Between endings and beginnings

This episode feels like opening a brand new chapter of my life, and I can’t wait to bring you into the energy of it!! 💗 

In this episode, we're digging into:

• The simple morning ritual I use that brings magic to me every single day. (If you start doing this, stay open + grateful, and maybe even keep track of what you receive!)
• How leaving corporate again feels nothing like the first time.
• The farewell email I sent to my coworkers with a hidden message I knew not everyone would catch.
• The synchronicities that keep following me ... and the mystery of 888.
• A channeler revealed details about me she couldn’t possibly know, now she's going to be my mentor in September!
• I was shown my lineage, my past lives, and why my gifts can no longer be denied.
• I learned a practice that changes everything about how I hold and protect my energy. You'll love this ritual if you're an empath!
• The invitation I resisted most turned out to be the doorway to freedom.

And now, I’m stepping into the unknown and trusting the guidance I'm receiving from between realms. :)

Thank you for being with me!!

Note: I mention Vanessa's TikTok channel here where she also shares more tips on opening your psychic gifts.

Transcript

 Hello, hello. Oh my gosh, it's been a while. I, I would apologize, but also I needed the space, so thank you for your grace and your flexibility in allowing me to live my life as I transition out of my corporate job. Ooh. Okay. Oh my gosh, I'm so excited. My heart is on fire and I feel so alive. I feel so alive.

Oh my God, I can't even tell you. So many things are happening right now for me that are just, but I'm gonna wait to tell you about them as they click into place. But just know the thing that I have been saying for weeks. And you should steal this and make it a thing. Every morning when I wake up, the moment I wake up, I ask out, I, I ask out loud.

I ask God. I'm just, I'm jumbly jumbly over here. I ask source out, loud source. Please send me a surprise today. Thank you. I love you. I do that every day. And guess effing what? Every day I am brought a surprise. Every single day, like whether, um, I have like a meal bot for me or I am given a new computer or an opportunity comes out of nowhere at the most perfect time that I'm like, what the actual heck is happening?

But that's a story for another day. Okay. I wanted to say thank you for your grace and also transitioning out of my corporate job. That was a fascinating thing and I'm so happy today's my first Tuesday out of corporate and I feel amazing. Yesterday, Monday, it was like a spa day. I, I sat there and I was like, okay, I'm gonna do this entire thing different from when I did it when I was originally out of my job two years ago.

Right? So 2021, I left Allianz, which was a financial. Company life insurance stuff. And I was there for three years and was building my business and then burned myself out to a saucy, little crisp, uh, where I had actually literally burned myself out almost to adrenal fatigue like my labs had shown. If I just went a little bit longer, it would've been terrible.

So it cost me two full years and thousands of dollars to heal from adrenal fatigue. So now I'm like, Hey, yo, listen, you don't want that. In fact. My email that I sent to my coworkers in marketing at the company I was at Freeman. Um, I wrote in there about how absolutely necessary it is for you to take your vacations and to work on regulating your nervous system.

Uh, because first off, they have this flexible PTO policy, which is a lie. Let me tell you what, when they say things like, uh, will they change it from unlimited PTO to flexible PTO, and then you can't really take it off. Or you can't take out the chunk of times that you want and you need certain levels of approval and you have to make sure that it doesn't overlap with other people's PTO.

And it's like a whole thing and it's a joke. Okay. But one of the things that we ran into that I saw were that leaders weren't honoring people's vacations. Not my boss though, because my boss is one of my best friends and she. Will burn herself out to a crisp, to a point where she would protect us to her own detriment.

Um, but it's because it stems from the top from leadership, leadership all the way down. Okay. So I sent an email out and I told them about how important it is. To regulate your nervous system and to take breaks and to take vacations. Because if you don't do that, that can lead to things like strokes, uh, heart disease, insomnia, depression, anxiety, weight gain, low libido, all of these things, you know, because your body's like, guess what, baby?

I'm not a machine. I'm not, but the machine is like, oh, are you sure we pay you to be productive? If you're not productive and constantly producing, then what good are you? We'll, just find someone else we can burn out. You know, not that I said it in those ways, because I'm a classy. B. But at the end I did say how important it is to unplug completely and also that basically the one thing that's guaranteed for all of us is that we are not getting out of this life alive.

And that, oh my God, my brain just hit a blank. That's so funny. 'cause in my head I'm like reciting the sentence I wrote and I can see it. But then it all got like jumbly, which is great. There won't be more. There will always be more work, but there won't always be more time to live. That's what I, that's how I ended that email to all of my colleagues and I just wanted them to know, man, like it's not worth it.

