A Mother’s Love Never Leaves: A Starseed Regression and Emotional Connection Across Lifetimes

What happens when a connection from another lifetime doesn’t end?

In this starseed regression, Vivian accesses a non-Earth lifetime and uncovers the source of ongoing fatigue and sensitivity in her current life.

During the session, a presence identifies itself as her mother, explaining that she “lost her” and is still there to “protect her.” What unfolds reveals how love, grief, and connection can continue beyond a single lifetime—and how those bonds can still be felt in the body and energy today.

In this episode:

• A real starseed regression into a non-Earth lifetime
 • A presence identifying as “her mother” during the session
 • “I lost her” — an emotional connection carried across lifetimes
 • “I’m here to protect her” — protection and its impact on energy
 • Why you may feel drained or affected by energy around you
 • How connections from other lifetimes can influence your current state
 • Releasing connection and restoring your own energy

Transcript

S 4 Ep 8.

Katische Haberfield: Hi, if you'd like to move forward, please. My name is Katische and you are with Katische and Vivian here today. We would be keen to know and make your acquaintance. We come with good spirit and intention and pure peace. Could you please let us know if you have ever had a human body?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: No.

Katische Haberfield: No. And do you have a name that you go by?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: No. No name.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. Now I was just wondering, have you been with Vivian for a while?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. Okay. And how did you meet Vivian

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: in the galaxy?

Katische Haberfield: In the galaxy. And would, do you come from a location, a planet where she has previously resided herself?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. Perfect. And may I be privileged to know where you come from, please? If you're not sure if my intention, you can look in my eyes and see that pure intention, I am benevolent.

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Quan.

Katische Haberfield: Beautiful. Thank you very much. And have you been with Vivian for a while, dear?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes,

Katische Haberfield: and I, just wanna check respectfully, is there a term I always tend to call people dear and darling. How would, what do you like to be addressed as

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: it's okay.

Katische Haberfield: It's okay. Alright, darling. Now I would like to know what was your purpose?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: I'm here to protect Vivian.

Katische Haberfield: You're here to protect her are you?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. Why does she need protecting darling?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: She was a little girl.

Katische Haberfield: It's okay. She was your little girl or no?

It's okay. Tell me your story. Tell me the story. You're safe here.

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: I lost her.

Katische Haberfield: You lost her?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

I just,

I, I wanted to protect her.

Katische Haberfield: So you lost her and then you found her again, is that right?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

How did you, how did it come to be that you lost her? Were you out traveling or

She was dying.

Katische Haberfield: She was dying.

Okay. That's very sad.

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Did she have an illness or was there a war on your planet or how did she become? Was it just her time? What, happened, darling?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: She ate poison.

Katische Haberfield: Oh,

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: accidentally.

Katische Haberfield: how did she find the poison?

Vivian Watson: It was plant

Katische Haberfield: a plant.

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Okay.

And how old was she? I, I don't know if you have ages, like we humans have ages. We have a different concept of, time. So we, number it by years. How do you, measure the age of a child?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: She small child

Katische Haberfield: And were you her mother?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes, mother.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. And so she, she crossed over, she died and then she reincarnated on earth. Is that right?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. Okay. And sometimes it's customary that you can put some kind of a, device in to monitor and track and help people of your own kind come back home rather than being physically with them.

Did you do that as well, or is it just your presence? That's protecting her. Does you have a tracking device?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: No. I, want, I wanted to be with her.

Katische Haberfield: You wanted to be with her. Okay.

And did you have other children?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. And who's looking after them now?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: I, don't know.

Katische Haberfield: You dunno? You've been with Vivian for a while, right?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes. Yeah.

Katische Haberfield: Vivian's a grown woman now and she has her own children. And I'm wondering about your other children, don't you think that you can see Vivian is well and happy and safe and she has people to love her.

Yes, she's doing very well here.

Isn't she?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. And she's using her spiritual strength, isn't she?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. So I'm wondering darling, if it's time for you to return to find your other children who need you.

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes, but I, don't want to let go.

Katische Haberfield: I know you don't want to. A mother is never out of her child's heart. And you don't physically have to be with her you understand energy principles. And you understand that you can send her feelings and wishes and thoughts from afar because we're all energetically connected.

Aren't we?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. Because the thing is here now that she's chosen to reincarnate on earth, she's got a very specific job to do. Doesn't she?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. And she needs all her energy. Doesn't she?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. And she's been very tired and drained. Hasn't she?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes, she has.

