The intelligence we were never taught about

There are seasons where life moves in waves instead of straight lines. Where synchronicities feel louder, your inner world feels more alive, and you begin to sense that your energy is part of something much larger than you once realized.

This episode is a reflection from one of those crossings.

I’m sharing what's been unfolding as I’ve been questioning the authority we give to calendars and clocks, noticing how consciousness moves collectively, and recognizing how much our inner state truly matters!

Recently I came across a thread about how even small actions ripple outward. The idea that we are connected through invisible networks. That intention spreads, peace spreads ... and fear spreads. And that what we choose to cultivate internally participates in the field around us. It landed for me!

Because alongside that, Sophia (The Mother of Creation) has been appearing in my life in the almost undeniable ways. Through symbols, repetition, timing, and subtle nudges that feel deliberate and loving.

And what I sense she has been guiding me toward is a remembering that awakening is not about escaping this world, but inhabiting it more fully. 😏

Note: I fumble my words a ton in this episode. Thank you for your grace!! 🤣

What you'll receive by being inside this episode:

• A powerful reframe around time, productivity, and the pressure of “being on track.”
• A grounded reminder that your energy participates in the collective and that small internal shifts matter more than you realize!!
• A felt understanding of how hope, steadiness, and intention move through social fields.
• Permission to soften borrowed urgency and reconnect with your own pacing.
• Insight into how timeless states show up in healing, creativity, and love.
• A practical way to work with calendars without letting them define your worth or your rhythm.
• A deeper exploration of cyclical living and how to design your life around phases instead of milestones.
• Language to help you recognize the intelligence you’ve been living from all along, even if you’ve never had words for it.
• Relief if you've ever felt inconsistent, between seasons, or difficult to categorize.
• A reflection on what Sophia may represent in this season of your life. 
• Encouragement to honor your body, your energy, and your timing as intelligent.

And perhaps most importantly, a remembering that your life unfolds through crossings and phases, and that your presence within each one carries meaning.

Transcript

 Hello, Hello! Uh, if you hear like a squeaky toy in the background, it's because my German Shepherd has a croissant the size of him and it's his favorite thing. And squeaky toys are not my favorite thing. So we are compromising by giving him the squeaky toy. Okay, this is gonna be, um, an interesting episode because there are a bunch of things I wanna weave together as well as like a, what do I call that?

Like a thought experiment. So before we begin, if you hear nothing else today, if you wanna just, you know, go about your day and not listen to the rest of this episode, there's something that I wanna bring to you. I read this and I was like, okay, we are absolutely gonna give this person a shout out because the information that they shared is amazing and I think it's going to really land for you.

Especially with what we're navigating. So this person, I saw them on threads. Their name is Sunshine.Seer, and their real name is Rae and I, I know of all of these things that they're sharing, but I had never thought to weave it together. Um, and they did it. And so I'm gonna just share what they said and I hope, I hope this lands for you and brings you new light.

Okay. If you feel helpless or worthless, let me tell you about a few theories real quick and how your tiny actions can create a big impact in the world. Please read this. It might change your life. Okay. The first one, the six degrees of separation, is a theory that any singular person can be traced through social interactions with six other people.

This is much shorter or faster in the days of social media from you to a guy you know, to another person they know and so on. You can circle the world or contact anyone. So that was one. Now we continue the next theory, the a hundred monkeys effect. When one monkey on an island started dipping sweet potatoes in the ocean water for flavor, it spread rapidly among the monkeys as a great idea at 100 monkeys, scientists noted, some noted scientists noted it.

I did it again. Are you kidding? Okay. Mouth. Let's slow it down a little. Scientists noticed something unusual on an island close by that had no way to contact the original island. The monkeys also began dipping sweet potatoes. Seemingly out of nowhere, the collective idea had spread even without physical contact.

The next theory, the Maharishi Effect, observed that when only 1% of the population focused on world peace and a meditation, the crime rates in the whole city reduced drastically and only took a few people who had hope and peace for the energy to be behave contagiously. Next one. Dr. Emoto did experiments both on water and rice, observing the effects of negative and positive language and energy being focused on the target.

Water formed frozen crystals related to the observer's, intent, emotions, and even objects. It was exposed to rice in positivity, lasted much longer than its counterpart, which rotted under scrutiny. We are made of water, and so they share. I can post more theories and how they connect, but the point I'm making is that if you are hopeful, if you intend peace, if you focus your attention on doing good, and you influence six people that influence hun, hundreds of people, which lowers crime and suffering globally.

On the opposite end, the more of us in fear will only inspire more harm. This is the big secret. Every single one of you matters. Every single intention matters. You are far more powerful than you know. Use your moments wisely. I loved that. Oh my God. I especially love the a hundred Monkeys Effect and how somehow consciously it had gone to a different island and the monkeys started doing that because humans were a collective.

Uh, we in the future, far future will understand more clearly about the hive mind and how consciousness spreads. And we're all one. We are literally, we're from the same source. So if you feel like you are just being in inundated with heaviness, with everything happening, that with the files, with ice, with, with everything, just whew, take a breath.

You are so much more powerful than you could ever comprehend. Your energy absolutely makes waves. And if you are intending to do good and to be part of a positive change and to be part of uplifting not only yourself, but others around you, know that that is going to spread vastly and that you actually are making an impact.

So this is my invitation for you. If you are just in the ocean and you're barely treading water and you feel like you are heavy and it is so hard to be alive right now, and you're witnessing the atrocities, come to light. Know that also it's psychological warfare, having you be pumped full of adrenaline and getting sucked into reading every single file and looking at the worst of the worst of the worst.

And we have only seen so much of humanity. It's on purpose. These beings know. How delicious your dark energy is when you are in fear, anxiety, doubt, worry, and outrage, and, and your anger. All of those emotions, extremely valid, extremely valid and necessary and on purpose. And it's what you do with it that matters.

It's how you take that energy, that raw unbridled anger or whatever that is that you're experiencing and, and how do you honor in a way where you channel it for good. So if you find yourself feeling in despair or hopeless, or just powerless, that's what, that's what the dark energy wants. That's what it wants.

So take a break, step back. You can come back, maybe put a timer on, right. Timers are helpful when you find yourself getting lost in something that isn't filled with love or joy. Or curiosity from a loving place. Put a timer on and then let yourself go for it. And then you gotta go for a walk. You gotta go be in nature, drink water, dance around like you, your energy is everything right now.

Everything. And I just, I see it in people posting on social media who are just, they're so heavy energetically, and I understand. And you came here because you are a being of light, because you are a master creator, because you are source embodied, you are the all that is materialized in, in incredible form so that you could touch others with your light.

So take breaks and take care of yourself. Okay. I wanted to share with you because, whoa, that was fun. Ha. Oh, okay. First water de de de. That was my whole music for water. De de.

