Why You Fear Abandonment: A Starseed Past Life Regression and Soul Family Connection | Erica

Why do I have a fear of abandonment and where does it come from?

In this episode, you’ll hear a real past life regression session where the client accesses a starseed lifetime on another planet, revealing a core emotional pattern of abandonment and how it connects to relationships, identity, and soul family connections in the present life.

This session with Erica explores how past life experiences influence emotional wounds, spiritual abilities, and connections with people you know in your current life.

In this episode:

• A starseed past life on a water-based planet with non-human beings
 • The origin of a core abandonment wound across lifetimes
 • How past lives influence fear of abandonment in relationships
 • Recognising soul family members across lifetimes
 • A connection between past life relationships and people in this life
 • Working with energy and transmitting light codes across planets
 • How spiritual abilities show up in the current lifetime
 • Signs of spiritual communication (ringing in ears, light perception)
 • Emotional healing through past life regression

This episode is for listeners exploring past life regression, fear of abandonment, starseed identity, and emotional healing, especially those who feel strong emotional patterns in relationships or a sense of connection to specific people they cannot explain.

When you're making important decisions in your life or business, the questions you are asking deserve answers from the right level.

Hi, I’m Katische. I channel Archangels and spiritual beings in the light and translate higher spiritual intelligence into structured, implementable direction.  Book at Katische.com

Transcript

S4: Ep2: Erica  Starseed Podcast

Katische Haberfield: Welcome back to the Infinite Life Podcast. This week, we continued the star seeds season, and we're going to introduce you to a new friend of the podcast who will be with us in this season and next season. Her name is Erica and I met Erica through Megan and miles who are also guests of this season and guests of previous seasons. 

What's interesting about this episode is that it covers a number of spiritual concepts. And it shows just truly how interrelated and interlinked the people who appear on this podcast are. I've always said in all of the interviews on the podcast so far. That the people who are drawn to this podcast. 

Seemed to be interrelated with my soul and the journey that my soul has had through very many lifetimes. So it's always interesting to see the various connections being revealed in each episode. I've started to create separate playlists on YouTube now. So if you wish to follow the progress and the insights of the particular people who have come onto the podcast, you can watch all of their past life, future life, progressions, and star seed, and spirit releasement sessions as they come. 

So that you can see the journey through time of their soul. And you can understand that regression therapy is not a one-off. There are many different elements that are revealed over time. And each different element shows a intricate lesson. Or experience that the soul is and has been experiencing and it's all interlinked back to. 

Things that are coming up for healing and lessons to be learned in this lifetime. So today you're going to meet the lovely Erica. And Erica, apart from revealing a star seed lifetime. Is going to show you who on the podcast that we've met so far and already she is. Related to at a soul level. And I don't mean related like mother, daughter, sister, brother. I mean, 

Who's one of her. Soul family members. And, when you see who she's connected to, you'll see how then I am then connected to them as well. So it's very interesting. I almost want to sit down and start. Getting a white board and drawing diagrams, like family So family trees, because it's, it's really becoming quite interesting. 

So each one of these lessons, On the podcast. Well, they're not lessons they're behind the scenes with clients. But not only are they teaching spiritual concepts for you and I I'm learning your learning. Definitely the people who come on the, on the podcast. They're learning about themselves as well, but for me as well, it's. 

When we heal people within our own soul groups, we heal ourselves as well. So there's lots of personal lessons that I'm gaining as well as wanting to use this podcast as a vehicle for teaching, because. I don't really want to create a course. I want to create a legacy of fascinating books and podcast, episodes, and videos. 

That anybody can access at any time. To gain insights into their own lives and to understand spiritual concepts and the concept of reincarnation in this. Planet earth and amongst all locations in all universes and in the multi-verse. So I hope you enjoy this episode with Erica. And don't forget to share it on social media and leave me a comment so I can. Understand the insights that you're gaining into your own life from listening to the regressions of other podcasts family members.

Katische Haberfield: And I want you to let me know. When it seems that you are beginning to slow down and hover or go down onto the, of a new location,

Erica: I'm hovering.

Katische Haberfield: Now, when you begin to hover, can you describe what you're seeing? What does the location look like from where you are?

Erica: Really grassy, like rainforest type, but crystal clear waters. 

Katische Haberfield: Wow. Okay. Beautiful. 

Erica: But the sky's kinda red, sky. 

Katische Haberfield: All right. And are you able to orientate yourself so you can zoom down and be on the surface?

