❤️ Your Guides Already Knew You'd Be Here... Here's Why! 👉 (Soul Records)

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Spirit is bringing forward clarity, comfort, and messages meant for where you are right now.

Take what resonates, leave what doesn’t — but don’t ignore what feels familiar.

Because these messages may be the exact reminder your soul has been waiting for.

🔮Timestamps/Messages

00:00:00 – Welcome & Introduction: Channeling messages from guides and loved ones.
00:02:37 – Reading 1: Reclaiming Your Power. A hard "head over heart" decision regarding a connection where you may have felt trapped or stagnant.
00:13:07 – Completion & New Beginnings: The World energy and moving into a higher vibrational alignment.
00:14:52 – Reading 2: Divine Timing & Soulmate Union. Patience, intuition, and the arrival of a spiritual partnership where no masks are needed.
00:30:10 – Reading 3: Breaking Illusions & Financial Rebirth. Moving from "suffering in silence" toward independence and creating your own abundance.
00:39:14 – Ending the Cycle: Closing a door on controlling energy to allow for a true soul rebirth.
00:47:01 – Reading 4: Healing the Inner Child. A lesson in giving vs. receiving and messages from ancestors/parents about breaking generational cycles.
00:56:24 – Manifesting Miracles: Using the energy of the Star card to turn your hopes and dreams into reality.
01:04:13 – Reading 5: The Hermit’s Wisdom. Emerging from the "dark night of the soul" as a natural healer and the creative power of the Empress.
01:12:25 – Closing Thoughts: A message on patience and trusting your true path.

