A New ERA of Healing, Growth, Embracing Divine Guidance, and Why Mainstream Media is Demonic

Welcome to Season 2 of the Higher Paradigm YouTube channel and podcast! 

In this episode, we delve deep into the themes of growth, healing, and spiritual transformation. I share personal reflections on turning 40, the transformative 30’s, and navigating karmic relationships. We discuss the significance of eclipse season, cosmic events, and their impact on personal and collective consciousness. Learn about the importance of setting boundaries, exercising discernment, and confronting societal polarities. 

This episode is a call to deepen your relationship with yourself, your higher power, and embrace the changes necessary for a more aligned, purposeful life. Join us for an enlightening journey of love, truth, and divine guidance. 

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00:00 Welcome to Season Two

01:19 Reflecting on Personal Growth

03:19 The Power of Healing and Faith

06:29 Facing Rejection and Embracing Change

12:08 Navigating Social Media and Setting Boundaries

38:55 Astrological Insights and Cosmic Alignment

49:44 Conclusion and Future Episodes

Much Love and Many Blessings to you.

Transcript

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Hello. Hello. Welcome back. This is season two of the Higher Paradigm YouTube channel and podcast. I am so excited to be here today. Yes. We started season two, I impromptu, um, last week. Was it? Oh my gosh, yes. The time is just wonky right now, which is because we're in eclipse season. We're in the end of eclipse season, and it is like time, outside of time and literally it has felt like time outside of time this past week. My 40th birthday was last Friday, you know, that we started. Season two, really last week with the death of Charlie Kirk and me sharing my perspective and what I encourage and invite everybody who listened or watched that episode to really start noticing and paying attention to when we're out in the world and consuming social media or,, mainstream media. This last week has really been illuminating. It has been emotional. It has been an invitation to ask ourselves, what are we ready to truly step into and how are we gonna, show up in the world, but show up powerfully and courageously and. How many of us are actually on this planet right now because we are here to lead a movement, to be a part of the, rising frequency of this planet. This movement back into relationship with love and God and truth and feeling divinely guided, but also feeling secure in what we know we're here to do, and how many of us are also recognizing that I have some deep healing to do because there is greater purpose for me and all of this pain and this suffering, and the, these wounds that I carry and the way that they're. Driving the vehicle of my life, how, how am I ready to really dive into this work, into healing work so that I can become that version of myself that God created me to be? You know, because I definitely know from my own experience of connecting in and, and building this relationship with, with God and doing all of the healing work that I have done, but also that I have guided and supported others through God created us to emote, to feel, to let go, to surrender, to, you know, experience, pain and suffering and trauma. That's why we came to this planet, but it was not for the purpose of living in that state. And this is where we are right now as a collective. You can see it who's in such dire need of purification, but before you can be cleansed, you have to be willing to go inward. And in my experience, I know that you have to be willing to accept what you've been through, accept your pain, feel that pain through grieve, whatever it is that you need to grieve in order to allow yourself to be purified in order to allow yourself to connect more deeply with God. God can only work through us when we are opening ourselves up to receive God. If we are, living in this body that is just riddled with. Pain and, and anger and rage and resentment and shame and guilt and trauma. It is really difficult to connect more deeply with our own intuition, which God gave us, so that we can recognize the divinity that lives within us. The light that is our soul that was created and was brought here into this body because we were called to be here in this moment. I am going off on a tangent. I know, but my point is, is that we are in a really unique time right now, and as I said, and I, I do wanna share more. In a little bit about how cosmically astrologically, you know, everything that's happened in these last two weeks makes total sense when you think about it from that cosmic perspective, I do 100% believe that the planetary stuff that is going on, or that goes on on a daily basis and within our own unique experiences is a way to understand ourselves, our process and the path and the purpose that God created for us. So it's all intertwined. You know, I, I believe that it's all intertwined. So, yeah. Anyway, circling back a little bit, I turned 40 on Friday last week. I have been mentally, emotionally, physically, energetically preparing for this crossing over this threshold, into this new decade of my life. And it's been a big deal. A lot of 2025 has been about really facing my wounds of rejection in order to get to this place where I am now, where I feel safe being rejected, it is okay. It does not mean anything about