Recovery Deep Dish

8: Medication Support In Recovery: Myths and info about meds (and my own experience)

Season 1 Episode 8

Ever catch yourself thinking "I shouldn't need meds if I'm really recovered"? Or worried medication will numb you when you've fought so hard to feel your feelings? In this episode, I’m sharing some of my own experience with medication support and some thoughts that come up about it even if you’re doing "all the right things" in your eating disorder recovery. Learn why your brain's actual structure might be changing when anxiety and depression go untreated, and why accepting medication doesn't mean your recovery isn't "good enough"—it might actually be protecting your brain from long-term damage. We'll explore why perfectionism makes accepting medication so difficult, share insights about how symptoms can eclipse your true personality, and reveal why accepting medication support can have deeper meaning in your recovery process. Whether you're on medication, considering it, or supporting someone who is, this conversation offers a fresh perspective on a loaded topic in the world of recovery and American culture at large.


Key Points

  • [00:04:25] My experience with medication in recovery
  • [00:11:44] Biological factors that influence eating disorders, mood disorders, substance use and PTSD
  • [00:17:01] “Good enoughness” in recovery and how medication resistance can be a symptom of perfectionism in recovery and internalized ableism
  • [00:21:00] Ableism and competition via medication resistance is a transfer of the eating disorder mindset - additional support via med management can be a radical act of recovery
  • [00:24:15] Fears of becoming numb or medication changing your brain 
  • [00:27:01] How medication plus therapy can protect, prevent, or reverse brain changes from mood disorders and trauma
  • [00:30:05] Fears of side effects and navigating fat phobia in medication management
  • [00:32:34] Finding the right medication for your brain chemistry
  • [00:34:00] The myth of doing it on your own without meds as the only valid way to recover
  • [00:37:38] Medication can enhance other recovery tools you’re already using
  • [00:39:00] My story regarding fears of medication taking away aspects of self and control
  • [00:41:31] “Psychological bandwidth” - untreated symptoms consume mental resources needed for recovery work
  • [00:44:20] Practical things to think about prior to starting medication and how to find a medication provider


Resources Mentioned

Recovery Deep Dish Episode 5 - The nervous system in recovery

Psychology Today

Therapy Den


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