Katische Haberfield: And you've been worried about that haven't you?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. So do you know one of the really important things that you could do to help her?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes help her with her energy, you could go home because when you do that, you can still communicate with her. But you won't be using her human energy. Do you understand how important that is?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes, I do.

Katische Haberfield: You do? Okay. And do you have a form of light language that you speak?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Have you told that to Viv?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: No.

Katische Haberfield: No. Okay. So for example here on earth right now is a great time of human beings, learning light language, and you can communicate with Vivian and she can draw symbols and paint symbols and, learn light language that way.

And that is how you can communicate with her. She can also speak light language if it's so desired and part of her sole contract to do so. there are ways that you can contact with her and communicate with her. So you're not actually letting her go. It's just that you're not physically attached to her proximity.

Do you understand that stand that?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. And how do you feel about communicating with her in light language?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: It feels very good.

Katische Haberfield: It feels very good. And do you wish to do that through movement or painting or drawing or wor the actual mouth communications? What form of light language do you wish to communicate with Vivian too?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Movement

Katische Haberfield: Beautiful. Yes. Okay. And is there a sign symbol color, shape, or feeling that will, excuse me, communicate with Vivian so that she knows that there's a light language transmission coming in.

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yeah. Blue light,

a blue light. Okay. So we've got a blue light and you're going to communicate with Vivian via the movement based light language, which is just really beautiful because that's, a wonderful healing energy as well that Vivian can use in her work as a, priestess here on earth.

Katische Haberfield: Can't she?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. So how are you feeling about that? Are you feeling much better now?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. Perfect. And do you have any messages that you wish to communicate with Vivian before you go today?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: You are so loved.

Katische Haberfield: Oh, darling.

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Goodbye.

Katische Haberfield: Oh, goodbye.

Remember it's not goodbye. Okay.

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: We wish you God speed and travel well be safe. And your children, your other children are really looking forward to seeing you. Okay.

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Are you ready to leave now, darling?

Vivian's Galactic mum from Quan: I am.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. Thank you. We love you and goodbye, please. Let go now.

Vivian Watson: Okay, Vivian, has she gone now?

Yes.

And now it's time to go. Take Vivian on the little galactic journey to meet her mum and see what happened to her.

Katische Haberfield: Now you may see or hear or sense your spirit guide. I don't want you to tell me when they come and what their name is.

So Vivian, who's come to meet us today,

Vivian: sky.

Katische Haberfield: Hi sky. Thanks for coming again, sky. I know that you've been listening in. Are you here to transport Vivian to her galactic mother?

Vivian: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. Okay, perfect. And are you ready to go now or do you have some pieces of wisdom and information tell Vivian first

Vivian: he's touching

my heart. There's a lot of light coming from his hand. Now he's touching my head. I can feel this beautiful light surrounding me.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. Beautiful.

Vivian: And he's giving me like a, a scripture

And we're ready now.

Katische Haberfield: All right. If you can take sky's hand and float and drift away. Now, we're going to find your galactic mother who we met in the previous session. One of our first sessions, I think it was.

And sky, if you could take us back to that location, to that planet and to that time, so that we can enter the lifetime where Vivian was a small child who is about to eat a plant. So vivine just float away with sky. And let me know when you reach the planet.

Vivian: I see a lot of light, like purple, light and there are, it's this beings looking down at me They have like long heads and yeah, they look like Extra Terrestrials and sorts.

Katische Haberfield: What color are these beings?

Vivian: It seemed made of lightb and it's a lot of blue and purple and a little green, the colors vary.

Katische Haberfield: And are we at a location which is quite commonly known or is this a, location that is not on the current human radar, so to speak?

Vivian: Yeah, doesn't look like anything

being familiar, just like pillars of light. It's like a temple. Native light, something like that.

Katische Haberfield: And of often the sounds don't translate, but does this location have a name or a sound or anything like that, knowing that you can speak sounds that your human voice is not accustomed to, to,

Vivian: I get something like shock, or Shakti, something like that.

Katische Haberfield: And can you find the energetic being there that represents your mother?

She should be walking towards you.

Vivian: Yes. I, can sense her.

Katische Haberfield: And how can, how do you see yourself? How do you sense yourself right now?

Vivian: I am like, like them, but I am small and I am like, yeah, like a child, like I am

rounder

Katische Haberfield: you're Randa.

Yes. And do you have masculine or feminine energy or do you have are you androgynous?

Vivian: It feels feminine.

