RHEMA | Mourning vs Grief

In this episode of the Now This Podcast, we are hearing from the Most High concerning two well know options in life when experiencing loss. With open hearts let's hear his loving words of help, comfort, and victory. 

🙌🏾 All praises to the Most High for his patience in this year old, overdue episode being delivered to his children!

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SPEAKER_01 0:09

You have awaken from sleep and have several questions and concerns. You wonder what comes next? Where is my seat at the table? What should I right now be doing? And what is the most high real truth in this document? I cannot prepare for me at the moment. And if anybody's gonna tell me how I can feel the home for my body, don't let me tell you, I'm in the most enjoyable, and the most highlighted have a useful authority. As you well know, many many other functions on the market and the rest of the moment. And on today, we are taking a closer look under the guidance of the most high. Whether we lose our parents, aunts, uncles, cousins, children, any loved one, whether we have lost something great, a great accomplishment, something that we have held close to our hearts, whatever it may be, there will be in this life, there will be many opportunities for mourning. And our Heavenly Father, He comprehends this, and He has made way for us to go through this process with His loving care. And so in the society that we live in, there are many guidelines, many steps, many programs, even some so-called charitable events, charitable institutions that are in place to aid us through our mourning process. And their term analogy that they mainly use is grief or grieving. So the Most High has spoken to me, and he wants to reveal to his children another area of deliverance that has to do with something that we all will face. But once again, the enemy of our souls and our spirits have misconstrued the entire process and has used it for his gain to further oppress us so that he once again, the enemy of our souls and spirits, can come out looking like our savior. You know, one thing I always say, he wants to be the most high, but he came. So now we focus our eyes on our father, and the way whereby which our father wants to aid us through this process is to number one tear down the programming, the mind-bending, and the brainwashing that we have received. And anytime there is a loss in our life, no matter how big, no matter how small, because that is relative. When we lose something, the importance and the effect of it is different for us because we are unique, right? We are also special and we engage with things, the effect of it, the effect of it, all of it, the result of it, we all experience it differently. And so when we are mourning over something, it may be more important to us than others. It does not matter the level, you are going to mourn over a loss. But here are the instructions of our father. I'm going to tell you just as Mustard told me, we're going to take a look at mourning or to mourn or just mourn. Okay? And the definition from Oxford Languages, when the Most High speaks, he leads me to the definition that that is exactly what he is relaying. And this definition is approved by him, and it states as follows feel or show deep sorrow or regret. And then it has for someone or their death, typically by following conventions, right? Such as the wearing of black clothes. So that is the verb tense. Okay. Now we're going to look at another version, which it says to feel regret or sadness about the loss or disappearance of something. So you are feeling sad about that person, place, or thing, okay, no longer being in your life or a part of your life. And this is okay. This in the kingdom of the most high is permissible. Okay. The most high comprehends that we will have mourning in our life. Now, here is the parameters wherein the grace, the mercy, and the love of our Father, who is the creator of all things, he has given time and space and grace for us to mourn within the boundaries of the time of 30 days, after which we open up ourselves to our enemies who are opportunists who wants to steal, kill, and destroy everything in our life. Now let's go over. I'm going to come back and expound more on the 30 days and let you know what the Most High has said. We're going to take a look now at grief. Here is a definition, Maryam Webster. Deep grief, rather, is a deep and pigment distress caused by or as if by bereavement. Okay, more simpler terms, a cause of such suffering. Here's another explanation: trouble or annoyance. An example of that, enough grief for one day. Okay, I want you to listen to this. Another portion of that definition: annoying or playful criticism. The Most I said, there you go. Now he says, Now listen, mourning is the time that we are saddened and we are experiencing the loss, a loss of something important in our lives. And our Father knows that we will go through this. He has made time, space, and has given us grace to go through this process. However, grief, no, that is never, has been, nor will it ever be a part of the kingdom of the most high. Not only are the powers and the forces of grief non-edifying, non-uplifting, and certainly have no healing properties, as does the grace of the most high, because only he can heal. I'm gonna say that again. Only the most high, creator of heaven and earth, can heal us. I'm not talking about make us feel good. I'm not talking about being an inspirational speaker. I'm not talking about being an exhorter, right? I'm not talking about being our friend, lifting our hearts. I am talking about healing and every compass, depth, and breadth of what healing is. And healing that the most high brings and gives pretty much resets us back to our original design. Before the trauma, the pain, the injury, or the loss, the healing that only the most high can give resets us back. He is the one that can take the ashes of anything in our life and give us beauty, and that simply means he can take what's dying and he can renew it, he can take what's dead and bring it back to life. Because he is life. The wicked try to do this, and all they do is steal from the living. That's all they do, but they cannot give life. Only the most high can. This place of pain and the sadness, the pain of the loss and the sadness. I am here to tell you, as usual, you go to your creator. And let us be clear, there's only one. Now, there is another who wants to be him, but he can't. He is an imposter, he is the