turns through the connection between military protocols and ritualistic energy work, the challenges of navigating PTSD as someone with heightened sensitivities, and how speaking truth about these classified experiences ultimately helped advance her long-delayed disability claim.
Now running a metaphysical shop called Conjuring Craft, Monica helps others recognize and develop their own intuitive gifts. Her perspective on our collective awakening offers both caution and hope: "It's gonna get worse before it gets better, but we needed things like this to happen so that we see why it's important to pay attention."
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Speaker 2:You probably don't remember, but if you went to public school in America in the 1990s, you were 100% tested for psychic ability. If you passed the first test that you didn't know you took, you were given a second test that you didn't know you were taking. And if you passed the second test you didn't know you were taking, you got put into the GATE program. The GATE program was the Gifted and Talented Education Program.
Speaker 1:You didn't come here to play safe. You came to remember your power and build what comes next. I'm Sylvia Beatriz, psychic medium and intuition coach. And this is Soul Level Human, the podcast for truth tellers, cycle breakers and soul led revolutionaries. You didn't come here to bypass the chaos, you came here to lead through it. You came here to lead through it. What you just heard before that intro was actually a TikTok that I came across back in January. That's Monica Lynn. She's an aircraft mechanic, a combat veteran, a psychic. We get into PTSD navigating veteran life with psychic seals and witchy powers and how she stays grounded these days. But how about I just play you a little bit more of that TikTok?
Speaker 2:I was a psychic in the Navy. I actually got discovered when I was in elementary school, at 10 years old, through the GATE program. The GATE program was actually run by the CIA and because they did it in elementary schools, most people assumed that they meant gifted and talented, like you may be gifted at reading or talented at math. That's not what they meant, babe. They meant do you have a gift? Are you talented at psychic ability? First of all, what they were looking for was people to serve in the military and they were looking for somebody that was good at a specific psychic ability called psychometry, the ability to read the energy of objects. I actually can feel the energy of mechanical objects and I can tell you where they're broken. That is what the GATE program was looking for. Does anybody remember these cards, the cards with the pictures on the back and one person would hold it up and you were supposed to be able to visualize the picture on the other side of the card. They would say specifically the word visualize on purpose, because they did not want you to guess. They wanted to know if you knew. The two tests that they gave you to determine whether or not you would go into the GATE program were IQ tests, and the military entrance test is also an IQ test. Those tests are testing your processing speed. The gifted and talented education program was meant to test whether or not you were capable of psychometry.
Speaker 2:I was in a squadron called HSC 84. It was the only squadron in the Navy that was dedicated specifically to special operations. Support malfunction, an operational failure I could feel inside both of my chest and somewhere right here behind my nose. I wish I could like point to the place where it is, because it's like an intersection somewhere right in there, and I visualized the part of the helicopter, the mechanical piece that was going to malfunction and I can say something about it before they ever take off the ground. There were at least seven that I can remember where I just suddenly felt this feeling like something was going to happen and I said something to somebody and I went and fixed it or I went and checked on it, and sometimes it would be really small things. It would be bolts that weren't tight, tiny screws, cam locks that weren't put in all the way that would possibly cause one of the covers of one of the gearboxes to fly off and into the road ahead or just get lost. I did it as well a few times with my second squadron, the passenger plane squadron. We did not go into combat at all, but there were a few times where I just out of nowhere got the feeling and so I said I'm going to go out in the hangar and check on the plane, and sure enough, I'd walk out there and there'd be a major hydraulic leak, something wrong with the jack screw in the plane or just any number of things.
Speaker 2:But I can feel the energy of objects. Now how does that come in handy in my daily life? My friends literally always text me to find their lost shit. They'll be on the other side of the country, but it grows good. I still find I can feel it and think about the object and I can see wherever it's sitting in my pile of things that I need to clean up. Do I still try to clean? Yes, but am I good at it? Absolutely not. Objects also all feel very different to me, so trying to organize them is actually really difficult for me. To me they are different objects and they don't go together, even if they are the same thing. I can feel the energy between two different objects of the same thing. They just completely feel differently to me.
Speaker 2:Anyway, this is something that I've actually taught people how to do. It's not that difficult to learn. Most people can actually do it already. They just don't realize they're doing it. It does take some patience to get a lot better at it and be able to use it. Honestly, I would say about 80% of the people that I've tried to show it get it really quickly. It's really easy. I literally just pick up things around my house and I say, hey, what's in my hand and I don't show you. But what I teach you is how to decipher. Most people get it right within the first few tries or within five or six minutes, and the only thing that I'm actually teaching you is how to pick out the correct information from the rest of the energetic information that you get. Anyway, I hope you learned something today and if you didn't, then go drink some water. And even if you did go drink some water, because it definitely doesn't work if you don't drink enough water- Okay, so you get it right.
Speaker 1:She's awesome. I had to have her on. I immediately commented on this TikTok and I said I was going to send her a DM and she's like I never checked my DMS and I never really read my comments and yours just stuck out. And I checked my DMS and here we are. Some things are just meant to be. An energy speaks for itself, and if you're in my world, I think you're starting to get that right.
Speaker 1:We recorded this interview a couple months ago and the exciting update is that her metaphysical shop is up and running on Buckley Space Force Base. Monica's stories are absolutely wild, so stay tuned. You are in for quite a ride. Let's get into it. For quite a ride. Let's get into it. Monica, welcome to the podcast. We were just hanging out and I was like I need to start recording because we're talking about way too much good stuff. So awesome. Yes, let's do it. I'm excited. You just told me that you are in the middle of opening up your business. Yeah, tell me more. That's really exciting. So I own a metaphysical shop. It's called Conjuring Craft.
Speaker 2:Let's start with the fact that I own several small businesses and yeah, tell me more, that's really exciting. So I own a metaphysical shop it's called conjuring craft. Let's start with the fact that I own several small businesses, and every single one of them has been started out of the premise of me wanting to buy stuff, because I have a shopping problem and I'm not afraid to admit that or are you an? Expert curator exactly if you're gonna have a shopping problem, have a selling problem too. The main thing that I sell is mini incense.
Speaker 2:A lot of what I do is about setting the intention or setting the energy, the feeling of the space that I'm in, and scent is the absolute easiest way to do that. Scent is the human strongest memory receptor. Even the way that you taste food has to do with how you smell your food. A lot of how you experience the world is through your nose. It is one of your strongest fight or flight senses as well. If you smell smoke, you're going to turn. You know, everyone knows what certain scents smell like, even things like natural gas and stuff like that. That is deadly If it's in the air. It can kill with a spark. It's a poisonous gas that doesn't actually smell like anything.
Speaker 1:They make it smell like something, so that we smell it and so that we know wow.
Speaker 2:A lot of what we do is focused around scent and so when I'm trying to set the intention of the space, the energy of a space, if I just want to have a good day, when I'm cleaning, when I'm doing anything, all of those different things have a scent to them. When you're baking and stuff like that. So if I'm just going to sit down and do crafts, instead of like baking an entire pie before I do that, it's easier to just throw an incense that burns really quickly and it doesn't get overwhelming. And I do that for everything. If I'm cleaning, I open my windows, I go around the house with my sage and then I go around the house with one of my incense and I'll put music on and it makes it so inviting. If I could tell anybody any advice if you work from home, you have to make that space a space that you love.
Speaker 2:I promise things would be so much better, the space that you come home to. Every single time you walk in that door you should be like, oh my God, it's magical in here, Like there should be. No, I hate this place. We go through a lot of stages in life where we end up places where we don't want to be, and even in the most restricting of spaces, when I was in the military, I would sit down and I would, at the minimum. What am I allowed to have? The maximum of whatever I'm allowed to have. I'm going to have, if I can have decorations, just whatever it is that makes me happy and if minimalism makes you happy, then keep it that way.
