Explaining the "Rebirth through the Journey" Painting

This episode explains a recent painting a created off a journey I went on last week and the rebirth of remembering that I went through with visuals and messages 

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Hi everyone, welcome back to my podcast, Walking Your Souls Path, season two, episode 16. So I wanted to make an episode on this painting because I went on a journey last weekend that was very transformative. And I really felt the need to just like paint like the visuals that I saw, but also that feeling that I felt in that moment. Now I will talk about that journey, and that episode will be dropping on Thursday. Uh, but I thought it was very important for me to kind of like explain um, you know, this painting because it is connected to that, and obviously, um, before I even get to that, I think it's you know, to show like a visual of that, um was kind of important. And also too, my life was going through this like reconstruction phase, and I really couldn't do that much because people were in and out of my apartment, which was driving me completely nuts. So I basically was kind of like forced in a way to really focus on this painting and creating this, and just really focusing on that moment and that visual to create this. So I had originally sketched um like like this, uh, like with the eye and the and the body, but as I looked at it, I didn't really like it that much. But I also was just like, well, I still like want to keep it, so I'll probably hang it up somewhere. Um, so I sketched this first with the eye and then the body, and then the um lines of energy going into the body and then up into the eye. Because during my journey, when I was grounding myself and centering, um, like that's what I saw, like this eye and these lines of energy just going into this eye. But I also wanted to also represent the the body in itself and my body and how it felt with me seeing those visuals, but then my body in that moment, as like it felt like those lines of energy were going into me and going to the center, which is the eye, right? Uh, but then I didn't like it, and I was just like, okay, well, I'm not gonna paint this, but I'm still gonna keep it. So then I ended up painting this, and this to me, uh, and I uploaded on my website uh and you know added commentary to it. And so this the theme of this painting is rebirth through the journey. And so if you if you have been listening to me um since the beginning, obviously you know how transformative um my ayahuasca trip was, and then coming back and continuing to seek information, seek knowledge, and continue that growth, right? And so I knew like when I got this cabin and like the beginning of the year, so like the book early, I knew that I was going to go, like I was gonna do a heroic dose. And so I already knew that was going to happen. And it literally was an extension of what I had been doing since I got back from Costa Rica, up until when I went to Arizona, up until now, right? And again, all of this is documented, and I talk about all these different stages and um concepts and knowledge and challenges that I have been going through, and so that it has led me to this rebirth. Because as we go through layers of life and we are cleaning things out, we are gonna reorganizing things and um just like rediscovering not only who we are, um, but the parts of us that we forgot, right? And so that's what I have been doing now for the past oh my gosh, like more than a year now. That's what I've been doing. And so when I went on my journey, it was like this transformative experience because I did a heroic dose, and so I was like, it hit me. I was crying, I was um having these really good insights. I was channeling, I was doing all this stuff, and this lasted for like hours, which again that episode will drop on Thursday. But I wanted to represent what that was like and what I connected to, and so rebirth is not only um a new version of yourself, but it's also saying goodbye to your old self. And I actually did that during my journey. Um, I actually kind of said like goodbye to my old self and parts of me that were no longer needed for where I'm for where I am going to go next. And so when I painted this, I wanted to display the layers of life that I have been working through, but and also displaying at the same time what it felt like when I was centering myself and seeing those lines of energies going into this eye, and fee physically feeling those lines of energies going into me, and understanding that all of the work that I have been doing for over a year now, talking about it, um, creating artwork for it, now like being on video and talking about it, it's all part of this rebirth of understanding what I'm stepping into in this light. And this message that came to me uh the other day that, like in this physical experience that we are living in, there are pieces of a puzzle that are all laid out, right? And when we walk the path of our soul, walking your soul's path, and um, when we walk the path of our soul, we are picking up pieces of that puzzle, and then when we pick up pieces of that puzzle and we put them together, we then can create, and when we create, we are just creating extensions of ourselves that we have forgotten, and whichever way we choose to do that. The channeling doesn't have to be through speech, through art, it could be through anything creative that you want to do. And so, what I have been doing is picking up pieces of the puzzle that I am trying to remember, and once I remembered what those pieces were and I put them together, I then can create these pieces of art that I am surrounded by that that are projections of everything that I am learning and everything that I am trying to remember that are a part of me since I've been here. I just those those parts of me just weren't awakened, and now they are. Like if everything just came to you all at once and you remembered all these things, you'd be overloaded and you'd be overwhelmed, and you would have a panic attack. So it'd be two information all at once, so you have to slowly walk the path of your soul to get these pieces, put them together, and then you can create. Words, how we speak, the feeling of those words when we speak, when we speak them, is important. Just like decisions are portals and choices and all that stuff, and conversations and connections, all those are portals uh to different places that we can go, uh, and that we can discover if we choose to um again engage and open up to those possibilities. And I'm slowly learning that through my transcriptions and all this other stuff. So when I end up writing, um, because I was like channeling when I was doing this, when I ended up writing that those letters on there, I was like, oh, I