imitation, and anything you get from him is death. As I heard someone say, he cannot give what he does not have, but life comes from the most high, and when you find that you have now come to this crossroad, it is okay, beloved, to mourn. And when you do, go to the most high because out of every situation there can be prosperity even in your mourning, and the most high wants you to know come to me, even in your morning, and he said he will give you grace, he will send his ministering angels to comfort you, to strengthen you, to encourage you. And if you are filled with his spirit, he will come in and do such a work in you, and he will draw you to himself even more closer because now you allow yourself to be vulnerable because you don't know what else to do. So the process of mourning can be a beautiful thing when you invite the most high in, and then he releases to you and through you his healing power. And of course, that is also relative. Where do we need healing from? Ah great question because he knows exactly. Do you hear me? The most high knows exactly the places and the areas of every fiber of your being that needs healing, even those suppressed places that you've forgotten, but now you're feeling the effects of it as you're mourning. You don't know what it is, why am I feeling this way? What take the time, don't run from it, don't ignore this time. If you come across the pathway, or if an opportunity comes across your path of mourning, and I do say opportunity, because it is yet another way to draw nigh unto your father, and I'm telling you this in such a way so that it penetrates your soul, so that you do not revert to other measures, you do not go to the left nor to the right to seek relief from the sadness. But morning is a perfect opportunity for you to take that sadness, that hurt. If you're feeling upset, confused, if you are afraid, take it to him and ask him, invite him in. Open your mouth, let those tears fall and say, Father in heaven, I need you. Please show me the way through this and bring me out better. Father, is it possible? Can I truly come out better? Because I can't see past this, I don't see myself living past this, and that is where you begin. And keep in mind, he's revealed to you today. 30 days. And what all of their system and measurements of band-aid, you know, their bandage ministry says. No, we're not looking for bandages here. Okay, morning is a perfect opportunity for you to get closer to your father and to know him on yet another deeper level. Now, let's get back to this grief. The most high said that grief is not an emotion, just like all the other things that we've been taught are emotions. Grief is a spirit. Let me say that again. Grief is not an emotion, grief is a spirit, and it is a spirit from the kingdoms of darkness. That means it is your enemy. So from this day forward, we will change our language because when the most high shines his light in the darkness, we walk in the light of what we know. Okay, when the most high shines his light on his truth, there is no turning back. Continue forward in him. And this is how we grow. This is how we spiritually grow. Shed off all of the pushback, all of the questions, all of the oh, let me research. Oh, if those aren't golden words now, everybody's throwing that around. Do your own research. Research what? What other humans have written and said, do we really? Is that really the direction we're gonna go in? In a full complete circle. No, we are ascending, going up, so that we end up with our father. This is a spiritual journey, and as I've heard it said, life is spiritual, and that is completely the truth. So our focus is on our father, who is completely spirit and the most powerful spirit. So therefore, we know he sits above, and his feet are right here on the dome of this earth. We look up to our father for answers because our desire is to be reunited with him each and every day, to stay in communion and fellowship with him. All right, and that requires the renewing of your mind. So, my loving suggestion is no beloved, we don't do research, okay? We do groundwork. What do I mean by groundwork? Obedience. Now, you may say, Okay, I hear what you're saying, but did not I read in the Bible to test every spirit, of course. Let's do that. But I'm going to give you a perspective that is far more fervent and much more intentional. And what you should be doing is look into the heels from what's coming with your help. You cannot look in the valley, beloved. Hear me. You cannot look in the valley for your help. Now you may be in the valley, but I'm telling you, if you look amongst that valley for your help, you will go nowhere. Because the most high is not there. You're gonna have to push past your comfortableness, you're gonna have to push past the awkwardness. And if you would like to ask a question, a righteous question to the most high, then you can say, Yes, Father, first off, you must submit to his will. You must reverence him. There is no other way. We will never be on the same plane, the same level as the most high. So we could shed that right now and put it to death. Self-righteousness, arrogance, die in the most high's name. Go. We resist you, leave now. We renounce you, we denounce you, and we divorce ourselves from you. Go in the most high's name. You have no authority here. All right, let's keep going. You're not on the same level as the most high. You are asking for his help, his light, his power, his healing. So you must do things his way. And therefore, you say, Father, with all love and due respect, I hear exactly what you're saying, and my heart desires to please you. Right now, this is this is this is part of our application. I desire to please you, Father. Can you please, just like Gideon, I would love to have a confirmation of that which you have instructed me to do. Please confirm your word to me, Father. I wait diligently upon you. I will not move, but I will be steadfast in seeking you because I desire of you and I want you to know that my heart's desire is to obey you in everything and to please you. And I know that it is your will that I be healed, and that I no longer am oppressed and depressed and suppressed, that I am no longer tormented, but that I am delivered and set free to serve you. So, Father, please confirm that to me. I await what you will do. I expect, I will wake up in anticipation every day, looking for you to confirm it. Because I trust you with my everything. Alright, so now that is the way you apply questioning