Okay. I, oh goodness. I have been having Sophia come through in the most mind-boggling ways. If you don't know, I do this thing every day where I have a quantum surprise list. And I learned this from my, um, well, she was a friend at the time, now acquaintance because years go by. Uh, but in my NLP training, and she talked about this is what she does, she would write Qs on her hand and it was a signal to her to look for surprises.

And what I did is I have a notes app and every single day I write the date. And then I know, like I look for synchronicities or, um, surprises or beautiful things that I love or beautiful things, people reflect back to me. So I have been doing this for years and, um. It's interesting because when AI came out, I was like, oh my God, I could take all of this data and see are there arcs in my reality or manifestations or, um, are there patterns and things like that.

And then I was overwhelmed and I was like, no, because I have so much in here. I mean, I have years, 365 days every year for, yeah, right. So, um, but it's kind of helpful for me because I started realizing, uh, patterns for, uh, angel numbers. And so, you know, and I was actually just talking to my friend about this.

We went to this incredible Ethiopian restaurant, which by the way, I am actually like really, really, really bummed that it took me 36 years to try Ethiopian. Oh. Oh man. Dang it. Like I, oh, it's so good. I Oh, oh. So I'm glad she wanted to try it because I really wanted it. So we were talking about angel numbers and she was sharing how her.

Her dad comes through as 2, 2, 2. And her mom, who recently passed away at the end of last year, she comes through as 5, 5, 5. And she asked both of them like to make it crystal clear so that she could not miss it, and one after another, after another, after another. It just kept popping up for her. And so we were talking about, well, are there any other numbers that you're experiencing or seeing?

And she was like, yeah, but the problem is, is when I Google these, they all sound the same, right? They have this similar undertone of like, your angels are supporting you. And of course, so, and I felt those same way. I am like, why? What's the point if I can't differentiate what's happening here? So I started tracking patterns and seeing what would pop in my reality or what, what was something I was navigating.

Because on the interwebs they say like, well, when you see a number, what were you thinking in that moment? And listen, I am, I don't know. Uh, we have an unconscious mind for a reason. 'cause we can only be conscious for like 126 bits of information per second versus 2.3 or more million bits of information per second that your unconscious is filtering out.

So if you were to actually think about this, like in um, material form. At any one moment, you're basically looking at your thumbnail. Like if you were to look at your thumbnail right now, that's all of the information that your consciousness is really paying attention to and has the capacity to handle.

And that thumbnail, if you think about it at a deeper level, is a, is being filtered based on your identity, based on your beliefs, based on your emotions, based on if you're hungry, based on if you have memories around this, um, based, if you have conditioning around this. So at any one moment where your consciousness is, is basically the size of your thumbnail, where when you drop your hand and you're like, holy, good God, look at all this.

What? Like, I'm seeing rainbows on my wall right now. There's a computer in front of me, there's snow outside. My dog is playing with his croissant, like the sun is shining through my window. There's so many things happening, and you would be completely overwhelmed. So. That was such a tangent. All of that to say, I started realizing, okay, instead of like, what was I thinking in this moment?

I, I waited to see what would happen or what would shift in my reality. And so I started putting together my own list of angel numbers. And now one of the ones that had kind of baffled me for years was 7, 7, 7. And I remember I had a healing session where 7, 7, 7 was a, like a wink from my angelic family and how it, like at home, like my home.

And I was like, okay, but what? And then I started realizing that when I would see 7, 7, 7 later that day, I actually would have some sort of epiphany of higher wisdom. I said that at the 1212 mark of my audio recording. That is sexy. Hey, Mira Mirror. Thank you so much. Uh, so just something to play with. So, and all that to say, I track this stuff.

Right. Okay. So when Sophia started coming into my world, I was like, what is happening? Why am I seeing her name everywhere? Why am I getting text messages from spam by a person named Sophia? And, uh, even on Friday, Friday was probably the one where I felt like I was getting spirit shaken and they were like, pay fricking attention.

Okay, because I'm just gonna, I, again, I track these things. I'll just share where is it. Oh, lemme just scroll a little bit. Oh, also Sophia comes through to me as owls. So, uh, uh, 2023, I may have shared this before the week of my birthday. I actually got to see a live owl by my home, and it was the best thing ever.

I stood there for probably an hour just looking at it because I was like, what? I, oh, this is so cool. So I track owls, I track, uh, when Sophia pops up in my reality, I don't look for it. They just, they, it comes to me. And so like, um, uh, there I was talking to someone and Sophia, the name of a tattoo artist came out of their mouth.

And then a new client, um, that my friend is working with, her name is Sophia. And I was like, okay. And then I opened Facebook and there was a post about, oh, for, from a woman named Sophia. And then, um, Sophia. A spam literally texted me twice in a row and I'm like, why are you texting me Spam Sophia? And then, um, I opened Facebook again and there was this ad for these two mugs and they were, it says like, adventure Partners for Life on one side and on the other, there are two people walking, holding hands, going to the mountains.

The man's name is Henry, the woman's name is Sophia. And so I was like, this is so much Sophia. And then my friend, he, he was talking about his friend Sophia at dinner, and I'm like, okay, why? What is happening? And this has been, it's, I've had Sophia come through in like, really, really truly weird wild ways leading up to this, but it felt like on Friday it was just this culmination.

And I thought, what, what are you trying to say? I'm so glad that your name is here, but what does this actually mean? So I sit down. And I'm like, Ooh, what do I wanna watch? Do I wanna watch a documentary? Do I wanna watch the Y files? Like, what's up? And so this YouTube creator made something about the Truman Show, and I was so curious about this because I like the Truman Show and how they were basically talking about, oh, side note, I learned that one of the producers on the Truman Show was a Rothschild.

Hmm. But that whole movie is about basically breaking out of the matrix or the material matrix that's been created to keep our consciousness interacting in some type of way. Basically rooted in fear, anxiety, stuff like that. Right. Well, I'm watching this now. I'm like, oh, that's cool. They talk about these, uh, these pillars, the symbolism, sacred geometry, uh, rights and initiations that happen through.

Um, the Masonry. I think it is the Masonic. What did you, I feel like you already know. I feel like you know this, but I just lost the name. Okay. Well, as I'm sitting there watching, all of a sudden who pops up on the screen, Sophia, and they talk about how, and I actually really loved this. It was a quote that I wrote, wisdom.

Oh, I, it would make sense if I told you why this popped up. So, Sophia's energy came up on this about Tru the Truman Show because Sophia was being represented by the woman named Sylvia. And if you haven't seen this, don't, don't listen unless you care about spoiler alerts. But Sylvia is the person that Truman falls in love with the woman, and Sylvia was trying to basically free him and to tell him that there was so much more than just this reality that has been created for him to live within.

And so they said this thing that I thought was so beautiful. Wisdom is the enemy of the false creator. The spark of the divine is often awakened by the call of Sophia. And Sophia represents gnosis. Um, knowing thyself and I, that made me pause and I'm like, is this why she's coming through this energy?