Katische Haberfield: And your mom is here to escort you back to that moment in time the, day of your life, where you had your accident, but we, before you have your, accident in eating the wrong plant, we just want you to have your memories restored to what your life was like on this particular planet. So we wanna know if you have an, what your name is, how you live, paint us a picture of your daily life.

Suspend all disbelief.

Vivian: Yes,

my, my mother is putting her hands on my head and she's really happy and really excited to make me remember. She's so happy. I have a little crown on my head. That's some sort of princess or something. It's, weird because nothing looks like what we are accustomed to, but I have this feeling of a playful energy, lots of joy and laughter. Like a happy child. But not there's nothing that looks familiar here. Nothing I can compare to it's, like everything is, made of light people are, people live in communities. There's a very strong feeling of community here. It's as if there was some sort of collective consciousness we are individuals, but there's a collective consciousness as well. And we all feel part of a whole it's it's not conceivable even to not to be a part. the community, okay. And everybody has a role here. It's feels like very advanced society. Everybody has their role and every role is important and it's like very honorable. There are no differences, like no hierarchies or things,

Katische Haberfield: Yep.

Vivian: And it's very, loving it's. Yeah.

Katische Haberfield: And oh, so your mom is there, do you have a dad?

Or two mums.

Vivian: Yes, I can. I can feel, male

energy.

Katische Haberfield: Yes.

And what do you know about your mother and father? What are they telling you about them?

Vivian: I get the work keepers seems like they are

keepers of knowledge.

Teachers probably

keepers of a library. They teach, I think, yes Okay. And then this, is a role that it's, it passes on from parents to children.

Katische Haberfield: And do you, are you the only child or in your family?

Vivian: Yes, it seems I'm the only time.

Katische Haberfield: So it is expected that you would, take on this role of keeper and teacher of knowledge?

Vivian: Yes. Okay.

Katische Haberfield: And do you have a name that we can identify you with in this lifetime?

Or is it a symbol or a sound or color, or how does it how's it expressed how you identified as an individual?

Vivian: I,

get the same, like shock or Shakti or something

like that. But that's very similar to the location's name.

So how does how are you, distinguished from the location?

I see a,

K the letter.

Katische Haberfield: K that's. Okay. That's that? Okay. Okay.

And do you have the princess crown because this keepers role is, special, even though there is no hierarchy.

Vivian: Yes.

It's cause it's a very important role. Some sort of like they're priests, right?

Yeah, there they, teach, but it's, like there are priest, and priestesses and yeah they, looks like they are wearing crowns too.

Katische Haberfield: And in time in for the human mind to conceptualize for Vivian to understand, are we talking? We know that there's no such thing as time out past Earth's location, really, but for Vivian's mind, is this particular lifetime before or after? Are we looking at the Vivian's future? It can't be because she's re reincarnated in earth now, and mum came to earth.

So this must be before. Is that right?

Vivian: It's like

hard to tell because the concept of time is, Here. Yeah.

Katische Haberfield: And where do you live?

Vivian: Just else? We can call it that next to the library the library is like a temple as well. It functions as a library and temple. Yeah. There's like a House next to it. It's everything is made of light

Katische Haberfield: So if you're a light being and everything is made of light, does that mean that you are fueled by light as well? So there's no need for the human concept of water and, air and materials that need to be grown to be digested, to survive.

Vivian: I have a sense that, we do eat yeah, it's we grow our food or something like that.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. That would make sense because you, had to eat a Berry is how you, yeah. So can you take us to that last day of your lifetime on this planet and talk us through your day to see how the accident happened.

Vivian: It was like a sort of with like trees and things, but it looks very, different from, earth videos, like out in what be in nature. There were a lot of people there it's like a gathering and there's some sort of celebration and I was playing, I just wondered away from

I don't know how it happened. I have this feeling of being playing I don't then

I like feeling very sick and I had never felt like that.

Katische Haberfield: And what happened when your mom found you?

Vivian: I think I have already died when she found me. I have this feeling of watching everything from above.

Katische Haberfield: Okay.

So you had Al already become crossed over, but before she found you.

Vivian: Yes. Yeah I was witnessing everything from, above my soul.

Katische Haberfield: And let us know. Can you hear the language that she speaks to you? I'm gonna assume she's speaking to you in light language. Is that correct? What does her language sound like to you?

Or is it a telepathic language? Does it have a sound like the human voice has a sound or is it silent? Like a telepathic communication?

Vivian: It does have a sound.

