Self Worth Breakthrough: Uranus in Taurus Sextile North Node in Pisces

Uranus in taurus sextile the north node in pisces: End of April - Mid May 2025

This episode poured out of me after weeks of exhaustion, restlessness, and sitting in what I can only describe as existential boredom. I share raw stories about my healing journey — from obsessing over weight and health, to releasing control in my business, to letting go of everything that doesn’t feel aligned — and how that surrender has magnetized more ease, clarity, and aligned opportunities than I ever thought possible.

We’re in a moment cosmically where your beingness is your wealth. Uranus in Taurus is sextile the North Node in Pisces, and the message is loud:

Stop forcing. Start trusting.

If you’ve been questioning everything, feeling stuck, or needing permission to stop hustling and finally believe in your value… this one’s for you.

No polish. No fluff. Just truth, simplicity, and the energy that’s been healing me from the inside out.

Book a birth chart reading, apply for my 1:1 mentorship, or get started with Higher Self Healing Codes (my self-paced astrology course) at my website here: https://rachel-varitimos-077f.mykajabi.com/

Transcript

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You may have heard before that your worth is in your beingness, but how many times do you hear something but don't actually embody it? You're like, yeah, that's nice, but I have to pay my bills. Well, if there was ever a time to believe that statement, it is right now. So currently Uranus and Taurus is creating an exact sex tile. That's a harmonious opportunity that you have to take, take advantage of. It's not just gonna happen naturally, but you have this opportunity in the cosmos to break through to a new way of relating to wealth, a new way of relating to value and worth, and your self-worth, and your beingness. And playing the long game and moving at the pace of nature and all of these things that has been completely trained out of society for a really long time now, probably like hundreds of years, but we're coming back to it. And Uranus and Taurus. Uranus, the great awakener. It wants to break us. Free, wants to like shake you awake basically. And it's not always comfortable. Is in that exact sex tile to the north node in Pisces this week, next week. And what's also hanging out with the north node is Saturn. Saturn the planet of responsibility, of discipline, of building in the material world of boundaries. And it's in Pisces with the north node. So I'm talking, I keep talking about the north node.'cause the north node, whenever we have planets making a connection to the north node, this is a karmic destiny point. This is something that has always, it's like the highest expression of where you're meant to go. Whatever's happening right now, it's wanting you to surrender to it. It wants you to surrender to your beingness as your greatest value. Surrender to the long game, surrender to the divine, to divine timing, and it can be scary for so many people because we've been taught that the world is logical. And I will share some examples from my own life because I have come to find that the world is anything but logical. Yeah, it's logical in really small ways that we can currently see, but it's really, it's really not that logical because there's so much going on behind the scenes that you can't see, and it's all based on energy. Actually, the world is way more energetic than it is logical. The logic follows the energy not the other way around. So you can't force in logic your way to getting everything you want, you know? So I'll give an example of my own life, because I think that's the best way I can really explain what I'm talking about. So I was a very responsible person from a very young age. It's why I begged my parents to let me go to weight loss camp when I was younger, when I was obese, and didn't have any friends because I, I just always knew that you can do something to change your reality. I. The thing is, is that what that weight loss ca uh, camp taught me, for example, is that it taught me to overcomplicate things. It taught me that more is more, more exercise is more, um, less food is more weight loss. Um, it, it was almost like pushing past the nature of who I really was. And keeping me disconnected from my body's natural rhythm. And one of my biggest first breakthroughs on my healing journey happened 16 years after that weight loss camp. After I completely overcomplicated nutrition. You know, I, I complete, I overcomplicated it to the point where I would sit up until 3:00 AM all throughout middle school and high school, researching how to stay thin and trying everything possible to stay thin. It continued on when I got to college and I got my degree in nutrition and I worked my ass off. I graduated summa cum laude and because I wanted, I put everything I had into finding the secret to staying thin, the secret to being healthy fee, and I thought that more was more. And what ended up happening was I graduated college. I thought that would give me the answers, and it never gave me the answers. And so then I, I took it another step further. Then I was like, oh, well. You know, maybe I need to learn a more functional way, a more like out of the box not school way to be healthy. And so I became a functional diagnostic nutrition practitioner and they claim to be this like