Why Money Feels Out of Reach: Childhood Money Blocks & Age Regression Session (Client Case Study)

Why does money feel out of reach — even when you know you’re capable of earning it?

This episode is part of Season 2 of The Infinite Life Podcast, where we explore money, relationships, and the deeper patterns that shape them across this lifetime and beyond.

In this episode, Katische Haberfield shares a real client case study exploring how childhood experiences shape beliefs about money, self-worth, and personal power.

Through a guided age regression session, Susan uncovers a key childhood memory that reveals how her subconscious beliefs about money were formed — and how those beliefs continue to impact her financial reality today.

This episode also introduces the three levels of the mind — conscious, subconscious, and superconscious — and how working across all three is essential to shifting money blocks.

You’ll hear:

• Why money blocks are often formed in childhood 
• How subconscious beliefs about money are created 
• What happens in an age regression session 
• How early memories shape your sense of personal power 
• Why money can feel “out of reach” even when it isn’t 
• How past life regression builds on this work

This episode is for you if you struggle with money flow, feel blocked from financial abundance, or want to understand the deeper psychological and spiritual roots of your relationship with money.

🔗 Connect with Susan

Susan is a professional photographer. You can explore her work here: https://susanpapazian.com.au/

Transcript

[00:00:00] Welcome to the Infinite Life Podcast. I'm your host, Katische Haberfield. I am an intuitive sound healer and a past life regression therapist. This free podcast will provide a combination of solo and guest episodes. Around the theme of the infinite nature of human life, for you are a spiritual being in a human body.

[00:00:36] Who has never died, just changed costumes from life to life in order to have experiences that helps your soul grow and expand. This podcast is for you if you wish to make sense of your life by understanding your past, present and future incarnations. My hope is that this podcast helps you weave together strands from all lifetimes so that you can make peace with your journey and understand that you are a perfect expression of your soul in this moment.

[00:01:08] Hello, my name is D Lisa West and I live in Seattle, Washington. I'm a longtime realtor, I'm an artist, and I'm a transformative coach and meditation teacher. And I've done several past life regression memories. The theme that keeps coming up for me is, uh, about worrying about money. I've got several past lives I think that can connect with that.

[00:01:49] Dying homeless somewhere as a man in the desert, living on the streets. Being thrown out of my house when the man in charge of running my life threw me out on the streets after my father died, et cetera. But the one I think is most interesting is when I was a young mother, my daughter was about, she was not quite 2 years old.

[00:02:17] I think we were at the ocean and we went outside on the deck of this cabin. And laid in a hammock and looked up at the night sky. And she said to me, mommy, I remember when I was up there and I said, up where, honey, she goes up there in the stars with God. And God is the moon and the angels are stars. Not really, but that's what it looks like.

[00:02:47] And I said, well, that's interesting. Then what happened? She goes, then I was born and I was here with you. And this was after many, many times of her saying to me, don't do that anymore. Stop it. Stop doing that, mom. Stop doing this. Stop doing that, mom. Or I'm never going to be your mom again. And I remember saying to her, Honey, I'm the mom and you're the kid.

[00:03:13] And she said, well, don't you remember a long, long time ago when I was born? I was the mom and you were the kid before I was born and I just got this feeling it's kind of shivers realizing that maybe she was, I don't remember it. And of course, a few days later, she, she didn't remember having that conversation with me either, but that was just a beautiful time.

[00:03:42] And now I really look at that connection with my daughter in a special way. She's a daughter. in this life, but I know that we're super connected and we've been together before.

[00:04:21] If you've been sitting on the fence about coming and spending some time with me in regression, I thought I'd share some testimonials with you on future and current episodes of the podcast. So this one I received from Mike Oppenheim and this is what Mike wrote to me after his session. I had a past life regression session.

[00:04:46] To learn more about my own mind and my possible past life experiences, and how those affect my psychology in this life. I've been struggling with an intense experience that occurred about four years ago, does not seem to be logically connected to the actions I've performed in this life. So I was hoping to find out a possible explanation for this life changing experience.

[00:05:09] The session was very different than I expected, much better and much less of a fantasy or entertaining experience. I did tough work to discover things about my psychology. But they didn't feel tough. The work felt easy, and when I was done, I felt a sense of confidence and peace that I chase in life, but can never seem to hold on to.

