Mystical Misfits with Courtney and Phil
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Mystical Misfits with Courtney and Phil
Embracing Uniqueness: Transformative Journeys Through Intuition and Imagination
What if embracing your quirks is the key to unlocking your true potential? Join us as we navigate the vibrant themes of individuality, change, and intuition in a universe that often resists nonconformity. As Uranus moves direct, we're cosmically nudged to honor our uniqueness and courageously embrace life's shifts. Listen to our candid tales of easily being sidetracked by life's endless distractions, yet learning the art of discipline to remain true to our aspirations. Amidst this exploration, we offer a humorous nod to a certain chatty feline companion who lightens our journey with its playful antics.
Good morning Bill. How are you?
Speaker 2:I'm great Courtney. Happy Friday.
Speaker 1:Happy Friday. It's so nice to see you Too. It's um you. I think we're going to talk today about being outsiders. Are you an outsider?
Speaker 2:Yes, and after years of struggle, I'm completely comfortable with that.
Speaker 1:Yeah, and I was thinking like how important it is for everybody right now. I guess I think it's everybody's. We're all being called, especially right now, especially in this month, especially right now, like Uranus is going direct and everyone's being asked how can they be different than everybody else, how can they separate from everybody else and not not care what they think or they think? Imagine that if we all could be our own individual selves and not care what anyone thinks.
Speaker 2:Right and I think, because of Uranus' forward movement, we all might be pushed into thinking about that and making decisions about being nonconformist and being faithful. Space to be more accepting of whatever change might come rather than resisting.
Speaker 1:Yeah, cause, gee, I mean the one thing about life, right? Is that change is. Is it, what is it? The line? Change is inevitable. Like no matter how much you want everything to stay the same. How much you want everything to stay the same, it's not going to. And the more you hold on. So how are you doing with being open to?
Speaker 2:change. How are you with change? By the way, are you good with change? Yes, I think I am, but I also think it does bring up fear. You know, there is that element of I'm not in control. I'm not in control as I would like to be if I take that leap, you know, sometimes it could be a step, but sometimes it feels like a leap, and sometimes life will create that condition where you will make the leap, and that's where I push you off.
Speaker 1:I think it's like you know, you imagine like the, the, the, I think I don't know if it's your choice, right, it's like getting pushed off the mountaintop and you're like free falling.
Speaker 2:Right.
Speaker 1:Yeah, if you're not going to be willing, so do you think that we naturally can leap on our own?
Speaker 2:Yes, I think there's. You know, your spirit will tell you intuitively a lot more than your rational mind might tell you. If you allow your intuition to speak. And I think intuition whispers to me, you know it, it intuition gets crowded out by all my busyness, all the stuff that's going into my mind, all the things that are coming at me, all the stuff that's going into my mind, all the things that are coming at me. So that's why I have to create some time and space to hear that whisper and it's there.
Speaker 1:Oh, I think everyone does. I was thinking about how our society, we have so many distractions and I'll say we have a very similar personality in so many ways and so we could easily be distracted. And now, especially right with Jupiter and Gemini, right, how easily it is to be like excessive in our distractions and like getting information, and so how important it really is to find anything where you could find anything, to find that quiet, that quiet anything. I mean I don't even know what it is if it's in the shower. Don't do anything in the shower, have, like I say that like turn off, like the radio, turn off. You know, now people are listening to YouTube in the shower. If you're listening to us in the shower, just turn us off for a minute. You ever hear that messages really do you ever take? Do you take showers or baths like they come? The messages come all the time when I'm in the shower and bathtub.
Speaker 2:And that's because your sensory system is shut down or it's lowered. You're giving your mind more time just to focus on the internal right and we're both Gemini's I know you can identify with this. I drop everything and do this next new thing wonderful opportunities that I I I am at the age now where I have to check in with myself to make sure that I'm still in my lane, the lane that I create for myself. Yeah, so I've been working on that.
Speaker 1:So I. So I don't have a son in June, so I don't have a son in Gemini, but I have a Gemini moon in my past life and my Venus and so I'm very Gemini and right and I'll say I'm very much seen as a Gemini. So I do appreciate that because I see myself very mercurial and I've had to work this, especially like the last week I don't know if you've I've been very disciplined in what I'm doing and what I'm putting in my space and aware of how what I'm doing with my time. I don't know if you've been more aware, but yeah, it's so easy to keep on, not? Yeah, that's so interesting. You said that, cause that's what I've been actually working on, that very much. I'm very intentional on how I'm spending my time and making sure it's for what I say I want. So if I say I want something, am I actually doing anything to receive that?