holistic nat more natural, like don't listen to school. Like we're the right way, way to gain, like find that health. And still, I did not find it. If anything, I just got more and more anxious. The more I learned. The more I tried, the more I tried to control the outcome and use my fucking brain. And I remember there was just this breaking point where I had been studying nutrition and how to be thin for so long, and I was exhausted and nothing worked. And I was just like, I've tried everything. Basically, there's no answer. There can't be. And I gave up and I surrendered and I hit that, that release point. And soon after that, I just started eating Whole Foods, organic foods, moving my body, just listening to my body because I couldn't bear to overextend myself anymore. And in three months, my body weight normalized to a weight that previously was so hard for me to maintain, and now I was maintaining it with ease. I felt more connection to my body. I could feel how food felt in my body for the first time. I could feel why I was so tired for so many years. Like in college, I was always exhausted, and it's because I was trying too hard. I was using my brain too much, and I, I wasn't using my body. I wasn't listening to my body. I thought I couldn't trust my body. I thought I couldn't trust the natural signals that came up because I would overeat or I would binge or whatever, you know? I'd eat a whole pizza, like that's what my brain was telling myself. If I really listened to myself, I would ruin everything, but I got the exact opposite. I ate when I was hungry. I stopped when I was full. I ate organic, nourishing foods, and before you knew it, everything I wanted fell into my lap, health wise, and ever since then. I just don't give a fuck about what I eat. Like I eat really organic natural foods. I know I'll always eat that because it feels good.'cause I've built a true relationship with my nature. Same thing with working out the last couple weeks. I didn't work out that much despite I'm even going on vacation soon. Old me would be like, you have to work out to have a hot body to go on vacation. But I know that if I listen to my body, my body's gonna look way hotter than if I overextend myself and workout more now. And so I have such a relaxed relationship with food in my body, and we're working out now, one that I know I'll always eat healthy and I'll always move my body because I do it from a place of feeling aligned and good and healthy, and I feel abundant and health, to be honest, truly. So now I've recently learned a second place where that applies. And it's with money and it's with aligning my career with my passions. And I have learned how simple life is like in the simpler you make it, the more it works out. That's what Taurus is about. Uranus and Taurus awakening us. Scorpio, the opposite sign of Taurus. I have a lot of scorpion energy in me because my son is opposite Pluto. In my second house, my son's in the eighth house, which is associated with Scorpio, so I, I lived very scorpion, very control, control. The transformation more is more. But my path was always to come into balance. To transform, yes, but from simplicity and even my gene keys tells me I am here to teach people that simplicity is the way, simplicity is the reason I can hold so much. Fear that comes up and still not act on it anymore until I transform into something else. It's why I talk about the on this podcast all the time. Don't react from your fearful emotions. Don't react from scarcity. Don't react from only having so much time and thinking that you have to do something. Because of some reason your brain tells you that that's not the way forward. It's actually the way to keep you stuck in the same patterns is'cause I've learned this lesson so many times. It is undeniable to me at this point. And um, so anyways, so I feel like I've kind of got off track. So lemme get back on track because I wanna tell you another story about how I've aligned. Everything like my business, I met my soulmate Ryan. Everything feels so. I've just been having my mind blown the last couple weeks. Okay. Alright. There has been so many times in my life where I've hit a rock bottom and then been forced to just be bored as fuck and live in this like existential boredom and just be present. And every time I allow myself to go so deep into that presence and existential boredom, and I don't try to change my life or fix my life, is the moment when I get completely aligned on a new path that is so in alignment with me. And so it showed me that simplicity, like beingness is literally the key to you aligning with your highest timeline. So the last few months I've really been doing this, but it's been really intense. The last two weeks I have stopped doing anything I don't wanna do. At any moment in time, I won't even record a podcast consistently. If I don't want to, I am just saying no to so much and only saying yes to the very rare and few things I wanna do. And a lot of stories have come up the last four months and it's been. Oh my God, is this really gonna work? Oh my. And then me telling myself, well, it's worked so many times before. I'll give you some more stories after this one. And it's me even going back and forth. I'm like, this is the moment I truly surrender, because that's also in my gene keys, that I'm here to surrender and surrender and surrender. And that's how I teach people