Because maybe I'm, I'm on the precipice of something, or maybe collectively we're on the precipice of something. So I close my phone or I close outta my notes app. I watch the thing. The rest of the show I open because I see, I have a message on Instagram and the very first post I see is from, um, a person who made their own, uh, Oracle cards.

And who do I see? God is Sophia. And, and then I scroll down and the next thing on my feed is a pair of two owls. And how many people liked it? 888 people liked it. And 8, 8 8 to me is, um, abundance, karmic flow, stuff like that. So then I, okay, sorry, my hair just got caught on my microphone because that, and you couldn't even see it, which is great.

And then the next day, um, a wonderful human joined my email list their, their name, Sophia. So I'm like, okay, then I'm, I'm scrolling on my phone. You can't see that, which is cool. That's amazing. I wrote this whole thing 'cause I want, okay, so I'm kind of like rambling, but I feel like you're here with me. So thank you so much.

I recently got a book called Anna Grandmother of Jesus. I don't know why I was, I was listening to someone talk about it. And I'm very, very, very curious because what I'm learning is that we have. Very little record about Anna and learning about her journey. Like, oh my God. Part of it is she, she went through all of these rights and initiations.

She was a Isis and Hathor priestess, many, many, many things that she walked through. One of the thing this Anna was channeled through a woman named Claire Hart song, and she wrote this book, and so I was curious about it because one of the things that they said was that she was over 600 years old and how she learned how to access the, the nectar of life basically, and could rejuvenate her cells and things like that in order to live longer and how we actually all have that capacity.

So I'm curious, I buy this book and I'm reading it, um, about Anna and her journey, and then at one point she literally talks about Sophia or the Shaina, um, and what they shared is that. Sophia is the divine mother. The intelligence behind all things, the torch of wisdom that reveals the hidden face and the hidden face or the torch of wisdom is the logo, SNO, which is the word of creation.

And so I'm like, what do I do with this information? So I, I asked my guides out loud. I asked Sophia, I was like, Hey, you are coming through in the best ways. You are making it crystal clear and outside of learning that you are the mother of creation, which I know that that frequency is coming online for us.

Um, people are having these spontaneous awakenings and. And what we're set to experience collectively is that remembering. But what am I meant to do with this? Can you please make it clear? Because it's cool and I feel a little bit confused. So yesterday I sat down and I had a halo healing session. And after I do my halo healings and as I'm writing the symbolism out and the messages that came through for them and making sure that, you know, I, I spell check it and it flows.

And if anything else wants to come through, I share that. I usually listen to a self GIO frequency or some sort of beautiful music on YouTube. So I pull up YouTube to listen to that in the background. And the first video that pops up for me is about Sophia, but it was about the Sophia stage of awakening.

And I'm like, oh, that's cool. So I actually have to go get like tea. I close my computer, close YouTube, and I'm like, amazing. I come back, I open YouTube in another video. About Sophia and a, a specific stage of awakening pops up and I'm like, oh, this is a message. Okay. Because it's repeated for me to catch my attention.

Awesome. So I took some notes about this, and the reason why I'm sharing this is because I know that Sophia is going to other people and I, and if this comes to you, maybe it will support you. So this is what I wrote from, basically, I watched both videos and they had similar things to share. So this is what I took from it.

Sophia is the stage of awakening where you stop trying to become something and start living as who you already are. Sophia is the complete return to conscious, embodiment. Spirit and matter are no longer at war. They dance together two aspects of the same existence. United in you. Presence in the body is the most concrete sign of Sophia.

Your solitude is a state of wholeness. You are not lonely in solitude. You're complete your, your loving without losing yourself. And your love comes from abundance, not from black. You no longer escape from the body or identify with your emotions. You see them as weather patterns that pass. And Sophia, actually, I'm gonna come back to that because this is where the thought experience or experience experiment comes from.

In Sophia, your greatest gift is compassionate presence. You love people as they are, not as who you think they should become. You help by being a calm mirror in which the other can recognize themselves. The ordinary becomes sacred. You recognize the divine in the trivial, it pulses in everyday life.

Sophia is a state of being where you've stopped fleeing from where you always were. And as I was watching the video, I could see exactly why I was experiencing that energy of Sophia because like. Just even like the escaping the moment. I used to drink all the time. Wine was my favorite thing. I love scotch.

I love whiskey. I loved it all. Every night, Nikolai and I would have like two glasses of wine. It was just something that we did on the weekends. We would go to the winery, we would go to the bars, we would go to breweries. Like it was, it was part of our relationship. And I was like, I can't do this anymore.

I'm tired of feeling inflamed and I just wanna see like this thing feels like it has its hooks in me and I need to figure out can I exist without this? Right? And that sounds, it sounds kind of extreme, but that's where I was. And so I was like, you know what I'm gonna take, I'm gonna take a month off. And then I was like, oh, okay, well I'm gonna try three months.

I'm gonna try six months, I'm gonna try a year. And now I've been two years. Completely alcohol free. Well, not completely. Let me take a step back. Sometimes out of pure curiosity, I take a sip of what Nikolai is drinking and just like the cocktails and I, ugh, I, ugh. I actually like, mm, I stopped asking because it tastes like terrible aluminum, which is interesting, right?

Because we basically brainwash ourselves into falling in love with these, like these things, these tastes. And you get to a point where you're like, oh yeah, I actually can taste the, I was gonna say the wicker. I can taste the wicker in this is wine. I can taste the plum and the berries and the SNAs berries and things, you know?

Uh, and then you take time away and you're like, what was I drinking? And, you know, cocktails, they're great in the moment, of course, because there's, there's sugar and there's juices, and there's other things to mask with a terrible aluminum and also no judgment to anyone who drinks. Okay. But my life fundamentally changed when I gave up alcohol.

And if you are curious, the way that I did this, there was an app called Reframe that I downloaded, and I had it, it was the, the thing that actually really helped me because every single day it tells you what's changing in your body when you don't drink. And so it was really, really, really inspiring because.

There were things happening that I couldn't see or physically feel. I also learned that it can take up to two years in order for your brain to, to fully heal from that, which is fascinating. Uh, but it was really cool 'cause it was like, your adrenal glands are shifting this, or you're releasing serotonin in a balanced way now, or, um, dopamine and things like that.

Your liver is healing, your liver has completely, you know, like rejuvenated, things like that. And I'm like, dang, this is so cool. It was so motivating for me when I tried giving it up in the past. It was not, it was so hard because I kept telling myself, oh, you can't have that. Oh, I'm, I can't do that. And when it's a habit, your, your body craves it.

It's like, what do you mean I can't have this? I need this. I need this right now. And, and then you get through it and you're like, oh, I'm missing out. Or I don't know how to be in social situations without a drink. Oh, I need to relax. Right? Like all of the things we tell ourselves. Also 'cause like, you know, like wine has a lot of sugar in it and, and we love the sugar, but it was just really motivating for me.

