Hexes & Hoes
A witchy podcast done by 2 chaotic witches just trying to find their way in their practice.
Hexes & Hoes
Ring Around the Ritual Circle
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HH: sorry we’re late, major life events happened.
Surprise! This week we are in my kitchen instead of my office! This week it is the new moon, and Alma leads us through calling a circle and creating a ritual. For this ritual we made anointing oils! Kiara makes one for Aphrodite and Alma makes one for her ancestors. We have officially finished the Liber Kthonia, because the last chapter is a list of associations. So grab your favorite ~experimental drink~ and enjoy! Follow along if you can ;)
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Hello, and welcome to Hexes and Hoes. I'm your main ho, Kiara. And I'm your main side ho, Alva. Jesus Chris. Sorry that whiskey. Really suddenly. It is a chaotic evening, but it's a special evening. It is a special evening. Uh, so sorry for being gone for so long. I guess this is where we do our haunted housekeeping.
SPEAKER_00Uh the haunted housekeeping is a major life event happen. Uh, I'm single now.
SPEAKER_03Uh, it's a good thing? Yeah, it is a good thing. It sucked. But it's still a good thing. But it is a thing. Things happened and I was there.
SPEAKER_00Yay. And I have stopped having emotional or natural capacity or anything.
SPEAKER_01Uh, and we're drinking me stuff tonight. Um, we are heavy in our experimentation phase. Yes, we will call it kind of purpose.
SPEAKER_03This is an extra special episode. We're doing a little longer because we went away for so long and we feel really bad about it. And also, I'm getting involved with the temple. And that's so back in like, what was it, episode three?
SPEAKER_01I think it was. I had my crash out, you had your temple. And I'm like, the temple's really great.
SPEAKER_03And you're like, I don't like organized religion. And then I had to be like, I love the temple. The temple is great. Just not for me right now. To clear, here it is.
SPEAKER_01We're here on record saying, I contour so.
SPEAKER_03That's fair. I accept it with grace. Cause I love you. Anyone else, and I would have spit in their face. Yeah, well, it's my Virgo energy. I always hope you're right. I know you do.
SPEAKER_01So, tonight we're drinking. It's kind of one of those like different formulas, same answer situation. I'm drinking a Disserano with root beer.
SPEAKER_03I'm drinking a whiskey with root beer and vanilla and club soda. But they taste the exact same. They taste the same. The first part of my drink with just the whiskey and the root beer kind of tasted like soap. You could only taste the whiskey, and then it had like a weird soda-you know, like there was the fizz of soda, but none of the flavor. Yeah. Hence soap. It became a sparkling whiskey. And not in a good way. So. Do you want to explain what we are doing while I close the door? Yes. Yes. Um, so in first circle, one of the things that we learn how to do is part of the I don't know, basic practice that you can take or leave as you like, is calling in the circle by calling in the elements, of which there are eight. Thank you. I was suddenly very unsure, but yes, there are eight, and they have to do with the directions on compass.
SPEAKER_01And just a reminder: the way the temple is set up is there are different levels of temple. Yep. Thank you. Uh, which is what the circles are. And it's the way it's kind of like grade school where it's like you got closed year, second year, third gear. It's not requiring to be part of the temple. It's not required to be a part of rituals or anything.
SPEAKER_03It's just more of a it's a if you want more responsibility within the inner workings, you want to have the foundational knowledge to do it.
SPEAKER_01Yeah. It's great for people who like walk in and be like, what is this?
SPEAKER_03Yeah, like if you're also just new to this kind of practice in general, also good. Because it's kind of like a low maintenance, here's how we do it. You don't have to do it that way, but here's how we do it, which is nice.
SPEAKER_01It's really helpful for like if you go to any like high holiday celebrations, because this is what they do, because it's non-denominational, it's not pantheon specific.
SPEAKER_03Um, I will say the first time I went and they intonated the names of the guardian spirits, and I went, What the fuck are we doing right now?
SPEAKER_01Which you get into in second circle. Yeah, the spirits and yes.
SPEAKER_03Um, so all the spirits in the temple have names. Um, but in first circle, you just start sort of get to know their personalities. Um, one of the things that I've done is uh started to integrate that into my personal practice. So I have my own representations of the elemental guardians, and I've set them up around the space we're in according to their position. Also, surprise, we're in my kitchen. We are the kitchen instead of the office. And that is because after that, drummer, please. We are going to make some oil, specifically anointing oil. And we'll walk you through it as we go. Yes, yes. We have all the things here, and we are going to do it live. Or not so live for people who listen to it after recording, but it is occurring at the same time as recording, therefore, live.
SPEAKER_01So when I post this inevitably in like a month, it's live.
SPEAKER_03Yeah. Just pretend. Just pretend pretend that it is live and you're sitting in the kitchen with us. I know.
SPEAKER_01If we're not in the middle of a pandemic, but what we're not gonna get into that.
SPEAKER_02We're forgetting. We're forgetting or the ritual space.
SPEAKER_01We're going to call the circle, and what we'll do is we'll kind of describe Yeah. Yeah, guard this, you know, guardians and yes.
SPEAKER_03So you call the name of the elephant, some of its personality describers. You ask it to hold a boundary and to uh support the ritual's purpose, fill in the blank. You can fill in whatever you want. Uh I'm gonna get jiggy with it in the moment and see what happens.
SPEAKER_01Um, and then after that, you cleanse, charge, and anoint.
SPEAKER_03And then after that, you do your ritual. Yes, and this loosely ties into Liber Cathonia because the next several chapters have to do with uh rituals and herbs and stones and their properties. We basically got through the contents of the book in terms of Bath topic, yes, sort of thing.
SPEAKER_01Now it's kind of just like here's a list of herbs and stones and recipes and what you can do with them.
SPEAKER_03And since First Circle Aphrodite. Right. Since uh First Circle has a quote unquote test out. It basically just has you show that you learned things in the class instead of just physically being a body in the space for them. Um, I figured this would be a good time to sort of tie in a lot of those same principles into the books topic. And then also practice because we totally planned it this way, by the way. Um yeah, sure. We planned it. I totally didn't text you this morning and go, hey, I have a thought. Wait, that's until it happened. Is it yesterday morning? Was it this morning? It never happened. It never is advanced. This is planned in advance. It's okay. We had rather try experience with our test run.
SPEAKER_01We don't talk about it.
SPEAKER_03We're just having some understandings about ourselves that we weren't ready to acknowledge. But that's not for the ritual space. That's for my therapist's office. Alright, so let's just get into it. Yeah.
SPEAKER_00So do you wanna well tell you guys that there's we got anyway.
SPEAKER_03That's okay. Maybe take another shot. Okay, so first we face north because you can't see me. Uh lots of people like to hold out their hands. It's sort of like uh I'm putting my energy into that direction. Should we go that way with our hands? Well, nor either this is this with yeah. It's like my bumblebee. It's too close. You also have physical representations of the elements. We are using crystals, but people have used except one, it is crystals and an acorn. You cannot hit okay, it's my acord.
SPEAKER_01Totally.
SPEAKER_03Um some people use flowers, some people use uh tarot, shells, and it's sort of whatever you personally or as a temple connect with for that thing. So facing north, facing north ice form, structure, perfection, negation. Please hold this boundary between our circle and the outside world. Support our rituals purpose to share our knowledge as we go through the process of making anointing oil. Ice, hail and welcome. Hail and welcome. And then you turn lockwell to east, which is air. Air, communication, thought, movement, freedom. Please hold this boundary between our circle and the outside world. Support our rituals purpose to share our knowledge as we go through the process of creating anointing oil. Air. Hail and welcome. Hail and welcome. And then we go to the south, which is fire. Fire. Energy. Change, growth, chaos. Please hold this boundary between our circle and the outside world. Support our rituals' purpose to share our knowledge as we go through the process of creating anointing oil. Fire, hail and welcome. Hail and welcome. Connect the muscle fire and the fire. Hi and fire. This is one of my favorites, water. Water. Communication, relationships, emotions, being. Please hold this boundary between our circle and the outside world. Support our rituals' purpose to share our knowledge as we go through the process of creating anointed poil. Water. Hail and welcome. Hail and welcome. And then we do a big spin. You're just gonna let it happen. We go to So you do a full. What is that? 280. Yeah, we do a spin to face the southwest. Wherever that is in whatever space you're in, because it's gonna be different depending on where you are.
SPEAKER_01We are currently facing my refrigerator.
