My Everything - Spirit Call Out Ep. 12

Hear this heartfelt call out to let loved ones know, "you were my everything!"

Learn how spirit communicates with layers of vision and expression.

You won't want to miss these lessons - you will "see" the world differently after this one!

Transcript

Spirit Call Out EP. 12 Transcript

“My Everything”

This is Dr. Shawn Marie Higgins, and welcome to another episode of Spirit Call Out. This is where I bring the messages of spirit and non-physical beings of all forms to you.

First, for this episode, I will explain a little bit about what it feels like to receive messages from Spirit. The reason I will do this today is because, this particular spirit showed it to me as he delivered his message.

Then I will deliver pieces of the information from the spirit intertwined with the actual personal message. So there'll be teaching in general, intertwined with the actual personal message to the intended recipient, who is I feel a female, either a daughter or a significant other, or both. This episode's message and teaching from Spirit are quite intense as usual.

So today I will deliver the message from the Spirit and as I go, I will interweave the message with the new concepts about the language of Spirit, and that's one of the concepts we'll be learning about today, the Language of Spirit. This episode must be done this way, I'm told. It will help deliver the details of this particular message more clearly.

The preference and language style of each entity is different, so I must follow their lead as I translate, so I may switch between recalling the information, getting new information and or receiving the same information more than once. If I tend to repeat myself or become redundant, then this means that it is important and it needs to be repeated.

This is not determined by me. I merely give the information as many times as it is given to me, trusting that it needs to be heard that many times. As I deliver spirits message, I typically go into more depth and receive more information about the entity's message in real time. As I recall their messages I also receive more as I go. It's sort of like retracing an energy path, and every time I retrace that path, more information is available and attracted to me, and I just draw it into my energy field and my aura. I receive more intelligence each time I trace that path, which is a residual energy trail to and from that particular spirit or entity to whom I'm talking.

We will likely also receive more teachings today about the topic of languages that cross dimensions, because that's really what we're talking about here. I am translating a language that I'm learning as I translate. It is learning through doing, through being and immersing oneself in the activity. This is a language of words and sound, but also of sight, emotions, telepathy, and interdimensional vision. Speaking the language of spirit requires that we actually become the language. That is how I would use English words to describe what I experience when I talk or communicate with Spirit or any other entities. It doesn't have to be spirit.

It also includes plants and animals and other beings of other dimensions that are different gradients and densities of physical, in quotes, that is. And as you'll learn momentarily, now I experience language as many different things, but specifically for this teaching, I experienced it as different depths or versions of seeing; different depths, types, and versions of vision. Now during the actual moments of being in communication with entities, I feel it is normal, if you will, or I could also describe it as seamless in my awareness of reality of those moments. It is so normal to me in those moments that it does not seem extraordinary, and I almost wonder at times if I should even write the information down, not because I do not feel it's important, but more so because.

It is so natural feeling that it does not amaze me in those moments. But then as a little time passes from the moments that the original message was given, I am more and more amazed at being approached and communicated. By non-physical or spiritual entities in general. I'm amazed all over again each time that this happens to me and with me, yet in the moments of it actually happening, it is seemingly normal.

The further away my energy field gets in, I don't know the word for it, but it's a combination of time, distance, and space. The further I get away from that in an expansion of moments away from the actual communication, the more amazed I am that it happened to me in the first place. I think you get my meaning now.

So then as I sit with each entity at a later time and gain more information, I am more and more aware of the significance of their message. Each time I retrace that energy path, the specific messages become more detailed. The importance of their message becomes more clear. The emotions of it become more intense.

The intelligence behind it that I cannot explain in any other word than telepathy becomes clearer. And I become more and more skilled at deciphering these messages each time I have one. That's the language learning. I have to immerse myself in the language in order to learn it. I am in a continual process of learning the language of vibration, and that's literally what this is.

The language of spirit is not direct speech or writing like in our physical everyday reality, although we may perceive it that way. It's not delivered that way. Rather, it is delivered as vibration. This is a language of vibration. And vibration is all encompassing. It does not separate sensory capabilities into systems and organs and body parts.