So all that to say, if you are curious, try giving it up. But don't tell yourself you're giving it up. You're just playing with it. You're just seeing how you feel. Uh, don't, it's not helpful to have like the idea that I can't have this, I'll never have this again. That was also a helpful thing for me. I was like, you know, if I wanna come back to it, I can, I can always come back to it.

I can always pour myself a glass if I want, but I don't want to, I don't care about it. We go to wineries, I don't need it. I have like kombucha or tea or something and I am so happy because being inflamed sucks. Okay. There was a reason for that tangent, and part of it is because my intuition expanded and accelerated at such a rate that it was jaw dropping, man.

Alcohol. There's a specific reason why it is such a socially accepted drug. Okay, so I wanna come back to Sophia. Sophia, I made that weird. Okay. This was the part I wanted to share with you, and I'm gonna lead us into a thought experiment in Sophia. Time loses its power over you. You no longer live in the realm of when wholeness is here.

Now found in this breath, independent of external achievements. I can see Sophia man even. Ugh, my thoughts are all over the place. I feel a little fractured. I'm sorry. We're gonna come back to now. We're gonna breathe. I'm just excited 'cause there are so many things I wanna share with you. I can see why Sophia is coming through in spades for me, because I am not who I was even six months ago.

I am such a different human being like. I super used to struggle with, why don't people engage with my content? Like, why aren't people buying from me? Or, when I left corporate, I was like, I need to sit at this computer and I need to do all these things. I need to have these offers. I need to dah, dah, dah, dah.

I need to prove my worth. I need to, you know, prove that I'm, I'm good at this. Prove that you can be safe with me. Prove that I'm talking about what, like I'm talking about truth, all of these things or, um. My past relationships with people before Nikolai entered my life. How far I, how far and above I would go for people and would never be met with that back.

Just like external validation, needing to have someone complete me at an unconscious level. Uh, needing to prove myself, needing to fill my day when really my magic is when I have space. And I don't put pressure on myself. Yesterday even I thought about like, oh, I should do this podcast today, but I was exhausted.

I had the session and I took the dogs for a walk. I vacuumed, I did all of these other things that weren't like, focused on business and I was so tired and I was like, oh, I should just push through and I should do this podcast episode. And then I sat back and I was like, but that doesn't feel alive to me.

Why would I do that? I don't do that anymore. I move with the energy and I take care of myself when I need it. And even that is Sophia, right? Taking care of your body, being present. Um. Nothing outside of you validates you. And I can see why, like, why my business is growing at such a rate. Now I can see why people feel compelled to engage with me, especially on TikTok.

Um, the messages and the emails I get from people I feel so seen. I can't even tell you. This is the time. Like you guys are so deep and you're so sincere and you're genuine and you're loving and you're kind, and you're sharing about how the teachings that I share with you, like how it's impacting you, that is just, that's everything to me.

It is literally everything to me. And it's because I'm taking care of myself. I go first. I take care of myself, and I share from a place of abundance, not from lack, not because I need you to make me feel worthy or valid or complete or whole or anything. I am whole as I am, as are you. And when you move through the world, like when they talked about you find.

It's like finding magic in the trivial, in the mundane. The secret is that the mundane is where the magic is washing your dishes and then you get like an insight or a download or you get to feel the water running over your hands. Like that is a gift. Getting to be in the shower and feeling that warm water if you have access to it, and how good that feels to just be held by an element as beautiful as water.

Getting to walk your dogs in the sunshine, getting to linger just a little bit longer with someone that you love. We get to have freaking flowers. Okay? We have flowers to show us how beautiful we are. Like we get to see that. We get to see colors, we get to see birds and deer and just God. We get, ah, so even the mundane can have magic in it.

If you are intentional and you look for it, right? And when you look for the good and the beautiful and the magical, it's reflected back to you. You will see more of it. That is how it works. Because everything is a mirror, right? So First water, oh, let me check something.

Okay. I also, one of my favorite things is when you guys send me fan mail, but I, okay. Should I follow Sophia or should I follow? Maybe I'll do this at the end. Uh, Rebecca, thank you for sending me this question. I think it's really helpful. I think I'm gonna come back to it, but first let me do a thought experiment.

Over the weekend, I had this idea and it's been, uh, lingering for a while, but I finally had the space in order to dig into it. So full transparency. This thought experiment is through chat, GPT, um, with intention. And so if you wanna like opt out now, 'cause you don't wanna hear about what chat GPT has to share, I understand.

Um, there's a lot of stuff around that for people, but this was actually really interesting for me and it resonated and that's why I wanna share it with you again. When you hear my questions, it's gonna be some type of thing. So this was my thought. If we didn't have, and this ties back to time, if we didn't have holidays or birthdays, we wouldn't be locked into linear time.

From a consciousness perspective, what would change for us physically or societally if we did not believe in time? And I've been thinking about that for a while because we, the moment we're born, there are these rituals put in place that we abide by just because it's what we do, right? If you celebrate Christmas or Hanukkah, or Kwanza, your birthday, Easter, um, things like that versus following full moons, new moons, the energies of that.

Um, but birthdays specifically, because if you believe in birthdays and we are conditioned that every year you age, you get older, that's linear time. And yes, we experience time in the 3D physical reality because we're material beings. But then when I was reading about Anna. Being 600 years old. Granted, this is channeled material, but there are other beings who have lived to be hundreds of years old.

And so much of what we're told in school, at least in public schools the way they are, is a very incredible, incredible form of programming. And you are only getting a very, very small, tiny, horrifically, small slice of the story or the time, right? Like, what, what actually was happening? You are only getting a very small slice.

So it's like, but what else? What else was written out? What was taken out? What was shaped or morphed in order to follow a narrative? Aging like health, like our magical powers. The fact that last year the telepathy tapes came to being and it was such a massive wave. I mean we've always had access to telepathy and telekinesis and kinesis and even levitation and things like that.

We are profound beings with these gifts that are inherent to us, but we are taught that they don't exist or only very extremely special people have that. But why even in like Abrahamic religion where they teach about yeshu Jesus, when he said, you are like me and you are able and you will be able to do so much more.

Even Anna in this book said the same thing, like, you are able to do what I do and so much more, but we're taught we are just humans. Isn't that funny? So I asked this question to chat because I'm curious and it shared this is a beautiful question and you're pointing to something real. Let's separate a few layers so we don't collapse truth into my mysticism or dismiss lived reality because again, I have a truth pledge with this chat.

Um, I always want grounded truth, uh, because, you know, people can go into psychosis and things and you know, people are just now learning about discernment. So I just wanna make sure that I am following suit. Okay, so it shares. We don't actually experience time directly. What we experience is change rhythm, memory, anticipation, clocks, calendars, holidays, birthdays, our symbol systems layered on top of those experiences, their scaffolding for coordination, not time itself.

So the deeper question you're really asking is, what happens to human bodies, nervous systems, and societies? If we stop organizing meaning around linear markers, what would change physically in the body? Number one, nervous systems would soften for many people. Modern stress is heavily tied to deadlines.

