SCORPIO BIG GUNS - LILITH, MARS, MERCURY

How to utilise the big-dawg energy we have this week with the Mars, Lilith and Mercury conjunction. If you want to explore your Lilith placement - highly recommend - this workshop on Lilith is still one of my favourite things that I made. You can buy her here. Astrology School - Level 1 - will be back in early February too. It has a booming waitlist and is the place to be if you want to secure your spot and get an earlybird special that only goes out to the waitlist. You can join that here. 

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Hey, how you going? I wanted to look into Scorpio this week, and we have a great conjunction that is here until, I think it's Thursday, which is Mars, mercury, and Lilith. They're all hanging out all week. That's very strong here in Scorpio, in el, later degrees of Scorpio. And let me just double check. I was just flipping through the week. Yeah. On the 30th, Thursday. Arvo my time. Um, the moon will move into sag. So this is, I was just explaining to or saying to people in, um, astrology school this morning. I really like this time. I, I love this time of year, um, for several reasons. One of which is there's something incredibly cathartic. About Scorpio and there's such a beautiful natural order in the Zodiac in this month of Scorpio where one week in, oh no, it's less wait up. I just moved backwards. We are three days in the sun is three degrees of Scorpio. I'm recording this on Sunday, so four tomorrow when you listen to this, um, this is, this is a sign of catharsis. This is a sign of, uh, it's fixed energy. It's intense, strong. It has a, a really strong, big charge. Like if you have a lot of Scorpio or Pluto, you're running, a lot of, you have a large bandwidth of energy that you are running and, and I've spoken about this but before, I'll speak about it again, but Scorpio really needs to have outlets of creativity, outlets of expression for the intensity. Otherwise, it will play out in the. Uh, background of the psyche as sabotage, as destruction, sabotage, destruction. Sabotage is a very familiar one for Scorpio energy. You know, Scorpio can be incredibly self-aware. Um, it can be one of the most self-aware, and it can absolutely be the least self-aware. Um, de depend depending on the individual. It's a sign that is, that has so much to do with control. Uh, and some of the ways that I've seen this play out with individuals is Scorpio. Individuals who don't have self-control will really work to try and control their environment. Projection is a huge part. Projection's a part of Libra, it amps up to the, to a whole other level when we enter Scorpio. You know, it's like I was shamed for this thing, uh, and I relegated it into my subconscious. Now I see it appear in you and I shame you for it. You know, it's the, the lens is so geared towards the other. Without the self-reflection, without the self-awareness and self-analysis analysis, it's like it's almost too dangerous to go into the self, which is unfortunate because the highest expression of this sign walks into the valleys of and, and walks into the valleys, walks into their underground spaces. A lot of great brains. And psyches and beings in time have spoken about the magic, the gold that resides, the creativity that resides within our subconscious. You know, it's like, I often, well, I won't say that joke, but, um, I have, I say one thing with people in astrology school. It's like, it's not like you're going to. Go into the recesses of your psyche and uncover that you're actually, um, a serial killer. You know, it's like you're going to find these parts of yourself that may have had early shame or were exiled from the self early on. Um, part of the magic that we're all able to utilize during this season, it's nothing to do with being a Scorpio, but. While consciousness is here, while the sun is here, while our will is here with Mars, while the mind is here, and certainly while Lilith is here, she's been there, she's been here since March. She's here until the end of December. Interestingly, um, timely, Lilith spends nine months in each sign. Of course she does. Um, you know, it's a whole, it's a whole birth cycle. Um, but yeah, Scorpio, something that we're able to utilize during this time is, is behavioral analysis. Because, you know, in cancer, which was the last water sign that we were in, in cancer, we were in the primal emotion. We were in the primally of the feeling. Here in Scorpio, we bring in analysis. We're in the intensity of the feeling. And then we also bring in analysis. Here is where we have almost like, um, um, it's that pattern recognition. It's that, um, the strategy, you know, this is why I often joke that Scorpios are either a Jedi or a dark Lord. And there is a time where every Scorpio is like called to choose. What team they play for, you know, um, because you guys are so good at chess, at stirring the pot, at really being able to sum somebody up, being aware of what their pressure points are, and then, you know, you may have just met them and then you're really good at pushing on those points. If you're bored, you know, if you want a little bit of excitement. Um, and we all have this archetype within our, within our chart. So here we have behavioral analysis, but it's, this isn't a time to just see our patterns, to just go into the subconscious and, um, notice what's there. This is the water sign. What's powerful here is when we're able to feel the pattern, we're able to feel the thing, we're able to feel our reaction to things that we might have. So, you know, it's Scorpio season, it's a great time to be working on things or looking at parts of ourselves like money, like owning and commanding the self, our attention where our energy's going. AKA. P our power, our relationship to our power, our, we could say sovereignty, overused word, but, um, that guy. So it's like what are the, what