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SPEAKER_00 0:01

Welcome, my beautiful souls. Today we are channeling messages from above. And when I say above, for some, it's going to be from loved ones who have crossed before us. Um, and for many, this is what your spirit guides um, I feel like have been trying to say or trying to show you. So we're gonna do, I will timestamp them, but we're gonna do channeled messages. And again, some will be from those who have gone before us. And I I do hear that for someone, or I have a feeling it's more than one, um, I feel like you've been quietly sitting waiting, um, maybe waiting on another to make a decision. And what I'm hearing is the decision has always been in your hands. So the decision has always been in your hands. I mean, it's like I'm saying so, but it's very clear what your guides are trying to say. Um it's like reclaiming one's purpose. So this is completely open to our guides about whatever we need to hear, whether it be love, abundance, change, whatever it may be. I am just the messenger to deliver your messages. So I'm gonna go ahead and begin. And um let's start with the psychic chiral. I am gonna give it a shuffle. And while I do that, I'm just gonna ask you to calm your own mind. You can certainly put your question out there to your guides. Um, it's not too late. And you know, I get this feeling that if you clicked on this video, there's gonna be a message here for you. So just keep your intuition open and let's go ahead and begin. So all right, we're gonna shuffle. I was gonna just draw cards, but I heard shuffle. So shuffle, I shall. The lovers. Harmony. The lovers is ahead of a hard decision. But it is chemistry. Eight of swords, trapped in fear. I feel like this is for that for those who are quietly. You know what I feel like? I feel like am I putting my life in the hands of someone else? Someone else that feels like, well, like they're keeping you trapped. But that's an illusion. You're not trapped. Um, but I feel I feel like the anguish, the wondering, what should I do? Do I continue to wait or do I not? And in a way that is what I would call free will, but yet right off the bat, I feel I feel sad. I feel like I'm being hurt, and I don't know if the other person is aware of it. Well, in a way, they are. We have the three of cups, rejoice in celebration. However, following the eight of swords, I feel like, well, that would be hard. What am I celebrating? And I feel if if anything, freeing your own mind, knowing, you know, this is what your spirit guides is saying. No one has the right to determine how you are gonna live your life. That's your right. But we do get stuck in these webs every once in a while. And when we do, don't look at it as like, what was I thinking? Um, why am I giving my power away? I mean, you could ask that question because in the Eight of Swords, I feel like if you do ask yourself like certain questions, then you do free yourself. And it doesn't necessarily mean free from a person, free from those thoughts. And I feel like the celebrating is you, like the freedom you feel when you uncreate that prison. I mean, it literally says trapped in fear, and I feel it's because someone doesn't know, like okay, so it's like I'm questioning, is this person a soulmate? Am I meant to wait? So I feel like, yeah, someone is is definitely thinking this is a soulmate, which means I need to wait. However, that is not what your spirit guides are saying, and I'm not gonna say it's not a soulmate, but this may be a soulmate that, well, could be planting a seed, and I feel like it is about choosing yourself. Okay, well, let's keep going. Stand your ground, stand your ground, and then look at this movement, choices, and decisions. So the first thing, the lovers, head of a heart decision, and here you are, literally making that decision. Stand your ground, seven of wands. You know, that can be when I say stand your ground, like I don't feel it means like let's fight. Um it feels like a boundary that I created, and I'm not gonna let someone cross it again. And what I feel like is if someone cannot devote themselves to me, well, that may be my answer. That may be my answer, and what I'm hearing, you know, this is chemistry, and however, it can be like charming energy, it can be someone who, you know, charmed the pants off of us, but then doesn't follow through. That's what I'm hearing. Charming, but then doesn't follow through. Probably makes promises, but then again, doesn't follow through. Does that mean they never will? Well, I don't feel like that's what the message is about. I feel like your guys are saying don't stay in a state of fear because you put your choice within another. The choice has always been yours. And I simply feel that when you free your thoughts, you know, I don't know if this person is making you feel less than. Um, you know, I get the sense that I try to break it off, but then they charm me again. But listen, that can only that can only work for so long. So I feel like the message here is about choosing yourself, is about, and I'm not saying again, well, okay, let me put it a different way. If this person who seems to have really charmed you, yet also leaves you in this state of stagnation, it's not necessarily saying, okay, I'm done with you, but I am putting me first. I can't continue to live in this type of energy. So this too, it feels like you're right at a crossroads, you're right at a decision. It reminds me of the full. Do I take the leap of faith on the potential of what is new or next? And that's what I hear. Like the energy you're in right now, it just isn't serving you. And, you know, I get the sense that let me just say it this way: if there is not laughter and joy within this situation, you know, I want to say a relationship, but it's hard to call it a relationship because I feel like, you know, and they may get fearful, but not say that. It feels like someone has a hard time making a true commitment. But here is the thing that is not your issue, that is their issue. So I feel like what your guide's just saying, I don't feel like it, I know what they're saying. Choose yourself, remember who you are, what you've been through, what you have already overcome. And just by setting yourself free, mainly thought-wise, I feel like then making a decision of whether I stay or I go becomes so much easier. And I and okay, so Spirit also says, don't think like this is the only love of your life, because chances are they are not the love of your life, it and feel that way, especially in the Eight of Swords. It can feel, you know, again, like again, I may think someone's a soulmate, and again, they may be, but they could be a karmic soulmate, just doesn't feel like this is the type of love that let's just say can go the full way. Why? Because I don't feel like this person, I just don't feel like they'll change. Not for a wow. And when I say a wow, I feel years. Why? Well, in a way, I feel like because they can what's that saying? Um god, my mind when I read just goes. Um, they want their cake and they want to eat it too. But I feel like they've gotten away with it for so long that why would I change? Why would I change? So they're not gonna change. The change has to come through you, but your guides are