Ep. 5 | A Peek Inside a Real Mediumship Reading Given by Claire Kellems

EPISODE HIGHLIGHTS  

In this episode, Claire shares a live mediumship reading she recently gave (with the sitter’s full permission, of course!) to give you a feel for what it’s actually like to get a reading. You’ll hear how messages come through, what the experience feels like, and the kind of insight and connection that can happen during a session.

Whether you’re new to mediumship or just curious about how it all works, this is a behind-the-scenes look you won’t want to miss.

Want to learn more? Head to www.clairekellems.com or find Claire on Instagram @clairethemedium.
Questions or comments? Reach out anytime at theultralignedpodcast@gmail.com.

Transcript

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What if I told you that you have extraordinary one of a kind gifts just waiting to be uncovered? I'm Claire Kellum's, psychic Medium intuitive Guide and Animal Communicator, and I'm here to share my personal journey of spiritual growth and healing in the hope that my true lived experiences will ignite something inside you. Empowering you to embrace your truest, most aligned self. In this podcast, we'll dive deep into all things. Spiritual development, manifestation, breaking generational cycles, aligning your life with limitless abundance and so much more. I am beyond excited to go on this transformative journey with you and witness your growth as you expand into the person you were always destined to be. I wasn't put on this earth to play small, and neither were you. Are you ready? Let's get aligned. Hi everyone. How are you all doing today? I hope you are having an amazing day, and I hope you had an amazing Easter weekend if you celebrated. I know I had a, a pretty awesome weekend. I got to spend time with, you know, friends and family and friends that I hadn't seen in some time, and we actually got together at our cabin and had a little group reading, which was fun. It's always really fun, honestly, just. Just to see friends again that, you know, you don't usually get to see very often. So I had a really good weekend and we, we spent a lot of time outside with our son. We, he got some chalk in his Easter basket. So we've been, we've been drawing all over the, all over our sidewalk and drive driveway. So. It's been fun. It's been a fun Easter weekend and we are, we are slowly getting back into the groove of the work work week. Again, it feels like it's been so crazy over the past couple weeks because we had to move out of our house because of the flood waters and then it was Easter and I feel like we haven't really gotten time to, to settle back into the normal routine of day-to-day life here at our house. So I am looking forward definitely getting to getting back into that routine. So. Without further ado, I am gonna introduce today's episode, which I'm really excited about. I was able to give a reading over the weekend to a really lovely human. She was, um, kind enough to give me permission to actually share her reading on today's episode, so I'm super excited about that. So you will get. A little more insight on how I read for others now. I really do. Um, I'm really excited about this because it, it's hard to be able to explain how a reading goes and how, how a reading operates more or less without actually sitting in a reading yourself. So I'm really excited to be able to share this so you can kind of get some insight on how, on how I read and how readings. Work and how, how they work. And anyway, so I'm really excited for that today. Um, before I dive into the episode though, I do wanna mention a couple things. So first and foremost, if you are interested in a reading for yourself, you can find more information on my website at clairekellems.com. Uh, currently I offer medium ship readings, which again, if you're not familiar with medium ship readings, are the connection with loved ones in spirit on the other side, that could be loved ones, that could be animals as well. And sometimes it can blend with a soul, intuitive guide reading. Um, that's really kind of where spirit, and so wherever spirit really leads us. So, and then my other option is a, is a soul and. Intuitive guide reading, so that one is more psychic reading based. I like to use the words soul and intuitive guide because I do feel like it is, it is me blending with your, your soul, your higher self. To kind of bring to light what your soul may be trying to communicate to you. So if you feel kind of stuck in a certain area of life, that one might be a good reading for you. Um, it kind of helps, it kind of helps unblock some of those blocks that you may have and that you may not know you have. So I really like that one as well. Um, if, if there is not a specific connection to someone on the other side that you're hoping, you know, to hear from, and, you know, it's always interesting because in mediumship readings, um. Someone you may think will come through, sometimes another person that you wouldn't have thought of will, will come through. And it's, it's really interesting, you know, who will, who will come through. And it's actually, um, funny because for the reading that I did for this, for this woman, she actually. Uh, she didn't know which reading she was really after, but she actually chose an animal reading and