SPEAKER_03Yes. Which is honestly kind of fitting considering that Earth, form, physical plenty, and life. Please support our boundary between this circle and the outside world and support our rituals purpose to share our knowledge as we go through the process of creating an anointing oil. Earth, hail and welcome. Hail and welcome. Now you do a 1A turn to the northeast spirit. Yeah. Which is actually over here.
SPEAKER_01And sort of there. Yep. We're working with the limitations we have, alright?
SPEAKER_03Spirit. Higher self, purpose, destiny, divinity. Please hold this boundary between our circle and the outside world. Support our rituals' purpose to share our knowledge as we go through the process of creating an anointing oil. Spirit, hail and welcome. Hail and welcome. And then we go to the southeast corner, which is shadow. Concealment, ending, completion, and honesty. Please hold this boundary between our circle and the outside world. Support our rituals' purpose to share our knowledge as we go through the process of creating anointing oil. Shadow. Hail and welcome. Hail and welcome. And then to the northwest, for our final one light. Potential, opportunity, creativity, illusions. Please hold this boundary between our circle and the outside world. Support our rituals purpose as we share our knowledge on the process of creating anointing oil. I forgot for a second. Light, hail and welcome. Hail and welcome. I'm alrighty. And then we have the guardians, which we don't actually have a candle for them, but we do have some representation. So I'm still going to honor them anyway. This also includes our spirit guardians or our teachers.
SPEAKER_01Yes. So tonight we have Picate and Aphrodite presiding.
SPEAKER_03Yes. Um Hestia is also lending our her candle. Yeah, I wore a statue for her, yeah. Uh well, her candle in this instance is more of a charging. Support for the charging element that we'll be doing in a minute. I will say she's kind of relevant though, right now. Oh, yes. Well, in your home, we're making a lot of stuff. Um, this is the first ritual in the home. It is the first ritual in the home. So it's very important for her to be here. We did honor her with our shot of the evening. So talk about it. No, no, we're not gonna talk about it. But I will be talking about my discoveries in First Circle.
SPEAKER_01And we can talk about it on the pod. Yeah. After.
SPEAKER_03After all the important things. After all the things. Okay. So here's where we welcome all of our spirits and guardians, both named and unnamed and unnamed. We call to you. This is where we'd like the candle, but in this case, just going to say hail and welcome.
SPEAKER_01Hail and welcome.
SPEAKER_03We'll take a drink and learn about that. Spunday. Spunday. Okay. The final thing that we do here is the world tree invocation. Uh, it's sort of the um, you can you have your notes. Um it is sort of the representation of the fact that all magic comes from a similar place, even if all of the branches of the tree go in different directions. The temple has a foundational practice, even outside of the pantheonic worship. You'll hear it. It's pretty, it's pretty self-sprayforward. And you put your right hand in. So that like the hurdle. Okay, so as you go, you lift up and over, under, and back up. Yep, so here we go. We're gonna do it for real this time. All right, get the magic hand, all right. Energy going. Yeah, all right. The world tree surrounds us with rings of the past, seeds of what will be, and diverging branches intertwined, outstretched to the sky. Yeah. Welcome to circle. Technically, that happens later. Yeah. Do we want to do the opening prayer?
SPEAKER_01I mean, we can discuss it, but I would need to say it.
SPEAKER_03Uh, there is an opening prayer for the temple uh that is basically just saying that you are choosing to be here, you are choosing this community, and that if you ever need support and lose your way, that people will be there to support you.
SPEAKER_01It's just affirmations, essentially. Yeah, the prayer.
SPEAKER_03Uh, just don't be an asshole to the people that you're practicing with. Yeah. Alrighty. Next is our holy water. So this is where we get into cleansing. Uh, I'm going to be doing a variation of the Greek version that they do at the temple. Um, it's a little bit simpler because it's the one that I do in my home. Uh, so we've got water here. These were just too pretty. Well, I was gonna put them away from Duda innovation. That's true. Oh, okay. You were saying, where are my cards? Got it, got it. Sorry, I didn't read you quite as well that time.
SPEAKER_01I was trying to ask her non-verbally.
SPEAKER_03Non-verbally, where she put her card. We did a nice little layout, which we'll post on the gram. The podstagram of Alice stays I like to quit shit on Tumblr. Wendy. Um, I'm fairly active on the Instagram, but that's just because I want. Mm-hmm. So we want engagement. We want engagement. I'm just not so good at that part, which is why I usually leave it to you.
SPEAKER_01But so I put some of our tarot cards out, and I was basically trying to ask her nonverbally so I wouldn't have to interrupt her and have this conversation.
SPEAKER_03Too bad. I have to have all conversations at all times.
SPEAKER_01But yeah, anyway, you were saying.
SPEAKER_03Yes. So it is the one that I do in my personal practice, so it is a little bit uh modified and simplified. Um, the basic premise of a Greek holy water, uh, which is just a cleansing agent to sort of get you on the same level. Spiritual cleansing. Yes, not a physical cleansing. Though technically you could, in the traditional sense, you would probably take a bath in it.
SPEAKER_01In Greek historically, it was used as a like hay washer hands before you enter the temple. Uh, but we live in a fairly hygienic modern era, so it's more symbolic and spiritual.
SPEAKER_03It also helps with uh miasma, which is the Greek term, which is basically just uh you've done a thing, and so now there is energy from the thing. It's humanness.
unknownYes.
SPEAKER_01Separate from divinity.
SPEAKER_03Yes. I sort of describe it as uh notes and a perfume. You can have a lot of good smelling notes, but even if you but if you don't like cleanse between them, they just muddle together and it smells really gross. So uh the basic thing for Greek holy water is that it combines the basic elements of what was considered the building blocks of life. So that is water. Uh we've also got salt of the earth, and then we've got a bay leaf, which is air, um, because you light it on fire and then extinguish it in water. Yes. Um, it is also technically life in the fact that it is a green growing thing that comes from the earth. So it's a little bit of a combo. Uh so today, because this is uh ironically what I use when I'm at home, but it is also the only salt we had easily available at the time was some uh pink Malayan salt.
SPEAKER_01So we have not gotten actual salt in the house yet. That is it from one of those like little like grinder grinder things, and I don't think you guys will want to hear in your ear, is even though you just did it.
SPEAKER_03Yeah, but I did it prettier. Okay. Sure, babe. We'll go with that. But it is actually ironically what I use in my personal crackers at home. Uh I just like a little bit of the self-love aspect of a pink Himalayan salt. Yep. Which now we'll get into. We'll get into that today, actually. So you have your water. We have it in a lovely China dish. Uh you're gonna sprinkle some of your salt into it. Don't use invocation. I don't. See, the invocation I use, which is why it's a little bit of an altered version. Um, the temple uses a little bit of a longer form. Uh, I go with the basic kerniptoci, which is I cleanse this space. Um, and I say that as I light high bay leaf and extinguish it. And then I have the long version for when I actually cleanse people. But when I'm making my holy water itself, this is my method. Let me please. Uh backwards. Uh next Greek. Nope.
SPEAKER_01Uh so when you add the salt, you're calling on I can never say her name. Thalassa?
SPEAKER_03Oh, yeah. Thalassa. Which is the tightness of the see, thank you.
unknownOkay.
SPEAKER_01I had a very hard time getting that sentence out. Uh, and then you would add barley. In this case, we do not have the barley. Um, I guess we can use some herbs.
SPEAKER_03It's not technically a requirement. The basic building block is water, salt, leaf of some kind. If you want to get into it a little bit more in depth, as with this invocation, you can add other elements to it to sort of strengthen your holy water.
SPEAKER_01But so you basically want the salt representing the sea, some form of earth, which normally we would use barley to represent scrapping the earth.
SPEAKER_03The earth. Yeah, I'm speaking about the the temple version version. Temple version it. It's alright. Temple version, salt is water, barley is earth, and then bay leaf is air. In this version, in this version, which is the version that I learned first, and um Unfortunately attached to because that's a really cool version. Uh, I just I don't know. I like the simplicity of this, makes it nice on my new moons when I'm doing stuff like this, and I just go phew, light, calyptoci, and that's it.
SPEAKER_01But so you would add the salt while calling to bellasa, barley you would call to Gaia, which is the earth. And then as you add the bay leaf, you're calling to Uranus, which is the sky. Yep.
SPEAKER_03You make and match now. Uh, so the salt is already in our little water thing.
SPEAKER_01And I burned veggies earlier, so we know that smoke won't make any smoke worms go. Yes.
SPEAKER_03We let our Please don't say that too. We let our bailey. Wow, spicy. That's a spicy daily. Kaneptosai. Kaneptosi. And then there is the uh cleansing of a person, uh, which is I dip uh I dip my fingers in the water.
