Update on Dream State and Waking Dream and The Concept of time

This episode gives an update on a how my dream state mirrored my waking dream and understanding the concept of time and flow state

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Hi everyone, welcome back to my podcast, Walking Your Soul's Path, Episode 10, Season 2, Season 2, Episode 10, either way, phenomenal. Kati Bashata. Uh tikshi ni moto yi. Mm-mm. I love saying the I know I said this in the previous episode, but I love saying like the episodes because it just like makes me um understand like we are doing it. We are in it. So uh on this episode I want to talk about time. Cause um, like I said, like these concepts come up that I have to grasp and really like reflect on. And so time is something I'm gonna talk about, but I want to do a follow-up to my dream state, waking state episode that I made. So if you're not if you have not heard that episode, I would listen to that first uh before you watch this. Because uh I know I talked about how you have your waking dream and then you have your dream state and how those kind of mirror each other. Well, not kind of, they do mirror each other. So I had something happen to me. So I want to do a quick little story time that would happen to me, and then I will get into the concept of time, which I know is like everywhere in the world, but like I said, I am going through this journey in real time, and so like as things come up and as I reflect and go on my journeys and I learn different things, I just kind of like to just talk about that. So, um, let's talk about like my um my dream state and my waking dream mirroring each other, okay? So a couple weeks ago I had this dream, and I also made a episode on vivid dreams and things like that. So if you've listened to that as well, you'll know that like my dreams are like they're just here. And so I often get like signals and messages. Uh so I had this one dream, okay. I was and everything was in um tikish, but uh the way that um my dreams work uh is they happen in like frames, right? They're very fast. This boom boom boom boom different frames. And so in this in and like in this one frame, I'm like sitting in a room and it it's a literal the setup is literally like an AA meeting, okay? And I'm just sitting down and this guy comes in and he is like really upset, and he's like yelling and he's screaming, and everyone's just looking at him, and no one's saying anything. And I'm thinking, man, this guy's like really upset. Like I hope he's okay. Uh, and then he just like storms off. And then the next frame, I'm in the bathroom, well, in a bathroom, about to like brush my teeth or whatever, and he's like standing in the doorway, and he's just like yelling, and I'm thinking, okay, so clearly you're upset and you need to go do something. Like just go do whatever, like I don't know, but just go do something. And I'm so he leaves and I'm just like brushing my teeth, da-da-da. And I hear this like um, like this noise, like something fell or something. And again, this is all in my dream, but I can remember my dreams like because they're so vivid. And I write them down all the time because I have a dream journal. And so I hear this noise and my heart just my heart just like drops. I'm thinking, okay, I'm not sure what that is, but I need to go, I need to go check. And so I walk out of the bathroom and I'm like in my parents' house at that point. And in my parents' house on the second level, there are four bedrooms, and there's one immediately to the right of the bathroom. And so I'm in my like I'm like in this frame, I'm in my parents' house, and I turn to the right, and I open the door, and this person is in the middle of hanging themselves. And I didn't get emotional, I didn't uh like start spazzing out. I simply just like instinctively instinctively just went and like like um wrap my wrap my arms around this person's lower legs and I just kind of lift them up. And I remember saying, like, why are you doing that? Like, what's going on with you? In the next frame, we were just walking, um, like walking with our dogs. I'm not even a dog person, so that I and I wrote that down in my dream journal too. Um and then that was kind of the dream, and this name came to me, okay. And it was a name of a person that I had been kind of like uh speaking with because they were actually um I had spoken to them before they decided to do go on their own ayahuasca journey. And they were gonna spend like seven grand in Mexico to go on this journey. There is a documentary on Netflix about these soldiers who were uh coming home and and committing suicide because what was happening to them and what they were going through was just like it weighing on them so heavy that a lot of them couldn't function when they came back. And it was very similar to his story. And so I had told him where I had gone, my experience, what I learned, how I came back, continued doing the work, and here I am now talking to you guys. So his name had came up, and I'm thinking, I know that he had just gotten back because he went around the same time that I went, he went in April, but he went uh to another location, but he still went to the same kind of like uh