Speaker 2:So I think this kind of comes with age, where I'm not as afraid of missing out now, you know, and I think that just kept me kind of scattered and I'm much more.
Speaker 1:I want to miss out, but you don't wait. Did you have that? Wait, I don't have that at all. I'm like, please don't invite me, I don't get.
Speaker 2:I don't want to be invited anywhere, really so yeah, I I'm kind of like that, but I when I was younger I wanted to jump into new things before I finished what I had previously jumped into. And I'm less like that now and it's actually really liberating.
Speaker 1:Wait, I hear a cat. I think the cat's giving us a message. Is it a cat?
Speaker 2:Yes, he wants to be part of the conversation.
Speaker 1:Yeah, he's talking. You see, that's a message. Well, I'll tell you a great story about messages and believing the unbelievable and having understanding breakthroughs. So my dog had died a couple of months ago and we were at the beach. So I went to the beach for the first time since the dog died. It was on the new moon of Aquarius and it was this, the new moon, and I literally prayed to the sun, gods and the moon. I said thank you so much for just protecting me and letting me have the, I'll say unique, uniquely myself. And so we kept on. So, and then my friend came, came and she's like look, it looks like Lily that ran him by the beach. Then she's like it looks like Lily. Again, like another dog came and it looks like Lily. And then this man came, started talking to us and said can I say hi to your new dog? And I said yes, and he's like oh, look at the sun dog across the way. So did you ever hear of sun dog? Of who? A sun dog?
Speaker 2:No.
Speaker 1:Okay, so when the sun rises or sunsets, the sun's up in the sky and then it's like 22 degrees away and there's a little circle and it looks like a rainbow and it's called a sun dog and what's crazy is that it's visible in the sky.
Speaker 1:It's visible in the sky, it's like through the clouds, and it's like a metaphor for angels, or for that you're guided and that you're loved and that you're taken care of. But it's called a sun dog. Never heard of it in my life. So then I go home and I'm like, wow, lily is really with me. This is so wonderful. I have to really, I'm so grateful, I believe. And then my husband texted and said by the way, don't forget, it's Lily's birthday. She was seven. So talk about what we know and what to be open-minded and that anything and anything's possible. It's like I get. I get very concrete information, and the more I listen to the messages then the more I get like, oh wow, that was a message. That was a message. That was a message Do you get? Do you have things like that happen to you all the time?
Speaker 2:Yeah, so you know synchronicities, and and again it's. I often have this. I guess I just call it knowing, and it's not verbal, it's not logical, it's just a feeling you know about things and what I should do, and you know it's never led me in the wrong direction. I haven't listened to it all the time, I haven't, you know, but it's, I don't know, it's like a, it's like a, it's like a little bell inside that rings and I just know.
Speaker 1:Well, so if you were asked because I think you're a very Uranian person, would you say you're a very Uranian person, you didn't need to fit, even though you might not have wanted to be left out. I'll say I don't know. You seem like the kind of person that didn't always have to fit in. Does that make sense? Absolutely like help somebody that maybe wants to be more Uranian or have an energy of having breakthroughs or being their unique. How would you recommend something to them? Like to?
Speaker 2:embody that. Yes, I would just tell them that it's nothing to be afraid of. You know, I think people and I'm including myself can be resistant to ideas or flashes that seem larger than life, let's say, or a little bit too sudden and brilliant to think of as possible. But if that's happening to you, that's a gift and that you should pay attention to it and you shouldn't be afraid of it, because fear, you know, is ego based and that keeps us small, right, but our spirit and our soul wants us to be big and really experience life in its fullness. And if you going to do that, then take that step forward. Or, as you mentioned, take that leap forward because you're, you're not an isolated part of the universe. You are of the universe and in the universe and it's supporting you every minute. And this is the example that I give.
