Symbols and Messages

This episode goes into messages and symbols I have been drawing and signals

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Hi everyone, welcome back to my podcast, Walking Your Soul's Path, Episode 9. So I am no longer doing uh audio episodes anymore. I will be doing uh videos. So yesterday I had gotten well sorry, this is Friday. So Friday, I had gotten a message from my guys that I need to make a like I should make a video episode. And I've said this in the past, so like things will happen where it's like um I will get like these messages and like thoughts. We all have thoughts, right? Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts, thoughts, thoughts. And you sometimes wonder, like, okay, where are those thoughts coming from? Are they coming like are we just totally having them or are they coming from something higher? And when you expand your state of consciousness, uh most people who have have kind of gone beyond that um will understand that like sometimes you're wondering, okay, where are your thoughts coming from? And so sometimes I'll have like certain thoughts where I'm like, hold on, I know it's not coming for me. Um, and then my hand will just go up like that. But I've mentioned that in previous episodes that like energy and like hands and all that stuff, right? Uh so I kind of had to sit with it because I'm thinking, okay, like like why would I need to do that? And I remember my soul just uh speaking like that. But you can't bakata motion. Uh so if I could not think like come up with a valid reason as to why I don't like I shouldn't make them, then I need to make them. And I always and I always like anytime I speak with my guys, I always say that I will do whatever it is that you have like you ask of me. Too many incredible things and coincidences, which I don't believe in coincidences anymore, uh, have happened to me to not believe, right? Like I'm speaking a whole different language. Like, I mean what? So it's like fine. So I did obviously I didn't like go run to make an episode. I'm like, okay, let me sip this for a second. And I said to them, if this is something that I'm truly meant to do, then could you just like send me a sign? And I said, Koriba Taba. Okay. So I remember uh texting my friend, you know, texting my friend asking him, like, hey, like, what do you think about this? And he knows like everything I'm involved in. I've told him like basically everything since the day that this all started. And he said something like, Oh, well, if there's something that you want to show, and I think you should do it. But if you're just like randomly just like talking, then like don't do it. And I said, Okay, got you. And I thought, oh, but maybe that was a sign because he had no idea that I was planning on actually showing like like two different things that I actually had. And so I thought that was it. And then I had to go yesterday, I had to go to Michael's to get like um some more canvases and uh some more paint and things like that, just like some supplies. My GPS is like taking me everywhere but nowhere, okay? And at one point I'm thinking, like, girl, what are we doing? Like this isn't the like I'm over here like taking an exit, and like two seconds later, I'm like doing a complete U-turn. It takes me back up the exit. I'm thinking, where are we going? Like, I'm just trying to get to Michael's, and so I'm getting a little bit frustrated. Then I also remember, like, girl, where do you have to be? Where do you have to go? And I'm like, right, I don't really have to go anywhere. Like this weekend is just completely all me. So uh as I'm like going through traffic, and traffic is real, okay, even though I went a bit earlier, like I got up, I did my hair, you know, took out my hair, put in some new hair, and I was just like vibing. I'm like, okay, I have nowhere to be. Sure, let's go to Michaels. I was gonna do that on Sunday, but I can do it now. And I'm thinking, well, nothing's really pressing, like I'll just like stick with the well wherever we're going, let's just do it. Fine. And I'm behind this car, okay? Because and I do not fluently speak Spanish, even though I took like for four years and it did not stick. Uh I can do a little thing or two, but I'm behind this car and I'm like reading this sign, and I don't I don't know why, but I was just like, this means something, and I'm also kind of curious about it. So I took a picture of it, which I will insert here. And I took a picture of this car, and I figured, okay, this means something, but I'm also kind of curious, I'm also stuck in traffic. So I'll just like look it up later when I get home. And so finally got to Michael's like 30 minutes later, and I come back home, start like binge watching or whatever, because I just wanted to have like a nice relaxing day before I like started like working on things. And I I was like, oh right, I took a picture of that thing, let me look it up. And I look it up. Okay, and when I looked at what it said, I was like, holy smokes. And the fact that it said, like, with God, anything is possible. I was just like, heard you, heard you, heard you, heard you, heard you. Now I do not believe in coincidences anymore. Like, after like the things that I've been through, the things that I have seen, the things that I have felt, the things I have witnessed, I mean hello, and speaking a whole different language. You know, so it's like okay, uh like I will do it. And two weeks ago, I started um like seeing these symbols. So there was this one, there was this one instance where I was having this dream, and I was on the cusp of coming out of this dream, okay? And I'm painting, and I am painting this yellow line, and I'm writing symbols in this painting. Now I was on the cusp of coming out of like this deep sleep. So I was like, I couldn't really like hone in or zone in or however you say that, like on whatever I was doing. And so I'm just thinking, okay, well, I'm already painting, you know. Um, like symbols isn't a far stretch from that, and I just kind of like forgot about it. A couple days later, I am like watching something, and if you listen to my previous episodes, you know that like after a certain point, like I don't really want to watch TV. I don't like I don't want it like anything that's too much noise. I just want to shut it off. I want to sit in silence and be alone with my thoughts. Like that's all I like