cannot wait to figure out like what they mean. And so once I was able to finally speak them, I understood that they are those words are a portal that is now being opened for me to access more information and assistance um from my ancestors and my guides whenever I need them. Because there's this idea that um well it's not an idea because people actually do it, that people create altars, right? People create altars, and there's these deities and beings that they um they give how should I put this? Because it explained to me when I went to Arizona and I was visiting the Hopi tribe, and there are houses there, and they actually like feed like the deities and the entities that are there, and they like will put food there. So a lot of times you will put um whatever, and you will know this as you learn what that entities are are being that you are feeding likes and what they don't like, right? Like what to bring to them, what to offer them as like uh a sign of um thanks, you know. Just like we give the church money, you know, uh, like we're showing that oh, okay, you know, we're being proactive. Well, it's just like when you give when you go to church and they have a basket that comes around and you give the money. Well, instead, with this, what you do is you build an altar and you put at this altar whatever that seeker being are being likes. And so what they do there, and they've been doing this for like thousands of years, is in these specific houses, they feed the entities and they just put food in there, right? And they feed them. So, what is happening now is I'm getting, and I knew about this stuff before, but I wasn't really like super into it because I'm thinking like it's not something I felt like I needed. Should I beat thee? So, um, but now I'm in the position where I'm starting to learn about specific entities and beings and um how to access them to ask them for assistance. Because the thing is that they were always there, you know, all this energy, all this information is always there. It's it's just whether or not you're tapped in and you're willing to learn what that information means, how to understand it, how to connect to it, and then you can use it whenever you want. So once you understand how to connect to something, and people do this, um, they create altars, they bring the offerings there, and they leave them there, and then they ask for assistance for whatever they need. And so I was thinking, like, why do you have to create an altar? Like, do I need to do all that we see be? And um I was told not to create an altar unless you're gonna create one for yourself. And if you really, really need something, then you can create one. And then I was told what that certain um entity or being likes, and they told me if you really need something, I would speak those words, and then I would bring the offering of what I know they like or what I need to bring, which I already know that, and then I would just speak those words, you know, obviously have everything all set up, speak those words, and then I would just ask for whatever I wanted. And I know that might sound wild, but like um really famous people that you know already do this. Um, like they build like these extravagant altars and they bring offerings and they leave them there, and they just ask for whatever they want. But then I had asked, well, if we're already doing things that we like, if our vibration frequency, all that stuff is bringing us what we want, then why do we have to then ask an NCR being to to bring like to bring it to us? You know, that didn't really make any sense to me. And the example I got back to me was just like in this physical world, we have like we we get help, right? If we can't understand something, if we need help, like it could be something simple, like, oh hey, can you do this? Oh, hey, yeah, I need your favor for this, right? And then you have someone who steps in and says, Oh, okay, I got you. Yeah, sure. I'll help you with this, this is this. Well, it's the same concept. It's when you understand and you connect to the spiritual world and you understand the edities and beings that exist in that on the spiritual side, then you are able to kind of tap in and connect with them to say, Hey, I need help with this. Can you assist me with this? Or I need help understanding this, and then they will bring you or give you whatever you need. And I was always told this, and I probably have said this in in a previous episode, that I've I've always been told during my journeys and just in general, that all you have to do is ask. Just ask. I realized that when I was asking, I wasn't really asking the right way because I didn't know how. And again, I knew about all these things beforehand, but I was thinking, okay, I'm like, I'm still trying to figure this out, so I'm gonna get to that later. But now I have access to you know, um, this information to say, hey, if I really need something or I need help, I have this ability to kind of like tap it and say, Hey, can you help me with this? Can we figure this out? Because you always hear, like during like spiritual journeys, right? Like, you're never alone, you're never alone, you're never, you know, there's someone gotta get to you about hey, there's someone always here, right? But it doesn't always feel like that. Because like when you're going through and you're just like being taken through the trenches, it like it doesn't feel like that. It just feels like you're kind of figuring it out. Like I don't like I would always say, like, like that, um, I'll figure it out, I'll figure it out, I'll figure it out, I'll I'll do what I need to do. But now what is happening is like through this rebirth, I am connecting to other entities and beings higher than myself to assist me in this life and to give me what I need, and all I need to do is ask, and so this painting is a representation of words and a display of if I ever need assistance or if I ever need help, this has been created because I went and walked the path to pick up those pieces, put that puzzle together, so then I can then create this, and I would not have been able to do this if I wouldn't have gone through that journey and walked that path to figure it out. I will talk about like my journey in the woods because that is a whole separate thing, and I've added images and things to it as well, so I will drop that on Thursday. But I thought it was really important to explain this piece first because it connects to that. So, to understand where I went, you also need to understand where I'm going, and so this is a great display of what I've connected to, so that the journey that I went on in the woods makes sense. So, um, look forward to that episode dropping on Thursday, and I hope you look forward to listening to more episodes in the future.