it was for her, for her, um, dog that is still living, but um, is a little bit, a little bit older. So it started with that and then we, we got into it, we were like five minutes into it and immediately spirit started like, just like pushing their way in. So it's kind of hard for me to. To ignore, ignore that because they are wanting to, if they wanna come in, they're gonna come in. If they've got a message to, to get across, they will. They will come in. So that's kind of, that's kind of why this reading at first might be bouncing back and forth quite a bit is because I was trying to focus on the pet that was here, and Spirit was like, Nope, we are running, we're wanting to communicate this. So. There was a lot of bouncing back and forth, especially at the beginning. And now I will say if you stay throughout the entire reading at the end, she really validates a lot of things for me. Um, she really explains a lot of things that were coming up in the session, so if you're wanting to stay, stay tuned to the end. You'll really start to understand why certain things were coming through for me. And she, she, she's able to explain a lot of the things that I was seeing or hearing or whatever it may be. And it was really, really interesting. And there was really a, a really cool part about, um, a rose, a symbolic rose. That's, that you'll understand later in the reading if you, if you stay with it and, um, or listen to the end. So. Listen to the end because there's a lot of little fun surprises at the end. I'll, I'll just leave it at that. So One last thing that I had to add in for you guys. I took out a few bits of information out of this reading just for privacy sake, so you might hear some glitches. You might hear a few things here and there. That is because I took out some names and some other information that even though she had given me full permission for the entire reading. For privacy sake, I just left out names and some bits of information, so. I think that's all I had to share with you today. Again, if you have any questions at all, please don't hesitate to reach out to me at theultraalignedpodcast@gmail.com or you can contact me on my. On my website, there's a contact tab that you can send a question, and you can also reach out to me on Instagram@clairethemedium. And so I have a lot of pretty good platforms that you can reach out and ask questions if you have any. Um, yeah, I think that's, I think that's all I really had to share with you guys today. So without further ado, guys, here is the reading and I hope you enjoy. Well, and then I will say too, um, it is possible that a combination of things can come through. It just kind of, it, it's, it's hard for me, I guess to say.'cause they kind of just will pop in no matter what, if they want to. Yeah. Um, so I just kinda, I just kind of go with it. But I did wanna ask, um, so the picture that you sent me yesterday of your sweet pup, um, um, is she female? Yes. Okay. And um, is she still living or has she, has she passed? She is still living. Okay. So. One of the first things that really, and I, and I, I wanted to ask just in case,'cause sometimes I'll get names a lot and, but it'll happen so fast. So I wasn't for sure'cause it, because the, the name or the word that popped up was Angel. And now I have, um, I have side story, but it's okay. Um, so do you know, do you have a pet or do you know any, anyone like named Angel? Um. No, but that Exactly, but that does, that does have that. I feel like there's like a connection, but Okay. When, as you're, as we're going through, like, do you want me to, like how much information do you want me to give you? Like, so I'll, um, you can start with kinda like yeses or nos and then I'll ask you to, to explain further. Okay. For, for whatever. So. Okay. Um, yeses and nos are fine and then I'll it. If something comes up that I'm like, okay, let's go into this a little bit deeper. I'll start. Okay, I'll, I'll ask. Um, but I keep, okay. So with, um, with her, what is her name? Her name is Lil. Lil. Okay. Lil. Yeah. So, okay. And I keep kind of getting pulled back to this now. I, I, we'll, you know, I'll be, uh, completely transparent with you. You know, I, I can gather certain information, obviously based off pictures and so things like that. So, you know, I will be transparent with you there. Um, but the first thing that they kind of keep pulling me back to, um, is the pancreas. Has she had any issues in the past with her pancreas? No, I don't think so. That's okay. That's okay, because I keep getting pulled. I keep getting pulled to the pancreas. Okay. And now I do feel, um, sorry. Um, she, do you by chance have any pets that have passed? I, um, I, yeah. Yes. That's okay. That's okay. I, not directly mine, but like I am connected to. Other ones that were close, like within family. That's okay. That's okay. I just wanted to make sure. Oh, I'm, I'm like going with the same thing here. Um, because the pet that I'm connecting to does feel a little bit like a spitfire, and that's very specific to say, kind of like a little bit of a, like a little bit, just a little bit on the Feistier side or at one point was more so on the feistier side, and I say this. In a way that like, not, not mean, not, not intentionally or aggressive or anything like that, but just kind of like had a very specific