It is all one sense in other dimensions yet in its oneness. It has so much more potential for clear, instantaneous truth than any finely constructed sentence in any human language. I will revisit this concept, the Language of Spirit, many more times throughout all of the episodes of my podcast, Spirit Call Out, because that is pretty much what this podcast is about.

It's about receiving messages and interpreting them from spirit or other entities. Of other realms or dimensions and translating that information for that entity's intended recipient. So it's a translation. It's a translational gift across dimensions to those who are still in physical living body and may not have the awareness that they do actually have the telepathic and consciousness capability to understand this themselves, and if you receive a message, you will realize that receiving that message from Spirit through me actually opens the doorway to your own communication with Spirit. You'll see I've received feedback, letting me know this from multiple people who have received messages from me on this podcast, and in their own way, they describe exactly that happening to them.

So I received the initial message from this spirit on March 30th, 2026. At about 6:00 AM in the morning, my alarm rang on a work morning, and as I rolled over in bed and reached over to pause the alarm, I heard a young adult male voice say, "I can't believe I gave up my everything." The voice was distressed, sad, and I could hear that he was crying while he was talking.

The voice sounded like a young male, approximately in his thirties, and he said exactly verbatim, because I wrote it down in the moment "I can't believe I gave up my everything."

Initial message I receive is an impulse, a strong vibration of intelligence that conveys an initial core intelligence of the entire meaning of the message, which then ripples from that core point intelligence. 

And although there is no such thing as time, as time passes the ripples get wider and more expansive, and new ones form at the center of the core of the intelligence. Kind of like a drop in water. More ripples keep emerging from that core impulse of energy. As the water drop hit a larger body of water, it ripples to reveal more content and information surrounding and supporting the core meaning, which was the initial drop or point intelligence of information. It was a drop of intelligent vibration into the medium of this larger ocean of vibration of the physical world within which you and I live. So it's a drop of vibration of spiritual intelligence into the atmospheric vibrational continuum of that which is the atmosphere of third dimensional reality. 

So it's one drop of vibration into another reality of vibration. Both are vibrations. They're just different concentration densities and constructs just like one drop of rain dropping into an ocean. They're both water, but one is of different concentration. It's coming from a different place.

It's landing in a larger body of water that's already of a certain composition, has certain salutes, has certain living beings that live in a certain way, in a certain medium. So it's a drop of point intelligence into a larger body and then it ripples. And as it does, it reveals more content, more information surrounding the supporting fundamental meaning of the initial intelligence. That's one way I would describe this.

 So the core message is sent to me as a point of vibrational intelligence. I then interpret it in a way that receives or senses the most truth of its intelligence. In this case, I sensed from the spirit the most efficient truth of the message via the path of hearing. And I heard those words that I told you before.

I heard the core power and intent as spoken words that I heard as sound in the English language, the core meaning is I can't believe I gave up my everything, the ripples that followed after. Each core message from the spirits varies in qualities, varies in quality each time. It varies in content modality pathway, and again, they're conveyed via the path of least resistance of the most whole truth of the intended information.

 In this case, the immediately following ripples were visions. I received those as the sensory pathway of vision, but not all of the visual information I received was the same kind of vision. I will try to explain this further as I deliver the message and speckle that message with details of the lessons we are about to learn regarding visual depth, visual layers, and visual densities.

 Keep in mind that these teachings are not complete in this podcast. These are merely the seeds of lessons that will follow on a more detailed podcast and in the book, Biological Mediumship. The book has not been published yet, but if you are interested in being a beta reader for the book, contact me at osteopathicwell@gmail.com and just say “yes to beta reading” in the email with your name and email address. 

 Okay, so let's move on. First, I heard the words, like I said, then surfacing through the sound, which is another dimension of movement of information than the ripples. The ripples are like expanding in space from the point of intelligence.

 Surfacing through the sound is an all-immersive dissolution of the information in a different form. Where it is not a ripple, it is the actual words. Then transforming themselves into vision. So it's sound transforming itself into something I can see. And the sound appeared as a visual of a face that highlighted only its expression, which was really interesting.

 Interesting and new for me. The face, I saw the whole face, but it was just the expression with no identifying features. But I could identify the expression without doubt, and this was in another dimension than the sound. I felt like it was a deeper level of intelligence that surfaced through the sound and it conveyed deeper information.

