Scott Moore: Welcome to the "Building Faith and Family" podcast with Steve Demme.  I'm your host, Scott Moore. Thanks for joining us today. Good morning, Steve. How  are you today? 

Steve: I can feel all my muscles. 

Scott: I hope that's for a good reason. 

Steve: Well, I did something to my back about two months ago, and I had to go to the  chiropractor and get that straightened out. I've been trying to get back to the gym,  and I finally went yesterday for the first time. 

Even though it was a pretty low‑key workout, I started feeling pretty sore in certain  places, and so I stopped before the whole workout was over. I only went 50 minutes,  which in the past, I would have scorned of myself. Now I said, "I'm learning to listen to  my body." 

Scott: It's a good idea. 

Steve: Yeah. First time in my life. Anyway... 

Scott: Especially at our age. 

Steve: I was old school. No pain, no gain, fight through it, and all that garbage. Scott: It works when you’re 18. 

Steve: I'm happy to be moving. I'm thankful that I have muscles that I can feel. Scott: Right on. 

Steve: Today, we're going to kind of shift gears a little bit. I'm going to title this, 38  years in the wilderness. How's that for a title? 

Scott: It's close to 40. I like it. 

Steve: Perhaps I should say 38 years wandering, and I'll explain it in just a minute.  Let's pray. Father, thank You for each of our journeys. Each one of us is a work in  progress. Each one is a work that You are the author and the finisher and the  sanctifier and the whole package. We're being worked on and through by You. We have spiritual muscles that have to be strengthened and challenged. Thank You  for Your good work that You've begun in each one of us. I pray that You'll bless us  today as we consider parts of my journey and how we can apply that to our lives in  Jesus' name. Amen. 

Scott: Amen. 

Steve: You were right. The Israelites were 40 years out of Egypt, but the first two  years, they hung out at Mount Horeb where they received the law and built the  tabernacle. 

That number stuck in my mind. I started doing the math, and I realized that for my  journey, 1974 was when I read, "The Cross and the Switchblade." Partway through the  book, I sensed God's tug and put the book down, and said, "OK. God. Here we go."  That’s when I began to seek first the kingdom. That verse motivated me, and gave me  focus. 

I can remember times when I had to make a decision about whether I was going to do  this or do that or go here for more education or do this ministry. I would simply ask  the question, "Which one will help me seek first the kingdom?" That passage shaped  me for decades. 

Then in 2012, the hardest and best year of my life, which I've talked about a lot on  this podcast, and I've written books about it, I had a huge breakthrough because, for  the first time, I felt like I understood that God likes me for who I am and not based on  what I do. It's called grace. By grace have you been saved. 

I don't want to spend too much on that because I've spent so much time in the past,  but this was to me a much deeper understanding of the gospel. When I first heard the  gospel as a teenager, I knew that God would forgive my sins if I asked Him to forgive  me. 

I knew that He would give me eternal life. "He that believes in the Son has eternal life,"  etc. I understood certain components, but I didn't realize until 2012 that for 38 years,  I liked to think that I was seeking first the kingdom, and doing all these different  accomplishments and achievements for God. 

I'd like to think that that's why I did what I did, but I think deep down my real  motivation was I wanted God to like me. I wanted to belong, I wanted to be pleasing. I  wanted to be loved because I didn't really comprehend the gospel. I wish I could say with Paul in 2nd Corinthians 5:14, "The love of Christ controlled  me.” Or “The love of Christ constrained me," as one translation puts it. I wish I could  say that I did all those things because in 1974 I understood the gospel and I was so  overcome with God's grace that I began to serve Him out of love. 

In 2012, I learned how to reflect, I learned how to ask God's Spirit to search my heart.  I realized that I didn't really believe that God loved me for who I was. I thought God would love me more if I did more stuff, if I read my Bible consistently, if  I was active in the church, if I was involved in evangelism, if I was working with  ministries. I did a ton of stuff from 1974 to 2012, 38 years. 