telling you, like, don't fear this change. Matter of fact, before we move on, I just want to look at the two because I feel like this is you making a statement. Well, it's funny, as soon as I said making a statement, um, what I felt is some of you you may not say a word, it may just be a decision you make without saying anything. The world. Well, okay. So when you see the world, it does mean something has come to completion. But the great news is when you see the world, that means a new chapter is opening. That is why I felt you were right at that crossroads. Completion. New beginning. And can I also add that your spiritual growth? I feel like many of you are growing by leaps and bounds, and this person is not. So energetically, your energy isn't aligning, but that is not your fault. I don't even want to say it's anyone's fault, but just feels natural, like as we grow, those who don't naturally um the universe wants to eclipse out of our life, but we tend to pull it back again. I feel like Spirit's being very clear here. And listen, this is not to hurt you, this is to help you find what you what your heart is truly seeking. Okay. I'm gonna let that one be. That one was pretty clear. Okay. Next message, please. By the way, I will timestamp these. Whoa, okay. Holy cow. Where do I be at? Let's start with what's face up. So we have temperance. In here, it's called patience. Temperance is about trusting in divine timing, and sometimes it does take our patience. I often feel like temperance is mixing the loving waters of two cups, and both need to be equally filled, otherwise, it would be unbalanced. So, patience. But I do have this feeling that like you've been patient. So let's continue. Intuition. This is a beautiful sign that your intuition will receive guidance. Your intuition will just feel the next steps to take. And really, regarding anything in your life, keep in mind your intuition is your GPS in this lifetime. So intuitively knowing when divine timing is for you. We have the soulmates, spiritual union. 22. Well, that makes sense because twos oftentimes are about partnerships. Some of you have been waiting for the, and I don't want to say waiting, because I just don't feel like that's the right word. But you may have asked, like, is there a soulmate on my path in my life? Well, the 22 would absolutely represent yes to me. Ah, partnerships and alliances, and look how they're holding each other. Not a handshake, like they're holding each other's arms. There's something with this tattoo, like the barcodes. Hmm. And I feel like it's soul recognition. Where temperance is asked for patience. And interesting how I even threw in um how temperance is mixing the loving waters of two cups. You know, what I love about this is the three of pentacles, is it is recognition and reward. It is a message about your individuality. And not to, you know, not to put any mask on, because I feel like this spiritual union, and by the way, literally says union, um, it tells you that each soul will not only see the other soul, but will appreciate it and know it. Hmm. And know it. This is the type of love where I literally do not have to wear a mask. This is about being loved for who I am, the good, the bad, and the ugly. Because none of us are perfect. This is being loved for who you truly are, and vice versa. Okay. Wisdom. This is the hierophant. Number five, change. Interesting. And then another five, emotional loss. This is the five of cups. And then we have a couple. Oh, oh no. Those are the old ones. Okay. You know, this is not the right image to show you, but many of you being uh with me for so long, you know what I'm going to say next. Um, you know, this is the energy of looking back, potentially missing someone from the past. Um definitely, I feel like. Well, I feel like saying, when will my time come? When will my time come? And the Hierophant kind of answers that also. Your spiritual wisdom. You know, fives change two fives down here. Two fives add up to a ten in numerology, bring that to a single digit, it's a one. It's about you. So, what I was gonna say in the five of cups is sometimes we can get lost in the what was, and you know, sometimes wanting someone that we just know we feel deep down may not be the best for us. But the thing with the five of cups is there are two cups coming in, and interesting how I laid it down right over the two cups. So the Hierophant, ask yourself, am I living my life according to my morals, my standards? Am I trusting within my intuition? You know, I get this sense that sometimes we're not meant to see the full path, just the next steps. But the guidance that you're receiving is quite beautiful. I feel like this is saying that this soulmate and you are spiritually aligned, have similar morals, like this feels meant to be. And hello, temperance opening it up, divine timing, and maybe these changes are what is needed to open up this whole process. You know, in the five of cups, sometimes we can get lost in that energy of what was, what has gone wrong. Sometimes we put the blame on ourselves. Don't do that, don't put the blame on you. Um, because sometimes we don't allow things to come to completion, and this is asking, much like the world said in the last reading, to allow what you feel is over to be over, and why is that so important? Because you're being guided to well, spiritual union, the two cups that sit behind the change of the five of cups, the wisdom that lies within the hierarchy. How do I know? How will I know? Because you will know instantly that you do not have to wear a mask, that you can be yourself, and I have a feeling there's going to be laughter, um, similarities, like you could have had similar paths, similar lessons, and remember, soulmates are um what do I want to say? Like when I look in my soulmate's eye, my their eyes, I'm really seeing my own soul. So, what I wanted to say is they're a mirror to our soul. So, again, love, but this is of a much higher vibration, and it feels like where temperance is saying is when you choose you, when you stop wearing masks, don't pretend to be anything you're not, because you're enough just the way you are. You know, you are lovable, and if you get stuck in the past, you may feel the opposite. But spirit is saying you are enough, you are meant to have not just love, and I have a feeling you've gone, well, of course you've gone through love, but I have a feeling everything has taught you something. I don't feel like we're coming into the read this reading, as in, well, I do feel in a way like I may be seeking like when is my time, and it's telling you after certain changes. Number one, again, learn to love you, learning to under, you know, to understand that if love comes in and asks you to change this and that and this about you, that may not be your person. Because I literally feel that there is nothing you need to change. And I feel like morally you're aligned, spiritually, you're aligned. And this has been more about the timing. These thighs feel like everything. Gonna let go of the past. You know, I'm not gonna allow myself to focus on what didn't go right, you know, those who have hurt me. And again, I'm seeing your spiritual growth. And that is perfect introduction into your soulmate's energy, and vice versa.