and looking for further evidence. Because I can tell you right now, beloved, your everything. Evidence, research, it is nothing. You must receive from the most high the revelatory knowledge. That means him revealing the truth and nothing but the truth to you, and only he can do that. I'm gonna let that sink in. The revelatory knowledge of the most high is nothing but the truth. His truth. You don't want just any truth. There are many truths. Let us be clear. There are many truths in this world. That is no mystery. But what you're seeking is the truth that brings life, the truth that brings deliverance without bondage and without death and without suffering. And that is what grief does. Grief is a spirit of the kingdom of darkness, an enemy of our souls and our spirits. Grief. Grief. That is what you'll be attacking on today. Stay to the very end. We're gonna apply a prayer, destroying grief. The kingdom of darkness is an upside-down kingdom, and everything about them is all-consuming evil. And what is that evil there to be and to do? It is certainly not to bring balance. That's another one of their lies. That evil is simply there to steal from you what was freely given to you. And that could be a plethora of things. Your destiny, your star, your virtue, your glory, your health, your wealth, the knowledge of the Father, huh? Which brings liberty, right? Your prosperity, your purpose. Many of us walk around, we have no clue what in the world are we supposed to do? What am I here for? Hey, many of these spirits, along with grief, have stolen it from you. And they continue to. And they'll beat you down and put you back in place when they think you are getting close to the point of deliverance. But not today. Today we will contend with the spirit of grief. All right, here's the last definition I'm gonna go over pungently, which is pervasive. Let's take a look at pervasive. That this grief will come in and will spread widely throughout an area. It will pervasively just invade my entire being. I'm only sad, I just miss what I have lost. I'm just sad that an end has come and I wasn't ready. I am sad that I didn't reach that that aspiration. I didn't reach the mark that I was aiming for. I'm just sad. I just miss my father. I miss my mother. I miss my aunt. I've got questions. I don't need to be invaded. I am just trying to process what has just taken place on my journey in this life. I don't want to be painfully criticized or annoyed. What does that lead to? Beloved, grief will take you just the same as all the other spirits of the kingdom of darkness to deep dark places of darkness. And let's be frank, many of those places and avenues or vehicles is medicine. A lot of us will go and seek help because now you know we have another idol on the playing field here, and uh they are called counselors, right? Grief counselor, therapist, coach. Because you know the elders. Where are the righteous elders? Where are the righteous elders? Where is the wise? The wise children of the most high. Oh, they're here. They are around, they are still in the land. The most high is greatly represented. Where are they? Well, beloved, the enemy of our soul, Satan and Lucifer, they have pretty much taken over. And no longer do people think, I need to find, is there an elder of the most high? Is there a healer? One of the most high's representatives, right, that has his anointing power for healing? Are there any still left of the kingdom of the most high who can lay hands on the sick and they be delivered? Do we even ask these questions? Or do we do our research? And our research leads us on a search of damnation. Let's be clear. Any and everything outside of the kingdom of light is failure. And yes, you can in you can sincerely, innocently, and intently fail and be sucked into the vortex further, or into the vortex of the kingdom of darkness, into their many, many, many methods of oppression and covenants and all their evil works of darkness, whereby which our father already told us they will still kill and destroy. We must break this horrible cycle of seeking everyone and everything else outside of our Father. Do you hear me? We must acknowledge him first and then have faith and trust in knowing that he will direct our path. There is no other way. This is also known as you being a participant in your deliverance. Let's cut to the quick. And he is definitely no one that you can control. And if you are not a child of his, an obedient, righteous, whom he deems righteous, mind you, then you cannot ask of him what you will and receive. No. I know they didn't tell you that in church, did they? What did they tell you? For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son, that whosoever believeth on him will not perish, but have everlasting life. But we're gonna get on that another day. Let's tear down this wall right here. The Most High owes you nothing, and when you come to him, even on the wings of this revelation that you are listening to right now, you must humble yourself and seek him diligently. You know, like how when you like that significant person in your life, you wanted to know more about them, get that number, get in. Or when you wanted that job, or when you wanted that promotion, you did all the things. Well, I'm telling you all the things to seek the one. And and and you know, you hear people say, freely he gives. Freely he gives what? He freely gave you your life. I'm pausing. It's a dramatic pause. Freely he gave you your life, everything else, it comes on the shoulders of obedience. I want that in your spirit, the God you learned about in church and the creator of heaven and earth are two different people, beloved. I am here to share with you the heart of the creator of heaven and earth, because in these last days where wickedness is running rampant, and the enemy of your soul and your spirit has been deceiving you, devouring you, and stealing from you, you may just be part of the harvest of our father. Because if he led you here, oh there is hope, and there are many of his children that he's using to reap his harvest, and he wants you to know an area in all of our life that the enemy of our souls and spirits has been just eating us up has been through this process of loss. And our father has said, mourning, yes, my child. I know, I know, I see your pain, I see your sadness, I see the hurt. I know you're confused. I know it seems like your love is lost. What do you do now? Where do you go from here? What does this mean for you? I see your heart.