Age-based milestones, quote, I should be further by now. And countdowns and anniversaries. If those markers dissolved, cortisol driven urgency would drop for many people. The body would orient more to internal signals, which are like hunger, fatigue, curiosity, and a sense of readiness. Sleep would likely become more cyclical and less rigid.

We already see hints of this in people who live closer to circadian and seasonal rhythms rather than clock time. That said, not everyone would feel relief. Some nervous systems rely on structure for safety. For them, disorientation would come first. Then regulation number two, identity would shift away from age.

A surprising amount of bodily self-concept is age-based quotes. My body shouldn't hurt at this age. I'm too old or too young for this. I missed my window without birthdays. As identity anchors, aging would feel more experiential than numerical People would track vitality, recovery, and curiosity instead of years comparison would weaken because there's no shared metric.

If that doesn't just, man, when I read that, aging would feel more experiential than numerical. And like tracking vitality and curiosity and having comparison weaken that, that softened me in such a way because you're like, oh yeah, like the truth is how I feel and what I'm experiencing in the moment. Not some rigid number that we've identified means X, Y, Z, right?

So chat says you'd still age biologically. Cells still divide telomeres still shorten, but psychologically the body would be listened to instead of judged against a timeline. What would change psychologically? Number one, memory would become a narrative, not chronological. Right now we organize memory like a filing cabinet when I was 23 back in 2017.

But without linear anchors, memories would cluster by meaning, not date. Quote. The season when I learned to trust the time everything fell apart, the period my heart opened. This is actually closer to how trauma memory already works and how indigenous storytelling works. Time becomes topological, not linear events.

Connect by resonance man. Is that not? That makes so much sense. Could you imagine if memories would like cluster by meaning? Holy buckets, that would be so My brain is like boggled. Number two, anticipation would turn into sensing. Most future anxiety is calendar based in three months. By next year, before it's too late.

Without that structure, people would orient by readiness rather than deadlines. Action would be guided by internal thresholds, meaning like now feels ripe. Planning would still exist, but it would be situational instead of absolute. You'd still prepare for winter. You'd still plan gatherings, but the energy would be responsive, not pressurized.

What would change socially? Number one, productivity culture would fracture. Modern capitalism is welded to linear time, hours, quarters, fiscal years growth curves. If belief in linear time, weakened output would be measured more by impact than speed, careers would look cyclical instead of laddered. Periods of retreat would be socially legitimate.

You'd see fewer gaps framed as failure and more as phases. This doesn't mean society stops functioning. It means efficiency would stop being the supreme virtue man, oh my God. As someone who is now living outside of corporate and all of that bullshit that you. You have to stick to, oh my God, I am, I feel so different.

I feel so I can hear myself more clearly when I need a break. I go do that. If I need a fricking nap, I'm over there napping. Like, and then you have so much more energy, more creativity. And when you are focused on something, it is sharp. It's not like, oh, droning on and trying to get through something because I'm exhausted.

It's like, oh, I have the energy. Oh, I don't have the energy. I'm gonna honor that. I especially appreciated that thing about fewer gaps framed as failure and more as phases. Because we are cyclical beings. We are supposed to have phases, phases, faces, uh, like the moon waxes and wanes, right? We are like that.

What the heck? Okay. Number two, ritual would replace dates. Humans don't stop needing. Meaning just because calendars disappear. What would replace birthdays and holidays? Well, rituals of transition instead of fixed dates coming of age when the community senses readiness. Celebrations. When something completes, not when the calendar says.

So. Grief. Rituals that end when the body releases, not when the year turns. This is how many pre-industrial cultures operated. Time was event based, not date based. Three power structures would shift. Linear time is a control technology. We're just gonna sit with that for one second.

Linear time is control technology. It allows scheduling labor and forcing compliance ranking lives. If people stopped believing in it as an ultimate truth, authority would have to negotiate more with lived reality. Come my God, like maternity leave. Paternity leave. What? Right? Working five days a week. Why?

But for real. Why? Oh, sick time. What authority would have to negotiate more with lived reality? My God. What a thought is that? Holy buckets. Um, because that's the schedule with stopping sufficient justification. People would trust embodied wisdom more than abstract timelines. That's destabilizing to systems, but stabilizing to humans the important nuance.

Here's the part I want to be ve clear about. Time doesn't disappear if we stop believing in it. What disappears is time as a moral authority, physics still has entropy. Biology still has cycles, the sun still rises. What changes is that humans stop treating the calendar as a judge of worth success or meaning A truth woven through your question.

Some people already don't live primarily in linear time. Artists, mystics, children, trauma survivors, and people deeply attuned to rhythm, often live in event time or felt time. I said event time. Sorry. Sometimes my words are a little soft and a little jumbly. Okay. Or felt time. They aren't broken. They're just less hypnotized by the abstraction.

Oh, oh man. The friction they feel isn't because they're wrong. It's because modern society is built for people who outsource authority to clocks. So I said thank you. This lands, can we explore how timeless states show up in healing, creativity, and love, and how to live with calendars without letting them colonize our nervous system?

So chat shares. I'm gonna do this in two movements number. It's an I actually, i.how timeless states show up in healing, creativity, and love. First in anchor. Timelessness isn't the absence of time, it's the absence of self-monitoring against time. Oh man. I really see myself in that. Like when I left corporate, I was like, oh, it's 4:00 PM Like, I should have had all these things done by now.

And I'm like, done For who? What are you talking about? Or it's noon. That means it's lunchtime instead of eating when I'm hungry. Right. Very interesting. Um, waking up with an alarm versus waking up when your body is naturally ready. Okay. The nervous system stops asking, am I on track? And starts asking, am I here?

And that shift changes everything. So one, healing when repair. Outruns the clock in genuine healing states, people consistently report losing track of time, feeling held or suspended. Sensations unfolding in waves rather than sequences. This isn't mystical language, it's neurological. When the body enters deep parasympathetic dominance, which is your rest digest state.

When you're not like thinking you're going to be attacked by a bear or a tiger, or something absolutely life-threatening, which is your sympathetic state. So when the body enters deep parasympathetic dominance, the prefrontal cortex quiets narrative tracking softens the body reorganizes through sensation, not story.

I think that part is also Sophia. When the body reorganizes through sensation, what you're saying is, I'm present with the moment in my body. I am embodied versus mental story. The mental body living in your thoughts, right? Trauma interestingly already lives outside of linear time. That's why healing it cannot be rushed by schedules.

Real healing happens when the system no longer feels watched. There is no should be done by now. Completion is since not decided. That's why deadlines often stall healing while safety accelerates it. Timelessness is the condition under which the body finishes what it couldn't finish before, and that makes me think about the stress cycle, right?