The job is not worth it. The time you spend away from your family and the things that make you feel alive are not worth it. Not that I said that obviously, but we plant little subtle seeds as, as one does. 'cause some people will not see it for the depth that I gave them. And that is okay. Uh, but I'm free now.

I'm free. I wish I, oh, that first year in I was at Freeman for two years. Actually, I'm jumping around a lot because my brain is excited. Let me step back. Two years ago after 2021. After being at Allianz, I went full-time in my business, and if you know a little bit about my story, you know that I was going and loving it and loving every single day and loving the work and was doing so great, and then all of a sudden everything dried up.

Up and clients stopped coming. Even my repeat clients, which was really weird and like not normal, and I just wasn't reaching people in the same way. And then I started spinning out and I couldn't understand, you know what, why, God, what is happening? Why? And then my friend who became my boss, she came out of nowhere with a job opportunity and the salary of my dreams.

And I did not wanna go back. I didn't, I was like, fuck this. No, I'm not doing that. But I went back, um, kicking and screaming. Absolutely. And now I know in hindsight a hundred percent why I had to be there. Because when your worth is tied up in your identity and in your work, and when you seek outside approval and you need to receive anything outside of you in order to make you feel whole or seen, or.

Say for anything like that, um, there is no way and no way could I be having the business that I have now if I didn't walk through all of that shedding and that purging process for the past two years at Freeman. And I feel so. So good about that. I feel so good about the fact, I feel so, so good about how I left people, how I inspired people, how I resource people with tools and techniques to regulate their nervous system.

How I took time to sit with people and to hear them and hear their stories and hold space for them when they were crying. People I literally coached as part of my job, right? Like, well, it wasn't part of my job. I did that on the side, wink, because we need things that fulfill us. You know what I'm saying?

Yeah, I basically made, made a difference in my own way, I think, and I feel really good about that. And now that I'm out, it feels so good. I can't even tell you on Sundays, man, I would cry. I didn't wanna go back. I would have like moments after meetings where I would have total complete mental breakdowns because I ing hated, hated the work I could, like guys for perspective, you know, I'm like this.

Um, person who loves spirituality. And in my human design, if you follow that, I'm a six two projector, an emotional projector at that. But I'm a quad, right? So all my variable arrows point, right? Which means I'm super receptive and flowy and open and going with the moment. And do you know? That's not corporate.

That's not corporate, that is not it. They are structure and rigid and they see you as like really nothing more than someone who can get a job done. You are just a cog in a wheel and people who will be like y. No, that's not true. It's like, take a step back because I vividly remember when I was at Allianz, there was a woman who had been there for 40 or 45 years, and her first year in retirement, she got cancer and died.

And you know what Allianz did? They named a meeting room after her like. Let the woman be free. Let her go. Let her be free in the afterlife. Why does, why does she have to be tied to a meeting room? A meeting room? Are you kidding? It just feels really good to get this off my chest. I'm not gonna lie. Thank you for this space you're holding for me as I'm processing all of this out loud.

Oh my God. I'm so happy that I'm done and that I've closed a chapter on Freeman. My mom got me a retirement cake, which was so sweet. My coworkers like got me flowers and my favorite candy and cin cinnamon rolls, and I got such beautiful notes and things like that, and it's just like, it's so. So great to have completed that knowing I am such a different person because of the past two years.

Like I am whole. I am complete. I am held by source in a way that I, my ego cannot even fathom. Surrender is the key. I am this creative force of nature. I'm an incredible healer. I change people's lives just by having them be around me. And when they tap into my wisdom, like they become empowered. I know that now.

Without a doubt. Without a freaking doubt, peop, my coworkers would literally send me their friends and family members to work with me because of the way that I held space for them. Like what? But in my previous years, man, I wouldn't have believed that. I would've talked myself out of it. I would've been scared, all that stuff.

And now I'm sitting here so centered and what I am creating from this place of power. I cannot even tell you what. How good it feels to be. This expressed like I'm weird. I'm super spiritual. I care about interdimensional beings. I've seen magic like literally become real. I have manifested things before my very eyes.

I have had spiritual encounters that you cannot. And they're not coincidence. It's like, how did that even happen? How could something like that happen? There are no words for it. I have had spells come true. I have witnessed actual magic from people healing profoundly. Like I have been so afraid of being this vibrant and this big and this expressive because what if I'm too much?