umbrella that I did, and his name came up, and I'm thinking, okay, I'm not gonna like text someone about like you know, my dream I had about someone trying to commit suicide that just seems a bit drastic. And I was also thinking, well, you know, he came, he just came back from his retreat. I'm sure he's fine. And I texted them a couple days after that, and he genuinely seemed okay. Uh, but again, you're just texting, so how do you really know if someone's okay if you're just texting them? So, and I knew I was gonna see him eventually because I had an event to go to um for his sister's baby shower. So I was just like, okay, well, you know, like he's like, I'm going through life, life is lifing. I heard you, hear you, I get it. So I'm just gonna let you live. I'm not gonna bother you with this because it's just bringing it up just sounds like really dramatic. And I just I just didn't think it was appropriate. So I end up seeing him, okay, and um, because I already told him, look, I want to hear about like what happened to you, what's been going on, uh, the shilly la da. And we start talking, and he tells me about his experience, how it went. Um, Mother Ayahuasca spoke to him, which I think is always so beautiful. I've only known two people that have had that have spoken to Mother Ayahuasca. It has not happened to me. Will I do ayahuasca ever again? I really don't know. I don't really feel like I need it because I already journey. But if I felt stuck again in life or I feel like I wanted to go further, I would do it. I would go back to the same place I was before because I know they take care of their people. So, anywho, so he starts telling about his experience, all his other stuff, and then he starts saying, like, but since he's been back, you know, life has been really taking a toll on him. And I'm thinking, oh my goodness, like, what's going on? And he starts crying. And I was like, I have to tell you something. And so I told him about my dream, and then his name came up, and he starts crying. He thinks, he's like, I think that dream is about me. And I'm thinking, well, at this point, you know, it had to be about you. So he starts telling me what happened to him. And so he had an incident where he literally almost died because he was having a reckless moment. And I was like, Well, I'm not really sure like exactly when I had the dream, but I know it was since you've gotten back from your retreat. And he was like, uh, I'm pretty like if it was around like the 15th, that dream was about me because I had an incident or you know, he did some things, he got into a really bad argument with his fiance, and he was just spiraling. He did some things, got in the car, and just complete mess, complete mess. And I was like, Well, when I get back home, well, I also kind of spoke to him about like you know, you have to make different decisions when you come back, like when you have that kind of experience in general, if you do like DMT, mushrooms, ayahuasca, whatever. If you have this like life-changing experience, and then you come back to your life, you have to maintain that. It doesn't just happen, it is a lot of work. And well, I shouldn't say a lot of work because that seems like like I'm dragging it, but it's work, you know. Um, and I actually had a journey after that, and I was kind of reflecting it and asked my guides about it, and it was and they had said to me that like when people go and have those experiences, everyone wants to be in line, everyone wants to be awake, and everyone wants all this knowledge. And when you're in a when you're in a retreat space, you're in that space and it's tranquil, and everyone's getting along and it's kumbaya, everyone's listening to each other, and it's like every you know, it's it's good energy, good energy everywhere. But then you come back home and you go back to work, you go back to your routine, cars are beeping, you go on the train, city, like life just goes back, right? Because that state, I mean, sure, some people live in that state 24-7, and that's how they choose to live, but most people have to come back to a state where everything around you hasn't transformed like the experience that you had. Like, sure, you come back, transform, but life doesn't really work that way. And my guides had said that like people have these experiences and they think they're gonna come back and everything's gonna be like it was in that space. But you have to earn, you have to earn that, you have to continue to do the work and earn that, and you have to make decisions that align with you, and those decisions decisions aren't always easy, but those decisions that you have to make because the decisions that you know that you have to make are the uncomfortable ones. The ones that if you want to keep making the same decisions that you're comfortable with, then you can keep doing the same thing, and except for the lessons that you learn when you come back will hit harder because you know better. Know better, do better. And I said something similar to him uh when I saw him, and then when I came back, I was just kind of curious because uh I felt bad because when I came home, I looked at when I wrote that down, and I always wrote my down my