how simple life is. And I'm finally getting it all to click. Like I've, I've known my gene keys for a long time, but at this moment in time, I'm like, oh, I fucking get it. So. The last four months, I've barely been doing anything. I literally have been just doing whatever the fuck I want. I'm not trying to make money. I am not trying to form relationships with people. I'm not trying to do anything. I'm just listening to what I wanna do in every moment. And what that's brought me to the last couple weeks is all of a sudden, the last couple weeks I decided to quit cannabis. I use cannabis for sleep. I'm going to Italy. So I didn't want to like, like all of a sudden not be able to use cannabis. The first day I was in Italy and it kind of ruins my appetite. And you know, I'm a tourist. The whole reason I'm going to Italy is for the food. You. You sure as Shit, I was not gonna ruin my appetite by not being able to smoke cannabis the first night I was there. So I quit a couple weeks ago so that I'd be okay by the time I go there. I use cannabis for sleep, or I have for a long time. Oh my God. This is another story I have to tell after this. I have to side note this. There's so many examples I have, I'm telling you. Okay. So I quit cannabis and obviously I could not sleep. So my sleep the last couple weeks has been horrendous. So horrendous that I can't go to the gym. Um, I mean, I can walk and be in nature, but not heavy lifting or anything. And hold on, I'm always like trying to listen to my throat and allow it to calm down. I haven't really been able to work like. I haven't really wanted to record any podcasts until right now. I just haven't been able to do anything. And so I've literally been almost sitting in this like extreme exit and existential boredom because I'm not sleeping very well. I have no energy to do anything, workout, talk to people, talk to clients, anything. And I, my body started being like, oh my God, Rachel, you're about to go on a trip, you know? You probably should have gotten a lot of things done before you go on this big trip, and I realized today that I've done jack shit the last two weeks. Yet I had more opportunities, like bigger opportunities come into my life than ever. I soul aligned opportunities and I haven't had to lift a finger. Like partnerships, like all of a sudden all of these partnerships are coming in that I can collaborate with people who really feel aligned. Things I would've never thought about logically. And so it was, it's just like more evidence I've put into my evidence fault that it's not about what I do. It's literally about how much I nourish myself, how much I slow down, and how much I. I treat my body like a, I, I sent an email about this the other day, like, I treat my body like a$500 million painting. I would never fuck with a$500 million painting. Like you treat that$5 million painting like it's God, you know what I'm saying? You wouldn't force it to work out. I mean, maybe that's a bad example, but like you wouldn't force a$500 million painting to. Do weird things past its point to to prove its value. It's already a$500 million painting. It just needs to own that. It's a$500 million painting. And I've realized that the more I just treat myself with so much value, giving myself exactly what I need, that the universe keeps giving it back to me and I, and know it might sound like, well, that's great Rachel, but I have to pay my bills. I get it. I've just learned that the universe will always pay my bills as long as I do this. It's top priority and it's top priority for you too. So this is the other story that's really cool. So I've had insomnia almost my whole life, but it got really bad when I was 15. Almost all of the coaching, all of the deep healing I have done has been for my insomnia. It was partly why I was so obsessed with nutrition and figuring out how to heal my body and all these different things. It's partly how I got into so much emotional release type things and I've spent probably hundreds of thou, like a hundred thousand dollars trying to heal my sleep, going to everyone, and no one's been able to touch me even the best of the best. And recently, over the last month, I got this message from me just sitting and being, you know what? If you just take herbs aligned with the different planets and zodiac signs in your birth chart, and you don't make it mean anything, you just make this as easy as possible and you return back to nature just like everything else you've done. And so I figured out I'm taking Skull Cap, I'm taking Passion Flower, and I'm taking California Poppy'cause they're connected to my birth chart. And I know that these are not quick fixes. I know they're long term right. Taurus. All these things I'm talking about are about the small beingness, the little changes, allowing nature to work with your body, not trying to force it to heal. All of a sudden, not trying to force myself to heal my sleep with a million different, amazing, complex protocols. Those shit don't work in my experience. And maybe it's worked for you and that's cool, but. What I've realized is, is that I've been taking'em for a few weeks now, and for the first time my sleep's starting to shift and for the first time I'm not putting pressure on something to change my sleep. I'm just like, and I enjoy taking these things'cause they taste really good. I got like glycerin, tinctures for the herbs and I