What if the things I'm talking about people don't understand? What if I misunderstood all of these things, all the ways that I shrink, and now I'm out here, like I don't give a fuck. I'm an incredible being of light. Just as you are. Just as you are, period. Like. We are living, breathing gods and goddesses on this planet.

We live on a goddess like we're nature manifest. We are stars and earth woven together. We have this profound light within us. We like, we have so much magic coursing through our veins, our compass beats like in the most beautiful rhythm I All you gotta do is follow your heart, right. Then you make friends with your fear every step of the way.

So I have been processing this, I feel so alive. It also helps that I've been able to take two days really to just be in my own energy and to take care of myself in a way that I haven't been able to at all for the past two years, you know? And I wanted to come back to this part, this time, this round, this chapter.

I'm walking in now, being in my business. It is gonna be so different from the last time I leapt because now I know the key. Everything happens for me for my highest and greatest good. I am completely surrendered right now. I am fully open to being held by source in my spirit. I am guided. I see the signs, I hear the messages.

I'm expanding at such a rapid rate intuitively like. Life loves me profoundly, and everything happens for me for my highest and greatest good, even if my ego isn't on board. This is how I know, because my friend brought me a job out of nowhere with a salary I couldn't even comprehend. Out of nowhere the moment I needed it.

Anytime I start to like, oh no, what if what's happening? I'm scrambling, I'm scared. I blah, blah, blah, I'm in scarcity, whatever, anything like that. It's like, but how, when Source brought that to me, to my, like, to my literal footsteps, like right to me, you know, it could not have missed me. And then I had the idea back in December, my mom who runs this luxury apartment building, she's a property manager.

Um. I had this idea, I was like, oh my God, what if I just had like a part-time thing to support my nervous system? And, and also like when I work with her, any task I take off her plate is meaningful to me because I'm helping her, because I love her, because I'm helping her avoid burnout. You know, I'm teaching her about spirituality and how to regulate her nervous system.

Like what if, and. She pitched it to her boss and her boss said, no, we're on a hiring freeze. And I was like, okay. Like I wanted this, but I wasn't like clutch to it, right? I was hanging on, but loosely, which is a quote I've heard from my friend Shaka, who she was on the Free Your Heart podcast talking about manifestation, which is amazing.

Her episode is wonderful, but. I was like, okay, that's cool. I let it go. And then my mom was offered a job with way more money and she was like, okay, well I'm gonna do it. I have nothing to lose. And her job literally came back and said, no, like. We would love to keep you. Whatever it takes, we, we will pay you.

And like we'll bring Ashley on board to support you so you're not a team of one drowning. And I was like, Hey mom, just so you know, the reason why this is a big deal is because in our family, people pleasing has been just the thing, man, like. All of us, we don't rock the boat, we don't like conflict. We people please, because you know, it's a way to just feel safe in our bodies, right?

And she was like, I'm not people pleasing. I'm gonna advocate for myself and I'm gonna trust that the chips were, are going to fall where they're meant to. Right? So then her boss comes back and I'm like, you realize that you advocating for yourself was not only healing for you, but it opened up a portal and a gateway for me to step forward.

So now on Thursdays and Fridays, I literally get to see my mom every single week. I cannot tell you how important this is for me and my soul and how good it feels to know like. I have this recurring chat, like I have this recurring money coming in, but it's not sucking the life from my body. I'm getting to connect with people in new ways and I'm getting to be in this charming like hallmark style town.

I'm meeting new people I, and like at the end of the day, I get to help my mom. Like, what? God, that is so cool. And I had to trust that I was given that intuitive message to ask her. And I followed through and I made it happen. Even if it didn't happen when I thought it would or could, it didn't matter because what's meant for me will always find me.

You know? I just have to trust that the intuitive nudges that I'm given are mine for a reason, and then I act on them. I act on them without any insistence. It's not, there's no assumption as Bahar teaches, like I'm not trying to force and bend anything with my will anymore. I'm taking a step back and I'm relaxing and I'm trusting, and I'm saying, okay.

I'm held, so I'm doing it differently this time. I'm doing it also from a place of total regulation of my nervous system. Every day, multiple times a day. Now I am taking time out intentionally to pause and to deeply breathe and to create safety in my body. And I did this back like two years ago. I was doing this, but not to, not with such devotion.

This is a non-negotiable for me outside of regulating my nervous system and creating coherence with my brain and my heart, which is where you hear your intuition, by the way, is when you're coherent, is I'm creating peace in my body. That peace, that sense of safety, that knowing like I'm doing it. I'm feeling it, and I feel like I am so magnetic to all of the right aligned opportunities right now because I'm taking care of myself.