The breakthrough for me when God took me to a whole different understanding of  the gospel was in 2012. I'd lived 38 years this way. It took time to let this new  understanding of grace and God’s mercy sink in. 

It took me two years from when I began to comprehend God’s grace, before I could  wait on God. I remember you asked me one time, "Why did it take you two years?" I  said, "I think it took two years for all these things that I have been knowing in my  mind to reach down deep into my heart."  

I now know because of what Jesus has done for me, I am an adopted child of God. I'm beloved by the Father. I am pleasing in Jesus. I know these things now. I don't  know them only in my head or my notebook, I know them deep in my heart. Because  of Jesus and what He has done for me, I am fully known and I am fully liked. I believe  that every time I come near to God now, He is smiling. 

I didn't believe that for 38 years. I'm not going to go into that. I've written books  about it. You can look. One book is "Knowing God's love." Another one is "Crisis to  Christ," where I spell this out in a lot more detail. 

For 38 years, I feel like I was pressing towards the promised land but after 38 years, I  feel like I'm now living in the promised land. Everything is different now. I don't get up  in the morning wondering if God loves me or wondering if I'm pleasing, or wondering  

if I'm a child of God. I don't doubt those things anymore. I know deep down that I  belong to the King, and He loves me to pieces. 

I’ve thought about this and wondered what could I have done differently? As I have  been chewing on this and praying, this verse came to me, 2 Peter 1:10‑11. "Therefore, brothers, be all the more diligent to confirm your calling and election." I'm  going to read that again. "Brothers, be all the more diligent to confirm your calling  and election. For if you practice these qualities, you will never fall. For in this way,  there will be richly provided for you an entrance into the eternal kingdom of our Lord  and Savior Jesus Christ." 

Another translation says, "Give the more diligence," but this one says, "Be the more  diligent." What does it mean to confirm your calling and election? What's interesting is  both of those words, "calling" and "election", we're going to go into the Greek in a  minute, but they are something that's from heaven. God is the one that called us. He took the initiative to elect us. Most people that I have talk to, when they tell their  salvation story, and sometimes it's even as you're telling your salvation story that you  realize that it was God that was arranging circumstances, bringing people into your  life, awakening scriptures to you, etc. 

It was God that called us. It was God that elected us. What this passage is saying is  don't stop there, but be diligent to confirm it. Go deeper. Make this your ambition to  know more about your calling and election. 

Because that passage says, if you practice these qualities of being diligent to confirm  your calling and election, you will never fall. What a great promise. There will be richly  provided for you an entrance into the eternal kingdom of our Lord and Savior, Jesus  Christ. 

The first word is "calling," which is Klesis in Greek and is used 11 times, but according  to the Strong's that I was consulting, it says, "In the New Testament, Klesis primarily  

refers to a divine calling or invitation, particularly in the context of God's call to  individuals to enter into a relationship with Him through Jesus Christ." I've got two passages I'm going to read that use this word "calling" that are really  good. There are 11, but I am choosing to read two. Ephesians 1:16, Paul is speaking.  He says, "I cease not to give thanks for you, making mention of you in my prayers that  the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give you a Spirit of wisdom  and revelation in the knowledge of Him. 

"Having the eyes of your hearts enlightened, that you may know what is the hope of  His calling, what the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints, and what the  exceeding greatness of His power to us‑ward who believe, according to the working  of the strength of His might which He wrought in Christ." 

We need to be knowing more about His calling. We need to have the eyes of our heart  enlightened. We need to have wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Him so that  we can comprehend the greatness of His power. 

It doesn't mean that we have to go into the wilderness and sit on a rock and meditate  on our calling and election, but it does mean that we not only do service for the king.  As an aside, I believe one of healthiest things you can do is to give your testimony  when you get saved. There is nothing like a fresh convert to share the gospel. There's  a zeal, there's an enthusiasm, there's a reality that is wonderful, but don't let that be  your whole life. Also give diligence to understand the gospel and keep understanding  it, so you're operating on two fronts. 

