EP 189 - Unfiltered Alignment: How I Reclaimed My Energy, Voice & Vision

There’s a moment when everything just clicks, not because of a new strategy, but because your body finally feels safe enough to tell the truth.

In this raw and revelatory solo episode, Jessica peels back the layers on the one word that shifted everything in her business (spoiler: it’s not just a swear word, it’s a frequency). After months of nervous system recovery and emotional disconnection, she shares what it really takes to come back into deep alignment - without burning everything down.

If you’ve been feeling foggy, filtered, or out of sync with your own work, this is the episode you didn’t know you needed.

Jessica brings you inside her personal recalibration, showing how unfiltered truth, energetic congruence, and nervous system safety create real momentum in business - not just mindset, but full-body reclamation.

Inside this episode:

• Why “filtering” your truth creates static in your business
• The nervous system roots of creative disconnection and burnout
• What it means to meet the energy of your business—not just manage it
• How one sacred word cracked open a new level of clarity, confidence, and flow
• The energetic difference between surviving your brand and becoming it

This is your invitation to stop bypassing your body, start trusting your truth, and lead from your deepest frequency.

Sacred Moments & Searchable Topics:
[00:01:00] Reconnecting to your "fuck yes" frequency
[00:04:45] Nervous system disconnection and creative fog
[00:09:20] Rebirth seasons and identity shedding
[00:16:30] Energetic mismatches in your offers and brand
[00:27:10] How to embody unfiltered alignment in business