What happens is people get stuck in this chronic stress cycle because they don't allow it to complete. They just stay stuck in a certain state, or they keep. Doing the same patterns habitually without ever just like resting, letting it discharge, going for a walk, breaking up, you know, whatever it is that you are stressed about.

People don't take breaks. I just power through because it matters to be more efficient and get the job done, versus like, I'm actually taking a massive toll on my body and that's a problem. It's 1111, yay. Okay. Hmm. Chronic stress. Hmm. The systems that we have created in the name of money. Okay. Number two, creativity.

When the the maker disappears, every artist, writer, or creator recognizes this moment. The work is doing itself. Hours pass, unnoticed effort feels replaced by flow. What's happening is not inspiration as a mood, it's identity thinning. In creativity, the observer self drops out, timekeeping dissolves. The body becomes a conduit for pattern and emergence.

This is why forcing creativity on a schedule often produces competent, but lifeless work, spaciousness invites originality, and importantly, it creativity still uses structure later through editing, publishing, or refining, because those all require time, but creation itself happens in a pocket outside of the clock.

Tying to tying, trying to create while watching the clock is like trying to fall asleep while monitoring your breath. I also see myself in that. I see myself in all of these, like when I would write at work every single day, it was absolutely fricking lifeless because I had to meet these deadlines because I had to do X, Y, and z, versus when I write for myself or my business, or when I really sit with a story that wants to be told and I want the detail and I want to be vivid, that's the difference.

That is the difference because that is, that is life and vitality and creativity and spirit in the moment. Oh, okay. It just feels like, um, what's the word? A breath of fresh air. It feels like relief reading this, it feels like home, honestly. Okay. Number three, love when presence replaces trajectory. Right?

Like, oh my God, when are we gonna get married? In deep moments of love, people stop asking, where is this going? What does this mean? What's next? Time collapses into now. This shows up as long silences. That feel full eye contact. That feels endless grief, that distorts time when love is lost. Love doesn't care about duration.

It cares about contact. This is why brief encounters can be life altering. Long relationships can feel empty. Forever is felt, but not promised. Timeless love isn't eternal in length. It's complete in presence. Oh my God. Does that not just, oh, that's like honey to my heart right there. That's so true. I, oh, I just love that.

Okay. Um, part two. Living with calendars without letting them colonize your nervous system. This is a practical integration. There's no bypassing or fantasy of escaping society. The goal is not to reject calendars. The goal is to downgrade their authority. Number one, move calendars from identity to logistics.

Most stress comes from letting calendars answer existential questions like, who am I supposed to be by now? Am I behind? Did I miss something? Instead? Calendars are for coordination. Bodies are for truth, meaning lives elsewhere. A subtle shift. This is scheduled for Tuesday, not Tuesday. Defines the importance of this same date.

Completely different nervous system response. Um, number two, build timeless zones into your life. Your system needs, places where time has no voice. Examples, creative sessions with no output requirement, walks without destination, conversations without agenda, rest that doesn't justify itself. Even 20 minutes a day where nothing is being tracked changes baseline regulation.

This isn't indulgent, it's preventative care. Mm mm Man. As someone who really lived by the calendar Oh, and having to justify rest. Oh, I can see all versions of me. Yep. Okay. Number three, track energy, not time. Instead of asking how many hours did I work, ask what states was I in today? See when it said that, it's a weird way to say that.

What states was I in today? What's what for me? It's like, what states did I flow through today? That feels better. Okay, where did my body feel open? Where did my body contract? You'll notice patterns that calendars never reveal. Certain tasks are draining regardless of duration. Some activities restore you even if they take too long.

This builds temporal sovereignty. Time stops owning you because you are listening to something more accurate. Number four, rituals to mark meaning and not dates. If birthdays or holidays feel heavy, you, you don't have to discard them. You can de-center them. Examples, celebrate when something integrates not on an anniversary.

Mark transitions when they feel complete. Let grief enjoy half their own timing. Dates can still exist. They just stop being the only door. Number five, notice when urgency isn't real. A simple nervous system check. Is there actual danger or is there imagined future pressure? Many urgent feelings dissolve when you remove the clock from the equation.

Urgency that survives. Survives. Urgency that survives. Timeless attention is usually real urgency that evaporates when borrowed. When borrowed urgency that evaporates was borrowed. Stress. Dang. Urgency that evaporates was borrowed. Stress. Yeah, 'cause that's the future, right? Borrowed stress from the future.

Okay. A closing truth. Timeless states aren't something to live in permanently. They are wells. You visit them for. For you visit. Sorry. See what is happening. Ah, breathe. You visit them to heal What? Can't be rushed, create what? Can't be forced. Love. What can't be measured. Then you return to time. Changed a healthy life moves between time and timelessness.

It's not stuck in either if you want. And then it shares some of the things that we could explore. But there was something really specific that I wanted to dig into because, um, because of the examples. So I said, could I please have more examples for what you shared of this is scheduled for Tuesday, not Tuesday.

Defines the importance of this same day. Completely different nervous system response. And are there other things we can do as preventative care? And how do we design a life that honors cycles instead of timelines? So it shared, um, this is scheduled for Tuesday versus Tuesday defines the importance of this same external reality, completely different internal posture.

Below our paired examples. Read them slowly and notice how your body responds for work and responsibility. The logistical frame, actually, you know what, I'm gonna read the colonized frame first because I think that. It's under. We understand that for where we are colonized frame this meeting being on Tuesday means it's serious.

It's high stakes and I should already feel prepared. The logistical frame is this meeting is on a Tuesday so everyone can coordinate. The stress doesn't come from the meeting. It comes from assigning meaning to the date. How about creative work, colonized frame? If it doesn't come together on Tuesday, I'm behind or missing something.

The logistical frame, I blocked Tuesday afternoon to work on this piece. Creativity dies the moment Tuesday becomes a verdict. Preach for relationships. Colonized frame. If Tuesday doesn't feel magical, something is wrong with us. Logistical frame, we're seeing each other on Tuesday. Um, I feel that especially for anniversaries and the pressure that people put on that.

So now the calendar no longer is evaluating intimacy. Okay, healing and self work. Colonized frame. By Tuesday I should feel better. Logistical frame, my session is on Tuesday. Healing Resists Core coercion. Healing Resist coer. Why? It's coer

coercion. Why does it sound so funny out out of my mouth? Healing resists coercion. Sorry. Okay. Oh, but get it together or not. Keep it crazy. Okay. The body closes under expectation. Coercion. Yep. That's the word. I know. You know that word. It just sounds silly outta my mouth. Okay, for rest, um, colonized frame.

Tuesday is my only chance to recover. Logistical frame Tuesday is lighter so I can rest now. Rest carries relief instead of pressure. Okay, decision making colonized frame. Tuesday is when I need to know. Logistical frame. I'll revisit this choice on Tuesday. Insight arrives in safety, not command. Subtle reframe to practice.