Yes, you want to be seeking first the kingdom, but what I didn't do is I didn't let the  gospel sink in and go deeper. I think my own experience is because my deep  motivation was I really wanted the three things that I believe everybody wants. We want to belong, we want to be loved, we want to be pleasing and that's what Jesus  received at His baptism. His Father said to Him, "You're my Son. I love you to pieces  and you are well‑pleasing in My sight." Those are the three things the Father gave to  His Son. 

Once I got them from my heavily Father, it was transformative. That when I moved  from the wilderness to the promised land. This is what that verse is telling me. "Give  diligence to make your calling and election sure," especially if you're a parent and you  have children. Children oftentimes in Christian homes make a professional faith when  they're younger, six, seven eight years old. 

They pray the prayer and they're baptized, they are in the church, whatever your  tradition, but the point is, is that they often they forget their salvation experience. It  seems so long ago. We need to keep those things fresh and bring it up and talk about  their testimony, but then don't stop there because that's not the most important thing  that they said yes to Jesus. 

That's one piece. We need to give diligence to make their calling and election sure and  continue to expound on how powerful the gospel is and salvation from sin and Gods  love which never changes. These are things that I had to work through in 2012. I had to do Bible studies on God's grace, His steadfast love, His unchanging nature,  His forgiveness, the power of the blood of Jesus, the presence of the Holy Spirit. I did  study after study after study, and I'm still finding them in my computer by the way. I did tons of them in 2012 and 2013 and 2014, and then I started writing in 2015. I  had to give diligence to make sure what I believed. I had to go deeper with it. 2 Timothy 1:8‑9, more on calling, "Be not ashamed, therefore, of the testimony of our  Lord, nor of me His prisoner, but suffer hardship with the gospel according to the  power of God, Who saved us and called us with a holy calling, not according to works,  but according to His own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus  before times eternal." 

He has saved us. He has called us with a holy calling and it was not based on works. I  knew that in my head, but I was living as if it did. I wish I had done these studies  before. 

38 years ago I wish I had been saturated in studying God's love, God's grace, God's  forgiveness, God's adoption, all these passages, all these verses which would have  strengthened me and made me know that it's Him. He's the one that called me. There's another word. It says, "Your calling and election." There are certain people  from different traditions that are getting nervous when I mentioned that word  "election," but it's there. These words, the first word was Klesis, calling, but then  there's a couple, Eklogē and Eklektos, one's a noun, one's an adjective and they have  the same root. 

It means, a choosing or an election or a selecting. Again, it's a divine selection or  election in those several passages. I'm going to read a couple. 1 Peter 2:9, "You are a  chosen race, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people for His own possession."  Revelation 17:14, "They will make war on the Lamb, and the Lamb will conquer them,  for He is Lord of lords and King of kings, and those with Him are called and chosen  and faithful." There it is. The people that are following Jesus are the ones that He  called and He chose. Called and chosen. Then Ephesians 3, I love this prayer that Paul  prays for the Ephesians. 

Remember, these was the people, and we know this from Revelation the second  chapter, that had lost their first love. Somehow, they hadn't comprehended God's  love. They were doing great stuff. They did four things really well. They got the "well  done," and then He said, "You've lost your first love." 

Here is Paul praying for these same people. Ephesians 3:14, "For this reason, I bow  my knees before the Father, from Whom every family in heaven and on earth is named, that according to the riches of His Glory He may grant you to be strengthened  with power through His Spirit in your inner being." 

That's his prayer. He wants us to be strengthened with power, he wants His Spirit to  strengthened our hearts in our inner being. Here's the result, "...so that Christ may  dwell in your hearts through faith, that you being rooted and grounded in love." We've got to get our roots right down deep in God's love and so that we're grounded.  Then he said, "...so that you may have strength to comprehend with all the saints  what is the breadth and length and height and depth, and to know the love of Christ  that surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled with all the fullness of God." Paul knows the only way these Ephesians are going to get over the hurdle, going to  get into the promised land and leave the wilderness is if they can take in the love of  Christ. 

