That Spiritual Girl Next Door

Ep 20: Authenticity After Loss — Ally Morgan on Healing, Hope & the “Both/And”

Kelly Smith Season 1 Episode 20

⚠️ Trigger warning: child loss, medical trauma, divorce, and faith deconstruction.

What do you do when the life you built—and the God you thought you knew—can’t hold what happened?

Writer and Seeds & Leaven creator Ally Morgan joins Kelly for a conversation about authenticity, grief, and rebuilding a livable faith. We cover:

  • The night she told God, “I think you’re a psycho”… and the sentence that shifted everything
  • Leaving church to protect her view of God, not abandon it
  • The sweater metaphor: performance vs. presence
  • Rare diagnosis, losing both daughters, and a custody reality she never imagined
  • Somatic healing: grounding, forest bathing, yoga, breath, acupuncture
  • Ethical truth-telling about divorce (without turning people into content)
  • A psychic reading and why language (Holy Spirit vs. “psychic”) changes what we hear
  • Pleasure as medicine and the nervous-system toolbox

This episode is about hope, honesty, and the power of authenticity—even when life looks nothing like you planned.

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