SPEAKER_00I'm gonna unbound my hair for this because this is a really great time to your hair holds a lot of energy.
SPEAKER_01And so, fun fact if you want to veil but you don't want to bail, um, braid your hair. It'll protect your energy. Zus. Whenever I cleanse, I like to have my hair unbound so that also gets a cleansing.
SPEAKER_03Yes. Uh I'm going to cleanse Kiara, and then she's going to cleanse me. And this is the way the temple does it, invoking some of the guardians. And so when you you're gonna flick water at somebody, don't flick it at them, sort of like around the auras. Yeah. So starting at the head by ice, and then at the chest by water, at the pelvis, by earth, and then at the feet by shadow, I cleanse you. And then turn around for me, babes. Thank ya. By ice, by water, by earth, and by shadow, I cleanse you. Same spots, rinse and repeat. Yep. Right turn. It's been a really long time. For you.
SPEAKER_01By ice, by water, by earth, and by shadow, I cleanse you. Turn.
SPEAKER_03By ice, by water, by earth, and by shadow, I cleanse you. Okay. Thank you. The floor. That is where kinypto psi comes in. If I was doing it for only myself, it would be kernypto my, which is I cleanse the soft. And I actually like to get some on my thingies and just run through my hands. Yes. And then I'm going to take this paper towel and clean the floor. Sometimes just having the while wiping, it is the motion the thought process of anything that is not helpful to this purpose goes away. It is a leveler. Okay. Next we have charging. In this case, we are using Hestia's statue to create some smoke for us. Not statue.
SPEAKER_00He has incense, sage.
SPEAKER_03That's your practice.
SPEAKER_00Anything that smokes, really. A blunt. If you really wanted to.
SPEAKER_03We were talking about how our charging is actually our drink for the night in a lot of cases. Oh yeah. So do you want to give that comparison really quick? Yes. So we were doing our little prep for the evening, and actually we were a little bit more thorough about our pre-ritual. Our pre-ritual ritual. You know, you've heard it if you're on our podcast. We talk a lot about this is the shot we took, this is the drink we made, and now we're here. Um I've sort of had the realization that so hold on. She told me this as we were holding our shot glasses.
SPEAKER_01All right. Like I had picked mine up off the counter, ready to go. I think I even said our little cheer.
SPEAKER_03Yeah. Tonight it was what was tonight? Uh the humor of a 12-year-old boy. Yeah. Here's having the humor of a 12-year-old boy. And she went, fun facts. Uh, I feel like taking our shot is our version of a cleanser. It is our leveler. It brings us either up to match the energy or down to match the energy, which is what the cleansing is also for. It levels the playing field so that everybody goes into the space at stable level. Uh, because after that shot, we both got real quiet. We both got real quiet. And I was like, hmm, I will correct in my assertion. Uh, which then brings us to this, where I feel like the creating our drink for the evening is sort of our charging that's putting energy into the space. Which is why we're going to have our Hestia candle here. Oh my god, she'd be happy today. Yes, happy girl. We love her. How strong her flame is. I know. Look how fast she's brand candle. You should actually take a picture of that. That is a fantastic picture. I love you. So stuck. So it's really similarly with uh the charging, uh, because it is an open flame or smoke, in this case it is definitely an open flame, you don't put it too close to the person's actual body.
SPEAKER_01An extra step back because I've got about four feet of hair.
SPEAKER_03Yeah. Uh this is part of a wafting situation.
SPEAKER_01So you know in chemistry how you're not supposed to directly sniff the chemicals?
SPEAKER_03Yeah. This is a very I totally did not do that in high school. But you'd wafted it. Yeah, you little with your little fan it in that direction. So in this one we use uh different elements than the first time, and these are ones that I'm not nearly as familiar with. So let's go. Elephant spark. Okay, so by air, towards the head, by fire, towards the chest, by spirit, towards the pelvis, and by like to the feet, no bring it. Back to the head.
SPEAKER_04Yeah.
SPEAKER_03It is so light is a movement to the back to the summit of the mountain.
SPEAKER_00Yeah, so I actually usually do spirits towards the knee. Oh, and a little bit like so it'd be like fire or air, fire, spirit, light.
SPEAKER_03Thanks. Turn around for me, bitch. Thank you much. Your hair was like so so sad. I was really nervous. I was like far away enough, but I was still like, damn, look at fam.
SPEAKER_01Again, I have like four feet of hair. And it's not like thin hair either. It is thick.
SPEAKER_03Oh, I know. And I'm certainly jealous of it. Alright. So, please don't let my hair on fire. By hair, by fire, by spirit, and by light, I charge you. Beggy, big if thank you. Oh wow, she is burning quick. She is burning really quick. Ooh. Careful, and I have some wax on the It's okay. We'll be quick now.
SPEAKER_00By air, shh, by fire, by spirit, and by light, I charge you. Such a big fucking flame. Holy shit. Sorry.
SPEAKER_03By air, by fire, by spirits, and by light, I charge you, and we are gonna blow her out. You should take a picture of her before you blow her out, because that's a massive fucking blaze for a chine candle. I think I need to get her a new candle. She's very excited tonight. As you said, this is our first ritual in your new home. It is a big deal for a home deity. Alright. Hey, Hestia, you're still here. You're just hoping we put out your flame. I just can't afford to lose your candle, right, man. She said, nah, three times. But I want to be Parkinson's. You are part of us. Even as your candle is out. We honor you in this space with your candle. She says, Dia, yes. Her candle had her name carved into it, and we lost most of it. She was very excited. I'm also very excited. Okay, and next is anointing.
SPEAKER_01So I actually have my oil from First Circle that you're going to use. I do not remember quite exactly what's in it.
SPEAKER_03Um, so yeah, so in first circle, we create an oil in the class for learning about making oils for this purpose for anointing. Um, each one makes a purpose, uh not purpose, an oil for first circle. I left mine at home, so we are going to be using chiaras.
SPEAKER_01And actually, I think I have the notes on what I put in this, but I know there's pine. The bottle is a little leaky, so it's kind of oily.
SPEAKER_03That's okay. That's what we want. The purpose is to get oil on the fingers. Do you remember which class it was? Uh it's um yes no. Yeah no. No. No. It's earth, I think. Last little. I think it's earth. It has to do with uh the reason why I think it's earth is because it has to do with uh the components and getting to know them uh without looking them up. Um to sort of No, it was spirit. Was it spirit?
SPEAKER_00Earth was learning about the herbs.
SPEAKER_03Spirit was the using them.
SPEAKER_01So my oil has lavender, sweet pine, Himalayan pink salt. So lavender herb, sweet pine herb, and then jasmine oil, lavender oil, and rose oil.
SPEAKER_03Sound very good.
SPEAKER_01Are you surprised by any of this?
SPEAKER_03No, not at all because they're sounding a lot like some of the components that you already pre-selected for the season. Uh, we'll get into that. Um, so there is a process. Okay. I actually don't need the notes for that.
SPEAKER_01Okay. And so this one, it's important to get consent because you are touching another person.
SPEAKER_03May I touch you? You may. Okay. The first thing you do with a little bit of oil is you're going to anoint for the well, it's it's okay, because I'm gonna get back off with the other things. So the first is for uh the third eye, which goes a little bit between the brow. It says, I anoint your third eye, and I open it so that you may see. And then uh, which is your giving hand. So your giving hand is usually the one that you use, uh we call it your power hand sometimes. There's fun ways to find that out, but uh the basic thing here is I open your hand so that you may give, and I open your hand so that you may receive.
SPEAKER_00I'm better like I have to think about which one's my receiving hand.
SPEAKER_03Yeah.
SPEAKER_00Before I think of which one's my giving hand.
SPEAKER_03Some people are equal in of, and that makes it a little bit difficult and sort of like a how do I feel on this particular day?
SPEAKER_01That's kind of where I'm at where it definitely changes from moment to moment.
SPEAKER_00The one that the priest gave us an advice is think about like when you're grabbing groceries, what hand do you grab groceries with and what arm do you put them on?
SPEAKER_03You can actually test it, which we did in our class, uh, with uh an anointing oil of some kind. Uh honestly, anything that has some sort of intention put into it, you put one a dot on each hand and you sit there and see which one feels different. Yeah, so try it out. Yeah. Let us know. Well, if you're comfortable. If you're comfortable. We're always like, tell us things. But you don't have to. We would like for you to engage with us. We yes, we like to yeah. Yeah.
SPEAKER_01Clearly. We're 30 minutes in and we haven't even started.
SPEAKER_03So this is an important thing, and we're sharing information. That is our purpose. Yes. So the final step for this is I get down and I put a little bit of oil on both of their feet.