 At the time this is happening, I, I almost don't even feel like it's significant enough to write down, but I always say in my mind, while I am receiving the information and the, the words and the visions, because I'm fully awake when this happens, I always say, you better write it down because you'll regret it.

 And I always do every time if I don't record the information. So I did record the information. And the visual transpired from the sound. I heard it loud like I would hear any other voice in the room, although I cannot say whether or not anyone else in the room at the time would have heard it because no one else was in the room with me. I was alone. But as I heard the words of the initial message spoken by the entity himself, the sound waves transformed before my eyes into visual waves. Now I will not say that they are light waves like the electromagnetic waves on that spectrum of light and vision and color that we learn about in physics, the waves that carry light vibrations for the regular two eyed physical vision.

 I will not say that because I did not see this visual with those two physical eyes. I saw it via an inner vision and I experience many levels and depths of inner vision during these messages that I receive. They are not all the same levels and types and pathways of vision. They're not the same waveforms that I'm interpreting. They're not the same vibrational waveforms. They're different waveforms. They're different forms of intelligence. They're different vibrational constructs of intelligence. 

But they all are graduated and rippled through the original message in an organized fashion, and that's what amazes me each time, is that I not only receive messages, but that I receive them all in such a different language each time. The language of vibration is a dynamic continually changing and balancing language that is contingent upon the sender and the receiver. And only those two unique beings and interpretations and sensory bodies and capabilities of, of each one of the entities, and in this case, it's this spirit man and me. That language is going to be completely different than any other entity I will ever talk to. Or any other entity, that will talk to you. So that's what happened in this case, I'm trying to explain it as best I can. 

We will revisit these concepts in classes. And I allow the spirits in again to teach the course with me at the time I'm giving the courses, and that's how the information is obtained through direct experience and truth, actual experience and truth. 

Okay, so the face that transformed through the sound was a distressed man's face that conveyed the quality of his expression over its purpose of identity. 

So what I was getting was the expression and the reason of the emotion that was conveyed. Again, this is very difficult to explain in English words. There was no identifying information in the first visual of the expression. The important information (at first) was that this entity was distressed and apologetic. 

The first order of information after the spoken sentence was expression, which I interpreted as very, sorry, distressed and regretful. The expression was just itself without identifying qualities. The phrase itself may be more identifying actually, and this might be why it was given to me in this way. 

The phrase itself may be more identifying than my description of the face, because words can only describe so far. If I were to describe to you a young male with tan skin, et cetera, we could visualize any generic male that looked like that. But the words he spoke were the most significant thing in identifying him than any other visual I could describe to you. So let that be known that somehow this might have been said before to the person he's trying to send the message to. In some way that is identifying.

So first I saw the face of expression. Just the expression without any ears or hair or outlining shape of the face, just the expression then highlighted to me within that expression as intelligence were the lines or wrinkles created by it. 

They were very deep and dark lines. This spirit is highlighting his message of sorrow and grief as expression via the deepened creases on his face. He says the lines on his face are the symbols that spell the meaning of his message, which is regret and sorrow. It is not that he is regretful and sorry all the time where he exists now. 

This showing of expression is merely the message he wants to convey. He highlights that he's very happy and at peace now. However, he does not feel that his loved ones and living body are all at peace with his bodily death. He highlights the wrinkles that frame alongside his mouth and wrinkles from his nostrils to his mouth, from the outside of the nostrils down to the chin.

Also, his eyes are squinting very deeply with very deep crow's feet, created by his wincing, and his mouth is stretched horizontally as he winces in grief. It almost appears as though he's in pain and crying drastically. However, he's intentionally making this expression in a dramatic, hyper expressive way to convey intelligence.

He specifically highlights wrinkles and expression. See my drawing on my website where you will find a transcript of each recorded podcast as well as any images that go along with them. You'll be able to see my drawing, although please know that I'm not an artist and what I draw is my best effort. And as I draw over and over again, I get more and more correct and accurate with the actual visual information given to me by the spirit, so it becomes more accurate the more I draw it.