SPEAKER_02 26:00

Is this clear?

SPEAKER_00 26:06

Try not to get lost in the past. And why is that important? Because it doesn't allow your intuition to truly be open. It's like it's putting a lot of cobwebs around it, but you can clear that, and then there's a soulmate, and that's that. By the way, two and a three, five, five, five, five. Change, the change, freedom, the freedom to choose, the freedom to be exactly as your guides want you, free to be you, you know, it reminds me of like God didn't make you um well, God made you perfectly imperfect.

SPEAKER_02 27:10

And these spies can hang us up, but so those I'm speaking to now, here's how you'll know.

SPEAKER_00 27:23

If you've just been through some changes, if you said to yourself, you know what, I've had enough of the past, I've had enough of the wandering, um, and I feel like you're you learned that you are lovable, that you are enough, I feel like that changes everything, and that is what opens the door. You know, we need to be what it is we want. And if I'm focusing on the past, but this is someone who is yet to enter, though you could have had past lives together. This may be its timing. You know, when I do these readings, I am not looking for what's gonna happen next year. This is about what your guides want you to know right now, today, so that you can help, so that you can see potentially, well, maybe what these spies were, maybe what this divine timing has been all about, and again, mirroring the three of pentacles, your individuality, and you know what else? I often feel in the three of pentacles there's like the secret admire. So for some of you, there may be someone, and I often, you know, I don't know why, but I often feel like it's social media, like someone is following, let's say Facebook or Instagram, following your Instagram, and out of the blue, they may like a comment, and you're like, whoa, I remember them. Some of you could be changing your status, and someone else is picking up on that, and I what I'm hearing is a friend of a friend, like a friend, tells another friend, guess what? I just saw that she's single, that he's single, because I am feeling like this secret admiring energy. However, I do want to point out that I am not feeling distress, I am not feeling like it feels meant to be. So keep your intuition open because that's what's going to lead you to your ultimate, well, spiritual union, where you truly can be you. Okay, let's let that one be. And let's do one more from the psychic churro financial and material changes. Another five. Heartache and loss. Three of swords equals up to an eight. A new beginning. Suffering in silence. Oh boy, if this is you, I have a feeling your guides somehow, someway, are gonna get you to this reading. We have the seven of cups, and then we have temptation. This is Capricorn's major arcana, and it is mirroring financial and material changes. Wow. Boy, I feel like a lot of people feel stuck lately. Let me tell you, the great thing, because this really is the devil, that's what it's called. The the great power that the devil has or the darkness has over us is casting illusions, casting illusions that we're stuck, casting illusions that if we step forward, it won't work out. But that is an illusion. Because we open with financial and material changes, but then also the energy of opportunity showing itself. Yeah, look at the fear before it. I want to see with these choices. What choices are being offered here? For some of you, it's material. And you know, I real quick, I want to say this because I just got this message. Be careful you don't how do I say this? Sometimes when there's change, we do have to lose a little. Not always, but this kind of feels like a relationship that maybe one side controlled the finances, and because I get this sense, if I make change here through the Seven of Cups, which can be chaotic energy, which I get, everything around it. Um, I forget what I was just going to say. But I know this where there are changes within your finances or your material life, I feel like whatever I may lose in that energy, I will regain. I will regain. So maybe I'm staying in an energy that really controls me financially. Wow. Look at that. The Nine of Pentacles, independence, successful self-employment. You know, like these choices, it feels like they're plentiful. I feel like what this is saying is many of you carry the wisdom, the ability to create on your own, to create your own abundance. Like, I don't need someone else. And this may have been part of the lesson. Like, maybe I stayed in something because financially I felt I had to, but yet it's not serving you. And I feel like what your spirit guides are saying is you have the ability to create abundance for yourself. And how beautiful will that be when you start reaping the benefits of your own hard work. By the way, it's probably something that you're already good at. Okay. And I also heard for those who have recently lost a job, and it feels like like I didn't expect it, but then it happens. And I feel like you may have like froze, and your guy's just saying, don't freeze, because we need action. You need action. And I feel like the first thing is to trust in what you already know. You know, in the nine of pentacles, oftentimes, like we put our own, like let's say, in a relationship, sometimes we put our own goals on the back burner. And then we kind of get stuck. You know, like I could have spent years helping my partner to expand their life, but then the heartache and burn and loss, maybe something happens, it doesn't work out. Even in a job situation, you know, this message is about your empowerment, your goals, what you already possess. And definitely the illusions that I feel like you can break through. You know, like this is the time. If you're thinking of starting a business, Spirit's saying start it. Don't keep thinking about it, start it. Even step by step. It's not about where it's going to end up because you're writing the chapter as you go.