SPEAKER_01If you want, you can just put them on the ankles.
SPEAKER_03Uh, you can put it in the ankles, you can put it on the top. Sometimes people, depending on their shoes, like it on just like the little rubber part.
SPEAKER_00Be careful with shoes because oil will wear down shoes.
SPEAKER_03Yes, and that's why rubber. Um, in this case, the because you might not be able to hear me down there, I'm gonna tell you what it says. And it is um, I anoint your feet so that you may walk your path. So I'm gonna do that. I anoint your feet so that you may walk your path. And then the circle does a thing where it's like, hey, do you want a hug? I'll take a hug then. So I'm welcome you to our circle, and then now you do meet.
SPEAKER_01Um, okay, so I anoint your third eye, so you may see. Yep. I anoint your hands so that you may give and receive.
SPEAKER_03And I anoint your feet so you may walk. Your bath. Thank you. Don't look. I do it. And I should see for the anointing, you don't do front and bath. You just do front, which is different than the other two, where you do front and back.
SPEAKER_01Well, I think anointing, it's very specific spots too. Whereas cleansing and charging is the whole body.
SPEAKER_03Yes.
SPEAKER_01You don't have your third eye on the back of your head. Unless you're a mom.
SPEAKER_03But that's different.
SPEAKER_01Being with Happy Mother's Day to all the moms out there.
SPEAKER_03Yeah.
SPEAKER_01Whether that is plant moms for baby moms, moms with angels, or actually actuals, actual moms.
SPEAKER_03That's we love you. That seems weird to say actual moms. Uh uh moms with human children. There we go.
SPEAKER_00I I was trying to figure out a way to phrase that.
SPEAKER_03And I was like, it's a very delicate way to put it. And most of them you put your foot in your mouth and you're like, that's not what I meant at all.
SPEAKER_01With human children, or adult children, or tiny baby children.
SPEAKER_03All the children. Same thought. Same pizza. Um, so and then the purpose for anointing is basically to seal in the energy that you put back in with the charger. Yep.
SPEAKER_01Okay. So that is how you enter a ritual. Now we're gonna get into what we're actually doing. Which when I tested out, I opened my ritual, did my ritual, and closed my ritual out in 15 minutes.
SPEAKER_03Damn. Though I guess it is a little bit different when I'm not when you're not having to like explain between. But we wanted to make sure that because you can't actually see us, I also when I'm nervous, I talk really, really fast. So I zoomed through. I was like, ice, hail and welcome. Air, hail and welcome, fire, hail and welcome. You're like, don't look at me too too long. I gotta get out of here. I'm like, fight or flight. Okay. So we're making oil today. Yes. Uh so the oil that I'm making is actually the one that I'm hoping to use for my first surf-roll test out. Um, it is going to be uh for an ancestor altar. That is uh what I'm building at home and that I'm going to be doing uh the anointing of a candle for. Uh but I also wanted to make my own oil, but I decided better to do that in advance than all at one time. Because I only have 45 minutes. As we proved, I can take up that 45 minutes. I'm making an oil to you should put the herbs in first.
unknownAlright.
SPEAKER_01I was like, I can prep. No, I can't prep. I'm making an anointing oil for Aphrodite because I have yet to anoint her. And I had her statue for a while, so it is long overdue.
SPEAKER_03Also, we are recording the Knights of the New Moon, which is a great time to do this because you are letting go of something and bringing something else in. Yeah.
SPEAKER_01And it's I think we've talked about the difference between full moons and new moons in terms of magic. But this is a lot of the prep work, a lot of the planting the seeds and getting ready to do something.
SPEAKER_03Yes. So with a lot of our stuff being of that sort of vibe, feels like a good time. Yeah. Um also so we see it. Yeah, yeah. It ties into the lubricathonia, even. Um, so the way we did it at the temple for this spirit class uh was that there were a lot of herbs present, and before we even knew what any of their associations were or anything like that, you just sort of felt out which ones felt right, picked them, and then you did some divination to see if you were correct or if you were just making shit up. So uh if you want to tell them what you have while I pick some of my stuff. I thought I had another one. There was a third one. You might have, but maybe not of your on your stuff. Oh, it was a salt or the salt. Yes. Okay.
SPEAKER_01So I picked mine for Aphrodite, as I've said.
SPEAKER_03So this process was a little bit different than me just kind of intuitively picking. Um, I picked rose petals, peppermint, and Himalayan pink salt, which I thought all represented Aphrodite fairly well.
SPEAKER_00Um so obviously, roses love romance, yeah.
SPEAKER_03Very romantic love. So this is the herb section. Uh I picked for my ancestor one just now some black walnut leaves. I actually pre-picked this one. I did not look at it, but when I was going through my herbs to figure out what the hell to bring to your house, this kind of hit a particular vibe. Uh, then of the other stuff I brought, I also grabbed some yarrow and some mugwood. It's interesting. I'm intrigued to find out what they mean. At the end, after we've made it, we're gonna look up the associations with these things. Um, Hamy and Pink Salt, I think we've already kind of touched on. It's very self-love. I mean, you can use it in love spells, but a lot of modern magic uses it more as its self-love aspect than uh other in peppermint.
SPEAKER_01I cannot think of off the top of my head for some reason. Other than it smells divine.
SPEAKER_03So while we're doing this, are there any questions about each other's practices that you want to maybe ask? Since we're not we're not just making crinkly noises into the void. Describe your typical moon moon ritual. Oh, okay. I can do that. Uh typical new moon ritual. Don't we want to do the divination before we put things in? Maybe. I don't know. I just committed. You're correct though. Thank you for calling me on a failure in my own practice.
SPEAKER_00I have to re stay out the tarot.
SPEAKER_03Yes. We literally just talked about it. Do the mythos.
SPEAKER_04Okay.
SPEAKER_03So we actually have the same deck, minus just the pocket version. As in Colini, the mythos tarot. Uh, I like it because I can take it a lot more places.
SPEAKER_01So, how do you typically do your yes no tarot?
SPEAKER_03It's gonna be so fucking embarrassing. Uh, I go, is this the correct thing? Yes or no? A card falls out, and then I pick up my phone and go, is this a yes or a no? So did you learn the way the temple does it, right? Uh, I actually missed that class. Okay.
SPEAKER_01So it's actually a really interesting way to do it, and it's great for you don't actually have to know the meaning of the card. Sick. So you go, you know, I typically do left is no, right is yes. And then whichever card is higher is the answer.
SPEAKER_03Okay.
SPEAKER_01Obviously, court cards.
SPEAKER_03Yes. Interesting. Or not court cards.
SPEAKER_01Um, major arcana is higher than minor arcana.
SPEAKER_02Right.
SPEAKER_01Um, if you have equal, just three draft. I think.
SPEAKER_03And how does like the upright and the fallen physician doesn't, which is really interesting because a lot of the typical interpretations of a yes or no have different answers. Fascinating. I've never used that portion of it. Yeah.
SPEAKER_01It's just, and it's a really great way because it's like you don't really have. I mean, you can definitely look into the meanings as of like, okay, this is a no because, or this is a yes because. Yeah. But if you're looking for like a super quick yes or no, typically just kind of needs a pendulum.
SPEAKER_03But if you not have a pendulum and you have chair on. I did when I made my first circle um oil, uh. Uh, when I I felt like something was missing from the stuff that I had already selected. And when I did my defamation, it was uh similar.
SPEAKER_01I felt like something was missing, and I did not pull something's missing.
SPEAKER_03Well, the card that I something is missing. The card that I pulled, yes, the card that I pulled for my what was missing was Hera. And rather than taking it as a yes or a no, uh, or even looking into the meanings of the card, I just went, hey, what herbs are associated with Hera? And then uh I got my answer, and um Ab actually intuitively picked something for me, and then it ended up being correct when I looked up the meanings later. Very associated with Hera in terms of uh goddess of marriage and motherhood and all that. Honestly, Hera's a bad bitch, and I love her. She's a she's a sleigh. I can't, I can't even be mad at her for a lot of okay. So there's one. Uh her shit with uh okay. I got this. It is the devil card Hades, and it fell over here. So is that your reaction?
SPEAKER_01What's your gut say?
SPEAKER_03Yes.
SPEAKER_01There you go. So I felt like something was missing, and the tarot told me something was missing. So after you've got some hibiscus flour.
SPEAKER_03Nice!
SPEAKER_01Because I think that's what was missing.