Anytime you notice tension around a date, try adding this sentence internally. Tuesday or whatever day it is, is a container, not a conclusion. Whatever day it is is a container, not a conclusion. That one line alone often drops your shoulders, your jaw, and your breath. Mm. Okay. Number two, other forms of preventative care beyond rest.

More. These are, um, nervous system level protections against time colonization. A practice non productivity completion at least once a day. Finish something that has no outcome. A walk that ends when it ends a conversation without a takeaway. A song listened to without multitasking your system learns.

Completion does not require optimization, and that is deeply regulating. B decouple effort from worth. Notice when you think, oh, I didn't do enough today, or today didn't count, then ask. What did my nervous system experience today? A regulated day without, without a regulated day with low output often does more long-term good than a productive day in stress.

Oh my God, I'm reading that again. A regulated day with low output often does more long-term good than a productive day in in stress. Oh my God, I know that you felt that. If that doesn't go against everything that we have been taught to believe as like little worker bees or business owners, right? Like, oh, it's just little bit of stress here.

It's or a lot of stress here, we're just gonna get through it. It got a power through. How many times have you said that? I just gotta power through today? Oh my God, I have so many things I have to get through and I'm gonna, A regulated day with low output often does more long term good than a productive day in stress.

Click check. Boom. Okay, there we go. See? Create floating tasks instead of rigid deadlines. Use. Things like Next when I'm ready in the coming cycle after integration, these phases signal flexible time, which your body responds to very differently than fixed dates. You can still meet real deadlines. The key is not making everything a deadline.

I like that in the coming cycle. D, let something stay unfinished. This is counter-cultural and very powerful completion. Obsession is time. Anxiety in disguise. Oh, completion obsession is time anxiety in disguise. Dang. Allowing something to remain open tells your system, I am not hunted by the future. Are these not gems?

I swear. Okay, E name borrowed urgency. Ask, is this urgency mine or did I absorb it from culture, family, or systems? Urgency that isn't yours loses its grip when it's named. Number three. The next part, designing a life that honors cycles instead of timelines. This is the deepest layer. A timeline asks, when should this happen?

A cycle asks, what phase am I in? Step one, identify your dominant cycles. Most people have a few reliable cycles, energy cycles, meaning daily, weekly, or monthly creative cycles where it's gestation expression, integration. Ooh, relational cycles, which are closeness, autonomy, reconnection. That actually this one relational cycles was really healing for me to read.

Closeness, autonomy, reconnection. Yeah, because that's a normal thing, right? We want our partners, if you have one to be an individual, but you also wanna come together and share, and you also want your own time and things like that. And then you reconnect, right? Yeah. Okay. Emotional cycles, which are opening contraction, clarity.

You don't need to control them. You simply need to recognize them. Step two, name phases instead of goals, instead of by March. I will try. I'm in an incubation phase. I'm in an outward facing phase. I'm in a clearing phase. Phases, legitimize, rest, confusion, and slowness as necessary. States not failures. Mm.

Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. Step three, match activities to phase. This is huge. Don't demand visibility during gestation. Don't demand rest during momentum. Don't demand clarity during an unraveling. Misalignment creates suffering, not lack of discipline. Step four, let cycles end when they end. Timelines end on dates, cycles end when the energy completes.

This applies to projects, identities, seasons of life, even relationships, forcing closure earlier, dragging something past completion, both exhaust the system. Step five, use calendars as maps, not masters. A calendar should answer, where do I need to be? Who needs to coordinate with me? It should not answer, who am I becoming?

How worthy am I? Whether my life is on track or not. When those questions stay embodied, time loses its grip, A final truth. Living cyclically doesn't mean chaos. It means trusting, readiness over pressure, listening before acting, letting meaning emerge instead of enforcing it. People who live this way often look slow from the outside, internally.

They're coherent, alive, and deeply oriented. Um, so then, let's see. I asked it to map my own personal cycles, which was interesting. Um, I live in a four-phase cycle. I think it says most, most people live in a four phase cycle. So there's like an opening in emergence and how that feels is like curiosity.

Energy starts rising, but it isn't Frantic. Ideas feel alive and connective, common urges, sharing insights, starting conversations, sensing new possibilities. Red flags have missed timed overcommitting, assuming this energy will last forever. Phase two, expression and momentum. So usually the urges are like teaching, publishing, offering leading or guiding others.

Phase three is saturation or integration, how it feels. Fullness, sensitivity increases. There's a desire to slow down. Common urges are like pulling back, reflecting, refining, rather than creating and simplifying output or inputs. Red flags if ignored This, I saw myself, I was like, oh, holy buckets. Here are the red flags, irritability, brain fog, loss of meaning, creativity, turning, brittle.

Quiet question to ask yourself, what do I tend to do instead of honoring this phase? Ooh, people most often override themselves. Ah, phase four, dissent to stillness, how it feels. Low external motivation, inward gravity, less language, more sensing, old layers, dissolving common urges, solitude, rest without justification, meaning making spiritual or symbolic attention.

Red flags, if resisted, shame, self-doubt. What's wrong with me? Forcing visibility. So the question to ask yourself is, what becomes possible for me only in this phase? And that is where the juice is. Okay. Let's see. Um, oh, this is good too. How, oh, wait. Now we map how your body announces transitions. So these are personal signals, and I just wanted to share some of mine because I have seen these.

Notice physical signals, sleep changes, appetite shifts, sensitivity to lighter sound. Desire for movement or stillness. Ask yourself, what does my body do before my mind catches up? Oh, notice emotional signals. There's a longing, a tenderness and patience. Grief or excitement without a clear object. Ask yourself which emotions.

Tell me. A phase is ending, not that something is wrong. Notice relational signals, craving, connection or solitude. Irritation with expectations. A desire to be witnessed or unseen. Ask, who do I naturally move toward or away from in each phase? And that feels like permission. Man part three, mapping cycles across time without numbers.

Instead of asking how long your cycles last ask, do they align more With seasons, with creative projects, with relational chapters, with internal thresholds, for example, this phase lasts until something clicks. This phase ends when my body exhales. This phase completes when I stop explaining myself and rewriting, rewriting, rewriting your relationship with calendars.

Now the integration. Instead of planning by dates, try planning by phase and container. For example, during my next opening phase, I'll schedule conversations during momentum. I'll batch visibility During integration, I'll protect my space. During descent, I'll schedule nothing that requires performance. You can still use dates.

They just serve the phase not override it, and a stabilizing truth to carry with you. If your life feels like it moves in waves instead of lines, that is not a flaw. It is a different intelligence. People with cyclic cyclical intelligence go deep. They see patterns, others miss. They create work that has afterlife.

They need recovery built into creation. Your job isn't to become linear, it's to build a life that doesn't punish you for being rhythmic. Oh, okay. I am gonna see, we are at an hour and three minutes and there's just a little bit more I wanna share with you. So thank you for being with me. Um, there's a story that I'm telling myself that's probably why I'm speaking so fast is because like, I need to get through this because what if you get tired and you're tired of listening to me and rah, and then the other part of me is like, yeah.