Speaker 1:Your senses are going to be the fastest way to hack any kind of energy signature, because we are in a body. Right now we are literal soul level humans. So that is the perfect way to get into working with energy. It's with the body. So brilliant Love that. So then you went into this toxic relationship that took you completely by surprise.
Speaker 2:These dudes are out here pretending to be somebody that they're not really well is the thing.
Speaker 1:Okay, so with all these guys pretending to be something that they're not and you have all of these skills and sensitivities as a which, as a sensitive person, how do you walk that line?
Speaker 2:My friends are probably terrified that I'm out here in the world by myself some days. There are a lot of things that I'm just out here doing for the plot. I have absolutely been in relationships where I knew like my intuition was saying something's wrong and I'd be like, well, I also see that we're going to get to go on a trip here, so I'd be like, well, whoops.
Speaker 1:Worth it. I guess we're going to do it. Cost benefit analysis let's go.
Speaker 2:I'm like, let's go, and every single time, exactly what I thought was going to happen happened and I'm like, oh well, next.
Speaker 1:Well, I have to commend you for your courage actually, because that takes a lot of guts to to know exactly what you're walking into and be able to go in eyes wide open and just go in for the experience of it.
Speaker 2:I think honestly. I don't think that I would be able to do that if I wasn't in the position that I was most of the time. I understand that, like, every single one of the situations was always just a learning situation. If you always look at it from the perspective of the fact that you are just here to be enlightened, you will always be enlightened by your experiences. Literally every single thing you will actually be able to look at and be like wait a minute, what did I learn?
Speaker 2:and sometimes most of the time you're gonna be like, oh, I gotta stop being a bitch, I get it very humbling, um, because I mean, like most of the time, yeah, you are just like playing around with people who, hindsight 2020, you'd be like what was I doing? Dating that dusty scrub? Anyway, he could never and he was in here being disrespectful, absolutely not in my house well, we all have our lessons to learn.
Speaker 1:Let's just put it that way exactly, which is why I just go for it.
Speaker 2:I'm like, if it let, if I got led to the water, I'm gonna drink it there you go.
Speaker 1:How did you come to realize that you had extra sensitivities and that other people didn't have them, and when did you kind of start working with them on purpose?
Speaker 2:The absolute first memory I have of realizing that I could do something that other people couldn't was when I was probably. I'd be like three or four because, I realized that my parents couldn't hear me when I talked telepathically. My sister could, and I realized like and like she would even like explain it to me, like they don't do that.
Speaker 1:They don't get it, but we do. Yeah, they don't get it, but we do. What is your sister? What's the age difference? She's two years older than me. Okay, cool.
Speaker 2:So it's like you've always been together and you have this connection. Yeah, and when I started I think it was probably when my sister started going to school At some point I remember being dropped off at like the house across the street right Babysitters, and I hated that place. I hated that woman. There's nothing wrong with her, she was just stressed, I guess, and I could feel her stress a lot. I hated that feeling she had a lot going on.
Speaker 2:She was super overwhelmed and I really remember trying to like tell my mom and just realizing like oh my God, nobody even understands me, they can't do this. I remember being a baby and just like fully understanding adults, conversations about completely adult subjects, and I mean like less than one year old, less than two years old. I remember listening to conversations and like having opinions on it. A lot of times especially, I would listen to people and just be like, oh, they're silly, they just don't understand how any of this works.
Speaker 1:I know that feeling.
Speaker 2:And it's funny. It's funny as an adult because obviously, like you lose a lot of those abilities as you go through trauma. So then like I could start going through trauma and other things as I grow older and then like there's been times in my life when I have thought back or I've had like a memory resurface and I'd be like, wow, I was so much wiser when I was a child. I need to wait a minute.
Speaker 1:Let's reconnect with that girl.
Speaker 2:Oh yeah, Hold on. I was like wait a minute. I knew this what am I doing?
Speaker 1:Like well, we're out out here playing clown games with these clowns. I'm glad you had your sister, though, because so many, so many of us are out here winging it all by ourselves over here. Oh, that's amazing that you had your sister.
Speaker 2:Yep, I remember time in between like my lives, in between, like incarnations, and I do have very faint, but they're definitely there memories of like planning to come down here with my sister and me kind of being like you need to go first because like I don't have time for this when I come in here, and like when I get here I need somebody to already be able to get me stuff and do things for me.
Speaker 2:And sure enough, that's my perspective of our relationship as really young children is like I remember my first memory of actually communicating with her, like telepathically, but I remember I needed ketchup on my chicken nuggets because they were so dry, and she was over there like biting her little chicken nuggets when my mom had cut mine into tiny little baby pieces I had to be less than a year old, but they were dry and so I was just nomming on dry chicken nuggets but she had never given me ketchup. So my sister goes and starts asking for the ketchup, right, and my mom is not paying attention. They're arguing about a plant here and she's saying she wants ketchup and my mom's you know, they think a two-year-old's playing and she ended up giving me ketchup and they're like, oh, she loves it. But like it was not my first time trying ketchup, my sister had let me try ketchup because I looked at her and I was like what is that stuff on your plate?
Speaker 2:Why are you dipping yours in something? And mine are nasty? I remember that conversation, like all through our childhood we all kinds of things. My parents convinced her that she couldn't hear me and so she stopped being able to hear me. I know everybody always hears this story story from me and I'm like it happened. I'm not sure if she remembers it or not.
Speaker 1:Actually, Are you still close now?
Speaker 2:We're not probably as close as we used to be because we both live in completely different states and we have for a long time. I came in from school one day when I was like I'm going to join the Navy.
Speaker 2:I was too young to join my sister. He graduated high school and she was going to the community college and I came in September when I turned 16, I came in saying okay, I actually talked to the recruiter today and he said I have to wait till I'm 16 and a half, so I can't actually sign until March. And so I don't know if I gave her the idea or something that was an ROTC. I wanted to go into the military a higher rank, so I had gone on a trip where they took us to sit on the back of a KC-130. It's an in-flight refueling plane. So we got to drive to Seymour Johnson Air Force Base from Charlotte, north Carolina, where I grew up. We drove to Seymour Johnson Air Force base and we got onto the plane and we got to lay in the back of the plane next to the in-flight refueler they're called the boom operator in the air force while f-18s came up to the plane and we watched them in-flight refuel. And so I came back from this trip with all these pictures and all this stuff and showed my sister and I was like look how cool this was.
Speaker 2:And it was like a week later she came in the house was like I joined the air force. Whoa, of all people, you're gonna join the air force. You're gonna go like run stuff like this. And uh, sure enough, she went in to be a boom operator. That was what she originally wanted to do, but that job has a lot of math attached and she hates math. So she eventually was like wait a minute, this is not math test, that's. I don't want to be doing this my entire life and that's what that job entails. So now she's in logistics, but she's still in the Air Force.
Speaker 1:Wow, so she's still in.
Speaker 2:Yeah, she just hit 16 years, so she's going all the way. It's crazy. She's getting ready to go on another deployment sitting here, I think, so I was like that's wonderful for you. Yep, both of our parents are veterans too.
Speaker 1:Our whole family's been military.
Speaker 2:She left November 2008 and I left in July of 2009. You're in the military, you're gone. The opportunity to be close is not actually handed to you. You know what I mean. There's several times where you just don't even have your phone. And as soon as I joined, same thing. I went to bootcamp, went to school, got to my first squadron and within less than a year from getting there, I was in.