SPEAKER_02 37:03

It's about taking that first step. Abundance. But it's your harvest. It's your seeds. Alright, I want to see if anything else wants to come out with that.

SPEAKER_00 37:34

You know, and I want to say also um be careful. How do I say this? Like sometimes we think our opportunity is never gonna show. But I feel like there are multiple opportunities that are going to show.

SPEAKER_02 38:03

Well, I choose them though.

SPEAKER_00 38:11

I feel like I feel like someone made you feel that you weren't good enough. That maybe you couldn't create this independent energy, take care of oneself. But they were wrong. Let's just put it that way. They were wrong, but you have to know that. By the way, nine of pentacles is also card of Virgo, as is suffering in silence, and that is a Virgo trait. Sometimes we can just say overthinking. Okay. Let's see what else. I wasn't planning on taking this much, but the five of cups, the seven of swords, the king of swords. I'm sorry, that's a seven of wands. And then the death card. And the death card speaks of endings. It speaks of a door that's ready to close or did close. But really, what it speaks about is the rebirth after that. I feel like for some of you, there's one particular person who like why why did they want you to feel almost like worthless? Well, so they could keep control over you. Remember again, the illusions of the dark. But even here, this person has the finger on the light. So even in, and by the way, that light is connected to the key that unlocks the door at this rebirth. Excuse me. Okay, and I feel like um here I might need to speak up. I might need to reclaim my power because I feel like I've given it away. Now, I feel like I've given it away in hopes of something greater. But again, it doesn't feel like things turned out that way. Okay, and I also just got a message that some of you may think about moving. Um, and what I'm feeling is I'm moving to a familiar place, like a place that I remember. And there may be a person within this change. I do feel like it's the king of swords, and I hate to say this king of swords, but I do feel like this king of swords, whatever it may represent in your life or whoever, like, boy, it just feels like they did not want you to believe in yourselves. You know, I had a feeling, I have a feeling this is a type of energy where it kind of reminds me of like a narcissist, where I'm not really making you happy, but I'll be damned if I want anybody else to make you happy. And I feel for some like I had to take it because maybe financially I depended on them. And Spirit is saying it's time to depend on yourself now because you have the ability to create true abundance for yourself. Now, it can be through another job, however, I I feel like wherever this takes you, it feels spiritually aligned. Death is about a rebirth. Death is about a door closing. Five change. But the thing is, I feel like, you know, that's one of the reasons why I do this reading to help bring you real clarity. And when I see the death card or the world, it definitely signifies that something has ended. And sometimes I may not have wanted that ending at that time, but time will show me that it was the perfect move. I feel like bring those talents, bring those, for some of you, healing abilities. Bring them to the front burner. It's your turn. It's your time. It's your time. And we do have to learn that, you know, sometimes a door closes that maybe I didn't ask for it to close, but nonetheless, it closes. There's still a rebirth after that. So whether I close that door or someone else closed that door, like let's say I lost a job here unexpectedly. A new door opens. But look at the new door that opens, the Nine of Pentacles. So sometimes the way divine works is the resistance of this ending to bring about this new beginning. You know, I definitely feel like I've given my power away, but at the same time, maybe in a way you didn't have a choice. And here I feel like all spirits trying to say to you is you possess gifts and talents that are uniquely yours, even if a million other people do it. It is what is unique to you. And it is a message if you're daring enough and willing to make this change, but it's for you. Especially within money, I feel like abundance will be yours. Not only that, in the nine of pentacles, I feel like you love what you do. I'm not gonna lie and say it's easy, but because I love it, I'm willing, and I want, I want to know more, I want to learn more, I want to do more. And that is when you're feeling aligned. So I'm getting a lot of messages of where we're giving our power away, but it's about reclaiming of oneself. We got to know when chapters are over, and sometimes it's against our own will. But the rebirth, if we look at it that way, even in the midst of potential chaos, center yourself, you'll find that light, you'll find that key that unlocks the chapter of this rebirth. And the rebirth is you. Okay.