[00:05:31] Now, two days later, I still feel this peace, and while it cannot be permanent, I know how to get back to this peace without any external device or help. I feel blessed. I was giddy and vibrant and alive, and I wanted to sit and enjoy the perspectives I gained about myself and my life. I felt entirely safe and fearless, but not high.

[00:05:54] Just very relaxed and confident in how I've lived my life and how I get to live the rest of my life. I've learned to stop seeking answers to any feelings that arise, and instead to seek peace when uncomfortable feelings arise. The feelings are the same. But the ability to move beyond them and back to peace is new.

[00:06:13] It's like emotions are clouds and I used to sit still as they passed over me, but now I can swim or move past them as they pass, so they are no longer controlling me. This is the best gift I've given myself. I'm a lifelong spiritual seeker. I've been meditating for more than 30 years. I've tried all sorts of therapies and shaman experiences, and this was as powerful If not better than all of those.

[00:06:42] These experiences and our inquiries add up, but this experience was vivid, powerful, and best of all, it was life changing. I'm permanently aware of a side of life that I didn't see before. It's like I was allowed to climb up a ladder and look over a wall, and now I know what's over that wall. So even though I'm back on the same side of it, knowing what's there and where I am, here, makes all the stress in life seem real.

[00:07:11] But also silly and not worth my time. I replaced my basic fears with basic love and I feel great. Just blows my mind. I'm so, so overjoyed to receive that testimonial. Thank you, Mike. Don't forget, you too can have a life changing experience. Just head to katische.com to find out more about spiritual regression.

[00:08:02] Welcome back to the Infinite Life podcast. This is season two and I'm really excited to share season two with you because this season is all about money and relationships. We're actually going to continue relationships into season three because it's so important. For now, let's start with money. Money is one of those things that money is simply an energetic representation.

[00:08:34] It's very important in our life as a human. Humans have also just made money up. Haven't we? We've always had some kind of a token to represent energetic and physical exchange of services and goods. So it shouldn't be something that really worries us that much, yet for most of us, we actually have issues in this lifetime and in other lifetimes that are connected to the concept of money.

[00:09:07] So problems with money, abundance of money, vows. of renunciation where we take the spiritual high road and say that I shall not have any possessions because I only wish to concentrate on the higher perspective. There's so many different ways that we can have beliefs and value systems around money and it's not until we take a moment to investigate our values and see how our beliefs about money are impacting our life that it actually really becomes the work.

[00:09:46] Now The whole impetus for this season was because I wanted to help people really stop and take a moment and think about the fact that we have conscious minds beliefs about money, but we have the subconscious mind's beliefs about money, and we also have the super conscious mind's beliefs about money.

[00:10:07] So the subconscious mind is that which we are aware of, the beliefs that we are aware of. And these are the beliefs that we've been working on through using affirmations, um, It's journaling, reading books, education about money. The subconscious mind links back to our beliefs and values on money that we inherited from our family and events in our current life, so earlier adulthood, childhood, teenagehood that impacted our beliefs about money.

[00:10:36] We also have beliefs based on our families, birth families, or adopted families, interactions with money, and then we have our epigenetic beliefs about money. So there's a lot there in the subconscious mind that can be impacting your life. In relation to your experience with money. I've done lots and lots of work in the realm of money And I've worked with EFT and tapping so I have done some amazing work there.

[00:11:04] I have joined boot camps. I have done affirmations. I have done Meditations. I have done the work with money, and it's great. It helps bring the subconscious to the conscious and then helps you Really look at what your belief systems are and transform them if you need. But for some people, those belief systems go deeper than just the conscious mind and the subconscious mind.

[00:11:30] They go back to the super conscious mind, because it's something that their soul has been looking to understand over time in all incarnations. What I'm wanting to bring to you and help you understand in this lifetime by listening to season 2 is that we need to work on all three levels. If you're not getting the results that you want to, by looking at your conscious mind and your subconscious mind, you really do have to go to the superconscious mind.