mind of our own and, um, like a very specific way about this, about this. I keep wanting to say this animal, this dog, and I keep feeling like, I'm almost feeling like I'm connected to two different, two different animals possibly here. Okay.'cause I feel. I keep kinda trying to go towards lil here, but I keep getting pulled into another direction and that's, that's fine. Um, so I'm gonna try to go with a little bit of both here, but now. Okay. Okay. Do you have by chance, or do you know of by chance of a cat that would have been, um, on the, on the other side or living that you would have been connected to? Uh, yes. Growing up. That's okay. That's okay. What, whatever is connecting and whatever is not connecting, that's totally fine. Um, but okay, let me go back to, okay. I keep wanting to go back. Okay. I'm gonna go back to Lil Now and I am just gonna go ahead and ask what, um, if any. If any health issues may be affecting her currently, because I do feel a very specific pole with something. So I'm gonna, I'm just gonna ask if there, if there even is. Um, well, she's very old. Mm-hmm. So there are, could be multiple things. Okay. I mean, she's at the point where like, we are not doing anything because it's like. So, I, so, so, yes. I mean, she's, she's very old. She is. Do you want me to go into detail? Okay. So she's blind in one eye. She's going blind in the other eye. Yes. Um, she is, I mean, I definitely know her joints and stuff that she's just, she's just so old that Yeah. Um, that there, I mean, I'm, and I'm sure there are probably are other things, um, you know,'cause we're I just, I'm just kind of like letting it like run. Yeah. Yeah. Like it's, of course, as long as she's not in pain. Yes, yes. Yeah. I don't feel that necessarily, but I do, I keep getting pulled back towards the pancreas. Okay. And, um, like that kept, that kept coming up for me in like the abdomen. So, full disclosure as well. I'm a, um, I'm a licensed veterinary technician. I don't practice anymore. Okay. Um, but I do have, but I, I've, I've worked with animals Okay. Um, clinically in the past, and I keep getting pulled to our. To our abdominal region. Okay. Um, and I keep saying I keep seeing the pancreas, but I also wanna almost go towards, um, like, like spleen or, or, um, like right there in, right there in, in the kind of like in the center of like our abdomen. And I keep getting pulled there. I don't feel like that I am, I'm not like. In, I don't feel in pain. I do feel a little bit more, you know, tired. Um, yeah. But, but I don't feel like, I don't feel pain now. Okay. I do just keep getting pulled back to the, back to the abdomen. Back to the abdomen. So maybe just keep an eye on that. Maybe just keep an eye on, like, do you do, um, like routine? Um. Have you done blood work recently with her? No. That's okay. Just keep an eye on, um, on belly and just make sure we're not painful in the belly at all. Or become painful in the belly because I keep getting pulled there now. Okay. But again, I don't feel, um, I don't feel, I don't feel pain, I don't feel painful except, you know, like your, you know, I like to say like the old, you know, your typical old lady stuff, so like you Yeah. Like you said, your joints, like, you know mm-hmm. Those, those, those conditions. But, but I don't feel like an extreme pain anywhere, um, anywhere typically really in my body now. Um. So I'm gonna ask, I kiss the, the, the number, like 14 fifteens keep coming up. How old is Lill? Uh, she, she is anywhere from like 14 to 16. We Okay. When I got her, she, we weren't quite sure how old she was. Okay. So, I mean, it is anywhere from that age, so. Okay. Okay. Because I, I, it was kind of specifically like 15. Okay. But. But I was just kind of trying to gauge, you know, what that, like what that number now that what, sorry, things come in so quickly. Do you have any connection with a Rose by chance? I, I do. Okay. Yeah. Um, is Rose a person or is Rose something that is very symbolic to you? Uh, symbolic. Okay. So is this connected with Will or is this connected with something else entirely? Uh, well, it's connected to me. Okay. Okay. Um, okay. I just keep bouncing back and forth. I'm gonna say, I'm just gonna say, can you stay on one thing here, because we're, we're bouncing really quickly here. Um, and then if you don't mind me asking, do you have, um, do you have children by chance? Yes. Okay. Is there a son by chance? Yes. Okay. I wanna go to the sun. Um, okay. And let me kind of ask like, what's, how old is son? Um, how old is son? 13. I was gonna say 12, so I was like, I was, i's close. I was gonna say 12. Um, okay. Can you tell me if there's anything specific going on with Sun right now in Sun's life that you know of? Um, besides normal 13-year-old things. Yeah, I'm gonna, I think there's a connection here. Okay. Does he have a, does he have a, does he have a, a specific bond with lil or with, um, that you know of? Yes, yes. Besides like, yeah, of course. Yeah, yeah. Mm-hmm. Um, so I, I keep getting pointed like towards sun and towards sun, and that's where this is coming in. Okay. So I pulled a card actually before, like, before I sat down. When I pull cards, I usually just wait until they pop up in a session for me, and when they start, when they kinda like draw my attention to the card. So the