me. Yes, rejection is redirection. We've heard that many times. And if you haven't, well there you go. Just working through a lot of deep wounds around fear of being rejected, really that has been holding me back from really, really truly speaking my truth and, and what it could do, who it could harm, or how I could be condemned or criticized or whatever it is, you know. So 39, a lot of 39 was working through those wounds and also really doing inventory of where my life was at and where I'm going and, and what is in my way or stopping me from getting there. And in this last month or so before turning 40, I was really in deep reflection of the last decade of my life. It just awes me what is possible when we lean into faith and trust even when we really don't feel it yet. Because when I turned 30, I was really heavy into addiction at that point, and. I told myself on my 30th birthday, this is it. I'm done with, I'm done abusing drugs and alcohol. I need to stop. But it went on for another four years until I turned 34. And I'll share more about this in my next podcast episode, but it's just amazing when you reach that all time low and you're at your own rock bottom, whatever that looks like for us individually, we have a choice. We continue down this path the point is, is that it could be, it could, the result for me felt like I lose my family, I lose my job, I go to jail or death those were the potential outcomes, but. None of that happened. So from 34 to 39, I mean, oh my gosh, the amount of deconstruction in my life is just remarkable. I literally burned every aspect of my life to the ground and over and over again, that first year of getting sober and starting to heal and started to, starting to awaken my unique intuitive gifts. There was still a lot of work to do, for a while, when I started, transforming my life. Go through these death and rebirth phases. And I always thought, this is it, this is it, this is, this is my new life. But there was more, and there was more to deconstruct, there was more to burn to the ground. And I always thought I knew exactly where I was going, but I had no clue. I literally to this day have a relationship with just only a couple of people from my family of origin, one of which is my younger sister, who we are extremely close, and it's like a soul bond with her. When I finally spoke the truth of what was going on in my family and the abuse that we had gone through and how we need to protect the next generation of children, I knew in that moment, oh my gosh, what did I do? I knew that it would rock our world, and it certainly did, and that was 2023. And I don't think I could be where I am today if I succumb to fear of losing these people succumb to fear of speaking the truth succumb to fear of being slandered by my own father, which I didn't expect, and my mother. I can't imagine what my life would look like if I didn't just courageously, face it and just deal with it and just move through it. Because my life now is, I'm just so incredibly blessed and I've been blessed, but I, you know, when you are stuck in a situation in a, in a life experience or like you're clouded by a toxic environment, you're not, you don't see things clearly. By severing ties with my family of origin, I was able to recognize how truly blessed I am, and I was able to really. Hear my own voice, hear the voice of God deepen into relationship spiritually with my spirit supports, but also my husband and the friends that stuck around and, and supported me through this big change in my life and my sister. And do work of self rejection and really recognize how much that voice in my head that criticized me that inner critic so often was not even my own. And. Yeah, it just was a wild ride. I share this because you have no idea what's in store for you and what is possible when you take the courageous action steps to make your life better, to feel more fulfilled and more you, you wanna, you wanna feel more joy in your life? Look at the environment that you live in. Look at the people you surround yourself with. What kind of people do you turn to when you are seeking joy? Is it actually filling your cup or is it making you feel like shit? Is it depleting you? Is it making you feel like insecure or doubtful or instilling self-doubt. Are there secrets that you're holding onto for others because you're, you're burden with them. So, you know, making significant changes in your life requires courageous action. What is it that my fitness coach always says? If it doesn't challenge you, it, it won't change you. Going after what it is that you desire it your life to look and feel like if it doesn't challenge you, it's not gonna change anything. So keep that in mind. If you stay in this comfort zone that feels really toxic and heavy. Or you know, you're surrounded by people who, they love you, but maybe it's not the kind of love you need or that feels supportive or feels truly loving for you. You have to be willing to rise up into the challenge in order to cultivate change. As a healer, that means being willing to accept the challenges of healing, being willing to go into those parts of yourself that are really uncomfortable to look at and to be with. But in the end. You know, you experience these significant changes, these significant evolutions within yourself. An alchemy of love comes from allowing yourself to go in there and really underneath it all, it's just either a scared or a