Myles Part 3: Reconnecting with Your Inner Child and Higher Self

In the final episode of this season of the Infinite Life Podcast, host Katische Haberfield guides Myles in exploring the aspects of his life that weigh him down. 

• Through a meditative session, Myles is introduced to his higher self and inner child, allowing him to compare his present state with these ideal versions of himself. 
• The journey aims to help Myles navigate career and spiritual decisions by reconnecting with his innate sense of joy, childlike wonder, and spiritual potential. 
• Myles contemplates his current career path in comparison to his wife's spiritual career and explores different future scenarios that align with his truest self. 
• By focusing on potential life changes, including establishing his own businesses, Myles hopes to find lightness and joy in his life choices. 
• The session culminates in guidance from Myles' higher self, inner child, and spirit guides, offering insights on how to navigate emotions and make inspired decisions.

Transcript

Introduction and Overview

Katische Haberfield 0:00

Welcome to the Infinite Life Podcast. I'm your host, Kateesh Haberfield. This podcast is a journey of discovery as we learn how the soul evolves over various incarnations to understand all about the complexities of being a human being who has to bravely navigate, viewing life as a non-dualistic struggle between good and evil through consciousness-raising experiences that test our valor. This is the very last episode for this season, and it's the final episode for Miles. Now, Miles

Myles' Journey: Connecting with the Highest Self

Katische Haberfield 0:55

is going to have a look at what else is weighing him down. And in this session, what we're actually going to do is we're going to do two or three things. We're going to introduce him to his higher self so that he can feel and understand and embody what it is life like when he in resonance, in alignment with his higher self. So it's a feeling, a state of being.

Exploring the Inner Child

Katische Haberfield 1:25

And we also get him to connect with his inner child so he can get the feeling of lightness of a child so that he has these two states to compare his current life with, his higher self and his inner child. So he can ask himself when I make a decision: is this alignment with my higher self? And is this helpful for my inner child? Does it give me joy? Does it lift me up? Does it make me feel light? Or do I feel weighed down and burdened? Really important questions for Miles to be able to have a benchmark to set against. Then to lock it in,

Balancing Spiritual and Career Paths

Katische Haberfield 2:03

because Miles has been struggling with what is his path. And this is not the healer's path this session. This is spiritual weighing down. I felt as though Miles was being weighed down by his current career, which he's very, very good at, but it's not a spiritual career. Now his wife, Megan, has a spiritual career. She's a medium and a channeler, and she has a podcast. And sometimes we can compare ourselves to our other half. And if they're doing something that we're not doing, we can feel burdened, especially if you're the main bread owner of the family. You can feel burdened by your responsibilities to bring in the main income, not knowing who makes the main income in the family, but so to speak. And this can hold you back or hold you down from transitioning into a spiritual career. But not everybody's meant to have a spiritual path in this lifetime. Not everybody's meant to go on a spiritual career or be a medium or, you know, a healer. It's not the path for everyone because there are immense spiritual lessons that we can gain in non-spiritual roles. So we can be a very spiritual person as whatever it is that you do in your daily job, because there are things that we need to learn about the way we function and process and deal with emotions. And we may be here in this lifetime to heal emotions, for example, in relationships or to have healings in terms of the way that we interact with our children or family members. Just because we are married to somebody who has a spiritual healer's past for this lifetime doesn't necessarily mean that we're here to have a career that is spiritual. So I wanted to see for Miles,