I'm taking care of my temple, my body, I'm taking care of my mind. You know, the 3, 3, 3, I keep getting because it's the Trinity, mind, body, soul, you know? And also from this place, I'm getting these huge downloads about things and having new perspectives come through, and I'm learning so much about the quantum and even synchronicities.

I had this massive download come through that I'll teach on later. But I'm like, oh. Because before I was so stuck in my brain, and although I thought I was leading from my heart, my brain was overriding it with scarcity and doubt and fear and lack and limitation and low self beliefs and, and stuff like that.

I just didn't know. Right? But now I'm here. I'm present. I've made it. I have arrived and it feels so good. It feels like I have wings that have been just expanded. So I also am having it where like, well, I just told you that when you regulate your nervous system, it's easier to hear your, your intuition.

Right. Um, this has changed the way that I receive messages in my dreams, the way that I'm channeling information, um, the perspectives I'm getting from a higher level now for like certain living situations, my stories are changing because I can see. Things differently, like more clearly. So I'm actually creating an offer called Between Realms, and it's going to be this sacred space where there is no rhythm and I don't write to perform.

I share depth, I share what's moving through me. I share information I'm receiving from being like the POLADs or the Council of Nine or Artemis, um, from my higher self even. And then I'm getting these vivid scenes. In my dream space that have information or wisdom or activations encoded within them. And all I have to do is shape the story and share with you and then see what will land.

And that feels amazing. Like I can't even tell you, oh my God, it's so fun. It's so fun to write in this way. And like co-create with spirit and to not force myself to perform or, or to be perfect. It's just like it, it is what it is. And those who feel called, those who resonate towards information of that quality or that clarity, like you will have a home here in between realms, because I'm writing this for me, all of this information, I'm like, oh my God, it's too good not to share.

But I need it to be in a space where it can be longer. Or we can go deeper because the algorithm prioritizes three minutes or less. If you can do like 30 seconds to a minute of attention, like that's how you're gonna get pumped out to people. That's not my jam. You know, like I want people who are sovereign, who wanna sit down with like a cup of tea and sit and like be cozy in a blanket and like read.

And learn and see what comes through within their own inner landscape. You know, like I'm creating this space because it's what I need and I'm so excited. Oh, my computer turned off. Why? What?

Okay. I'm so excited because I know that this is, this is divine and. I'll share about between realms on my social later, but I'm very like, ah, I'm so excited. Um, okay. Outside of that, I wanted to share. It was so cool because on my last day was last Wednesday and as I was driving home, um, I have like a 30 minute drive.

I was driving home and for almost the entire way. The entire way, a car with a license plate 8, 8 8 was right in front of me, almost all the way home. And 8, 8, 8 to me, is a synchronicity, which symbolizes karmic balance, energetic sovereignty, divine abundance, and prosperity. And I'm like. Oh my God. And then the next day I kept, I got 8, 8, 8 on another license plate.

And then I got invited into this publishing group, which normally I don't join Facebook groups because I'm not an active member, you know? Um, and I don't need to be constantly bombarded by notifications. But this group was a publishing group about, um, heart led stories and things like that, and they had 888 members.

And I realized, okay, like I am so. I'm so in it, I'm so clicked in. Right. And trusting the flow, and also having the publishing company that's all around writing and expression and all that, you know, so I'm just like, oh my God. Even between realms. This is, this is amazing. So I also wanted to share with you, but first I need a drink because my throat is getting dry.

I, a few weeks ago I was on TikTok. And I saw this woman and she was channeling this information from her spirit guide named, I think Raya or Raya. She's a pleidian being. And the information that she had shared felt in such resonance with me that I was like, this is truth. This woman is not like making this up.

There are no distortions in the clarity of what she's sharing. So I booked a session with her. For yesterday because I wanted to celebrate making this transition, this leap from my heart. And one of the ways I do that is by booking in with people that I'm curious about. Not only because it supports small business and specifically magical businesses, but also it gives me something to look forward to.

And candidly, when I work with some people, if I really resonate with them and I trust their gift and I feel like they would be fun to talk to, I will bring them onto the Free Your Heart podcast because I like. Talking to people with gifts like this, right? They have wisdom and magic to share in what better way than people I have specifically worked with and vetted.

You know what I'm saying? So I sat with Vanessa yesterday, and mind you on TikTok, I don't follow her. I don't like her stuff. I saw one video and I booked in because that's the type of person I am. And I have never been let astray by that. Like, let the record show. Uh, but I booked in and what you do is you have like a 40 minute phone call with her and usually I talk to people on Zoom and I was like, dang it, God, phone calls because that means I have to hand write notes, you know, uh, when usually I like to be really present.