Speaker 2:Think about breathing right now. Right, you're, you can control your breathing a little. You can speed it up or slow it down, and that's great, that's a great skill to learn, because it can help you become more energized or more relaxed. It can do a lot. But one thing you can't do is you can't force yourself to stop breathing. It's you're, you're not the breather. You're the breathing, that's.
Speaker 2:I love that, that's that's, that's your life force, that's the universe first Taking care of it. You're not even thinking about it, you're just breathing, and during the day, breathing. At night you're breathing while you're sleeping. Yes, it's all being done for you and that's that's. That's life force, energy that you're inhaling, and without it you would stop. But you can't stop it, it's gonna. Even if you try, you really can't stop it.
Speaker 1:It's going to. Even if you try, you really can't say that it's brilliant, a brilliant metaphor for what we ask. That's a that's a great metaphor. But maybe think of what you were saying was, in a way, we're all geniuses, right?
Speaker 2:When you're talking, and.
Speaker 1:but first of all, that's genius just the breath and how. I never thought about it like that, like we could control our breath. We can make it faster and quicker and slower, and even when we're not thinking about it, we're breathing. And so, even when we're not thinking about it, we all have like a genius within us, and every single human. I mean, that was so brilliant. Thank you so much, phil, because it was. I love it. We're all geniuses and the only problem is is that we're thinking about it.
Speaker 2:Right. So when I get afraid, I think about that and I say if I'm not the breather, someone is actually the breather and that someone is, you know, all powerful and there's a reason I'm here, you know, there's I'm, and then I'm being held, I'm being supported and I'm not alone.
Speaker 1:Yeah, and that I mean that's so interesting because I think that's what everyone's supposed to know right now. Just with the way the nodes are, right when it's, they're in Pisces or they're going into Pisces, based on what you look at, and what it is is to know you're held. So what you said, right, I'm really held. I go to sleep at night. I know that I'm going to still breathe. I'm not worried about breathing. So why am I worried about all these other things? And there is so much we could worry about that. Just, you're not the breather. Are you really the thinker either? Like it's like. Who's that in there talking to me?
Speaker 2:Yes, and what? Where's that intuition coming from?
Speaker 1:I'm, it's coming, it's being given to me, it's, you know, it's whispering to me and you know a lot about that and I think there's something so important to remind people of, or to even remind ourselves the intuition is pretty always kind. It's being, it's holding you. It's not the negative voice in your head that's telling you you're not a genius, right, like that person says well, if we say you're a genius and then you were to be like, well, I'm not a genius, well, you are a genius. It's just you've been told you're not and your voice is telling you you're not. But intuition is very different. It nudges you. It might say not to do something, but that's still not negative.
Speaker 2:Yes, and because it's we're, we're, we're. We're confronting an overwhelming amount of stimuli all the time.
Speaker 1:Well, it's so interesting because my mother said something the other day which made me think of this energy in a way, and she's like I'm just so surprised there's not flying cars yet. And I and I thought, huh, I think it's because we can't think of it yet. Well, and then, of course, now you just look what just happened, but that was a very Uranian thing. Did you hear about the plane crash?
Speaker 2:Yes.
Speaker 1:Like that's a shocking, scary, uncomfortable Everybody was going to have to be. That all those people that were affected, plus all you know the chains of people, are going to have to have a new experience completely in life, like their life will never be the same and it was, and the air element that was prevalent technology, energy, electricity, all those uranium themes were involved in this and and chaos.
Speaker 1:And that chaos, right, because it was like multiple things at once. I haven't even watched anything about it. I watched, like, for five minutes last night and my heart sunk because I thought, wow, those people would have they're being pushed off the cliff. Anybody that is connected to anybody pushed off the cliff. Anybody that is connected to anybody on that plane, right, and that whole anyone you know and everybody like. How amazing is. It shows you how all connected we are right and how it's like well, you remember when that was really big, it was like seven degrees away, everybody's about seven degrees away from each other. Do you remember that the Kevin Bacon everyone's seven degrees separated from Kevin Bacon.
Speaker 2:Right.
Speaker 1:I wonder when that came out.
Speaker 2:I think it was in the nineties. But yeah, we all feel the shock of that event. Not immediately because it's fortunately for myself.