Okay, so back to the message, then. Identifying features of his face emerged more identifying. Features of his face emerged not as ripples, but as dissolutional. They were not dissolving, but un-dissolving as they became more formed from the ether.

So first I had the words as sound waves. The sound materialized more into a visual and then that visual materialized further into more specific identifying features. So it was another more peripheral kind of vision, but it came from within the other information, rather than rippled out from it. This is another type of vision, another type of inner vision, not a physical vision.

It's different than the one through which I saw the expression. These are all different levels of vision, all different levels of sensing vibration on the same continuum with sensory functions of hours that are all on the same continuum.

What emerged beyond the expression and wrinkles were more identifying factors such as a young man. Thirties, like I said before, his skin looked robust and young and in good condition. He had very healthy skin, blonde or dirty blonde hair, blue or blue, green or hazel eyes, but not dark brown eyes. And not brown eyes. He had no facial hair. Hair. He appeared cleanly, shaved, had very clear hairless facial skin.

His skin was of light complexion. He was Caucasian. He is Caucasian. I didn't, or at least he's coming through as that. While he was in physical body, I did not see his eyes in the same way that I saw his skin, and I did not see his hair in the same way that I saw his skin or eyes. Each identifying feature was visible to me in a different level and different dimension of intelligence.

So it's interesting that I'm trying to describe features that I see, but I'm sensing it with an inner type of intelligence of an image, but is not with eyes. And it's conveyed with intelligence. Not just a visual. It has meaning that just, it comes to me as a whole concept, a whole pocket of a concept all at once. These are different inner mechanisms of seeing.

He definitely was outdoors enough to get like a sun coloring, sun kissed, kind of look on his face. Very healthy-looking skin. The person who came to mind when I saw this face was with the identifying features is John Denver. Not exactly John Denver. But that type of look. 

Beyond that then emerged yet another ripple or even deeper vision of this man's life. So I went from sound to intelligence of vision to, identifying features of the life of the person that has this face. 

These are different levels with more breadth of meaning, the deeper I go. So this man's life was one of that was in the outdoors. He was outdoors a lot, perhaps on a farm or the feeling of a farm. But I didn't see farm animals. I saw him in jeans, maybe a flannel, a tucked in flannel with a belt. 

I saw the outdoors with wilderness and it was beautiful. It was a lush and green, maybe a farm. There was a building. It could have been a farm with a fence. I didn't see animals, but it gives me the feeling of a farm. 

He may have had children and perhaps a daughter who he considers very dear to him. He may be showing me the everything he gave up. This may be the scene of the everything he gave up. This more deeply seated vision seems as though it is a blend between telepathy and sight, and it's a moving blend. I see things moving. 

I see him walking. I can see the wind blowing. I know that sounds incredibly bizarre, but I can see movement of wind but nothing that it's blowing by is moving. 

It's just such an incredibly amazing kind of sensory insight that I received during these messages that I have never received in the physical world with my physical senses. But this is a knowing type of seeing, yet it's still vision in these realms of being all the senses blend. 

The blending of the senses in other dimensions of existence. I will describe them more and more throughout the journey of podcast episodes of Spirit Call Out.

Now, I can still describe the contour shape, color, texture, and impressions that I would be able to derive from physical body two eyed vision in the third dimension, physical atmosphere. But there's a deeper intelligence and wisdom that's conveyed through the vibrational texture and construct of this kind of visual.  

So specifically about this particular message, this man is regretful and, sorry, someone needs to hear that they were his everything. Someone needs to hear that he is regretful and apologetic about giving you up or it up or something up. 

He says he is showing what he gave up. Before it came to pass with his living loved ones. Oh wow. So he's telling me that some of this was what you were dreaming up together. Some of it happened, it was in the process of happening. Some of it transpired and manifested, and the rest of it, and some of it may not have completely transpired yet, which is why he feels so cut off from his life prematurely. 

He passed away at a very young age in his thirties. He really was looking forward to the life that he was planning with you, that you were talking about, that you were dreaming up together, but somehow he gave it up due to actions for which he is, sorry, he passed away young. He's showing himself at the age at which he passed, which seems to be in his thirties. 