SPEAKER_00 33:28

And I am here. My kingdom is here.

SPEAKER_01 33:35

And so, beloved. Everything is already set. When our Heavenly Father created everything, He created everything. When our Father in Heaven, you know, I am that I am. He really doesn't have an angel. He is Okay. Created everything. When he created everything. So everything you need is already been provided.

SPEAKER_00 34:17

There's no need to fight anymore.

SPEAKER_01 34:21

There's no need to wonder. There's and when I say fight, I mean fighting him. You know, because we have so many questions about so many things at different points and times in our life, it just seems like a natural default to blame the one whom we think you know he's responsible for it all because didn't he create everything? Yes! Yes, he did, but from him flows life. And if you are in pain and suffering, well, that comes from the kingdom of darkness, and your hurt, the confusion, the abandonment you may be feeling, if you're dealing with guilt because of your past sins and transgressions that played a part in that loss, or that is coming upon you now on the other side of this loss. Those could be that fruit from seeds you planted. And is it righteous to blame that on the most high? Is it truly? And there may be many of us who are just confused, and you don't know what's what? I don't know. Why are you asking me? I don't know. All I know is I am hurt. All I know is I'm angry, I'm in pain. This is crazy. What's going on? They gone. What does this mean now? What do I need to do now? They gone. How can I make it right?

SPEAKER_00 36:09

You go to the source of light, beloved.

SPEAKER_01 36:15

And I'm telling you that when you do, because it is the only and best choice, you could go to the medicine and it will band aid you while underneath, causing yet another loss. We'll get into that one day.

unknown 36:36

Okay.