dreams down the next day. So I had written that dream down the 17th, which means I have to dream on the 16th, and I sh I sent him a picture of that journal, uh, of that journal entry, and he was like, That's the day uh that it happened to me. And so what I also learned from my guys, and this is how I know when I'm when I'm on a journey or I'm reflecting, because I don't always need to be on a journey to get this information, uh, just because I'm so open that it just if I sit in silence and reflect, I can just like communicate and I can just click we cut those um like I can just uh gain knowledge, hear knowledge, and just reflect on it and be able to communicate and channel. So I was also told that um because I felt because I I even said I was like, I felt bad because like I saw like basically that message came to me in a different form. Like he didn't try to kill himself, but obviously what he did was reckless to where he could have died. And in that moment, uh, when it like I came to and the dream happened and I awoke, like I simply wrote it down because I was thinking, well, there's no way that like something that drastic could ever happen, you know, but you just don't know. And I was like, I have this information, his name came me, but I didn't do anything, and uh, I was told that like that is something that's very new to me, but that will happen again, right? Because we are uh connected and I am open, and so what was happening was is his soul was calling and asking for help because he wasn't listening, and that also happens too, and Dolores Cannon talks about this in her books all the time when people go to her and she and she puts them under hypnosis that we are here to learn lessons, and there's no right and wrong, they're just lessons, and people who have like different pains in in different parts of their bodies will some will basically because most of her books are like this. People will ask, like, what is my purpose here? I have this pain in my lower back or my leg or whatever, and you know, um, they'll tell she goes through the past life and they'll say, Well, you've been having pain because of this or because of that, and so it's like and there was this one I remember I talked about it in the previous episode where there was this guy who was not listening, and then his friends got together and he basically almost died in Alaway being stabbed, and still I could say that story like a thousand times, and I'm still like that's that that's crazy. But when we when we don't make the decisions that we need to make, or we keep making the same mistakes, then we learn lessons, and and again, this is something that I'm not completely ingrained with, and I still have to learn about. But what happens is the the spiritual and the physical have to match each other. The energy that you have here will be the energy that you have over there. They are the same, they are one. So when you're not following, when you're not listening or you're not following, and you keep going against the grain, well, then you learn lessons, and sometimes the lessons get easier and sometimes the lessons get harder. And for him, he was still holding on to his old life before ayahuasca. And even though he wasn't happy and he was like forcing something, it was going against what he had learned, and so he was learning these lessons, and what had happened to him was a lesson on its own. That's like, okay, well, if you don't want to listen and you want to keep doing what you're gonna do, then here we go. And a lot of times, what I and this is I've just learned this in general, and then just through reading and understanding that like it won't always be some drastic thing that leads to something that you can't come back from. But well, but the lesson will come into a form where you basically have like this threshold of either you're gonna make this decision or you're gonna make that decision, but we can't keep doing the same thing because you're just kind of like you're spiraling, but you're not going anywhere, you're just staying on one level, either you go up or you go down. Again, lessons. And so um when I reflected on that, I thought like that, like I thought how incredible that was that even though we weren't really we're not really super close, obviously, we are getting close now because we're having these really, really deep conversations, that like to understand the fact that like his soul was calling for help, and his soul came to me for help, and that was in my dream. And then when I saw him at my friend's baby shower, I thought, okay, you your soul came to me in my dream, and he said he didn't reach out to me because he was embarrassed. And I thought, oh, if you only knew how many times I'd be hitting people up, saying, you know, the craziest thing, even that like episodes I talk about on here. The things that happen are things that come up. I'm like, if you only knew you should never be embarrassed and she'd never be ashamed because you were just learning and you're trying to understand, and no one should be embarrassed, but like sometimes things happen, you know, obviously sometimes reckless, but things happen. Uh and so he said he like he was too embarrassed to reach out to