card was emotional lost, and this feels directly connected to Lil. Okay. And I will say this going, I, I do feel like son, even he, even if he may not express it to you, I feel like Sun's going to really struggle with okay with this. With this, um, specifically it's gonna be like a, so I almost feel like I don't really share with you a hundred percent how upset it's making me, but it's, but it's like, it's like making me almost like I've got goosebumps all over and I'm like kind of almost shaky. Um, so I just wanna almost like preface you with that so you have that tool going forward. Um, because this feels very, very specific now, do you have a grandparent on the other side? Yes. Okay. Is there a grandmother on the other side? Yes. Okay. Is the grandmother connected to the Rose by chance? Yes. Okay. So she's coming in because she's the one that's like, please, um, just, just keep an eye on that because it, I do feel I'm really covered head to toe and like cold chills. But she's, she's the one that's kind of saying, just kind of, kind of keep an eye on this because I do feel like you, okay. So do you have, um, a connection by chance? Um, like, like psychic, mediumship abilities by chance of some nature that you feel that you have. Okay. So you feel like a very sensitive, and I say sensitive, I mean, um, sensitive in the way that you like, like you attract those, I call'em radio frequencies. So like the connections, like you're sensitive in that way to receiving them. And I feel like sun is too, even though even if sun may not. He may or may not say it, and, but he's very, he's very in tune with this. Yes. Um, do you have a, do you have a daughter by chance? I do not. Okay. Do do you have, is it just the one son then? Yes. Okay. Because, so this would, this would make sense then. So Yeah, it just keeps, it just keeps coming in. It is a. Even if I might not share it a hundred percent with you, what's, what's what I'm feeling, what's going on? I'm a hundred percent feeling it. And it's a hundred percent there. Yes. Um, now she kind of, she kind of, she kind of, um, like hangs not hangs around. I'm not saying that she, she watches over him specifically'cause she can feel like this and I'm starting to even like. I get a little, like, um, my chest is almost getting like a little bit tight because I can almost feel like sun at school can also pick up on a lot of things. Um, I'm not saying like sun is being bullied or anything like that, but I, I almost feel like I'm walking through school and I can just like, I can just like feel so much and it's almost so overwhelming that I'm like, that I'm like starting to get like a little bit panicky, which is interesting'cause. I was like that in school a lot, and I could walk through school and like feel those emotions and those happenings and it was making me so it would make me so, so nervous and so overwhelmed. And that's how I'm starting to feel. And do you have a grandfather on the other side by chance? Are these two? Were these two, um, connected? Yeah. Okay. Um, and was he by chance in the military or? Um, yes. Um,'cause he's showing me like an army hat. Yes. Um, was he in the army? Yes. Okay. Um, specifically was he in, um, like the Vietnam, um, or, or like the, I'm so bad with, with dates. Um. He was World War ii. Is that which, I'm trying to think of the, she was, but it wasn't one of those ones. It was after that. Okay. I believe. Okay. So, but yeah. But yes. Okay. So these two, they kind of hang out like right next to each other. So you said they are connected? Yes. Okay. So they kind of, they kind of hang out like with each other, which is. I don't, I don't know how else to explain this. It's not like, I don't know how to explain this. Um, so were, they, were, okay. So were, were they married? Yes. Okay. Because they, but were they overly affectionate with, like each other? Because how they stand next to each other, they kind of just like, they kind of just like stand, like sometimes you'll see'em like. Or, or how I, how I will see them. It's hard, kind of hard to explain. I'll kind of see them, how you remembered them, if that makes sense. And how they kind, they're kind of just like they're, they're like, they're fine with each other. They're just kinda like standing next to each other. And it's kind of cute how they're like standing next to each other, but they're not like. Like, um, all over each other, I guess is what I'm trying to say. Yeah. Like they're just like, they're just like perfectly happy being like right there next to each other. Yes. And, and, um, they're funny'cause one of'em, uh, one of'em I feel like had a little bit of a, of a maybe of like a dry sense of humor or like a um, or like a sense of humor of some nature. No, hold on. Okay, because someone, someone then said, as soon as I said it, someone said the word strict, like I was pretty strict. So now I don't know if I have someone else here possible. Okay. Step back a little bit. Um. Okay. Do you have anyone, who would have been possibly around, and I'm trying to figure out their location here. So it, it's either aunt or uncle or it feels like more, um, like cousin, sibling, like on the same level around my, around my age when I passed. Or or around my age. Yes. Does that make sense? Yes. Okay. Was this, was this a, um, was this like a friend or a