SPEAKER_01 36:38

You can go to counselors, men, men, humans just like you. Who has no power in and of themselves. If you want to feel good, go stand in the mirror and talk to yourself. Encourage yourself. You're gonna pay money to go, you know, bounce off of someone else's ears. That is yet another band-aid. You may say, oh, whatever, I've done it before, it's helped me. Okay. For the rest of us, we may go and we may get prayer, and we have people, you know, family members, we have somebody who prayed with us, and I felt the power of their love. And oh, I feel so much better. I know, been there, done not. But I'm here to tell you that too. It's only a bad day. You may not know it now, but in the next instance of loss, because our enemies are walking to and fro, seeking whom they may devour. So I know that another opportunity of loss will come. All right, we know that we're not ignorant to that, neither are we afraid. Okay, our father makes us aware of these things, and then he teaches us how to be victorious over them, and then when they come in the future, instead of their intent being fulfilled upon us, it instead propels us further in our ascension to our Father. All right, so the knowledge thereof is not oppression, neither is it confession, it's wisdom. And what wisdom is trying to do here, which is another spirit, by the way, but she is a spirit of the kingdom of light. See, what we've been walking in and living in is this kingdom of darkness, whether we've known it or not. And what the Most High is attempting to do in this very moment, beloved, is show you this kingdom of light. You gotta decide, are you gonna make the transition? And if you do, there is an order, and there is a mindset that you must be in. Because the one who has already freely given you life wants to see if you will willingly receive everything else he has for you, and if so, you must spiritually, which will automatically uh naturally align you, but you must spiritually align yourself with the will and the instructions of the most high. Because don't be deaf, everybody everywhere has rules and regulations, they have stolen that process from the most high, and it is successful. Why not rinse and repeat? But in the kingdom of light, there is an order and a process, okay? And knowing that there's no need for you to be afraid, there's no need for you to get upset, and if you are, then you know you need further deliverance. That's all. Or write that down somewhere. I'm mad thinking about going to the most high to ask him to heal me in my morning. Why I'm mad? Write that down because that is an area of deliverance, that is a focal point area that you know you've got an enemy that you can't see, right? They're just like us, but without bodies. We are spirit, so are they all these demons, imps, entities? They are agents of the kingdom of darkness, they are all spirits. These demons, fallen angels, a lot of them, they don't have bodies, but we know what we're dealing with. So you have identified one of them. Write it down, beloved. I'm mad thinking about what the creator of heaven now got a process. He's supposed to love me. He's supposed to want to do this for me. He are they told me, they told me in that Bible, he loved me, he loved all of us, he gave his only son for us. That's what they said, beloved. This is why the Father has his mouthpieces in the land. Don't waste your time here. I mean, I'm bringing this up because I know how the enemy works to keep us going in circles, and we never look up and we never go up. Because your goal is not to be here on this earth because there's much coming. You don't want to be here when it comes. You don't want to be here, and your father has made a way of escape for you, and I'm here to tell you exactly what that is, and when it comes to the things of the most high, we don't cookie cutter around here. There's no sugar, there's no icing, but there is love. The love of the Father. That's a love many of us don't know. Some of us feel threatened by it.

unknown 42:28

What?

SPEAKER_01 42:29

What kind of love is that? Most love we know comes with an expectation tethered to it. But our creator, he loves us. My goodness, his love is probably the only reason why many of us are walking around here breathing. Because we should have been already consumed, counted unto the kingdom of darkness, joining with the imposter in the lake of fire. That's where a lot of us deserve to be, me included. But through the redemptive power and the revelatory knowledge of the creator of heaven and earth, he has still, even in these last evil days, he has still made a way of escape. Are you going to grab hold of the power of the Most High and come out of this bondage in this cage that your enemies that you can't see have had you in, and your parents, and your grandparents, and everybody else around you.

SPEAKER_00 43:43

And if you are, come on, make up your mind, set your heart, meditate on what you are desiring of the most high.

SPEAKER_01 43:57

And let's do it. Because now he has revealed his knowledge to you. You have a question, you need to test the spirit, do that, do it respectfully and lovingly and wait upon him. Don't continue to seek the kingdom of darkness. Stop, stand still, and continue communicating with him because he is not our genie and a bottle. Okay. And he is not anyone that we can command and instruct. So what you do instead is you work on yourself. You're hurting, you're going through what you're going through, but yet you say, Okay, let me let me find out more about this. And you seek that Bible and ask him, open your mouth. And I want you to say, Father, guide me by your spirit to aid me in that which I have asked of you. I am still waiting for you, Father. I am still seeking you with my whole heart. I am humbling myself. This is new. Or you know, I'm so wicked, I don't even deserve this from you, but I need it. I need you to come through for me here. I need you to reveal yourself to me. I need to mourn as you have instructed your children and your kingdom of light to mourn. And I don't want to be beaten down and trodden down and controlled and manipulated by grief. I don't want to turn to medicine. I don't know what's all in that anyway. I don't want to turn to people. Because sometimes I even though I talk to them, I wonder do they really understand where I'm coming from? And nobody knows you like me. Like you have seen everything I've gone through. You have seen everything I said and did, you have seen what this person meant to me, what this meant to me, what this goal, what this aspiration or goal meant to me. Some people say goals, but we say aspirations. What we aspire to accomplish with the help of the most high. Okay. You see what this loss meant to me. This friendship, my goodness. My mother has written me off. She don't care. She never cared. And now it's final, and I'm I'm just I'm overwhelmed. I am mourning the relationship we could have had. My father, where he at? Where are you at? He's never been here. I'm mourning the relationship we have. Or if my father is here and he is absent, he ain't never been a good father. Or my father is here and he's so oppressed. This world just hates him. Can he get a break? I'm mourning the life he should have. Whatever it is. They're bullying my children at school.