SPEAKER_03Yeah. Um, sometimes people do it all the ingredients, but I think we're doing it just the herb components first and then the oil component. Oh, yes, that was what was missing. What was missing? Tell me. Hibisca secrets. Ah, yes. The way I have the brain of a goldfish who literally just said it to me, and my brain went, huh? And yes, hibiscus. And you're like, so what was missing? And I'm like, hibiscus, the hibiscus. The thing I just said, bitch. What do you mean? And I'm gonna try to be good and actually write down the things that are going into this.
SPEAKER_00Yeah, so we grabbed some paper, we're gonna put our notes down, and then I'm going to transcribe them and put them into our podcast.
SPEAKER_03It is a binder, but it is also a booth. It is leather bound, and it was gorgeous, and I am obsessed with it. Thank you, Etsy. Yes, I'm gonna say like four pinches of euro. Four of my hand pinches of euro. I do have a spoon as well. That's okay. I don't mind pitching. Pinch of moon, this is four pinches of euro. Oh, the question about the new moon. Circling back. And I haven't cut out if we Yeah, good. Right. The thing you just said to me, I can't remember, but I can remember the thing you said just five minutes ago. Um, so my new moon ritual, uh, cleanse. Kerniptomai, kerndosi, uh, Greek holy water. And then uh I call in uh different epithets of hikate depending on whatever ritual I've crafted for that day. Sometimes I craft them in advance, but sometimes I craft them the morning of um honoring the ancestors, honoring hikate. I know, I try to use as little salt and that as piezal. I appreciate. Well, I think if you notice, it's like gone. It's there's like, yeah, I melted. It melted. That fire really just went yeah. Um, sorry.
SPEAKER_01Squirrel mama's squirrel. Um I was looking at how little pink salt I had left.
SPEAKER_00Which means I get to go to the store tomorrow. Um I missed three rounds so much. I'll talk about it. I mean you don't know if you can't talk about it. It would take forever. Um basically using coconut oil.
SPEAKER_03Oh yes. You can use coconut oil, jojoba oil. Really, just any good carrier oil. Yep. Um sometimes the carrier oil has its oil purpose and its own presence in the practice. So I'm interested to see what coconut oil has to mean.
SPEAKER_01I would just recommend, like if you're doing this for somebody else.
SPEAKER_03Make sure you know if they have allergies. Allergies. Because almond oil is a very popular carrier oil, and I am allergic to almond. I know. It's why I literally do not do anything with almond oil in my practice, so that you can always have eyes to my shit. I don't do anything with almond in my practice either. Um, so then I did two pinches of mugwort in this.
SPEAKER_01I have a little tiny golden spoon that's probably like what do you say, quarter teaspoon? Yeah. That it just is so pretty, and it's got a little crystal on the end. Um, yeah. And that's what I'm using. And I just kind of do dash of this, dash to that, inch of that.
SPEAKER_03Mm-hmm. It really is what a face, like uh, what are the vibes? I mean, you don't want to put too much in there that when you put your oil in, it's gonna explode. Uh, but we have some fairly large oil containers tonight. Yeah. Um, so we can get a little bit more crazy with it. All right. And then next we will put in our crystals as they look like. Sometimes people put crystals, sometimes people don't, but I have a whole new set with a whole bunch of crystals that I figure we could make use of if uh any of them call to us. I'm gonna do a pretty doo doo-doo doo doo. What are you doing? Tell me your thoughts.
SPEAKER_01Well, I meant to only put in one and I grabbed three. So I am looking at a fourth right now, not gonna lie.
SPEAKER_03I mean, I'd say pull it out and then do some divination. You know, that's what it's like. Where is my bowl? I lost my drink. You moved it out of your way so you wouldn't like knock it over and shit.
SPEAKER_01Okay. I Myra. I have a very heavy pour as a barcoder. There's a reason Alma usually makes the drinks and not me. I made the drinks tonight, which kind of explains why hers was so woo strong. Um when I tell you this tastes exactly like vanilla root bear.
SPEAKER_03It does kind of taste like vanilla root bear. I'm glad that I can't taste it because you know Girl, yeah, I don't like. Where did my tarot go? Right here, Bessie. I got you. What do you know that we're here in?
SPEAKER_01So I picked right now Garnet, Rose Quartz, Amazonite, and Aquamarine.
SPEAKER_03Uh I might also want the Garnet. I also have some Snowflake Obsidian.
SPEAKER_00I pick Aquamarine and so the Aquamarine and Amazonite.
SPEAKER_01I can never pronounce that one. I picked to kind of represent Aphrodite's birth from the sea and the ocean because they are bluestones.
SPEAKER_03Considering I did not do my divination, we're just gonna assume that the snowflake obsidian was meant to be there. The question now is the gut. And this is how this is my problem, is that I'm like, because they're like, yeah, do some divination to check, and I'm like, I just go in the gut vibes and see what happens. That is that is a big part of my practice. It's just sort of going, okay, if it's wrong, it's wrong. If it's right, it's right. All right. If I fuck up and nothing happens, I fucked up and nothing happened. But at least I learned something. I'm more by error.
SPEAKER_01Was correct, by the way. Normally I'd only do one, like I would kind of have everything's kicked out and just do the one divination.
SPEAKER_03Um Hey, you know how Persevene keeps showing up and shit? I think uh someone's calling to you, Dad. Yeah. I think you uh she landed halfway between yes and no, so I'm gonna say yes and that kind of say yes and particularly because I pulled Hades earlier. Damn, I don't know what to get for this. Maybe some Labradorite or some Lapis. I don't know, this one's kind of calling to me. The Ukinite? Maybe. Maybe both. Watch up. It's always nice to do this when other people are around because sometimes they see something that you are just not seeing. Okay, so first up is asking about the Unakite.
SPEAKER_00So how do your new moon rituals differ from your full moon rituals?
SPEAKER_03Uh, my full moon rituals are a little bit more divination-based. Interesting. I would have thought it would be the other way around. I uh For me, divination is more of a sense of in this sort of thing going uh, is what I did correct? Am I missing something? Is what I have been working on the right direction? Yeah, so that by the time I hit the next new moon, I know. Yeah. Interesting. Uh I also do a lot of meditation on the full moon compared to the new moon. Um, I mean, I do meditation on the new moon sometimes, if that's what is calling to me in that particular ritual. But it is technically something I do more often on the full moon. Interesting. What about you?
SPEAKER_01So I spend the new moon ritual creating my affirmations for the month and figuring out what my goals are, what I want to focus on, and kind of creating a what the fuck just happened.
SPEAKER_03Sorry, you've never seen me do that before, have you? Okay, so I have a very different way of doing tarot. Finish what you were saying, and I'll explain. I don't even remember what I was saying. I'm sorry. She took her, like, I don't even know if it was the cart she picked or like the dead. It looks like it was the card, and she just starts like throat, like shaking it like you would like yes, and so that has to do with uh let me let me set that down. Cersei. Fascinating. That's a yes for the unikite. Um, okay, so because I hate to bend my Terra deck, um, and I do pay attention to the fallen reverse. First thing I do while I'm thinking of whatever I'm trying to get information on, uh, I just randomly flip the deck back and forth to mix them up in the fallen reverse position. God damn it, it's a whole deck on the floor. Half the deck. You don't like me sharing my secrets. Uh sorry about what is all over the floor. I think it is my black walnut. I will be cleaning that up before we go to bed.
SPEAKER_00Okay.
SPEAKER_03Yes. Uh I tried to like scoop it into my hand to get it in there, but it didn't quite come off the paper right now.
SPEAKER_00Anyway, I think Nick will actually murder me if he comes out.
SPEAKER_03No, I will be cleaning that because I will not let that happen to you. Um, the next thing I do is I grab a portion and I put it in the back and in the front, and that is how I shuffle. So when I have a overhand shuffle it, yeah. Yeah, when I have a card in my hand, let me actually do that for the labrador. Labrador, yes or no. Um, I keep doing that until I'm ready to stop. Uh sometimes though, I get a couple in my hand or just one, and I want to see if it will slip out of my hands, which tells me to keep shuffling. Or if it gets stuck, because I told it's in a very, very loose grip. So if it is like, as you can see, if it's ready to go, it will go. Um, I've never seen someone do that before, and that was and I pulled Hades again with that one. All right. So that's a yes on both the Labradroid and the Lunite. Um, but yeah, so that's just to double check that what is stuck in my hand is actually stuff in my hand and meant to be there, and not just like I have sticky hands. And it is a very particular way that I've never seen anybody else do tarot, but that's how I do tarot.
SPEAKER_01I feel like we need to post like a video or something. A few years.