Erica: Not yet. 

Katische Haberfield: So having a look at this planet with the beautiful crystal clear waters, how does it make you feel to look at the planet?

Erica: Very light. Very light. 

Katische Haberfield: And what's your reaction to seeing it? Is it happiness, sadness, curiosity,

Erica: happiness, curiosity. 

Katische Haberfield: And can you see any animals or other beings on this planet from where.

Erica: Mermaids 

Katische Haberfield: Beautiful. And do they look like the Walt Disney kind of mermaid? Or how do they seem expressed to you?

Erica: Kind of like the Walt Disney, but not as humanlike. 

Katische Haberfield: And is it just the female of the species that looks like a mermaid or is there can you tell if it, what the males look like? 

Erica: It's both and their skin is not, like human flesh. 

Katische Haberfield: How could you describe it then? If it's not like human flesh, is it scaly or rough?

Transparent,

Erica: scaly, like transparent, like a blue color.

Katische Haberfield: Okay, lovely.

And if you were to look, can you see any animals,

Erica: a crab and dinosaur looking bird, 

Katische Haberfield: and this planet that we're about to visit, does it have a name that is pronounceable in human language or? 

Erica: I don't have a name. 

Katische Haberfield: And is it in the known human knowledge bank of galactic planets and locations? Or is it somewhere we haven't discovered currently?

Erica: Obsidian says yes, but I don't know it. 

Katische Haberfield: Okay. All right. That's okay. 

So obsidian, can you please help Erica to step into her past life avatar her past life source counterpart. So she may need to go down to the surface to do that so that we can see what form she takes in this lifetime. Erica, this will come into an awareness as your shape begins to shift.

And you'll notice whether you have feet or not, whether you have hands or not.

Erica: I don't have feet, no feet. 

Katische Haberfield: And do you feel masculine or feminine?

Erica: Masculine. 

Katische Haberfield: And do you feel a child age or an adult age in here? 

Erica: Adolescent. Like adolescent teenager. 

Katische Haberfield: And is there some way to verbalize a sound or is there a symbol? How do you, be a, how do you get addressed? Is there a name equivalent or identifies you as a unique individual?

Erica: I dunno. 

Katische Haberfield: That's okay. All right. And there are two ways that we go about having lives on other locations. We're either there for an experience like you are having an experience as a woman named Erica on earth right now. So you can be having an experience as a male on that planet, or you can be there to do a job, like you've been assigned a task.

Which one is it for you today?

Erica: I'm there in a journey.

Katische Haberfield: Are you able to ask your mind of all times to get this movie camera that's in your mind flowing and started. So crank up the movie screen in your mind and show us some scenes from this particular lifetime. So we get to know the story of yourself in this lifetime. What's important for us to see today.

Erica: I see myself hunting with a bow and arrow. But out of the water, almost like a sphere.

Katische Haberfield: And are you hunting for a bird or

a land animal? 

Erica: It's type of fish? 

Katische Haberfield: Fish? 

Erica: No, it's like a type of fish, but it's like a flying fish.

Katische Haberfield: Is it big or small? 

Erica: Medium? I keep seeing a girl 

Katische Haberfield: And is that girl a family member or your girlfriend? 

Erica: It seems like a romantic relationship and she's the same type of species as me. 

Katische Haberfield: And are you fishing together?

Erica: No, she's just watching.

Katische Haberfield: And how does it make you feel when you see her?

Erica: Very happy. 

Katische Haberfield: Lovely. And it here on earth, we can have descriptions like she has long blonde hair, blue eyes, petite features. How would you describe what she looks like? 

Erica: Pink, pink tail pinkish colored, long hair, but she's like an iridescent blue, like me.

Katische Haberfield: Okay. 

Erica: But more of a green tint.

Katische Haberfield: What else would you like to show us? What are your special talents in this lifetime

or skills or knowings?

Erica: Warrior fighting.

Katische Haberfield: Have you brought that spirit into Erica's life warrior spirit?

Erica: Yes, 

Katische Haberfield: I thought so. What else does Erica have as characteristics that are a bit of a spinoff from your lifetime?

Erica: Emotional. Clairvoyant. Telepathy 

Katische Haberfield: What would you like Erica to know today?

What advice do you have for her? What skills do you have that can be activated today? What is it that you'd like to pass on as a message to Erica?

Erica: They're always with me.

Katische Haberfield: And they're show, are they showing you how you can know that they're always with you?

Erica: Bluebird, Yeah.