Speaker 1:I don't know anyone who was involved, but can you imagine how, just completely out of the blue and I don't say that lightly- no, and it was like last minute, like it was right before it landed Right, it was unheard of, it was not what we could imagine, just like, well, it's an interesting thing, like what? What now on the other side, we could look at like a beautiful thing that we can't imagine either. Right, that's a side of that's something very negative, that was not beautiful. But then we can't even imagine the possibilities of beautiful things happening, like on the other side you can't imagine that happening. That seems unbelievable. But then how do we look at it the other way and say what's like, what magic could happen on the other side of it?
Speaker 2:And your mom is on the right track with flying cars and I'm thinking, I'm imagining flying surfboards that people just get on their boards and they just, they take, you know, they take their lunch bag, they get on their flying surfboard.
Speaker 1:They had it right. I mean that was back to the future. And then they're already doing drones. So drones, I mean isn't that what kind of what back to the future had, where they were on on like a little?
Speaker 2:board. Yes, I forgot about that. Yeah, so something like that.
Speaker 1:I'm surprised that's actually really wait. It is a little shocking that that has not happened yet.
Speaker 2:Drones are. You would think that would have happened before the drone? Actually, yes, but it could mean that something is invented rather quickly and that we utilize it much quicker than we ever expected. You know something, some idea or process or technology just somebody comes up with a flash and puts these different pieces together and boom. So I think we're going to get a lot of that, I think and I and I do think that it's in Taurus.
Speaker 1:It's going to be a lot of things that we can actually have in our hands, like unique opportunities with things in our hands, right.
Speaker 2:Yes.
Speaker 1:And that Pluto is changing. It's just amazing to think how Uranian it all can be and how many possibilities if we can get out of our own way. But people don't want to get out of their own way. They're going to try to pull it back. I, I see it right. It's like we don't want change, we don't want to change, we don't want to change, including me. We cause we, we don't have any control when we, when we change.
Speaker 2:Right, but it will happen. So it's good to be at least aware of what's going on with the weather, so that when things do happen, Well, you could just come to us.
Speaker 1:We'll tell you every week we're going to plan on doing it Mondays, I think, so that we can really help you understand the week. And then that way, if you hear us and listen to us, expect the unexpected, be okay with change, you know, let it flow, and so that's. You don't have to actually understand the sky to understand where we're at right now. We could really help people.
Speaker 2:Yes, and you know, I think the the idea is to be. The idea is to be more accepting of the change and try not to be fearful, and I say try because I'm certainly more.
Speaker 1:Let's change the words, because I was telling my husband, I was telling David it's so important, like the universe or the angels don't understand the negative. So we say we try not to be afraid, then we'll be afraid. So what's the positive of that? Let's try to be accepting. That would be a good word. What other words can we think of? Because if we say we try not to be afraid, we'll be afraid. So let's see, let's try to be accepting. What else could we try? Try to see how I could be unique.
Speaker 2:And draw on your bravery, which everybody has.
Speaker 1:Yeah, yeah, and that. Just like we sleep at night and I love the metaphor just like we go to sleep at night, we don't worry about if we could breathe or not. Just like we go to sleep at night, we don't worry about if we could breathe or not. Why are we so worried about everything else? I love the metaphor. Thank you, phil. I think that's so perfect.
Speaker 2:The other, thank you. The other thing that comes to mind is that when we were children, do you remember how challenging it was to tie a shoe? I remember that. I remember being frustrated with adults spelling words so that I wouldn't understand it. I remember being scared and frustrated about riding a bicycle. All these things, brand new experiences, you know, really big in a child's mind, Right?
Speaker 1:So oh wait, I couldn't. I mean, do you know how long it took me to ride a bike? I was like the last one to ride a bike. I was so scared bike.
Speaker 2:I was like the last one to ride a bike. I was so scared, right. And so, if you can think back about that, can you see how the fear that you had, the burden of fear that you had with it, made it more of a challenge than it would have been if you didn't have that burden of fear?
Speaker 1:Yeah, if I wasn't so scared to fall, if I wasn't so scared to fail. I thought that was really interesting, because it's almost like you're embarrassed, right, that you're like the last to do it. Yeah, if you didn't have the fear and you weren't scared, what would you do? I always think that if you didn't have the fear and you weren't scared, what would you do?