I keep saying that, but he's emphasizing the age of 30, 30, 31-ish. He's showing me jeans and sneakers, his body and jeans and sneakers. He was muscular. He had muscular legs. He was tall. He intends this message for his wife or significant other or a fiance or someone to whom he was engaged or planning to marry. 

He was immature with something. He was not immature in love. All, he was very romantic in love and he was very dedicated to the woman that he had promised himself to. So if there's any confusion or regret or worry about that, he wants you to know that, that if that was a concern, don't be concerned about that. 

He did do something stupid, which ruined his ability to carry on these plans with you. However, infidelity or anything like that is not. To do with it at all. Let's see what else is coming. He, he wanted more than anything to marry you or if you were already married, he wanted more than anything to have children with you. 

And if you already had children, he wanted to have more children with you. He wanted to be more of what he was with you. He was many things with you, and he wanted more of those. They weren't finished. Not only that, his love for you was not finished, and he's showing it to me as a vibration that was expanding as it was moving forward, and the moving forward part of it got cut off early. 

He was not ready to die. He was not ready to crossover. It was inevitable and it was part of his agreement before he came in as a soul to be a physical being. However, part of his not being ready was also part of his agreement. Part of this though was choice in the moment when this would happen, and he's sorry he made a choice he could not turn back from 

He could not turn back from that choice of the consequences that occurred on the physical realm, although he has plenty of room and space and opportunity and possibility to correct all of these in the spirit world within which he lives now. And he has done that and he's at full peace and everything is all reconciled and made right.

However, he has left physical things undone in this world and with people that are still living in the physical world. So he apologizes for that. He does know, he's aware that he gave up everything, and there is no way to really apologize for that. Again, he stresses a sudden, unexpected death and resulted from a mistake he feels he could have prevented.

He thinks. He says he could have prevented this and regrets not doing things differently. He had a chance to correct what he did wrong. He just kept getting deeper and deeper into something, into things that made it worse and more difficult to get out of. And each time he got to a place that was more difficult than the place before, even though it was possible to get out of it, he saw it as impossible, but then he would see it as possible again but not until he got even further into some sort of a mess or conundrum or problem. So he just kept looking backwards instead of forwards, and, and that's how he wished he could have gone about correcting some problems that he created because of immature behavior. He wishes he could have corrected them in a different way, and he apologizes wholeheartedly. And he knows, and admits, and fully, fully admits to you that he gave up everything.

You did nothing to give it up. And one of those things that he did that was foolish was not anything to do with infidelity. So do not worry about that if that was anything on your mind. If you are the intended recipient of this message, do not worry about that at all. Just let it go.

Okay. So again, he highlights to me a teaching of the different levels of seeing and I have seeing in quotations.

Okay. He says there are different dimensions of seeing. All are on the same vibrational sensory continuum. It is only the physical body that separates the senses into separate organ systems. And this results in us as human beings and physical beings interpreting senses as separate and with separate body parts.

For example, we'll sense smell via the nose and the olfactory organ system within the cranium. The cranial nuclei and cranial nerve exists within the cranium. Only olfactory fenestrations of nerves come down through that area in the back of the nose through which we smell. We see with the eyes via the visual system and all, and again, those nerves to the visual, physical the physical visual system that we use is contained in the cranium.

These are cranial nerves. It's a cranial sensory system. We hear with the inner ear and the organ of hearing. Again, cranial inner organ system. We taste via the tongue and each time we use a sensory organ vision sight sense, vision, sight, hearing, taste, smell. We think of that body, part of the eyes or the ears or the nose or the tongue.

However, this is only because in a physical body, these sensory mechanisms are housed in separate tissue and performed by separated body organs that occurs through the embryological process of the manifestation of a being into a physical third dimensional form. Once freed from this physical body, we do not have the sense of separated sensory system anymore. It is all one.

He's teaching us now that you can actually sense this oneness of sensory function without having to pass away. You have the ability to go within and access this oneness of sensory ability, which not only allows you to blend the five dominant senses that you know, but it also allows us to access all of those senses on the continuum in between them.