sad little girl or a little person inside of you. And when we really see it for what it is and we cast the light on those shadows and we see, oh, it's not actually anything scary, it's just a little version of us, it is sacred. It is an incredible feeling. And It gives us our power back because, oh, well I love you little girl. I love you little person. I'm sorry for what you've been through. I've got you. Now you know, you, you, your adult self, you can take back that power by not. Allowing those shadows to burden you anymore. So anyway, that's that with entering into my forties I guess. But you know, this is just the beginning and it's just so interesting. It's only been a week and it feels like so much has been going on. I mean, between what we're seeing going on in the world or in our country also just grieving and, noticing, oh my gosh, that we need to stand up and stand against evil. And also, you know, then your own personal life. Last night I was thinking about. Making this episode, and if I, I almost like wanted to jump outta my skin because I just, I was ready. I was like, let's go. Let's do it. So here we are. Now more than ever, we are really being called to deepen into our relationship with ourselves, our true selves, and with our higher power. Whether it's you believe in God, source, the creator, whatever it is. I mean, we are really as humanity being called to step into our true purpose. And it's a really potent time in this country. And the world. More of us are being called to stand up for our beliefs and our values and our truth and to look evil, dead in the eye. I mean, we have not, I I, I don't know about those of you listening, watching, but it's so clear how, where demons, the devil, Satan, however you wanna say it, are working through people. It is clear where God, our creator, the good and all loving, is working through other people. And it's not to create division. I don't believe it is. I believe it's to strengthen. if we give our sovereignty to individuals or systems that are created to instill fear, then what are we doing? What is the point? We are being called to use our power of discernment. And see what forces we are up against. And it's not to scare you. It's not to scare us. It is to empower us. It is to show us what we're working with Really see what we're up against and what we're contending with. The best way that I've heard it is we're an upside down world. So a lot of those that are communicating or speaking or behaving in a more. Sinister slash Evil Dark Way actually think that they are fighting for something good. I don't know. It seems like demonic forces have taken over a lot of people and their ability to discern what is truly good from what is truly evil, and also the ability to hear someone fully, because a lot of these people who are saying that Charlie Kirk was evil. And he said evil things and he said really dangerous things or whatever. There, it's like outta context, but it's not just that, it is a perception thing. So if you want to perceive this person or any person as you know, they're wrong, they're bad, or you wanna hate them, you want to condemn them or judge them or whatever, you're gonna find a way to do it. We really are being called to set boundaries. I feel like as those who are on the side of the good, not necessarily, you know, of course Charlie Kirk was Christian. And he, his mission was to guide others to have a relationship with Jesus Christ, with God. But there are those of us, like myself, who are not Christian and don't identify as Christian, but hold a lot of similar values, you know, which is operating from goodness, having faith, being a good person. I mean, there's, there's a lot more to it than that, of course, which I don't, I don't wanna, you know, spend time elaborating too much on that in this episode. But I mean, there are values and belief systems that those of us on the side of the good are being called to really start to set boundaries with those we either connect with on a day-to-day basis or interact with, or what we're consuming. We don't need to hear every single negative thing that somebody is spewing. And also, we don't necessarily need to be friends with people on social media who, who share their perspective, but it, it honestly feels really dark and it feels out of alignment with the good or with love, or with God, however you wanna say it. So, give yourself permission right now to unfriend people, to stop following people, to take some time and space from those in your life that no matter how much you try to have a decent conversation with, it's just not gonna happen right now. Give yourself permission to take a step back because yes, as a collective, we are being called on this mission to spread love, to spread truth, to speak for the good, but not everybody's ready to hear it. And if it's like depleting your energy and it feels like utter shit and you are taking personally somebody else's stance because it's not in alignment with yours, but also it, it feels really dark or it feels demonic or whatever, just take a step back. I don't believe all hope is lost for those speaking and operating from a darker place. I there that there's no such thing in my opinion, but it's not always our job to fight or to push our narrative, our perspective, our truth onto other people. It is our job to share our truth. And this happened with Jesus too. He would share his ultimate truth with all kinds