Speaker 1:And I remember interesting about, but you knew this is what's interesting about the shoe you knew you would be able to. I think that's it Like, even though you didn't think you were able to, there was a part of you that kind of was like everybody else is able to tie their shoe, I could do this too. So there was a part of us knowing that we could end up learning to ride our bike. But maybe that's true with everything that we ended up wanting, that we're afraid to do. We also know we can do it.
Speaker 2:Yes, but there's also for me. I can remember learning how to ride a bike and before I tried, what puzzled me and what's bothered me is how do you balance? How is that possible? Because I you know, when you're a kid you're falling down all the time. How is it possible that you can remain balanced? It was just kind of fantastic to me, because I didn't know enough that you know forward momentum and you know keeps you. I didn't know enough that you know forward room symptom and you know keeps you. I didn't know any of that.
Speaker 1:What's so interesting is that some people, just like my daughter, there was like there was all these older kids on the block and my daughter was very young, four years old I think, or five years old. She got on a bike and she just rode the bike. She wasn't even scared, she had no fear whatsoever. And I remember thinking, wait, that took me so long, I don't understand, and she just did it. So I think that's interesting, how some people aren't scared of certain things and then some people are scared of other things and it really is easier. Like that bike thing just wasn't. She didn't think about the balance, she wasn't overthinking it, it was just not in her thing, she just wanted to keep up with those kids and so she did it. And but we it's so interesting where? So maybe somebody is not scared to go surfing and then another person would be very scared. It would take them so much harder to do. But because the other person could do it, you can do it too. It's a very interesting. Yeah, what scares you? Yeah.
Speaker 2:And it's really am.
Speaker 1:I going to? Am I going to? What scares?
Speaker 2:I think so many things scares me, by the way. I think so many things scare me. You know, I, like I mentioned in our group, I there's this. I keep thinking a bank safe is going to fall on my head. That's bananas and I'm being I'm exaggerating.
Speaker 1:Maybe you're robbing a bank or something. Maybe in your past life you robbed a bank and then the thing fell on your head because it wasn't really what you're supposed to be doing.
Speaker 2:But I think I watched too many Warner Brothers cartoons.
Speaker 1:Oh, I didn't like. It's so interesting. I was like the only kid that didn't like cartoons. They really bothered me because they were a little. They were a little aggressive. I was like very I didn't realize how. Now I realize how sensitive I was as a kid.
Speaker 2:But I couldn't watch any.
Speaker 1:I couldn't stand the cartoons there's always something negative happening, yes, which is a little shocking right like it wasn't like a. I think the smurfs were happy. I think I like the smurfs yeah, they.
Speaker 2:So. You know, the warner brothers cartoons were mostly for adults and it played in theaters, but then suddenly it became children's entertainment.
Speaker 1:I actually don't know that. Wait, what's this? It wasn't for children.
Speaker 2:No, it was played in movie theaters.
Speaker 1:Wait seriously.
Speaker 2:People would go out and see.
Speaker 1:People do not know this. I know you think everyone knows this. People do not know this, so you have to tell us. We do not know, sure.
Speaker 2:So think of the Popeye cartoons Bugs Bunny, Porky Pig, what others? The Roadrunner Was that like later on or earlier on? That came later, but they still initially made Roadrunner cartoons to play in theaters before each feature.
Speaker 1:Usually they played one or two cartoons in theaters, so it would be before the movie like yes, an was, they would bill it, as you know.
Speaker 2:See what gone with the wind and bugs bunny cartoon. You know that would be on the marquee. So they, they were really popular with adults. Yeah, and disney did. That's how disney started.
Speaker 1:So was mickey mouse was was mickey mouse, because what was his name? It was walter walter right, oh well but I think he had the first mouse and then it got stolen from him and then he made the other mouse oh yes oh, then he made the choo-choo train movie. So that was that. You're right. I do remember when I watched the show they were going into a movie theater to watch. Okay, but was he the first cartoon for the movies, or was there cartoons before him?
Speaker 2:There were silent cartoons before him and Disney even made silent cartoons. But then everything switched to sound and they started making sound cartoons and they only ran for five minutes, about about the average five minutes. But the other thing they did is they wanted to put something on the bill that would allow people not to miss the movie if they had trouble finding parking or they got into traffic. So if it was an eight o'clock show, the it's brilliant now we just have to watch now.