Speaker 1:Iraq.
Speaker 2:So we were both out in the desert different times, back and forth on deployments. All the time you don't get to see people for years sometimes. But we make, do we all did a really good job of trying to see each other when we could. We all spent a lot of holidays alone or out of the country as well too. But we see each other a lot more now that I'm actually out and I basically just do what I want for work. It adds up content creation right the possibility to do whatever you want.
Speaker 1:So, timeline wise, we're already talking about you being in the military. Let's rewind a little bit. Actually, let's go into the GATE program, because that's initially how I found you. You were doing this whole series, which was awesome. On the GATE program, which I wasn't a part of, I went to Catholic school, no Right. So I'm like wait, tell me more. This is incredible. And I always had heard of other kids in the neighborhood like, oh yeah, I'm in the gate program, blah, blah, blah, and I'm like OK, what You're doing, what now?
Speaker 2:Yeah Well, first I intended on doing a whole series on it but, to be honest, I have so much going on and I'm going to sit down eventually and answer some questions in the comments. I think that a lot of people really expected me to turn around and continue talking about things of that nature without realizing that that's not my. I make crafts for a living. I don't. There are people who talk about all kinds of metaphysical topics, et cetera, for a living and that is their focus and that's what they love. That was part of my life. It's actually really traumatic.
Speaker 2:That video going viral has kept me up at night. Even talking about it like that has been some of the scariest things for me. People ask me all the time, literally in my comments. All the time they say you're not worried, that someone's going to come from you? Fuck, yeah, I'm worried, but I'm so confident, I know how good I am at what I do I can say that no one's coming for me. Also, if anybody on this planet knows how good I am at what I do, it's the people that would come for me. So I know, and they know, that I would know, if they're going to come for me. So no, no one's coming for me, but like is it? Do they want to? Yes, is it a possibility? Have I gotten? Have I had interactions with people who I knew were sent to try to dissuade me from talking about what I'm talking about? Absolutely.
Speaker 1:Yes.
Speaker 2:That entirety, that a whole thing of the men in black and blah, blah, blah that people talk about coming up with giving them death threats and stuff that has happened to me. I just don't fucking care. I don't think that people understand. Like when you're looking at deranged, you're looking right here.
Speaker 1:I don't care.
Speaker 2:I do not care. I think that, like I said, a lot of people don't take it from the perspective, but I was the one that was standing out there in the war doing what I was doing. I'm not scared of a lot of things that people are afraid of.
Speaker 1:You've stared it in the face Like what do you have to? Absolutely have several times and also, I understand that none of this shit's real anyway. Afraid of what? Okay, so slow it down. What is the GATE?
Speaker 2:program. I'll mention it. It's not that I'm not going to sit down and do a series. I just have so much going on and I'm going to do it a different way. I'm going to let it pan itself out, but the GATE program itself for listeners that don't know, was a program that the CIA was and I'm pretty sure still is, running in schools.
Speaker 2:It stemmed from the Gateway Program, the Gateway Program most people have. If not, you can definitely just very easily look up the Gateway Tapes. It's a series of tapes that were meant to give you an existential experience. It's directions on how to manipulate energy, directions on how to astral project, directions on outer conscious things that the world has to offer right.
Speaker 1:Yeah, they're on Spotify and YouTube, by the way.
Speaker 2:Yep, you guys can find them. I definitely actually recommend going to look at them because it's good to know. I mean, listen to them, it's good to listen to things.
Speaker 1:A lot of people are afraid of them.
Speaker 2:They're not scary. I promise you when you do things like this, nothing that ever. If it's scary, you're scared of something within yourself. It's not scary. You're scared of things you don't know, maybe that's scary, I get it, I get it.
Speaker 2:But it is not. If you actually listen to them, nothing weird is going to happen to you. I mean, like something weird might happen but it's not going to be bad. On the other hand, something I will say very specifically about those tapes and going into the Gateway program and the Gate program, is that those tapes, from what they originally were used for in the military and what they have been declassified as have been altered, portions of them that are still going to be used for military use are not in the declassified portion because they're still using them.
Speaker 1:A lot of people talk to me all the time and they say, well, I've never heard of that. What program are you in there's?
Speaker 2:no information about it on the internet. Why the hell would there be information about it on the internet if they're still using it? Come on, guys, I know common sense isn't coming, but we got to get there. So the gateway tapes as they stand. They change them. You can listen to works for certain things, just the same way that if you sat down and did your own meditation, you could find your own ways to get to these conclusions.
Speaker 2:There are several people that have astral projected and have no clue what the gateway tapes are. But they're not going to give you all of your answers. They still don't necessarily want everyone to just come to full enlightenment, because then you're dangerous to them. They can use you, but not if you come to full enlightenment. The same way that I, when I joined the military, I knew that I could do what I could do. I knew that they didn't know when I kind of went in more as curiosity because I realized they wanted me to go do something. So I was like let me see what it is. But when I became aware of exactly what it was that I was doing, it's almost like reaching a little bit more enlightenment for me in the physical level. I was like wait a minute, I got to go. This is not good, I got to go. So they're not going to necessarily hand you the instructions on just how to get past the gate.
Speaker 1:I mean, if people knew their own power, we would be very difficult to control and that doesn't serve a lot of people.
Speaker 2:Yeah Well, one of the biggest problems is, if people knew their own power, they would have a hard time controlling themselves. So it's not just that we would be difficult to control, it's not just that we would be difficult to control, it's that, based on the trauma that we've all experienced, when you realize your own power, you have to have a lot of discernment in controlling yourself. You have to have a lot of discernment in what you realize you're able to do to other people. From my perspective, from what I know I've done in the military, I could very easily say I could fuck people up all the time, but I choose not to do that because I'm nice. There's a lot of people that have done a lot of things to me, not at all at all realizing how easily I could have turned around and easily ruined their lives, and not based on something that I did, just based on some like loop a backdoor that they didn't realize that they left open a situation that they put themselves when they didn't realize they didn't have the amount of leverage that they actually thought that they had, where they hadn't been covering their own P's and Q's, they hadn't been minding their own fricking business. So, you know, they come up trying to be mean to me and rude to me and don't even realize that, like I could turn around and slam them legally.
Speaker 2:I had a boyfriend one time. I wouldn't call him a boyfriend, he was a friend who went to prison. It was a white collar crime. He stole a bunch of money. He went to prison and then the pandemic happened when he went to prison. Originally he tried to not tell his family that he was going to prison, which was the worst idea. Zines are hilarious. Anyway, I go to a craft show one day, right, I'm selling items it's a vendor show and he sends me a weird text and I'm like I just get this really strong feeling I need to go home. So I tell my friend, I'm like I know it's like halfway through the show, but something's weird. We got to go home. I get home and he has taken all of the furniture out of my fucking apartment. What? Everything is gone. Everything the bed, the everything, except for my couch, the tvs, everything is gone, everything is gone. And he has now disappeared. He thinks into the night without a trace and he's written me this stupid, egotistical as hell letter that he left on.
Speaker 1:It was so stupid many layers of chaos right there, whoo I knew exactly where he was, I jumped straight on amazon.
Speaker 2:I'm'm psychic. Y'all don't understand how psychic. I jumped on Amazon and I sat down for a second and I started just typing, right, I typed an address. I know he was at that address. I get what I get right. I sent a book called Angry and Abusive Men to his.
Speaker 1:You may never see me again. But you got that back, bitch. But you got that back. But you got that back, bitch you're welcome.