Visualizing a Lighter Future

Katische Haberfield 3:57

could he look into the future in this lifetime and see a lighter, happier, more joyous version of Miles? And if that's so, what would Miles be doing? What would he see? What would his subconscious mind show him is one of the potentials. Remember, there are millions of potentials. But we just asked Myles to show him one potential where he felt weighed down and worse than he is now. And second one, show us a potential where he feels lighter, more joyous, and less burdened by life. Specifically in terms of his career. So that's what I asked Miles to do for this session was to leave him with the lasting impressions of what it feels like to feel weighed down, depressed, anxious, and burdened, how he can then contrast that with the feelings of lightness and joy in life, and which ways he could potentially go. At any time, every decision we make sets us potentially on a different timeline. And perhaps the things that he saw in this episode are no longer relevant because he's made a million decisions in between now and then. But when he listens to this podcast episode, hopefully it will re-jig his memory because Archangel Michael says he needs to revisit this. Most importantly, Miles has to get in touch with his inner child to find that joy, that lightness, so that he can bring the lightness into his every day. So once again, thank you for joining us. I hope you found this season interesting. If you'd like to know more information about what I do now, because this session was recorded over a year ago, nearly more like a year and a half ago, you can head to kateesh.com. Until then, take care, namaste. Let the light flow into your legs, flowing through your hips, flowing through your upper and lower legs, flowing to your feet and your toes, going deeper within into the feelings of deep healing calm. Now let this light flow through your whole body, surrounding your whole body like a healing protection cocoon of light. Imagine this creates a protective layer of light around you. You can see everything through this light of relaxed, healing, calm. Light is always around you. Now you're tuned into it. See your core qualities of wise, loving energy come to the forefront.

Guided Meditation: Ascending the Staircase

Katische Haberfield 6:59

And now I want you to see that in front of you there is a staircase. And Miles, today you're going to choose does that staircase that's in front of you go up or down?

SPEAKER_01 7:15

Let's go up. Up. Okay.

Katische Haberfield 7:18

So I want you to see that it has 20 steps, and the staircase goes up into a blue sky or a white spacious radiance. As I count upwards from one to twenty, you can ascend higher and higher into a place you can create and discover, like a temple, a garden, or a pure wise energy. With one, notice the staircase's colour and texture, maybe white like clouds that move you effortlessly higher with every step. With two, three, getting higher. Four five and higher. Six awareness expanding. Seven eight as you can approach a dimension of your superconscious mind. Nine ten up to a place where we can request your spirit guides, your inner soul child and your higher self to help you. eleven twelve, where we can meet with members of your soul group if required. thirteen fourteen and the soul council fifteen sixteen to assist with the current issues to do with spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical weight. seventeen eighteen and the journey through the lives as many lifetimes as the soul has. Step now into a pure spiritual dimension now. Here the deepest levels of your mind can open up and you can remember everything. Find a place where you can rest surrounded and filled with light. The spiritual dimension has elements of form and formlessness that arise and dissolve into each other. We can start imagining a pure white room with a white chair and a movie screen showing a pristine garden and temple. This is a place you can connect with nature and your true nature. Here you are safe with a protective layer of light around you that you can take with you as you step through the screen into the scene. So imagine stepping through and entering a garden with a temple. Notice the garden's plants like red roses and yellow sunflowers. Notice the short trees with fruits like oranges. Notice the green grass and leaves. Look up to see a clear blue sky and tall trees with high violet flowers. The trees can sway in the breeze and stay secure because of their deep roots. Here you can connect with the highest spiritual part of your being, knowing part of you that is always securely grounded. So make your way through to the garden to the healing temple where you can sit or recline comfortably. Notice or create a crystal above you. Let this be a channel to send focused energy to your body. Imagine a blue color flowing to your throat and a purple color flowing to your forehead and third eye. Imagine you can float up and see your body reclining from the temple ceiling. Notice the physical form of the body, the energy form and color. Ask for or send whatever cleansing, healing, or strengthening energy you need to go beyond one body and into your soul's journey.

Meeting the Higher Self and Inner Child

Katische Haberfield 11:04

But first, I would like to invite your higher self to step forward.

SPEAKER_01 11:12

And let me know when you can feel the energy of your higher self. I can feel it.

Katische Haberfield 11:23

Okay. Alright, thank you, Miles' higher self, for coming today. Now, one of the things that I wanted to do for Miles today was to formally, although in all meditations he can feel you, you're the white light that surrounds him and is always with him. I'd like to do a formal introduction so that Miles knows your core values, so that he can know when something is happening in his life that is directly opposite to his core values, and so he can bring back his feelings towards how you feel. So higher self, first of all, do you I know it's gonna be a different kind of a name. My higher self is Azul. What is your actual higher self name?

SPEAKER_01 12:14

Takar? Tikkar.