And people can always come back to this if they want. Okay. So I'm just gonna soften a little bit that my own judgment of myself, it is safe to take up space. It is safe to take up time. Okay, this is, um, a part I really wanted to get into. So thank you for being here. I said to chat when you said life feels like it moves in waves instead of lines, that is not a flaw.

It's a different intelligence. Are there other types of intelligence out there outside of linear or cyclical and it's shared very much. Yes. And naming them tends to feel like relief for people who have been trying to translate themselves into the wrong language. So linear and cyclical are just the two most culturally rewarded.

First, a quick reframe and intelligence here isn't about IQ or skill. It's how meaning forms, how decisions arrive and how coherence is sensed. Different intelligences notice different data, move at different speeds, and require different environments to function well. When someone is called inconsistent or unfocused, very often their intelligence is simply misrecognized.

Oh God, that seriously, Ugh. Okay. Now it's gonna break down these intelligences. Number one, linear intelligence for reference organizes by sequence, cause and effect progress, strengths, planning, engineering, logistics, execution, shadow, wind, dominant rigidity,

rigidity. They nailed it. Oh, I, I freaking nailed that. Okay. Rigidity. Mm. I did it again. Okay. Over control and patience with ambiguity. Mm. This is the default language of institutions is linear intelligence. Cyclical intelligence organizes by phases. Seizes. Repetition with variation. I need that actually in my life.

Repetition with variation. That's why I do the work that I do. Okay. Strengths, sustainability, integration and renewal. Shadow. Self-doubt. When cycles slow or descend. This is common in artists, healers, and nature. Attune people. Now here are the others that often go unnamed. Number three, rhythmic intelligence.

This is related to cycles, but distinct. It organizes by temple, temple. It organizes by tempo, pulse, and cadence. Not what phases you're in, but how fast or slow the beat is. You might recognize this if you know when to speak or pause instinctively, you can feel when something is rushed or dragging. Timing matters more to you than order strengths.

Exquisite relational attunement, storytelling, music facilitation, knowing when, even without knowing why the shadow, frustration, and environments that ignore pacing burnout when forced into constant high tempo. This intelligence reads timing, not calendars. Number four, spatial intelligence, not the IQ test version.

This isn't about geometry, it's about field awareness. It organizes by proximity, atmosphere, placement. You sense when something belongs here versus there. When a space feels right or wrong, how elements relate without sequencing them. You might notice rearranging rooms changes your mood instantly. You think in layouts, clusters, or constellations.

Clarity becomes moving, things not thinking harder. Strengths. Design curation, systems thinking and holding complexity without reducing it. The shadow, overwhelm and chaotic or crowded environments. Difficulty explaining your knowing verbally. This intelligence navigates fields not steps. Relational intelligence.

This is often mislabeled as emotional, but it's more precise. This organizes by resonance trust, coherence between beings. Decisions come through as this feels aligned with us. Something in the connection shifted. Strengths, leadership through presence, conflict repair, sensing collective readiness, shadow over responsibility, and absorbing other states as your own.

This intelligence tracks between not within number six, symbolic intelligence. This one is frequently pathologized or mystified, organizes by image, metaphor, archetype. Pattern echoes, meaning arrives as dreams, symbols, repeated motives, motifs. I repeated motifs. Poetic insight rather than explanation.

Strengths, deep sense, making mythic thinking, long range pattern recognition, shadow being dismissed as impractical. Difficulty translating into linear language. This intelligence speaks through image, not logic. Number seven, threshold intelligence. This is rare and often misunderstood, organizes by transitions, edges, moments of becoming.

You are attuned to when something is about to change, when an ending hasn't ended yet. When a beginning is fragile and needs protection. Strengths guiding others through change. Initiation work, grief, birth identity shifts, shadow, restlessness, discomfort, and static roles being seen as between things. This intelligence lives at the doorway, not the room.

Hmm. A lot of my work is in that. That's so cool. Um, number eight, integrative or holographic intelligence. Instead of choosing one mode, this intelligence holds multiple logics at once. Zooms in and out fluidly and senses how parts reflect the whole, your strengths. Synthesis, translation between worlds, wisdom that feels obvious, but hard to trace, shadow difficulty specializing, being underestimated, inner fragmentation of unsupported.

This intelligence doesn't move. It reveals something important to name in this matters. Most people don't have just one intelligence, but one or two are primary in everything else is secondary. Suffering often comes from trying to lead with secondary intelligence. Being in value, being evaluated by a system that doesn't recognize your primary one relief comes from recognition and a question for you to sit with when you're most yourself.

You're most clear and you're most alive. Are you sensing timing? Are you reading the field? Are you tracking relationships? Are you following symbols? Are you standing at thresholds or are you weaving many truths at once? This answer tells you how your intelligence wants to move, not how it should be managed.

So I asked what it, what my primary and secondary intelligences are, and my primary one is threshold intelligence, and then it explained that. And then my secondary is symbolic intelligence, which makes sense because like between realms is where I share the things that I have learned between realms and the dream state and metaphors and living stories and things like that, and what people experience in hypnosis and all these things.

So, um. Let's see. Is there anything else I wanna share from this space? My supporting intelligences are rhythmic intelligence and relational intelligence. Primary, not primary for me. Linear. Duh. Okay. Ooh, I like this. A sentence to hold onto. I am not slow. I am not late. I am not lost. I am oriented to thresholds.

And thresholds cannot be rushed. Boom. Click, check. Boom. Okay. Let's see. Is there anything else I wanna share before? Okay. This is great. Mm. I'm gonna read also this last sentence just because I love it. My life is not a sequence of achievements. It's a series of crossings. What matter is not how quickly I arrive, but how honestly I cross.

Oh. Yeah. Okay. We are at the one minute and 12. One minute. We are at the one hour, 12 minute mark, and I just wanna say, I know that that was a lot, and I really appreciate you being with me and taking the time to explore that. I wonder, you know, if any of those intelligences landed for you, if any of them made you see yourself differently, and maybe in a new, more loving and compassionate light, maybe you can see that there are small tweaks that you can start doing in order to live more closely to your own accurate intelligence, your authentic intelligence, and maybe you see.

Areas where you have judged your yourself or shamed yourself or whatever, because you, you weren't primarily linear. And if you are linear, I love that for you. Congratulations. Because most of our systems are linear, you know? Um, and I just, at the end of the day, I hope everyone thrives. That's what I want.

Nature requires diversity in order to thrive. We all have our own intelligences for a reason. We all bring different things to the table. We are all one, but we are all magic. We are all unique. We are all special in our own ways. And what you bring to earth right now is massively important. So thank you for being with me and um, Rebecca, for your question.

I'm gonna save that for the next episode. But I just wanted to say thank you so much. Thank you, thank you. Thank you for sharing that with me and to you listening, thank you for being with me. I love you so very much. And I hope you have a wonderful magical day. I.