Transcript

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Welcome to Resource with Jessica Reed. This is the podcast for visionary entrepreneurs who are here to build a thriving business and luminous life, fully resourced from the inside out. Here we unlock the magic of inner alignment, emotional mastery, and energetic strategies, so you can lead with clarity, confidence, and ease. This is your space to shed what no longer serves you, embody your highest potential, and expand into the next evolution of your business and soul's work. You are meant for more, and it all starts here. You know when something clicks, like really clicks, suddenly everything that just felt foggy, that felt disconnected, it all just makes so much sense. That was me and the word, the one word that changed all of this was, fuck. Okay, not for shock value. Not because I'm even a potty mouth, but because that one word was the exact frequency that I had been filtering out of my business and out of myself. And the moment that I let that land, I kid you, not everything in the last few weeks has just clicked into playing. My energy levels have risen. People are responding to me in ways that I haven't seen since the last time. I felt like I was in such deep alignment, but I know that this is the next level for me. My energy, my clarity, it is recalibrating, and I'm going to tell you the story about how that one word. Just clicked everything into place for me today, and I think you're really gonna resonate with this. If you have been feeling stagnant in your business, maybe even disconnected. Now, before we get into that, I wanna welcome you back. This is resourced, the podcast. My name is Jessica Read. I am a business mentor. I am a frequency strategist, and I am the woman who helps entrepreneurs recalibrate their energy and their identity so that they can lead, they can live, and they can earn from there. Fuck yes. Frequency. Oh yes, I said it now. If we haven't met yet. Hello? We are learning how to build from frequency first in this world. That doesn't mean that strategy doesn't exist, but it means that our strategy is in alignment with our thoughts, with our nervous system, with our emotions and the energy that we are emitting out into our fields. Because when you are not in your fullest authentic expression, your business feels it. And I'm going to give you a really. Really, um, detailed example today of what this was looking like for me, following on from when I shared with you two weeks ago, the journey of the nervous breakdown recovery that I have been on. So I had been feeling that disconnect as well. It was starting to really feel for me. Like things were stagnant. I was feeling really disconnected from myself. I was feeling really disconnected from my offers, even though I loved turning up and delivering. Inside of my office, I was feeling really disconnected from it. And I just wanna share this story with you because this is a conversation that I have had time and time again. So this is the story of how I have connected, reconnected to that aliveness, but at a level that honestly I haven't really felt before. And that's because of the state that I was in prior to in my nervous system. We are gonna talk about how that one word helped me to embody the next evolution of my work and my brand and my frequency. So by the end of this episode, you are going to understand why filtering your truth creates energetic, static in your business. How to reconnect with your authentic expression and how to reignite that flow and why your next level alignment isn't something that you can learn, but it's actually something that you have to remember. And I know that sounds so poetic. I know, I understand. But I promise you that is my real lived experience. So, as you know, I had been in that rebirth season. I have spent this whole year going through the deepest, darkest, dark nights of my soul that I have ever truly been through. I was struggling with acrophobia, so I was barely leaving my home. I was struggling. With daily panic attacks and multiple, some days earlier in the year I was frozen until lunchtime because I was in such a heightened state. And so if you don't know that story, I'm not going to share it all again today. I did share it in a real deep dive two weeks ago, so you can go back to that episode, it would be 187 and and go and have a listen as I have been recalibrating. The energy of my business has been, it's been like up here. It has been waiting for me to come up and meet that frequency. The energy of my business is beautiful and I've done a lot of work on that myself. I have worked with a woman who specializes in actually, um, clearing the energies of business and property. And, and she said the same thing to me. She's like, your business isn't the problem. Like, and you know, in, in much more tasteful words, you are the problem. It's not what she said to me, but it's my energy, it's my frequency that had been off, and I knew that I understood that. Because I had been in this season, this season of rebirth, literally rebirthing my whole identity, rebirthing the way that my life looks, making choices and decisions and facing things that I never thought I would actually have the courage to face. And so as I have grown and as I have shed, I'm just imagining this snake ride now, like as I have shed off this, this old skin and I'm stepping out now out of that cocoon, out into that butterfly, I was having this conversation with my, with one of my mentors. So I have, I have two amazing mentors that I work with, and we had a, a private session. And I said to her, I, I'm feeling really disconnected. Like I'm starting to feel. More like myself. I'm starting to see things a lot clearer. I feel like I'm coming out of the cocoon. This was a few weeks ago. I feel like I'm starting to come out of the cocoon, but I'm feeling really disconnected from my business and I don't wanna burn the whole thing down. I don't want to, you know. Redo all my offers and, and all of that. And that's again, the thought process. Even though this is what I teach. That's the thought process that was going through my head. It's like, oh no, I've just spent all this time, not that I am that attached, that I wouldn't pivot if I need to. Because as you've seen with my work and my containers in the past, I have, I mean, Ascension Academy is. Is a refined version of embodied entrepreneur. I used to have my tapping circle. My private sessions used to be much more alternative therapies, trauma work, and now we've evolved into this business mentorship, this high level frequency, like everything has evolved and I'm so happy for the evolution, but I was feeling really disconnected. And while some things were responding in my business, there were other things that just felt really stagnant. And I knew it was me. And so in this one-on-one session, she's like, I'm just gonna hold some space for you to talk through this. And as I'm talking through it, I'm like, okay, I am really focusing on this and this messaging and this is how I've been putting out my work. But actually I'm really, really being pulled to talk about frequency. I'm really being pulled to talk about rebirth. Not only because that's what I'm doing right now, I'm, I'm coming out the other side of it. But also I had this huge realization that over the last few years, whether it be in their