Speaker 2:But I mean, like at the moment, he was not on my lease, he had just been released from prison, he was had an ankle monitor on, he was on probation. I legitimately could have called the police at that moment and reported it as a theft and I could have said I know exactly where he is, you're gonna show up and you're gonna find every single one of the things that was in this apartment. He had unplugged my cameras and stuff like that. So like I had recordings of the stuff, having been there before, I had a recording that day of him being there. I probably had a recording of his friend, his cousin, showing up to help him get the shit out of my apartment. I didn't look, but I legitimately could have called the police and been like this man, he's at this address, he stole my stuff, you will find it, and he would have gone right back to jail.
Speaker 2:No question, five year minimum. You just not only violated your probation, but you robbed somebody. You robbed an entire apartment and your cousin. You can go with you. I could have got two people that night like stop playing with me, but instead I decided to get online and send him a book because this bitch ass needs it. That's mercy. Maybe you'll fucking read something. Man Woo Again, when you have the ability, you have to have a lot of integrity on where you decide to use the power, and I got confirmation weeks later that that was exactly where he was. I knew I got the change of address letter in the mail. Stop playing with me.
Speaker 2:Stop playing with me. Y'all are crazy. You think I can't see everything that you're doing and that's not the first time I could have done that different situations, but like same premise with several relationships that I've been in.
Speaker 2:But they definitely have to have the integrity and have done the healing people get intimidated when you are doing something that they can't do, that they just can't do, especially in our society. We've got so many men that have been told just over and over and over you're the man, you got to be the leader, and boys don't cry and they don't show emotion and just all these other things that were not only designed specifically to block their chakra system block their energy, keep them low, keep them with all this negative energy stuck in their body.
Speaker 2:So they can't function out of intuition and they can't function out of love, literally. But they are told something that is just not true, what makes me think that they should lead the people. If you can have a whole tribe of people without the man there, because you incubated it and you had it and it needs to eat from you, then obviously you come with naturally born leadership ability. Animalistic instinct would tell you that you're supposed to lead these little animals that need you to survive. They're literally sucking on your titties for food?
Speaker 1:they're not.
Speaker 2:They're gonna die without that, but the dude can go away. Then, okay, maybe you weren't actually supposed to be the leader, but they're told this over and over and over and over, on purpose, by a system that doesn't actually let them be a leader to begin with, so that they think that they're supposed to do something that they can't. They can still control the rest of the population, but they can never actually get in charge.
Speaker 1:Right Control is not leadership.
Speaker 2:Exactly. But that's but. They don't want to control unless they get told they're supposed to do something that they can't do. So now they think they're supposed to be the leader. They don't actually have natural abilities to do that, because they were never supposed to naturally have to lead people. It's not that they can't, they shouldn't, they weren't supposed to have to do that, that was not their role, not to say all men, because there's several men that do, but most of them don't have the natural born ability to make decisions for a large group of people, rational decisions that works for everybody, because that's not how they think. That's why we don't see them having, you know, big babysitting parties, because every single one of those kids now needs to be taken care of and, if he is actually just bred, to make sure that he is safe, because to be a protector, to be able to go hunt, to be able to go gather, you only have to make sure you're working right, you don't have to make sure everybody else is working.
Speaker 2:You only have to make sure you're working. If that's what you're born to do. You're born to function. You are a piece in the whole machine, but you're not the director of the machine. The director of the machine is who's overseeing all the parts and doing the maintenance back behind the scenes. That's the woman. And then again, in our society, men get told you're supposed to be the leader, when really you're not. You're supposed to be the strength, but it doesn't need to be the leader. And then the trauma comes when they turn around and try to do that and it's just not what they're good at. And now they just start yelling and now everyone's upset again. I get why we see men acting like that. We have this whole culture of trying to be the alpha. What?
Speaker 2:alpha Gross, no one's asking you, actually, we're asking you to stop trying. We don't need you to be, we don't want you to be the alpha.
Speaker 1:Right, and it would be so much more beneficial Exactly For you it would be so much more beneficial if you would.
Speaker 2:Just when we have an alpha idea, we could give you that one thing that we need you to do and you could go do that one thing, and then everyone could relax. Yeah, we're not asking that much.
Speaker 1:Okay, curious, bridging it back to the gate program, Knowing what we know about society, patriarchy, all that right now as adults. Did you notice anything back then being in the gate program? Was there like? So interestingly girls and boys Was there like equal divide and just to recap the gate program.
Speaker 2:It was positioned as an accelerated learning program, right gifted and talented education, although like they also wouldn't let the parents in there to see what the curriculum was or what they were teaching, all kinds of stuff like that. And I mean, my mother was a teacher at our elementary school, so like when they're not letting the teachers in to see what the kids are doing, it's a little bit sketchy. So like when I told her I didn't like it, I wanted to get out, she was like yeah, I don't like it either, because how is that?
Speaker 2:Okay, yeah, those kids behind those closed doors. These random people are coming in from where to do what and they won't. Let us see it Like that's weird, right. But you know, whatever people turn their blind eyes to, whatever their kids are being taught, because they also, honestly, probably don't know what they would be teaching them themselves. So it is what it is.
Speaker 2:But the gait program girls and boys, everybody got tested as far as like preliminarily. I don't know if there was necessarily a higher I. I do think that there was a higher percentage of girls that actually ended up passing the first cognitive test and in the program but it was kind of even as far as it goes at that stage. I do know that the recruitment process from that program it's not that they're looking for anything, they're looking for specific things, people who score high in specific things and also have other specific attributes about them. Personally, I scored very high in psychometry. I'm really good at feeling the energy of objects. But another attribute that they were looking I'm a witch. Literally I am a witch in the sense of the energetic fact that I can affect physical energy. It sounds crazy to people, but I can affect the weather.
Speaker 1:Probably not crazy to the listeners of this podcast, but go on.
Speaker 2:It sounds crazy to a lot of people who've just never heard things like that. Like I can affect the weather. And I mean like it doesn't sound crazy to people who get it, because when I say that, a lot of people's eyes will light up and they'll be like I knew it.
Speaker 1:I knew it. I knew people could do this and I'm like absolutely.
Speaker 2:you can Like when you look outside and you think, like, did I just make it storm?
Speaker 1:Yes, the hell you did.
Speaker 2:I work best when I am in a group. I can most strongly affect physical energy when I am in a group, just like anything right, You're always going to have a covenant. It's always going to be the principle of the military. The way that they work and the way that they're harnessing all of this power, to begin with is witchcraft, just so you guys know. But it literally is. All the things that all, all of the things that they do are rituals. It's all repetitive. They're wearing uniforms, garments. Everyone's moving the same, doing the same thing. Your repetitiveness is a ritual. Every single time you wake up and do the same thing every single day in the military, it's a ritual. They're making you read out of these books. It's the exact same thing. Those are spells, babe. They got y'all. Anyway, mind you, the reason that I'm there is because I'm a witch. That's what they're doing and that's what I know how to do, because that's how it works.
Speaker 2:So I can affect other people's physical frequency. I can affect the energy of a room. I can change other people's physical frequency, a group of people I can change everyone's mood at the same time. I can change people's thoughts, and it takes a lot of energy. They create a lot of energy by creating a specific squadron and handpicking the people in that squadron, instead of just saying like let's fill this place with people that do these jobs. They literally from elementary school. They say that person and that person and that person. So you know they get thousands of people.