And. They see, keep saying, continue to live my truth. 

They can see I've recently started doing that. And it's helpful. They have a sense of humor. 

Katische Haberfield: Good. We like people with a sense of humor.

Erica: Obsidian is me. 

Katische Haberfield: Oh, your name is Obsidian and you are Obsidian? 

Erica: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: Okay, perfect.

That's great. Thank you for that clarity and clarification.

Now, does Obsidian have a light language activation or a special activation at all that he can do for you that will help with any of your special skills that they would like to bring forward into your lifetime to help you during your incarnation on earth?

Erica: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: So Obsidian, if you would please like to start with that activation and let me know when it's complete. 

Erica: Oh, it sometimes 

when he says

He says that he has it but that I'm hard.

Katische Haberfield: I'm going to talk to Erica's subconscious mind now Erica's subconscious mind. I'm trying to establish contact here, please. Erica's subconscious mind if you can hear me, could you please respond?

Erica's subconscious mind: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: Yes. Okay. Thank you for chatting with me today. 

I just wanted to see if there was anything that you were afraid of as to why you are blocking this light language or this activation. Can I answer any questions for you today?

Do you have any observations or comments?

Erica: I have to be less stubborn and resistant. And do you understand that these galactic activations are in Erica's best and highest interest? 

Erica's subconscious mind: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: Erica's subconscious mind, if you could help me, it would be greatly appreciated if you could help assist Erica to lessen that stronghold on her mind to be more open at a ego level, to the healing and activations that are ready and waiting for her today.

Do you agree to help me with that? 

Erica's subconscious mind: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: Okay. I will let you go and do your work, their subconscious mind,

and obsidian, if you just give that a few seconds, then Erica's subconscious mind will clear the way for us. And Erica, when you feel ready, you can let obsidian know that you're ready to try again.

Erica: Okay, 

Katische Haberfield: perfect. Okay. Obsidian. So go ahead with your activation and let me know when it's complete.

Obsidian: It's complete.

Katische Haberfield: Perfect. Thank you. And the next question I have for you, obsidian is what was the purpose of your incarnation on this particular planet with the beautiful crystal clear waters? What experience were you there to gain?

Erica: To love without fear of abandonment. 

Katische Haberfield: To love without fear of abandonment

Erica: and to fight for my take care of people. 

Katische Haberfield: So to love, without fear of abandonment, do you have a history of abandonment in your soul?

Erica: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: And is it your core wound? 

Erica: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: Okay. Understand that I have that myself. And in this lifetime, the young girl that we saw you fishing with, does she become your partner? 

Erica: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: And on this planet, do you have children? Is that possible off spring of some sort? 

Erica: No not that I know of. I don't have any.

Katische Haberfield: And do you stay with her the whole lifetime so that you're not abandoned? Is that the, that what happens lifetime? 

Erica: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: Okay. Lovely. 

Erica: Yes, for life. 

Katische Haberfield: And 

in Erica's best sort and highest interest to examine this partner's face and energy. And know if it's somebody that she has incarnated with previous.

Obsidian: Yes, it is. 

Katische Haberfield: Erica, do you recognize this person?

Erica: I don't know. I feel like in one sense that it is Josh, my husband, and then as weird as it sounds, part of me feels like it's Megan. 

Katische Haberfield: I got Megan. 

But if we can ask obsidian to clarify which one it is,

Obsidian: it's Megan. 

Katische Haberfield: That's. Which is why you have that very intense connection in this lifetime. Isn't it? Okay. Beautiful. All right. Now is there anything else that we need to see in this lifetime, please sit in anything in particular in relation to fighting for your planet?

Erica: No, I did that with honor no.

Katische Haberfield: And I'm assuming this is not the lifetime of the galactic family that put the device in you, is it? 

Erica: No. 

Katische Haberfield: Okay. All right. Great. Obsidian, thank you for taking us and giving us a glimpse into your lifetime today, with your permission, we will take our leave. Are we fine to leave now Obsidian?

Erica: Okay.

Katische Haberfield: So Erica, we're just going to listen to the bowls again and we're gonna drift away and float away.

And what we're going to do is we're going to float towards another location as something important for you to know about today. And perhaps this will be the lifetime that is relevant to the implant, perhaps not. We'll see. So drifting and floating your way, focusing back into that hyper zoom, hyper leap mode and moving off to the next destination that your soul needs to see and letting me know when you get close.

Erica: I'm there. 