[00:11:57] And that's where past life regression comes in. However, if you haven't done any work in the subconscious mind level, then age regression is an amazing tool. Because age regression takes you into a hypnotic state, where we help you access memories from earlier in this current lifetime that are to do with beliefs associated with money.

[00:12:20] These can come in many many forms and can be really quite interesting. These may be memories that you remember or totally have forgotten about. And what happens is that in an age regression session, we access these memories, we look at them, we feel the emotion, we heal the emotion, and then we reframe and release any limiting beliefs and emotion.

[00:12:40] This then allows us to go into a past life regression session, having had that conscious level and subconscious level cleared at the first layer. I mean, emotions are like an onion and the more you work, the more you dig up, but we have to release one little bit at a time, you know. So an age regression session is now the way that I start all of my client sessions.

[00:13:04] And over this next season, I'm going to be bringing you guests who are actually clients of mine. And they have given me full permission to use the audio and video from their sessions. In an effort to help people help themselves by understanding the difference between three levels of our mind and then how both age regression and past life regression can really help you shift and transform your experiences with money in this lifetime.

[00:13:33] So in all sessions with my clients, the first thing that happens is that they come and I fill out a form, which has got a lot of detailed information. And then they Which is the first level of bringing limiting beliefs and, uh, values, systems and ideas around money to your conscious mind. Because the act of simply writing or typing into a form where I ask you questions really starts to do the work for you.

[00:13:54] We hold the space for you from the very moment that you start typing into that form. So, the first step is bringing up the awareness by answering the questions. Then, you know, from that point on your dreams and signs will start getting you ready and then when you come into the session with me, what happens is that we go through this form and we really dig down deep.

[00:14:14] So the first session is 90 minutes and probably about 60 minutes of that 90 minutes is going through the form and really seeing, um, and laying the foundation work for the age regression. The next 30 minutes is the age regression where we get you relaxed and then we go into these memories. So today's podcast episode is with my friend Susan.

[00:14:37] Now Susan is happy to share with you her experiences. So I'm going to first of all quickly just give you some insight from what she filled in on her form and then take you straight to the beginning of the age regression, so that you can follow her journey. So episode two of this season is going to be then, The second session that I have with Susan, which is the past life regression.

[00:15:04] So you can see how her age regression links to her past life regression. There won't be an episode three for Susan's journey because episode three is a private journey that I do with all my clients, or sorry, session three is the private journey that I do with my clients, which is a soul retrieval session.

[00:15:21] So after the work that we've done, the age regression and the past life regression, we then go into a soul retrieval session. This is a. Shamanic Journey, where we go into the cave of your soul and we do a treasure hunt and we collect all the splices of your soul that have splintered and shattered off according to moments in the past.

[00:15:39] across time where you had a huge emotional event that impacted upon your soul. Okay, and we collect it. It's a fun treasure hunt and in the end you, um, basically reintegrate them with your soul and you end up feeling wonderful, complete and whole. So it's a three session journey. Sometimes clients get to the end of the second journey and they're like, there's more layers coming up.

[00:16:03] Uh, nothing started to manifest, and so we go to a third session before we do the sound healing. It is really bespoken individual, because topics like money and relationships, these are really deep. It's not like learning how to make a chopped salad. It's really, we have to uncover the layers one at a time, we have to allow them to integrate, we have to allow them to heal, bring it to the conscious mind, and then you have to be able to identify and act and take action in the world.

[00:16:32] So I'd like to thank Susan for allowing us to join her on her journey over the next two episodes. I hope it brings you some wonderful insight. I hope you find it interesting to follow along with her journey. And let me know if you have any feedback about this. You can make comments on social media as I post these episodes.

[00:16:55] So Susan is a photographer. She's an amazing photographer. That's how I met her in the first place. When I was doing my photography training 10 years ago, Susan was one of the photographers who was assisting them, the master photographer Carla Coulson. And Susan and I just struck up a friendship and have been friends ever since.

[00:17:18] So Susan, um, wanted to understand the linkages between personal power and money. about, uh, feelings of dependence on her family and how she could actually break free of limiting beliefs, regain her sense of freedom, and help people. So, this is what Susan says, and I, and I, and please note that she's being vulnerable here, so we're not to judge her.

