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The Magic Is In Your Mess
The Magic is in Your Mess is a living archive of awakening, where healing gets honest, transformation gets personal, and feeling stuck becomes sacred.
Hosted by Parul Gupta—coach, creative, and transformation guide—this podcast explores what it really takes to come home to yourself after a life of emotional chaos, perfectionism, people-pleasing, or playing small. Through raw solo episodes and intimate conversations with guests across healing modalities, Parul unpacks the unseen patterns that keep us stuck and the magic that emerges when we choose to trust ourselves.
Expect deep truths, unfiltered stories, esoteric tools, and soulful reminders that your path doesn’t have to look like anyone else’s.
Whether you’re moving through heartbreak, starting over, navigating your spiritual awakening, or rebuilding your confidence from the ground up, this space is for you.
Because the magic isn’t in the perfect life.
It’s in the mess that taught you who you really are.
The Magic Is In Your Mess
My Divorce Was My Awakening
In this episode, I’m sharing one of the most pivotal chapters of my life—the story of my divorce, and how it became the catalyst for my healing, my creativity, and my courage.
For years, I stayed. It wasn’t a bad relationship. In fact, it was the safest and the most loving thing I’d ever known. But inside, I was slowly unraveling. I couldn’t hear my voice. I couldn’t feel my joy. I was waiting for a loud, dramatic reason to walk away. But what I really needed was to trust the quiet knowing in my body.
✨ In this episode, I talk about:
— Why I stayed stuck in indecision for so long
— How childhood trauma shaped my idea of love and safety
— The mirror moment that finally changed everything
— What clarity actually feels like (and when it shows up)
— The fear of choosing yourself when no one else gets it
This isn’t just about divorce. It’s about any decision that asks you to leave the familiar and trust your truth.
If you're sitting in that place—safe but disconnected, loyal but lost, I hope this episode meets you there. 💌
Come say hi on Instagram @healingwithparul and let me know if it spoke to you.
Next episode: Rebuilding Self-Trust After Emotional Chaos