are the experiments that you can play with regards to how you actually feel about things like money or self command? It's not just concept. It's the feeling we've, we've come from air into water. So we're going from the mental plane into the, the deepest, uh, parts of our well spring of feeling, which really goes into the depths of the subconscious. We are wanting to get into the feeling of the thing as much as noticing the pattern of the thing. Again, this is, this is a time of, you know, I said cathartic before, but it's also, it is that Alchem, and I know you've all done this before, but when you sit with a feeling that you were doing everything you possibly could to avoid, when you sit with it, it doesn't have as much power because you are in it, you're in the experience of it. Where things persist is when we are in resistance to feeling, the feeling going into the depths of the thing. You know, it's like if I just turn around and look at my shadow, it's not gonna be as scary as if I'm having to run full speed ahead. And I fear looking back because I fear what I might see and then I stop and I just turn around. It's my MF shadow. And I can sit with that and I can make friends with that. I, I can be allies with that and shame. It's a beautiful thing to explore during this time. Where do I have shame? You'll intuitively just be answering that yourself right now. How can I sit with that? This is a time to explore SEX. I don't know if there's any kids in any cars as I'm saying this, hence I'm spelling it out. Um, our relationship to intimacy with ourselves and with other people. You know, like I said, like Libra season is where you're dating. You are, you are most good looking. You're your most personable. You're so put together, you're so charming. Libra can be so, so charming. And then we get to Scorpio and it's time to take our clothes off. Like, what's that version of you? Um, so let's talk about the Mars Mercury Lilith conjunction, because it's, it's here until Thursday, but then Mars and Lilith continue to be together. So this is gorgeous because Lilith and I, I, I have a workshop on Lilith. I think it's like my favorite workshop that I've done. I'll, uh, put the link below. I highly recommend you look up and see where Lilith is in your chart because part of what she represents is an area that you've exiled or an area that you've had to exile. Um, I have my Lilith in Scorpio. This, this Mars Mercury Lilith conjunction is on my Lilith. I'm having my Lilith return, um, at this point in time. And it's playing out. It's playing. I feel her and. Great friends with that lady, but here in Scorpio, that aspect of myself, uh, here in Scorpio, you can kind of imagine what that might look like. A an area where we've received early shame. It could be with regards to, um, just gonna say the word like with our, without sexuality, our. Sexual charisma or sexual power or at the, the force of our personality, the charisma of our personality, um, our intensity. Um, our, our, the, our instinct, our instincts are bonkers at the moment. You get Mars and Lilith into the same room, and then Mercury hanging out there too. You are being given a lot of information right now. Instinctually in terms of whatever crazy mind map you have sometimes with Scorpio Energy, I just, you know, I love a lot of like political intrigue kind of shows. Um, love that a lot. Uh, and it, it always just, this, this kind of a conjunction always makes me think of, um. You know, homeland or any of those kind of things where there's some like genius who has this whole crazy map on her wall and she's drawing, she's figuring out the whole puzzle. This is the realm of the psychic investigator and it works on deep in a knowings, part of which are very instinctual. It's like you are in somebody's field and you're get getting a hell of a lot of intel with regards to that person. Through the energetics of them, through what they're not saying. You're like, this energy is really good at reading what's not being said. It can be hypervigilant here. It can constantly be working to solve puzzles. So if you have a lot of this energy, part of the work is being around people who are very congruent with in terms of what they say and what they do. If you are still hanging around people that are incongruent in terms of what they say and they do, and you're still having to be hypervigilant, then let me just tell you, you are wasting a lot of your own creative energy. Um, yeah. So is there anything that you have a hunch about? Is there anything that you're really wanting to get into the depth of? With yourself and to hold space. Is there anything that you're wanting to break through? And these could be, um, patterns or limitations that you may feel like areas in your life where you're stagnating, especially if it's anything to do with relationships or money, intimacy, uh, telling the truth, saying the thing, being incredibly direct. This is Mars, Lili and, and Mercury in Scorpio. This can slice a person up in one sentence. This can pierce through to a person's soul and get right in there in one sentence. This is genius. Um, magic. So how are you able to need to see with yourself? What do you want to break through with yourself? Um, the way that I've been using this. And, and, and listening to this part within myself is with regards to money. You know, it's like I do, I have a beautiful level of abundance and there's also, I've been there for, for four, nearly five years, which is incredible and I am ready to pierce through into the next expression of that. And so what I've been looking at is where I, I have, um, you know, uh, where there's worry or where there's a level of, ooh, that's this level of responsibility and I've lined up all these things. I have a monthly meeting with my accountant because this is an area where I need support. I don't, I'm not well versed in this. I'm learning this, and so I'm already