Katische Haberfield: Beautiful. Okay. And are you hovering or are you on the surface?

Erica: I'm on the surface. 

Katische Haberfield: And what does the surface look like please? 

Erica: Very orangeish. Really odd looking like a movie. Like tall salsa looking. I don't even know how to explain em.

Katische Haberfield: That's alright.

Erica: It's almost there's things in Arizona, but with, I dunno, flatter surfaces. 

Katische Haberfield: And just, what does what do you feel like, do you feel like you're a masculine or feminine? 

Erica: Feminine. 

Katische Haberfield: And if you were to do a body scan, how would you describe what you look like?

Erica: Like a yellow person with a fat yellow head. That's like a Hershey kiss shape.

Katische Haberfield: And do you feel young adolescent or adult? 

Erica: I feel like an adult, but happy and squishy, like flu

Katische Haberfield: Okay.

Erica: But we're much taller and bigger than that.

Katische Haberfield: And is this the family of that planted the device? 

Erica: I think so. 

Katische Haberfield: Great. All right. I'm going to assume that this is an experience based incarnation. 

Erica: Yes.

Katische Haberfield: And I would like to know, do you have feet?

Erica: Yes, but they don't look like human feet .

Katische Haberfield: Are they webbed or

Erica: like circular, like there's no toes. 

Katische Haberfield: Do you have arms? 

Erica: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: Any other redeeming features on your body that you'd like to draw to our attention? 

Erica: No fingers or no toes. Mouth eyes.

Katische Haberfield: We don't even wear real clothes.

And what do you know about your personality? 

Erica: I seem very happy and bouncy. But it's almost there's no need for feminine and masculine energies. .

It's like a working planet. I see a lot of movement and stuff happening. 

It's very busy. 

Katische Haberfield: What's your role? How do you pass time? What do you do?

Erica: I dunno. I've just been standing here looking at everybody. 

Katische Haberfield: Does anybody feel familiar to you that you've been looking at anyone part of your family or do you have a romantic partner in this lifetime?

Erica: No one looks familiar yet. 

Katische Haberfield: So we know that there has to be somebody familiar because they were very sad at losing you. So what we're gonna ask you to do is to use your mind as a video screen, where you can fast forward or rewind and press either button fast forward, or rewind and move the scene so that you can find the family

who were monitoring you back on earth?

Erica: I found them. 

Katische Haberfield: Okay. Tell me about them.

Erica: They look similar to me. Bit taller. Not the same color either. 

Katische Haberfield: What color are they

Erica: like? A purpleish green 

Katische Haberfield: And is there a reason they're a different color?

Erica: No, we're all either purpleish green or an orangeish yellow. 

Katische Haberfield: Okay. That may be the distinguish between the energies. Ah, okay. And what do you feel when you see this family

Erica: happy at home? 

And I belong, 

Katische Haberfield: like you belong. Okay. Lovely. And in this particular lifetime do you have any specific skills or talents that are relevant for us to 

know about.

today 

Erica: I transmit energy. And I send codes. 

Katische Haberfield: Okay. Light codes. 

Erica: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: And where do you send these light codes to 

Erica: where they're needed.

Katische Haberfield: So other planets or? 

Erica: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: And do you send them to planets in the whole or to specific individual beings on each planet? 

Erica: Specific beings. 

Katische Haberfield: Now is this like a response to a distress call or a call for help?

How does this happen? 

Erica: Yes. Yes. It's like a. Job. Almost like a call center. Yep.

And there's little green codes that pop up on the screen. 

Katische Haberfield: And what are some of the requests that come into the call center? Could you give just like one stereotypical example?

Erica: It looks like it's in a different language. 

Katische Haberfield: What's the feeling. It gives you the.

knowing 

Erica: Distress 

Katische Haberfield: What kind of distress,

Erica: like the need to help or for help

Katische Haberfield: Need for help.

And how do you know what kind of help they need?

Erica: I can transmit the energy 

and send it back 

Katische Haberfield: or transmute the energy And is there a particular 

Erica: send back clarification 

Katische Haberfield: Send back clarification. when you're at the, at this job, are you inside a building or a ship or something like that? 

Erica: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: Which one? Building or ship?

Erica: It's like a building.

Katische Haberfield: And do you work with people on earth as well?

Erica: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: So you get messages from human beings too? 

Erica: Yes. 

Katische Haberfield: Okay.

And what would you like people on earth who are listening to this now to know about accessing help?