SPEAKER_03Yeah, honestly, we can. At the end, if we want to do uh for our divination poll for the month, um I could poll, and then you can see how I shuffle and do my weird tarot poll that I've never seen anybody else do, and sometimes I feel weird about because I've never seen anybody else do it. I look over and like it's like full bartender mode, like full body. Oh, I'm sure I had the like focus of a bartender on my face.
SPEAKER_00Oh, you did that was like the focus of a thousand cents was on your face. I don't even know how to explain what I just saw. Well, face reveal when.
SPEAKER_01And then I like to, so I have all of my stones and my herbs in, so I just give the good little shaky shake.
SPEAKER_03Make someone up. She's so pretty. Yes. That is very pretty. Yours is very pretty, mine is like very earthy and like deaf. Which considering its purpose, an ancestor altar, and you've pulled Hades how many times? I say pulled Hades twice. And Persephone once, and then Cersei. Please hold while I take some nice, pretty aesthetic one. Put it down. Uh why hold up kind of influencer. Please, thank you. Then you can see our jars. Yes. We wanted to do something a little bit more interactive this time.
SPEAKER_00Listen, Wasado on the edit later. I'm so sorry. I love you so much. I will be crying at my computer, just like, oh my god. What if we don't shut up?
SPEAKER_03That's why I was like, you know what I mean? We're editing an hour. So that's okay. An hour is usually where we're at. I'm gonna say this would be a little bit of a longer one. And we're sort of wrapping up here. Uh, we're now at the point where we put uh essential oils. This is melis. Oh, what did I hit? Uh, do pass me the benzoin because I know I need that. That is what this was also a pre-selected one based on vibes, but it feels very correct, and I haven't changed my mind in the whole time since then.
SPEAKER_01I feel like I'm changing my mind.
SPEAKER_03Do you want to bring this over here so I can see? I am changing my mind, I think. Totally fair. We've got tons of options. Uh brought a good little collection of them. One of them's spilled in here, I think. Probably. Okay, I think that one. So sorry. There's gonna be so many smells in your base.
SPEAKER_00I know, it's like instant headache.
SPEAKER_03Well, there's a reason I don't open it very often.
unknownYeah.
SPEAKER_03But none of the ones that were already like out were like calling to me more than like this particular set of them. So I just picked what we have here. Okay, so we've got some vanilla and we've got some jasmine. Some good choices. I feel like I have to have rose. I feel like that's kind of a giving given. I think I like looking at the eucalyptus, I think. It's kind of I feel like something same family. Maybe rosemary? Maybe. There's also some geranium down here.
unknownI hate the small geranium.
SPEAKER_03Do you? Fascinating. I hate the small geranium.
SPEAKER_01Uh, I do want some. Well, the bully. I think that's what it was.
SPEAKER_03Burnt for me. Um, do we have salmon? I think I want the frankincense. Okay.
SPEAKER_01Uh, we'll just use the disposable ones. Go for like getting those ones out.
SPEAKER_03No.
SPEAKER_01I went to Michael's and I got a bunch of those like disposable, or not disposable, plastic little droppy things.
SPEAKER_03Mm-hmm. Could you pass me one? Thank you. So I'm gonna put some benzoin in here. I'm gonna start with the rose.
SPEAKER_01And you usually only want to do like what, two to three drops?
SPEAKER_03Yeah.
SPEAKER_01Maybe.
SPEAKER_03Kind of depending on the container. We do have a little bit of a bigger container, so I'd say you could go between four and six if you really felt like it. Vibe it out. Mm-hmm. If you're doing a smaller container, definitely only like two or three. Huh. Um, so I put a pinch of Labradorite. I'm doing four drops of rose. Carnet. And I'll hear you're like, I'm doing a pinch of this, a pinch of that. No, I I just list them. Well, I'm not quitting hot into one, and I'll get into general vibe.
SPEAKER_01I'm not giving measurement whatsoever.
SPEAKER_03Okay, so I'm putting my benzoin in. Also, hot take, possibly. Uh Jasmine smells better than Rose. I could get behind that stance. But I'd love to hear your argument on it anyway.
SPEAKER_00Jasmine is lighter and sweeter and not so on your face.
SPEAKER_03Fair enough. And then I'm actually going to clean up my little joppy joppy with some holy water. Fascinating. We love a multifunctional tool. If you really want me to. Nah, it's okay. I don't give a shit. Then give me a little smilly smilly. Hmm, that does smell very yummy. Very yummy. I don't think I'm gonna get the benzoin out of this.
SPEAKER_00No, you're not gonna get the benzoin.
SPEAKER_03I tried, I tried, okay? Benzoin is very sticky, which is why I only ended up with four drops of it, even though really, in my soul, I wanted six. I think one per drop of that, I think. Okay. Could you pass me another squeezy? Mm-hmm. I'm gonna do the bergamot next, I think. I didn't even do I should do some tarot on that one.
SPEAKER_01Um I'm pretty confident in my choices. I'm not doing my divination for this one.
SPEAKER_03I'm gonna show divination for both. There you go. Oils, yes or no? Tell me your secrets. And then I'm gonna finish off with some vanilla. If there's any lift. Ooh, that might be what spoke because there's like nothing in here. Oh, there we go. Hmm. Beah. Okay, it's missing something.
SPEAKER_00What do you got?
SPEAKER_03I have bergamot, benzoin, and frankincense. Mmm, orange. Yes. Needs orange. Needs citrus.
SPEAKER_01It's very much like making mud pies as a child is just a precursor to Hercules, because that's essentially what we're doing.
SPEAKER_03Or making the like weird potions in a that's very yummy. Cinnamon. Yeah, hianeus bit of cinnamon. You're right, you're right. Hilariously. There we go in here. I've been seeing a lot of fours, twos, and sixes in my. I think I'm just gonna do like things.
SPEAKER_00One two drops, I think.
SPEAKER_03Yeah. It doesn't need a whole lot, it just needs a little bit of a kick, but I wouldn't want to like overwhelm it with anything crazy. Oh, yeah. Perfect.
SPEAKER_01And again, normally I would just do detonation at the beginning of like all my style.
SPEAKER_03Um, but we're going through this like step by step with y'all. So it's not overload all at once and then silence.
SPEAKER_02Yeah.
SPEAKER_03And now that you have everything in there, I'm gonna give it another little shiki shiki. And let's not. Oh, that was the bergamot. And meant to be orange. I forgot what I put in there after I rose.
SPEAKER_01And then do you want to just give an overview of everything that's in yours?
SPEAKER_03Yes. Okay. Um, so I have yarrow. I have mugwart. I have black walnut leaf. I have lapidrite, garnet, and unakite, I have benzoin. I have bergamot. And then I have four drops of orange. And then I am about to put my frankincense in. That's a lovely sound. We're making so many points. ASMR witch style. It's a really gross ASMR. I'm gonna start with two drops of the frankincense. Does that smell right? I feel like it's right, but do I need more frankincense? That's what I thought. Again, fours, twos, and sixes seems to be the pattern, and I'd love to know the numerology behind that when we're done. So yeah, we can definitely look into that. Uh, because that's sort of the next portion of this once all the stuff is in there. If you want to start doing some research on what you've gotten yours, I'm going to tell you what to have first. Uh for stones, I've got rose quartz, amazonite, aquamarine, and garnets. Herbs, I have hibiscus, peppermint, rose petals, and pink salt.
SPEAKER_01Himalayan pink salt. I just wrote pink salt. And then oils, I've got rose, jasmine, patchouli, vanilla, and cinnamon. And I did not count like she did.
SPEAKER_03I just want to squeeze and taste like happens. And then, of course, as we mentioned before, our base is going to be coconut oil. And I just sort of filled mine more or less to the top.
SPEAKER_00It's the bottle, I swear. I'm sorry. Think open thoughts.
SPEAKER_03That is something that occurred earlier that no one else will understand. Okay, I also filled mine. Uh I filled mine about three and quarters of the way. Uh, just because I'm gonna shake mine a whole bunch, but my top is a cork which has disappeared.
SPEAKER_00Okay, well, she goes surfing to that.
SPEAKER_01I'm gonna do Yes, please eat your face. See me search.
SPEAKER_00I'm gonna start with the liver cassillion too.
SPEAKER_03Yes. Uh, because one of the things in this section does have uh the sort of associations for different things. Okay. And so I'm going to start with the first one I'm about to go. I think it needs more carrier oil. Yeah. Never be afraid to admit that you fucked up. You use benzoin, right? Yes.
SPEAKER_01Uh so benzoin is actually a resin that is offered to cathonic gods as a modern substitute for storax that is produced by a sweet cup tree.