cousin? Yes. Okay. Um, uh, female. Yes. Okay. So Keep trying to figure out the relation, but um. How old was she when she passed? Was she in her, was, um, thirties? Yes. Okay. Um,'cause I feel, I feel like it happened very, very quickly. Um, yes. And it sh and she's showing me like a, like, um, like a car wreck, um, or, um, um, a wreck of, um, like an accident of some nature. Um, okay. Um, sometimes they'll show me, I have like specific signs they'll show me and sometimes they'll show me. Like a car wreck, but it mean really means like an accident. Right? Um, um, yes. Do you know, do you know, do you resonate with this? Yes. Okay. Um hmm. Okay. Would you mind explaining then who, who, who this person was to you, if you don't mind? Yes. So she is my cousin and a friend, so that would, that would make sense. We, we grew up together, um, same age. Yes. So, yep. So that is my cousin, and she did pass in her thirties. Um, and I would, I would say that what happened was an accident, so it was not a car accident though. Okay. But that's interesting. It's come through before as a car wreck too. Yeah. Yeah. It, I don't know. Sometimes they'll show me like, um, specific images for ac I've had that happen before too. Where it's, where it's like an accident. Yeah. Now they are showing me. I'm gonna ask you this and I don't know how else to better explain it than how it's gonna come through. Okay. I feel con, was she confused or, or not necessarily confused, but in like an altered state when she had passed? Meaning like was she. Um, and this is just an example. It doesn't ha necessarily have to be this, like, like under the influence, um, um, taking prescriptions along those lines. Yeah. Okay. Because she, I get, I get like, like these swirling clouds when I see like confusion and I feel like this was, did she, okay. Did she pass, um, unintentionally by her own hand? Yes. Yeah. Okay. Um, because it does not feel. Intentional. Um, but it very much so did, um, it, it went too far. Um, yes. She keeps bringing up the rows, but she ke but, but bringing it up in a way that she's like, I show you signs too. Yeah. And I, and it ke it kept coming through because I kept, she kept, I kept hearing rose. But I was like, well, that's grandma. And she was like, no, I show her too. Yeah. And so like, she's very adamant, like, I show her too. Yeah. And she's like, you know, she's like, you know, I, I'm, I'm sending them, I'm sending them. And, and I almost feel like you're, you're almost like, is that you? Like, is that you? And she's very much, she's like, yes, that's me. That's me, me. And like, she just, she just wants you to know that she's okay and that she's like, she is, she's here and she's watching, she watches over a group of people. Yeah. Like, I'm very much like, like I almost feel like, and maybe this is like where this like kind of sense of humor may or may not have been coming in, but I feel like I'm watching over all these people and I'm still very proud of like all of these people. I really am. And I really like, just like these, each individual, like I, I feel like she had like her family connections, but, but she also had like your family connections, but, but she also maybe had some other connections with some friends and I do feel like I just. I just watch everyone and I'm so proud of how each one is living their lives. And now I do feel like I'm gonna go to you directly. Are you struggling with a certain aspect in your life, whether that be career and I shouldn't, shouldn't say struggling necessarily, but like a little bit of like, I just don't really know. Um. What it is. And I actually, I keep going to, I keep going to Sun. They, she's pulling me back to Sun actually. So I'm gonna go to Sun because, because Does he have a lot of anxiety? Yes, because I almost feel like he worries. About everything. And I, and I say this in a way that he, I feel like I'm worrying way too much for 12, 13. Did you say 13? Yeah. I'm worrying way too much for a 13-year-old and like, I can't, like, uh, I can almost feel like he's like, I, I don't know what job I'm gonna have. Like, I like it literally, like, I think it goes so much further. And she specifically is wanting me to bring this in. Um. Like, both she and grandma are kinda wanting me just like to bring this in. Just not to like, it's not to scare you in like any way, but just to bring awareness. Like there's like, like underlying like I'm feeling so hot and so like, like, um, just like anxious. Okay. And I really just like, she's kind of wanted me to bring that in too. Just to kind of, just to kind of have that awareness yourself. Okay. Okay. Um, now we are, we're gonna bounce again because this kind of came up earlier. Um, do you have a partner by chance? No. No. Do you, were you, were you ever married or, um, yes. Okay. Is there, okay. Um, the, the, the man that you were, or, um, that is the father, um, is he. Does he see son? No. Okay. Not mm-hmm. Because there's a, there's, there's a lot of, and, and I, and I, and I say this with, so genuinely, so much love. Yeah. Um, there's a lot of. What's the word? Uncertainty or stress on son with father? I almost feel like I am. I'm like, and I like I, this is, this is just kinda how I have to explain it. I almost feel like, is he gonna show up one day? And that stresses me out. Like that makes