Ep. 73 | Season One Wrap: Why I Disappeared + The Episodes That Broke the Internet

Controversial as Fuck

Controversial as Fuck
Ep. 73 | Season One Wrap: Why I Disappeared + The Episodes That Broke the Internet
Jun 11, 2025 Season 2 Episode 73
Hollie Wild

Hey legends, holy shit, we're back and it's been a wild ride. I literally disappeared for an entire month because I went through what I can only describe as an identity crisis mixed with the most intense clearing-out process of my life.

But here's the thing, today marks exactly one year since we launched Controversial as Fuck, and I'm bloody proud of what we've created together. So I'm taking you through the top 6 episodes that absolutely shocked me, especially number one, which came completely out of left field.

And yeah, I'm being vulnerable here, listening back to some of my earlier episodes, I can hear where I was speaking from ego instead of heart. My stance on things hasn't changed, but my delivery? That's evolved, and I think that's the beauty of growth.

So welcome to season two, legends. Nothing's off limits, I don't answer to anyone, and we're just getting started.

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THIS RESONATING? GOOD.
If this episode hit something in you that mainstream media won't touch, share it. Not for likes. Not for validation. Because truth deserves oxygen in a world choking on bullshit.

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REVIEWS MATTER.
Not for me, for the algorithm that tries to drown this kind of conversation. Thanks for making space for it.

Until next time,

Question harder.

Hollie

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