me, and especially since he knew that we were gonna see each other at some point. Um, but like that happened in my dream, and then in reality, he actually had an incident, and then also in this reality waking dream, me and him are like sitting down, and I am like telling him that like basically what he already knew, you know, and I kind of already said it like when you when you have those kind of experiences and you come back here and you blatantly choose to continue doing whatever you're doing, you're gonna like you're going to keep learning those lessons and they're gonna hit harder because you know better, but you're choosing not to, and you're holding on trying to make someone else change. You cannot control anybody else. You cannot control anyone else, you cannot force anyone to do that you like to do things that you want them to do. And that's one thing that my older sister and I buttted his butt all the time because she felt when she was upset, everyone else should be upset. If she feels this way, everyone else should be this way, and they should, and they should like automatically understand and fall in line. But you can't force other people to feel the way that you feel because they have their own different mindset, their own different opinions, their own views on things. So that they're not automatically gonna align with you just because you want them to. They're just just not how the world works. And that's a lesson I even had to learn. Uh, that you you have to kind of let go, uh, let go and let God, honestly. And I was telling him that, and I was saying, like, even even with me, you know, with you know, my brother that passed away, and you know, my older sister, and even with my mother, like those things still come up, and those things are still something that I have to reflect on and process, they don't just go away because I have this experience. I still have to, you know, as I'm going through life, things come up. I reflect on them, I deal with them, and I let them go. But I'm certainly not going to go back to doing the same things I was doing before. And if again, if you listen to my dream about my sister, you know why, because a lesson will be learned, and I'm not even trying to do all that. So it's just like you, when you come back, you have to continue to do the work and whatever form that looks like for you. And everyone's different. Uh, like for me, I guess kind of went further down the road, and here I am now. But everyone's uh path looks different. So, does everybody want to give an update about that? So, time, the concept of time. So, I was on a journey when this was like broken down to me, and these things were like so simple, but it's like when your mind is open and you're like just getting these downloads and you're getting this knowledge, you're just like, oh, that makes like so much sense. Um, but I will I'll try not to make this like super super dog. So, the concept of time. So, for the for the longest, ever, and this is like a con some people call this a conspiracy theory, some people will call this like you know, everyone has your different opinions. So, there is this idea that the concept of time is a is a is man-made, that in reality, because we and I'm gonna make a video on this separately because I need to make a separate video on uh manifesting physically and spiritually and living multidimensionally, uh, but so we live in a multidimensional universe, that is a fact. So, if that is the case, and again, there are other videos like this on YouTube. I mean, this information is like everywhere, but it's just like you don't it doesn't really click till it clicks. So, and people always talk about like manifesting, manifesting and the law of assumption. Uh Neville Garter teaches that. There's um there's a there's different lectures on Neville Gardner and the law of assumption and techniques and all this stuff, right? All these techniques to manifest and you know become centered meditation, all this stuff, right? Uh so the idea is if we live in a multidimensional universe and the concept of time doesn't really exist because if you live by the law of assumption and you are actively manifesting and tap into the life that you already have, then and time doesn't exist, then you can tap into that anytime you want, and you can pull it into your existence. But from the time that we come into this world, we are embedded with the idea of time. And again, these will be practical things that you already know, but I'm repeating them because it's how I can um explain it and think it through to where I came through my aha moment. So the time that we are born into this world, we are embedded with time. You learn how to do everything by a certain time, by a certain age, you go to school to different um different grades by a certain time, you graduate by a certain time, you then you graduate from high school by a certain time, you go to college by a certain time, and you're doing all these things that are uh managed and structured by time. And I remember speaking to because I I have like different groups of people that I talk with, like people who are really ingrained into spirituality and know knowledge beyond me. I'm still learning. And then I