SPEAKER_03Oh, okay. Okay, so catholic for the dead and garden.
SPEAKER_01Um, it has a sweet vanilla-like scent that sweetens dark entities that are attracted to more luscious offerings.
SPEAKER_03Meat. Okay.
SPEAKER_01And these are all in alphabetical order, so I'm kind of just going until I find one that's either of us have used.
SPEAKER_03By chance, is there a black war uh black walnut in there?
SPEAKER_00There's not. That might be uh by Google.
SPEAKER_03Mm-hmm. Fair enough. I just figured I would ask.
SPEAKER_00And I'm just going through herbs right now, and then we will go oils afterwards. Uh Mint was once an underworld mint named Mythi.
SPEAKER_03Uh yes, I know this one.
SPEAKER_00Uh an underworld.
SPEAKER_01Um basically the myth was that he cheated on Persephone with her, and Persephone went, You're a plant now. Yeah. A weed type plant.
SPEAKER_03You hate someone, put mint in their garden. Oh, interesting. To add further insult, the fragrant scent will only be released when the leaves are bruised or pinched. Oh. Wow, she really said uh mmm. Fuck you. I love person.
SPEAKER_01Um it is a flavored herb for or a favored herb, sorry, dyslexic apparently, for inducing trance and awakening the witch play when made a delusion.
SPEAKER_03Mm-mm.
SPEAKER_01It has great healing properties.
SPEAKER_03And it is protected during travel travel and promotes lust and virility. Okay, cool. So uh we know it says there. Like, why is this in my Aphrodite? Alright. We got there. We got there. Took a second. And then did you use Mugwart? Uh yes, I did use Mugwort. Alright. It can be used for protected amulets, amulets, um, to strengthen witchcrack and enhance psychic abilities. Hmm. When made into a potion, it can be used to annoy scrying tools. Ha ha ha.
SPEAKER_01Um when used in cursing, it causes the target to forget things, so it is particularly effective for guarding secrets. When carried as a charm, it can help a witch communicate with the spirits of animals and plants.
SPEAKER_03Nice. Uh, I did also get the black walnut, by the way.
SPEAKER_01Go for it. Because I'm gonna Yes.
SPEAKER_03So black walnut has to do with strength, regeneration, mental clarity, and protection. Uh, typically used to clear negative energy, enhance personal power, and assist in periods of spiritual transformation, which makes sense considering that this is a new step in my practice. Spiritual transition. Oh shit, what's a cell? Anyway, we'll find out. We'll find out.
SPEAKER_01Uh, Rose. A flower that contains the blood of Aphrodite herself. Was it my bookmark?
unknownName?
SPEAKER_01It was a dropper. Sorry.
SPEAKER_03I had to find out now.
SPEAKER_01It is the most powerful love-producing flower in witchcrafts. It is said that as the goddess rushed to the side of the dying Adonis, she cut herself on the corn of a rose, and her blood forever colored the flower. That is the myth of how red roses were invented.
SPEAKER_03Hmm.
SPEAKER_01Interesting. Okay. Other roses are said to be colored by various divine methods involving nectar, the drink of the gods, or ambrosia, the food of the gods. Depending on the color, roses can be used for joy, fertility, love, fraternity, and health.
SPEAKER_03They can attract Mises for creativity or nymphs for long. For long. Death. I cannot speak tonight. Did she use warm one? No. I didn't. Um I used yarrow, which actually is not in the book. Nope. That is all that is in the book. Uh in terms of herbs. There is more stuff for other things. So the other herb I used was biscuits. Um, so I sent for yarrow. So yarrow is uh symbolizes the balance between strength and vulnerability. Wisdom cures suffering. Um it is also a protection, healing, and resilient type flower. So which makes sense when you're dealing with the dead. Hit me with it. What do you got?
SPEAKER_01So Pabiscus symbolizes divine femininity, passion, transformation, and delicate ephemeral beauty.
SPEAKER_03Oh, there you go. Need I say more?
SPEAKER_01Um, and then at least talk about the Himalayan tank salt.
SPEAKER_03Yes, sorry, I don't think I'm gonna need to go for that. Uh then we can get into uh stones. Neither of us use any animal parts or representations. We can skip that section in the liber carthonia.
SPEAKER_00Yeah, so it says herbs and then animals and then stones.
SPEAKER_03Yes. Uh I don't know if you used any of the ones in the first bit, but they do have garnet. Uh aquamarine I use. Okay, go ahead then. Uh these stones are said to be solidified ocean.
SPEAKER_01And as I don't think we've talked about it on the podcast, but Aphrodite was born of sea foam. Specifically when Kronos cuts Uranos' uh he's uh tingling off uh the blood in the semen mix with the ocean and their first Aphrodite on a shell. There's actually a really famous painting of it. It's called like the birth of Aphrodite or something. Birth of Venus. Yes. Birth of Venus. Super famous painting. Uh very, you know, Italian Renaissance-esque.
SPEAKER_03Uh my next one's Garnet. Which I got for uh pomegranate. Uh reconcile slash bond lovers. Interesting that we both use this one. It also uh helps to attract and commune with tehtonic powers.
SPEAKER_01Yes. Uh I didn't see Amazon Night. I'll have to look that one up separately. Quartz.
SPEAKER_03So many quartz. All the quartz. None of the things I need. None of the hide. Not the Google. Google is a great resource. Uh, nothing else.
unknownYeah.
SPEAKER_03I think I do actually have like a I have one for like a spell jar type thing. Yeah.
SPEAKER_01Okay. So I used rose quartz, and that is the stone of unconditional love. Including self-love, romantic, familial, and universal love.
SPEAKER_03Uh my next one was uh Labradori, which has to do with uh transformation, uh energetic protection, which is good when you're dealing with the dead. Um also intuition and stress relief. Banishing fears or insecurities. Oh, interesting.
SPEAKER_01So I use the Amazonite as my last stone to discuss. And is known as the stone of courage and the stone of truth.
SPEAKER_03It is highly valued for promoting clear communication, balancing emotions, and filtering out negative energy. Fascinating. In twisting. In twisting, in twisting. Okay, my last stone is Una Kite, uh, which is there's so many stones of transformation in here, and they're trying to tell me something. Um so unakite is the stone of gentle transformation. Uh emotional balance and new beginnings. See, helps with emotional healing and rebirth and patience, which makes sense in the sense that uh I have a feeling that uh I am the one doing a lot of family curse breaking right now. Um, which is part of why I am making this altar, is that I am honoring my non-Christian ancestors from way back who I don't even know their names because they have been lost to colonization. Yay. Yes, so having some of these soothing stones in here makes a lot of sense, actually. Yeah, your ancestors are pissed off. Uh, I don't know if you remember when we did Fully 1 Hecation ritual where we did the um meditation and the smoke scrapping, and uh my ancestors were fucking pissed then, and they're pissed now.
SPEAKER_01Um I still have low-key nightmares about that smoke scarring.
SPEAKER_03Whoops! It was an inexperience. Um, okay. Now we're getting into the oils. You did give me a little bit on the benzoin already.
SPEAKER_01So the first one I used is Roy's rose oil, which uh following the theme of roses here. Uh divine love's emotional healing and awakening the heart.
SPEAKER_03Um, my next one was uh bergamot, which I don't have the information on.
SPEAKER_01I love that you're trying to like write all this on another Galilee Batwin.
SPEAKER_03Um Joy, openness, and emotional clarity. It's also a purification. It helps dissolve feelings of fear and heaviness. God, this is like an incident. I know, I'm so sorry.
SPEAKER_01Whoo! I'm trying to like put the herbs back kind of a little bit. Um, so the next one I had was Jasmine Essential Oil, which represents divine love, spiritual awakening, and the divine feminine.
SPEAKER_03Nice. Are we seeing a theme here?
SPEAKER_01Send sing a theme here.
SPEAKER_03This is the part that I really enjoy when you do it intuitively, is that you're like, I wonder what the fuck I'm picking and why. And you don't know till the end, and then you get to the end, and you're like, that's what that tracks. Okay.
SPEAKER_01What's your next one?
SPEAKER_03Uh orange. Let's see. God forbid a woman wants to know what the spiritual meaning of something is and not its health benefits.
SPEAKER_00I just put spiritual meaning.
SPEAKER_03Uh it is a natural cleanser which dissolves stagnant energy and mental blockages. Also uplifts your mood. Interesting. Are we seeing a pattern? I'm saying that.
SPEAKER_01So my next one was patchouli oil, which holds uh hold on. I like had a sentence and then I lost a sentence. Patchouli oil holds beat spiritual meaning rooted in grounding abundance and sensuality.