of people, and there would be a lot of people he that would reject it obviously. Did he waste his time and energy trying to convince people that weren't ready? No. So we're not here to push our beliefs onto anyone who's not ready to hear it. We can plant seeds for sure, and that's great, seeds start in the darkness and they grow when they are nurtured. So, if the person that you're planting the seed with is even unconsciously or intuitively nurturing those seeds, you did your job, and maybe that was all you needed to do in that time. But I definitely can see, and I am experiencing myself, people, I need to set boundaries with and spaces I need to set boundaries with. Putting myself in social media is one of them. I have gloriously been off of Facebook and, and Instagram mostly for like the last month, and it's been such a. Beautiful change. That is me. Maybe that's another episode I'll create and talk about is energetic funks from being on social media and just noticing how it re really makes you feel and how it affects your, your energy and your mental state. Hearing from my friends and stuff like what they're reading from people that they were friends with on social media and having to unfriend all these people, it sounds like it's the wild, wild west. I have been getting a lot of my information from YouTube because I, that's a space that feels good for me. This is an important time for us to ask ourselves. Are my true values and beliefs really in, in alignment with my actions. So what I mean by this is, are you saying I value life. I value truth, I value honesty. I value compassion. I value having compassion for others. I, I'm okay with other people's points of view, but you are actually finding yourself reactive or projecting a lot of what triggers you onto other people. What's coming up right now too is are you responding in a way that you feel you need to respond? Or does it sound like, a, uh, regurgitation of what you're hearing other people say? Are you standing firm in your own beliefs or are you being stubborn? You know, are you being stubborn because you have always been on this side of things and this is your stance, but now you are starting to recognize that good and evil is at play, and a lot of surround yourself don't feel. Anymore in alignment with your own actual values. So I don't know, that's just something that was just coming up. So these are good questions to ask yourself. What are you afraid of and why be stubborn it is okay to change your mind. It is okay to change your position. It is okay to recognize that, oh gosh, maybe what I thought was right and good and true is not actually it. And actually I don't believe that anymore. It's okay to change and that's just a sign of growth and that is honestly. A part of the healing process too, is letting down your guard and building a trust with yourself and, and with your creator, so those are a few questions. Am I being stubborn or loyal to a narrative or system because of an unwillingness or a fear of change? Okay, so there it is. Um, is my perspective in alignment with the good. Could I have been under the spell of some demonic brainwashing? And again, all of these, it is safe and it is okay to accept and forgive yourself for. Your mind changing and for seeing things more clearly and for waking up, it's okay that you were asleep. It's okay that you were operating from fear. It's okay that you were operating from a narrative that was put upon you or that you were consuming. It's okay that now you see it differently. Forgive yourself for the choices you've made in the past or the way that you've spoken, how you've articulated yourself and where you stand forgive yourself. You were operating at the frequency that you were living in, but maybe your frequency is changing. Maybe you're waking up, maybe, you're just evolving and that is okay. And maybe there is fear of losing people that you're close to. Maybe there is fear of. Getting criticized. That is something you have to be willing to face within yourself to recognize that it is okay for people to disagree with me and criticize me. It means nothing about me. And again, this goes back to the healing work. Those are wounds that we take on. We grow up being made to believe that other people's opinions mean more than how you feel about your own and what you know to be true. That unconditional love exists and you are created from it. And that you have a purpose and your own truth for why you are here on this planet. We, we are born pure, and then it's ripped away from us, from conditioning, what we observe, we absorb, we take on beliefs from our families, the people around us, other kids, teachers, what have you, and we lose our, our way and that's okay, but you're obviously here because you're finding your way back. So let this support you, let this support your journey. Let this be a sign that you are on the right track and that you are finding your way into your truth. Asking yourself these questions of, well, what if I'm rejected? Well, what if, what if I'm criticized? It's even sometimes scary to think I've had this whole belief system. I, I fell under the spell of this specific narrative, and now I'm starting to see the light. But once you see something, you can't unsee it. So even if it feels so scary to turn. Away from something that no longer resonates for you anymore, and go in this direction. Trust that God's got you. Trust that you are divinely