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Cohosts Breezy and Jimmy interview someone in recovery every week to discuss what that first year of sobriety is REALLY like! Whether it be the hilarious stories of sexual firsts sober or not taking sponsor direction and seeing how that affects us, they tell it like it really is! But they always show the newcomer that you can stay sober NO MATTER WHAT!
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Episode 49: “From the Depths to the Dawn: Miss Erica’s Journey of Relapse, Redemption, and Resilience”
This week, we sit down with Miss Erica — our first trans guest on the podcast — whose story is one of courage, survival, and the relentless pursuit of a life worth living. She has 11 years sober, relapsed, and now celebrates 9 years sober, and her journey shows that even after a decade in recovery, the disease of addiction can still strike — and still be overcome.
Erica’s first stint in sobriety lasted three years before she stopped working a program. Remarkably, she held onto her sobriety all the way to year 11, even as life got big — she got married, grew her family, and began finding excuses to skip meetings. When her husband relapsed, she fought the temptation to use alongside him for an extended period, but life’s pressures — needing income and a place to live — led her back into old patterns. Returning to work for her old drug dealer, she thought she could control it, but within five minutes, she picked up and started using.
Her relapse was devastating. Erica ended up in sex work, endured abusive fights with her husband, and even set their house on fire while he was asleep — a stark manifestation of the disease that had taken over. Her family stepped in to help, and her husband eventually reached out, wanting things to change. Hitting rock bottom, Erica finally accepted help once more and entered Geary House, where she found exactly what she needed to reclaim her life.
Now, she attributes her sobriety to doing the next right thing even when she doesn’t want to. She shares the story of asking a man to sponsor her — someone she initially found a little annoying — and learning the power of consistency, guidance, and spiritual example. Her relationship with her Higher Power is now the cornerstone of her life, and she will never stop sponsoring others, sharing hope, and giving back to the fellowship that saved her.
Miss Erica’s story is a profound reminder that there is always a solution, even when life feels darkest — and that recovery is not about perfection, but persistence, humility, and faith.