have people that are just very practical and they're very open, but they're not into like this whole like uh aliens and higher beings and entities and any of that stuff. So I get like I I like like the best of both worlds because I like hearing both opinions. So I was asking someone, like, do you believe in time? And they said yes, because time's important and time, um time allows structure, which is true, because if everyone went went around like oh, I have all the time in the world, then the world couldn't run because everyone would just be running amok. But the idea of time is embedded to keep the structures in place, but everyone runs on time and like everything revolves around that. I mean, think about it, right? Most people have work, they get up around six or seven, they go to work, they spend eight hours at work, they come home, they either have to do laundry, get groceries, um, like catch up. Like catch up on housework, just different things, and that also takes up a lot of their day. Downtime. But then how do you spend that downtime? The moment that you can breathe, the moment that you have a second where you don't have to do anything, how are you spending that time? And most people spend it uh watching videos on YouTube, listening to podcasts, um, scrolling on their phone, watching TikTok. So the moment that you're able to think and to breathe, you're just spending that by by either binge watching something, watching TV, you're you're you you are numbing your mind to be focused on something because you are so worn out and so tired. The moment that you have time, you spend that time just doing nothing. And most people spend it that way. And so the idea of like, oh, there's not enough time, there's not enough time, yeah, there's not enough time because that's by design. You spend so much time doing the all these other things other than how you want to spend your time because you have been conditioned to only think you can spend your time that way, because we have been um well, this happens when you come in. Uh when you are born in, you forget, and some people remember and some people don't. But if you do remember, you understand that you are a creator of your own space and of your own time, but because people forget that their life and the moments that they have are being shaped by something else other than them, because when we think we are creating, when we think we are producing, we're we are literally just reproducing things that we are watching and that we were seeing and that we are scrolling through, and then we regurgitate um through action and through thought and through speech, everything that we watch and that we see, because we're not creating, because the moment that we have time and space to decompress and reflect, we're just choosing to watch something or stream something, and then we are tuned in to a frequency other than our own, and so therefore, if you are tuned in to a frequency, and frequency is energy and vibration, all of that stuff, right? And that's that's a whole nother conversation. But when you're tuned into a channel, how can you be tuned into anything else? So, therefore, you're saying, Oh, time, time, time, time, time, time, time, time, time, time, tawita. But is it really time, or is it more moments in time that we don't that we can't seem to grasp, or we can't seem to uh get a handle on? Because if you really took like took a step back and thought about the way that you spend your time, it's not really in this, and I I was watching this video the other day, and this guy had said this that when you think about time, time is tied to activities. And if you think about how you spend your day, it is spent doing different activities. Like when I was in the corporate world, right? We had BAU, the finance term, business as usual. So from 8 a.m. to noon, I I knew every day what I was doing. Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. So I knew from that time to that time that's how I was spending my time. And so, but those are tied to activities, but now um that I am just simply creating, I'm not in that same mindset, and I was on a journey and I was told I now have to exist without time, and I was I was cracking up for like 10-15 minutes, and I'm like, but wait, how do I do that? Like, how do I exist without time? And I was just thinking it through, and I'm thinking, okay, well, I guess like I don't really have to think about time. Uh, because again, on one of my other journeys, I was uh told that like anything outside of yourself doesn't align. So if I had like a thought or an idea internally, on me, it just came to me and I was like, oh dang, I could do this, da-da-da-da. But then any other thought that I had that made me think, oh, but I can't do this if I can't do this, then that is not from within, that is external. Anything external does not exist only internally. So it's like, okay, well, I'm thinking now, I'm like, okay, well, how I'm gonna spend all of this time. And I thought, well, why am I so worried about the time itself? Because I'm no longer on the schedule. Like, even this idea of like doing this, right? Posting, like uh create creating episodes, painting, all of that stuff, yeah, that takes