[00:17:51] If you wish to gain some healing and insight into this aspect of your own self, it's very possible for you to do so just by listening to this episode. So when you hear what Susan says, I want you not to judge, but I want you to actively listen and hold the space for Susan. Even though this session has already occurred in time and space, you're hearing it now.

[00:18:13] So come on this journey and actively hold the space for Susan because as you all healing occurs across time and space, and she will get the additional healing if you are throwing out that healing energy to her. One of the questions I ask is, uh, what present life issues do you wish to focus on? What is your compelling need for a session?

[00:18:34] And what are the issues that you are now facing that are causing significant pain and require a therapeutic resolution? So, holding the space to Susan, envisaging the white light, this is what she said. The biggest issue is the flow of money and how that makes me feel. It seems the flow of money directly correlates to my positive or negative feelings and how I feel about myself.

[00:18:58] When money is flowing, my spirits are high and I am excited about reaching my goals. When money doesn't flow, I tend to retreat, think small of myself and become frustrated and down that my goals are out of reach. So the biggest pain is not being in my power and feeling I have control of my life. Also, when I feel I'm not reaching my goals in terms of financial independence, that also directly affects me opening my heart to be in a new relationship.

[00:19:30] And here, I think we can all identify with that. And here's the kicker, and this is why I said money and relationships are often really really intertwined and interconnected. She writes here, very vulnerably, I'm still trying to heal from the last relationship and the words said to me that directly impacted me.

[00:19:49] Pretty much along the lines of, if you only earn more money, things could have been different. Now I feel I have to be self-sufficient to get into a relationship.

[00:20:00] See, double barb. Your heart hurts just even hearing that. I can identify with that. What are your feelings, thoughts, and questions about your issue? She feels frustrated and depressed at times. I go through moments of self-confidence and positive talk, then flip to a barrage of negative self-talk. It makes me feel powerless and I'm not in control and the feeling that I'm not in control of my life.

[00:20:27] I question my life at times and wonder if it's always meant to be so challenging for me. What do I need to learn or let go in this life to move forward? I've been told by my numerologist friend that my purpose in this life is for self empowerment. So I believe this is what I need to focus on and stop being so self judgmental and critical.

[00:20:50] So, Thank you, Susan. I'll leave the rest of the notes from her session confidential, but I think you can understand Susan's point of view, and it's not Susan alone in this universe who is going through this. Especially people who follow their passion and have a creative career feel the need to. It's really the weight of frustration when it takes longer for people to be so called successful in that creative career and then they have these feelings of doubt and blame and judgment that they should be going and getting a normal career.

[00:21:31] But trust me, if you are creative and you're following your passion, it's, you're following your soul's desires. So, don't change your career, change your beliefs. And that's what this episode is about. It's about setting the scene for Susan, taking her into earlier life to see some of the events that were causative in her beliefs.

[00:21:53] And then in the next episode, we'll take you back to her past lives. So let's get into this episode. Episode.

[00:22:29] Send that request now by saying in your mind, I ask my spirit guide to come. And help me now.

[00:22:40] You might see, or hear, or sense your spirit guide. Tell me when they come, or what you sense. You can talk to me at all times with your eyes closed. Do you sense the energy of your spirit guide? They may be represented by a dense colour, or you may just sense them. Or you may see a drawing, a picture, a shape, a blurred outline.

[00:23:12] You may hear something differently. Talk to me and let me know.

[00:23:23] Yep, they're here.

[00:23:27] How would you describe them to me?

[00:23:33] Um, it's a white light. White light? Mm hmm.

[00:23:44] Flickering a little bit. Mm hmm. So, you can communicate with the light. Is it the light of your higher self, or is it the light of a spirit guide?

[00:24:03] I think it's the light of my higher self. Higher self? Okay. And is there anybody else present, or just your higher self today? Mm hmm.

[00:24:18] Just me. Excellent. Okay. So we're going to set an intention now. You can repeat in your mind, either by saying it out loud or quietly, or just saying inside your mind, I ask my higher self to help me access causative events in this life or a past life. I ask because I am ready to resolve my current issues that we spoke about in the session today.

