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Past Life Regression Heals Hidden Wounds with Susan Bischak
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What if the feeling you can’t shake didn’t start in this lifetime? We sit down with psychic medium and past life regressionist Susan Bischak to follow the threads—childhood telepathy confirmed by a wise grandmother, rigorous training across mediumship and Reiki, and a practice that blends clear-eyed evidence with deep compassion.
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Susan walks us through two core approaches to regression: guided imagery for visual minds and emotion-first entry for those who “can’t see” but absolutely can feel. Along the way, she shares how she carefully avoids steering sessions, sometimes co-viewing details telepathically while letting each client’s psyche lead the way.
The stories land in the body. A client relives a desert homecoming that ends in an explosion, then admits she smelled gas before her appointment. Another grapples with pancreatitis and the “lost sweetness” of life, torn between new love and devotion to his daughters; addressing the emotion and using targeted energy tools helps calm flares and restore ease. Phobias, panic, and sudden dread are reframed as messages with origins that make sense: a cramped facial room echoes the angles of a past imprisonment; a public surge of terror becomes a masterclass in interrupting thought spirals, slowing breath, and taking back control.
We also tackle the big questions. Do fantastical images invalidate a session? Susan’s answer is grounded: the psyche delivers what unlocks healing, whether symbolic or literal. Safety is the priority—light curiosity can work online, while deep trauma belongs in the room where a practitioner can pause, shift to observer mode, or close the scene the moment the lesson is clear. The goal isn’t to perform the past; it’s to resolve the present. If you’ve ever wondered why you sabotage love, freeze around water or fire, or carry a grief that talk therapy can’t reach, this conversation offers a humane, method-rich path forward.
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Past Lives Cafe is intended to bring you uninterrupted glimpses into others' past life experiences. Some have regressed in a group setting or individually in their dreams, as part of a tribal ceremony, through a guided meditation, with a certified regressionist or QHHT practitioner. Please contact Chione@QuantumJourneyGo.com with any questions about this modality or to share your own experiences on the podcast.
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Welcome to the Past Lives Cafe. I am your host, Keoni, an intuitive energy worker and acclaimed past life regressionist. Come with me as we journey through the spiral of time to forgotten places. I am so happy to have with me today Susan Biszchak. She is a talented psychic medium past life regressionist with a multitude of other abilities and talents, and we'll talk about some of those on today's podcast. She considers herself a crone in a good way. As a brief introduction to a very varied and wonderful history within the metaphysical world, she has become a Reiki master, an IET instructor, IGM acupressure adept, touch for health level three, studied with an herbalist on her farm, facilitated past life regressions, practiced mediumship for many years, and she is also a certified nutritional consultant and thermographic imaging technician. She does biofield tuning and uses ceramic discs with microcrystals in them to focus the Earth's energy on a client for their healings. Wonderful. Along the way, she became an Order of Malchastic priest and an interfaith minister through a two-year seminary course. She has discovered from the start that her telepathic abilities allows her to join her clients in their past lives, which is especially helpful to bring understanding and clarity to their session. She is an author of Healing a Desperate Heart, a memoir about the value of forgiveness, and now leads discussion groups with a counselor on the subject of forgiveness as a selfish act. I will make sure to have that book link and all of her contact information in the show notes. But I am just so excited to dive in. I have been privy to a bit about Susan's spiritual journey as a very young child, and I would love for all of you to hear it as well. Susan, tell us about this amazing experience that you had with your grandmother and how she helped you recognize the amazing abilities you were born with.
SPEAKER_01:It was a simple thing that she decided, why don't you stay for a week at my house? Like, okay. So my mother says, if your cousins that live next door, you know, these are Italians, they try to live close together. Anyway, so it happened to be next door. So they're always been my playmates. All my cousins are my playmates. It's wonderful. We're all around the same ages. But anyway, they went off with their powers to do something. So I go, okay, what should I do? So I went back to my grandmother's house and she had laundry on the line. So for me, it's like a novelty picking stuff off the line. So I put it in a basket, both pans, whole thing. Go in the house. I walk in the door, I go to the left, I walk like toward the kitchen and then off to the left. Okay. And I'm folding all the stuff and I'm done. And then my mind's like, this is the key, because my mind is like, what should I do next? And then I get this thought. Clean the steps going upstairs, which were right between where I was and my grandmother was, who happened to be sitting with her sister, a rare thing, because that sister doesn't drive. Someone had to bring her. All right, so they're together, the psychic sisters. I didn't know they were into the pantry to get the little dust broom and things. Like, yeah, I'll do this for grandma. She doesn't want to fall down the stairs, you know. And so I got to the bottom of the stairs, and I'm about to do it, and I could feel people behind me, which were those two. And I turn around and go, Why are you there? And the my grandmother goes, I've been watching