enjoy taking them. It's simple. It's easy. And I plan on taking these for maybe the next six months, maybe a little longer, but I'm not putting pressure on it like I have before.'cause I spent all this money and I have to do this protocol and all these different things. And it's the only, it's like actually working, like actually, like how fucking ridiculous is that? Like the simplest thing. And it's like, duh, Rachel, it's everything else you've learned in your life. It's always the simplest thing. And I think about like with Saturn being with the north node, how Saturn. It inherently blocks us.'cause we take things too seriously. We think we have to structure, we have to try so hard. This is what you have to do to get the results.'cause this is what everyone else has said, but Saturn and Paes wants you to listen to your energy. It wants you to surrender. It wants you to find a way that's actually connected to your energy and nature, especially with the sex tile to Uranus and Taurus. It doesn't want you to just keep forcing and building and hustling and acting from frustration. And so I just have had this like giant embodiment now of simplicity in my life because I can can't even tell you like simplicity and taking time off and trusting, following my fun and trusting the energy is how I became an astrologer. It's how I filled my first retreat with 14 people in one month when I never had any clients before to my name. Like if I think about everything that has aligned me in my life with something that felt like my highest path, like when I met Ryan, I was in another existential, bored and thing. I was working for my dad in 20 20 17, and I was reaching this peak craziness working for my dad because I was so bored and, um. I remember I was growing cannabis at the time and I was obsessed with cannabis. I had no friends who liked to talk about cannabis like me, so I applied to a dispensary and Ryan was the first guy I met when I got there, and that's how we ended up dating. And he became, you know, eight years later, he is my soulmate. Through and through everything amazing that's come into my life, has come through this way, simplicity and following my truth, and being brave enough to wait. And that is what? The astrology is giving you the opportunity right now, these next couple of weeks, Mars opposing, uh, Pluto, it's making, you wanna just keep pushing, but it's almost taking away your energy.'cause it's trying to, it wants to deeply transform you. It wants to see that you can trust yourself, that you were built uniquely and that's actually your greatest power. And that the more you slow down and trust who you are. Like, gosh, I have so many fucking examples. Okay, one more example. Um, like for example, I remember when I was younger and I lost weight and I was really studying a lot of nutrition. In the beginning of that health journey, I thought to myself, oh, since I overcame childhood obesity, I should help other people overcome childhood obesity. But I remember at the time I was like, but I don't want to. I just wanna focus on myself. It's just fun to focus on myself and then just share my experience and have them figure it out on their own. Well, I've also learned recently, and it's come to my huge awareness, I'm a six two manifesting generator. I am not here to fix people. I'm not here to provide solutions for people. I'm here to just be a role model. And since I've recently realized that the last couple of years, the more I just talk about my experience, the more I attract people who don't want me to fix'em, but they want me to mentor them and they wanna fix themselves. And those are my favorite people to work with. Like. Hands down, I fucking love those people, those powerful people who know that they can do it on their own, but they just want my mentorship. And then they wanna figure it out on their own. Like they wanna know my astrology advice, what like my ex experiences, how I would think about it. And then they figure it out on their own. Those are the people who have gotten the best results with me. And so like, it's like all of these things you've told yourself your whole life that you have been told that you can't do because it's not, it's not the nice thing to do or the good thing to do, or the whatever thing to do. If you can drop all those stories right now and really come into the knowing that your presence, your beingness is gonna give you all the answers that you fucking want and need. And it's gonna come not through answers in the mind, but a feeling, a pull you get if you slow down enough. So that's what I wanted to share. That's going on the cosmos right now. Hopefully this podcast awakens something in you. If you'd like to apply to work with me one-on-one, I'll put the application down below, um, to apply. I really appreciate you getting a birth chart reading with me first, so I'll put the reading link down below as well. I. If you just want to like be on your own journey, but flow with the cosmos and not ever need to talk to me and be at your own pace. That's what my Higher Self-Healing Codes course is for, is I teach you how to do the astrology on your own own, not to become an astrologer, but how to work with chat GBT in certain apps to align you with the astrology and then you figure it out on your own. Because again, those are the people I work best with. So I love you guys and I'll see you on the next episode.