supported and protected by your angels, by your spirit team, by your guardian. And tap into that inner truth and that inner compass that is guiding you into the light and is guiding you into your truth. And be willing to do the healing work. Be willing to face those demons of rejection and comparison and those insecurities the wounds of trauma and abuse or whatever it is. Be willing to get face to face with all of it because it's gonna guide you even more into. Conviction and feeling safe and feeling secure in your stance, your voice speaking up and you know, facing those who are, who disagree with you. So that's that conspiracy theories, fear mongering, blah, blah, blah, wrote, um, yeah, we're hearing a lot of conspiracy theories. This is, I'm bringing this up because of, again, discernment. Using your own inner compass and connecting in intuitively and spiritually and asking yourself, you know, there's so many conspiracy theories going on about what's going on in our country right now with Charlie Kirk, but also various other things. Epstein files is another example there's so many news outlets and mainstream media, it can be really overwhelming. Like, where do I turn for truth? What is true. And then some people, I'm just gonna hide in a hole until all this is over. But that's not what we're being called to do. We are being called to use our, the power of discernment. So if you're consuming something, I invite you to use your sense of logic. Pay attention. Really notice, I have the example of, watching ads on YouTube, you can tell when it's an AI and they're using public figures. But it's an AI generated version of the public figure, but they're using it to monetize or to, endorse their products or whatever it is that they're selling in the ad. If you're not paying attention, you could think it's really that person, but if you are really paying attention, you can tell it's ai and yeah, it's creepy I feel like it's just meant to inform our power of discernment and really identifying what we feel is right and know to be true and cut out all the other noise. If, if it feels. Like, oh, that doesn't make sense. Or it feels like there's something more or deeper, or we're not getting the whole truth, then you're probably onto something. Discernment is just so important right now. I wanna share something that came through in the middle of the night, the other night. Um, and I had to write it down three 30 in the morning? I don't know, because. It just makes so much sense to me, so I'll just read what I wrote here. Mainstream news. Is owned and run by Satan. Their narrative is in an attempt to create assassins, to continue to polarize the people of our country. They want violence, they want to control us and destroy humanity. By using the words repeatedly like fascists and Nazis and Hitler. To label specific groups of people or individuals is a manipulative tactic to brainwashing people and to hate and to kill, associating evil and hate to these words, and then brainwashing specific people to go out and do something about it. The way I was seeing it was, Nazi equals hate. We need to kill them. Almost like robotic. That's how I was seeing it in my mind. It's not a direct order. It's through the words associations. So by consuming social media or mainstream media and constantly hearing fascists race or racist, fascist, uh, Nazi Hitler, uh, white supremacist, all these words, it's the more that certain people are hearing it. It's like creating, an assassin. That's what I was seeing. This group of people, this person hateful. We need to get rid of hate. They need to die. We need to kill them. These are tactics used to eliminate threats. They're not in the name of the good or doing good. God would never encourage or motivate this kind of act. This is the work of Satan. So that's what came through about all of that and mainstream media, it is so abundantly clear that mainstream media, stations are owned by Those who are in positions of power that are working to keep us divided and destroy us. I, I don't even understand why, obviously, but it's clear that there, well, because that's what Satan wants to do. Satan just can't get enough. Satan is an addict, is addicted to more, more, more power control. And that's what these people who are owned by Satan are doing. They also feel the same way. More money, more power, more control, and. So this is why they want more violence. They want to divide us. They want those that believe by being violent to believe that they are in power and control, because really they are owned by the mainstream media, which is owned by elitist or whoever's running our world who is owned by Satan. That's the way I see it. That's, that's what comes through me. It's, it's so clear. So, switching gears a little bit though, um, this is connected to everything we're talking about, but just, you know, from a different point of view. And I don't claim to be an astrologer whatsoever. It's very nuanced, it's very complicated. I just find it interesting how in alignment what's going on, planetary or cosmically is with what we're going through either in this country, on this planet, or for me personally in my own life. So I do wanna share where we're at right now and what's going on. Cosmically we're entering into, well, we have been in, in eclipse season for the let, we're at the tail end of it. I just wanna share a brief overview of this because it's so freaking in