you. You're different than your cousins. What does that mean? Never a word about it again. But she knew I could get messages telepathically, which is what, of course, I would say that's like when you're a medium. I'm just putting that together right now. When you're a medium, you're receiving messages. If someone's mind is open, then they're ready to receive. And so she just picked the right moment that I could tell Susan to do something next, or I could try telepathy and see if she's got the gift. So she found out that I did. And she would counsel people in her apartment when they were in the Bronx, just talking to them. The words would just come to her to say that she's listening to them while she's listening up here for the message and didn't charge. That was it. Go see Lizzie when you have a problem. So I figured that out on my own. Again, she didn't do anything because my parents probably wouldn't have been into it. None of her kids were interested in that stuff. And it was a no-no with the Catholic Church and the priest saying, Don't do this. She didn't want to do it for me, or even my cousin Dorothy, who was living next door with her sister. Dorothy would wake up from her inner crib and yell across the hall to her parents, is somebody in here? There's a man in here. And they'd say, Oh, go to sleep, quiet. And she goes, But there's a man in here. So she could see things. And we're very close because we're sharing this, that she wanted to develop it too. And it just came to her at a very young age. And me at 12, nothing really happened until my grandmother passed away. And about six months later, this is 1981. I wanted to know everything about everything. I wanted to know it now, as fast as possible. So right away, then it came into experience of past life regression, saying this is so cool. I want to know more about this. And Chiro cards, you know, this lady Ginny was teaching me that and mediumship. She connected me with this guy who is now actually, he's very close where I live now, but did a long time with Mike. Mike was in the spiritualist church at Patterson, and he was teaching at his house in very, very simple ways. And American spiritualists is different than the more regimented British and Australian, where they want to emphasize the validation. Evidence, evidential mediumship is the thing. Yeah, I did go to Stansted for a week, which was fun. Really nice experience. Which Stansted, the Arthur Finlay College, is actually Hogworth from all the books from Harry Potter. That's really so I was in Hogwarts. Hogwarts for a week. Why wouldn't I be there, right?
SPEAKER_00:Oh, my daughter is going to be so jealous when I tell her I talked to Hermione today.
SPEAKER_01:I didn't learn to fly around, I will say, but it was a really cool old building. Really, really very so that's as far as the training was just on and on. I just kept meeting different teachers and learning a little more and learning a little more. And whenever you're working with somebody, that's an experience. Whatever I'm doing, it's like I'm learning all the time.
SPEAKER_00:What about your grandma's passing? Do you think triggered your interest? Do you think that was her kind of chirping in your ear?
SPEAKER_01:Yeah. And whenever I do have a gift here. Sometimes I'd sit in a class with the beginners and they and they go right away, Well, your grandmother's here. Of course she's here. She's always here. Yeah, she is so excited that I can do what she couldn't possibly do with her DNA. It just wasn't possible. So many restrictions. And even now, there's people like I mentioned to somebody I trained in mediumship, and they're like, oh my. Or they held up the cross like you were the like. Just about there was somebody, yeah. I went for a walk one day in a nearby neighborhood because I was getting rated as go up Mount Washington. So I wanted a little more hill than mine had. And she came up to me and I complimented her about her kids, look so cute, just like her. And she goes, Get out of my neighborhood, don't come back. And I oh, hello to you. Wow. Yeah, such a strong reaction. Like, I'm the devil in disguise. This is still this persists. It still persists out of ignorance. It's ignorance.
SPEAKER_00:We could do an entire probably series on the impact of fear and fear-mongering that a lot of traditional religion sowed for a whole slew of reasons about people like you and your grandmother. But I wondered how did your grandmother satisfy her need to be cosmically connected and to help people while also being a Catholic? How did that blend? Because she needed to satisfy what she was here to do, what you're here to do. But yet she knew that was so restrictive.
SPEAKER_01:She did. She just again, I didn't hear it ever discussed. So that is a quiet thing. And I'm sure she could pick up on what's going on in someone's life. Like she kind of clued me in that I wasn't that happy. I'm ball. And she knows my father and the way he was. So that's why I was spending that week with her. She said, Oh, just let Susan come here. She goes outside and gets rosy cheeks, and she's happy playing with her cousins next door. And she's kind of need to be happy. So it was nice of her to do that. And but in that time period, she had the opportunity with her sister to see what was going on. That Susan's got the gift, but we'll have to see what she does with it. That sister Stella, though, later on, was interesting. I was in my parents' backyard, had a belly full of twins. I'm just sitting there and we're chatting. And she goes, Gee, what are you into, Susan? I go, Oh, give no that's very deep. She goes. And then she gets quietly off to the side while I'm chatting with other guests there. And then she just comes up to me later and says, You're going to help a lot of people. And that's all she said. Oh, so I'm in the process. I still feel I'm just the very beginning to do that.
SPEAKER_00:And you have so many modalities that have given you so many different perspectives that you're now able to blend. But of all of those, what was it about the past life portion that you found to be so attractive and helpful to people?