SPEAKER_02 47:28

Unconditional love. Two people holding that cup up together equally.

SPEAKER_00 47:43

Just as it's meant to be. Boy, Seven of Wands again. That keeps coming up. The Hierophant. By the way, I think I forgot to say it's earlier card of Tars. Here is called Faith. The Four of Pentacles. The Page of Cups. Ten of Wands. Okay, I already know what this is about. This, my friends, has been a lesson. A lesson in giving and receiving. I feel like for those who are here, you don't have a problem giving. Where the issue lies is in receiving. But as I say that, I want I feel at the same time that this is also a lesson of being able to receive, knowing you deserve to receive. I feel like the lesson here is how some of you are carrying a relationship on your own. Two people, but one carrying the weight of the relationship. Some of you have been praying. What do I do? What do I do? Number one, you want to recognize that. You want to recognize that. And listen, I feel like it's coming from such a loving heart. That it just feels natural that you want to give. Even if I'm not receiving, like I feel I feel happy when I am giving love.

SPEAKER_02 50:05

But your guy just saying, Don't you think you deserve it back, though?

SPEAKER_00 50:13

I have a feeling this is a lesson that has followed you from childhood. Um, okay, so for some, it's like a mother or a father whose love was very hard to earn. And okay. And they're so sorry. So they just stepped forward, and I have both mothers and fathers. Like, uh, I was tough. I was tough. And I was tough because that's the only thing I knew. I tried to earn their love. And they made it so difficult. But they know that now. You know, that's the thing when we cross over, we do go through a life review, and we have to feel and experience everything. And not in a like, how do I say this? Because I want to remind you that they're in spirit bodies, so it's not about judgment, so to speak. That day will come. It's the realization, it's them seeing how it affected you directly and how it now affects you, how it affected you moving forward. And I feel like that lesson remains. That lesson remains, but here's here's the thing. Even though I felt maybe I didn't feel loved, but there was love. This feels like someone who may have had a hard time expressing it, and I do feel like it's generational, like my parents didn't express it. But okay, but here's the thing in this lifetime, it's like you are you are overcompensating. I didn't get to feel that. So everyone I love, I want them to feel that, and I get that, and that's beautiful, but yet at the same time, this is about love that is meant to be equal. And I do feel like part of the healing process here was within the inner child. This is why I'm definitely feeling a lot of mothers and fathers stepping forward. You know, the regret, trust me, I know as a parent that you wish you could take back. You wish you could do it differently. To misunderstand what they now know. So one of the ways I feel like this is showing in your current life is giving in relationships to the point um where you're just accepting. And I feel like why? Because I feel like maybe that's all I'm worth. I mean, if my mother or my father thought that, then it must be true.

unknown 54:16

Wow.