business or whether it be in their emotional state, every woman who was coming into my world was in her rebirth. She was in that messy middle between the survival and the overflow, and I had actually already created an entire ecosystem that supported that evolution, but I was looking at it from the wrong perspective. So she holds Wealth Foundations, Ascension Academy, all of these are a pathway to overflow. The Mastermind is a pathway from overflow into living from the faria energy. I hadn't fully owned that though. I hadn't really, really let that drop in that that was my through line. It was all frequency first, but my voice wasn't reflecting that yet. And so suddenly I started realizing actually I don't need to redo any of my offers. What I really need to do, now that I understand that disconnect is own, that I. And so I started feeling like maybe even more deeper into my purpose was actually this is supposed to be me, like initiating people into their next level frequency from their rebirth. Like maybe that is a part of my rebirth. Maybe initiating those pivots. Everyone who comes into my world, they pivot. They pivot their business model into something more aligned. They pivot into something that leads into that overflow. I could see all of these pieces all coming together, and then I really started to realize, like through the lens of my human design, like my six three profile. I am here. I'm just gonna read this to you so I don't get it wrong to literally, I'm wired to experiment, collapse, rise, and then model wisdom. So that is the third line that lives in trial and error. And the sixth line matures into this role model who guides others through similar processes. And then when I think about a lot of the gates that I have, it's really about transmitting struggle, provoking awareness, awakening. Spirit within others. And we're also, as a part of that, within my business, awakening the spirit in your business as well. And the thing is, is that that is, that is me literally being wired to hold people through pivots. That is me literally being wired to hold people through the messy middle, through the, the cosmic guru that the caterpillar turns into. Like that is me being wired for that. And as I just said, I had already unconsciously, intentionally, but not intentionally created this whole ecosystem that already supports that evolution. And so I started to really sit with this. Then I started to really speak into this, and I was starting to feel a lot more aligned. As I said, it started to feel like I didn't actually have to burn down all of my offers, that actually it was just a matter of positioning them in a way that was aligned for me, because that's what we do. We position our offers and we build our offers, and we deliver our offers in a way that is deeply aligned for you, so that we are not feeling that stagnant, that disconnect. So it was starting to really come together. Something hadn't quite clicked yet, and I'll explain what that was in a moment. So later that week, we were workshopping a headline. And she suggested one. She said, I'm gonna just throw this one out of left field. And it had the word fuck in it and it was like, okay, this is not a coincidence because earlier that day. I had been on Instagram and I had shared a story about something that my clients had been through, and there was twice where I had gone to swear and I was like, I can't do that. I need to hold that in. That's not a spiritual thing to do. Like I was really like this, this, holding it back and holding it in, and I thought about that. All day long. It like rummaged around inside of my body all day because over the last few weeks as I'm coming out of this cocoon, I have not only remembered, but really felt how playful I am. I have remembered how sarcastic I can be. I have remembered how, yeah, I do swear. I drop the F-bombs and I will say the things that need to be said, and I will do that in a way that is impactful and I never used to care. And what I really was like sitting with, I was like, why does this feel like I am holding myself back? What if. I was to wear on socials. What if, you know? And then I was like, you know, going through all these processes. And so that was me all day ruminating on this. Like, why am I holding myself back? I feel so at home in who I am. And so excited to be connected to the parts of me that are playful and, and that are. Curious and, and that are again, a little bit sarcastic sometimes, maybe a little bit morbid in my jokes like that is who I am. And through the nervous breakdown and the last probably eight years or so of, of deep, deep stress, I really had disconnected from that. And so when Holly was like suggesting this headline that Swar, I was like, I'm really curious about this. I would say that word. I would say it in a coaching container. I would say it in my mentorship container. I would say it at home. I would say it to a friend, but I wouldn't post it. And so I was already starting to really sit with this whole disconnect, this mismatch between the fact that I wasn't being my full, authentic self. I realized that I had been filtering out my natural tone. My, my playful, the, the embodied tone, because I thought it wasn't spiritual enough and that was my next edge. I was only expressing half of myself. In my human design, I have the left angle cross of the spirit. So my gate's 55 and 59. These are the sacred, emotional, intimate, and I had been living so deep in those and wondering why there was always this little twinge that didn't feel quite right, but then the nine and the 16, that's expression, that's truth, that's charisma. That is rhythm. That's my fuck yes. Energy like that is that for me, I am literally designed to awaken spirit through aliveness and authentic expression. And here I was holding back part of my true frequency. I was too far in the other one, and I started to really realize that my voice needed to hold both frequencies. And I was saying this to my mentor in Voxer, and I'm gonna replay you something that she said to me. All right, I'm gonna play this. Hopefully you can hear it clearly. This is how you get back into alignment. Jess, you are literally. Telling your clients they need to be more of themselves, to be more connected to themselves in order to grow and expand. And there's an energetic mismatch here for you, right? There's a disconnect here for you between what you are portraying and putting out there and who you actually are. Yeah, and I knew that, and just having that mirrored back to me as well was like, yes. And it's not that I was intentionally holding those pieces back, and this is why, as I've really realized this whole journey that I take people through from survival identity through the rebirth and the pivot into the overflow by activating that, fuck yes energy. That doesn't happen when we're in survival. The Ascension Academy. Oh my gosh. That container is so powerful to come out of the survival mode, the one-on-one work that I do. Oh my gosh. The way that we hold space for mindset in the Mastermind, there is a reason why all of these containers encompass all of these different lenses because we can't come into that Fuck yes frequency when we are in the survival, and that is where I had really been for so long. And so all of that work, all of the struggle, all of the challenge, all of everything that I have lost this