[00:24:48] Okay. I ask my higher self to help me access causative events in this life or other, or both. I ask because I am ready to resolve my present issues. First though, we are going to go back in time to this life when you felt a peaceful confidence. This is a resourceful state you can reconnect with. I will count from 3 down to 0, and at 0 you'll be able to recall or imagine any moment of peaceful confidence Days, years or decades ago.

[00:25:26] It's not your job to analyze it, only recount it. Drifting back with three. A moment of peaceful confidence coming up with two. Coming into focus with one. And ready to step into the scene and the feeling with zero. Now be there. In that moment, are you inside or outside? Outside. What are you doing? I'm at the beach.

[00:25:59] Okay, and what do you see or hear, or know? I hear the chatter of people, uh, kids laughing,

[00:26:14] the waves crashing on the shore.

[00:26:21] How are you feeling? Happy. Okay, beautiful. Notice where you feel that feeling of happiness in your body.

[00:26:34] Let that feeling grow. So, a peaceful confidence fills your whole being.

[00:26:44] You can let this feeling of peaceful confidence move into the background. This feeling now has your back while we deal with the issues that we are presenting today. That peaceful confidence is you and will always be with you. So now we are asking your higher self to take you back to a causative event, creating any of the negative effects that we have spoken about today.

[00:27:08] We'd like the higher self to prioritize the most urgent and most important in relation to personal power and money. It can be a specific moment in this life that is months, years or decades ago and has everything to do with the issues of personal power, money. If you're ever uncomfortable with an experience, simply float above it and watch it from the distance.

[00:27:30] Allow any memory to arise as we go backwards with three, returning to a significant time, time, and time again. Back two, a causative event of your main issue in this life, so just let one specific moment come up and into focus, zero, now. In that moment are you inside or outside? Inside.

[00:27:59] And how old are you?

[00:28:06] Any number that comes to your mind? Seven. Seven? Okay, don't think too hard on it, just let the first thing that comes out. What is happening in this scene? I'm in the pantry, in the kitchen. And there's a yoghurt tub of coins. But it's been put on the top shelf, so I can't reach it.

[00:28:39] But I know I can climb up the shelves and put my hand in and grab some coins. Okay, and why do you want to do that? What does it make you feel like to know that you can climb up the shelf to put your hands in?

[00:28:58] Even though I've been told that I can't. Not to touch the money, I still have found a way to get to it. Mm hmm.

[00:29:09] And um, does that give you a feeling of satisfaction or what's the emotion that describes the ability to climb up the shelf and get it anyway? Uh, satisfaction but also a little bit of the fear of getting caught. Mm hmm. And have you done, have you done this before? Yeah. And what do you do with the money?

[00:29:37] Do you just like to hold it or do you take it and hide it? Mm hmm.

[00:29:43] I spend it. You spend it? What do you spend it on? At the canteen at school. Canteen at school? And what do you buy?

[00:29:56] Sunny boy. Sunny boy. Liquorice. Yeah. Eucalyptus lollies. Yeah. Ice cream. Mm hmm. And are you the only one in the family that climbs the shelf to take the money? Yeah. And what is the money supposed to be used for?

[00:30:27] Savings. Loose change. That my parents have taken out of their pockets and put in the tub. Probably my dad. Yeah. Hmm. And who catches you? Play the scene forward a bit.

[00:30:45] I don't think anyone catches me. Okay. And does anybody ever find out that you've taken the money? No. No? No one finds out? Okay. So, um, what do you know now about this scene? About what you experienced. What does your higher self want you to know from viewing this scene?

[00:31:12] I guess although I, I feel that money is out of reach, it's still obtainable by my efforts. Okay, so that's a limiting belief that money is out of reach. And, um, do you understand that that is an incorrect belief? Yep. Yep. Okay. What else would your higher self like you to know about the feeling and knowledge that you created from this?

[00:31:49] That I have it in me. I'm resourceful in to work out how to get the money. You know, I have the mind and obviously the physical ability to get to the money. Um,

[00:32:12] I felt I deserved the money. I didn't feel there was a reason for it to just sit in the tub. Yeah, the energy was stagnant. Okay, beautiful. Now issues and blockages in this life, so limiting beliefs about money being out of reach, can have a cause in a past life. As well as the current life. The thoughts, feelings and issues faced in this life can be the bridge that takes you back to a past life cause that can heal present life issues.