Speaker 2:And then from those people they start trying to contact them telepathically to try to persuade them to join the military. And if they can get those telepathic communications, there's just one more thing on that list If they come and they're getting those communications that they're sending, they're like, okay, well, they can hear us too, so that's something we're looking for. So every single time you have one more thing that they're looking for. It's like you pass through another gate. And then, obviously, in the astral realm, when you get communication, when I get energy, when I see if you can see that far into the future, if you can read energy that well, I feel all the things that are going to happen as well and they know that. They know that I see what's going to happen in the future. They know that I know that I'm going to end up out in a war and I'm going to go through difficult. The difference isn't like just saying difficult from a surface level, of saying it's going to be hard, or like actually knowing, feeling, seeing the level of difficulty that you are about to be up against, the mental strain, the physical strain. So they know that I know those things.
Speaker 2:And if you're not afraid of them one of the things that, uh, we all operate in frequency fear is a very, very low frequency energy. You can't do any of these magical skills if you're afraid to operate in that zone, if you're afraid to do things like go out into a war, if you're afraid to get shot at even things like that, if you are worried about it, even you can't do it. So if they are sending these telepathic signals and you're basically passing these tests, you pass their written tests, you pass their little card tests and their mental tests and then now you're passing their tests of getting the telepathic information and then you pass the test of are you afraid to do this to begin with, like, if you feel that energy and you know what's going to happen, you actually can't do that. Are you worried about it? And if the answer is no, then yeah, you're in there. They want you in that squadron.
Speaker 1:So all these, tests that you're mentioning. Are they in the GATE program or is this like a wider Nope, this is a wider nope.
Speaker 2:This is way bigger than the gate program bigger okay, the gate program was a very preliminary. Let's find somebody that we can monitor throughout the rest of their life and see if we can even get them towards us um so, from then, that squadron that I was in and you asked about separating but like, were there more boys or girls?
Speaker 2:the reason that that squadron exists? The special operations teams first of all. Let's never, ever say that the military does anything for one specific reason, even the fact that I was in there as a psychic, but like, you're not just going to fricking stand around and be psychic, fix something, do something. If you're in here, you better work right. The special operations teams first of all. They got to get where they're going. Helicopters, that's how they get there. You don't need the same level of training for helicopter mechanics and helicopter pilots that you need for the special operations teams. So there's no reason to have that as the same people we are considered special operations support in that squadron. But the reason that that specific squadron that I was in because it currently doesn't exist. It commissions and decommissions for conflict Only when there's a time of war, only when there's a specific mission, only when we have somebody to go get.
Speaker 2:You can find information about the squadron on the internet. It's called HSC 84, by the way, it started as HAL 3, it decommissioned, it returned as HCS 4, and then it changed to HSC 84, which is the one that I was in. It does have a sister squadron, hsc 85. That still exists. It is still in commission, it's in San Diego, they're all the time. But 84 is the one that goes out to conflict. Hal 3 was Vietnam, hcs 4, I believe, was for Desert Storm and then HSC 84 was for Operation Iraqi Freedom, enduring Freedom and New Dawn. So which were the three that I deployed for? But that squadron again exists because they need women in that squadron, they need women around the special forces teams.
Speaker 1:Are you saying that that squadron is all females?
Speaker 2:No, not at all, Actually when I got there, there was only four or five females there's barely females but they need to have a place specifically to put the female psychics that they find, because we have a much stronger intuition and, honestly, they need to have things set up just in case, right so they have to have that there just because when they do find the people that they're looking for, nine times out of ten they're women.
Speaker 2:But they couldn't have women on the special forces teams. Obviously I said obviously, we'll get to that in a second, but it's not so obvious why they don't. I'll tell you, guys, and it's not why you think. But uh, they have to have a squadron that can be in contact with what the special forces are doing but can also conceal a female psychic. I can't just ride around with the seals in the helicopter. They'd be. What the hell are you doing? Why is she going? Literally, what is she there for? Women aren't on special forces. There are only women in special operations support. There were never women in special operations For one. That's a safety issue. These guys, some of them, are legitimately huge If we're all out in a combat situation. I don't even have to explain what the Navy SEALs get into, because we can watch movies and we can get enough of a thought right.
Speaker 2:But at me as a 126-pound, 5'7 female can't drag a dude if he's shot. I'm not useful in that situation. I can't help right, that's not my skill set. And if I'm just there because I'm the psychic and I can tell you if something's going to go wrong now, I'm just a liability to get shot. I can't keep up. The reason that they now allow women into special forces and I love to set this record straight. A lot of people think that they had this like epiphany, that they're like yeah women can do things too and like women's empowerment Wrong.
Speaker 2:They need to make sure that if John shows up one day and says, guys, I identify as a woman, but John is a trained Navy SEAL, that John doesn't get sent home because John is needed. John is a special person. There's only a certain amount of people very, very, very, very, very small percentage of the people who even have the balls to try to be a Navy SEAL, actually get through that. And if John decides he wants to wear a dress and show, then by all means, but we still need you, but we still need you Got it.
Speaker 2:This has nothing to do with women's empowerment. They get women close to the special forces operations teams and the reason that they need women still on those teams basically is through the special operations support squadrons and through people like me just hanging out pretending to be not pretending to be an aviation electronic technician. I was actually working on this. I was absolutely not pretending we were working, um, but at the same time I have basically like a double job that I'm just not allowed to tell anybody. I I would have gone to the grave with that secret.
Speaker 1:And so why are we talking about it now? What's what's different? What's changed?
Speaker 2:You want to know what's funny? Yeah, I'm going to. We're going to spill some tea that I don't even know who cares at this point. I got pissed off in January. I this is a long story I got pissed off at a lot of people. Actually, it was a culmination of a lot of people pissing me off. First of all, I'm out of the military. The information that I have, based on what I've done, is a lot of the information that they're trying to keep secret. But I'm also know what I am and am not giving out. I wouldn't give out information that necessarily puts anybody in jeopardy. If that squadron were to commission again, it's not like you would know or know who, or ever ever be able to figure out whether there even was or was not an active psychic in that squadron working. It's not how it works at all. Not only that, the person who is the active psychic in the squadron might not know that they are the person that's doing.
Speaker 2:That it's legitimately, it's true. I can't even. There's a lot of people in the military right now that are in positions doing something that they do not know that they are there to do. They are working completely under the guise of a job, not realizing that their intuition, specifically in that squadron, is actually so much stronger than everybody else's that they don't realize it. But if something goes wrong, it will activate the's that they don't realize it. But if something goes wrong, it will activate the feeling that they're supposed to activate right. That being said, let's get into why. Why I'm snitching um. I, I have severe ptsd. Good god, I can't wake up and work um and main like by the time the pandemic started, I was so happy when I got laid off because I I remember it was about two weeks before everyone actually ended up getting laid off. I went a full week where I couldn't even get out of bed.
Speaker 1:I was so depressed I couldn't go to work.
Speaker 2:I mean like I was.
Speaker 2:I had used all of my off time by like February of 2020. We'd start in January. So, like I couldn't work anymore, I was mentally not making it and I tried to apply for disability through the military but somebody did my paperwork wrong and they denied it. So I had to send it to the Veterans Board of Appeals and it sat there from April of 2020 until earlier this month. No, literally, so I mean like that was in 2020.
Speaker 2:I was living in Dallas. I mean like I started trying to work on my business. I was doing everything else to try to have a job because my brain just could not allow me. I couldn't take care of myself. Like right, yeah, deteriorating my brain is literally melting from combat trauma and a traumatic brain injury and just being in the military in general and just all these other things I'm trying to keep up with.
Speaker 2:I had two houses at the time. I lost one of them. I was so sad, like my tenants lost their jobs as well during the pandemic. The house sat empty for six months and I mean like I could have saved it. I legitimately had the option to sit down and do paperwork to put it into forbearance and save my house. And I would have still had it today. But I was so sad that I could not. I couldn't get to the mailbox, I couldn't mail the paperwork and I didn't care. I thought I was going to kill myself. I didn't care, but it's okay. I had two houses. I got a backup house. I still got a second one.
