At the Foot of Grace

When Trust Feels Too Heavy: Surrendering in the Stillness

Episode 15

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This week on At the Foot of Grace, I’m coming to you from a tender, vulnerable place—one where I can’t do my usual routine, where depression has crept in quietly, and where trusting God feels harder than ever.


In this episode, I open up about what it means to surrender when everything inside wants to fight, control, or fix. I talk about the fear of going backward, the pain of remembering past seasons of lack, and the struggle to believe that God is still working—even here, even now.


We’ll lean on the truth of Scripture, especially Psalm 34:18, and explore how God draws near when our hearts feel broken beyond repair. I’m also continuing our new Worship Corner with three powerful songs that are carrying me through this slow season of healing:


  • “You Hold It All Together” by Maverick City Music & UPPERROOM
  • “Wait on You” by Elevation Worship & Maverick City Music
  • “Take Courage” by Kristene DiMarco



If you’re in a place where your faith feels fragile and your future feels uncertain—this episode is for you. Let’s walk through this together, one surrendered breath at a time.


Stay blessed and stay pressing forward.