SPEAKER_02 46:55

I'm so tired of seeing my baby hurt. I'm so tired of seeing my children having to go through this. They're struggling. I'm mourning the life that I wanted to give them. This isn't it. And I'm sad.

SPEAKER_01 47:09

Father, help me. Help me because antidepressants is not your way. I want to be healed, delivered, and set free. I want a change in my life. I don't want a band-aid. I want you to take away the pain, the suffering, everything that is dead. Father, I'm asking you to make every crooked way straight.

SPEAKER_00 47:44

I'm asking you to heal me complete.

SPEAKER_01 47:49

And I'm having the courage to stay with you as you complete this perfect work within me that I'm asking of you. And I will not be afraid of what you tell me and what you reveal to me. And I will set my heart to obey you in every way. So that when this 30 days is up, I come out victorious. Come on, I come out prosperous at another level in you that I could have never imagined.

unknown 48:23

Who knew?

SPEAKER_01 48:26

And next time grief comes knocking because you have warned us that it will, and it brings all its buddies, addiction, masturbation, lying, you know, hoarding, being a hypochondriac, these little hidden things, cutting, self-destruction, would fall under cutting, all these other things, and all the many others that it will bring. I need not focus on that because my eyes are on you, Father. But when that spirit comes, Father, alert me, quicken me, and I will move in that which you have taught me. I will walk in the light of what I know because I am now victorious after having sought you, after you having come in and healed me and taught me how to walk in deliverance. You have delivered me, and instead of the thing which I mourn and thought my life would never be the same, you have taken that perfect situation, that opportunity, and drawn me closer into your bosom. And you are yet still teaching me, Father, that is our desire on today. That is our desire that all of these methods and measures whereby which the kingdom of darkness has programmed in us from infancy, they have programmed our lives for destruction in this hell on earth that they have created here. By us, mind you, they couldn't have done any of it without us. But Father, we want to be and we remain your obedient children of your kingdom of life. And where there is your light, we walk in the light, we see your light, and we know the kingdom of darkness sees us as well. They can't help but see your light shining through. So, Father, even as we go through this process of seeking you during our morning, we pray for your protection. We request spiritual help to walk along with us, to help minister to us and teach us and guide us. As you are instructing us, and as you challenge us, because we all must be tried. And this is trying us. This loss, this sadness, this despair, the guilt, the shame. Right? The world says, Ah, you didn't have closure.

SPEAKER_00 51:22

But we say, uh, we need deliverance, we need a surety. We need your love, your love that this world can't imitate.

SPEAKER_01 51:35

The love that Satan and Lucifer and all the kingdom of darkness, they can't give, they can't fabricate it, they can't go in the air or in the in the in the forest or in the waters to create that. Their labs are incapable of your love, your life-changing, righteous transformation of love that we seek, and we're not looking in the valley, we're not looking down here, we constantly have our eyes upon you, we look unto the heels from what's coming to our help. I help now and will always come from you. So, Father, we submit our will to your will, and every day that we are in pain and suffering, we open up our mouths and we communicate it to you, and we honor you and reverence you in our stock and let you know the deep, dark, hurt, secret pain, and re and and memories and knowledges that come to the surface during this time of mourning. We bring them to you.

SPEAKER_02 52:51

Wherever we are, we step out, we go to the restroom, we're in the car, we get up, stop watching TV, and we go and we tell you when we're cooking, while we're cooking, we tell you, oh father, I feel it again. I'm so empty.

SPEAKER_01 53:16

I don't know what to do. Why couldn't I just have more time? Where have they gone? Did they make it into your kingdom? Are they truly at rest? What should I do to make sure that the curses that caught them does not manifest in my life or will cease manifesting in my life.

SPEAKER_00 53:42

Father, pull me out of this pit of despair. I am willing to walk in obedience to you so that I can also be your hands and feet in this earth.

SPEAKER_01 53:59

Don't just deliver me for my own selfish sake. But Father, if you deliver me and heal me, like this young lady is telling me you can, then Father, you can trust that I'll turn around and do whatever it is that you want me to do. That I will partner with you. What do you need of me, Father? Here I am.

SPEAKER_00 54:29

You mean please reveal your truth to me. Teach me.

SPEAKER_01 54:35

I want to know your way, and I want to destroy every band, every chain, every weapon of the kingdom of darkness that is coming against my family and me, so that I can continue to walk in victory. My desire is to seek you while you may be found, Father, and call upon you while you are near. My desire is for you to create in me a clean heart and renew a right and steadfast spirit within me so that any other obstacles that I face, because I know in this wicked world there will be many.