But this session was mind blowing and I can't wait to share with you. Oh my God. Okay, so. Again, she knows nothing about me. Okay. I am sitting there and the first thing she op, oh, wait, uh, before I begin, Hey mom, if you're listening, or Heather, if you're listening, she's my sister. Don't listen because I wanna talk to you about it in person, just so I can see your facial expressions.

Okay? I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. Thank you. Have a good day. Goodbye. Okay. Usually they like. Respect when I ask them things. Okay, so this was so cool, Vanessa. The very first thing she opens with, she goes, are you a writer? You are doing a lot of writing right now, aren't you? Are you working with something like a new platform?

And I was like, shut up. How do you like what? Because again, she doesn't know me, but between Realms is on a new platform I've never used before called Ghost, and it's kind of like Substack, but also it's called Ghost, which I love and it's really clean. And so I'm like, okay, that's crazy. And then she was telling me, your guides are 100% validating that you have made the right step.

And I did not tell her. I didn't tell her that I had made the leap from corporate into my business in this way. And I'm like, oh my God. She's like, they're just really validating you and they're so proud of you, or for taking this step. And I was like, oh, that is a monarch butterfly just flew by my window.

This is amazing. Okay. So then she's talking to me. So what she does is she opens it because she likes the free flow, and then you can ask questions. She connects to your spirit, guides, your higher self and the Akashic records. And she asked me for my birthday and I was like, oh, that's so interesting because um, I have gone, or I've learned how to read the Akashic records by using the pathway prayer and you access it through their full name, not, not their birthdate.

So I just thought that was really fascinating. Um, but for me, she, right. So I just preface all of that to say I'm just floored by this woman. Uh, but the next thing she asked me, she's like, oh my, are you wearing pink today? Because your guides are saying that you don't really ever wear that color. And I was like, shut up, because I only own two pink shirts.

And I, I was gonna wear something blue or black yesterday, and I didn't, I chose the pink shirt randomly. And she was like, oh. You have to wear pink more often. It's your power, color. And the moment she said that, I realized it's because pink is the color of your high, your higher heart chakra. So your heart chakra is typically symbolized as green, which I think is amazing because green is what the color that we associate to earth and new life.

Right. Um, also, did you know that 5, 5, 5, 500, I said that weird. 555 nanometers is the most. Color or depth of light that you can see with your physical eyes. Five. Five. Five is the color green. Isn't that interesting? But um. But pink is the color of your higher heart chakra. So that just felt amazing, right?

Especially because my purpose on the planet is to help people, you know, heal and open their heart so they can hear their souls. And that requires you to open the gateway, which is connected to your higher heart, which is connected to your soul. So that felt really cool. And the fact that she asked me if I was wearing pink, and I absolutely was.

And I never really do like really ever. Floored me. Okay. So part of the reason why I wanted to work with her is because she can talk about your past lives and access those. And I have, I know of one past life I've lived, I've had an inkling about two others. The one I know I've lived in is Mesopotamia, because I went under A-Q-H-H-T session with Natalie, who is, um.

She does QHHT, but she also is the publisher for Divine Flow Publishing. And so her book, she actually did a Dolores Canon style publishing through her own business where she sat with clients like me and then shared the wisdom from those sessions, which was amazing. Like it was really cool to read what had come through in my session specifically because I didn't remember it.

Uh, so I wanted to know like. I also had a thought that I had a life in Atlantis and a life in ancient Egypt because when I was a child I was obsessed with Egypt, obsessed. I played games about it. I read about it like the moment I could see their artifacts in the museum. It was amazing. And just like jaw droppingly, beautiful.

Um. I had a dream, or not a dream, and then, sorry, from ancient Egypt, flipping over to Atlantis, I had a session, uh, or this, not like a session, but I like, uh, meditation where I saw myself as a little girl in Atlantis and I tried to tell people that the fall was coming, that something. Terrible was coming to Atlantis, but no one would listen to me because I was a little girl.

And in my mind, I'm sitting here thinking like, well, I mean, if anything, if you don't believe in past lives, there are a lot of unconscious beliefs woven in that, right? Especially living beliefs or if you believe that what you say doesn't hold value or isn't going to be respected or isn't going to be received or heard, even if you're trying to make lives better, which was one of my things, one of my core unconscious beliefs is that.