time. But when I am creating, I'm not thinking about how much time it's going to take, I'm just simply doing it. And there's this idea, and I've heard this before, so I'm gonna say it, right? But when we are uh we are in this flow of creating. Oh, a really good one is uh if you've ever seen oh what's someone to get soul. That Disney movie Soul, I'd love a good Disney movie. When he is playing the piano, he is in flow state. So when we are in flow state, we are not thinking about time, we are just simply existing in a space in time, we are just existing, and that is what I'm doing when I am creating, when I'm doing this, when I'm painting, when I'm video editing videos, all of that stuff. I am in full-blown flow state. Then there are these moments where I will um just like be on YouTube and I'll be like uh clicking on something, and then something gonna pop up, like, oh, how to do this in so many days to get like that, or like what time you should upload to do that. And it's like that is external. That is an that is an idea and a concept that that person heard from someone else and that person from someone else. That that is not internal. All of that are external ideas that do not align with you. Because again, if we are, well, not if we, we are born, we are born creators, but we forget that. And so nothing outside of you can tell you what you should or shouldn't be doing. Uh like I like I know, like I had a like a moment and I was just reflecting, and I was told, how can anyone else tell you how to be or how to act when they aren't going through the same things that you've gone through? How does that work? No one can tell you how to act or how to be if they haven't gone through the same thing. And I also know better because I am connected to Source Divine God, you can call whatever you want. I'm also not the person either. I always say, uh, I'm not here to change anyone's beliefs, I'm just here to share my experience. And so when I have these moments where I start to think, okay, well, that's not really getting that many views, or like um, I have like this going on, that going on, it's like uh simply create, simply exist in flow state, and everything around you will flow together. So I am learning in real time that time, time, time, time, time, time, that the idea of time is tied to activities that we um revolve our lives around. But when your life doesn't revolve around um one singular thing and you take a step back, you realize that like in again, this is easier said than done, and I'm again I'm learning it in real time, that if you were if you're following your passion and you're following your heart and you're making decisions that align with you, and you'll know if you are or not, because when you're going against the grain, it's like you're going against the current, so you'll know if you're doing something that's in a line with you, and you're just like you just you're just doing too much, then you're not in flow state. But the moment you when you are at peace and you you are just like in just stillness to the point where you're just like, man, I'm good. Then you're existing in a space with no time. But the moment you're running around doing this, doing that, but how you gotta do this, then you're not in flow state, and your life is just in time frames. And again, this is easier said than done because the majority of the world lives in time. Time creates structure, and structure is needed. Like if everyone knew they could just create and do this, this, and that, then you wouldn't be able to live in this world, and then we wouldn't be able to learn lessons, and souls come here to learn lessons and to live these different lives to learn, to understand, and to then leave and then take the information back, and you know, um, reflect on it. And that's all again, that's a whole other conversation. And Dolores Cannon talks about this in her books as well. Um, like how that knowledge is learned and how it is taken back, and how that knowledge is used on the road. Uh, so I am learning to exist without time, but still understanding and respecting the fact that yes, there are certain moments where I will need to worry about time. Uh, because you know, activities, you know, if I want to go on vacation, if I want to take a trip, like obviously, like I can't like go to the airport and be like, oh, there's no time, I can just do whatever I want. I guess you could that's not realistic. But the majority of my time now is spent in flow state, where I am simply creating understanding and putting pieces of the puzzles together to then share and reflect on uh as I continue to put information out there as I learn it. And at first I was like, I don't know how I'm going to do that, but then as I just do it, it's not so like abnormal. Like the idea that I can just like wake up and just do my own thing, create, I like make a list of things like, oh, I want to do that, or I want to do this, and then I just simply just like in some way, shape, or form like start putting that together. And as I continue to like grow in this journey and kind of like figure things out along the way, the pieces of the puzzle will come together, and then I can share that in real time with all of you.