SPEAKER_00 55:25

That I will continue, continually grow closer and closer to you. I'm growing up unto you.

SPEAKER_01 55:40

A beautiful vessel of honor. That is our desire on today, Father. So the way do we apply this revelatory knowledge today? Is to immediately. Immediately, whether it has been two months later, six months later, and you've been breathing according to this world standards, it doesn't matter, beloved. Isn't that exciting? It does not matter. Right here on the wings of the knowledge of the most high. You can come right up under his wings, beloved. And seek him the same get off of the destructive damning train of darkness. And in this case right in this opportunity, go ahead. Talk to the most high. Go ahead, open up to him about everything that you can remember about this sad, sorrowful, regretful moment of your life where you encountered a loss. And you need to revisit all of them, beloved. Yes, yes, all of them. Take them one by one, or you can take them all together. Let the most high guide you, but you need to revisit them all. Pull them up because you don't want any demons, no witchcraft, sorcery, cursed spells, nor any magic hidden within you, still oppressing you, still controlling you. That's the whole point of oppression. Witchcraft is to take over your will. That it that is its whole point to oppress you and suppress you, and to take over your will and your intent and turn it over to them. And and why do they want to do that? Because they want to push you right into a covenant. Most people are they don't seek evil intent, they seek the kingdom of darkness to bring relief to life's circumstances. Okay? And the kingdom of darkness knows this. They monopolize off of this and they market it back at you. They are the cause of this, and they market themselves as the fix. Did you hear me? It's just like your daddy, Mr. Upside Down. You know, he wants to be the most high, but he can't. Yes. Satan and Lucifer. All them and all his seed. Everybody. They all want to be the most high, but they can't. Now, what your goal is to do is you want to be completely free. You want to be completely set free. You may say, I haven't thought about this for years. You're not about to have me go back down here half crazy, half remembering this stuff. I don't drink no more. But I haven't, you know what? I haven't thought about this. I don't drink no more. I don't, I don't, there's, I don't do substance abuse anymore because that was the only way I could deal with that back then. I don't sleep around anymore. I mean, you know, not as much. You're not about to have me dig this stuff back up and have to face this all over again. I hear you. I hear you. And I'm here to tell you you're still living it out every day. Do you hear me? And more than likely, you have onboarded your enemies who have kept you locked and bound from that very thing you refuse to take to the most high. Like I said from the beginning, beloved, this is yet another opportunity for the deliverance power of the most high in and through you. And why? You may say, nobody does nothing for nothing. And if you say he ain't this God we learn about in the Bible, then why he why is he doing this? What is his motive? Everybody has a motive. You're right, beloved, you're right. And what and what is his motive? He already told us that's one of the true things in that Bible, so that all the nations may see his wondrous works, so that all the nations may see his wondrous works. You know, the kingdom of darkness tracks us, they try their best to track us and keep track of everything we're doing. And let me tell you, they are on it spiritually. Oh, yes, they have an infrastructure that's strong, but it's not as strong as the kingdom of the most high. They all want to be like the most high, but they can. Okay. But they do try. And let me tell you, when the most high sets you free, all the kingdom of darkness will be highly upset. And that is when you know, this thing is for real. You mean to tell me just from me having gone through this process of grieving and accepted verbally? I signed on, accepted, acknowledged it, and I have made this my banner. I support all the grieving charities. What do you mean to tell me that's not right? Number 11, it's not right. It's all wrapped up, tied up, tangled up in the kingdom of darkness. It's a force. I don't know. I don't know how better to say it. I'm not trying to bust the blood vessel over here, but it is a fallacy.

SPEAKER_00 1:01:41

It's fake, it's an illusion of what the most high gives. Now, what is the most high's objective?

SPEAKER_01 1:01:53

Huh? What is his motive? It is for all the nations to see his miraculous, powerful work, right? And also so that others who are oppressed, who are suffering, who are leaving this earth early, having their lives stolen from them, on the back of grief that they could not manage, because they didn't tap into the source of life, because they couldn't, the spirit of death was able to come in. So while there is breath still left in your body, this is an opportunity of victory.

SPEAKER_00 1:02:51

Twenty years, thirty, ten days, seven years.

SPEAKER_01 1:02:58

It does not matter. Walk in the light of this revelatory knowledge of the Most High and begin right now. You listened thus far.