I didn't really matter. My voice didn't matter because people didn't care. And and if it presented as that past life, okay, that makes sense, right? As a metaphor for my subconscious mind to show me this is what you're processing. But then on another level, like Atlantis, and when I have talked to people before, it seems like everyone has had a life in Atlantis and everyone has had a life in ancient Egypt.

You know? But then you realize that, um. Ancient Egypt was really, really, really long time. Okay. Like really long. And I also think that maybe a whole bunch of people who have had lives there are back now for very specific reasons, right? Because Atlantis had certain technology and access to certain wisdom and crystals and um, like ways of being and things like that.

So maybe it makes sense that those people, people like me, would be back now as we are literally closing cycles and. Our planet is evolving in consciousness. That was a whole thing. But I have had, um, multiple sessions with healers or channelers who have told me that I am either like, I'm Ian, I'm Rin, I'm vegan, or from Vega, I am angelic.

I'm a polar star seed. All like so many different types that I'm just like, what? What, how can these people be pulling these things, right? Like what is it? And then, so I asked her, I was like, can you tell me my cosmic lineage, just because I'm curious? And she said, oh, you're just like me. You're a Lyra, pian hybrid.

And she's like, you can't like go around telling people you're a hybrid that way. But quite a number of people on the planet right now are actually hybrids. They just don't know it because it's unconscious. Which if you think about. I mean, Bashar talks about how 2027 is the year everything changes, right?

When we have like actual physical open contact, um, or we're slated for a probability for that to happen. But we are going to be given through time our actual true human history. And if you follow anything like the Y Files or any channelers who talk about things like that, they share that we were like.

If we never had been had our DNA tampered with by the, um, it's not the arturians. Oh my God. Who are they? Who are they? They start with an a Anunnaki. Um, they talk about how the Anunnaki came here from their planet because it was basically being destroyed and they needed gold. They needed minerals to come here or to help their planet, you know, survive.

And so they found our planet and they knew that we had gold and they specifically used. Or trained humans to do all of this work for them. And then we looked to them as gods and they tampered with our genetics and other species had come and, um, modified our genetics as well. So we are, so many of us are actually hybrids with this dormant DNA and I know that sounds insane to people.

If this is the first time you're hearing it, I get it. And like take it with a grain of salt, like leave whatever does not resonate. But I know that many Channelers all have this similar pattern or message around our origins. And one of them had said that basically if our DNA wasn't. Tampered with or changed or shifted, that we would ultimately be Sasquatch.

And the reason why we don't connect with Sasquatch is because they're so connected to the earth and they slip through dimensions. And so that's why we don't, that doesn't really happen, right? But like they have gifts that we don't, and vice versa. So. I, I, I know that sounds crazy, but I know that we'll be given our actual true human history and I'm very excited about that.

Um, because when people realize that they actually genuinely are so special and so gifted, and again, they are like literally woven with the earth and her power and her magic with the cosmos and with these specific lineages like that is incredible. So Vanessa was telling me about how I am this. Like Pleidian, lyre hybrid, which sounds crazy to people I understand.

But it hit because I'm like, oh, this is why people can't really track my lineage. Right. And I mean, at the end of the day, we're actually all from source. So our true lineage is source consciousness is unconditional love. But we fractal out in order to have experiences to learn about ourselves. You know, all that stuff.

And she was saying that I had been on multiple different planets, but I started in Lara and then, um, worked like I had a life on Venus and stuff like that. And then she was saying that. Oh, where is it? Basically my past lives when I've come here, I've been a diplomat, and that feels so resonant because, um, I, for my entire life have had this harmonic coding where I use this empathic gift that I have, that I have cultivated because I needed safety in my childhood.

I can feel people's feelings. I can shift the energy of a room, right? But also I can match other people's feelings if I'm not centered and grounded. And then it, it becomes a problem where people take my energy if I have poor boundaries, stuff like that. All these things I've had to teach myself. So saying that I came down to be a diplomat, specifically around the time of Atlantis, I was like, oh my God, this makes so much sense.

Right? And. I had learned that if I could like find balance and help people, you know, work well in communities, in gathering together and supporting one another and to create this coherence and this cohesion, um. Everyone wins, right? And then what happens? The ego comes through and there are powers that be who stepped into place and, you know, the fall of Atlanta has happened and, um, all that stuff.

But I just thought, wow, that's so cool. Like, she's teaching me such interesting information. And one of the things I wanted to teach you that she taught me, because she said, um. Your, my specifically my ORIC field is big and thin, and she said, your field is like way far out from your body. And that's what happens when you, if you like, are in crowds.