Erica: Your spirit guides are always there and there are light workers everywhere. 

You can call out

and you listen to the first thing that comes in your head 

and that is spirit connecting. My partner and I work together. It's like everyone on this planet works and does this 

Katische Haberfield: okay.

And based on your knowledge in this lifetime, is there something that you would like to tell Erica that would be helpful for her lifetime

Something specific? 

Erica: I have a light codes already.

I have ringing in my right ear sometimes.

And that has been them contacting me. 

Katische Haberfield: Ah,

Erica: oh,

I do see the yellow, but I tell myself it's my own vision and eyes. 

Katische Haberfield: Ah, 

okay. 

Erica: I'm stubborn.

Katische Haberfield: What's behind the stubbornness. Why? Why are you interpreting this stubbornly? 

Erica: Even my partner feels that way. 

Katische Haberfield: Is it a protection mechanism? Disbelief distrust. What's the root cause of this stubbornness,

Erica: the feeling of being wrong. Looking stupid. 

Erica Stoves Starseed Podcast Session: Are they based on past life experiences that need to be healed and transmitted fear of abandonment? Is there something that can be activated today? Light language, transmission some kind of activation that will help Erica retrieve knowledge, skills, spiritual gifts and emotional healing that you can do for,

Erica: I need emotional healing. Okay.

I'm not getting a light language or activation. 

Katische Haberfield: Okay. So we may need to do the emotional healing in another session, or it may be through the Archangels we'll ask later on. Okay. Is there any special gift that you would like to bring to Erica's awareness that she has as a result of this lifetime?

Erica: I can still transmute energy. I keep getting "heal by touch". I dunno what that means. 

Katische Haberfield: OK. By touch. Okay. Does Erica not like to be hugged in real life?

Erica: No 

Katische Haberfield: Thank you. We'll look into that. Is there anything else we need to see? That's important to feeling. The feelings with the family obviously the family implanted this device, so that Erica wouldn't feel abandoned. Is there anything else that we need to, do in this lifetime today to view, to witness, bear, witness to, or are we ready to

Erica: we're okay. 

Katische Haberfield: And can you please ask Erica if there's another lifetime to go or would they like us to return to the angels,

Erica: return to the angels all and thank your family and pass life counterpart from that lifetime, we're going off drift off and float off now. And we are going to return to that couch on the cloud.

Katische Haberfield: We going to meet up with angel Michael

Rafael. So let know when you arrive back on that,

Erica: I'm there. Okay. Beautiful. All right. Could you please focus your attention and see which who's gonna step forward, which are angel

Katische Haberfield: Rafael.

Rafael. Okay. Hi, Rafael. Thanks for coming today. Are we doing some healing on Erica before she goes, or has this session been complete? And we need to do that in another time to your wish.

Erica: Healing 

Okay. All right. So Erica Rafael is here to do healing. All you need to do is to tell your mind that you accept this healing

Katische Haberfield: and then let Rafael do his work. You may see green light behind your eyes.

And let me know if you begin to experience a feeling tingling any kind of sensation. 

Erica: Yes, my body's tingling. 

Katische Haberfield: OK. Now just surrender to the healing.

Let it wash all over.

Erica: Okay. Yeah, that's complete.

Katische Haberfield: Thank you, Rafael. Is there any other arch angel that wishes to step forward now? Or are we complete for today? 

Erica: We are complete. 

Katische Haberfield: Beautiful. Okay. Erica, so we're just gonna drift away, flat away.

And that my friends is the end of this week's episode. I hope that you found this episode interesting and I hope that you actually take heat from this message. 

And some of the upcoming podcast messages that you don't need to feel alone and abandoned in your humanness. Despite, whether you believe you have lifetimes on other locations other than earth or not. The principle that I really like to have you take with you today. Is that we're not alone. We cannot be abandoned. Even when we feel that we are. 

All you need to do is take some moments to be by yourself. To go within and to realize that you are surrounded not only by your spirit guides. But the, you have all time in all locations. As well as source, you can never be. 

Abandoned by or separated from source source energy is with you at all times, whether you call that God or give that energy a different name of your liking, according to your beliefs and upbringing, you a part of source, you come from source, you are source. And it is impossible for you to be separated from source. 

So in your moments like we all inevitably have or feeling down or feeling alone, remember you aren't. Go within. Meditate and ask to hear the wisdom from your highest self. From the sole counterparts of other lifetimes. Your arc angels and spirit guides. And realize. You can never be alone. 

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