SPEAKER_00 1:03:16

Let it sink in. Listen again.

SPEAKER_01 1:03:20

Let it sink in. And for those of you who do want to participate in your deliverance, right where you are, in the most high's name, by his spirit and on his authority, I decree and I declare, and I speak over you now. By the power of the most high, be healed, delivered, and set free from all of the pain, the shame, the sin, the sadness, the sorrow, the despair, from all the transgression and the iniquity. Father, I lose your setup hard spirit now to visit them and to begin to minister to them your healing power. Guide them by your mighty hand and bring them out of this pit of affliction and this pervasion of pain and suffering. Deliver your people, Father, so that they may walk uprightly before you and go out doing your will with nothing missing, nothing lacking, and nothing broken. Father, in your name, by your spirit, and on your authority, I speak death to grief and every spirit of darkness that is working with it. Father, by the power of your spirit, I loose your set-apart spirit, consuming fire to consume every tentacle, every reach, every root of the spirit of grief out of your children who are seeking you while you may be found and calling upon you while you are near. Deliver your children, Father, by your mighty hand who trusteth in you. Oh Father, show forth your glory in and through us so that every Everyone can see, and we can bear witness and tell of your healing power, which not only brings deliverance and a new mind and a new heart, but it also aligns us with your perfect will, setting every cricket way in our life straight, so that we now begin to walk in our destiny, that our stars can shine brightly before you and you can restore everything that has been stolen from us, and that our purpose is now back on line with your will, and that even from this point, we will continue to walk in your light, and we know that you will continue to show us your light and guide us through this wicked world of darkness until you take us out of here, and we shall live to see that because we are your vessels of honor. We are children of obedience to you only, you only, the creator of heaven and earth. Father, we come into agreement with your will. We submit our will to your will. We say, Father, your will be done in our life, in our family's life, in every area, in every situation, not our will, your will.

SPEAKER_02 1:07:29

You know it's what is best for us, and we submit to that completely.

SPEAKER_00 1:07:38

Catapult us, Father. Instruct us, teach us how to fast. Teach us how to go on the fast and come before your throne properly.

SPEAKER_01 1:07:57

Let us do the acceptable fast unto you, so that you can do your perfect will in us.

SPEAKER_00 1:08:13

The acceptable fast unto you, Father.

SPEAKER_01 1:08:23

It is our desire to do the acceptable fast unto you. Guide us to every scripture, every passage that you will have us to find to aid us in seeking you so that we do not sabotage ourselves yet again by jumping off of this course of intention in seeking you. But guide us, Father, and forgive us when our hearts are weak. We will still keep talking to you. We will still keep praying. Even when it seems that our faith is weak and all hope is lost, we will keep seeking you. We will keep expecting of you. And we will stay encouraged by reading your promises to us. That is what we will research and search out. We will find the scriptures of that which we desire. We will stand on those as we continue to seek your face. And when our deliverance comes, we won't keep it to ourselves, but we will let others know, especially when we see them suffering, so that they too can be comforted and feel your love, which will propel them to you as well. And we can all rejoice together. If not here, when we get into the wilderness, we can rejoice together at how you miraculously brought us out by your mighty hand when we could see no way. And you did it in a wicked land where every king, every ruler has agreed to devour us all, where the wicked have joined hands together to cut down the quiet ones in the land. Father, your power, your sovereignty, and your majesty has found us this day. This day, we will walk out our deliverance and we will not stop. And after your deliverance has come upon us, we ask then now for the anointing to go out and to minister. And then, if you so desire to release your anointing upon us so that we can go and be your light to others who are going through the same and similar things, we say yes to your will.

SPEAKER_00 1:11:21

No matter what you have need of us to do or where you need us to do it, we say yes. Because our life, it is yours, it is your vehicle of honor.

SPEAKER_01 1:11:39

We thank you for victory, we thank you that we are healed, and we thank you that we have already pleased you in every way, and we will continue to seek you while you may be found and call upon you while you are near, knowing that we're just heading to our next destination of victory. It is done. Well, that is all that I have for you today, beloved. Remember, you must be a participant in your own deliverance. There is no other way. And everything that you need in order to do that, the Most High has already placed it in you. You may know it as a desire to live. Some people say, Oh, it's my survival mode. No, it's your desire to thrive. You don't want to just live, beloved, but you want everything that you know been taken from you.

SPEAKER_00 1:12:53

And today, you are on that journey. I'll see you next time.