Katische Haberfield: Now I want your mother to please help us here. If she can do what she needs to do to put the sound inside your head as Vivian and pass on the transmission so that you may be able to speak your native tongue

as easily as you speak both Spanish and English.

If you would like, you can allow your mother to speak through you so we can hear the tongue, or you can just have a go at speaking it yourself.

It's not like a human language where we think about what we wanna say first, when we speak galactic or a light language, we speak first think later

Vivian: I hear her say

something like Shawntlaval.

I'm that's, what I hear her saying.

Katische Haberfield: That's good. Perfect. And do you see her transmit any light codes?

Vivian: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: And what is she telling you about these special gifts or talents or healing abilities or sacred knowledge that you have carried with you into your life as Vivian from this lifetime or that you have with you, but you haven't activated that she can activate for you now.

Vivian: It feels me

really, proud and really, happy that I am willing to remember.

She's doing something with my third eye. I think she used to do that. She used to massage my third eye with ointment oils. She's telling me to see with the third eye she's

she means something like don't

don't believe what your regular eyes see. See with the third eye. Shotmatha.

And now she's doing something with my ears. I have this feeling that save my ears were opening .

Listen to the silence besides listen to the wisdom of silence. This, brings me to the air. Like I could find messages in the air.

Katische Haberfield: Great.

Vivian: And

now she's doing something with my hands and she's opening the chakras of my hands. You see a lot of light coming from

my hands.

Katische Haberfield: Beautiful. Thank you.

Wow.

Vivian: It's opening the oh, amazing. It's opening more and more. It was like, there was like this little trigger of light at the beginning, but now it's like huge.

The, light occurs coming through my

hands.

Katische Haberfield: Perfect. Can you feel them in your hands now? Everything.

Vivian: Yes. I can feel that a

lot. Yeah. So a lot of

heat. Yes.

She's

telling me to use that wisely. To help.

And she says don't, forget to help yourself

first.

Katische Haberfield: Yes. Yes

Vivian: And, she's telling me that I am allowed. I am allowed to use all of this. Now she's rubbing my feet as well. And there's a lot of light coming from my feet as well. This

has to do with the certainty of my path.

Katische Haberfield: Good.

Vivian: It's if my feet know where they are going yeah. Just let them take you. Is what I feel they know where to go.

Katische Haberfield: Perfect.

Vivian: And now she's sending a lot of energy to my heart. I can tell lots of like blue purple energy. She says I'm allowed to use all of this now.

Katische Haberfield: Permission granted.

Vivian: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: Do you accept?

Vivian: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: What else do you know?

Vivian: I hear

it's like a, chant they they are chaning chanting. (speaks the chanting out loud- not translatable)

Katische Haberfield: Yeah.

What's the significance of the rainbow?

Sorry.

I just saw an image of a rainbow or something in your bedroom, your human bedroom that has to do with this lifetime. Something that she puts in your bedroom at night. Is that right? Or at daytime or some kind of a sign?

Vivian: Yeah.

Yeah, I

I'm feeling that I, I,

I, will get like answers to my questions through meditation. If I have questions on how to use this, I can ask and, meditation, I will receive

the answers.

Katische Haberfield: And did she give you any clues or guidance as to why you chose earth after this one? After this lifetime?

Is this something that you are here to do this lifetime that builds upon that life?

Vivian: that was the plan. The plan was to bring this knowledge to earth. When, the people were ready to receive it. It's. Just by

It's just by being and and

bringing this energy

Katische Haberfield: So it's not like a formal curriculum of knowledge that you are teaching?

Vivian: No, it feels more like just, being here, like just being with this energy, but I need to really be it like, this had to happen. They had to open me up for this energy's really, slow.

Katische Haberfield: Okay.

And whatever they're waiting for is now time, the timing is right. Is that correct?

Vivian: Yes.

Yeah. Yeah. She's really excited. It's really, happy. It's like she, she was waiting for this for so long.

Katische Haberfield: Yeah.

And is there any other advice that she wishes to give you today before we move away? Anything else? We need to see?

Vivian: Pay attention to my dreams.

She'll come to me in dreams. Just let my feet take me. Yeah.

Katische Haberfield: Okay.

And does she want you to go back to the angels now? Or does she want you to go to another galactic lifetime? What is her wish?

Vivian: She wants me to go back to the Angels.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. All right. Beautiful. Can you please turn and greet her and your father and all of the other light beings and thank them for their time and their healing today and their love and their guidance and their transmission of knowledge, and know that this is not goodbye.

You will speak to them via meditation and in your dreams.