SPEAKER_01:Well, first of all, that Lady Ginny, my first experience with her giving me a past life, I was amazed at how clear it was watching a movie starring me in another body in another time. And it started that I wake up in a feather bed and I go, This is what a feather bed feels like. Okay. And kind of a layout of the little cottage that I was living in, a one room, everything, you know, kind of thing. So I was kind of in this little side space, just that they could put this feather bed. And I had, I mean, it was so clear. Okay, she goes, What did you have for breakfast? Good question. A chicken leg and a chunk of bread. She goes, Yeah, you'd have to eat anything that was left over from the night before. That's that had to be your breakfast. That makes sense. We're in medieval times. And she goes, Well, who's who's in the house with you? And I go, My parents are there. I like, you know, who are they? I tell people, look in, look into their eyes. That's the soul, you're not sure. So I go, Oh, that's my husband is my mom then, and my dad is my dad now. And so those are the two. And then I pictured myself carrying a basket down a windy street, and there was odd light coming in from the side, and I realized, oh, that's candle light. That's why it's a little spot and a little spot and little spot as I'm going down the street. So you go to market, you would go to market like at dawn. So there I was. And then it went ahead to me later in life, in that day and age, and it my dad still had that same mindset. I realized just recently. Oh my gosh, he still has the medieval thing. All he ever expected of me, and in that life, was for my security to get married, to be safe, and someone to care for me, protect me, and if I could have children, and that would be it for the lifetime, and I should feel totally fulfilled. So when I realized that's all he wanted in this lifetime, he actually apologized when I was getting a reading soon after that. It's like he's listening. He goes, I'm sorry, I didn't expect so much of you because I'm the one that went to college, I'm the one that wrote a book, I'm the let's keep studying and studying. And the others are very tactile with their jobs, my brothers, hands-on kind of people. And I was the one, you know, into the academics. And I did go to college and I got a degree. But yeah, and so it's like he's around. Your parents are around, people around they care about you. They still they're actually listening. So that's so funny. The next reading, which was like a week later, our dad's apologizing again.
SPEAKER_00:Okay, thank you, Dad. Did you ask him why he did not grow with the times? Like, dad, what's up? My father is the same way, Susan. He always I was getting my master's degree, and he was asking my husband at the time if it was okay that I was spending our money for me to pursue my education. And I was working full time. I was like, what is it? But maybe this is the insight. Maybe some of these time periods that way that they show love from that period of time is just part of an ingrainment in their soul.
SPEAKER_01:You just kind of ticked into something. It's in it's in my book. It's like growing up with my mom, grandmother knew I wasn't that happy. My the Italians are exuberant. When I show up, I was like, there was a celebrity. Oh, Susan's here, oh wow, and everybody else that came in the door. Wow, there's these people came, hug. Big deal. And when you left, it took me like you better give yourself at least half an hour to leave because there's so many people. And then contrast that to the Germans. How reserved they don't show emotion. That is the epitome of control. That's what you do. You don't show all your emotions. Okay, so I thought there was something wrong with me. I didn't know if I was sure if my dad loved me. You know, he was there and he was supporting the house, and I could see that as a little girl. And I didn't understand. So was that I had a low point in between boyfriends, like, okay, I'm feeling sad. Let me call home. I told my mom, I'm not even sure. Do you love me? And she says, Oh, of course I do. I said, Well, anyway, I couldn't get that much from dad. So it was a short conversation and hang up. And my father's sister had married a psychiatrist. So I'm not surprised. Half an hour later, there's a phone call, and it's from my aunt. And my aunt just made the point. She goes, It's not in our family, it was not what you would say that showed you caratives. What did you do for them? And so I'm thinking about over the years, once I got to college and I needed a frame on a painting, he'd just do it. I was a commercial artist for 17 years, and I said, Yeah, it would be nice to have one of those tables. He just made it. And I was getting married, so he made a hope test. He just did these things for me because he cared. That's more like what the Germans were thinking. Because they wouldn't respect people that put on airs and you know that kind of thing. Because there was someone that married into the family was a count by title only, and he was basically penniless. So they thought he was a joke with the formalities he wanted to do. They called them Count Kiss the Hand.
SPEAKER_02:Oh, so funny. So it's also better.
SPEAKER_01:I get it. My aunt was very special to me. That my father's sister briefly never had kids, so she was very nice and she treated me very special. And we had a nice relationship for years. I'm very glad about that. But yeah, but I would hug her until I left her.
SPEAKER_00:Yeah. It's so interesting that you say that because, well, first of all, is there's a book, right? The five love languages, or there's probably way more than that. But there's the being more demonstrative and expressive versus the showing, you know. My son was always very clear to me, Mom, do you really want to know how to show me you love me? And I'm like, I'm pretty sure I already know, son. He's like, well, let me make it clear. Money works. Money is my love. It's so funny you bring that up. That German stoicism and the not putting on airs is something that I have heard all my life about other cultures who tend to be more demonstrative and how that was ridiculous, and how being more flashy, or even I remember my father even making fun of my sister and I almost out of embarrassment. But now I'm I think I understand it, Susan. Yeah, I am I'm almost 60 years old, finally understanding my father. How does that happen? But the he out of embarrassment, he would say, Why are you two so dressed up? This is just Thanksgiving or just Christmas, get together with family. We don't need to put on airs. And I never understood what that meant because I thought dressing up showed that you wanted to be there, that you respected the event, that you cared enough, right? Yeah. Yeah. So it it that's an interesting, but count, kiss the hand. That's funny. Anyway, this episode is not about me. It's About you. I'm learning about my father while I'm talking to you about a past life. So when you were having that past life experience with the regressionist, it sounds like you were experiencing it somatically when it felt like to lay on a feather bed, which is not that comfortable. But you could feel the goose feathers kind of poking into you for the first time, or like did you it didn't seem that way, it just seemed fluffy.
