Fake Love and Flying Monkeys
A Toxic relationship and Fake love looks real—until it destroys you.
Welcome to Fake Love and Flying Monkeys, the podcast that exposes the hidden dynamics of toxic relationships, narcissistic abuse, and emotional manipulation. Hosted by Nova Gibson, leading trauma-informed counsellor and Director of Brighter Outlook Narcissistic Abuse Counselling, this podcast is your guide to breaking free from the confusion, fear, and self-doubt that come with being entangled with a narcissist.
In every episode, Nova draws from years of experience working with survivors to explore the complex, often covert tactics used in emotionally abusive relationships—from gaslighting, triangulation, and the silent treatment to smear campaigns and intermittent reinforcement.
Whether you're struggling with a narcissistic partner, parent, boss, or friend, Fake Love and Flying Monkeys gives you the tools and knowledge to understand the abuse, trust your instincts, and reclaim your power—even if the narcissist has never been formally diagnosed.
This is more than a podcast—it’s a lifeline.
You’ll get:
Clear explanations of narcissistic behaviour patterns
Practical strategies for setting boundaries and detaching
Real talk about the emotional rollercoaster of trauma bonding
Validation, clarity, and a path toward healing from narcissistic abuse
If you've ever felt trapped in a relationship that chips away at your self-worth, this podcast will help you name it, face it, and finally break free.
You’re not alone, and you’re not crazy. You’re in the fog of narcissistic abuse—and Nova is here to help guide you out.
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It’s time to expose the fake love, silence the flying monkeys, and rewrite your story.
Fake Love and Flying Monkeys
Reactive Abuse Is Not the Same as the Narcissist Abuse
Have you ever lashed out in frustration after relentless emotional torment, only to be told you are the problem? That is reactive abuse, and it is not the same as the calculated, intentional cruelty of narcissistic abuse. They push you until you break—then call you the abuser.
In this episode of Fake Love and Flying Monkeys, we expose how narcissists provoke emotional reactions and then twist reality to shift blame onto you.
"They create chaos, then play the victim."
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Narcissists know exactly how to push your buttons, using manipulation and gaslighting to trigger an outburst. Once they get a reaction, they weaponise it—telling others you are unstable, you are the abuser. It is a classic blame-shifting strategy designed to discredit you and keep you trapped in self-doubt and shame.
We break down:
What reactive abuse really is—and why it is not actual abuse
Why narcissists provoke reactions—and how they use your response against you
How to break free from their manipulation—so you stop playing their game
Overcoming self-blame—so you can reclaim your truth and heal
Losing control after endless provocation does not make you the abuser.
If you have ever questioned yourself after a toxic argument, this episode will give you clarity, validation, and strategies to stay in control.
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Reactive Abuse: When the Narcissist Flips the Script on You
"You’re the abuser!"
Have you ever heard those words come out of the narcissist’s mouth—right after they’ve baited you into an argument, worn you down, and pushed every single emotional button you have?
If you've ever reacted in a way that felt out of character—yelling, swearing, or lashing out—and then felt deep shame afterward, this post is for you.
This reaction is what we call reactive abuse. And it’s something narcissists intentionally provoke to make you look like the problem.
What Is Reactive Abuse?
Reactive abuse happens when a victim finally snaps after repeated emotional manipulation, gaslighting, and provocation. The narcissist has poked and prodded you for so long that you reach your breaking point.
You lose your cool, and suddenly—you’re the villain in the story they’re spinning.
"See, there you go again, flying off the handle! And you say I’m the abusive one?"
It’s one of the narcissist’s favourite games.
Why the Narcissist Wants You to React
Every narcissist is hunting for narcissistic supply, and they get that by pushing your emotional buttons. Your reactions are their fuel.
They do this by using a well-worn tactic summed up by the acronym JADE:
- Justify
- Argue
- Defend
- Explain
If you’ve found yourself doing any of these during an argument, you were likely being manipulated into giving them exactly what they wanted—your emotions.
They are master manipulators. Over time, they train you to react on cue.
The Key Difference: Intent
Here’s what matters most: Intent.
- A narcissist’s behaviour is deliberately cruel. Their abuse is premeditated and used to control, belittle, or punish you.
- A victim’s reactive abuse comes from frustration, fear, or an intense need to be heard. It's a response to being pushed past the point of endurance.
You’re trying to regain control. You’re trying to make sense of the madness. But the narcissist is simply enjoying the performance they’ve staged—where you’re the one who looks “crazy.”
The Erosion of Self-Trust
Over time, narcissistic abuse erodes your ability to trust your instincts. You're conditioned to believe:
- “Maybe it is me.”
- “We’re both as bad as each other.”
- “I just overreacted again.”
But here’s the truth: It’s not tit for tat.
In situations involving domestic violence, coercive control, or narcissistic abuse, there is always a power imbalance. The narcissist is deliberately provoking; you’re reacting to actual abuse.
The Trap: Outsiders Often Can’t See the Difference
When both people appear volatile, outsiders may think you're both to blame. That makes the narcissist's job even easier.
They get to play the calm, rational one while you break down emotionally.
And unfortunately, that’s exactly what they want:
- To appear credible.
- To gaslight you and others into believing you are unstable.
- To use your outbursts against you.
The Setup: A Story from ‘Fake Love’
Let me share a story from my book, Fake Love.
Sophie was out dancing and having fun with her husband, Justin. Everything was going well—until he gave her that look. The one that said, “You’ve done something wrong.”
Without explanation, he abruptly told her they were leaving. He refused to speak to her the whole way home. He later accused her of acting like a drunk and being embarrassing. Then he locked her out of the house.
Sophie—confused, hurt, and a little tipsy—banged on the door, crying and pleading to be let in. The neighbours heard, and the police were called.
Justin recorded her outburst and showed it to her the next day.
Sophie was mortified.
Even though her actions were reactive and based on emotional distress, she internalised the blame—and Justin was able to use that incident as proof that she was the one with the problem.
This is the narcissist’s playbook.
Your Outburst Was a Reaction, Not the Problem
If you’ve ever found yourself reacting in a way that shocks you—screaming, sobbing, swearing, or even breaking things—look at the lead-up.
Ask yourself:
- Were you just trying to be heard?
- Were you being gaslit, stonewalled, or provoked?
- Were your feelings being invalidated again and again?
Because the truth is, you were set up.
You were handed a script and pushed to perform—then shamed for doing exactly what the narcissist knew you would do.
Reactive Abuse Is Not the Same as Abuse
The behaviours might look the same at first glance, but they come from two very different places.
- The narcissist is calm, calculating, and composed—on the surface.
- The victim is overwhelmed, panicked, and heartbroken—on the inside.
You didn’t plan to hurt someone. You were trying to survive the hurt being inflicted on you.
Let that sink in:
Your reaction is not who you are.
Your reaction doesn’t define you.
Your pain doesn’t make you abusive.
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Final Thoughts
The narcissist flips the script so that your very normal human reaction becomes their weapon. But the difference always lies in intent.
Next time you reflect on those moments you “lost it,” remind yourself:
You weren’t abusive—you were baited.
Let go of the shame. Take back your power. And remember—you are not alone.