Speaker 1:That's why you always get two Silver linings up in here Silver linings up in here.
Speaker 2:I was trying to find ways to not have a job. Like I said, I'd sent that to the Board of Veterans Appeals. I ended up moving to Michigan with that boyfriend who then started being abusive immediately. So I ended up back at home with my parents.
Speaker 2:I didn't want to be there, but I ended up there during a year when my sister and her husband or ex-husband at the time, both ended up on deployment at the same time, like their whole wing went overseas. Her son ended up with my parents, so I ended up there at the same time as him. So that was cool because I actually yeah, and I really loved being there.
Speaker 2:To be honest, I cooked my parents dinner every night. They miss me because they've lost their entire personal chef and I, you know, just did stuff around Charlotte. I grew up there. I don't like it, I would never stay there, but I got to hang out with my nephew and help while he was there and help my parents who are getting older and I got to make them dinner every night and stuff like that. So that was.
Speaker 1:I love taking care of my family, so yeah it was a lot of fun.
Speaker 2:So, uh, I I wanted to get a job. I wanted to move out. I decided I'm going to move to Denver. I feel this intuition. I need to move to Denver so I can start my business. But I needed money to move to Denver. I had a lot of debt to pay off, et cetera, et cetera. After my boyfriend my ex-boyfriend had destroyed my business, and so I knew a friend at the time who offered me a job. This is a crazy story. By the way, just if you're ready for this, this gets wild.
Speaker 2:April 2023, I drove across the country to go help my grandparents out. They're also getting older. My grandmother fell, she was in a nursing home, et cetera, et cetera. I drove from North Carolina to California to stay with them for a month and help out. While I was out there, a friend of mine that I met in Dallas was going to the Space Tech Expo in Los Angeles that's held every year at the convention center, and she was working as a sales representative for a company that I shall not name on this podcast right now. Look, they better watch out, because I honestly don't give a fuck. I'll start naming it. They're on your list. I'll give y'all a whole government out.
Speaker 2:Sue me because they can't do shit because they know what they did. Anyway, I started working for this company. It was based in New Hampshire. Long story short, let's skip all of the small drama, that wasn't important. They ended up hiring me as the director of engineering for the company.
Speaker 2:The company, to be honest, it was a disaster, worse than a disaster. The condition that the company was being kept in cleanliness and tools and all that. It's terrifying and I can't even, I don't even want to say it because it would cause it's a large industry. Let's just say I'll say it's a large industry that could keep you, that could fall out of the sky. We'll stay there. Also, I'm an aircraft mechanic, so just keep that in mind. But it's bigger than that.
Speaker 2:Aside from the company just being a wreck no structure, no hierarchy, no, nothing. Hierarchy, no, nothing. Terrible job, terrible people. The president's wife was doing several jobs and was also hr and all these other things was completely aside from the fact that this woman five inches from my face, shoving her fingers in my face, saying I have worked under the stress of machine gun fire, like no, you haven't. You were a clerk at a federal court for two years. You haven't worked under the stress of machine gun or anything, and you couldn't even imagine. Why would you say that to a combat veteran? Why would you say that to someone who.
Speaker 2:I have nightmares about that. Anyway, that company ended up deciding to move me to Denver. I originally was going to quit because even my own parents were like I wouldn't believe that half of that stuff had happened if it hadn't happened to you. We went to a company dinner. One time she shoved her fingers in my soup. This is the president's wife. That's disgusting. And the HR representative oh good, yeah, like stuff like that. The whole company. I mean like just disgusting people, racist. The president himself.
Speaker 2:We're working with engineers from NASA. These are some of the top engineers in the country and this man's over here asking them what they think of his hot, young black director of engineering. She's hot Like the fuck when we go on flights and he says things to me like well, I want you to experience first class once in your life. Bitch, I've flown on Air Force Two. I got flown to a deployment on Air Force Two. Stop, I'm important. I don't think y'all understand, so things like that. Anyway, they decided to move me to. I was going to quit. I was like this place is terrible, you guys are terrible. I was like I'm going to work here for the rest of the year and I'm taking my ass to Denver, because I hate this. He had the bright idea We'll pay your moving expenses, we'll move you out there. Sure, let's go Absolutely. He had the whole plan. We'll pay here in June.
Speaker 1:Paid my living expenses and everything like that Great.
Speaker 2:In July he decided that they didn't actually have anything for me to do out here, so they weren't going to pay me anymore. So now I was living at home with my parents and I was in a financially safe position. Because I still struggle to remember to brush my fucking teeth. I don't think people understand how bad PTSD really is when you have gone out to combat. It's not even necessarily about like the things that you've done or whatever. It's being out there and being on the ground when a bomb blasts near you does something to you that you don't realize it's doing energetically and it comes and takes a toll on you later in life when you just think that you're coasting along, going fine.
Speaker 1:Especially as an energetic person like you are.
Speaker 2:Yeah, and I mean like again, I, everything that we did out there. They don't even know I was out there doing. On top of all of the trauma of a normal life, I have the trauma of every. I can see other people's thoughts. They came back from murdering people and I could see it. I could see it, I could smell it, I could hear it, I. They came back with the spirits of the people that they killed that I can talk to. I came back, I like, I like shook. I was 18 years old what the fuck was that?
Speaker 2:And, like I said, so now fast forward to 2024, all of 2024, I'm working for this company. That's just absolutely disrespecting me, treating me terribly. They moved me to Denver, they shut off my income, but they say oh, you can still travel and do our service work, perfect. So now I'm supposed to be traveling twice as much as I was to begin with, which is stressful for me because I'm still trying to get my business set up. I have my cat, I'm on my own, like people don't realize, and I'm still struggling with PTSD. I'm just able to make the income. No, they send me on one service trip a month. I barely go anywhere. I'm not making any money. Literally, I'm like struggling. I was eating nothing for fucking weeks at a time, sometimes like cheese and tortillas, because they're not paying me enough. I still have a house. I still. I'm in a $3,000 a month apartment that I was affording when they were paying me, but then they just shut my income off and I was like you gave me no chance.
Speaker 2:December comes, the girl that was originally my friend, that was a sales rep for the company. She's going to go back out there and do whatever they're doing because they've got some stupid stuff going on that they don't know about and she wants me to watch her cats for her. But I am at home making crafts because I sell miniatures for a living, because the only money that I can get because this dusty ass company cut off my income is from selling earrings and shit. She gets mad that I won't watch her cats for free. She only lives like half a mile down the street. She wants me to go down there twice a day and puff an inhaler in her 12 year old cat's face and I tell her like I can't go over there every day. This was a trip where she ended up taking her cat with her anyway.
Speaker 2:First of all, it's hard for me to leave my house. She wants me to get dressed and go out in 20 degrees when it's raining, snowing outside, to go half a mile down the street when I'm making stuff, and for me that's like a two hour process of coming to a stopping point of what I'm doing cleaning everything up so that my own cat doesn't get hair and things that I'm sending to people. This is my business. I'm a again disabled veteran. Can you please cut me a fucking break and understand that I can't go watch your cat? And on top of that, you want me to do it for free. I don't have any money to begin with. I tell her that very respectfully.