SPEAKER_01:Maybe that had less bird feathers. I don't know. But anyway, uh or there were smaller bird feathers because maybe so. But in the end of that life, the last scene was me being by a fire. I was married to some big oof. It was awful. I'm and I'm rocking a cradle, so there is an infant there. And I remember being very, very depressed that this is it. This is there is no mortal life. You will be married to this oof until he dies, or you die, and you do have a child at least to doubt doubt on, and that was it. So when I was 19, and I could tell my dad didn't expect anything of me except what was it to be a nurse or secretary or teacher, all the traditionals, right? Traditional, safe things for women to do. When I found that off, I was like stomping my feet.
SPEAKER_00:Ow, I got more things I want to do. You're like that oof. I don't want to be stuck doing this. Wow. So yeah, you had a literal remembrance of a past life experience where the traditional roles followed you into this world or this.
SPEAKER_01:It wasn't until recently I realized, like, wait a minute, he's the same as he was in medieval days. He thinks the same about women. Exactly the same. Oh my gosh. Yeah. So that's where it came from. Like, wow, this is so real. Yeah. So now I finally connected the dots. Yeah.
SPEAKER_00:Just amazing to me, and so important to hear for anybody who is thinking of doing regressions, how important it is to have an actual regression done yourself, whether it's through meditation or through someone who's actually leading it, because you're aware of the experiences of being in that life and what it feels like to be in a world that you may not necessarily recognize right away, yet that seems familiar and have to be led through that lifetime. For someone who is on, or anyone actually, but especially for someone who is interested in developing their spiritual connections with all that is, to have a past life regression, at least one. And why do you think that's so important?
SPEAKER_01:Hopefully, that person would have a very meaningful one because not everybody can see anything. There are people that just tell me my past life because I'm laying here and I can't see anything. And there are people that just are not visual. So I had one that I said, okay, so you want us to know how you knew your husband in another life. So we went through a few of them, but each time I picked one, I said, but does that make sense to you? She, you know, and then yes, and each time I would put forth that life, she would say, Yes, that makes sense. So that we're not wasting our time. Yeah, it made sense. That's like her husband. And then what is he doing now? Is the final question. Oh, okay. I didn't have that question before. So we got all her questions answered, but she was unable to be regressed. And there are people like that. But I'd rather people experience it and be able to, that's where the learning is. That's when you find how real it is. So I'm just saying some people can't experience it. They can try, they should try absolutely to have a regression. And there's two different ways to do it. The school you went to didn't exist. I basically the method I do is kind of like Brian Weiss. I have the progressive relaxation, and then you go walking through the woods, and I have them paying attention to me and all the taking in all the tactile things, the sights, the sounds, the feelings, and then we go to a cabin and go from there and come back. But there's another one, Dr. Roger Wolger. I studied with one of his students, and that's going into the emotions. And he did something uh at a college near me, and it was a really great example of how immediate a person can get into a past life, just going with the emotion. Not every regressionist knows to do that if they're stuck and they're not visual. Let's just go to what does that feel like? What are you feeling now? And go with it. Yeah. So that's nice to know. It just spontaneously happened when I was with someone. She just couldn't picture the picture and all. She goes, Well, it feels like, yes, that's what she should be doing. So yeah, I just wanted to point that out. There's not just one way, and Bryan Weiss is teaching all over Omega and everything. There was another person that had a different way, and it was very valid. So I studied that for a whole weekend, was pretty wild because all the emotions had come up, and there were two guys in the group, and they said, Oh, they were not complete in their session that day, unless they had this like wild screaming fit of being tortured or something. Like, okay. And we were in a cottage next to this big house where the lady was putting us up, and she goes, I was a little concerned. This is metaphysical, not medieval torturers session. It was wow. Oh meanwhile, the house was font and each of people came to breakfast and said, Did you see those Minutemen walking through your room?
SPEAKER_00:I go, Yeah, oh my gosh, that sounds like an amazing experience, Susan. It was a fun weekend. Yes. I have noticed that the people that I have regressed, whether I was using QHHT, which as you know is very methodically laid out, very specific script, a very specific process, or using other modalities, that regardless of the often painful, often very traumatic experiences they have versus the what Dolores Cannon calls the picking potato type of lives, that in most cases, I think in all cases that I've experienced with my clients, they've felt unburdened for whatever reason, that there was something, even in what seems to be the most mundane life, that they've just needed to see and to know for whatever reason. Why do you think that is? What is it about our psyche that even the mundane needs to find a thread? It answers something within us. They want some clarity.
SPEAKER_01:But if you're gonna regress, you're looking for some kind of clarity that you can't get any other way in a conscious mind. We need to let your mind relax and take you somewhere else. People are looking yeah, they just the questions are there. And this is one way to get the answers. And they realize it was it wasn't going to be helping talking to a psychiatrist or psychologist in this instance of what they're looking for. That wasn't going to happen in talk therapy. So they needed to explore something else. So you're lucky the person shows up and really wants to know.