me like literally like start to like panic and I almost feel like we. We do, but we don't want him to show up. And it's just, it just makes me so nervous. I know this, the child's father, is he into not so great things? Um, he does have issues. Okay. Um. Because, and I say this with, with genuinely, but this is kind of just how they, how they said it. He's, he's, he's kind of unpredictable. Um, yes, and, and very much can be. And that feels like a huge stress on you and a huge stress on son. And I, and I, and I genuinely wanna preface this by saying. They're bringing it through so strongly, just so you have the tools not to add more stress onto you. Right. But to say, we're here, we can see these, we can see what's your, what you're feeling, what that Yeah. That's doing to you. And we are here with you. And I almost feel like that's where his, and I mean, um, sons heightened sense of awareness almost. Not necessarily stems from, but he has a specific intu attunement to that. So he's constantly like, aware of his surround, not surroundings, but aware of other people's emotions. Mm-hmm. Because of, of that uncertainty. If, if that makes any kind of sense. I don't know if that did or not, but that's kind of how it No, it does. It's kind of, it's coming through that way, but. Again, I really wanna, they, they really are like, like I am like kind of laughing. They're like, they're like a freaking, what's, what's the, what am I trying to say here? You know, like the football line, like the line? Yeah. Linebackers. They're like, here, they're like, there's nobody messing with them. Like, I'm so, like, I feel so protective over your and your son's energies and like that. Like, I like, like there's no one messing with them. And they almost like come through like saying this as a like, just in the off chance that he were to ever like, call or show up somewhere. Um, just you have that awareness that it, it's not impossible. I don't see him like just like showing up somewhere like randomly, but, but. There's always an off chance.'cause you know, everyone has their own free will and, you know, and so I just, I just wanna, they're kind of just wanted me to say like, Hey, just so you remember this conversation going forward. Okay. Um, and just in, just in case and, and almost, um, just having this information and knowledge is power. So kind of having this information going forward, just so you know, it, it's always a possibility. Um, but I do feel. Okay, I'm, and I'm going, and I'm kind of going back here. Your son has a very, and I don't know maybe if you know this or not, but your son has a very unique connection with animals and maybe he has expressed it or maybe he has not. But there is something with, and I almost feel like. Maybe even in the future an a, an a pet or someone comes into his life unexpectedly and he kind of has that like, oh my gosh, this soul connection with like this animal. And it's like. It's like beautiful. And I, and I feel I'm getting like cold chills. So like, that's usually like when they get closer to me, that's like usually their sign of like, yes. Yes. So I feel like he has either the super strong connection with animals or, or an animal is going to come into his life and like, it's just gonna, like, it's gonna be like this connection that like, it takes away a little bit of the, of the stress and anxiety. Okay. You know what I'm saying? Like, it takes, it takes a little bit of it away and like it's a beautiful, like, it's a beautiful bond. Um, bet like between the two because I, I do feel like that, I feel like he's got that connection and maybe he just doesn't, or no one, you know, kind of realizes it or, or knows about it. But I do feel like he has a specific connection. Um. Okay. They're wanting me to kinda ask questions or have you ask questions if you have any. So do, do you have any questions by chance? I know, I just threw like Okay. A load of stuff that was, and I mean, that was very interesting'cause it did go kind of in some directions that I wasn't Yeah. Wasn't expecting. So, um, okay. So with Lil, mm-hmm. With the dog. Um. So, I mean, I do feel like she is like, already starting to transition. Yeah. So, okay. Yeah. Um, so it was interesting you said Angel, because I feel like she will become an angel, like an already angel. Okay. Yeah. Yeah. Um, and that's Do, go ahead, go ahead. Oh, I was just gonna say, I, we've, I mean, we've been kind of like. Like waiting for mm-hmm. For it to happen and like, and like giving her like permission and stuff, but then she still sticks around, so. Yes. Yes. And I feel like that's kind of where that like that attitude that like I can just like, like I'm so headstrong. Like I kind like do what I want, kinda attitude. I feel like that was really where she came in. But I will, I will say, I think that's why I was kind of having two different. Polls. Yeah. Is because I do feel that she has started that transition. Yeah. Okay. And I think you'll kind of know, I, that's what she keeps saying is you'll, I think you'll know, um, yeah. She will, because this is her, um, like covered in like cultural, she keep, like she's gonna kind of tell you and you're gonna kind of know. Does that make sense? Okay. Yeah. Oh, and I almost feel like, I almost feel like Sun's gonna kind of know. I feel like the whole collective