interesting with everything that's gone on in the last couple weeks. Eclipse season is defined by its focus on the Pisces and Virgo access, which prompts a balance between the spiritual and the practical. The season began with a total lunar eclipse in Pisces on September 7th, and concludes with a partial solar eclipse in Virgo on ept September 21st, So the overall themes of this, this window, this eclipse season, is release and renewal. Eclipse seasons are known for triggering faded endings and new beginnings. The lunar eclipse and Pisces emphasized letting go of illusions. Outdated attachments and cycles that no longer serve you, the solar eclipse. And Virgo then brings the opportunity to ground and rebuild with new intentions, balance of intuition and practicality. So what I know is Pisces is the intuitive, and I know'cause I am a Virgo is practical. Yeah. Um, with Eclipse happening in Pisces spiritually and in and intuition and Virgo routine or and organization that is true. I am all about organizing. The overall theme is finding a balance between the two. It is a time to go combine your dreams with practical habits and structures. Accelerated transformation eclipses act as cosmic accelerators. Fast forwarding your life's trajectory and bringing unexpected shifts, revelations and course corrections. The significant shifts that arise now will continue to unfold over the next six months. Trust and surrender the season is an invitation to trust, the unfolding process, rather than trying to control every detail, the intensity of this time calls for surrender and presence. Allowing for a divine course correction toward a more aligned path. I couldn't have set it better myself. And that's essentially what I meant when I was sharing. You know, you have been on this side for a while, but now you're waking up and you're seeing things more clearly and you're being guided to enter onto a new timeline or a new path. Or a new direction. Course correct. You're divine course correct. That's so amazing. Karmic endings and clarity. This season can highlight karmic themes and agreements revealing what needs to be released for your highest good. It encourages deep self-reflection, bringing subconscious issues to light for healing and resolution. So this is right in alignment with everything we were talking about. Let's go back a little bit. Release and renewal. This eclipse season is triggering faded endings and new beginnings. So faded endings. I mean, in your own personal life. Yes. Think about what that means for you, but as a collective. I mean, obviously Charlie Kirk's death was faded, and I do believe that god made him a sacrifice to show us what needs to change. How we need to deepen into our own faith and what we need to see for what it is in all those things. As it continues on the lunar eclipse and Pisces emphasizes letting go of illusions. I mean, everything that goes on in the cosmos is related to the themes on earth, is created by God because, I mean, it's a way for us to get back in alignment with our divinity and with our creator. Going back to accelerated transformation eclipses act as cosmic accelerators. Fast forwarding your life's trajectory and bringing unexpected shifts, revelations, and course corrections. So right now we're all being called to have revelations and aha moments, and. Ask ourselves, what am I doing that is no longer in alignment for me? What on this path is working? The intensity of this time calls for surrender and presence. Allowing for a divine course correction toward a more aligned path speaks for itself. But thinking about it with everything going on, you are, we are being called to be present with what is and what is actually happening and Releasing the need to know everything and just being present with what is right now, what you do know and how is this gonna, inform your next steps and where you're going and what you want out of your life karmic endings and clarity. I mean, there's been a lot of karmic contracts ending this division between us and this country is initiating these contracts to end. Not everybody's meant to be in our life forever. I have ended a karmic relationship. A friend of mine who I grew very close to very quickly and. Activated parts of me that I hadn't yet accessed within myself gifts, intuitive gifts, but also deepening in relationship spiritually. And in the end, she showed me what parts of me I need to accept within myself because of her rejection of them. And that was where we went our separate ways. And I kind of always had a feeling that this person was not gonna be in my life for too long. But of course it was sad, like had this strong connection right away. But in the end, she showed me. What I'm no longer available for and what I'm not gonna accept and what I will not take responsibility for within relationship, but also as who I am, you know, speaking my truth and, and, and things like that. I won't elaborate too much, but it's just interesting. Right now we're in this really potent time of karmic contracts dissolving or karmic relationships dissolving. So if that's you, you're not alone, and just know that everything is happening for you and for your highest good. It's meant to teach you lessons. It's meant to help you see yourself more clearly, and it's meant to help you go out into the world more solid and true to who you are and not back down or waver because of someone else's opinion or beliefs. Just