[00:32:45] So what I want you to do is now ask your higher self to take you back to your place in nature, to the forest.

[00:32:55] Orientate yourself in the forest.

[00:33:00] And I want you to look around you because a large mirror appears.

[00:33:09] This mirror has the power to show you information about your soul's journey. Does your mirror have straight lines or curves?

[00:33:22] Straight. Straight. And what colour is your mirror's frame?

[00:33:32] Gold. Gold. Okay. Now, I want you to imagine your present day face reflected in the mirror.

[00:33:43] Now, imagine your face changing to the face as it looked like ten years ago in the mirror. Recall your hair and your clothes, perhaps from a photograph from ten years ago. Now watch it fade and imagine your face from when you were 10 years old, reflected in the mirror. Recall your hair and your clothes.

[00:34:14] Now that mirror can act like a screen. It can play a scene that is your earliest memory. Maybe you were 5 years old? Maybe you are 10 months old. You can interrupt me at any time to tell me when you see the scene. Notice what it is in this scene in the mirror and let the scene play out, going further and further back in time to your earliest memory.

[00:34:42] In this mirror you can see your past faces of this life reflected in past scenes. You can go back even further in time,

[00:34:55] to some years before your birth in the present life, to some years towards the end of your past life, last life. As I count backwards from 0, your last past life face can appear in the mirror, and or scenes from a past life that is relevant can play out. With 5, imagining the past life face in the mirror, 4, getting clearer, 3, or that face acting in a past life scene.

[00:35:27] With two, coming up and being there with one, zero, now. First impression, is there a face or a scene? Scene. Scene, okay. Are you inside or outside? Inside. Inside, okay. Can you please describe where you are? I'm in a kitchen, an old kitchen back in time. Okay. Uh, I'm in the kitchen wearing a dress with an apron.

[00:36:05] Mm-Hmm. . So you're female. Mm, female. Um, can you tell how old you are? Are you a grandma or a young lady? Young. Um, in,

[00:36:23] maybe, all young, like thirties. Thirties, yeah? Mm. Okay, and what are you wearing on your feet?

[00:36:33] Anything? Shoes. Like house slippers or flat sandals? Closed shoes. Closed shoes. Mm hmm. And um, does a name spring to your mind?

[00:36:58] Joan. Joan. Okay, and do you have a specific age in the 30s that Joan is?

[00:37:11] 38. 38? Okay, and do you know what year this is?

[00:37:21] 1852. 1852, perfect. And do you know whereabouts in the world Joan is? London. London, perfect. Okay, so what is happening in the kitchen with Joan? What is Joan doing? What is she making? Working at the stove. You Looking at the stove. Or the big pot. Okay. What's in the big pot? Vegetables. Vegetables. Like potatoes and, uh, carrots.

[00:37:53] Um, like a stew. Yep.

[00:38:00] Is there anyone else in the kitchen? No. No. Okay. And the last things we wish to know today is, uh, can you see her hair and her eyes? What colour is her hair? It's in, it's under a cover. Um. Okay. Like a scarf. Scarf for a shawl. Like a bonnet type cap. Okay. Mm hmm. Um, is there anything else about her physicality that you'd like to tell me?

[00:38:35] She's lean. Lean? Fairly tall. Mm hmm.

[00:38:44] Can you tell if she's wearing a wedding ring?

[00:38:48] No. Okay, perfect. You have done amazing today and in the next session we will come back to this exact moment in time to pick up where we will leave off now. You've done great so far. You've set a clear intention and connected with your higher self. You have experienced a hypnotic state, so you can go quicker and deeper next time.

[00:39:09] You've done an age regression to a time of peaceful confidence in this life at the beach. And you have done a past life regression to find a scene in the kitchen in the 1852 in London with Joan, who is 38. You have set an intention to access past lives to resolve present life issues. Your subconscious can prepare to continue to do this efficiently and effectively in the next past life regression sessions.

[00:39:37] We thank your higher self for the help they have given and will continue to give you to understand that money is not the answer. Money is always within your reach. You are resourceful and you have access mentally and physically and the ability to reach money at all times. You deserve money in your life.