year, I have also gained so, so much. And so I was in Voxer and I'm listening to that. And as I'm going through this, this wasn't, oh, I can't even begin to explain. I'm getting so fucking lit up, like lit up. My whole body is like. So turned on, so activated, and I'm like, oh my gosh. Like I literally squealed. I'm not gonna squeal through the microphone, but I literally squealed. I was like, ah. Like it was so vocal for me. I just realized that I could be me fully, fully me. And it was just this moment where it was like, this is who I am, and I had been so disconnected from it. And the word that brought me back that pieced it all together was, fuck. And it's like, then I'm exploring what does that fuck yes. Feel like, you know, that's, yes, I can do this. Yes, I can charge this. Yes, I can. Not have to hustle through my wounds. Like, yes, it is okay that I have humanity while I'm running a business. Yes, I can raise my prices. Yes, I can be in overflow. Fuck yes, I can do this. Fuck yes, I am worthy of this. And I just, and that was me. I had to be in that fuckas energy first. And I felt so, like I said, I can't even, I don't even have words for how lit up I was feeling. And then I messaged, and then I messaged the um, woman who's doing all of the creative direction for my next photo shoot. And I was like, this is it. You asked me what I want people to feel when they are experiencing these photos. I want them to feel that, fuck, yes, I can do this. I want them to believe in themselves at that level. I want them to know, yes, I know what my next step is. Yes, I can do this. Yes, I'm worthy. And there was just this, this surge of energy and honestly, I haven't come down from it. And so I have started to put this out into the world. You see that in my messaging. You see that in who I am authentically being as I'm showing up this beautiful balance between that intimate and that spiritual because my containers are so deep, so, so deep, and that is a part of how I am also designed. I can. Drop your walls, so on so effortlessly. Um, as, as a part of who I am. So we have to go deep. But at the same time, it's that, as I said, it's that end piece. It's not just survival, it's not just rebirth, but it's overflow from the far yes frequency. And I realized that I have been helping women activate this all along. I had already built the frameworks. I had already built the ecosystem. I had just been disconnected from that part of me. And I can tell you right now that my frequency and my business' frequency, they are so aligned, and I know this is not gonna be the only rebirth I have. I know that this is not gonna be the only time that I have a disconnect, but boy, it feels good to be in that alignment. So I, first of all, if you are in that disconnect and we need to bring your frequency into alignment and we need to activate your fuck yes frequency, the first thing that I really, really wanna say to you is to release the timeline because you are going through what you're going through for a reason. This is the rebirth piece, and whether you are in the survival identity, whether you are in the rebirth. Whether you are ready for the overflow, I have a space that can hold you. And that is just so exciting. Like she holds wealth. That is that survival and safety with money. Foundations. These two are self-paced, by the way. You can literally just get into them straight away, and one's$111 and one's 47. So there's literally no brainer, no barriers, foundations is that reconnection back to your voice, your values, who you truly are, so that then you can align your business model with that, and it takes you through all of that, your business foundations as well. Ascension. Acade is where we go from survival into, uh, rebirth. We are rebirthing you into the identity that knows herself as premium. Its expansion, its embodiment, its expression, and then the mastermind is rebirth to overflow. Sustainable leadership and my private containers are also rebirth to overflow. Sustainable leadership, but in a much more intimate setting. And that is all activated through this Fuck yes frequency. This one word, this one word that just pulled everything so deeply, deeply into alignment For me, so this has been my last few weeks. There's this real like rebirth in the sense of the truest sense of the word and this, this whole thing. I mean, it's not just about the word fuck. And, and yes, we will say it more now because I don't feel like I have to hide that peace of me. And if you don't like it, I've actually made peace with that. That was one of those things that I was going through. It's like, okay, well what am I worried about? What if someone comes and tells me it's unnecessary? Okay. That's okay. If they don't like it, it's okay. If they don't like me, it's okay. But the deeper message from me beneath this was, this is about that real beautiful reconnection to who I am. The self permission to be fully expressed, but understanding how that has come from navigating out of that chronic survival mode. To, to understand that I can really let the sacred and the human coexist and really reinforce the message that I teach, that when your energy matches who you really are, you become the woman who holds what you are asking for, then your business flows again. So now I, I am not filtering my expression anymore. My business is starting to not filter its results, and I'm seeing that every single post that I'm putting out is getting dms. It's starting conversations. I'm getting questions about workshops that I'm talking about. I'm getting all of this resonant energy from the right people. So the clarity returned, the flow returned, the joy has returned, and that's what the fuck yes. Frequency really is. It's that energetic click when your body, your voice, your vision, and your business are finally back in sync. Oh, thank you for letting me share this story with you. I cannot wait to hear what your version of this is, and of course, if you are in that messy rebirth, if you are still the survival, if you have not yet connected to that fuck yes frequency, then I have a whole beautiful offer ecosystem. Something to meet you where you are at, that will help you do that. You can check out the links below. You can come and message me if you'd like some, some personalized direction on what is going to help you, but just I hope that you take this one thing away today and that is that beautiful reminder, full permission to be yourself at whatever level and layer that is for you right now. Because as I know and as I'm experiencing. As I said, the more I come outta that survival identity, the more it is being shown to me again, who I am, and this time I'm ready to actually embody it. I'm not trying to fit into anybody else's lens. I'm not trying to be seen as something that I'm not or someone that I am not, because I had remembered in the past who I was and I had watered it the fuck down. I'm not doing that anymore. And neither are you. I'll see you next week. Thank you for tuning into resource with Jessica Reed. If today's episode spoke to you, I'd love for you to share it with another soul led entrepreneur who is also ready to rise. Make sure to subscribe, leave a review, and stay connected because when you are deeply resourced, you become unstoppable. Until next time, my friend, stay resourced. Stay radiant and trust in the magic that is you.