SPEAKER_03Again. There's a theme. No, I don't want AI mode. Fuck AI. Sorry. Nope, totally fair. Okay, and then my last oil outside of my carrier oil is frankincense. I have two more. Okay. Go ahead. I haven't lifted mine up yet.
SPEAKER_01Okay, so when I told me it was vanilla, which again, this is for Aphrodite, so I mean it works perfectly.
SPEAKER_03Alright. And symbolizes love, sensuality, comfort, and good luck. Ah, very good. So, you know, again, really just on point here. Uh frankincense, purification, protection, also divine connection, and inner peace. Interesting.
SPEAKER_01So my next one was cinnamon, and reading it, the overview is interesting because it's for abundance, prosperity, and financial success, which doesn't make a whole ton of sense.
SPEAKER_00But it I think of it more as like it's kind of like boosting the energy of it's giving an abundance of the other oils, kind of like a booster.
SPEAKER_01Um, and then it also says that it's great for cleansing negative energy, enhancing psychic abilities, and igniting love and passion. So next. There's that.
SPEAKER_03And then the carrier oil. Yes, and I have that. I was about to ask if you did. Okay. Uh purification and cleansing, of course, but it also has to do with purity, divine connection, protection, nourishment. Uh, I'm also interested in the fact that it is uh good in defense of magic, moon rituals, and ancestral anointing. You know, the thing I'm doing with mine. Uh, it also has represents devotion and auspicious blessings. Um it is also attracts prosperity and fertility. It is believed to bring soft power, grounding energy, and lineage connecting healing. Interesting. It really kind of just works out for both of us. Okay. So that's sort of the end of this. Question now. Do we want to do our month ahead before we close circle or after? Let's do it before since we're in ritual space already. Let's do it then. Do you want to use the mythos? I go it's kind of ongoing for tonight. Yes. And you wanted to get a video of how I'm doing my cart.
SPEAKER_00We did.
SPEAKER_03We're gonna. I'm so sorry. It's okay, we can just do it over here. Go here. You just do it over my hands and I can do it right here. Okay, cool. Up will stand though, because sitting and doing it is not uh it doesn't get great. Okay. Can you move that stuff? Please so bad. I did it. No, it's more just like her notes and stuff. My notes are just in the ways. Your nose are in the way. Okay. So we're doing for the month ahead, yes? Yeah. Okay. So you see how I randomly do my shit. And I don't even look because that's here. Okay, so I've randomly flipped them up and down. I'm gonna do it actually one more time. Quite literally, just the vibes. Then we shuffle. So we're going for the vibes of the month ahead. And this can go on for a while. So hopefully it doesn't, because that would be really annoying when it's in the video. But uh, there have been warnings when I've been doing my daily divination.
SPEAKER_02Said it's gone on for like 10 minutes.
SPEAKER_03Okay, card falls out. You didn't get to see me do my shake. Okay, let me just do it as an example. Yeah, I'll show you how I do it as an example. Full on bartender mode. Um, it's just to make sure to see if it will slip out. In this case, it's Perpsephone again. And the other one is Heracles reversed. Uh, where did I put length? Okay, it's our little bookie. We got the little bookie.
SPEAKER_00Okay, got the Heracles is the Knight of Wands, and Persephone is the High Priestess.
SPEAKER_03Mm-hmm. So because Knight of Wands is first in order, we're gonna do that one first. Not in terms of card number, but in terms of where it landed in my setup. If I know where things are in this board, you passed it like three times. I got it. So it is fallen. Hmm. Okay. Not so great, my friends. Anger, impulsiveness, recklessness, delays, and frustrations. You may be channeling the struggles and trials that Harold through at Hercules, such as experiencing setbacks that culminate in a feeling of frustration. Check yourself by giving space and time before any action, ensuring that you do not do or say anything that you later regret.
SPEAKER_01However, it is paired with the High Priestess.
SPEAKER_03Yes, so we're gonna look at her, and then we're which is how to. I'm assuming this is kind of how to like solve yes per se. Yeah, they're not letting us flounder. They're like, you're going through it. Alright.
SPEAKER_00But that's okay. Cause here's your bit, which is the High Priestess, which is typically divine.
SPEAKER_03Divine feminine. Feminine. Uh intuition, divine feminine, subconscious, mystery, and inner voice. Allow Persephone to be your guide and connect you with your intuition through your chosen form of spiritual journeying. Find answers from within rather than without.
SPEAKER_01Okay, so what I'm hearing is we are too focused in the physical world right now. Yeah. Our intuition is blocked. We're not paying attention to it. We are not allowing ourselves to follow our gut instincts.
SPEAKER_03I also feel like the cards are saying, hey, you're not gonna get your answers with us. You need to do your own shit. Uh that's the way I'm interpreting it. It's like a you're being reckless and impulsive. Own your shit, only you know how to fix it because you're the one who did it.
unknownYeah.
SPEAKER_00So there you go. Two perspectives. And honestly, that's a great um example of how tarot is extremely personal and a very introspective situation. And so it's important to do your own. Yep. And have someone else do it for you because you might be ignoring your intuition.
SPEAKER_03Sorry, I'm very fascinated by the way the herbs have separated in my jar right now. But uh we'll take pictures of that. Yeah. But uh let's close out. Um we'll close out in here. Uh it'll go much faster this time.
SPEAKER_00Yeah, you don't have to go through the whole rugamaru.
SPEAKER_01You literally just say goodbye to the elephant. Yes, and reverse order. And when you're opening, you're going clockwise. When you are closing, you're going counterclockwise.
SPEAKER_03So we start with spirit.
SPEAKER_01Please hold while I get a mic so we can actually yes. Yes. Okay.
SPEAKER_03Spirit, we thank you for your presence and the way that you have supported us with going through our spiritual process and making changes in our practice. Spirit, thank you and goodbye. That's not the exact term, but that's what I got in my brain. It's hail and farewell. Hail and farewell. Thank you. You're welcome. It escaped me. I was like, damn, what am I supposed to be saying right now? I think it's literally in there, Beb. Well, and I in that closing. So then I stay here. I can read. I gave her all of my first circle notes. Yes. And then we go to Shadow, which is it's it's over here, Feb.
SPEAKER_01Over here.
SPEAKER_03It's over here. Don't hesitate. I'm standing here like hello. I'm like, I'm so sorry. I know I'm supposed to be leading this shit, but I'm so out of it.
SPEAKER_01Should have said this when we were opening. Typically, if there is a group like there is in First Circle, um, different people will call different elements.
SPEAKER_03Whoever called the element also says good post goodbye to the element. Okay. Shadow, thank you for being here tonight and supporting our rituals purpose. Hail and farewell. Hail and farewell. Then we go. Actually, that was spirit was supposed to be third. I messed up. So we're actually gonna say goodbye to light really quickly.
SPEAKER_01Okay, I'll cut that part out. It's okay.
SPEAKER_03It's okay. As I said, and practice it. Not everyone's perfect. I should have caught that. It's okay. Light. Thank you for being here, letting us see what we've been blind to, and also illuminating some things that we wanted to ignore. Hail and farewell. Hail and farewell.
unknownOkay.
SPEAKER_03We're gonna be funky and we're gonna go to Earth. Okay. Alright, I guess I'm not cutting it out. Alright, we're just gonna let it go. It's like we can start over, but it's okay. Yeah, it's okay. Earth, thank you for being here tonight and lending us your brown tea as we used it to create our oil. Hail and farewell. Hail and farewell. Then we go all the way around to water. Well, pretend I did a full circle. I'm holding up. Wire. Thank you, providing your emotional connection both to our practice and to each other as we built our oil. Hail and farewell. Hail and farewell. Why sa? My baby fire. Thank you, providing your chaotic energy and your passion. Uh we definitely had a great time here tonight, and I hope our listeners did as well. So I wonder why I clashed with fire so much. Fire, hail and farewell. Hail and farewell. And then we go to air. Air. Thank you for providing our ability to communicate with each other and with our deities. Hail and farewell. Hail and farewell. And then finally, ice. Ice. Thank you for being here tonight, for providing the structure, even if sometimes we're not the greatest at actually falling. But you help us create it, and it is there. Ice, hail and farewell. Hail and farewell. Alright, and with that we are done. Just our little cheers toast. Yeah. Hello, each other. Hello? Just let it go, babe. I'm not gonna let it go.
SPEAKER_01There we go.
SPEAKER_03Now we have a little bit of mic issues here. Alright, so here's to those who wish us well. And to the rest, they can go to hell. Cheers. Cheers! Bye bye.