investing in. Having him sit with me every month to go through my nu numbers to teach me about profit and loss, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. So as I was doing this work, um, over the last couple of days, and I, and I realized that around my heart, there was like a little bit of, um, I was able to go like, okay, I, I feel that. And I, and I get that and I'm, and I'm with you. And also let me just show you like this is what I have in place. I already know how much I'm able to put into super. If it gets to the point where I'm able to max that out, like there's these other avenues and outlets for, like, there's, I, I've brought in the practical magic here. So I'm, I'm showing myself, I'm sitting with the fear, and then I'm showing myself, here's what I've put in place for you, legend. So if we move into that expression. You know, if I'm able to serve more legends with the work that I do, um, I'm, I'm not going to freak myself out. I'm not going to sabotage myself to stay in what I know. So, again, like we wanna be looking at where, where, is there anywhere that there's a level of stagnation? Is there anywhere where you're aware of, um. Sabotage where you may get into sabotage spirals. Um, anywhere like where you get into avoidance. For me, it's like I'll get, if I get, if I get overwhelmed, uh, I will just not, I will, I will cease communication, uh, in, in all areas of my life. Uh, and so that's, that's one of the things that I'm working on with myself. To bring in a level of safety to my body and to show myself that I don't need to shut everything down, like I'm able to hold space for it. I have ample time to do X, Y, Z. So these are the kind of things that we're able to work on. And then, yeah, I just, if there's anything that you are, if you wanna know the tea on anything. Especially if it's regarding yourself or you know, I don't know. Sure. Other people, I don't know. We don't always wanna play there. But if there's anything that you're wanting to know about yourself, put those questions out there this week. You know, this, this conjunction of Lilith Mars Mercury is holding all of the tea. Um, so if you are in communication with this, you're like, show me this. It will send you that intel. Um, yeah, it's very much a week of tea time. That's one way I would explain this. Excellent week. Um, anything else I want to say there? I, your intensity? You know, it's a, it's a reclamation of, of. The charge of your being, you know? Um, like I'm intense if you haven't already noticed. Uh, and I like that about me, um, just thinking of it, what else there is. Yeah. To me it's like there's this arrow of direction. There's so much capacity to go into these more, I'm saying shame'cause that's very much a Scorpio energy, that there's this arrow that's wanting to pierce through the veil of anywhere where you're holding shame, stagnation, um, uh, limitations that consciously you are like, why is this keep playing out here. The there, there's so much. Beauty here to allow you to get into the depths of that thing, to pierce the veil of that thing, to feel it, to sit with it, and then to hold the space for it. Scorpio is the sign of the, of the space holder. Uh, ask it what it needs, show up for that part of yourself, and then also consciously show it how. It is safe now. It is safe for this part to come forward more, let's say. Um, I'll leave you with that. I hope you have a beautiful week. Uh, I, yeah, soon this week or next week, I will put up the link for the workshop on the astrology of 2026. Um, I finished writing about it nearly two weeks ago, and I'm just, I've just been percolating on it and. Uh, yeah, I've got so much to say about it. I love it and I love what it's bringing forward or what it's calling for, and I'm already seeing, uh, I'm already seeing how that's playing out, uh, how that's already sort of starting to become more present in the collective consciousness. And yeah, I'll, I'll save it for the, for the, that class, but. Yeah. I'll also have, uh, I'll release a couple of groupings of the mini readings for 2025, like I did last year. They, they sold like hotcakes. So I will do that again'cause it just gives you a forecast. Like I, you know, the workshop is the astrology of next year and then the mini reading. I, I'm, I'm looking at how that is playing out specifically with your needle chart. Um, so it's very, it's a very valuable resource to have if you're interested in your Lilith. She's related to this part that you've exiled. She's fascinating. It's an energetic point. Um, it's deeply related to our ma our magic. And now, uh, yeah, it's deeply related to our magic, our intuitive selves. Um, you know, the moon is related to. Inner nurturance. Your private world, your intuition and Lilith is this energetic point that actually warps the orbit of the moon. It's, it's wild. Like the, the, the moon should just be in this kind of, sort of spherical. Um, more like circular kind of orbit around earth, but there's something that draws it out into more of this oblong oval shape and that energetic point, which must have some level of gravity, is what we refer to as Lilith. So she's not even visible. And we already know the power of the moon here on this planet with our waters. With our emotional self. So imagine the force of the thing that is, that is, uh, in command or commanding our moon and it's hidden and it lives within all of us. In that workshop, I go into the story of Lilith, uh, from the Old Testament, and I go into what it archetypally represents. In our charts and then I walk through how that plays out in each of the signs. Um, but yeah, hope you have a gorge week next Monday I'll be back to speak about the full Moon in Taurus, which will be the following Thursday. So by next Monday I'll be able to talk about that and we'll be able to yeah, be there for when it amps up. Um, yeah, hope you have a great week. Lots of love.