Speaker 2:She immediately writes me back and says oh, you're being a bitch already, blah, blah, blah. And I was like if I'm such a bitch, figure it out on your own. These are your cats. None of this has anything to do with me, but that's how you're going to act when I'm doing something for you as a favor. I was like you need to watch how you talk to people. She said that chip on your shoulder is even making your outfits, just laughed and I wrote her back and I said you dress like a circus clown. And I must have hit a fucking nerve because she because she wrote me back immediately and was like stop messaging me or I'll block you. Right, let me show you what kind of nerve I hit. You're this is gonna. This escalates to the point you couldn't imagine when I said that she messages me and says stop messaging me or I'll block you. But I'm like you're not about to block me because she has my spare key. We live in Colorado. She had my spare key from my apartment on her key ring in Manchester, new Hampshire, on her car keys Anyway. So I got mad that she had my key. She says I will block you and I say don't, I'm thinking like you have my key. So then she blocked me. Like five minutes later I look I'm blocked, right.
Speaker 2:She came home and went down to the Denver County Court Office and she filed a restraining order on me and in the restraining order this is a civil protection order it asks you like what has this person done that makes you think that your life is in danger? And she wrote that I wouldn't watch her cats. I texted her to ask for my spare key back. And I wouldn't watch her cats. I texted her to give her, to ask for my spare key back and I wouldn't watch her cats. And then the last statement. She wrote that I'm a Navy combat veteran with severe PTSD and several weapons and I threatened to use them frequently. And then in one of the statements she wrote I mean like they were escalating she wrote I had threatened the life of the president of the company that I work for and I threatened to shoot up the airport. So she went in there, told him to fire me. He turned around and fired me. This was all in December.
Speaker 2:Right January 6th I had to go to the fucking courthouse to wipe her ass across the courtroom floor about the fact that we don't call the police because people don't want to watch your cats, and the judge had to give her a very stern talking to while she cried it's disrespectful. People go for a civil protection order, people go in there and don't get them granted until they're in fucking body casts. This girl did it about her cats Like stop playing. At that moment I realized like what am I going to do? Like what am I going to do? I legitimately have zero income right now. My disability is not coming because it's sitting at the Veterans Board of Appeals.
Speaker 2:So I wrote them an honest letter and said this is my situation.
Speaker 2:I'm in financial distress, I need help.
Speaker 2:I'm a veteran, I can't work. If you open this and you don't do anything about it, then I guess my death will just be on your hands, right? I got a letter back that said it will be dealt with in the order that it was received literally again. And then I got pissed and this is how this ties back into the GATE program and I woke up one day and I had that email that said or it was a letter I opened the letter that said they'll deal with my appeal and the you know, there's other people on the docket, yours will get there. That was the same thing that I got back the last three times and I jumped on video where I started and was like you might not remember, but if you were in elementary school, you were in America, you were tested for the GATE program and within minutes of putting it up I mean like minutes it had several thousand. Like three minutes later I looked at it and I was like all right, there's like three or four thousand people on there.
Speaker 1:I was like there you go.
Speaker 2:That's what happens when you piss me off. And the comments started flooding in. Everybody started saying the same thing. They were like oh my god, I had forgotten this happened. You just unlocked a memory for me. You just did. And this is exactly why no one's coming for me, because if I can wake people up like that, I'll fuck everyone up.
Speaker 2:That whole story culminates in the fact that the reason and quite literally I was in the shower that morning thinking like what am I going to do? And I'm pissed at this bitch for taking me to court and I was like you know what I'm about to get out of this shower. I'm going to make a video that's going to wake up enough people that the government is going to realize they need to turn around and grant my shit, or I'll wake everybody up, like I can do it in little increments or I can do it all at once. Y'all don't want me to do it all at once, and so I did it in a little increment.
Speaker 2:And the amount of people that turned on there and they said oh my god, I didn't remember. You just unlocked the memory, you just reminded me of so many things. I posted that video on like a thursday or something like that monday morning I had a uh letter that said that my appeal had been advanced on the docket, like that's right by magic as if by magic, as if y'all were like oh no, you don't have to do that, don't wake everybody else up.
Speaker 2:Like that's exactly what happened. You're probably the first person that's heard that story, other than my friend shannon. But thank you, don't piss me off, because I will. I will wake everyone up anyway. That's how that video ended up getting made, which is why I said like then a bunch of people thought that I was going to start making like more videos of. I wasn't even intending. I didn't wake up thinking like I need to enlighten the world on this one video. I was actually just pissed because what do you mean? I get to get thrown around by some company that's just putting everybody on the planet's lives in danger. To be honest, I I've done everything that I could to try to whistleblow on that company for the atrocities that they're committing, but we'll see what happens.
Speaker 1:I will blame it all on one person.
Speaker 2:If anyone wants to know who did this, that bitch that took me to court- when everyone wakes up, all over the cats, it were.
Speaker 1:It was those cats that awaken the world, literally. It was those cats that awaken the world.
Speaker 2:Literally, it was those cats that awaken the world, because she pissed me off. And that's what happens, literally. I put that video up and it's still getting posted, that same video. Yeah every week I get someone that sends me another pages post of that video and they're like hey, this is you, and I'm like I can't hear my voice anymore.
Speaker 1:I know, okay. So with all of this, now you're sitting with taking care of yourself, dealing with PTSD, dealing with the very human logistical paperwork bullshit of the world, and also being so energetically sensitive and feeling everything that we're going through as a collective and everything that's coming. That's a fucking lot.
Speaker 2:I'm also starting a business In speaking on how I manage all of those things. At the same time, it's interesting that you say that I actually just had a client say to me how are you doing so much? Aren't you overwhelmed or are you just like really overwhelmed and not saying anything? And I was like no, I'm not really overwhelmed, because I'm not telling myself that you're not actually overwhelmed until you get to the point where you can't say it as somebody that's been to that point.
Speaker 2:you're not actually overwhelmed until you realize I'm afraid to even tell anybody, I'm afraid to tell myself, I'm afraid to acknowledge that I'm overwhelmed. If you can still say this is too much shit, then it's not that much shit. Then you're okay, you're still good.
Speaker 1:PSA for everybody in the United States right now. If you can actually still complain that you're still doom scrolling.
Speaker 2:You're actually fine, yeah, if you look down and you say I need to be doing something else. I'm wasting all this time. You're so good If you can actually say that to yourself. There's days that I've been doing that and I didn't realize I was doing that. You get to a point where you can't say it to yourself. On the other hand, I also had to explain to her that's how you get there is saying it to yourself when you're not there. If you keep saying I'm overwhelmed when you're not overwhelmed, eventually you will be that overwhelmed because you're creating it Every single day. You're feeding yourself a little bit more of overwhelm. You're saying, up, today we're more overwhelmed than we were yesterday and then we're gonna be a little bit more overwhelmed tomorrow. Like if you just say I'm not that overwhelmed, I have a whole bunch of shit to manage, yeah, but like I'm managing it, I'm getting a little bit of everything done every single day, then yeah, it is what it is and if, if I don't, then oh well.
Speaker 2:I've ignored things for five, six years before, and then, when I turned around to figure them out, they were still right there. So get your shit off.
Speaker 2:Who cares Exactly? So, yeah, it is a lot to manage and I mean, like I'm doing it. I can't say that I don't experience stress or anything like that, but I also I'm having fun doing what I'm doing, and one of the ways that I teach people to manifest is to stay in the same headspace that you used to have when you were a kid. Kids can manifest things because they can pretend, because they actually are able to detach themselves from their physical reality and let their mind create those things to the point where they remember that they're there. If you create a pretend house in your driveway with your friends when you're little and you say that's the bedroom, that's the kitchen, you remember where those rooms are.
Speaker 1:You don't make it so real.