Katische Haberfield 12:19

Okay. And can you please demonstrate to Miles through an energetic feeling how your core values feel? What is Miles's souls or your higher selves? What's your core values? Can you express that inner feeling so Miles can feel that all through his body now?

SPEAKER_01 12:51

I guess it would be best described as a hug, an embrace. When you feel it, how do you feel? Excitement.

SPEAKER_03 13:15

One of those feelings that you get where you can't stand still with happiness. Um I guess uh the feeling you would get would be similar to you get really happy about something you weren't sure that would happen. Maybe a first date, a first kiss, one of those kind of feelings where you just you want to burst at the seams almost? J Exactly. Like a flex or a jump, and usually it involves uh chest squeezing of some sort.

Katische Haberfield 13:52

Okay. Alright, and so we're searching for words that represent your higher self's core values.

SPEAKER_01 14:02

This may be shown to you in images or actual you might hear words. I guess just guiding.

SPEAKER_03 14:16

Almost like all lifetimes you're guiding to make sure that they choose the right path, but you can't make those choices for them. Like a parent can help, but you can't force people to do what's right. And you can give examples and speak to them like a conscience. But you can't give all the answers. It's too much information, too overwhelming, and never understand it. So you just give that kind of conscience feeling of just right and wrong and try and guide them on their way.

SPEAKER_01 15:09

Okay.

Katische Haberfield 15:10

So, um, higher self, I I was hoping you could show Miles an example in his own life where something was a situation was presenting to him that was producing the energy or a feeling within Miles that is the direct opposite of the embodiment of who Miles' soul is unfortunately it happens often.

SPEAKER_03 15:45

It's the feeling of of self-doubt and uh almost depression. When you try and achieve a goal and you don't get it, and you just feel that that sense of loss, um that would be the exact opposite because you should learn from those experiences and try and be successful next time and not weigh in on those losses. That feeling is exactly the opposite. An example would be when he lost his job at one point. Um and that that was a big low, but it was to open other opportunities.

Katische Haberfield 16:31

Can you show him that moment when he lost his job and let him feel for the moment that sense of loss and then show him the feeling that you wanted him to feel in terms of that it was actually bringing this new opportunity, the sense of excitement, so that he can stop in the moment when he's feeling these feelings, pause, reconnect with you to get the wisdom that he needs to find in these moments so that he doesn't spiral down into depression and self-doubt.

SPEAKER_01 17:41

Okay. Did you get that difference, Miles?

Katische Haberfield 17:48

Yes, yes, I did. Okay, great. So what I want you to do for the future, Miles, is anytime you feel yourself in that moment where you're feeling that opposite feeling, I want you to stop, center yourself, and look for the feeling that you've just felt now, okay?

unknown 18:08

Okay.

Katische Haberfield 18:09

That will recenter you to your higher self, okay? So this is what I'm trying to get is that the power is within you because your higher self is always with you. Your higher self is always within you. So at any moment you can tap into that feeling and reconnect with your higher self, okay? Okay, nothing that you need is outside of you. All of the wisdom is inside of you, yes?

SPEAKER_03 18:36

Yes.

Katische Haberfield 18:36

Because you carry it with you always. Perfect. And would your higher self like to impart any other wisdom or knowledge right now before we move on?

SPEAKER_03 18:55

The only thing is to just listen to that conscience and that voice in the back of your head instead of listening to how you feel in the moment.

SPEAKER_01 19:09

Okay. Okay, beautiful.

Katische Haberfield 19:20

Thank you so much for coming today. And could you bring in the soul's inner child, please?

SPEAKER_01 19:32

Miles, let me know when you see, feel, hear, or sense the energy of your soul's inner child.

SPEAKER_02 19:51

Okay.

SPEAKER_01 19:52

Okay. Does it represent you as a small boy or a small girl?

Katische Haberfield 19:58

Or neither small girl. Small boy? Okay. Okay, and my small boy has a name.

SPEAKER_01 20:04

Does your small boy have a name? No. No, okay, that's again. Not that I know yet.

Katische Haberfield 20:16

Okay, all right. If he wants to reveal it, shy. Shy, okay. All right. What I want you to feel now is the pure energy of the small child of the soul.