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It's not true. And they were in human form then. You know, the human mind is a hard thing to get over. It's when we tap into our spirituality. Okay, and you know, this may be just a simple message of why why am I always, or why does it always feel like I am the giver? Because you are, because that's what you do, that's what you've learned, but now this is about breaking that. It's like breaking a generational curse. Because I feel like if you have kids, you probably say, I love you to your kids every day. Every conversation on the phone ends with, I love you, I love you too. So that makes me happy because I feel like number one, you broke that. The problem for the issue is still within the inner child, though. So you broke that generational curse, but you're you're you still weren't a hundred percent understanding why it happened. Ah, ten of swords, dagger after dagger in your back. Man, this is difficult energy. However, we open with the ace of cups. You know, I get this sense that it started in my childhood and then followed within my relationships. And then we have the star card your hopes, your dreams, your wishes. And I feel like it's saying it is time to manifest them. You know, once you understand, and that may be what this is all about, just the understanding. And can I also say parents asking for forgiveness? If only I could go back, I would do it differently. But yet, look at you. Look how you broke this curse. And I'm calling it a curse, it's not really a curse, it's just I was raised this way and I raised you this way. My grandparents were probably raised that way, so they raised my mom or dad that way. But it is, I feel like, I feel like if anything, what's being said here is enough, is enough. Reclaim your power. Understand. You know, it doesn't matter if a million people say, I don't like you, I don't like your ways, blah, blah, blah, blah. As long as you're being true to you, you will find your soul try. This is about believing, and I feel like it's saying believe in miracles, they do happen. Um, also a card of Aquarius, by the way. Some of you may still be in this energy with someone. Five of Wands, that's probably why I felt that. But then the Two of Pentacles. So some of you may still be in this energy, but literally asking the question: do I stay or do I go? Now, what I love about the Two of Pentacles, it's not a fair fear-based energy. What you're saying to yourself is, will this change enhance my life or deplete my life? I already know it's gonna enhance it because before it is the five of wands drama, fighting. And the ten of swords with the ten of wands, you can change that. You just have to be bold enough. There is so much love that is coming towards you, not just towards you. I hear all around you. Trust in us when you can't trust in yourself. Spirit guides. Yes, you have some wishes waiting to be granted. That's funny. I just said that the very last reading I did. I said, I titled it, Here's your, here's your miracles. You just been looking in the wrong place. Literally the title, and that's exactly what I'm I feel here. I'll put that on the end screen for those who want to watch it if you didn't already. Um, but again, so I'm not, I don't really have a fear-based mind. I'm just asking myself, what change? And I don't know how it can enhance your life. Because I feel like what you're dealing with now, it almost feels impossible. So the change. I hope you say yes to it. In your time, this isn't about the change needs to happen right now. When you're ready, you're ready. But the first thing is the realization. Chances are nothing's gonna change here. So what do I need to change? Me or my direction. All these daggers in your back, all this weight of everything on your shoulders, the fighting that's connected to it. But your wishes, your hopes, and your dreams literally feel like something's gonna manifest, and then it puts you in the decision mode. Is it related back to the ace of cups? Potentially, yes. So, you know, let's just put it this way: when you say no more to the ten of swords, all those daggers in your back, they fall out. You no longer have to carry it. The same with the ten of wands. Like you hold the power even though the power may feel like the external power may feel stronger than you, your guy just saying, but it's not. And you have every right for these wishes and dreams to become your reality, but it starts with one simple step. That is you. It's about what you do, it's about waking up and feeling good. It's about waking up and getting excited for the potential of what may happen today. Because I feel like now I'm waking up and I'm thinking to myself, another freaking day. Another day. Kind of makes me sad. The inner child is what's holding these lessons, but also these blessings. Okay, I'm gonna let that one be. Wow. We'll do a couple more. And by the way, I don't just read to read. Like, I don't just throw a video on YouTube just to get a video on YouTube. I don't do a reading unless I feel called to it. I mean, this has been my whole