Speaker 2:Yep, you make it the toilet, you make it so real to the point where you knew the structure of that house. A lot of people would probably be super surprised to find out that if that was how they pretended a lot when they were little, they probably grew up to have a lot of the things that they didn't realize they were doing in their childhood play sessions. They were thinking I'm going to have this house, I'm going to have this family, I'm going to have this, this and that and car and blah, blah, blah.
Speaker 2:They don't remember that as an adult they have a lot of those things I just happen to remember and I happen to also realize that that's how I got them and so I tell people all the time stay there. And that's what I do with my own business. I don't wake up energetic and ready to tackle my business every single day, and nobody that has a small business or works for themselves is going to do that. It's not fun every day.
Speaker 2:It's a lot of work. You don't want to get up and do it, you don't want to edit, you don't want to post, you don't want to whatever. I wake up every day and when I feel like that, I pretend that I am a child again and I think how would I have imagined this as a child? I would have woken up and I would have told myself I'm a big executive of a big company and I live in a big city and I live in a really nice apartment on the top floor and I have a great view and I can look around and all those things are true. And then I'm like wait a minute, this is exactly where I want to be Hold on.
Speaker 1:What am I doing? Why am I?
Speaker 2:sad, Like let me just get the small things out of the way so I can enjoy the reason I wanted to do this. And as you stay in that pretend zone, you realize you're actually affecting higher dimensions and that shit will start falling into your life I mean, like dominoes. People don't understand how much power you really have to just make things show up.
Speaker 1:Can you think of any one story that's like that? That would be like what.
Speaker 2:Honestly, I could say I do a lot more manifesting for other people that I notice because, for myself. I'm just kind of like rolling with the flow and then like things show up, honestly, this entirety of the situation moving out to Denver, knowing that I was supposed to be out here, and now how it's changed to me, having found a physical location that's almost like uncannily perfect for my business.
Speaker 1:Do you have anything else that you want to share, any parting wisdom for all of us in the great collective awakening of 2025? Oh man, oh my gosh, hang in there, man, hang in there.
Speaker 2:We have so much going on. We're looking at political situations and just everything. Right, people themselves, everything is vibrating higher. Everybody feels a lot more. We're sensing a lot more. Drink water, drink a lot, a lot, a lot of water and hang in there. It is so much easier if you can see everything with a sense of humor and it sounds like a coping mechanism. It is a coping mechanism, but it's okay to cope. I think that a lot of our society, in seeing things like that, get the idea that like, oh, if you're using coping mechanisms, then like you have problems to fix.
Speaker 1:Yeah, it's fucking right, I have problems to fix that doesn't mean that I don't need to do something it's also so ableist Like oh okay, so you're not supposed to use crutches if you have a broken leg, or what Exactly?
Speaker 2:Exactly so. I mean like, yes, coping if you need to use dark humor to get through it. I mean like, use dark humor. I try to be really careful and really responsible about what I post on the internet and what I say when I post, because I know I have a lot of followers that don't take the things that I say with a grain of salt and they in their minds my brain is always on and everything I say is the holy grail and it's gonna happen. So I try to avoid saying things like it's gonna get worse before it gets better, but I mean I will say y'all should probably brace for shock. It's gonna get worse before it gets better, but I mean I will say y'all should probably brace for shock. It's gonna get worse before it gets better, but at this point it's just it needed to happen.
Speaker 2:I posted on my own tiktok that we needed things like the current administration. It's not to say that we love that they're happening, but we need things like this to happen so that we see why it's important to pay attention to certain things, why it's important to take everybody into account, why we would consider not just paying attention to the people that are in charge, but who else is going to be put in charge with them, right? What if that person is in charge, what will they do? Will they be, be fair? Will they be a leader? Again? These leadership things keep coming up, so like that's the most important thing I can tell. Anybody is again, hang in there, drink water, but, like that sense of humor, just see it as a bad boss. Every, everybody, everybody is a bad boss. Every single time someone's doing something wild, you probably can look at them and be like, all right, well, I wouldn't work for you.
Speaker 2:And I mean like, in that sense, don't work for people you wouldn't hire. If you look at your own actual boss and you think you're a clown, quit. Quit your job.
Speaker 1:Yeah, one last thing for holding the vision of the world we're here to build.
Speaker 2:Can you see it? Absolutely, and it's going to take some work.
Speaker 1:We got to cut out for us it's a lot. We got some work to share.
Speaker 2:There's people doing it. I mean, like, we've got you things like the podcast. You're waking people up. Every single person that you speak to, every person that sits down and listens to it, every single person that learns something from it. That's one more tiny energetic ounce of waking somebody up and everyone wants to think that it's going to be this large scale epiphany. And it's just not how anything happens.
Speaker 1:Yep, we're definitely playing the long game. So just like a marathon. We got to fuel up, we got to rest up, we got to have fun doing it.
Speaker 2:We got to find community and don't take everything so seriously.
Speaker 1:I know.
Speaker 2:It's literally. That's one of the things you see people getting into arguments on the internet and stuff like that. So if you open your phone and it pisses you off, close your phone. Yeah, go for a walk, go for a walk. There's no way you should be taking anything so seriously that some random stranger like y'all have to understand some of y'all are letting dudes that are sitting on their couches in their boxers with holes in their one sock that they're wearing piss you off. Stop. That man hasn't washed his balls in two days, like literally. If you don't realize that, that's who you're arguing with on the internet. When you're arguing, when you're letting someone make you mad yuck, that's not queen behavior.
Speaker 2:There it is Tap into your queen, exactly Letting these peasants on the internet upset you is not how we live and that's what people who have opinions and who would try to say mean shit to upset somebody on the internet are. They're peasants, or else they wouldn't be on the internet doing that, I promise.
Speaker 1:So true. So everybody who's listening, tap into that queen energy for a second. Really, just let that land, let that expand your energy, let that expand your body, meet your energy, just sending it out in all directions, grounding so powerfully into the earth and grounding so clearly into your intention. What kind of a day are you going to choose to have? What are you here to do on this planet? And go fucking do it Every day, every day.
Speaker 2:Every day is the best day of your life, amen.
Speaker 1:Thank you so much, monica. Such a good combo. Thanks for coming on. Yeah, it was so much fun, good I love getting on here and blabbing with people.
Speaker 2:And there's always something new. I've been for the last like year communicating with horses on a daily basis. Awesome, and it's just, it's wild. I sometimes don't even understand how it's so accurate. I literally have my friends. She texted me yesterday and was like, hey, he's giving us a problem with his shoes, blah, blah, blah. And I was like I keep hearing the word thrush. I'm not sure if that's like a horse thing, or I was like she was like oh my God, that's exactly what he has. I was like gosh, how do I know these?
Speaker 1:things that's so fun and see, that's how we can help. That's, yeah, that's so powerful.
Speaker 2:It's all it's out there and every, every single person has something. It's really important to not get ahead of yourself. Energy can be difficult to read, so like getting ahead of yourself, in the sense of like, if you're not ready to start giving readings, it's totally fine to be patient with yourself. People will have their like first spiritual awakening and out of nowhere they're like I have to share the gospel, spirituality, right, I have to give readings and I have to do tarot cards and, like you get in all these things. Don't think that you have to give answers. Everything is just slowly flowing along and it's your job to observe and enjoy.
Speaker 1:Exactly Observe and enjoy and learn and think critically Learn while you're observing and enjoying, and don't do anything stupid.
Speaker 2:Yeah, yeah, try to think while you're down here.
Speaker 1:I like it. Work on that noggin, I like it. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Try to think while you're down here. I like it, I like it. Okay, thank you so much. I'm going to go have some lunch Go feed your body.
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