SPEAKER_01 20:43

And what springs to your mind? Just playful and just innocent and shy. It's just the energy I'm getting. Okay. And what does this soul child crave for?

SPEAKER_03 21:14

Just attention like any other child.

Katische Haberfield 21:19

And in order to be able to invite your small souls child to participate and help you, just like your inner higher self would help you, how can you ask them to step out of their shyness to assist you?

SPEAKER_01 21:38

What do they need from you? Just more attention. And uh just I guess that's self love. What it needs Okay. Take his hand and see yourself go down on your knees and pull him in for a hug. Okay.

SPEAKER_02 22:36

Okay.

Katische Haberfield 22:38

All right. Now the reason that I'm inviting you to do that, Miles, is because one of the benefits that you've had from doing these sessions is that you have begun to exercise again, haven't you? And the one wonderful thing that children have that we adults don't have is boundless energy, isn't it?

SPEAKER_03 22:56

Yes, a lot of it.

Katische Haberfield 22:58

A lot of energy. And they know how to approach things in a fun way. So what I invite you to do is from now on, before you do exercise, I invite you to connect with your small child, invite him to come along with you and see how you can tap into the energy, the joy, and the childlike playfulness as you approach life and exercise and taking care of your body. Because the small child doesn't look at their body and hate it, does do they? No. A small child is at one with wonder with how their fingers work, how their toes work, they find digestion and noises that the bodies make hilarious and interesting and funny. And so I invite you to tap in uh each time that you have thoughts that may be negative or positive about your body, about food, and about exercise, I want you to, like you did with your higher self, I want you to stop. In your mind, invite your small child to connect and then connect with the energy of the small child to see how you can shift or move the situation and/or work together. Because what you'll find is when you invite the small child to do things with you, you will have greater vigor and energy and zest for life. You'll see things in a more playful situation and with more curiosity and wonder.

SPEAKER_01 24:40

Okay. Okay. And is your small child happy to do that?

Katische Haberfield 24:46

Yes. Perfect. Okay, thank you for coming along today. And now I am going to ask them to both step back. And I would like to know what is the energy that has been with us this whole time since we started this session today.

SPEAKER_01 25:04

Very strong energy. I'm sensing a blue light, but I'm not getting any any names. Okay. All I'm seeing is blue. Okay.

Katische Haberfield 25:32

And with that blue light energy like to step forward and make itself known?

SPEAKER_01 25:46

Um not saying anything it seems familiar.

SPEAKER_03 25:57

Um as if we should know already.

SPEAKER_01 26:00

Is it not Michael?

SPEAKER_03 26:01

Surrounding. It's just surrounding all of us.

SPEAKER_01 26:07

I would guess so, because that's the only thing that sounds right.

SPEAKER_03 26:17

It's just blue all around and it's just familiar.

SPEAKER_01 26:21

Okay.

SPEAKER_03 26:22

The sense I'm getting is we already know what it is.

SPEAKER_01 26:25

Okay.

Katische Haberfield 26:26

Alright. And would this blue light energy like to impart some wisdom or take you on a journey somewhere there where you need to see something today that's relevant to emotional, physical, spiritual weight?

SPEAKER_03 26:52

Showing me it's just an open field like a I don't know, almost like a blank canvas, is the kind of feeling that I'm getting.

unknown 27:03

Okay.

SPEAKER_01 27:04

Can you step into the open field? I am, and it's just it's weird because it's it's an open field, but it's all blue. Okay.

SPEAKER_03 27:28

It's almost like it's uh like all energy, but but it it's blank.

SPEAKER_01 27:36

Okay. Like a new start. There's nothing there, no other life or anything. Just grass and that's just it's blank. Okay.

Katische Haberfield 27:57

Alright. So what I want you to do is to how are you represented in this new start? Oh, I think I've got what it is. Is this is this representative of the future that we need to see into based on a decision you're about to make?

SPEAKER_01 28:27

I'm not getting that straight, yes or no. Possibly. Possibly. All right.