to do most days, and then things just kind of come to me. And so I was watching something and I turn it off and I'm just sitting there. I'm just sitting there, sitting there, just like thinking and just like enjoying the silence. And all of a sudden, I just feel this need, this need to like write something out. And I began like writing, um, like painting. Sorry, I began painting and then begin just like writing these symbols. And so I spent like a course of the week just painting, writing these symbols, walking away. Pack the next day, painting, writing these symbols, and walking away. And then I'll insert what that looks like now. And so at the end of the week, this is what it looked like, okay. And I was just overcome with this, like, holy like like this is like this is like a different level, like this is different now. Um because I never really expect anything. I mean, if you I listened to my episode about like when I went to ayahuasca, right? I all I really uh wanted to do there, and all I had the intention of doing is you know, ridding myself of my abandonment issues so I can move to the next chapter of my life. That's why I went there. Obviously, I had questions and things like that when I got back, and so I continued to journey, document it, jerk like journaling, all this stuff, right? And so when I was able to do that, I was like, oh, okay, like this is a whole nother level. And so I um reached out to someone about it and I said, Hey, like uh I said I want to show you something. Because a lot of all the things that happened to me, like I don't want to like constantly be like bothering other people with them. It's and also I sometimes I just want to like sit with it. I just want to sit with it and really reflect on it, versus like trying to like bring other people in and get their opinions because sometimes external sources outside of yourself is codi bat. You don't need that, um, because you already know the answers, everything is already in here. Uh, but sometimes we need a little bit extra, like, hey, am I losing it? Or you know, so sometimes I'll just like kind of sit with it. But if it's something like this, I'm like, oh no, I have to tell someone about this. So I sent a picture of it to someone, and because I tried to look online about it, I was just like, what is it? Like, what's going on? And I couldn't find anything like it. And so when I reached out to someone, they were, and this person is like has been going through their journey and path. I feel like the word journey is like so worn out, but you know, buzzwords that like he told me, like, this is the language like of your soul, like you're becoming more of who you are, that you, you know, because when we come here, we forget, and then as we go through the emotions of like this awakening and this path of understanding, you become really you're you start to really merge with your higher self, okay? That's the best way I can put it. And so he told me that I went, okay, cool. Um kind of talked a little bit about it, and then in the end, uh he asked me, like, okay, so like how do you feel about it? Like, what does this mean to you? And I basically was just like, it means like, you know, we're in the game now, like it's getting more real. Because before, you know, because when you hear about people like talk about like awaking and spirituality, it's all about manifesting and believing in yourself, and it it's it's so much more than that. It is this incredible journey of seeing the world through like a different lens. Because when you expand your state of consciousness, it's like you just start to see how the world is pieced together, and you start to understand that we are just like a small speck of what is really happening, and moments where I'm just like, I don't know, like I'm losing my mind, uh like it's like things happen and it's like magic, and it's hard to explain to someone who has already made up their mind about what the world is and what the world isn't. And most people have already decided in their minds based on their traditional beliefs and things they've gone through, and you know, people are just like tired and ain't got time, and I get, you know, like there's a lot going on, you know, people are are busy and people are stuck. Uh, but I have the capacity to expand and understand more, and I want to understand and and really like dig into what is really going on instead of like what you're told do this, do that, and then you're done. Because there's so much more to life, but again, you have to respect the the state that people are living in, and I would never want to like force my beliefs on other people or try to make them, you know, feel less than because they don't believe in the same things that I believe in. I mean, heck, half the time I'm wondering, like, what the is going on? Uh, but because I am like so connected, like to my guys and to my soul, it's like even when I question it, I like I'm so connected to source where I could just like sit back, ask a question, reflect on it, and and be able to receive the answer that I need. Like I said before, you know, like I was watching this woman on YouTube talk about like, oh, just like sit with your thoughts and you know, just like ask your guides, and it's just like girl, how do you do that? Like, how does that really work? And I had to learn how to do that, and now I do that, and it's absolutely incredible. But again, that takes time to get there. You don't just get there like that. Like, it took me like a year and some change to be able to even get to that point. So, and I don't, you know, I'm very detached, like I don't have a lot going on, like I don't I don't I have no responsibilities, I do I do not have any responsibilities except for myself. So I have the capacity to ask more and search for more and really dig in. And some people don't have that. And so, yes, it took me like a year to get to this point, but sometimes people don't have that kind of time. You have to make time, and that's another thing. It's like if you are looking for something or you're searching for something, you're going to find it, right? There's no such thing as coincidences, there's like because our minds are algorithms, things that we do, things that we're interested in, we see them. And when we go out into the world, we see projections of those things, and those things are signs and signals that like we have them in our space, they