You can't really be there for a long time because people take your energy or if you don't have strong enough boundaries or all that stuff. And that is so true, like my battery gets drained so fast, so she gave me an exercise. I thought that if any of you who. Um, identify as empathic and wanna play with this.

I think that you would love it. So what you do is it only takes five minutes a day. And, um, you, she said for me, like, when I wake up before I start my day, really, this is when I can do it, but you can do it whenever before you go driving, before you go to anything, you can do this. So what you do is you set a timer for five minutes and you, at least when you wake up, you sit up.

Otherwise, you're probably gonna pass out again. But still, you sit up and then you imagine this white, beautiful light from within you, which is your source light, and you grow and expand it out beyond you, like through your whole body and then out beyond you so that it creates this shield or this fear of this gorgeous white light.

And then every time you breathe in, you. Picture and imagine that that sphere around you gets brighter and stronger. And then, um, as you're breathing, you can imagine that your oric field is actually getting pulled into your body, inside of the white, um, source light shield that you've created. And you hold this for five minutes.

So, um, again, like imagining this white light sphere outside of you and every breath you take in only makes it brighter and stronger. And you imagine as you pull in your ORIC field, and for me, I imagine that my ORIC field is like prismatic or kind of like, um. Like a rainbow color to differentiate from the sphere.

And then I hold it close to my body. And she said, do that every day for a month, and you will train your org field to be closer to your body. So I wanted to share that with you specifically because she shares this on her TikTok and I will link to the TikTok, her account, just so you can catch a vibe. But also because she taught it for free, I felt like it would be okay to share with you.

And in fact, she'd probably be grateful that more people know this, right. So, um, also in this reading, which I thought was interesting, um, she said, I've had lives in Syria and Jerusalem, which totally tracks. I felt like I've had a life in Jerusalem too. Um, she said that, where is it? I need more Vitamin D.

Oh, one of the things she, 'cause she can see in your field, um, with permission and consent, obviously, but, and again, she doesn't know this about me, but she was like, oh my God. You like, you quit drinking, I can see it in your field. And she was like, that was one of the best decisions you could have ever made.

Like your guides are applauding you for giving up alcohol because it wasn't good for you at all. And I'm like, how did she know that? Right? Like, I quit, um, a year and a half ago. And truly, it's like, I think that's one of the reasons why my gifts have expanded at such a rate and such a depth is because I, I'm not on that substance anymore.

Another thing she said, she was like, oh my God, are you seeing flashes of light everywhere? And I was like, yes, yes. I'm seeing like I see blue flashes of light and gold and purple and pinks and all these different colors. And she was like, oh, those are your Faye guides. And I was like, shut up. I have FA guides.

'cause I always kind of wondered if I had fairies in my field. And she was like, oh yeah, they're actually super rare. Just so you know. What happens is, is they choose a specific bloodline and then they. It's kind of like their kin, and they work with the people throughout that specific bloodline, and I was like, oh.

I think it's because I'm Scottish and Irish and she said she has only seen, and she's worked with so many people in the span of like five plus years, she has seen only a handful of times people who have them and they always have some type of Celtic descent. So that could be whatever it is. But it's like that just felt so cool to share that, um, especially because I love fairies and I think that's just, that's magical for me in so many ways.

She also was like, Ooh, you have a very busy mind. And I was like, yes, I do. Thank you for saying that because I'm a Virgo moon. And that sounds crazy to say out loud, but like, let me tell you what I, I'm an overthinking machine. I was an overthinking machine. And then I started regulating my nervous system.

Thank you so much. Uh, she said that, where was it? There was one more thing I wanted to touch on. Oh, I was like.

I was telling her if there was one thing that I could do. That would help, you know, me align fully in my business if there's any blocks or anything that I'm missing, any distortions that I could clear up just so that I am like fully aligned, what, what is it that I could do or say or speak to or bring in.

Right? And she was like, you need to own that. You're psychic. And I was like, no. No, no, no. And she was like, girl, you literally could be doing what I'm doing right now. And I told her, you know, I have been on this spiritual path since I was around eight, right? Because of my upbringing with my mom who practiced, um, witchcraft and.

She could see spirits and my other sister can see spirits and I can feel them and hear them and all that stuff. But because I have walked this path for so long, I have gone to many expos and met with many types of readers and people and watched from a distance how people are, and to see, like even on social media, these people who are put on pedestals and who have these massive followings.