SPEAKER_00:What do you make of the past lives where someone is seeing, feeling, picking up on concepts that seem I just had this discussion uh two days ago with a client where things seem more fantastical or magical. I've had one client that saw her current husband as in the past a unicorn.
SPEAKER_01:I haven't had any of those. I haven't. That's interesting. Yeah, I wouldn't go back and be different. Well, as Dolores Canyon had people going back to being on other planets.
SPEAKER_00:I've had that too. And I've just treated every single experience, number one, as valid, obviously, because they're seeing what they need to see. I just had this discussion with some folks who were questioning well, do you think someone seeing a unicorn is is truly a seeing a past life? Because do unicorns exist? And I said, Who am I to say they didn't? I don't know every prehistoric medieval animal that ever existed or didn't. I just tend to treat everything as if it's happening for a reason and just move them through what they need to see.
SPEAKER_01:Yeah, it's being presented in a way that only they need to have the experience. It's like in mediumship, it's not me, it's it's about them. I can say the most ridiculous things, and I learned early on. They keep bugging you like at least three times to say something, say it already, and then they'll go, Oh, yeah, that's the thing. Thank you for saying that. That's what I needed to hear for validity and whatever that evidence. And so that's the same kind of thing. It's everybody's got their own way to be connected to, and you're not totally in the driver's seat, you're with them. Uh, and especially me, because I can see when they get where they're going. I don't choose where they're going, they go there, and I join them and then do my best for the telepathy to pick up what I can, and I can get a lot of details sometimes. The clearer it is to them, the more they can tune in. It's more for me to hang on to and perceive myself and sometimes more than they. That's the telepathy card is helpful. Because that's really where that's coming from. The idea of having visuals in your mind to work with, that's so very much the base of mediumship. So this all blended together, you know, once when I needed to get answers with somebody.
SPEAKER_00:Because with some people, you and I were talking before we recorded, that you're able to help them decipher what they're seeing or help lead them along what they're seeing because you're also receiving the information. How does that work?
SPEAKER_01:Well, again, they're they're there. Like, all right, as the example I gave you, which was a nice quick one. I usually go through about three different lifetimes with somebody if I can. So, anyway, this one is as a lady says, Oh, I am in a one-room schoolhouse. Okay. Any anybody in there? No, completely empty. Oh, and I let a little time pass and it says it's nothing, nothing at all. Okay. I am seeing right in front of her a long wooden desk with two inkwells and two cute little boys there with curly hair. Right in front of her. And I go, okay, I have to try this. Let me see if I can send her my image. And just in 10, and with my healing and other people healing, it's your intention, is number one. So, my intent is that she gets that image. And so I just with intent imagined it going over to her and all she goes, Oh, there's these two boys at a desk in front of me, and I know who they are. This is so-and-so-and-so. How cool! I go, Yeah, I saw that, but uh, she didn't freak out that I was able to send it to her. I don't think I made it clear that I sent it to her. Oh, she didn't know that. I'm not sure I actually explained, which is okay. She doesn't have to know in her mind. Oh, all of a sudden they appear.
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SPEAKER_00:Doesn't matter how. I have to ask, how many times have you sent information and someone wasn't able to receive? Not that I need a quantitative answer, meaning, are there people who just even when they're in that relaxed state, unable to receive even your telepathic thoughts or visions, visuals?
SPEAKER_01:Well, that one illustration is really the only one that very consciously I was sending to them because I don't want to interfere with what they're supposed to be getting. Right. I could interfere with the communication happening while I'm putting in my input. So I'm trying to let it all happen on its own. It's disappointing when it's difficult for them to see anything. So we'll go to another life and another life. And that brings me to a very interesting one that I'm just recalling. I like it when people come in and they have a focus. Like, what are we doing here today? What's the purpose of this? What's your goal? What do you want to get out of this? Is it about a relationship? Is it about phobias or whatever? So there was one lady that came in that was recommended by the lady that owns the shop, and she said, Oh, so-and-so, she she knows a lot of people. She's a good one. So she comes in and I said, What's the focus? I don't have a focus. Okay, so free-for-all here, right? I try to go through three. So it was the first two. I mean, I put a yawn, it was so boring. There was nothing there, and then we get to the third. Ha! Where are you now? Then I start tuning in. Okay, I'll just say what I'm seeing. She's in a desert environment. She said her job was that she built houses, and I know it's the kind you'd find Adobe Like or something in a desert. I'm thinking she's in the Mideast. So we go ahead a little bit in time, and so it's the day that the family and them were going to get into the house for the first time together at night. And uh, he is now taken in as the caretaker of the property, and he can live there with them. Okay, and what happened that night? Silence. We all blew up. That's pretty unexpected. So I guess okay, so then my mind is working, and I'm tuning into the scene a little closely. It's like, okay, we're in the the floors, they are not solid floors like ours. She's in the mid-is, where we know there's a lot of oil. There certainly could have been a natural gas that would come up through the, and you we know you won't smell it unless it's given a smell, right? The additive. Otherwise, there's nothing to notice. So, what happened? I told her, is somebody came in with an oil lamp and kaboom because the house was full of that gas. And uh she goes, Oh my gosh, yes, what's the matter? I was going to be late because in my kitchen I smelled the gas. I was gonna call the utility company.