Katische Haberfield 28:35

What I would like you to do, just give me a second and just what I want you to do is I want you to imagine now that in this field you can see a mirror. And is the mirror just gonna be created out of nowhere? I want you to focus in on the mirror. Notice the shape and color of your mirror, and I want you to imagine your present-day face reflected in the mirror. I want you to see your eyes and your inner energy. Now, I want you to imagine your face a few years from now, as you have been able to become lighter and lighter, removing burdens, heavy energy, heavy physical things that are holding you back, holding you down mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. And I want you to see that if you keep focusing on your future life face, that you'll be able to see that you can walk through that mirror and into a tunnel. And it's going to take you into a future life relating to your path that we have been exploring the last three sessions, where you see a positive change to your trajectory that is the result of what you have been doing in regards to emotional, physical, and spiritual weight. So you can walk into the tunnel, and with five, the garden fate, the garden fades behind you, and the tunnel darkens. With four, you come into the mirror again, which is a soft light, so you can see your future light face coming into focus. With three, getting clearer, and you realize that you are actually walking straight into this future life scene. The light growing and drawing you forward with one, ready to step into the future life with zero now. So,

Future Self: Insights and Guidance

Katische Haberfield 31:11

Miles, what's the first thing that you notice?

SPEAKER_01 31:18

I I don't look as as old as I thought I would. Okay. That was nice. What do you notice about yourself? I'm definitely in in better shape. I look similar, um just in much better shape. Which was good to see.

Katische Haberfield 31:58

So is this you of this lifetime? Is this you of this lifetime, but just later on down the track?

SPEAKER_03 32:04

Yes, yeah.

Katische Haberfield 32:05

Yeah, okay, okay, so you're feeling happier?

SPEAKER_01 32:09

What else do you notice about the future you? What are you doing? Occupation wise. Um have my own business and uh a couple businesses. What kind of businesses are they?

SPEAKER_03 32:37

I personally don't work them very often. I just visit so I own them.

SPEAKER_01 32:46

Um So you're an owner rather than an employee mindset? Yes.

unknown 32:53

Okay.

SPEAKER_01 32:56

What kind of businesses are they, Miles? It's uh drive-in and it's like a coffee barista type deal. Mm-hmm. Sell smoothies, coffees, that kind of thing, and then movie theater.

SPEAKER_03 33:25

That's the businesses.

Katische Haberfield 33:28

Okay. And can you show the miles of now the point in time where you made a decision that enabled you to change your occupation? That allowed you to lighten the load mentally and physically Yes, and it's coming fairly soon.

SPEAKER_01 33:55

Okay, great.

Katische Haberfield 34:00

And you feel a bit apprehensive about Miles, so what does the future Mars want to say to you to quell that apprehension?

SPEAKER_03 34:12

Just take this as evidence to to believe in yourself.

SPEAKER_01 34:17

Okay.

SPEAKER_03 34:18

Gotta take that first leap and it's all easy from there.

SPEAKER_01 34:24

Great.

Katische Haberfield 34:27

And it's all easy from there, that's the important words. Can you ask your future self to show you another benefit of going forward with this path and lightening the load mentally and emotionally? What else transpires for you by shifting for you?

SPEAKER_01 34:56

You and your family.

SPEAKER_03 35:05

Able to travel more.

SPEAKER_01 35:09

Do more work with the kids and for yourself and your inner child. Lots of benefits.

SPEAKER_03 35:31

Yes, yes, the big ones.

Katische Haberfield 35:33

Okay, all right. And so what I want you to do is I want you to ask your future self to take you back to the moment in time where you made this decision, and instead of making the decision, choose one of the other options that present themselves to you.

SPEAKER_01 36:04

And follow how your life would change if you chose a different option.

Katische Haberfield 36:15

No, it doesn't have to be that the other one is all doom and gloom. It can be that there's another potential positive lightning option in the mix. So your mind knows which to show you.

SPEAKER_03 36:32

It's just more of the same.

Katische Haberfield 36:34

More of the same, okay. And how do you feel with more of the same?

SPEAKER_01 36:41

Bad. Bad, okay.

SPEAKER_03 36:46

Yeah, I felt like it it's definitely different, especially for not just me, but the rest of the family too. It's like the it's like the business that's opened up doors for my kids that aren't as decisive on what they want to do with their life. So it just gave them some more options and things like that so that they could grow and and get on their feet and and move on with their lives, but it's like more of the same, it's like they don't have that opportunity and just live with us for really long time.