Speaker 1:We have to watch commercials, we have to watch yes, I actually like previews very much, but I can't stand that I pay for the ticket and I have to watch. Yes, that bothers me. I love previews, but now we're watching like 30 minutes. Go to the movies. I could expect 20 minutes of a preview that is so interesting, and so they geared it to adults and so they probably never switched it over and made it really about kids till later on.
Speaker 2:No, but a kid started to love them. You know I I certainly did Um, but I was more interested in in the idea that they could make these things move in such a great way. You know that they, they were just drawings and color, but they, they did such a good job at making these characters just out of drawings and color. So that's, that's something that that I really enjoyed a lot, but, yes, so well, look at that, that's a very Uranus thing, right, it's a very.
Speaker 1:you know, it changed the way it was used for. It was like a unique way to do things. It went from probably a short film to a much longer half an hour, maybe longer, changing the dynamics of who it's for. It's very Iranian, a very Iranian experience.
Speaker 2:And it was technology-based. They developed the art form of animation in the United States in the turn of the century and look where it is now. They were, you know, disney. There were a whole bunch of them that were just experimenting in their garages with this new film medium.
Speaker 1:And look how far that were made all the new possibilities. We'll have to do a recap of how extraordinary this year was and how many new geniuses will pop up.
Speaker 2:Yeah, this is optimistic theory but it's not far-fetched at all, I think, because it's Uranus and it's moving forward in Taurus, about to move into Gemini. I think very humanitarian ideas that are novel and exciting will catch fire really quick and will become accepted worldwide. That what I think.
Speaker 1:I think so too, and I actually think it'll be more for the people, right for like all of humanity, not, and more is like yeah and yeah, not even just for america, right for like like not separate from the other countries and the other, that we're all kind of having this experience together and maybe in a nice way, in a communicative way.
Speaker 2:Yes, in a way that will save us yeah.
Speaker 1:Like the way it will save us. Because if we're, if we kind of know, if we all stood and knew that we're all held and we're all loved, how would we behave to one another? It would be a much and we knew our self-worth. I think like very much. Torian energy, too, is about like our own self-worth and our own knowing of our own abilities and how important it is to trust our own uniqueness and embody it. And then if we did, then we're really not separate from anybody, right, and we're not controlled by anyone. We're not. We don't give power. We don't give our power away and other people don't give their power away either.
Speaker 2:And other people don't give their power away either, and imagine being free of that fear that clouds our thoughts. Just imagine, just to be more aware of it would be a great beginning.
Speaker 1:Yeah, yeah. Well, I'll say, just like we. I'm going to go back to the breathings. I think it's brilliant, Just like when we're going to sleep at night, we don't worry about breathing. Maybe we should try to quiet our thoughts and go to sleep. We'll wake up and it'll be a new day and anything and everything is possible. And the fear really is is the illusion. I mean fear really is. You know the devil card where I always mean fear really is. You know the devil card where I always think this is brilliant. But the devil card is the tarot card and it has the, the devil there and the lovers are chained into handcuffs, but the handcuffs are opened and so they have the ability to take off the handcuffs and walk away. The chains, the illusions, the fear are all in our head and they're all pretty much imaginary because most of the times, just like the safe or the bank thing is not going to fall on your head, most of the things that we worry about aren't going to happen.
Speaker 2:That's right.
Speaker 1:Well, thank you for being a genius and your cat, but your cat's name. Thank your cat for being a genius and thank you for he has lots of set. He has a lot to say today.
Speaker 2:He does have a lot to say.
Speaker 1:That would be very Iranian If you could start talking. Yeah, Well, he certainly he lets me know what he wants, so yes, Thank you so much he lets me know what he wants. So yes, we are. Thank you so much.
Speaker 2:You're welcome, I again. Really, I more than enjoy this Courtney.
Speaker 1:Yeah, I so enjoy it too. I love you so much and I feel so blessed that we share time together and that we're I think, both of us are afraid to do this and yet we're doing it anyway. Yes, so if we can do this and yet we're doing it anyway, yes, so if we can do this and, trust me, it's really hard for us, I mean right.
Speaker 2:Yes.
Speaker 1:Yes, he's shaking his head. Yes, if we could do this, you could do anything.
Speaker 2:Yes.
Speaker 1:I'll see you soon.
Speaker 2:Bye, courtney, thank you.