If they can comprehend it in a whole new way that they can go deep in understanding  their calling and election, that then they'll be filled with all the fullness of God, then  they'll be able to thrive in the gospel instead of barely getting by. 

38 years living a certain way, and now I'm in year 13 of living in the promised land  and It is night and day. I don't know how else to say it. What do you think? Scott: I think I wander back and forth. Like you testified too, this will change your life  if you get in there, if you get it down in your heart. I'm grasping onto the idea of  being elected or being selected. The idea like, as a kid, when you were picked for a  team, it really felt terrible to be not picked, or to be the last one picked. Steve: There's hardly anything worse, but go ahead. 

Scott: We've been selected by God for His team. 

Steve: Amen. 

Scott: None of us were the last one picked. Maybe there is somebody who's the last  one, but even so, you were still selected by God Almighty to be on His team. I don't  claim to comprehend the conflict seemingly of election and freewill. I accept that I may understand it when I get to heaven, but it's OK. I believe they're  both operating and I can find verses to back them both up. We don't have time to  fight about it. I don't know if you even want this on the podcast. 

Scott: I don't know if you want. 

Steve: When you talked about that being the last one chosen, it says in 1 Corinthians  1:26, "Consider your calling, brothers. Not many of you were wise according to  worldly standards. Not many were powerful. 

"Not many were of noble birth, but God chose what is foolish in the world to shame  the wise. God chose what is weak in the world to shame the strong. God chose what is  

low and despised in the world, even things that are not, to bring to nothing things  that are." 

You get both of those verses in there. I'm glad you brought this up because this is  powerful stuff. This is our calling. We weren't called because we were smart, powerful,  or noble. We may have been foolish and weak, and despised, and it's OK because we  got chosen. Hallelujah. 

Scott: Right on. That will change your life if you let that down into heart. Steve: Yes. 

Scott: Obviously. I'm in the word a fair amount pretty much daily and I still feel like,  "Wow, I need to spend a lot more of my effort on this and a lot less time scrolling my  phone." 

Steve: I feel like, in some ways, it's good that you get saved and you get right in the  battle. Somebody gets saved and sadly sometimes are put into positions of ministry  and leadership. If you're young and athlete and you become the head of the youth  group even though you just got saved a year ago. 

I became a Sunday school teacher immediately. I probably shouldn't have been. I  probably should have had some seasoning. I should have had some little bit of depth,  but this is the way we operate in the evangelical world. You get saved and you jump  into battle, but boy we really need to make our calling and election sure and give  diligence to it and work on being discipled and not just hear the gospel, "OK. Now  you're saved, now go." No. We need to really make disciples over all the nations which  is what Jesus said in Mathew 28. That's not new telling a former Navigator that. Scott: No, I'm thinking of how were the disciples trained up, how was Paul trained up.  It wasn't just a jump right in, but that's how we do it. You jump into the battle and  you get shot sometimes. There's people who never join the battle again, it seems  because they get taken out and it's so frustrating. 

Steve: This is my exhortation, but it's leading to next week because now when people  asked me what are you doing in the promised land? Different. That's a teaser for next  week. Let's pray. Father, thank You for calling us. Thank You for choosing us. Thank  You that you've given us Your word so that we can make our calling and election more  sure, more solid, deeper. 

I pray that You help us to do that. Help us to deepen our relationship. Thank You that  you didn't call us because we were wonderful or we had something to offer, but You  chose us and called us because of who we were, and so that You could make your  power known in us. Thank You for these passages that we read today. Write them on  our hearts, I pray. In Jesus' name, amen. 

Scott: Amen. That's our show for this week, folks. Thanks for joining us for the  Building Faith and Family podcast with Steve Demme. If you have a question for the  show, email Steve at spdemme@Gmail.com. Thanks for joining us. Have a great week.