is just gonna be like, yeah, like, like, like we kind of, we're all here together, so. Okay. Um, but yeah, I, I, I, I, she really does, and like, I know this is so like, not like. She just really loves you guys, and I like, there's like, there genuinely is so much love, like, just like radiating from her that it is so, it, it's so unique to be able to feel. A dog's love through connection or an animal's love through connection. Yeah. Because it is so, and well, and even in like human spirit too, it's so magnified that it makes me mm-hmm. Just like wanna like literally like lift off the chair and just like, just like be so like, just like it's so euphoric feeling like the amount of love that comes from lil, that comes from grandparents that comes from Yeah. Like they're so. Much and it's really beautiful and so I really, I really. I really do think that she, she is gonna be just kind of like, she's gonna follow you around still whenever her time. Oh yeah. Whenever her time comes, she's still gonna follow you around that house and she'll still be with you. Yeah. Yeah. I always tell her, I know you're gonna haunt me, but No, I just joking though. I do feel like I always, I call her my little spirit dog because mm-hmm. I do feel like she's been like a guardian here and then yeah, we'll, we'll cross over and, and do the same. Um, I actually do feel like. She is very connected to when she goes. Um, you know, I mentioned I don't have a partner, but mm-hmm. That has been something like with manifesting and everything of like calling in, like Yeah. Really like a defined partnership. Um, and I feel like she will go and then it will usher. You know, new energy in. Yeah. So, um, and so I'm just like, okay, girl. Yeah. Yes. She's, she's a driving force when you said that,'cause she, it, it, she kinda, she kind of said yes, like, she's gonna have a lot, she's gonna have a lot to do with a lot of things. I feel like, I think she's gonna have a lot to do with, with son finding an animal, but I feel like she. She kind, it's kind of funny how she just said it. She's like, I know I'm small, but I carry so much love and like I'm gonna like, I'm literally going like, I really do feel like she's just going to, she's gonna kind of. You'll kind of, I almost feel like I'm walking and you'll kind of get like little like zings here, like look up or like look over there and you might look over and you might see like a white dog or something. Like you might mm-hmm. Like get those little pops in your head. She's very much so I feel like she's gonna be on the other side, like really, really sending a lot of love your way. So good. I really love that. Um, okay, let me think what else. So, um, I. Well, it was interesting actually, you said, um, something about a cat. I mean, I did have, you know, cats growing up mm-hmm. And stuff we were, it was never particularly like, oh, this like, you know, house cat that, you know, they were like barn cats and stuff. Um, but I did actually think about that. I, and I have not felt this in a long time, but there was a period where I felt like I would feel a cat rubbing against my legs. Um, and so that reminded me of that, and I don't know if that was just, if it was, you know, one of the cats that we used to have. Yeah. Or if it was just kind of like a spirit. Anyway, so, yeah. I'll be honest, it felt like there were animals over here. Um, and whether that could have been animals from when you were a child, from when you mm-hmm. From someone else that you had a connection to there. Felt like there were a couple over here already. Mm-hmm. That are just around you in one way or another. Okay. So, yeah. Yeah. Okay. That No, that makes sense. And um, even when you said a little bit about the spitfire like a'cause, I mean, Lila's very docile though. Yeah. So it's funny though,'cause she's very little, but she's always been a little skittish. Yeah. Um, and she's actually, she. She lived with my former mother-in-law for a while. Mm-hmm. And then even, she lived with my mom for a while when I was going through a divorce. And so she's kind of like been, yeah, been around to like other people. And I felt like that was kind of like that when they needed her. She was there too, so, and yeah, maybe at the time that I didn't necessarily need her. Um, but my mom has a dog who just passed actually. Okay. Uh, same age and stuff, and she was a little spit there, so I was like, oh, I think a little bit of Maisie's coming through. I was gonna say there was someone over here who was not aggressive, but like, actually Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. She ran the house and she was like this, so, um. I was trying to think. So I mean, I guess with, um, you know, a lot of things did resonate with what you said about my son. Mm-hmm. Um, his name is Mm-hmm. Um, and there, I mean, everything that you said just very much was, uh, there is, he does, he is a, he is a child of very few words. Yeah. Um, even when I really try to like, you know, talk to him and, and get him to open up. And I think that hearing this is. Not, you know, necessarily like, just kind of like reconfirms, like some things that I did already know. Mm-hmm. But that like, you know, it's kind of easy to just go about. You know, our days and just let him be quiet and let him like, and like, I think it, it does give me that knowledge and stuff and knowing that I have the support of like, yeah, trying to get him to open up a little So I am a reiki master, which would then, I mean like, oh yeah. But yeah. Yeah. But, um. So, no, that's, and then, I mean, just kind of, just so you know too, like the, um, connection with and Animals mm-hmm. Has always been very, very apparent. Anybody's animals, my mom's, my sisters, anybody's that, like, we sometimes call'em like the dog whisper. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Because he does and, but he is just such a very quiet. But then he does like gravitate towards and stuff, and I mean, lil, she's, she's just not, she's never been. Um, like a, like a real, like she loves to be pet'cause all the, all dogs do, but she's never been like a cuddly dog. She's never, so we have not, he's not like, had that and stuff and she's always been very skittish and, um, but I could see, so I'm not gonna tell him that.'cause then now he is gonna think he's gonna get a dog, a another dog. I'll let the, I'll let, I'll let an animal find us. There you go. Um. So, yeah, I don't, I don't think I have any other questions. It was just everything was, was really validating and I'm always surprised'cause it, it does kind of go in like a different, different direction than, than what I was necessarily expecting. But I do think it was all very good, um, good things to hear. Um. So this is also funny. I laughed when you said this because I, um, do have a red rose, um, for my grandma. Mm-hmm. And it's my maternal grandmother. Um, and then I use, I've been really like experimenting with chat, GPT, Uhhuh, um, and all of the insane things that it can do. And just like, I'm just like, I'm just going with it. And it did create an Oracle card for me from my cousin that was a rose just last night. And I forgot about it. And she's like, I, and then when you're like, she's like, I send them to, and I was like, oh my gosh. She did. Oh, that's awesome. Because she I know. So I was like, oh my goodness. Oh goodness. And she does, I know she does watch over. I mean, we grew up together. We were in school together. Same age. Um, she's just a few months younger than me. Um, and we had like a group of friends that, you know, we were all friends with. Yeah. Throughout high, you know, all growing up and stuff. And I can, I can really see that. So, um, and that was very unexpected. So, um, she did, she did pass from an overdose and it was very unexpected. Nobody knew. Nobody knew. So, um, so yes. But um. And then it was, I feel like you were connected to my maternal grandparents. Um, and then, but my, my other grandparents are also there too. Yeah. Which are, would be connected to my cousins. So I have a lot of people who are on the other side and Yeah. Sometimes I'm like, oh, well that could describe both of them. Yes. Yeah. And, and it kind of just, some, some will come in really strong and a lot of the times it's people in spirit that. The sitter didn't think would like come through. So like if, like, you know, they might think, oh, like Zoe's gonna come through or whatever, and it's someone else entirely. A lot of the times that's how it happens. I don't know why, but they just like, they'll like, they'll come in strong. So, but yeah, it is, um. They're definitely strong communicators. Yeah, they are. You said her name was I think. yeah. That was my cousin. Yeah. She, yeah, she, she made herself, she said she made herself known. That's, that's not surprising. Yes. That's not surprising actually. And usually my, my grandmother, um, she was, she was very strict actually. She was more of like, but very like. And so she's always the one that I would expect to come forward. Mm-hmm. And then like sometimes my grandpa will, and he was more of the quiet Yeah. The quiet one and stuff. Yeah. So I'm always like a little bit surprised and I mean, I do, um, they were, they were never like, I don't remember a lot. Um mm-hmm. I mean, he, I was very young when he passed away though. Yeah. Um, but I do think like, they, like, they're. Like, I can feel their love. Yeah. Like even the love they had for each other, but like, no, they were never very, like, I don't really remember them embracing, I just say I didn't know how to say it without sounding like, so like hurtful. But like, they just like, they were just like standing so just pleasantly next to each other. But they like weren't holding hands. They weren't like, yeah, you, they were just like, just standing right next to each, like just standing right there. Just enjoy. And I really don't, when you said that, I was like, I don't actually know if I do ever remember. Seeing them hold hands or embrace or yeah, anything. And I was just a kid, but Yeah. Um, but that didn't surprise me then when you said that, so, so, um, but um, okay. I know we went over a little bit, but, um, this was, no, this was so great and this was exactly, I feel like exactly what I needed today Did you love this episode of the Ultra Aligned Podcast? If so, I would be so incredibly grateful if you could leave a glowing review in five stars. Your support helps this podcast reach even more people who are ready to step into their light. Have questions or suggestions for topics you'd like me to dive into. 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