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شو بيصير بكل الحكي اللي ما قلناه، لما فجأة ما يعود في وقت نقوله؟

بهالحلقة من Ask The Hood، منحكي عن الموت… بس مش بس عن الفقدان. منحكي عن كل الأسئلة اللي بيخلّينا الموت نواجهها: الندم، الأنا، الحكي اللي ضلّ معلّق، الفرص التانية، والحب اللي أوقات منستنى كتير قبل ما نعبّر عنه.

ليش بس نخسر حدا بتصير الأمور أوضح؟ ليش الاعتذار بيصير أسهل لما الشخص ما عاد قادر يسمعه؟ وليش أوقات منستنى لحدا يروح، لنعترف قديش كان بيعنيلنا؟

حلقة عن إنو نحكي، نحب، ونهتم بصوت عالي… طالما بعد في وقت.

What happens to all the things we leave unsaid when there’s suddenly no time left to say them?

This episode is a conversation about death not just the loss itself, but everything it makes us question: ego, regret, unfinished conversations, second chances, and the love we sometimes wait too long to express.

Why does death make everything feel clearer? Why do apologies become easier when they can no longer be heard? And why do we sometimes wait until someone is gone to say how much they mattered?

An episode about choosing to care out loud, while there’s still time.

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The conversations continue on my Substack with essays, poems, behind-the-scenes thoughts, and letters I don't always say out loud.

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Zakinit ta' lat fiw iltillo intamabtarof izira hinkkun aj dra bukraf abiddi al lakshi Atakad innu hasukun biddi ahki na driyam rami ħshu kint biddi illo innoq mislaqan nukanit lahza cinematik perfect mishlaan nukat natre illi iehakwena bstaannu Jani ħasurur innubukra mishmu kmun u sharuri kanim mahallo laannu waqta teni yom teta twaffit wa anakanandi ħsis inima ħsufha Basuwa Afni makan badjini ula bsali, wa na mata, ubada wafnahakim u maħkita qtaarfu min waqta wa nam fakir biha illahsa, ktiram fakir fiha ambadalat murha walay mitli flashbaks La nnu shubisir la ma shaqsalikut natr t ulluh al-kelme ma da ndubukrax finance bitmut u abla bisnin bitkun defna ma shara hui bada aish, adexfi kalimet minn kabia ki anna jarime, liswarit tabiran al ma shar dwarf min aknana izza atalit krimelil hob, bitkun ħsrit, awiza lit la ħada in na kista tillo bitkun alatmin imtak, awzatalabat fur sateniye bitkunu daif. Aymata sun ħafnil ħaj, admun ħafn-rafit Shubisir lammal massaj dallik tiktubia wuthiya utimsahiya. Shubisir lawhal massaj ma dirti astan pihayat iktipatya, ħajusa al baswantik Shubisir lama shaqsili kunt mistahi tahki ma wd illu maba afik thki la annu sarim nil Maddi wa azdin il Mahdi inno patalma wjud ma Les min waffir akbar kalimatna biddaffen awbiljanazat lex mistanna shaqsiruh lanul jerejtni tasalit yerejt ni harabit aktir lex phebbak asaltin eil b sot watila qabir ma inna kitul għal shaħaspa waish B'maħħalin ma bi tariat ima il-vernibiliti sardof Talamna innu izahabbejna hadak tiru psaraha min kun desperat inuza dalabna fursatanyye min kun pathetik inu izza harabna kirmil il-hob minn kun iħsirna karamitna. Unuzahtamena zjed nihna usal naħsirna. Fasurna wahtari fin pro bitm sil nuktub masaj mamnibata, mnait conversations ibrasna ma' nna ummra ma rahsir Ndanatalla al typing bubbel ali marhahty, niktub paragraphs kemle bademnim saha, naħada aknana innu awwal shaqs bitwasal wa shaqsataif nihmul usashob kemle brrasna, laanla waħkitab sothaali sar aktar inus Sukut, kaanu sukut ħamahada abil. Ga'anul mod binturna nkun jazina tafiyan, Ka'anu Bukra waqkamana contract wa alna ennu akidra hiji, shula bukra maija, fian maija. Nkin nihnaman halfnil hob aktimaman halfnil mut, laanul mod mafinanit hakamfi, ammal hob, zahabbar na annu munkan rufut. 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