path. I have I was called to this. Okay. The hermit card of Virgo, card of wisdom, representation of going through the dark night of the soul sometimes. You know, sometimes when I see the hermit, I feel that some have been brought down to their knees. But because of that, I start seeking the light. And if the hermit is seeking the light, the hermit will find it. I don't know why, but this reminds me of like a sage or like I feel like a monk. Interesting. Because I feel like I may go into this quiet place, but in this quiet place is truly where I'm listening. Listening to my guidance, listening to my higher self. And I feel like the hermit is an old soul, so your higher self will speak to you often. You know, it's about your spirituality, it is the examination of what was, but you're looking at it through a spiritual lens. I often feel the hermit is a natural healer, and I do feel like sometimes natural healers can sometimes have the hardest of lives, but that's because I feel like the best healers have been there. I walk those shoes. Okay. Six of cups. Someone that I used to know. Seven of Swords. Queen of Cups. By the way, her back is to the Seven of Swords. Hello, Empress. And we have one card to win to the door. Seven of Pentacles. Your tree of life. Can I just say that in the hermit's energy, even if you've gone through the dark night of the soul, and I have a feeling somebody put you there in the seven of swords, it's untrustworthy energy. You know, they call it the thief in the night. I call him my little liar. Um, but this queen, she has her back to it. She's had enough. No more, no more, no more. It's looking like this the person of the seven of swords is taking directly from the queen. But they can't do it anymore. You know, seeing the Empress tells me that many of you have emerged from that cave, and now you share your beacon of light outwardly, but inside also. Some of you may reconnect to an energy, whether it be someone of yesteryear, but that would be pretty far back or past lives, or both. They can be both. This queen, she is ready to give her cup. But she now knows. She now knows what she does not want, what she will not accept. And it is through her seeking. You know, and that's what our guides say all the time: all you need to do is seek. And we promise you, ye shall find the answer. But you have to be seeking it. And so you do. And how do I know that? Because out comes the Empress. The lessons I have learned along the way. This is someone who no wonder the Queen's cups in front of her, because this is someone who has learned I am not going to shut my heart down because of untrustworthy energy. Because somehow, some way I got attached to that. But I feel like it's been disconnected now. Or you're definitely thinking of going that direction. The creative one, the wise one. The Empress has gone through all the what do I want to say, the experiences of all the queens. I feel like this means for many, you may have like started to have a spiritual awakening. And what an abundance she has there. This feels like a pretty simple message. Don't accept less. Don't you know, if you know someone is literally lying to you, potentially cheating. By the way, I only say that if you know that. This is not something like I don't predict things like that. It would have already happened. And the queen knows that. That's why she's looking towards the future and not the past. Even though the Six of Cups is here, I love that the Empress is connected to that. And the Seven of Pentacles, your tree of life. I have a feeling the person in the Seven of Pentacles sent you into this dark night of the soul, but you have found enough light to clear that and to say no more. But you are not shutting your heart down, and boy, am I proud of you! Because so many people are like, that's it. Done. And by the way, you don't have to ask for love. If love is gonna happen, it's just gonna happen. But I don't even want to just talk about love because in the Empress's energy, it's her creativity, it's how she can take an idea and create a business from it. It feels like your true path. Seven of Pentacles, its first message, much like temperance, is patience. But there's a reason. Here, it's because we want our seed of intention to be complete, to be ripe. Boy, it's raining all of a sudden. I have a feeling I'm gonna lose power. I'm gonna have to let this be the last message. We have gone through some storms this weekend. Um yeah, so I feel like what this is saying is, you know, and I feel like the queen already knows that. I've gone through the dark nose of the soul. I understand, like if nothing else, I understand the way love is meant to be. And if it's not that way, then it's not for me. And you know, allow your creativity to shine. Someone may have had you like so hung up that you didn't have that opportunity. This is your time. Alright, guys, I'm gonna let that be because I just have a feeling I'm gonna lose power and I don't want to lose the whole video. Um, so we'll do a part two. So I thank you. I love you, and I'll see you next time at our table. Bye bye.