SPEAKER_00:I shouldn't be laughing at an explosion, but I love the synchronicity.
SPEAKER_01:It was like, I got the answer, but the icing on the cake was her saying, I smelled gas in my house before I came. That is total validity that I was 100% correct why they blew up.
SPEAKER_00:Absolutely. I thought you were going to say also that she has some sort of insane fear of fires or extreme loud noises or fireworks or something like that. Because I've had people who said, I'm scared to death of fire, I'm scared to death of water, I'm scared to death of not just regular little rowboats, but cruise lines, only cruise lines. So I'm thinking Titanic, yeah, type thing. Isn't that strange? Because I would think you'd be safer on that than a little dinghy that gets stuck in a storm of some sort.
SPEAKER_01:Yeah, I was in a class and I was reading somebody, and Omega has some nice classes, and all of a sudden I go, Titanic? She goes, Oh my gosh, why did you say just like I was told I was on the Titanic. So you mentioned Titanic, so that's the only person that had any connection with Titanic, but she said she was told that she had been on it. So phobias one of the reasons people show up. And another good one to illustrate, I get a call from a friend. She goes, I got one for you, Susan. And I go, Okay, what's going on? I was doing a facial on this lady, and then she started freaking out, and we had to stop. And she said she doesn't know why she was having an extreme anxiety attack. And I said, Okay, and so made an appointment with the lady, see me actually the next day at this salon. I told her the whole thing, relax and progression that I do. It she went right exactly to an incident. And I understand what because what was it that ticked it off from the key getting the face done? Right. Well, you're seeing me. There's a slant in the ceiling behind me. Yes, I see it. Okay. Now I know the room she was doing the facial in. It's narrow, it had weird angles in it, and almost claustrophobic. That's what got to her. This weird, slanted, narrow room she was in. That touched it off. So what I could see, and she didn't give me the details, I'm able to get them fine. It's more interesting to me to get all the details. She's in Mongolia. She said, the enemy is approaching. Everyone else has left except me. I'm gathering papers, and I stayed too long. So they came in. And so I was picturing her. The claustrophobia was them literally pressing up against her, and she knew whether she helped them with information or not. She'd be dead in about five minutes.
SPEAKER_00:Yep.
SPEAKER_01:So straight to work with her, no wasting time, just one incident. So when she came out of it, I said, So now I have to teach you how not to have anxiety attacks. And she was very appreciative. Okay, so that was her homework. But that leads into a question of Did I ever have a spontaneous past life reaction? And have You ever had that? Something just ticked it off, and there you are getting the experience.
SPEAKER_00:You said something about some people are not able to receive visuals, but they can absolutely feel emotions. Yeah. I have had that happen. So I know that I was sitting in a movie theater, and for whatever reason, this specific movie scene took me somewhere where I relived a sense of feelings, but probably because I was in the movies and there was just too much sensual stimulation. Stimuli. Yeah. Yeah. Stimuli. That I was unable to really push those things away and focus on what exactly I was feeling and what it related to, but it blew me away. And I have heard stories, especially from clients that have come to me where that's often the reason they're coming for a regression, because they want to investigate these spontaneous experiences. What have you seen?
SPEAKER_01:Well, this one is a really dramatic one. So it sent me into at least a year of getting anxiety attacks, which is when I had to teach myself not to have them. When I got good and angry at myself for allowing my thoughts to control my body and get me into that uncomfortable state that I was in. This is debilitating. So it was simply before the kids came, we have these couples, we get together, we'd go up to Killington or something and go skiing. So we all rented a little condo, and we're all settling in for the night. And there's a few couples in the sky. Dan is there with his wife, and Pete is there with his girlfriend. Jay has no girlfriend, he just slept on the couch. I don't know. And Pete and Kim grabbed the bedroom with the bathroom attached and said, okay, fine. First dibs, you got it. So I'm just getting ready to settle in for the evening and talking to Kim, Pete's girlfriend. And all of a sudden, there was an amazing, horrible foreboding like absolute dark evil. And I got the words in my head, there all here with that horrible foreboding. And I kind of understood it. It was Pete and Dan and Jane. Something from a past life. Horrific what they did to me. And so I started to get ill. You know when you're gonna be ill all night. I was ill all night. So I told Kim, I said, you and Pete have to get out of that bedroom because I'm going to need that so that others share the other bathroom. And they didn't ask anymore. And I was literally sleepless all night purging. And then from then on, anytime I was around, Pete. And then we went to a comedy club once, and I'm laughing hysterically, the guy's saying, and then I just look over, and Dan is staring at me. It was so creepy. And there was something again. Pete must have been the ringleader. It was definitely a sexual thing, an attack. And I had a feeling that they didn't want anybody to know. I think they might have just dismembered me to make it hard to find that the evidence of Susan just disappeared. That's how awful I think it was. It was so physical in a reaction.
SPEAKER_00:And just those three words, they're all here. They're all here. When you knew you were going to be around one or both of them, how did you say that was in the past? That was a terrible thing that happened. I cannot continue, like you said, to allow these things to take control of my body. I have to continue to live.