Katische Haberfield 37:35

I wonder about for Megan, how does this feel for her?

SPEAKER_03 37:39

It's it exactly, it's the same thing because she had more opportunities with the change as opposed to more of the same. She didn't get to pursue her things she wanted to do.

SPEAKER_01 37:55

Okay.

SPEAKER_03 37:56

Because we needed the needed her to do the same with her job because we need both incomes, so it was not good.

Katische Haberfield 38:07

Alright, okay. So can you feel how the difference in the emotional feeling in your mind and in the you that stayed the same, did that person how did that person look in comparison to right now?

SPEAKER_01 38:28

Heavier and not happy. Okay. It was like nine day. Okay. All right, so we've got the picture.

Katische Haberfield 38:42

Can we bring in any insight about how you can use your spirit guides and your higher self and inner child, inner soul child, to help you navigate the emotions so that you can more easily choose the lighter path. So any words of advice that they can give you or signs to look for, signs are good.

SPEAKER_03 39:20

I'm just here and just listening to like your inner voice and just those gut feelings and that feeling in your chest when you're really excited.

Katische Haberfield 39:31

Mm-hmm.

SPEAKER_03 39:32

That's how you know it's the right decision.

Katische Haberfield 39:35

Okay, and uh there's this doubt that I can feel in the back of your mind, Miles. You said drive in. Do you mean like a a food drive-in? Is that what you mean? Like a drive-thru, we call them in Australia. What is the drive-in?

SPEAKER_03 39:52

Movie theater.

Katische Haberfield 39:53

Oh, movie theater. Oh, that's fun. Yeah. Movie theater, cool. All right, so that's good to clarify. And the coffee place is a drinks-based option, yeah. So it's not like a hungry jacks or anything. Yeah. Okay, cool. All right, perfect. So you can be assured, Miles, that these are not going to contribute to a sedentary lifestyle or a life where you are eating the wrong kind of food because it's your business. And what's the other benefit there that you get in your mind now in terms of your son, your other son?

SPEAKER_01 40:39

Just more time.

Katische Haberfield 40:56

Um, so if you have got both scenarios very clear in your mind and you can lock in now that feeling of the lightness, excitement, happiness, you know, that the other alternative will bring, I'd like to take you back to the chair where you were lying in before you stepped into the field.

SPEAKER_01 41:40

Let me know when you're there.

SPEAKER_03 41:44

I'm there.

Katische Haberfield 41:45

Okay. And I just want you to float above your body and just do a quick scan for me to make sure that there's no extra energy that needs moving, no lights or colors or sounds that are over your body that you can detect today.

SPEAKER_01 42:11

No. No? Okay, perfect. And can I call in Archangel Michael for just one last time? Yes. Hi, Michael. Thanks for coming.

Katische Haberfield 42:28

We couldn't finish off a series of three without a last word. So we've shown Miles a future scenario. I was wondering before we close out, is there anything else that you'd like to say to him or show to him?

SPEAKER_01 42:51

I guess I would say just re-listen over everything.

SPEAKER_03 43:01

And maybe take some mental notes, actually, physical notes, because you'll probably remember, 'cause memory's not the best. So just uh repetition and notes and just really listen to yourself. I think everything that he needed to get out of this session and his he's gotten out of it, he just has to remember it. That's the key.

Katische Haberfield 43:32

Yeah, yeah. Okay. Alright. And so we've cleared all lifetimes that needed to be covered and but all past lives and inner child work that needed to be covered.

SPEAKER_03 43:46

He's still got work to do, but in for right now, yes.

SPEAKER_02 43:50

Yes.

SPEAKER_01 44:06

Okay. All right. Good.

Conclusion and Final Thoughts

Katische Haberfield 44:09

All right. So thank you, Archangel Michael. We will let him finish the session before he loses that feeling. So we lock it in. Um before Miles drifts and float away floats away. Miles, I want you to if you have no further questions for Archangel Michael, then you can drift away and float away.

SPEAKER_01 44:41

Absolutely no questions at all. Drift away, float away. Drift away, float away, and then when you're ready, we're going to do it.