because someone doesn't agree with you or doesn't believe in what you believe in, doesn't mean that your beliefs and your values and your truth and how you show up in the world is wrong. And that was a big one. I had to contend with this, the year of 39 was, if I make other people uncomfortable or they don't like what I have to say, does that mean there's something wrong with me? Does that mean I should be ashamed of myself, that I don't deserve have friendships because I say things that they don't want to hear. Should I not be saying things like that or whatever? It wasn't that, it was actually the opposite. It was, I'm not gonna take responsibility or back down from what I know to be true. And from lovingly sharing things that are hard to hear with somebody that I care about because they can't handle it. If they can't handle it, then that's something they have to work through. And if they, they wanna dissolve the relationship because they can't handle it, shit's weak. I don't know. That's how I feel about it now. And to get to this place, within myself to recognize that it's just, when you are a truth teller, it's gonna make people uncomfortable. It doesn't mean that your truth is always right you're sharing your truth because that's your perception of the situation it's an offering. It really is. It's an offering for, you know, your perception. And when you speak your truth from that place of love, but it also is uncomfortable and it hurts, or it triggers or, you know, whatever, to that person that you're giving it to, that's an offering for them to go within themselves and see what's going on and notice what's coming up for them. It's, but in my experience, more often than not, that's not what happens. And they end up projecting it all back and, and it's, you know, blaming it on me or or ending a friendship that could have been really good. But it is what it is. It's, this is how it was meant to be. And. That's, you know, like getting to a place of being okay with that remember that we are amidst a massive transformation in our reality. We are in the dark night of the soul. A lot of. Uncomfortable, dark things are going to be illuminated and it's for our highest good. So I think I'm gonna leave it there for now. I will share that in the next episode, I start to talk a bit about my own unique journey of deepening in my spiritual life and my relationship with God and how that came to be, growing up in a Catholic household. But then following that episode. I am going, where I'm being guided, I guess I'm gonna share what I feel called to share and ride the wings of my divine guidance. I don't know how else to say it. Um, so yeah, stay tuned. It's gonna be so much fun. It's gonna be very, uh, deep and meaningful. The purpose of all of this is to guide others into recognizing how what I share reflects their own story, but also. Guiding others to give themselves permission to, to deepen into their own relationship with God in a way that feels true and authentic to you. Because it's not just one way. For me, it's not about religion. It's about your spiritual life. I know God wants me to guide others into deepening their own spiritual life in a way that feels a true to them. And being willing to do the work that needs to be done within themselves so that they can. Be in alignment with their purpose, who they truly are here to be. Break free from conditioning and what we've been told we should believe, or how we should operate in the world. To bring us closer together to grow in community, uh, and connect with one another through love and compassion, and a willingness to accept one another for who we are and our own unique beliefs and let go of perceiving one another as a threat or as being better than the other or whatever else you know is happening and you know, is dividing us right now. Because there is so much. And to speak the truth, to speak truth and offer others the ability to see how this truth that I share reflects in their own lives. So that's where I'm at, that's what I'm here to do. I am doing my darnedest to just fully surrender and listen and be a vessel for whatever it is that divine spirit God want me to share. So that is what I'm gonna do. That is my mission and purpose here, and the reason for why this podcast exists. I will leave it there. Please don't forget to follow, subscribe, and share this channel, this podcast with those that you believe would resonate with it. It's so important that we come together in community, so spreading the word about conversations like this are really going to guide us all into this community of like-mindedness and. Spiritual connection and love and all the things that the higher paradigm stands for. I would love for you to share in the comments how you feel about the topics we spoke on today. What resonated with you. I would love to continue the conversation check out my website in the show notes below if you're interested in diving into healing work, there are a variety of opportunities to begin or continue on your path of healing, ranging from guided meditations all the way up to high ticket, one-on-one mentorship. So I invite you to check out my website if that calls to you. Thank you so much for being here. I am so excited to begin season two, this is going to be an exciting season of busting through illusions and going deep I, and also having fun. So stick around. It's gonna be amazing, much love and many blessings to you.