And some of them are interdimensional. Versions and energy versions of the physical five dominant senses and their blends of each other, but also the ones of intuitive nature and of telepathic nature and of creative nature, creating reality types of senses. And that I teach also in the biological mediumship courses.

The seeds of teachings are contained in these podcasts, and that's how I get them through the podcast entities that come through for this podcast, but also through other ones that I communicate with on a daily basis for other reasons and for my own guidance and benefit. And also just from being in nature and with animals and just receiving the intelligence of the wind and the elements of the earth and everything like that.

I'm being told now that animals don't do this. They don't separate senses. They recognize and utilize the continuum of and between. All physical, sensory organs so that there's no gap between, for example, vision and hearing, or between touch and cognition and so on.

This is what allows them to react so quickly to stimuli in the physical environment. They are very fast and quickly reactive to environmental stimuli because they directly access a continuum of all sensory capability. Thus, they have no gaps in their awareness of that continuum. It comes naturally to them.

They just are the communication. Notice how you could try to sneak up on an animal. While you're even almost thinking about it, they're responding to it.

It's because they are the communication, they are part of the vibrational continuum within which they sense. So the continuity between all of their sensory functions, it's instinctual. And this instinct is a vibrational manifestation of their body as well.

So they are actually physically a part of their own vibrational continuum of sensory function and instinct. Again, more on this topic as well, on the animal senses. And in future podcast episodes. And I'm being told right now that, there's also a sensory continuum for trees. It's, it's a, it's a different perspective.

Same continuum, same vibrational continuum, different perspective of that vibrational continuum. And when humans change their perspective of the same vibrational continuum on which animals communicate, through which trees communicate and through which interdimensional beings and spirits communicate then we can also access whatever intelligence and mode of communication and a sensory ability as the entity we're talking with.

So if you can spend time talking to trees, you will access their intelligence and their abilities of telepathy and communication and sensory. If you talk to animals not in English, but try to really talk to them with your mind, with your consciousness in a vibrational way then this will also allow you access to whatever intelligence they have in a sensory, telepathic, instinctual way.

And when you talk with spirit, you also have that same setup going on in all of those forms of communication, telepathy and intelligence in the spirit world. So communication is not only accessing a way to talk with and communicate with beings, it's a way to learn from them.

It's a way to actually change your biological makeup because when you communicate with spirit and with trees and with nature, and with the wind and the earth elements and with the animals, your biology changes in order to accommodate that communication, your biology has to change. Why? Because we, in our communicating with Spirit and all of these different entities, we have to become the language. That's different than human talking to human.

We throw language around back and forth. We don't become the actual connection. We don't become the actual communication. We don't reveal the complete truth and intention behind what we're communicating and why. We hide it. We hide it by keeping our body separate than our words, our biology, separate than our words, and we cast a human being, language formed sentence in the air without any biological intelligence, without any consciousness intelligence, and it is thrown out and then heard and received by another body that is also protected for the same reasons in its own way. That's the way of physical to physical being communication.

It's so different with other beings. Try communicating with other beings because you will change. It'll make the communication with physical people, with other people, clearer and you'll learn so much more about yourself. 

And again, all of these topics are going to be discussed and practiced with the specific modalities given to me by all of these entities in biological mediumship class. So if you're interested in taking these classes, please email osteopathicwell@gmail.com.

Okay, let's move forward here. So, let me see. Let me tap in just a little bit here.

He says that the timing for you for this message, this is to the person he's intending this message to be for, the timing is right for this message to you. The timing is right for these lessons to be delivered to all of humanity who chooses or just so happens to listen to this podcast, to this episode.

It is not the masses that will listen. It is not the most people, but it is enough. The entity says to this person, to his person, to his female, intended that your love for him and his love for you harmonize the two dimensions in such a way as to deliver loving teachings to the rest of the people who choose to listen.

He thanks you for being one end of the doorway through which this message needed in order to be delivered. It had to be opened by you to receive it, the other end opened by him to deliver it. Both have to meet up. There has to be a path, and that path was through me, the two open ends are the two of you.

So please take that and know that because of you, he's able to deliver messages that will help many people. Again, techniques on how to practice interdimensional vision and these other concepts as taught to me by this entity, as well as others, can be learned easily. And I teach them in my classes.

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