[00:40:03] In a moment I'll count you up to 5 and at 5 you'll come back fully into the moment feeling good. So, coming up with 1. Aware of your body with 2. Into this time and place with three, four, moving your fingers and toes, with five, feeling good, eyes opened, refreshed and alert, one, two, three, four, five, feeling good.

[00:40:36] Hello. Hello there. How do you feel? Yeah, good. I wasn't sure I was going to, um, you know, sometimes it is hard to focus 100%. Your mind does wonder and then sometimes you think, I'm not going to be able to. Bring something up or or know something, but yeah, you know, it came pretty easily to me on my end from From what I could hear it flowed very easily And the main thing is to allow whatever comes up come up Even if you think it's stupid, even if you think it's irrational, even if you think you're making it up.

[00:41:15] Yeah Your mind isn't making it up. So Anything you would like to talk about from what you experience then? It's interesting, my childhood memory of the money and I have thought about that because I have gone through to sort of try and understand my own money beliefs and you know, what has shaped my money beliefs.

[00:41:39] Obviously, most of it comes from parents. Um, from childhood, um, and I always have that memory of that, you know, that yogurt container, yeah, sitting on top of that shelf. And I was pretty sporty and agile. So I just climbed up the pantry and put my hand in and probably pulled out 40 or 60 cents, which, you know, back in 1970s.

[00:42:08] Oh, look, I laughed when you said the sunny boy, because I love Sunny boys . Yeah. Oh, I probably, my money would've gone to So Boys and, um, chick Ds and Fonzie's. Yeah. And, you know, li Red Licorice. Um, and that's what made me happy as a kid. Yep. You know, just sucking on a so boy. Yeah. . So Juicy . Yeah. So Sticky

[00:42:34] Yeah. Yeah. . Um, but I do think back to that situation where the money was put high up on a ledge. Um, and, uh, and yeah, it probably has shaped a lot of my beliefs that, you know, money is within my reach and I do, and money does come to me, but it's, it's allowing it to flow more rather than putting a stop, putting a stop to it.

[00:43:07] Allowing it to flow more to me rather than having it and then stopping, whether it's stopping my effort or stopping my belief that I deserve more or, yeah, so, I think that's a significant part of my life there. Mm hmm. And what about, uh, accessing the past life face? Mm. Did you have any, uh, feelings come up when you when you saw her?

[00:43:35] Yeah, I felt that it's not where I belonged. Okay. That I was actually working in that kitchen. It wasn't my kitchen. Okay. Um, and probably working for a low paying job. And feeling that I didn't belong there that I was capable of more. Okay. Mmm. Okay. Mmm. Alright, perfect. Wow. I wonder who Joan is. I wonder who Joan is.

[00:44:08] So, we will find out more in the next session. Um, I will send you a link of this recording today. Keep for yourself. You don't need to ever watch it, but it's just so that you're secure in the knowledge that you have it, should you ever wish to re listen to it. Um, I will, this next session will be, um, depending upon your higher self, between one and four hours, one and three hours.

[00:44:34] Um, so don't block anything either side, just in case, because your higher self is the only one who knows how many lives we're going to go to. Okay, so generally it's a pattern, so they will Maybe show you a short life, then a really long life, in terms of the amount of time that they're going to show you from that life, and then a short one.

[00:44:55] Um, it really depends upon, um, how they want to show you the pattern. Uh, and you will have the choice at the end of every life. What I will ask you is to go to the death scene. There's nothing scary about the death scene. Um, and you will be asked at the death scene, Are you, do you wish to follow the light as you cross over into heaven?

[00:45:18] And depending upon, there's no wrong answer. You can either say yes or no. Um, if it's not intended for you to follow the light, your higher self won't allow you to follow the light. Um, you'll just then be taken to the next life. If you follow the light, we will go into the afterlife. And that is where you will, um, answer, um, Meet potential soul family soulmates light council and have the opportunity to ask Questions about life purpose and things like that or really get fine tuned understanding on what what you have seen in that past life, but only if it's required or helpful for you.