can come into our space, but we also have to show up and do the work, like things don't just happen. Uh like I remember I was told, you have to take action where it is needed, and so yes, I have created this podcast. I have created a TikTok, I've created my YouTube channel. So my TikTok and my YouTube channel are basically for like for my paintings and my sketches and things, right? I don't necessarily love TikTok because I feel like it's like horrible for the mind. Uh, but unfortunately, you know, people have short attention spans, so you give them what they need, what you expect from them. Um, so if you expect people to short sentence bands and you know that's how the world's kind of going, then you set things up on there. But for like longer videos with explanations, I put them on my YouTube channel. And then for this, um, obviously there's more of a visual here now. Um, my podcast, which I started way before my TikTok and my YouTube channel, tells the story from the very beginning. Because what I had a I had a hard time understanding is like you hear people talk about like manifesting and visualizing and you know like bringing everything into your life, and it's like, yeah, that that is that is all very valid. But what people don't really understand is that like there's a whole nother part of it, like like manifesting, visualizing, sure, changing bad habits, yes, that is part of it, but it's just a smidge, just a small smidge of like what is really going on. Like when you were connected to source, I remember I actually had to have this conversation because I was like really trying to wrap my head around it. And I've talked about before how sometimes I'll just like be in my kitchen talking for three hours, and I'm just like, I'm just like talking about the whistle's going on. And I was saying that, like, you know, why is it really hard for some people to really understand like what all this is really about? And it was like you have to understand that people have to kind of like start with it, which I'm sure like at this point people have heard that line like a gazillion times, but it's really really true. Like, um, you ho ha katamiata and you have to start within and then you have to clean it out. Because most of the things that like the breaks that I've had when I've been in my apartment, um, stuck on my kitchen floor, hysterically crying, having breakdowns, like that is something I'm doing on my own. Like when I'm showing I've been doing the work, I am in my own space, going on a journey, or even separate from that, just like really trying to understand something. And I'm just like writing and I'm journal, like I'm journaling, I'm just doing all these things. That's not happening with like 50 people around me. That is happening with me doing the work on my own to try to figure it out. And yes, I have people that I can reach out to for like a resource, but at the end of the day, they're not gonna feed me the answers because it's something that you have to figure out, but before you can even get to that point, you have to clean it out. Like, people are trying to manifest and like grow into these different versions of themselves without understanding like the foundation of where that even started, and that in itself is challenging to sit with your thoughts. And I've met people that do not want to sit with their thoughts and do not want to sit with like oh okay, like, yeah, that some people just don't want to do that, people don't want to go that deep, and people want to stay surface, and I totally get that. Ignorance is bliss, but to get to this point that I am at right now, it took a lot of work, and so sitting with that and understanding it, like you understand the foundation, and so since I was able to understand like the symbols and the writings and all of that stuff, I started to transcribe them, and so when I started to transcribe them, I started to realize that, like, oh okay, like this is something that's like we're like we're really doing this, and so I transcribed them on my YouTube channel and on my TikTok, and sharing that with people is a way for me to be like this isn't just something that just happened to me, right? This is something that I have been working towards, and if you understand my story and if you heard my story from the very beginning, you will know that this isn't something I expected to happen, it's something that just kind of happened. But that's like the best part, right? I showed up and I did the work, and now I'm getting more and more of what I didn't even expect. And if you expect things and things are not a surprise, and you're just kind of like living in a loop, and we're done with living in a loop, right? Because a loop is just like who wants to live like that? But some people have to live like that because it's the only way they can deal with reality. But reality isn't what you think it is, it is something completely different. But to understand that other piece of reality, you have to show up and do the work, and so what I am doing and what I will continue to do is show up, do the work, and share every piece of that journey with all of you, and whatever way that makes sense uh for me, and hopefully this helps people, you know, because I cannot be the only one going through these things, and I'm not the only ones going through these things, and sometimes it's like you have these people who have been who have gone through these trials and tribulations, and you know, like they have like millions of followers, and it's just like yeah, but like where did you start from the beginning? Like, I want to know from the very beginning, like I would love to just see someone really talk about it, you know, like what it was like when like you were just like scraping and you were just like sitting in your own thoughts, like that's what I want to see, and then I just realized like that's what I've been doing, is I'm starting at the very very bottom and working my way up, and it is really amazing to share that. So if you want to see the transcription um of uh that uh of the painting, then I would check out my TikTok or YouTube, whatever you guys have, because it's really really interesting, and I'm doing it piece by piece. I already did part one and part two, and I did uh three and four, but though those will drop on Tuesday. So I hope you enjoyed this video, and I hope you look forward to more videos in the future.