SPEAKER_01:Well, there are a couple times we tried to go out with Pete and Jim, and that did not work. I just had to say, I'm sorry, I gotta go home. And uh at one point we're going to see the Rolling Stones.
SPEAKER_00:Oh, good, baby.
SPEAKER_01:Right concert. And I don't know where we were exactly, giant stating or something, but we were on like a main floor standing in front of the stage. What could be better? And Pete is behind me. And I'm going, just remember, why did you come? You're here to have a good time. You're here. Look at what's going on. Kept distracting my thoughts constantly away from anything to do with the trigger. And got through it. I'm like, wow, okay. But then finally, I just one day went up to him and said, Pete, you literally make me sick. I cannot see you. I cannot see you. And he just took it in, like, that's all strange, but I never did see him again. And I had to, I, and it just lingered because stupid things would touch off this anxiety and start that process. And I'd go, no, I just tell everybody to stop distracting yourself. It's your thoughts that are telling your body what to do, it's just obeying what you're telling it to do by your thoughts. So I had to understand, I had to get control of my thoughts, and then I would slow down my breathing, which would slow down my heart, and then I'd have control of everything else. And it's a struggle, and it took a while.
SPEAKER_00:All from that one, just that spontaneous past life knowing recall.
SPEAKER_01:Yeah. I'm glad that hasn't ever happened again. You do go through experience, I'm sure you'll agree, to understand that these things are real, that these things can come up through your clients.
SPEAKER_00:I love the story that you shared about the conquistador, the curse, and the guy with pancreatitis, because those are the two questions I had left were essentially about the healing that you have witnessed for their seeing those past lives and then experiencing the relief from those symptoms. I'm presuming from that point forward.
SPEAKER_01:I told them what I was seeing. Because it was just like you and me talking now. And it just spontaneously happened because I guess I was supposed to know anyone beating up. So I was just an offhand thing saying to the one with pancreatitis, I said, I just want to let you know that I just saw this, you know, this really muscular arm come through with a dagger and stab you in your abdomen. And I said, Well, it's just something that is contributing to why it's a problem there. I said, and then we went on to, you know, other things. Um, but I I say with Eastern, it's not necessarily always what is traditional for Eastern medicine as to what organ and what emotion. With me, with the pancreas, I say, how did you lose the sweetness in life? What has happened? What's really a problem now? So he met with I met up with a girl he knew before. They want to be an item, and he was traveling back and forth from Louis, Louisiana, because he met her up here, but she lived down there now. But he also is a divorcee with three lovely girls, and he didn't want them to feel he was abandoning them. I said, You've got to take care of the emotional stuff. So he did. He talked to them. One even wanted to move down there and join them, and all that kind of good stuff didn't work out. They were okay with that, dad just be happy. He just wants you to be happy. And so he's living happily down in New Orleans with his girlfriend. And he had said at one point, I did have uh a beginning of an attack, and I remembered what you said, and I dent with the emotions that were coming up, and it went away. Great lesson.
SPEAKER_00:I love that. So it was, yeah, you're actually seeing that the that this area was being attacked, whether it was a construct or metaphorically, and you were able to lead him through this sweetness issue, which was his caring and feeling like he might be abandoning his children.
SPEAKER_01:Yeah, but also I had the physical healing part for him was using those ceramics with the microcrystalline uh in it. He was laying down for this. The discs are on and under him, okay. And he starts arching his back. I said, Damn, we could stop this right now. Are you in pain? Yeah, yeah. I'm really in pain, but I want it to do what it's supposed to do. I'm used to this. Okay, let's just go the whole way out. So, you know, it stopped and it always just knows when it's done, it just stops like someone hits a switch off. Your body's done utilizing this, and it chooses what to do with it. So, anyway, he comes back a week later just sauntering in or just a checkup afterwards, sort of. And I go, Well, how's it going? Fine. I only came back because he asked me to show up. I'm totally fine. And here, all they were gonna give him in that an ER was opiates, and he's a guy who's a recovering addict. So, like he says, I'm not taking them. And he walked out. He was working at a shop where my friend would get me some clients, and he ended up being one of them. Happy ending, and a big lesson to him. Watch your emotions where they take you and try to resolve things.
SPEAKER_00:I have just loved talking to you. Anybody who is listening to this won't be able to even know how good you feel just to even see you. You just emanate joy and healing. There's just a way about your presence that feels good to even be with you electronically.
SPEAKER_01:That's well, thank you. You said something about people telling you in the future what you'll be doing, and someone was telling me an astrologer, it's like you're gonna walk in a room, and people are just gonna feel you.
SPEAKER_00:Yep, they do.