[00:45:59] They won't take you unless it's important to you. So basically what happens from now on is you can schedule that session anytime, um, can be as soon as you like, but don't do it any later than two weeks time. If you can fit it into your schedule, um, between now and then it's helpful. If you feel like it to, um, think about what you've seen, journal, um, Do something creative, maybe even, I don't know, go into your meditative state through photography and just take photos and see what you end up with.

[00:46:37] Doing, some people like to draw, you know, just let it be, um, any information that you, your higher self wants to communicate with you to provide further clarity can be provided in dreams. So you may want a dream journal beside your bed, just some note, paper and pen. And the idea is if, uh, if you wake up in the night from a dream or if you wake up in the morning at the end of a dream, even though you're half asleep, just write down whatever you've seen.

[00:47:02] And then just put it away. Um, if you don't normally remember your dreams and you want to remember your dreams, then you make an intention before you go to sleep. You drink a water, a glass of water, and while you're drinking that glass of water you say, I'm going to remember my dreams in the morning. I, I have a lot of, I've been dreaming very vividly and I do remember a lot of my dreams.

[00:47:21] Most of them. Yeah. Yeah. Okay. Alright. Well, um, do you keep a dream journal? No. Okay. I will though. It's interesting. Yeah. Um, because you can also get, um, past life, um, information in those dreams. Mm. So just let it be. Um, know that you've done really well today, um, and make sure now that you have a drink of water.

[00:47:44] Yeah. Um, and something to eat and, and, um, That's grounding, warm cup of tea or coffee or whatever and something to eat because you may get up and feel a bit lightheaded because of the experience. Um, know that you've also had the singing bowl and the singing bowl, um, really, uh, energetically does work with you so you may be thirstier than usual.

[00:48:05] So just, um, Um, be very gentle with yourself today. Don't go and do a workout or do something. Okay, alright. Don't go shoveling stuff in the backyard, do you know what I mean? It's like you've just been to a massage therapist. Yeah, yeah. Okay? Alright. So, uh, take care of yourself. And thank you for joining me in that session.

[00:48:24] That was great. Thank you so much. You're welcome. Very good. Interesting where it's going to lead to. Bless her cotton socks. Wasn't that an interesting episode? Can you see now how there are some things in our earlier childhood, like the, that yogurt tub with the coins, that can lead us to cementing a limiting belief like money is out of reach, yet at the same time it shows us that we are resourceful.

[00:48:55] We know how to get up that shelf to the highest shelf to get that tub. So, it's also quite humorous. Susan and I have had a good laugh over that memory about the yogurt tub and the fact that she used to buy Sunny Boys and Red Licorice. Brought back lots of memories for me. Perhaps it brought back memories for you about what you bought.

[00:49:21] At the tuck shop, or canteen, if you call it a canteen. And, uh, perhaps you had a yoghurt tub, or a container, or a jar, or a bowl, that your parents had. So let this, uh, episode just sink in. See if it brings up any memories and insights for you about your childhood and some of the beliefs that, might have been cemented for you.

[00:49:52] Next episode we will be going immediately into the past life regression for Susan. So we will see whether she goes into the same scene again, back in 1852, to see what happens to that lady. Or, if she goes somewhere else, it's totally up to her. Her high self is in control, and in the interim period between this first episode and the next episode, she's, she will have a couple of um, I think it's a couple of weeks to actually let that ferment and process.

[00:50:28] in her system. And so what the highest self will bring up in the next episode will be the moment in time, the causative events that her soul is now willing to visit because she progressed through that age regression and process the emotions and limiting beliefs to do with money being out of reach. So.

[00:50:50] Let's follow the journey with Susan and I hope you'll be with me next time for that. And that, my friends, is the end of this episode. I look forward to spending more time with you next time. For further information about past life regression therapy, you can visit my YouTube channel where I upload quick one minute shorts to answer your questions and longer videos for special topics.

[00:51:12] You can also book an introductory appointment on my website at katish. com where we will discuss the issues that are presenting in your life And the best options for you, be they age regression, past life regression, life between lives, or sound healing, or a combination of the above. All my sessions incorporate a therapeutic approach and are conducted online via Zoom.

[00:51:35] So it doesn't matter where in the world you live. Until then, take care. Namaste.