When I'm like, but the distortion is there. They say that they're psychic and I guess there's this like belief that not that psychics are frauds, but it doesn't hold weight the way that like the word Oracle does to me. And I also was like, well, I can't say I'm psychic. Like I can't see the future, although I have a few times.

Um, I've had prophetic visions. Um, I can't like talk to people's past loved ones, even though I have actually a few times. Um, and she was like, you need to own that You're psychic and the right people will find you. And then I was like, but I just don't feel like I can say that. And she was like, okay, you know what?

I'm gonna show you because I can see in your field. And I was like, oh, let's do it. And so she was like, I have this friend. And because one of your strongest gifts right now is your empathy, your empathic gifts, uh, while your clairvoyance is continuing to activate, she's like, I'm gonna give you my friend's name, and I just want you to feel into, just, just feel into are they sad?

Are they frustrated? Are they happy? Are they numb? Are they depressed? Like, what is it that you feel when I tell you this name? So she said the name, and immediately I felt my heart flutter. Like, it kind of felt like my heart warmed up a little and I was like, oh my God, she's so happy. And before I could say anything else, she was like, you're correct.

She's on vacation right now. And I was like, oh my God. Yay. That's cool. Yeah, I like high five. Fived myself, you know? And she's like, okay, one more. And I'm like, oh God, because I've, I'm like, yay, I one. Leave me be. She was like, I'm gonna tell you another name and I want you to do the exact same thing. Just feel into.

Are they sad? Are they frustrated? Are they happy? Whatever. And so she said this name, and immediately my heart warmed up again. And then right after I saw these huge trees, like I saw redwood size trees just in a flash of an image. And I was like, oh, okay, he's really happy. And I see these huge like redwood trees.

I don't know why I saw a forest. And she cackled and she was like, yeah, um, that's. Um, that person's partner and they're on vacation in the Pacific Northwest, and today they were in the woods.

What, like, what? And I sat back and I'm like, I'm actually gonna really let that land what she said, like. I'm really gonna start tapping into these gifts. I'm not gonna run away from myself anymore. I'm not gonna doubt it. I'm going to remain grounded and I'm gonna regulate my nervous system, and I'm gonna just see, so she's gonna be my mentor in September because I felt such a call to learning more from her, and I'm curious to see what comes through.

So like a few, two weeks ago. I had asked Spirit, my, my Spirit guides out loud. I'm like, Hey, can you please tell me what my next step is on my journey in my career? Please send it to me in a way that is crystal clear and that I cannot doubt. Please send it multiple times if I miss it so that I know with 100% certainty that this is the sign for me.

And the next morning, I woke up with the lyrics of Uncharted by Sarah Les looping in my mind. And I realized that actually what I am doing right now is playing with mystery and the unknown and the uncertain. And I like all of this is absolutely uncharted. It's nothing that I have ever walked before, and I think this is part of the journey of having Vanessa be my mentor in this way for the next month.

Um, also what's exciting is in October for my birthday almost, I am getting. Um, attuned to level three and four for angelic reiki. I will literally be able to attune people to the angelic realm in a way that has been so profoundly healing for me. Like all of this is completely uncharted and I'm in new territory, and I'm so curious about what will happen as life rises to meet me as like, I don't know the steps, but it feels like the steps are appearing with every step I take, if that makes sense.

Like I'm not following anyone else's journey. This is my own. And so. I don't know where it's gonna take me. I don't know what I'm gonna be offering in my business. I don't know what's gonna rise to the surface and what's gonna leave. I just know that like I am in this, I'm like in space. I'm amongst the galaxies right now.

I have no idea, and I know that I have to walk this journey because so many people are going to be called forward to do the same thing. Because if I can show that you can walk this journey by being supported in your surrender and that magic, like profound magic can happen for you, and you will be met exactly where you're at when you are meant to, other people can do it, right?

And so many of us are walking this journey and it's like, what the heck are we doing? But it's perfect. Because we're literally building a new world. We're helping people bridge to an entirely new frequency, a new way of being, a new like paradise, a heaven on earth through our hearts. Okay? And that also requires walking the unknown.

So thank you for being with me. If you've been with me for, you know, this is your first time hearing me, or if you've heard all of my episodes or if you've walked with me for years, just like, thank you, thank you, thank you, the resonance. Means so much to me. You have no idea, and you are getting to meet a version of me who is so much more grounded and centered in who I am and as I say that my recording is at one 1.1 megabytes.

Thank you for being with me. Thank you for being who you are. Thank you for being a force of love in nature in the world. I'm so excited for us. I love you and I hope you have a wonderful magical day.