SPEAKER_01:I do, and you're not even in my room. And I guess that's why people feel safe with me and allowing me to say the most outrageous things, like that one. I was helping a physically with we'll call him Bill, okay? For three years he was telling his dentist there's something wrong in a part of his jaw. X-rays don't see inflammation. I learned that by doing tomography, they just don't. So the dentist kept passing it off until finally they realized there was a huge infection that actually made a hole into his sinuses. His blood is full of all sorts of horrible stuff, and he thinks he's dying. Well, he went to see a specialist about blood work and all that was really great. And I got him to a holistic dentist who is phenomenal. He works spiritually and all that too, you know, kinesiology, whatever. But he was the right guy and he would take on the task. And so he's getting better. So I said to Bill, I said, Why don't you just come visit me and we'll have a chat and see what else I can come up with? And I won't charge you. So he comes in, and as I told you previously, all of a sudden, right behind him, I see this conquistador, Spanish guy, show up just showing about the upper part of his body, showing me his helmet. I know he's Spanish. His story is that Bill hacked him in his spine with a battle axe, and he was killed, and he was really unhappy about that for sure. So he probably was lingering because Bill was actually sick most of his life from mold and stuff. They had a rock in the basement of the house. There's always them, there's always mold and mildew. I got that whole story, and that the can kiss the door was just like, okay, the game is up, he's getting better, and it's time to meet the leadings. So he did. And the happy ending is Bill met a girlfriend in the meantime, and they wanted me to marry them.
SPEAKER_00:Oh my gosh, what a great ending.
SPEAKER_01:But the other thing is I had said to a friend of mine, I'm not sure if I'm going to be available. Could you could do the wedding? Can you just be on call for that, you know, the that day? And she goes, Yeah, yeah, I'll do that. And I know she really could use the money. I ended up being around, so I said, No, just do it, Robin. I just asked Bill and his fiancé, said, Just can I come to the wedding?
SPEAKER_00:Oh, yeah, yeah.
unknown:Okay.
SPEAKER_00:Oh, that's wonderful. So you just helped everybody all the way around. Everybody's happy. I love that.
SPEAKER_01:Yes, very happy endings. But how else would find this stuff? And he's a historian. He's the kind of guy that has one of those old Model A's or whatever, those unhistoric cars. As soon as we were done, he gets his phone and goes, What did the helmet look like?
SPEAKER_00:What are my satellites? He starts doing the evidentiary research to make sure, yeah. I want to know who this guy was. That's amazing.
SPEAKER_01:It is somehow they accept that from me. You just never know what's going to come out of Susan.
SPEAKER_00:I am going to be making an appointment with you because I have some things I need to talk about.
SPEAKER_01:Well, I will say that I have felt after one of my first experiences with people, and I'm not trained like you're trained. I want to do a regression in person because one of the people I got was someone like she would go a certain distance into a relationship and then sabotage it again and again and again. So, what's this pattern? So, what I saw, we went right into it. She's very fearful, and she was just the whole time she was fearful. And I said, Remember, you could come out of it, you're not deeply in there anytime. So I'll just boil it down to what was occurring was she and two others were runaway slaves. She said they're coming, and I knew what was coming. There were three men on horseback with dogs. And they were coming to get them and punish them. They're all men, right? And she just couldn't trust them. She started freaking out. I knew it was coming. We're gonna stop it right now. There's absolutely no reason for you to relive that. I understand how much fear you've got. We got an answer. Yes, that's all we need. We'll stop it here. And in other cases, I'll say, not that one, of course, but others I said, just be an observer. Just disconnect from any of the physical, just be an observer. What's going on?
SPEAKER_00:Yep.
SPEAKER_01:Just watch it like I'm watching it. Right. Just whatever you can learn. That's what you're trying to do. You want to learn. You don't have to experience it again.
SPEAKER_00:I agree with you a hundred percent, Susan. In almost all cases, especially with QHHT, because of the in-depth subconscious work, that modality is in person. In person. If you wanted to do more light curiosity, this is the different lives I've seen and find threads. I feel a little more comfortable doing those online where we're not going into deep trauma type things.
SPEAKER_01:Yeah.
SPEAKER_00:Because I do have people who just say, was I a Zulu warrior? I'm dying to know. Or I feel like I was an Asian geisha. Yeah, that's light. Yeah, it's light. But I agree with you 3,000%. And I've also experienced some clients who have needed time to, God forbid, you lose connection online with someone. And they're yeah, they're in the midst of processing serious trauma. And you know, we've been trained to work with people as they're processing those emotions, or like you said, helping people understand how to reduce anxiety or de-escalate.
SPEAKER_01:Agreed. Yeah. So you just bring them out of it. Again, that we got an answer. Absolutely. And that was enough.
SPEAKER_00:Absolutely.
SPEAKER_01:Yeah. Absolutely.
SPEAKER_00:I am so thankful to talk with you.
SPEAKER_01:I've enjoyed talking about it. I can't talk so much about it when people don't understand. It's nice to talk to another practitioner.
SPEAKER_00:Thank you, my dear. I will be in touch very soon. Thank you so much. This concludes this episode of Past Lives Cafe Podcast with Susan Biszchak. If you would like to contact Susan, this information will be in the show notes. If you or someone you know would like to discuss a past life experience on this podcast, please reach out to me at Keone at Quantumjourneygo.com. The enchantment continues on the Mystical Mermaid Lounge podcast that I co-host with Chloe Brown, a welcome space where we nourish the souls of all spiritual seekers. And remember, while we can't relive the past, together we can heal it. Thank you so much for listening. If you are interested in my services, visit me at www.quantumjourneygo.com or drop me a note at Pastlivescafe.com. Stay well and be present.
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